The
grand Christmas dinner party at which all the servants of Mount Lœng
House, Maison D’Alba amd the Lœngbærrow Dower House were
invited as guests was, in the third year of holding it, now practically
a tradition. It was enjoyed gladly by all concerned.
This year, for Marion, there was the added pleasure of Rodan’s first
Christmas. She talked of it that way, and nobody was cruel enough to point
out that it may be Rodan’s only Christmas with them. She would,
almost certainly be living with her grandfather this time next year. But
that was all the more reason why this should be the most fantastic Christmas
day, something she would remember in years to come.
Of course, even a Gallifreyan baby of eight months was not fully aware
of what was happening around her. But when Marion dressed her in a baby
gown of deep red velvet with green ribbons that matched her own gown and
carried her down to the hall, her eyes were big with wonder. The decorations
and lights, the nativity scene, the sights and smells and the hubbub of
excitement all entranced her. She was a focus of attention, too, of course,
petted and admired by the guests in their best clothes who gathered in
the hall, waiting for the party to begin.
Rodan was a little too young for a grand Christmas dinner banquet, too.
But Marion insisted that she would be with them. She sat in her high chair
beside Marion’s seat and was given her own portions of special food
that matched what everyone else was eating. She had her own specially
pureed turkey dinner while everyone else ate deliciously cooked slices
carved from what could have passed for real roast birds except that there
were no bones at all. The plum pudding was a little too rich for her,
but she had an apple and peach dessert that went down perfectly well.
After the dinner there was music and dancing. Marion was persuaded to
leave her fosterling in the capable arms of Aineytta while Kristoph led
her in almost all of the sets. She sat out only a few of the more vigorous
dances, with Rodan on her knee, still wide awake and excited by all that
was going on around her.
She fell asleep in Marion’s arms as the excitement died down and
they said farewell to those of their guests who were travelling to their
homes. As two footmen, still in their party clothes, put out the festive
candles burning in the hallway, Kristoph persuaded Marion that it was
time she thought about sleeping, too.
“Your eyes are as big as hers have been,” he said as they
walked up the stairs to their room. “I’m so glad you enjoyed
the night.”
“It was a lovely party, as always,” Marion agreed. “But
tomorrow is our family Christmas. Rodan is going to love it. I can’t
wait until the morning when we take her into the drawing room.”
“She is still only a baby,” Kristoph reminder her. “She
won’t really understand what it’s all about. Besides, she
already has so very many toys. Christmas presents aren’t really
going to be all that special to her.”
“They will be,” Marion assured him. “Oh, they will.”
She undressed the baby and put her into her cot, then got ready for her
own bed. She was still talking about how much she looked forward to the
morning as she slid under the cool sheets and Kristoph reached to cuddle
her.
“Go to sleep,” he told her. “You’re like a child,
yourself. The morning will come much faster if you go to sleep. And you
will enjoy it all the more if you’re not bleary-eyed and exhausted.
Marion sighed happily and snuggled closer to Kristoph. He was right, of
course. But she was so very excited. This Christmas felt so much more
special and exciting than any she could remember, at least since she was
a very little girl herself.
“I shall have to take matters into my own hands,” Kristoph
said, and he touched her face gently and concentrated hard. He found her
racing mind, still full of so many thoughts that they tumbled and tripped
each other. He deliberately calmed her mind and sent away all thoughts
but the prospect of a pleasant and untroubled night’s sleep.
“That’s not fair,” she protested sleepily.
“No, it isn’t. But it’s the only way
I’ll get any peace tonight.” Kristoph kissed her as she slipped
into the sleep she needed. He himself lay awake a little longer, listening
to the sounds of his wife’s soft breathing and the calm, contented,
double heartbeats of their fosterling before he let himself drop into
restful sleep.
The next morning, he rose before Marion, as he frequently
did, and went to refresh his soul with a half hour in his meditation room.
When he returned to the bedroom, Marion was standing at the bedroom window
with Rodan still only half awake in her arms.
“It’s snowing,” she said as Kristoph
came and held her around the shoulders and looked out with her on the
soft, grey-yellow sky from which big flakes were falling, and had been
doing since dawn. The formal garden was a frosted fairy-tale place already
and the driveway was becoming thick with a clean, untouched blanket of
white. They expected no guests today and had no plans to go out. It would
remain like that for some time.
“Snow on Christmas Day!” Marion exclaimed. “Perfect.”
“It would be churlish of me to point out that this is only approximately
Christmas Day according to the nearest comparison of the Earth calendar
and the Gallifreyan one,” Kristoph replied.
“It IS Christmas Day,” Marion insisted. “Christmas Day
on Gallifrey. And it is going to be a beautiful one.”
“It already is,” Kristoph replied as he kissed her and went
to shower and dress. Marion brought Rodan to the bathroom and washed and
dressed her, as well as herself. Again their gowns matched. Again red
and green were the festive colours. But for the daytime it was satin rather
than velvet. Kristoph thought they both looked wonderful, anyway, and
made a note to order a portrait painted some time soon of the two of them
in their matching colours.
“Kristoph,” Marion said as they descended the stairs into
a quiet house where only a few of the servants were yet about their duties
– a late start had been granted to them after their night’s
entertainment. He turned to look at her. There was an unexpected seriousness
in the way she had spoken her name.
“Kristoph, when we have a child of our own…”
“There is plenty of time to think of that, still,” he assured
her. “Don’t distress yourself.”
“I’m not. But I was thinking…on this planet… children
are children for a lot longer. Twenty years old is still considered a
youngster, when they go to the Academies, and they are adolescents until
something like a hundred and ninety.”
“Yes.”
“I won’t live to see our son... or daughter… become
an adult by Gallifreyan standards.”
“Marion… today of all days, don’t dwell on such things.”
“I am happy,” she assured him. “But I want you to promise
me something.”
“Anything,” he answered. “You know I shall do anything
to please you.”
“Keep Christmas in this house after I am gone. I know our children
will be Gallifreyans. They will know Earth only as a distant place, visited
sometimes. But keep the tradition of Christmas here. Teach them to celebrate
it, and to remember the meaning of Christmas… good will, kindness,
peace, love, joy… all of that. Even if this is the only house on
the whole planet where it is remembered.”
“Yes,” Kristoph promised. “Oh, yes. I will do that.
Nothing is more easily promised, more easily done. Yes, we will keep Christmas
in the House of Lœngbærrow for as long as I live, and our children
will keep it after us. Yes. I can do that. But no more thoughts like that.
Let’s live this Christmas Day to the full.”
“Yes,” she agreed. She looked at Rodan. She was wide awake
now. She smiled a baby smile at her.
“Good morning, my dear,” Marion said to her. “This is
a special day. It’s Christmas Day. And it’s snowing, and we
have so many wonderful surprises, just for you, our little girl.”
One of the duties that the servants had already performed this morning
was lighting the candles on the Christmas tree in the drawing room and
on the great mantlepiece. It was a scene straight from the most idyllic
Christmas card, especially with the snow-covered garden visible through
the French window. And especially with the great mound of gaily wrapped
presents under the tree, just waiting for Rodan to open them.
“She won’t know what to do,” Kristoph warned. “Don’t
be disappointed if she doesn’t….” Then he smiled as
Marion sat down on what could be seen of the thick rug with Rodan in her
lap, and pulled a large, squashy parcel towards her. She showed the baby
how to pull away the bright, cheerful paper bought from a Liverpool street
vendor, until a big, pastel coloured teddy bear was revealed. Rodan hugged
the toy enthusiastically and was amused when it emitted a low, friendly
growl when squeezed. She cuddled it again several times.
“Just promise me you didn’t buy her a Furby,” Kristoph
said as he recalled one of the more annoying interactive toys developed
on planet Earth.
“No, but there are a lot of things with noises to be unwrapped,
still. Exploring sounds, colours and textures are all a part of her early
learning.” Marion looked at Kristoph’s face and smiled. “Oh,
there have to be noisy things. It’s what Christmas with a baby is
all about.”
“Thank Rassilon this is a big house,” he answered. But he
didn’t mean it. As long as his study and meditation rooms were free
of blue and pink teddy bears, and perhaps the grand dining room, he didn’t
mind what happened everywhere else. Let the house be filled with toys
that brought a smile to a little girl’s face.
For now, at least that wasn’t the problem. It was which parcel to
open next. Kristoph abandoned all pretence of being a man of dignity and
position and joined Marion on the floor in front of the Christmas tree
as Rodan lifted herself up on still wobbly legs and, with his help, pulled
the wrapping off a large parcel to find a brightly coloured push along
truck full of coloured bricks with the Earth alphabet on them. Marion
realised that they, at least, would not be much help with Rodan’s
early education, but she seemed pleased with them, all the same. She sat
back down on her well-padded bottom and swivelled around until she could
grab the blue teddy bear and put it into the truck on top of the bricks,
then pulled herself upright again and took three whole steps holding onto
the handle before sitting down again to hug the bear. She had the principle
of the thing, anyway. Kristoph looked from her to Marion and saw tears
of joy in her eyes.
“She’s so clever,” Marion said. “So very clever.
She’s learning all the time. I wish... Oh, I do wish that we could
make plans for her future, to be sure she will never stop learning in
the best possible way.”
“Don’t,” Kristoph told her. “Don’t think
of that. Let’s just enjoy this day as it is, right now. Rodan, my
little love. Would you like to open one of these with me? Let’s
find out what’s in this big one.”
He took the child in his lap as they opened the next big parcel together.
He was surprised himself to find out that it contained a doll that was
slightly bigger than Rodan herself, dressed in a gown that almost matched
hers. It had a good quality, well-made face that looked almost real at
a first glance, and he found it just a little disconcerting when he looked
at the baby and the doll together.
“You know, we never really had a tradition of doll making on this
planet,” Kristoph pointed out. “Some people would find that
rather sinister. It’s like an effigy of the child herself.”
“It’s too big for her now,” Marion agreed. “But
she will grow, and it will remain as a reminder of her first Christmas.
It is something she can treasure all her life.”
If so, Kristoph thought, then she would be a singular Gallifreyan. The
things his people treasured, even Caretakers, were different to the things
humans treasured. The thought disturbed him a little. Yes, he was willing
to promise that their own children, born of her Human flesh, embracing
both races, both cultures, would know the meaning of Christmas, and other
aspects of Earth life and Human nature. But was it fair to confuse a child
who was fully Gallifreyan, with these concepts?
For that matter, if their own children were going to grow up as Gallifreyans,
and to succeed in Gallifreyan society, would it be fair on them to confuse
their minds with this duality? He had made that promise wholeheartedly,
and his love for Marion bound him to it, as well as his honour as a Time
Lord. But he wondered if it was a good idea in the long run.
But he looked at his wife and saw her bright, happy smile and his doubts
about the future melted away. He joined in enthusiastically with helping
Rodan open her presents. Marion had spent a full day in Liverpool buying
them. Most of them were not particularly grand or expensive. She had gone
to the street market and bought things that were bright and colourful
and would entrance an eight month old child, not brand names that would
impress nobody here on Gallifrey. She wrapped them in bright paper and
made them exciting.
Opening them all took two delightful hours in which, even Kristoph, who
felt the passing of time instinctively within his soul, didn’t notice
it passing. At least not until late in the morning when Caolin stepped
into the drawing room and looked around for a moment at the mess of ripped
and scrunched up wrapping paper, and his employer, the Noble Patriarch
of the House of Lœngbærrow, sitting on the floor amidst the mess,
pushing along a bright red fire engine and making the appropriate noises
to amuse a laughing child.
“Would you like morning tea served in here, your Lordship?”
Caolin asked with as much of a butler’s dignity as he could muster.
“Tea would be excellent, thank you, Caolin,” Kristoph answered.
He, too, looked around and seemed to see the distressing state of his
formal drawing room for the first time. “Perhaps you could send
in a couple of maids to tidy up. And… er… one of the footmen
with a stepladder to remove the bits of paper that appear to have become
entangled with the chandelier.” He and Caolin both glanced up at
the thousand year old crystal and gold light fitting and wondered just
how red and blue paper with jolly Father Christmases on it actually got
up there.
“I shall see to it at once,” Caolin assured him. He paused
and looked at his employer and his wife, and their foster child, and smiled.
“May I say, sir, I do think this Christmas has a lot to commend
it, even if it does seem to take its toll on the furnishings.”
“I quite agree,” Kristoph answered. The butler went to do
his duty while the master himself, feeling a little guilty about creating
so much work began to collect some of the waste paper together. But every
time he saw his wife’s smile, or the bright eyes of the child, or
even when he looked at the lifesize doll and the growling pastel blue
teddy bear he felt himself caught up in the emotion of it. Christmas was
an alien thing, alien to his planet, to himself, to his very nature. But
it had seized him, all the same and infected him with its joy.
“Merry Christmas, my dear,” he said to Marion.
“And you, my love,” Marion answered. “Merry Christmas,
Kristoph.”
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