As the TARDIS slid backwards in time through the vortex,
Romana slipped quietly away from the console room. She retuned after a
while, dressed in a soft pastel blue dress made of finely woven wool.
The skirt fell to her ankles and it had long sleeves and a high neckline.
Her hair was fastened in a neat roll at the back of her head.
The two men looked at her in surprise before realising that, of course,
the veiled silk would not be appropriate in so many places they would
visit. This outfit was demure and chaste and fitting her status.
“You look very pretty,” Julia told her as she looked up from
where she sat, on the floor beside the Zero Cabinet. She had taken it
upon herself to guard Chrístõ’s father against any
harm that might come to him. She loved him as if he were her own father,
and she wanted to take care of him when he was in need of it.
“I’m not really supposed to look pretty,” Romana answered,
though not unkindly. “I have devoted my life to contemplation.”
“Well, you do, anyway,” Julia added. Romana knelt on the other
side of the cabinet. She put her hands over the glass top and moved them
very slowly in wide circles. Julia reached out and tried to copy her.
Romana caught her hands and gently guided her.
“The objective is to create a peaceful ambience, an aura of calm
all around the Cabinet. When it is opened, when we bring the previous
lives of The Ambassador to his side, the aura will benefit them both.
It will help the transference of the stored segments of his mind.”
Julia said nothing. But she did as Romana showed her. Chrístõ
and Hext both watched them. They could sense that aura being created.
It was like a cocoon being woven around the Cabinet.
“She is beautiful,” Hext said to Chrístõ telepathically,
his words hidden behind a telepathic wall, not only because they didn’t
want to disturb the aura, but also because he was saying something he
wouldn’t want either of the women to hear. “It’s a shame
she has chosen to hide herself away. She should be making a good marriage.”
There was something in the way he said that. Chrístõ looked
at him and frowned.
“What?” Hext shrugged. “She is a lovely woman and from
a good family. She is a little young, yet. But that’s all right.
She hasn’t fully committed to the Sisterhood, has she? I should
speak to her father…”
“Leave her alone,” Chrístõ told him. “She’s
not for you.”
“Well, she’s not for you. You’re bonded with Julia.
Romana is…”
“Is a very good friend of mine, and I respect her choice. As should
you. Don’t try anything or I will…”
Hext was puzzled. Was Chrístõ jealous of his interest in
Romana? Did he really want to warn him off with the kind of body language
that led to fisticuffs in space port bars?
Hext backed off.
“I don’t intend to do anything. Least of all fight with you,
Chrístõ. We have a hard task ahead of us. And it begins
in half an hour. We should both go and change into suitable clothes.”
Romana and Julia both knew they had left the console room, but they didn’t
say anything. They didn’t lose their concentration for a moment.
When the men returned to the console room, though, they both stood. Julia
ran to Chrístõ, stunned to see him dressed in a uniform
of dark blue jerkin and pants with a red cloak, all trimmed with gold.
“You look like a soldier,” she said. “A different sort
of soldier. Before, in those battle clothes… but now…”
“This is the uniform of Rassilon’s Guard,” he said.
“The army that Gallifrey used to have in my father’s youth.
The Army that went to war against the Gyrewarriors of Sarre when he was
the same age I am now.”
“Many of his generation went to fight,” Hext added. “The
recruiting officers went to the graduating classes at the Academies and
made officers of them. Your father. Mine, too. And my uncle, the late
President. The Oakdaene heir – the one we are not to speak of now,
Lord Ravenswode’s son. The sons of many of the Oldblood Houses,
and Newblood. And thousands of Caretakers, too. Their generation fought
against the Sarre as we fought against the Mallus.”
“Rassilon grant it will be the last time young men of Gallifrey
have to fight such an enemy,” Romana said quietly. “May we
know peace.”
“There are too many races out there that envy our power,”
Hext replied. “We cannot hope for that. We went to the Sarre and
fought them. Then we withdrew from the universe, put up the Transduction
Barrier, and hoped the tyrants and despots would pass us by. We know,
now, that they will not.”
“We have strong allies now,” Chrístõ said. “They
will help protect us in future days.”
“But, Chrístõ…” Julia bit her lip fearfully
as she listened to their theoretical debate about Gallifreyan defence
policy. “You’ve already fought one war. And now you’re
going to another.”
“We’re not going to fight,” he assured her. “We’re
materialising right now on a troop ship heading to battle. But it still
has a long way to go before the fight begins. We’ll be gone before
then. We’re only dressed this way to be inconspicuous.”
“You don’t need us this time,” Julia asked. “Romana
and me?”
“Not this time. There will be other places. For now, you two just
stay here in the TARDIS and look after my father.” He hugged her
before he turned and checked that they had materialised fully. Then he
and Hext stepped out of the TARDIS.
It had disguised itself as an airlock.
“Nearly right,” Hext commented. “Except it’s on
an inside bulkhead wall. Anyone paying attention will be suspicious. And
don’t forget this IS a Gallifreyan ship. They know what a chameleon
cloak is.”
Chrístõ smiled and tapped on the door. It shimmered and
turned into a door marked ‘supplies’.
“Better. Now, let’s find Lieutenant Chrístõ
Mian de Lœngbærrow. Junior Officer’s Mess this way…”
The ship was a very big one, the walls silver and the doors red that matched
their cloaks. From his history lessons, Chrístõ knew it
was called the Pride of Rassilon. It was a huge battle ship, four times
the size of the Ruby of Adano. It was the last battle ship Gallifrey ever
built. After this war the fleet and the army was disbanded. The Pride
of Rassilon was destroyed in one of the last battles of a war that went
on for decades.
But this was early in the conflict. The first troops were still on their
outward journey. Everyone was confident of a clear, swift success. They
were sure they were going to wear these bright, conspicuous uniforms in
a victory march through the Sarre capital. They didn’t think about
what the mud and dust and the bloodshed of battle would do to them.
What did it remind him of? Yes, Earth in 1914. “It’ll all
by over by Christmas”.
The Junior officer’s mess was full of young men with that sort of
certainty. They were all about his age, but with far less experience.
Most of them were recruited directly from the graduating classes of the
academies. They had a few week’s basic training before being assigned
ranks which had more to do with family lineage than their skills as soldiers.
Lieutenants, second Lieutenants and a couple of Captains, were at rest.
Some were drinking alcohol and letting it affect them just enough to forget
either homesickness or apprehension of what they were travelling to, or
possibly both. Some were playing multidimensional chess, or a game called
Gott which involved a pack of playing cards and really good telekinesis.
“Cheer up, Lœngbærrow,” said a young man with a lieutenant’s
pips on his shoulders to one with the same rank who sat at a quiet table
with a cup of cúl nut latte by his side. “We’ll all
be home by Winter Solstice.”
Chrístõ Mian de Lœngbærrow looked up at the speaker.
As he did so, the hologram of a woman in a white silk gown that he had
created on the upturned palm of his hand dissolved. His concentration
had been broken. Chrístõ had recognised her, though. Lady
Lilliana d’Alba D’Argenlunna, as she would become. Chrístõ
had seen a portrait of her, looking young and strikingly beautiful when
he was her Lady’s Companion.
Long before then she had been his father’s sweetheart.
“She’ll be waiting for you, de Lœngbærrow,” said
another man. “Your girl back home. She’ll be waiting by the
window, sighing and weeping until your return!”
“Lilliana D’Argenlunna!” somebody else laughed cruelly.
“She’ll be partying every night and flirting with all the
younger sons of our Houses.”
“That’s not true,” Chrístõ Mian responded.
“Lily would never. Yes, of course she’ll party. I wouldn’t
stop her. She is a diamond. She needs to be able to sparkle and shine.
But she is mine. I’ve loved her as long as I can remember. And she
loves me.”
“There’s one woman to every four men on Gallifrey,”
said the cruel one. “Love doesn’t come into it. If you wanted
to dally with a woman like her you should have stayed home and left the
fighting to those with courage.”
“Lily will wait,” Chrístõ Mian insisted. “She
will wait.”
Then the other man said a word that shocked Chrístõ Mian
and his son, equally, as men who had both loved Lily D’Argenlunna
in different ways. Hext put a restraining arm on Chrístõ.
The man who did the same for his father was the man he knew as Mai Li
Tuo, then known as Lee Koschei Oakdaene, heir of that House. He was young,
too, of course. He was one of those who had been given a captain’s
rank. Despite that, despite friendship, despite the wisdom of that restraint,
Chrístõ saw his father push him aside and square up to the
other man. The others moved aside, recognising that a fight was about
to start.
“Say that again,” Chrístõ Mian demanded. “Say
that again about a graceful Lady of Gallifrey. And I’ll…”
“You haven’t the guts, Lœngbærrow,” replied his
opponent. “Just try it.”
“Enough!” Lee demanded, stepping between the two. He pushed
Chrístõ Mian behind him and faced up to the other. “Everyone
calm down. Go back to what you were doing.”
“I’ll fight you as well,” said the troublemaker. “And
don’t think that Captain’s insignia makes you a better man
than me. You joined the same day I did. You’re no better qualified
than I am. The ranks were assigned on favouritism, that’s all.”
“Sit down and calm yourself,” Lee told him. “Before
you say something that really gets you in trouble.”
The other began to say something but his words were silenced by a suddenly
barked order to stand to attention. Every man immediately squared his
shoulders and stood straight in the same spot they were standing. That
a fight was brewing was obvious from the positions of the three main players.
Everyone expected Chrístõ Mian and his opponent to be punished.
Chrístõ and Hext watched in something like awe as the commanding
officer walked into the mess, flanked by his adjutants, one of which had
called the men to attention. Both knew his face from the history books.
General Borusa. His son, who became Lord Borusa on his death, had taught
both of them at the Prydonian Academy. He was a man of peace and learning.
But his father was a tall, stern warrior, one of the last of his kind
in a Gallifrey that was changing around him, but the man Gallifrey needed
in this war. The man of the moment.
He was a man who could read a situation like this in an eyeblink.
“Lœngbærrow, you have no time to think of women now. There
is an enemy to fight. Stiffen your resolve. Put away thoughts of home
and comforts, kisses and caresses, until the job is done. That goes for
you all. You’re all thinking of home. But it’s time to think
ahead, time to be ready for hard experiences your lives so far did not
prepare you for.”
The men all nodded. The General’s words went to heart. But he had
more to say.
“Going into battle with untried officers, wet behind the ears, is
a bad idea. But I look at you all, and I know most of you will rise to
the occasion and use your gifts for the good of the men under your command
and the ultimate victory. I know which of you will find courage you don’t
yet know you have. I know which will find the task beyond you.”
He looked at them all, and again they all took his words to heart. Then
he turned and looked straight at one man.
“Ravenswode, I’ve been watching you. Provoking a hothead like
Lœngbærrow into retaliating against your petty nastiness is the limit
of your courage. You’ve got a wide streak of yellow in you. You’re
the sort that would break in the thick of battle and get good men killed
who look to you for leadership. I won’t let you do that. When we
get to Sarre, you’re going to be in command of the laundry.”
“Sir… I…” Ravenswode protested weakly. His voice
trailed off as the General looked him directly in the eye and simply glared
with eyes that had seen battlefields before Ravenswode or any of the young
officers were born.
Ravenswode tried again to speak, and failed. Nobody argued against the
General. He found himself standing alone on a widening patch of floor
as other officers decided they didn’t want to do the laundry alongside
him. Then the General turned and looked at Chrístõ and Hext.
Until then, nobody had even noticed them standing there.
“Do I know you two?” he asked.
“No, sir,” Hext answered. “We joined the ship on Karn
along with the second detachment. We’re with the medical corps.
We came to bring Lieutenant de Lœngbærrow to the medical centre.
His file was corrupted. He has to come and give a blood test to make sure
he has all the necessary inoculations.”
“Lœngbærrow, you heard the man,” The General said to
him. “On the double.”
Chrístõ Mian saluted the General and stepped smartly out
of the Junior Officer’s Mess. He had not been a soldier long, but
he seemed to have mastered the art of keeping in step at any pace. Chrístõ
and Hext did their best to emulate him. Neither had ever learnt to march
formally.
“All my inoculations are in order, you know,” Chrístõ
Mian said when they were out of earshot. “I was in the medical centre
this morning.”
“I know that, sir,” Hext answered. “Please come with
us.”
“Sir?” Chrístõ Mian looked at Hext. He had the
same rank as he did. Why had he called him sir?
“Please,” Chrístõ added. “Don’t
ask any more questions, yet. You’re not in any danger. But we need
you to co-operate with us, just for a little while.”
They reached the ‘supply’ cupboard. Chrístõ
unlocked it. Hext gently but firmly urged Chrístõ Mian towards
it. He looked at the door and began to protest.
“Please,” Chrístõ repeated and pushed him through
the door. They both stepped in after him and locked the TARDIS door behind
them. Chrístõ Mian looked around in astonishment. Romana
came towards him. She reached out her arms, her palms upwards in a gesture
of friendship between Gallifreyans. He touched her hands and she radiated
calm and peace to him.
“We’re sorry for the deception,” she said. “But
please listen to these two now. They have something important to say.
There is something we all need you to do.”
Hext explained. Chrístõ Mian listened in astonishment. He
looked at the two Time Lords from his future. Then he walked across to
the Zero Cabinet. He looked at Julia and Romana. They stood and stepped
away. Julia went to Chrístõ’s side as his father’s
youngest incarnation knelt and slid open the glass lid. He put his hands
around the face of his older self and there was a sort of glow that passed
from him. It took only a few minutes. Then he stood. Julia ran to the
Cabinet.
“He blinked,” she cried. “He did. I am sure he did.”
“Yes,” Romana confirmed as she, too went to the Cabinet. “There
would be some brain activity. Not enough, yet. There is a long way to
go.”
“He is me… in a later incarnation.” Chrístõ
Mian looked down at his other self. “That means…I must survive
this war.” He looked around at Chrístõ, seeming to
look at him closely for the first time. “You’re… I know
you.”
“No, you don’t,” Chrístõ insisted.
“No… I don’t. Not yet. But I will…. You’re
my future son? Who else would do such a duty but my own kin? So…
Lily must be your mother?”
Chrístõ didn’t know how to answer that. He couldn’t
lie. He couldn’t tell the truth. He blocked his thoughts desperately,
glad that the symbiosis he had with his own TARDIS strengthened his mental
powers while he was inside it.
“Sir,” Hext told him. “You know it is not given to any
of us to know the future with too much certainty. You have our thanks
for your duty here. May Rassilon go with you in the harder duty ahead
of you.”
Lieutenant Chrístõ Mian de Lœngbærrow nodded and saluted
them both, then he turned and stepped out of the TARDIS. Hext looked at
him on the viewscreen as he walked down the corridor.
“I ought to have wiped his memory of this,” he said. “It
could be dangerous. Knowing he will survive… could make him reckless…”
“No,” Chrístõ answered. “When he is a
prisoner of the Sarre, being tortured daily for over a decade… the
knowledge that he will survive… it may be the thing that helps him
to do so. I just wish… he thinks Lady Lily is going to be his wife.
I wish he wasn’t going to be disappointed. She did wait, you know.
For a very long while. But everyone thought he was dead. And she found
comfort in Lord D’Alba. My father remained unmarried until he met
my mother….”
“Then that’s how it has to be,” Hext told him. “Next
time, though, we really have to stop him realising that you’re his
future son.”
“I don’t think we can stop that,” Julia said. “They
looked so… not exactly alike. But the eyes… yes… they
have the same eyes. And he’s bound to guess.”
“Next time, I’m going to take you out with me to find him
and Chrístõ can stay put here,” Hext decided.
“No, you won’t,” Chrístõ protested. “This
is my mission. You’re just along to help. It’s my father’s
life at stake. Besides… he knows what we look like, now. When we
meet him in future lives, he’ll know why we’re there.”
“That will make it easier, won’t it?” Julia said. “We
can just ask him straight away to come with us.”
I hope so.” Chrístõ sighed wearily. He felt mentally
worn out even from the first of the twelve temporal locations they had
to reach. Eleven more of these, and he would be close to a brainstorm
himself. Besides, he had good reasons to want this mission completed quickly.
“I’ve got to go back and teach my students in two weeks time,”
he remembered. “I’m going to need a day in the Zero Room to
prepare myself mentally and physically.”
“You don’t have to go back to that,” Hext told him.
“Now Gallifrey is free you don’t have to live in exile.”
Julia looked at Chrístõ when Hext said that. His expression
was hard to gauge, but she had the feeling that he hadn’t even thought
about it until now. He had actually planned to go back to Beta Delta IV
and the life he had lived there.
Which was exactly what she had hoped, too.
“We’ll be landing again in twenty minutes,” Chrístõ
said. “We need to change. Julia, you might like to put a nice dress
on. The location is the orbital restaurant in the Omicron Psi system.
Romana, your dress will do beautifully.”
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