It was daylight when Chrístõ woke, though
only just. The light was grey and dull and the room was shadowy still.
He was lying in the bed in the guest bedroom of Li Tuo’s house.
Julia was curled up in the armchair beside him, fast asleep. Bo sat the
other side, wide awake, her hand over his. She had been crying, he knew.
This was a difficult night for her.
“Chrístõ,” she whispered as
she saw him open his eyes. “Are you all right?”
“I am… I am fine,” he answered her. “Thank you
for being here beside me, faithful, precious Bo.” He kissed her
gently on the cheek, but there were other things on his mind and he quickly
moved on to them. “Where is my father?” he asked her.
“I am right here,” The Ambassador replied, coming forward
from where he had been standing by the window.
“I dreamt….” He said. “I dreamt all the things
that I had to know. All of Li Tuo’s secrets that he couldn’t
tell me in life. I… Father… you and he… the CIA…
You… You are the Executioner.”
“I WAS,” The Ambassador answered. “Now I am The Ambassador
and I am your father.”
“You were sent to kill him… he… my mother…”
He had seen clearly from Li Tuo’s perspective the mission that brought
The Executioner to Liverpool, only to be distracted by love and to fail,
this once, to complete his mission.
“I understand,” he said. “Let us leave it at that. But
there are other matters. I must speak of them later when we are all together.”
“The memories will fade,” his father assured him. “The
personal memories that you see so vividly now. But you will retain his
knowledge of the universe. And… and his spirit resides within your
soul now.”
“I can feel him,” Chrístõ said with a smile.
“I can feel him. I can almost hear his laughter.”
“That, too, will fade. Though you will never forget receiving his
soul.” The Ambassador reached to wake Julia. She was reluctant at
first but forced herself awake when she saw Chrístõ sitting
up in bed looking well. “I think these two tea girls should go and
prepare breakfast. We will ALL sit together and over the meal some of
the burning issues that are in Chrístõ’s mind can
be discussed.”
Chrístõ agreed readily to that. There were
so many things he had to talk about. That all of his friends had to know.
He almost didn’t know where to start.
He started by taking tea and eating a traditional rice
and fish meal with a special sauce that Bo and Julia prepared. His friends
all ate with him. Humans and Time Lords alike. It was a solemn meal, eaten
not for the joy of the food, but out of the necessity of strengthening
the body with nutrients in preparation for a difficult day. When they
had eaten, Chrístõ asked Bo to pour everyone a fresh cup
of tea and with the hot beverage to fortify them all he began to speak.
“For all the years I have known Li Tuo there were questions I never
asked him, because… because I think I dreaded to know the answers.
I now know those answers. Some of you already know some of it. Sammie,
Terry, you two have kept a secret from me on Li Tuo’s behalf. Because
it was not wholly his secret. But I know, now, the whole truth about Li
Tuo and my father, and the reasons one became an exile and the other a
diplomat. And I forgive both of them and you, for keeping the truth from
me for… for my own good, I suppose it was. Don’t worry, father.
I have no desire to follow in your first career and be an assassin for
Gallifreyan security. I would prefer any day to continue the good work
you do as Ambassador. But I am glad to know the truth.”
“You were not old enough to know before,” his father told
him. “You were not old enough yesterday, even. In the course of
the weary night just gone you became the man capable of keeping such secrets.”
“Yes,” he said. “And secrets they shall remain except
among this company. But then there is the other great mystery. Who is
Li Tuo? I have sometimes speculated on that question, but I never expected
the answer to be as complicated as it is.” He smiled and clasped
his hands together in front of his lips, hiding the smile. Among his friends
there were surprised glances and gasps as they recognised the gesture
as one Li Tuo had always used when he was thinking.
“Start at the beginning,” his father suggested. “It
begins with an Oldblood House with three sons.”
“Yes, it does,” Chrístõ said. “Three sons
in an Oldblood House is a difficult matter, because the Right of Primogeniture
means that the first born inherits absolutely everything and the younger
brothers are dependent on his generosity for their livelihood. If he IS
generous he may give each property and money to live well. If not he may
treat them as no more than indentured servants, at his beck and call.
He might even cast them out penniless and more lowly than a labouring
man of the Caretaker class. It is almost impossible for a second or third
son to marry. No woman of high caste would consider him a suitable husband
and love matches are fraught with difficulties. In any case, the children
of such a match would have no inheritance to speak of unless their uncle,
the primogeniture, is prepared to make provision for them.”
He paused and looked around the table and he saw a light of understanding
in the eyes of his Human friends. They understood now why it was that
his own brother’s birth had been such a crisis in his life.
But this was not his story.
“In this family, something unusual happened. The primogeniture decided
to renounce his title. He wanted to pursue a life of learning and contemplation.
Pressed by his brothers not to condemn himself to utter penury he accepted
a modest sum of money and a town house in the Capitol, but he used neither
for many years as he spent his time with the brotherhood on Mount Lœng,
meditating and honing his powers of concentration. After several centuries
he came out of the cloisters and became a teacher at the Prydonian Academy,
but even then he spent much of his spare time with the brotherhood and
he was always a man apart from others.”
Chrístõ paused and looked at Maestro.
“A man apart, indeed,” he said. “A man of asceticism,
of abstinence, of devotion to duty. Except for one brief time when he
let his hearts be won over by a woman. For a while, he lived as other
men with the rare woman who loved him for himself, not for his name. They
had a daughter. And she in her time grew up and married. Shortly after
the daughter married his wife died. It was an accident, and nobody was
to blame. But the lonely man returned to his ascetic life, dividing his
time between the nurturing of young minds at the Academy and quiet contemplation
in the cloisters of Mount Lœng.”
“The daughter of this good man, I am afraid to say, was not a good
woman. The evil deeds she committed with her husband caused the end of
two Oldblood lines. The House of Pretarion who were murdered, and the
House of Ixion which was expunged because of that terrible crime. The
daughter and her husband and his brothers who helped in the deed escaped
the severest punishment by becoming exiles and the House of Ixion was
never spoken of again on Gallifrey except in shocked whispers and rumour.
At least, until it was learnt, only recently, that Mordlock and Dannan
of Ixion had a son in exile.”
All of them knew this part of the story, of course. But they had not yet
put it together.
“Oh!” It was Cassie who gasped the loudest as she worked it
out. “Oh, Penne…” She looked at the King-Emperor of
Adano Ambrado and realised for the first time that the seating around
the table was not random. She saw the Time Lord called Maestro who was
known already to Chrístõ and his father put his hand over
Penne’s.
“I thought until yesterday that I had no living relatives,”
Penne said. “Until Li Tuo confessed to me that he was my great-uncle
and… and this man is my grandfather.”
“You are Master Li’s brother?” Bo looked at the Time
Lord and tried to see some resemblance between them.
“Li Tuo and I have both regenerated. He more than I. My life has
always been simple and uncomplicated and I have only had to change my
body twice through old age.”
“I think I understand,” Bo answered. “But…”
She bowed her head in reverence to the older brother of the man she had
looked upon as a father.
“My second brother was the opposite of me,” Maestro said.
“While I sought peace, he sought war. He was a warrior for our people.
I think you all know the story in its barest details. He was an assassin,
yes, doing what he believed was necessary for the good of Gallifrey until
disillusion caused him to renounce that work and renounce Gallifrey itself
and become a Renegade.”
Maestro saw Chrístõ shudder at the use of the word.
“Yes, Renegade is what he was called by all but two Time Lords.
I never used that word. Nor did your father who was his closest friend.
Even when they sent him to hunt down his friend he didn’t use that
vile word against him.”
“I never used it, either,” Chrístõ said. “Li
Tuo used it often enough about himself. But he also…” He swallowed
hard before he spoke again. “He often said that I might be a Renegade,
too. That I had a touch of it in me.”
“And could he not be right?” his father asked. “You
are such a hothead at times. I always wondered how you came first in Emotional
Detachment.” The old man paused and looked at him. “Yes, my
boy. It is in you.”
“Never,” he said, and tears pricked his eyes as a raw wound
was opened in his soul. “To betray our world…to be cast out
and banished from Gallifrey… I would die first.”
“Chrístõ…” his father’s voice had
an almost amused edge. “Only MY son could make professions of loyalty
to Gallifrey with Human tears in his eyes. Do you know how ironic that
is?”
“Yes, I do.” He brushed the tears away and smiled weakly.
“But if my eyes are Human, my hearts are Gallifreyan. If anyone
doubts me, let them say so to my face. And I will prove them false.”
“Chrístõ, my boy, it was not a criticism. You’ve
spent a lot of time among Humans. You seem more like them every time we
talk. But it is something that warms me. Because you grow so much like
your mother. The Academy has not stamped it out of you as I always feared
it would. So stand tall, and never be ashamed of those Human tears.”
His father paused. “Renegade is a vile title. But I wonder if it
might be worn with pride, too. Theta Sigma was the title given to you
by those who wished to shame you. But you turned it into a badge of honour.
Perhaps you will do the same for Renegade.”
“I will never betray Gallifrey,” Chrístõ repeated.
But his father’s words went home with him.
“There is more, isn’t there,” his father added. “So
far it is not so terrible. Penne has discovered that the old man he respected
was his blood relative and last night they had time enough to recognise
each other as such before the end. And he knows now that he has a grandfather
and he has all the time in the universe to renew that relationship. But
there is a bitter pill, isn’t there, Chrístõ. You
know it now. It is the part you don’t wish to talk about. But the
time for secrets is over. Let us have this out in the open once and for
all.” The Ambassador looked to Sammie. “Young Earth Warrior,
you have lived in Li Tuo’s house for many months. When I tell you
to bring the thing that is broken I think you know what I mean and where
it is?”
“Yes, sir.” Sammie rose to his feet and snapped
to attention in military style before going to the dresser in the corner
of the room. There was a long, slender box of black and red lacquered
parquetry there. He brought the box reverently and with a nod to The Ambassador
he placed it in front of Chrístõ. He opened it and took
out two halves of a sword.
“Every Oldblood House has a family sword. It is usually held by
the patriarch and passed down to the primogeniture when he comes of age.
I have seen ours maybe four times in my lifetime. When I inherit it, I
don’t suppose I shall see it very many more times. If I dedicate
myself to diplomacy I should have little reason to carry a sword.”
Chrístõ held the two pieces of this sword. “It bears
the crest of the unfortunate House with the three sons. When the eldest
renounced his primogeniture it came to the second son. It was broken the
day he was denounced as a Renegade. It was never given to the youngest
son even though he inherited absolutely once his shamed and exiled brother’s
name was expunged from the family line. And for my part, I am glad of
that, because the family sword is a thing of honour. And even broken in
Li Tuo’s possession it is better than whole in the possession of
that third brother or his son.”
The words “Who is…” were on the lips of almost everyone
around the table. But it was Penne who took the two pieces of the sword
from Chrístõ and examined them closer.
“This family crest,” he said with a catch in his voice. “An
Oak tree?”
“The house of Oakdaene,” Chrístõ
said. The youngest brother, your other uncle, Penne, was the patriarch
of the House of Oakdaene. He is the father of Rõgæn Koschei
Oakdaene – known to us as Epsilon.”
“No!” Cassie squealed in shock. “Oh no, Chrístõ.
That can’t be true.”
“That was my feeling, too,” he said with a wry smile that,
again, they all thought reminiscent of the old man whose body lay in the
master bedroom still. “And I know it would have been easy to keep
that from you all. I would have spared Penne the grief and shock he is
under now. But my father is right. It is time for all to be laid bare.
No more secrets. Yes, Li Tuo, who we all loved dearly was not only uncle
to Penne, who we also love dearly, but to Epsilon, who is the embodiment
of all we hate.”
“Epsilon tried to murder Penne not long ago,” Terry said.
“He tried to murder ME,” Chrístõ reminded him.
“His cousin by marriage with whom he has other disputes. It is only
a sad irony that he came close to killing his closest blood relative instead.”
“When I was on Gallifrey,” Penne said in a hoarse voice. “When
my father’s history was laid bare to all, I asked several people
who should know who my mother was, what her name was before she married.
But because the records were expunged nobody could say. Even those who
are old enough to remember were not able to say. An expunged name is a
forgotten name. It cannot be spoken aloud. I had hoped that somebody could
tell me that she came from a good family, that I had some forebears I
could be proud of.”
“You do, Penne,” The Ambassador assured him. “Your grandfather
is a man of great repute. So was his father before him. Li Tuo was a great,
good man who was wronged by our people. I hope you will, as Chrístõ
does, always remember him with pride and with love. Only one branch of
the family went to the bad. Rõgæn Koschei senior, whose nefarious
business interests led him to an untimely death at the hands of an equally
nefarious rival.” The Ambassador smiled grimly. “It is NOT
true that the Celestial Intervention Agency had him killed. And it is
absolutely NOT true that the notorious Executioner carried out the ‘hit’.
The Executioner had put up his sword many years before.” He shook
his head before continuing. “His son seems hell bent on expanding
his father’s list of crimes exponentially. It may well be that the
House of Oakdaene will fall, too, before long. But you have nothing to
be ashamed of, Penne Dúre. And nor do you, Maestro. Let you both
be assured of that.”
“My goodness,” Natalie said as a long silence followed his
words. “If I read such a tale in a book I would think it was fiction.”
“So would I,” The Ambassador agreed. “Sad to say, such
complexities are common among the Oldblood Houses. We let too much bitterness
fester and too many feuds brew.” He turned and looked at the second
youngest of the company, after the baby in Cassie’s arms. “Julia,
my dear, I hope this sorry tale does not put you off becoming a Lady of
the House of Lœngbærrow in the fullness of time.”
“I love Chrístõ,” she said. “I don’t
care about all of those things.”
“There is one more secret,” Cassie said. “May we know.
Li Tuo… and Maestro… what are their real names then?”
“I think I would be glad not to reveal that secret,” Bo said.
“Master Li… will always be Mai Li Tuo in my memory. I don’t
need to know him by any other name.”
“That is true,” Cassie conceded. She looked at Chrístõ.
“You know, don’t you?” she said.
“I know everything about him,” he told her. “His spirit
is within me. His knowledge. I am the repository of his soul through the
Rite of Mori.”
“That’s kind of a creepy idea,” Terry said, speaking
for all his Human friends. “But if you’re ok with it, we can
live with it, too.”
“I am,” Chrístõ said. He smiled gently. “He
will never really be dead so long as I am alive,” he added. “We
need not be sad.” He put the broken sword back into the box and
gave it to Sammie to return it to the place where it rested. “We
shall not be sad today as we do our duty for the old man we all loved
in our different ways.”
“Speaking of duty,” The Ambassador said. “You and I
have one that must be done first. You know what I speak of.”
“Yes.” Chrístõ rose with his father and they
went to the bedroom. Li Tuo’s body lay there in dignified repose.
But under the old man’s own instructions they had to disturb that
dignity temporarily.
“We shall do it in my TARDIS,” The Ambassador said. “Wait
and I will bring it to the room.”
Chrístõ sat by the bed and let his thoughts wander. Li Tuo’s
memories were still strong in him yet. Of course they WOULD fade. And
some of them were so raw and painful that it would be a relief when they
did. But while they were there in his mind he found some of the happier
memories, of when Li Tuo and his father, and the man he knew as Maestro,
and even their other brother, were young men, younger than he was now,
and they shared the trials of youth together. He smiled at the memory
of Li Tuo and his father on the mountain, and of his grandmother nursing
Li Tuo back to health. His own memories of her were happy ones, too. He
remembered his grandmother Aineytta fondly.
“Good memories, Chrístõ,” his
father said. He looked around in surprise. He had hardly even heard his
father’s TARDIS materialise in the room, disguised as an extra wardrobe.
“Come, now.”
The Ambassador lifted his friend’s body in his arms. He was dead
weight and rigor was already set in. But it was a duty he gladly did.
He carried him to the medical room and he and his son stripped his clothes
from him and laid him on the operating table.
“You are the one with the medical training,” The Ambassador
told his son. And Chrístõ nodded and took up the sharp surgical
knives. It was a macabre thing they were doing, but it was Li Tuo’s
own request.
“One heart to be carried back to Gallifrey,”
Chrístõ said as he cut into the flesh. “You will take
it?”
“I will,” The Ambassador promised. “The other to be
taken to the monastery of Shongshan to rest among the monks whose culture
he adopted as his own. You will do that duty?”
“I will,” Chrístõ said. He completed the work
and the two hearts were placed in caskets and sealed. He sutured the wound
expertly and they dressed him again. Nobody would know the truth.
Another truth had to be covered up. By English law a death certificate
had to be signed by a doctor. But no Human doctor could see Li Tuo’s
body.
“It is a pity that his life has to be closed with a forgery,”
Chrístõ said as he laid Li Tuo’s body out on the bed
again and his father gave the certificate of death to Bo, his heir according
to the Will and Testament he had lodged with his solicitor. The disposal
of his estate at least would be done the Human way. There was no complication
there. So would his funeral now that the Gallifreyan formalities were
done.
Chinese New Years day was traditionally a day for visiting neighbours.
This New Years Day the House of Mai Li Tuo was open to those neighbours
who wished to pay their respects. Bo and Julia made tea many times in
the course of the day for the many friends the old man had among his adopted
people. They all said kind things about him. They all mourned his passing
in the appropriate way.
The next morning Li Tuo’s body was placed into an
ordinary Human coffin and a car arrived to take him to the crematorium.
His ‘family’ travelled in two further cars, and they were
followed by almost every one of his neighbours. A simple ceremony took
place before his body was cremated. Chrístõ felt it deeply
but he kept his promise. He shed no tears.
It was a few days later, after his will had been read, and Bo and Sammie
were legally the owners of the little herbalist shop and everything in
it, apart from a few gifts to be given to friends and a sum of money left
to Lily Mae and Chen, that Chrístõ performed his last act
for his old friend.
Only Bo came with him to the garden, carrying the casket
with Li Tuo’s ashes in it. They crossed the ornamental bridge over
the lily pond and Chrístõ unlocked the concealed door into
the little Buddha shrine. They stepped together into Li Tuo’s TARDIS,
leaving the door wide open.
It was silent. As it had been for many years. Chrístõ took
the casket and placed it on top of the stilled time rotor in the middle
of the console and then he pressed a button. Bo watched as the time rotor
descended into the console, taking the casket with it. Then he took her
hand and they walked through the TARDIS to the Cloister Room where the
Eye of Harmony, the heart of Li Tuo’s TARDIS, was kept. Bo noted
without surprise that this Cloister Room had a Chinese theme. The well
cover was shaped like a golden pagoda. Chrístõ opened the
Eye cover and then he turned around and they walked back to the console
room. Without a word he pressed several more buttons on the console and
then he took Bo’s hand again and they stepped outside. He stood
with her on the opposite side of the bridge, his arm around her shoulders.
They watched and listened and just when Chrístõ was wondering
if he had done it right there was a whistling sound and then a bright
light filled the inside of the TARDIS before it emerged, like a meteor
in reverse, shooting up into the sky.
“The Eye of Harmony jettisoned,” Chrístõ said.
“It had to be done. This TARDIS would be a dangerous thing in the
wrong hands. The well cover will seal itself with the last vestiges of
energy. It is a dead TARDIS now. A pretty ornament in your garden. In
time, maybe even you will forget what it is.” He closed the door
and locked it. He detached one key of the pair in his hand and gave one
to Bo. “If you SHOULD feel the need to go inside, it is your right.
But if not, put the key somewhere safe and don’t worry about it.”
That left one more duty. He talked to his friends about
it and it was agreed that Julia and Natalie would stay in Liverpool with
Terry and Cassie while Bo came with Chrístõ to fulfil one
half of Li Tuo’s last wish, to have his heart reside in the Forest
of Stupas at the Shaolin monastery at Songshan.
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