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       For her fourteenth birthday, Chrístõ took 
        Julia to see her favourite Beta Delta system rock band in concert. They 
        were far better than he had expected them to be, four centuries beyond 
        all the bands he actually liked. The greats of the 1960s and 70s that 
        he loved. He had always been rather disappointed that the 21st and 22nd 
        centuries of Earth history had never really measured up with far too much 
        experimenting with artificial sounds and even, for much of the 23rd century, 
        artificial artists, virtual reality and artificial intelligence bands 
        being all the rage. But the 24th century colonists with their fondness 
        for a 20th century retro look in their buildings and dress sense, went 
        back to the roots of popular music, too, and Ice Garden were a four piece 
        group with drums, keyboard, bass and lead guitar who, if they weren’t 
        quite The Beatles, might manage to be the Manic Street Preachers.  
      
        Julia, of course, had seen all of those bands from the second half of 
        the 20th century. She loved the Beatles as much as he did and treasured 
        some signed memorabilia of them that she had acquired on a visit to 1967. 
        But now that she was settled here on Beta Delta IV she had embraced the 
        culture of that world, and the lead singer of Ice Garden, Brian Drennan 
        was only eclipsed by Chrístõ himself in her affections. 
         
      
        “Brilliant,” she enthused as the band finished their third 
        encore and the house lights came on, signalling the absolute end of the 
        show. “Thank you, Chrístõ. This is a brilliant birthday 
        present.” 
      
        “Glad you liked it,” he said. Then he smiled and produced 
        something from his pocket. “Backstage passes?”  
      
        “They’re REAL!” she exclaimed. Not psychic paper. How…” 
      
        “Diplomatic privilege,” he said. “Come on. Let’s 
        go meet your heroes.” 
      
        “You’re still my ONE true hero,” she assured him.  
      
        Even so she was excited as they threaded their way through the crowds 
        and presented their passes at the stage door. They were directed to the 
        green room, where food and drink was laid out for the band and their entourage 
        and any invited guests. Some of them included girls of Julia’s age 
        who had won their passes in a magazine competition and she was a little 
        disgusted at how immature and giggly they were. She told herself that 
        she was the future wife of a diplomat and knew how to behave and waited, 
        drinking a bottle of sparkling water by the buffet, until the band members, 
        freshly showered and changed from their stage clothes, came out and dealt 
        with the giggly girls first. It all went a little quieter once they had 
        been dispatched. Then Chrístõ heard her breathe in as Brian 
        Drennan approached, smiling.  
      
        “I’m told it’s somebody’s birthday,” he 
        said, shaking her by the hand. Julia’s eyes shone with delight and 
        she almost became as giggly as the rest of them for a microsecond. Then 
        she remembered that her best friend was Queen Cirena of Adano-Ambrado 
        and the Crown Prince of Ryemym Ceti had once made an offer for her as 
        his second wife. Brian Drennan was, really, just an ordinary man who could 
        sing and play the guitar. 
      
        Really, he was. 
      
        “Technically, it’s not my birthday now,” she answered 
        him. “It’s gone midnight.”  
      
        “But you haven’t turned into a pumpkin,” he said to 
        her, smiling handsomely. “So it must be all right. Usually I’m 
        asked to sign something, about now. You ARE a fan, aren’t you?” 
         
      
        “Oh, yes, definitely,” she assured him and told him which 
        of the albums she liked best and which was her favourite song. Chrístõ 
        left her to it and found himself in conversation with the band’s 
        manager, Deccan Rowe, who almost got teenage girl giggly when he found 
        out that Chrístõ was Gallifreyan. 
      
        “My parents are from Tibora, My Lord,” he said, bowing his 
        head respectfully.  
      
        “One of our dominion planets,” Chrístõ said. 
        “I have visited there, once, with my father. It is a very beautiful 
        place. Have you visited Gallifrey?”  
      
        “I have not seen it since I was a child,” Rowe admitted. “And, 
        of course, I am not likely to visit in the near future. The recent developments 
        make it difficult to travel even to the Dominions.”  
      
        “What recent developments?” Chrístõ asked, and 
        his latent precognition signalled to him that he was going to learn something 
        bad. Around him, the sounds of people celebrating the last night of a 
        four planet concert tour, echoed strangely as his world contracted around 
        him.  
      
        “Sire…” Rowe answered him. “Have you not been 
        in contact with Gallifrey in the past weeks?”  
      
        “No,” he admitted. “I have been busy. I spent some weeks 
        on Adano-Ambrado and then I was on Earth for a while. It’s been 
        three or four weeks since I talked to my father. But he knew I was all 
        right, so there was no real need…” He paused. Rowe’s 
        face looked serious. “Why? What has HAPPENED?”  
      
        “You don’t know? The attack on the Capitol... Gallifrey is 
        at war.”  
      
        Chrístõ stared at a woman in a shocking pink dress who stood 
        talking to the drummer just behind Rowe’s shoulder. He couldn’t 
        bring himself to look at Rowe himself. He let the pink dress dazzle him 
        as he tried to take in what he was being told. Rowe was apologising for 
        being the one to bring him such news. Chrístõ murmured a 
        reply, though he couldn’t recall later exactly what he had said. 
        His head was spinning as he tried to take it all in. 
      
        He watched Julia talking with all the members of the band, who found her 
        cool, collected, future diplomat’s wife manner a refreshing change. 
        She laughed at some joke from the drummer and accepted a whole collection 
        of signed souvenirs. She was having a nice time, as he meant her to do. 
        He smiled when she looked his way and waved. He didn’t want her 
        to know that he was worried.  
      
        Driving home, he tried not to hurry. He kept the hover car well below 
        the point where the speed limit proximity alarm would sound. He tried 
        to sound interested when Julia chatted about how much fun it had all been. 
         
      
        “I’m glad you had a good birthday,” he told her. “But 
        I think your aunt will insist on you going straight to bed when we get 
        in. Even if it is Saturday tomorrow.”  
      
        “That’s all right,” she answered. “I’ve 
        had a really wonderful birthday. And don’t worry, you’re STILL 
        my favourite man. Brian is a great singer. But you’re mine. Besides, 
        you sing, too.”  
      
        “Not while I’m driving,” he told her. “Especially 
        in the dark.”  
      
        Julia sighed happily and lapsed into a contented silence. Chrístõ 
        was glad of it. It meant he didn’t have to pretend to be cheerful. 
        He didn’t feel cheerful now. He went over what Rowe had told him 
        again and again. “War, Attack on the Capitol… war.” 
        Unless Deccan Rowe had made a very big mistake, and Chrístõ 
        couldn’t think HOW that could be, then something terrible had happened 
        to his home world. 
      
        And nobody had contacted him about it.  
      
        How bad was it? Was there nobody left to contact him? 
      
        The last time Gallifrey was at war, his father was a young graduate like 
        he was now. He had joined up and fought terrible battles. He had been 
        a prisoner of war. He had been grievously wounded when he came home and 
        needed months of care to make him right.  
      
        This was the sum total of what Chrístõ knew about his father’s 
        part in the war, though he had learnt the facts of what happened and when 
        in a history class at the Academy. Those lectures had brought out the 
        Xenophobe in everyone, even himself, astonished that any race should try 
        to take control of the time vortex from the Time Lords, outraged at the 
        way the prisoners were treated and the sheer cruelty of the enemy. The 
        lessons never went into what Gallifrey did to the enemy. Subjective history 
        was never a feature of Prydonian teaching. But he had no reason to believe 
        that it happened any way other than the way he was told it happened.  
      
        Would he be called on to fight in THIS war? That thought consumed his 
        mind as he kept his eyes on the road ahead. Would he have to leave all 
        that he knew and loved to defend his world in an all out war? Would he 
        have to learn to forget about pacifism and take up a gun and kill? If 
        the answer was yes, then he would do so, willingly. He was loyal to Gallifrey 
        and he was no coward. But the thought distressed him. He was not new to 
        the use of guns, or to killing. He had done so when he had to. But he 
        preferred not to. He preferred to have the choice his to make. But as 
        a soldier he would have to obey orders.  
      
        And he would not be able to see Julia, at least not as often as he wanted. 
        He would not be able to keep his promise to make all of her birthdays 
        wonderful. He would not see any of his friends. He would not be free to 
        travel as he chose.  
      
        He glanced at Julia. She HAD fallen asleep in the passenger seat. It was 
        long past her bedtime and she was exhausted. She clung to her collection 
        of autographed posters, holopictures, microdiscs - even a towel that Brian 
        Drennan had used on stage. She was happy. But she wouldn’t be when 
        this news was broken to her.  
      
        She stirred slightly as he stopped the car in the driveway, but not enough 
        to climb out by herself. He lifted her in his arms, hooking the bag of 
        concert goodies over his wrist and closing the car door with a nudge of 
        the autolock system. He carried her in to where her aunt had been waiting 
        up. She smiled to see her niece so contentedly sleepy and told Chrístõ 
        to take her straight up to her room. He laid her on the bed, glancing 
        around to see that Ice Garden really were only second in her affections. 
        Most of the pictures on her wall were of him. A huge enlargement of his 
        Teen Dream publicity picture was by her bed and she had framed photos 
        of him everywhere.  
      
        Marianna banished him from the room as she got Julia undressed and properly 
        in bed. Chrístõ said goodnight and went to his own room. 
        The sick feeling increased as he crossed the floor and opened what looked 
        like a second wardrobe. He stepped into the TARDIS and was aware of Humphrey 
        making a rather distressed trill that echoed the insistent sound from 
        the communications console.  
      
        It was the urgent message signal, and it had been beeping for an hour 
        according to the counter. He examined the received message and saw that 
        it was a sub-space one and had come from Gallifrey. That meant it might 
        have taken at least two weeks to arrive.  
      
        Why sub-space, he wondered as he noted that it was encrypted. He typed 
        his personal password for encryptions sent to him from home. Sub-space 
        was the equivalent of second class post. The videophone was the usual 
        way to contact Gallifrey. Failing that there was an audio signal. Both 
        were carried on a server based in the Panopticon that could reach any 
        TARDIS in the universe almost instantly.  
      
        The password was accepted and the file opened. He waited with trepidation 
        for the recorded video message to play. He saw his father appear on the 
        screen, just like he did in videophone conversations. But this was a recorded 
        message. He couldn’t reply.  
       And his father looked grim. 
         
      “My son,” he said. “I hope this message 
        reaches you. At present we are all alive and well. Rassilon willing we 
        still will be when you receive it. Subspace is the only communication 
        network still open and we don’t know how long that will last. Our 
        new masters have not yet discovered the old transmitters that allow these 
        messages to be sent. But it can only be a matter of time. Those few of 
        us with loved ones and friends offworld are taking what we expect to be 
        the last chance to… to say goodbye.”  
      
        “No!” Chrístõ murmured. “Oh, no.” 
      
        “Chrístõ,” his father continued. “You 
        must stay away from Gallifrey. Do not try to come home. To do so would 
        be fatal. I don’t know how much you have heard. Maybe there are 
        rumours that Gallifrey is at war. I wish we WERE. The war is over. We 
        are conquered. Our world is cut off from the rest of the Galaxy. We are 
        under a new regime who control the Transduction Barrier. We were betrayed 
        by spies among us. Time Lords who sold out to the enemy.” 
      
        “WHAT enemy?” Chrístõ asked, forgetting that 
        it was not a live transmission. He watched in dismay as the picture changed 
        to a recording of the attack on the Capitol that signalled the beginning 
        of the end for Gallifrey. He saw the Citadel itself hit by energy beams. 
        He saw the great tower, the tallest building in the city, cut in half. 
        The top part disintegrated as it fell in upon the lower half, destroying 
        the communications centre for the whole planet, as well as killing all 
        those who worked within it. Other buildings were hit, too. the Chancellery 
        Guard headquarters, The Prydonian Academy, the Arcalian and Patrexian 
        Academies. Chrístõ bit his lip and held back tears as he 
        saw students running from the burning buildings. Even the headquarters 
        of the Celestial Intervention Agency was hit. And that, above all, told 
        him that traitors had given information to the unseen enemy. How else 
        would they know to attack THAT building.  
      
        Thousands must have died. There were no figures. He heard his father’s 
        voice over the pictures, saying that the High Council who were sitting 
        in the Panopticon within the Citadel were placed under arrest. His uncle, 
        Remonte, was one of those who had announced, under threat of execution, 
        that they were handing over the government of Gallifrey to their conquerors. 
        It would only be a matter of time before they had control of the Matrix 
        and of the time vortex itself. All they had to do was force a High Councillor 
        to open the Matrix to them.  
      
        The picture changed and Chrístõ almost fell down in shock 
        when he saw a view of their solar system, the Cruciform. He saw motherships 
        in orbit around all of the outer planets except for the uninhabitable 
        rock that was the Fibster. Around Gallifrey, the home planet, there were 
        hundreds of ships, a true siege. Nothing could get in or out.  
      
        “We do not know what will happen,” his father continued. “We 
        cannot fight. We do not have the means to fight against such a force. 
        Our armies were disbanded after the last war. We adopted our policy of 
        non-interference and assumed that others would not interfere with us. 
        We were wrong.”  
      
        His father paused before speaking again.  
      
        “We can only hope that our lives are of some value to our new rulers. 
        If so, we should survive. If not… Chrístõ, my son… 
        you and a few others who are offworld… you represent all that Gallifrey 
        stands for, now. You must stay safe. If you are not there already, go 
        to Beta Delta. You must… We don’t know how long it will be 
        before the enemy takes control of the Matrix. It cannot be long. When 
        they do, the time vortex will be unsafe. You must not use your TARDIS 
        to travel in time. Stay there with Julia. I have made provision for you. 
        For… the foreseeable future. But my son… you…” 
      
        Again he could not go on without a long pause to gather his thoughts. 
         
      
        “Chrístõ, remember me. Remember Gallifrey and all 
        it stands for. Justice and Honour. Temper all that you say and do by that 
        axiom. And remember that I love you, my first born son. I will miss you. 
        I only wish Garrick was safe with you. Then I could face any fate resignedly. 
        I fear for him. But I am consoled by the fact that you are safe.” 
         
      
        “FATHER!” Chrístõ cried out. Again he had forgotten 
        that it was not a live transmission. He wanted to ask so many questions. 
        But the message was almost at an end. He could see the counter on the 
        corner of the screen. He heard his father tell him again that he loved 
        him. Then it ended. He stared at the blank screen for a long time. Then 
        he tried to contact Gallifrey. First he tried his home. Then he tried 
        the Citadel, then traffic control, the civil service. All gave back ‘unobtainable’ 
        signals. It was as if Gallifrey was gone.  
      
        He tried another call. This one connected. Penne Dúre, King Emperor 
        of Adano-Ambrado came to take the call personally. He looked relieved 
        when he saw Chrístõ. 
      
        “You weren’t home. I hoped you weren’t. You’re 
        safe.”  
      
        “I’m on Beta Delta with Julia,” he answered. “I 
        just got a message from my father. He told me to stay here. But Penne, 
        what is happening? Do you know? WHO attacked Gallifrey?”  
      
        “The Mallus,” Penne answered. “They…”  
      
        “A technologically advanced race from the Gamma Ceti quadrant. Very 
        militant, aggressive. Banned from developing time travel because they 
        would use it to aid their wars with the Sontarans, Sycorax, Nexis….” 
      
        He stopped. That was the digest of the database record on his TARDIS computer. 
        He vaguely recalled a picture of a more or less humanoid race with an 
        exo-skin as hard as Kevlar, who nevertheless dressed in battle armour 
        of steel.  
      
        And this was the race that had taken Gallifrey in a surprise attack, aided 
        and abetted by traitors who let them break down the defences of their 
        non-militant world.  
      
        “They wanted the Matrix, of course. Access to the vortex.” 
         
      
        “It seems so,” Penne replied. “The first I knew was 
        when diplomatic and trade ties were broken overnight. My trade ships were 
        turned back from entering the system. They were threatened with obliteration 
        if they did not do it fast enough. My merchant fleet turned back on the 
        double, of course, and reported the situation to me. I made what inquiries 
        I could. Of course I could contact nobody on Gallifrey. I tried to reach 
        your father…”  
      
        “He was alive two weeks ago. Now, I don’t know for sure.” 
         
      
        “I am sorry,” Penne told him. “It grieves me, too. I 
        love your father. And Maestro. My one and only relative. I pray he is 
        unharmed in the monastery. They would have no use for men of contemplation.” 
        Penne sighed. “I have made representations on Gallifrey’s 
        behalf to our mutual allies. The Earth Federation have refused to take 
        sides militarily. They have said they will allow any refugees safety on 
        Federation planets. However, I had the impression they thought there wouldn’t 
        BE any. It was an empty gesture on their part.” 
      
        “Refugee. That…” Chrístõ’s pale 
        face went even paler. “That means me. I am a refugee, a displaced 
        person. A NOBODY, with no home to go back to.” 
      
        “That doesn’t sound like a proud Gallifreyan to me,” 
        Penne said. “Chrístõ….” Penne tried to 
        say something encouraging to him, but at that moment one of his advisors 
        came into the view and said something to him. Penne’s answer was 
        not heard as he turned off the microphone, but Chrístõ could 
        see it was a sharp, angry one, and when he turned back to the videophone 
        he looked agitated.  
      
        “Chrístõ, I am sorry,” he said. “But videophone 
        channels are far from secure and my advisor has said I must not remain 
        on line for much longer. My talking to you may be construed as an act 
        of war by the Mallus.” 
      
        “Penne!” Chrístõ was shocked to the core. “You 
        mean I am not even allowed to talk to you?”  
      
        “Not like this,” Penne said. “I am SO sorry. I will 
        try… diplomatic channels. I dare not say more right now. But no, 
        it would not be wise for us to communicate. For your safety, Let us say 
        goodbye for now.” 
      
        “Penne…” Chrístõ tried to think of something 
        to say. He had a million things he wanted to say to his father, but none 
        he could think of to say to Penne. His words died on his lips.  
      
        “Chrístõ,” Penne told him. “Bear this 
        trial with fortitude, my brother.” 
      
        The transmission ended. Chrístõ again stared at the blank 
        screen for a time and then stepped away. Humphrey hovered near by and 
        tried to comfort him. But even his pure emotions wrapped around him couldn’t 
        cheer him much. He put the TARDIS into low-power mode and then stepped 
        out into his bedroom. He went to the window and looked out at the starry 
        sky. Somewhere up there was Gallifrey. But he couldn’t see it from 
        this angle. He opened the window and jumped down onto the garage roof 
        that was below his room. There he could see the stars more easily. He 
        found the double arrowhead of Kasterborus. The centre star of the inner 
        arrowhead was the one that warmed his home world. He tried not to imagine 
        it as it was now, under siege from a dreadful enemy. He tried to remember 
        the last time he was there, when he piloted his TARDIS through the system, 
        past the peaceful planets where his people had made their homes and livelihoods. 
        He longed to be there. It grieved him that he could not go. He remembered 
        his thoughts earlier. If there was a fight to be fought he would have 
        done so willingly. But the enemy had already won. They were defeated. 
        Gallifrey was no more. The Time Lords were slaves of another race. Maybe 
        they were all dead. His father, stepmother, his uncle, baby Garrick. Maybe 
        they had been disposed of by an enemy who did not need or want them.  
      
        He didn’t cry. He was a Gallifreyan. Gallifreyans do not cry. He 
        was one of the very few, perhaps the only one, who had tear ducts and 
        COULD cry. But for the sake of his world he held back the tears and tried 
        to act as a true Gallifreyan. He knelt on the asphalt roof of the garage 
        and silently grieved.  
      
        At some point during the night he must have fallen asleep. He didn’t 
        mean to do so, but his stressed and hurt mind just shut down of its own 
        volition.  
      
        Some time just before dawn, Cordell had gone to the bathroom and glanced 
        out of the window. He roused his parents and his father had climbed up 
        to the garage roof to lift Chrístõ’s still, frozen 
        body from where he lay.  
      
        “I’m sorry,” Herrick said as he carried him inside. 
        “I think he’s dead.”  
      
        “No!” Julia cried. In her nightdress and slippers she had 
        waited fearfully, wondering what had caused Chrístõ to be 
        out there in that exposed place on a cold, wintry night. Now she watched 
        as he was lain on the sofa. She ran to his side and touched his frozen 
        face, his cold, lifeless hand. “No, he can’t be.” 
      
        “I don’t know how long he was out there. But it’s below 
        freezing…” Herrick tried to tell her.  
      
        “But he’s a Time Lord,” she said. “He can cope 
        with things like that. He can’t be dead. His body must just be slowed 
        down.” She put her hands over his two hearts and felt. Beneath the 
        silk shirt he wore last night to the concert she felt his cold flesh. 
        But then she felt something else. A systolic jolt as his two hearts beat 
        one after the other. “He IS. He’s alive. Uncle Herrick, help 
        him. Help him to come back to us.”  
      
        Herrick bent over him and began to massage first one, then the other of 
        his hearts while Julia rubbed his hands and tried to warm them. Marianna 
        hovered fretfully. The two boys stood at the door and watched. They had 
        both been convinced that Chrístõ was dead and they had cried, 
        though if anyone had said so they would have denied it.  
      
        Slowly, he began to regain consciousness. He opened his eyes and looked 
        at Julia as she clung to his hand. Her hair was tousled by sleep and the 
        tracks of tears marked her face. 
      
        “I still have you,” he murmured and began to cry. He had tried 
        to hold back his tears, tried to be a Gallifreyan. But his hearts had 
        taken too many shocks this night. He broke down and cried harder than 
        the two boys had ever seen a man cry before. It astonished them to see 
        the man they had thought of as brave and invincible brought to such grief. 
        Herrick looked at him and wondered what had brought him to such a pass. 
        Marianna said he needed coffee and went to make some. Julia put her arms 
        around his shoulders and held him as he cried. When Marianna returned 
        with the coffee he tried to drink it, but his throat was too constricted 
        and he couldn’t swallow. 
      
        “Come on,” she said gently. “Nothing can be THAT bad, 
        surely?”  
      
        He tried again and swallowed a mouthful of the coffee. He looked at the 
        anxious faces watching him.  
      
        “I am sorry,” he told them. “For scaring you all. I 
        don’t know what happened to me. I didn’t mean to cause you 
        so much worry. I had some bad news last night.” Slowly, he told 
        them all what had come to pass. The anxious faces turned to shocked faces 
        as they took it in. But kind faces, too, concerned for him. Julia grasped 
        his hand. Marianna put her arm about his shoulder maternally.  
      
        “Poor boy,” she said. “What a thing to happen. I am 
        so sorry.”  
      
        “Good heavens,” Herrick murmured. 
      
        “So does this mean you’re not rich any more?” asked 
        Cordell.  
      
        Chrístõ looked at the boys and half laughed ironically. 
         
      
        “I haven’t even given THAT a thought,” he said. “But 
        my father told me he had made provision for the foreseeable future. I 
        think he meant financially. I expect I can still buy everyone pizzas in 
        the park.” 
      
        “As if that’s important,” Marianna replied looking harshly 
        at her two mercenary sons. “Whether you are rich or poor, Chrístõ, 
        you have a home with us as long as you need it. He does, doesn’t 
        he, Herrick?” She looked at her husband for confirmation.  
      
        “As far as I’m concerned, yes,” Herrick answered. “If 
        he is allowed. Chrístõ, you are here on a visitor’s 
        visa right now, surely. But if you are to stay longer….” 
      
        Chrístõ looked at Herrick in alarm. He had put his finger 
        on something he had never even considered. Whenever he landed on Beta 
        Delta IV his TARDIS automatically registered his visitor’s visa. 
        He never thought about it. But if he was to stay on an Earth colony as 
        a non-Human, that was another matter. 
      
        “I’ll take you into town on Monday,” Herrick said. “You 
        can do the paperwork. I am sure it won’t be a problem getting you 
        refugee status…” 
      
        “Refugee!” Chrístõ choked on the word. “I 
        have fallen from grace. Yesterday I was an Ambassador of a proud race, 
        a prince of the universe.” 
      
        “You still are,” Julia told him. “You’re still 
        MY prince.” 
      
        “Thank you,” he told her. “Thank you, all of you.” 
         
      
        He got through his first weekend as a refugee somehow. He spent the Saturday 
        with Julia and her friends, who all reacted sympathetically to his news 
        and hoped he would hear from his father again soon. He thanked them for 
        their kindness. What else could he do.  
      
        Sunday afternoon, he walked alone with Julia in Earth Park.  
      
        “Chrístõ,” she said, clutching his hand in her 
        gloved one. “I am so very sorry. I love your father as much as you 
        do. And Valena and Garrick. And I love Gallifrey. I have always enjoyed 
        visiting there. But I am glad about one thing. You are here with me, and 
        will be for a long time. Doesn’t that… doesn’t that 
        make you glad, Chrístõ?”  
      
        “Glad? No, that’s not quite the right word. I hurt so much. 
        Inside of me, I hurt as I have never hurt before. I can’t stop thinking 
        about my father and uncle, Valena, Garrick, and so many other people who 
        matter, who might be dead already for all I know. Glad… no. But 
        I am grateful to be here, to be alive. And to be with you. Yes, the one 
        thing I can be content with is the chance to spend every spare moment 
        with you. But glad… no.” 
      
        “I understand,” Julia told him. And of course, she did. That 
        sick feeling that was in him now, the feeling that came crowding back 
        every time he let himself be distracted for a few minutes, was a feeling 
        she knew well enough. She had lost her whole family. She had been thankful 
        to be alive, but had burnt inside with grief for those she missed.  
      
        “It does get easier,” she assured him. “The pain eases. 
        You never stop missing them, never stop thinking about them. But it hurts 
        less.”  
      
        “I’m sure you’re right,” he answered her. “It 
        just doesn’t feel right now as if it will.” 
      
        “It WILL,” she insisted and she slipped her arm around his 
        waist to hold him near to her. He stopped and embraced her. The feel of 
        her in his arms, his Julia, was a comfort he knew he would be more than 
        grateful for in these coming days and weeks, months, maybe years.  
      
        On Monday, Herrick drove the boys and Julia to school, then he brought 
        Chrístõ to the railway station. He drove the car onto the 
        transporter that carried foot passengers, freight and private vehicles 
        to the administrative capital of Beta Delta IV, known simply as The City. 
        There, in buildings built of white stone that shone in the winter sunshine, 
        were the headquarters of the police, the officers of departments of health 
        and education, industry and commerce and agriculture, the department of 
        transport, and the space port that connected Beta Delta IV with the other 
        planets of the system and beyond. 
      
        And the Governor’s office. There, Chrístõ filled in 
        a lot of very long forms and submitted them and was told to wait to see 
        an official who would expedite his Political Asylum status. Two hours 
        later he was told to wait again as there was a technical difficulty.  
      
        Finally he was told that the governor would see him.  
      
        Herrick was surprised by that. Chrístõ wasn’t. He 
        thought it just meant that the Governor’s aides had realised that 
        he was an Ambassador to Gallifrey and connected to the Empire of Adano-Ambrado 
        and passed him up to the top.  
      
        That was not the case, he quickly realised as he sat in the office and 
        waited for the Governor to look up from his computer screen. He was a 
        middle aged man with slightly greying temples who sat behind a desk that 
        looked like a replica of the one in the Oval office at the White House 
        on 20th century Earth. He looked up finally. “You are Chrístõ 
        de Lœngbærrow?” 
      
        “Yes,” he answered, noting that his name had been correctly 
        pronounced for once. 
      
        “A member of the diplomatic corps of Gallifrey?” 
      
        “I was,” Chrístõ admitted. “I don’t 
        even know if my world HAS a diplomatic corps any more. I don’t even 
        know if my world EXISTS any more.” 
      
        “Yes quite.” The Governor looked at him for a long time before 
        answering. “I have discussed your case with the Foreign and Colonial 
        Office on Earth. And I regret to have to tell you that there are extreme 
        difficulties. The Earth Federation has passed a Resolution of Neutrality 
        in respect to the Mallus Hostilities. That was believed to be the only 
        way of preventing an act of aggression against Earth or its colonies.” 
      
        “I understand that,” Chrístõ said. “But…” 
      
        “That means that we CANNOT give political asylum to a citizen of 
        any planet the Mallus have declared war on. Especially not a high profile 
        one, a relative of a member of the hostage government, a diplomat. If 
        you were merely a private citizen a blind eye might be turned. But in 
        your case… you CANNOT stay here on Beta Delta IV beyond the period 
        of your visitor’s visa.” 
      
        “I have nowhere else to go,” Chrístõ said. “I 
        can’t…” 
      
        “I am sorry. The Foreign Office were adamant. My department will 
        help in any way it can to facilitate your transfer to a suitable jurisdiction. 
        But I have to say… if you outstay your visa you would be arrested 
        and forcibly deported. We have no choice.” 
      
        “No!” Herrick protested. “There must be another way. 
        My wife and I are willing to vouch for him. He will have a home with us. 
        He will be no burden on the Beta Deltan taxpayer.” 
      
        Chrístõ saw the Governor shake his head. The man seemed 
        to be genuinely sorry. His hands were tied by politics happening far away 
        on Earth. 
      
        “What about Adano-Ambrado?” he asked. “The king-emperor 
        is a very close friend…” 
      
        “Yes, I see that in your file,” the Governor said. “But 
        that is one place you cannot go. Yesterday Adano-Ambrado allied itself 
        against the Mallus.” 
      
        “Penne has committed his battle fleet to war for the sake of Gallifrey?” 
        Chrístõ was astonished by that news. Penne obviously had 
        been preparing to do that, but he had not been able to tell him on the 
        unsecured videophone. 
      
        The Governor looked at his computer database.  
      
        “A number of systems and planets have joined the effort. Adano-Ambrado, 
        Logia, Ay'Ydiwo, Fahot, Utepi Ionn, Delphia, Haolstrom.” 
      
        “But the Earth Federation has not?” Herrick asked. His knowledge 
        of intergalactic politics was limited. He was the foreman of a factory 
        where space ship parts were manufactured. But he understood one thing 
        about this state of affairs. “I never took us for cowards in the 
        face of oppression.” 
      
        “That is not for me to say,” answered the Governor diplomatically. 
        “The government in London has made a decision. I must act upon it.” 
      
        “And Chrístõ suffers for it?” 
      
        “One refugee against the safety of every Earth colony – of 
        your own family. sir.” 
      
        “Chrístõ IS a part of my family as far as I am concerned,” 
        Herrick argued. “He is engaged to my niece – my adopted daughter.” 
      
        “He is?” the Governor queried. “Well, can he not marry 
        the girl? That would entitle him to stay as a relative of an Earth Federation 
        citizen.” 
      
        “She is only fourteen,” Chrístõ admitted. “It’s 
        a very LONG engagement.” 
      
        “Wait a minute!” Herrick said. “Did you say that he 
        can stay if he is a relative of an Earth citizen?” He reached out 
        and opened the folder of documents Chrístõ had brought in 
        case they were needed. “Does the Earth citizen have to be alive?” 
         
      
        “No,” the governor admitted. “But…” 
      
        Herrick held up a document that Chrístõ knew well enough. 
        The governor looked at it carefully. 
      
        “It’s the marriage certificate from my parents’ first 
        wedding. On Earth. Before they returned to Gallifrey for the formal and 
        binding Alliance of Unity. My mother wanted it that way.”  
      
        “Your parents were married in the year 1994? In Liverpool? Your 
        father is from Gallifrey and your mother from Birkenhead – I presume 
        that is the town on the river Mersey, not some obscure planet I have never 
        heard of?”  
      
        “It is the town on the Mersey,” Chrístõ said. 
        “She was born there. It says it on this document, too. My birth 
        certificate. Only you would have to scan it with a translator. It is in 
        High Gallifreyan.”  
       The governor looked at the document with the swirling 
        abstract symbols that may or may not have been writing and decided to 
        take his word for it. 
      
        “As the son of an Earth Citizen – regardless of what century 
        she was born in – you ARE by default, a citizen of Earth. You are 
        fully entitled to live, work, get married in the fullness of time, on 
        any Earth colony. All you need is a passport, which you seem to lack. 
        But if you submit these documents and fill in the relative form that could 
        be arranged before close of business today.”  
      
        “He can stay?” Herrick confirmed. 
      
        “All I have to do is deny my birthright, set aside my world, my 
        people, my honour,” Chrístõ said bitterly.  
      
        “You set aside one birthright for another,” Herrick assured 
        him. “Come on, son. Let’s sort out that paperwork and get 
        your passport. Julia will be pleased, at least.” 
      
        “Yes,” he said. That was the silver lining to his cloud. Julia 
        was happy.  
        
      
      
       
      
      
      
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