The old man known to almost everyone who knew him as Mai
Li Tuo sighed long and deeply. The effort of doing so was painful. His
lungs weren’t what they should be. He looked out of the window of
his drawing room. It was a cold February day. Though not as cold as it
got in Southern Gallifrey in winter, he thought.
His mind was active even if his body wasn’t. He remembered his home
world. He remembered when he was a young man and he had climbed mountains
in wintry weather like this. He and his best friend, Chrístõ
Mian, two adventurers, two explorers, two men who thrived on adrenaline.
He remembered the winter when their adventures had almost led to disaster.
Both of his legs broken in three places after a fall high above the snow
line, his repair functions inhibited by the cold. He remembered Chrístõ
Mian carrying him down the mountain on his back. He had brought him to
the Lœngbærrow house because it was closer. He remembered Chrístõ
Mian’s father, The Lord of the Moon, Chrístõ DeLún,
berating them both as reckless fools, and his mother, the gentle Aineytta,
tending to him. The broken legs mended in a day, but he had caught double
pneumonia from the cold. He was a week in her care.
Aineytta de Lœngbærrow. There was a fine woman. He hadn’t thought
of her for so long. Chrístõ DeLún had caused almost
as many gossips to murmur over his choice of wife as his son did centuries
later. Aineytta was pure Gallifreyan, but she was not Oldblood. She was
not even Newblood. She was a Caretaker. She had been a housemaid in the
House of Lœngbærrow. Chrístõ DeLún had fallen
in love with her, and she with him and he had gone against all tradition
to marry her.
Aineytta the gentle, employed as a menial, was a woman
of learning, though a learning not recognised by the great Academies of
Gallifrey. Her father had been what in Earth terms was called an apothecary,
and he had taught his daughter the art in expectation of her taking over
his shop when he died. But the business had foundered long before then
and Aineytta had worked as a maid.
Some muttered against her. In an age of reason and science it was still
possible to rouse controversy with certain words. ‘Witch’
was one of them, levelled against a woman who, the gossips said, seduced
the first born son of Lœngbærrow with a love potion.
Perhaps she did, Li Tuo thought with a smile. But if so, it was a spell
DeLún was under all his life. He loved her dearly. And love matches
were rare enough in Gallifreyan high society. The only love story that
matched theirs was that of their son, Chrístõ Mian, the
one who had looked even further from his birthright for true love, who
had married an Earth Child and loved her with every fibre of his being,
siring a son whose destiny was yet to be fulfilled.
Chrístõ Cuimhne, whom cruel people had called Theta Sigma,
The Outcast One; whom he had called Liu Shang Hui, The Intelligent One.
“Master Li.” His reverie was interrupted by
the voice of the fine young woman he had looked on as a daughter for the
past year. “You will catch cold. At least wrap yourself up if you
are going to sit there.” She tucked a blanket around him as he sat
in the armchair looking out on the street below where the people of this
Chinese community in Liverpool, England, got ready to celebrate their
New Year.
“The Year of the Rat,” he said. “1912 was a very good
year of the Rat,” he added. “I remember it well. 1924, too.”
He laughed gently. “The people of this little community have known
me through so many generations. They have none of them realised how old
I am. As each young generation becomes the elder generation they forgot
that I was already an elder when they were young.”
“They are good people,” Bo told him. “They have been
kind to me, too. And to Sammie, though he is not one of us.”
“Nor am I, in truth. I made my exile on Earth and I took on the
appearance of that race I had such respect for. But I am not a Chinaman.
I am Gallifreyan. I am a Time Lord. A Time Lord whose time has come.”
“Not yet, master,” Bo told him. “Not yet.”
“Yes, my dear. Yes, soon.” He looked out of the window again
and sighed gently. “I shall not see more than a few hours of this
Year of the Rat.” he added as he watched one of his neighbours hanging
a banner decorated in a pattern depicting the element associated with
this year along with the animal. “Earth Rat takes the place of the
Fire Pig. Fire, then Earth.” He paused as if considering the fact.
“Appropriate,” he whispered.
“Master?” Bo did not understand that last comment, but he
did not explain it. In any case when he spoke again he had another thought
in his mind.
“Shang Hui is here. I feel his presence. I feel the resonance of
his TARDIS.” He saw Bo’s face and smiled. “Go on, run
to the garden. Be there to greet him, the first love of your heart.”
Bo needed no further encouragement. She ran from the room and down the
stairs to the door that led to the beautiful Chinese meditation garden
at the back of the herbalist shop. She was there in time to see a door
open in the side of a sculpted rock formation by the lily pond. Chrístõ
stepped out first, followed by Julia and Natalie. He smiled as he reached
out his arms to her.
“I am glad to see you,” Bo told him as he kissed her in the
way of a loving friend. “Are you well, my Chrístõ?”
“We are all well,” he assured her. “But my friend Mai
Li Tuo is not.”
“No, he is not,” she answered. “The end is close.”
“As we knew it would be,” he reminded her. “I hoped
it would not be THIS close. But we knew it was coming.”
“Go to him,” she said. “He is waiting.”
Chrístõ looked around at Julia and Natalie.
“I’ll take care of them,” Bo promised.
“You go to Master Li.” As Chrístõ turned and
ran towards the house she reached out her hands to his companions. “Come,
it is cold. We will take tea inside where it is warm.”
Chrístõ didn’t know what to expect.
Though he DID expect that his old friend would be in bed. He was surprised
to find him sitting by the window.
He DID look terribly frail. So much more than ever before. Chrístõ
was well able to believe he was near death.
“You should be resting,” he said from the door.
“I am sitting down,” he pointed out. “I have a blanket
tucked around me and I am nursed constantly by our precious Bo Juan. I
am resting as much as I can be expected to rest.” He smiled and
reached out his hand. Chrístõ came and knelt before him.
He took the proffered hand and held it in both of his.
“My friend,” he said. “My mentor.”
“Sit by me, Shang Hui. There is so little time and so much you and
I must discuss.”
“I know.” Chrístõ said. “That’s
why I came.”
“You’re young, Chrístõ, and I’m asking
a lot of you, but I need somebody of my own kind here. You are the only
other Time Lord who regularly visits this planet – or if there are
others - they are not ones who would come to the aid of an exiled rogue
like me.”
“You’re a good friend, Li Tuo. And my father always speaks
highly of you.”
“Your father is a good man. I regret I shall never challenge him
again to a game of multi-dimensional chess.”
“He doesn’t play it so often now anyway,” Chrístõ
told him. “Now I’m not around to beat him at it.”
Li Tuo laughed at that. “His father taught us both to play when
we were younger than you.” He smiled again and Chrístõ
was surprised when the old man conjured a multidimensional chess set with
his mind. There were two ways of playing the game on Gallifrey. You could
use a REAL, physical, multi-dimensional board with real pieces, or you
could play it mentally, using a thought projection of the board and pieces
and moving them with the mind. The ELITE of Time Lords would never even
THINK of buying a board, except possibly as an ornamental curiosity.
Among the first mental exercises Chrístõ could remember
learning was how to project a functioning board that he and his father
could play upon. The first time he succeeded he was so mentally drained
he passed out and woke up three days later in bed. But he had got better
at it, and he and his father spent many long winter nights locked in mental
challenge with each other. He had fond memories of those nights. He always
felt close to his father in those times.
“Are you sure you’re up to it?” Chrístõ
asked. Li Tuo smiled enigmatically.
“Are you afraid I might beat you?”
Chrístõ sat himself comfortably and prepared to meet the
challenge.
He was not entirely surprised that his grandfather had taught Li Tuo and
his father to play. He recognised his style. He recognised his OWN style.
It made for a hard challenge, because whatever he could think of, Li Tuo
could. The game became fast and furious. They both felt the mental strain
of it, and the game could have gone on for hours if Chrístõ
had not made a slight error, his concentration wavering momentarily. He
saw his mistake immediately. So did Li Tuo, and moments later he had brought
the game to an end triumphantly.
“You are nearly as good as me,” the old man said as his concentration
broke and the board and pieces vanished. “You need to have a little
more patience.”
“Everyone tells me that,” Chrístõ said. “I
think waiting twelve years to marry the woman I love might teach me that.”
“If that doesn’t, nothing else will,” Li Tuo said with
a smile. “And here is the young lady in question.”
Chrístõ turned as Julia came to the door.
“Terry and Cassie are here with little Chrístõ. And
Bo has shown me how to serve tea the Chinese way.”
“Then I shall be delighted to be served by you, my dear,”
Li Tuo told her. “Shang Hui, will you give me your arm. I am ashamed
to say I need some assistance these days to walk the few steps from my
bedroom to my dining room.”
It is an honour, master,” Chrístõ said, and he helped
the old man to rise from his chair. He needed more than a hand, if truth
be told. He leaned very heavily on Chrístõ as they walked,
slowly. It was his hearts that were failing, he knew. Both were weak now.
They could not hold on much longer. He felt sad, but not as much as he
thought he would.
He felt it for himself more. Li Tuo had been more than
a good friend to him since he first left his home world and came to this
one. He was going to miss the old man so much.
“I will always be with you in spirit,” he told him. “Be
sure of that.”
Li Tuo smiled as they came into the dining room. There all of his closest
Human friends were assembled. Bo and Sammie, Cassie and Terry, the four
young people Chrístõ had brought to him, and in addition
Lily Mae and Chen, his closest friends from the community. Chrístõ
helped him take his place at the traditional low table where they all
sat and Julia, watched carefully by the two Chinese girls, but neither
offering either criticism or praise, served the tea according to tradition.
Everyone tried to be cheerful but they were all aware that this was the
last time they would be gathered this way. The conversation was stilted
and difficult. They all struggled to find the right words to say.
“Bring the little one to me,” Li Tuo said to Cassie as she
left the table to attend to baby Chrístõ. “Let me
hold him.”
Cassie did so. The child looked up into his old eyes and gurgled happily.
“A fine child,” he said. “He will be a delight to you
both. Shang Hui, I don’t think Bo Juan has shared her own secret
with you, yet,” the old man continued. Bo blushed and smiled and
Chrístõ knew exactly what the secret was. He glanced at
Sammie who smiled proudly.
“You’ll make wonderful parents, both of you,” He told
them.
“New life….” Li Tuo said. “The old dies, the new
is born. It is how life should be.”
And that seemed to settle the matter for them all. Li Tuo gave the baby
back to his mother and drank his tea with his friends. He asked Lily Mae
about the New Year festivities. She tried to sound cheerful as she replied
to him.
“No,” he said, taking her hand. “No, you must not be
sad. I want you to have a good time tonight. I want you to enjoy your
New Year supper with your friends and the fireworks and all the joy of
beginning. And do not grieve for what is ending. Promise me you will do
that.”
“I promise,” Lily Mae answered. “I promise, Master Li.”
She leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek and then sat down again
for a little longer before she and her husband, having paid their respects,
went on their way.
“She is a nice girl,” Sammie commented. “And Chen is
a good man. We have all become good friends. Of course they know nothing
of our unusual circumstances.”
“That is why I needed you all here,” Li Tuo said. “My
friends who know my secrets, who can do what must be done. Shang Hui,
your father will be here, too, very soon.”
“He said there was something he must do first, but he would arrive
before midnight.”
“That is well. Meantime…”
“Meantime you should be in your bed, Master Li,” Bo told him.
“You must save your strength.”
“Save it for what?” he asked with an ironic chuckle. “Is
there a better way to die, Shang Hui, than with a beautiful young woman
attending to my every needs?”
“I should be so lucky myself,” he replied with a cheerful
smile.
“She is correct, though. I am weary. And my bones ache so.”
Chrístõ nodded and rose to help his old friend. The others
watched sadly as he walked so very slowly, leaning so heavily on Chrístõ’s
shoulder.
“No tears,” he said as he looked at the faces of the women
who watched him. “Please don’t shed any tears. I have lived
a long life. I have atoned for my sins. I am ready.”
Chrístõ took him back to his room and helped him to bed.
“You have over-taxed yourself,” he told him. “First
multi-dimensional chess, and then tea. You must rest now.”
“Now I am ready to rest,” Li Tuo answered. “But the
tea was necessary. So that dear child, Lily Mae, will remember me with
strength and vigour in me still.”
“Ah,” Chrístõ said, understanding. “But
that is done now. You have nothing else to worry about.”
“Alas I have much to worry about. Much to be resolved, yet.”
“You have only to rest yourself, and conserve your energy.”
Chrístõ put his hands over the old man’s hearts. They
were racing too fast. He concentrated and slowed them to the proper, steady
rate.
“Shang Hui, my friend,” Li Tuo said. “Promise me you,
also, will shed no tears for me.”
“That will be hard,” Chrístõ assured him. “But
I will try.”
“That is all I can ask. But Shang Hui, think on this at least. By
dawn tomorrow you will know the answer to the question that has burned
in you for so long.”
“Master….”
“You will keep my secrets, Shang Hui. You will know.”
“I don’t understand,” he said. “Perhaps I will
later. It has always been so with you, my friend. You have never given
me a straight answer. But for now you should rest.”
“I shall sleep an hour,” Li Tuo told him. “No more.”
“I shall watch over you,” Chrístõ promised.
“You will not be alone this day.”
Li Tuo did not answer in words, but his sigh as he drifted into a gentle
sleep was one of satisfaction.
“Chrístõ?” Terry and Sammie slipped into the
room. “Is he…”
“He’s resting,” Chrístõ replied. “He
needs to sleep. The rest of us will not. We will keep vigil.”
“Your father sent word. He will be with us soon.”
“That is good. They were friends. He should be here to pay his respects.”
“Chrístõ,” Sammie spoke quietly. “Are
you going to be all right?”
“Me?” He seemed surprised. “Of course I will. I am here
to do my duty for my friend.”
“You are here for more than that,” Sammie told him. “He
has talked of it in recent days. You are ‘to understand at last’.
That’s what he has been saying.”
“He said it to me just now,” Chrístõ answered.
“I will keep his secrets.”
“That bothers you, doesn’t it,” Terry
said to him. “Li Tuo’s secrets…”
“Are his own concern. I have never…”
“Chrístõ,” Sammie told him. “Whatever
you learn in this night, you will always love the old man wholeheartedly.
Nothing can take that from you.”
Sammie recalled what he and Terry knew of Li Tuo’s history, much
of which had been kept from Chrístõ. He knew some of it
was going to disturb him. But maybe it was time he knew.
Chrístõ nodded and said nothing more. He looked at the window.
It was nearly four o’clock and it was getting dark now. Soon the
lanterns would be lit to celebrate the New Year. But this time the House
of Mai Li Tuo would not be taking part.
Terry and Sammie returned to the drawing room where the others were keeping
their own quiet vigil. Chrístõ sat by his friend’s
side and watched him sleep. Later there were things that had to be done.
He was a Time Lord and his death would be marked in the appropriate way
even if he WAS an exile, a Renegade, and under eternal banishment from
ever setting foot on their home world.
For now, though, Chrístõ was glad of the chance to sit quietly
by his side and reflect and remember his friend.
He remembered the first day he had come to Chinatown seeking
him out. It was his first visit to Earth, his first solo trip anywhere.
If truth be told he had been feeling just a little lost and alone. Prince
of the universe he may have been, but his planet had no more than a million
people on it. Earth had six billion and it FELT to him as if all six billion
were trying to walk on the same pavement as he was. So many of them were
rude. It was all so noisy. And it didn’t seem anything like the
beautiful place his mother told him about.
But he found his way to Liverpool and he found Chinatown and came at last,
feeling tired and footsore, to the little herbalist shop with the name
of Mai Li Tuo on the fascia. He wondered just why his father, the great
diplomat who counted princes and presidents among his friends, would be
so insistent that he come to such a humble place.
He was surprised that the elderly Chinaman pottering about the shop was
the friend he had been told to look up.
“I have a message for Mai Li Tuo,” he said, trying to make
himself appear more like a prince of the universe and less like a lost
boy.
“From whom?” the old man asked.
“Are you Mai Li Tuo?” he countered.
“I am,” he said. “And you are….”
“I am the son of Chrístõ Mian de Lœngbærrow,
Magister of Southern Gallifrey, Former Lord High President of the High
Council, Grand Master of the Order of Rassilon,” he answered proudly.
As he spoke he reflected that this was the first time he had spoken of
Gallifrey since he set foot on planet Earth. He only said it now because
that is how his father had told him he should introduce himself.
“Are you indeed?” The old man said. “Has it been so
long? Chrístõ Mian’s son is grown up?” Chrístõ
was surprised at that and was on the point of speaking when the old man’s
manner changed. His eyes narrowed and his face hardened. “Or is
this a trick? Is the Celestial Intervention Agency using the name of a
good friend and an innocent looking face to get to me…. After all
this time.”
“The….” Chrístõ knew what the Celestial
Intervention Agency was, of course. The elite and highly secret intelligence
organisation. It was talked of in whispers at the Prydonian Academy. There
were some who aspired to it as a career. He even considered it himself.
But his father had been rather cool about the idea. “How do you
know…”
“No, perhaps not. A CIA agent would not be so slow on the uptake.”
He regarded him for a moment. “Then again, I would not have expected
the son of my good friend, Chrístõ Mian to be so slow, either.
We had high hopes of him.”
“I am NOT with the CIA,” he snapped. “I
am Chrístõdavõreendiamòndhærtmallõupdracœfire-delunmiancuimhne
de Lœngbærrow, a Time Lord of Gallifrey.”
“You are proud of your name,” Mai Li Tuo said. “So you
should be. You come from a line of great men. But you should take care
who you speak it to. A Time Lord’s name can be used as a weapon
against him.”
“You are a Time Lord?”
“Finally, the boy understands. Yes, I am a Time Lord. Though my
name is not spoken of by anyone. Even your father, the dearest friend
I ever knew, calls me by the name I chose to live by on Earth. I am Mai
Li Tuo. You may call me Master Li. I will call you Liu Shang Hui –
the Intelligent One.” He laughed, though not unkindly. “On
Earth they call that irony. But perhaps you will grow into the name.”
“Master Li.” Chrístõ bowed formally to him.
“I hope I shall do so, in time.”
“Time,” Li Tuo smiled. “Time is the school in which
we learn. Time is the fire in which we burn.”
“Gallifreyan poetry?” Chrístõ asked. “I
took science, politics and law. I am a little rusty on literature.”
“It was written by an Earth poet. Though he could
have been speaking of us. But come, Shang Hui. Put up the closed sign
and turn the latch. And you shall come and take a cup of tea with an exile
who longs to hear news of his home world.”
It wasn’t the most promising start, he thought. But
Li Tuo had given him tea and listened to him speak of home. He had asked
many questions, who was Lord President now, who Chancellor, what marriages
had taken place. He didn’t seem to have been home to Gallifrey for
many years.
Chrístõ had wondered about that as he sat taking tea with
the old man. His mention of the CIA coming to ‘get him’ suggested
that he was some kind of criminal. But his father had told him Li Tuo
was a friend. He had urged him to seek him out.
And he liked the old man. He felt safe with him. He felt happier in that
first afternoon he spent in his company than he had since he came to Earth.
His instinct was to trust him.
His instincts hadn’t always been right. But on that occasion they
were correct. Li Tuo had proved a good and valuable friend. He had come
to value his friendship, and his advice. And he had come to love him like
a second father.
And now Li Tuo was close to death. And he was there to see that his last
hours were dignified and befitting a Time Lord.
At least as far as it could be done. When a great Time Lord was dying
finally, at the end of his thirteenth life, it was usual for him to be
brought to the Panopticon. There, as his life ebbed away, his wisdom,
his knowledge, all that he was, all he had achieved, was deposited in
the Matrix, for the benefit of all Time Lords.
It saddened him that Li Tuo’s wisdom would not be joined with that
of the greatest Time Lords of their society. He still didn’t know
what it was that Li Tuo was banished for, but whatever it was the exile
was permanent. Li Tuo had been doomed to die far from his home and all
that he was, all his wisdom, all his knowledge would be lost.
“Perhaps not.” Chrístõ jumped at the sound of
another voice in the quiet room. He turned and saw his father standing
there. Behind him were two other people he was surprised to see, but at
the same time very glad.
“Penne,” he whispered as his blood brother stepped forward
to greet him with a hug. “I am glad you are here.”
“Your father said I had to come,” he told him. “He said
it was important. I don’t know why. I only met the old man a few
times.”
“He counted you as a friend, too,” Chrístõ said.
Though he wondered if there was something else.
As for the other visitor.
“Maestro…” His former teacher took his proffered hand.
“I am pleased to see you again, sir. But I am even more puzzled
by your presence.”
“All will become clear,” The Ambassador told him. “But
not now. If Li Tuo is to die as a Time Lord we must make preparations.”
“He is asleep,” Chrístõ said.
“He is awake,” Li Tuo said. “My old friend, it is good
to see you. Have you done as I asked? Have you brought it?”
“I have,” The Ambassador said. “But first things first.”
Maestro stepped forward bringing a bowl of water. Chrístõ
stepped away from the bed as the two elder Time Lords stripped and washed
the dying man and anointed his body before dressing him in the robes of
his rank according to Gallifreyan tradition.
“You are a Time Lord again, my friend,” The Ambassador said
at last. “Too long you have lived a lie. Now is the time for truth.”
“More than time,” Li Tuo replied. “Where is the Son
of Ixion. I must speak with him now. Before it is too late.”
Penne stepped forward. He was puzzled still. So was Chrístõ.
But he would not refuse a dying man’s request.
“We will wait outside,” The Ambassador said.
“What secret is there that Penne needs to be told?” Chrístõ
asked as they left the room.
“You will know in due course,” his father answered. “That
much I can assure you. But for now, it is between the two of them.”
It was a long hour before Penne came to the door at last.
“He wants you,” he said to Maestro. He nodded and slipped
inside the room.
“What happened?” Chrístõ asked his friend. “What
did he talk to you about?”
“I cannot say,” Penne told him. “Not yet. Be patient,
brother. You will understand soon enough. You will understand everything.”
“Why is everyone talking in riddles around me?” Chrístõ
complained. “Father, what is going on?”
“Be patient, my son,” The Ambassador told him.
“If anyone else tells me to be patient today, I shall lose what
patience I have,” he said.
“Chrístõ….” His father began to speak
then stopped and swallowed hard. Chrístõ thought he was
on the verge of crying. Except pureblood Time Lords didn’t cry.
“He is my friend, too. This is a day I have dreaded. But if you
play your part as I know you can…”
“My part?” Chrístõ sighed. “My part is
to wait through the night until it is all over and then….”
He, too, swallowed hard. “He told me what I must do when life is
extinct. He gave me exact instructions.”
“I know,” his father said. “And you will carry out those
instructions later. But you have a much more important part to play first.”
“What do you mean?”
“Li Tuo will have his immortality. Maestro and I arranged it. He
cannot give his knowledge to the Matrix. But he can give it to another
Time Lord through the Rite of Mori.”
“You… Oh, father… I’m glad. You were always his
friend. I am glad he offered himself to you…. But… I have
never performed that Rite. If you mean for me to conduct it…”
“No, Chrístõ,” his father corrected him. “I
don’t mean for you to conduct the rite. Maestro and I will do that.
The Rite of Mori transfers the knowledge of an old Time Lord to a young
one. YOU, my son.”
“Oh.” He breathed in deeply and he felt Penne’s hand
on his arm, steadying him. It was a great honour, but also a terrible
responsibility. And it would take all his strength of character to bear
it. The Rite of Mori was only rarely performed because too many recipients
developed schizophrenic symptoms.
His father believed he was capable. He believed he was ready.
Then he WOULD be ready.
The door opened again and Maestro told them to come back inside.
“There isn’t long now,” he said. “Chrístõ
you may sit with him. The others must be present, too. I will fetch them.”
Chrístõ didn’t hear the last part of the statement.
He ran to his friend’s side at once. He didn’t even notice
the rest of the household silently coming into the room. He was aware
of only two things.
First, he was aware of a strange crystal placed beside the bed. It was
about the size and shape of a rugby ball and glowed with a faint blue
light that came from within. Chrístõ had never seen one
before, but he knew it was a memory crystal for capturing the distilled
memories of the dying Time Lord before transferring them to the recipient.
Next, as he sat by his side, he saw how magnificent Li Tuo looked, dressed
in the full ceremonial robes of the highest caste of Time Lord society.
He had always assumed that his friend WAS one of the elite before his
exile. But he had not REALISED it as an absolute fact until he saw him
now.
“You ARE a Time Lord,” Chrístõ whispered to
him.
“Yes,” he replied. “Chrístõ…. I
have but one regret. That I could not make my peace with my own people.
Your father tried. He interceded on my behalf and asked them to lift the
banishment. But they would not bend.”
“I’m sorry for that,” Chrístõ replied.
“I would have liked to look at our moon one more time.”
Chrístõ didn’t answer that in words.
He took his friend’s left hand and placed his other hand on his
forehead and he visualised a bright, crisp, starlit night on Gallifrey,
with their big, beautiful moon, Pazithi Gallifreya, shining down, making
the night seem almost as bright as day. He visualised standing on the
high, flat roof of the west wing of his home, where his grandfather, Chrístõ
DeLún had brought him as a boy to look at the moon and stars through
his telescope and learn their names. He heard Li Tuo sigh with pleasure.
It was the nearest and best he could do to fulfil his last request.
“You know what to do afterwards,” Li Tuo asked him.
“Yes,” he said.
“Your father will help. It is a hard thing to ask of you.”
“I will do it, for you, my friend,” he promised, though his
hearts were leaden as he thought about the instructions Li Tuo had told
to him during the afternoon in readiness for a time when he might not
be able to speak further.
There was no clock in the room, but Chrístõ knew the passage
of time instinctively. He knew it was near midnight when Li Tuo lost consciousness
for the last time. He heard his last words spoken as well as telepathically.
“I was always loyal,” he said. And Chrístõ knew
it was true. Yes, they had branded him a Renegade. But in his hearts he
had committed no betrayal. He still loved his homeworld.
“It won’t be long now,” he heard Maestro say. He whispered
something and there were soft footsteps as Terry and Sammie both came
and touched Li Tuo’s hands. Sammie, still a soldier at heart, stood
to attention and saluted him. Then Julia and Natalie who had known him
least but had affection for him, came and kissed his cheek. Then Cassie
and Bo, holding each other and trying not to cry. They both loved him
deeply. Penne kissed him, too. Chrístõ was too bound up
in his own grief to wonder about that. Then Maestro and his father came
and stood either side of the bed, as if forming a guard around him.
“Don’t let go of him,” his father said to him. “Hold
his hand until it is over.”
Chrístõ had no intention of doing anything else. He clung
even tighter to his hand as he, too, bent and kissed his cheek. He felt
his hand warm and alive yet, and he heard his breathing and his hearts
beating ever more slowly. He heard his father and Maestro quietly intoning
the words of the Rite of Mori. Not exactly a chant, not quite a magic
spell, but something between the two. He saw the crystal’s glow
intensify as if it was reacting to the chant.
It was a little after midnight. Outside the fireworks
that signalled the start of the Year of the Rat were going off. The bright
lights of them shone through the window, adding to the already strange
ambience of the room lit by the increasingly bright crystal.
And Chrístõ felt it happen. He knew that
the two hearts had stopped and Li Tuo had ceased to breathe. He caught
his own breath and steadied his hearts. He heard sobs from Bo and Cassie
behind him and knew that everyone else had felt it almost as keenly as
he did. He heard the low, whispered chant change in tone and the crystal
seemed to vibrate. He clung to his friend’s hand and stared as a
stream of vapour that glowed with the same intensity escaped from his
dead lips and poured into the crystal. For a long minute it swirled and
coalesced there. He let go of Li Tuo’s hand and reached to touch
the crystal, both hands either side of it. As soon as his flesh made contact
with it, he felt as if he had been electrified. He felt he couldn’t
take his hands away. And he felt something else, too.
He felt Li Tuo, his presence, his soul. He was in the crystal.
And then he wasn’t. Another silvery-blue stream emerged from it.
Chrístõ gasped as it arced towards him, then breathed deeply
as the stream filled his nose and mouth. He felt it burning his throat.
He felt it invading his brain. But he wasn’t frightened. He understood
now. He understood it all.
“Li Tuo!” he cried out. And then he felt his father’s
arms reaching to hold him as he fainted.
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