“Galliss had to stop the car three times on the way here,”
Marion admitted as she sat on a comfortable seat under a shade in the
Dower House garden and accepted a cooling drink from her mother-in-law’s
footman. “I felt so very sick. Worse than any time before when I
was pregnant.”
“I will give you a preparation for that,” Aineytta told her.
“But those symptoms should soon pass. Or if they don’t, at
least with winter coming in a few months you will be at home more often,
anyway.”
“That’s true,” Marion admitted. It was mid-Septimus,
now. The warm afternoons turned to cool evenings very quickly, and the
mornings took time to warm up. In a few weeks’ time, they could
expect the weather to turn much colder. Mount Loeng House would be a quiet
retreat for Marion.
But there was a point when retreat became prison, when solitude became
loneliness.
“Come and visit,” she asked. “I don’t want to
spend all winter in the White Drawing Room on my own.”
“You will have plenty of visitors,” Aineytta promised. “Once
your pregnancy is formally announced everyone will want to pay their respects.
The advent of an Oldblood heir is a great joy that everyone will wish
to share.”
“Not everyone,” Marion answered. “There are still those
who think I should not bear children.”
“There were some who said the same about me,” Aineytta noted.
“Take no notice of such intransigence.”
“Some of the remarks have come from Oriana,” Marion admitted,
though she hated to do so. Aineytta was proud of her family. She loved
her children. The fact that her eldest daughter displayed such elitist
attitudes distressed her.
“Oriana has no excuses,” Aineytta said. “But she is
an unhappy soul just now. Her husband is under suspicion along with his
brother for this scandalous drug smuggling that has been going on. She
is feeling the humiliation of sudden silences when she walks into the
Conservatory, whispers and gossip behind her back wherever she goes.”
“That is no reason for her to be spiteful to me. She knows very
well that I wouldn’t spread such gossip... even if I had been to
the Conservatory lately. My stomach has not been strong enough for places
where food is served. I haven’t even been to my own kitchen for
at least a fortnight.”
“Spite is indiscriminate. But it is also easy to dispel. Give it
your silence and it will wither like an unwatered plant. Meanwhile, it
is to be hoped that Lessage is not so fully involved in that disgraceful
business as rumour suggests. Moony is utterly outraged at our family being
even distantly connected with the matter.”
“So is Kristoph. He has been quite vocal on the subject. I’m
afraid he DOES think Lord Lessage is involved. Not with the actual smuggling,
but perhaps financing it. And even for love of his sister he is not going
to prevent that possibility being investigated.”
“Nor should he!” Marion looked around at her father-in-law
coming across the lawn to them. “I rue the day our daughter was
joined in Alliance to that profligate fool. If he is proved a criminal
as well, then it will be a lesson to us all, but the blame and the shame
stop with the House of Lessage. Our House stands away from them. Oriana
can decide for herself which she stands with.”
Marion was surprised by the ferociousness of his comments. She had always
found her father-in-law to be a gentle soul, usually wrapped up in his
scientific thoughts.
This drug smuggling scandal was upsetting a lot of people in different
ways.
“Sit down, my dear,” Aineytta said. “Have a calming
herbal infusion.”
Her husband sat and accepted an iced version of the infusion with fruit
added. He smiled indulgently at his wife and drank it slowly.
“I think a glass of that imported single malt my son indulges in
might do me just as much good,” he admitted. He was going to say
something more, but a disturbance inside the Dower House interrupted his
thoughts of calming beverages. A footman tried to announce the disruptive
visitor, but the very subject of the conversation, Oriana Lesage, stormed
past him.
Marion wasn’t in any sense scared of Oriana, but she really wasn’t
in the mood to talk to her. She sat further back in her shaded chair hoping
to be inconspicuous.
It was partly successful. Oriana was too angry to take notice of her.
The retired Lord de Lœngbærrow was the focus of her ire.
“My husband has been arrested,” she said. “YOUR son
was there.”
“My son... Your brother?” he asked in case there was confusion.
“My BROTHER!” Oriana spat out the word as if it were poison.
“He told the Castellan that Segev was involved in the Jex smuggling
along with his brother, Anil. He was there when the Chancellery Guard
searched our home. OUR HOME. Men... some of them of common stock... went
through every room, every outbuilding, all of the gardens. They touched
all of my clothes. I... I feel contaminated.”
“And did they find any drugs?” her father asked, ignoring
her histrionics and focussing on the plain facts of the matter.
“No. Of course not. But... They took away evidence from Segev's
private study. It was....”
She stopped speaking. There was something about the way both her parents
were looking at her so scathingly that finally penetrated all of her attempts
to be outraged.
“They FOUND proof of your husband’s involvement in this disgraceful
business?” Her father asked.
“Yes. But they never would have come to our home if Kristoph had
not encouraged them to do so. He brought the shame, the indignity, upon
us. “
“He did not,” Aineytta said in surprisingly calm tones. “Tell
the truth, daughter, and do not shame your father’s great lineage
with deceptions.”
Oriana opened her mouth to speak, then stopped. Her expression and cheek
colour told of acute embarrassment.
“Words are not needed,” Aineytta continued. “You are
my daughter. I bore you within my body. I can see your thoughts as clearly
as when you were nourished by my blood. I see exactly what happened. The
Castellan was fully prepared to arrest you as an accomplice to this disgraceful
matter. You lived in that house of shame. You were, at least so he thought,
party to your husband's business affairs. Kristoph protected you. He assured
Pól Braxietel that you were too naive, too much the ‘decorative’
wife to share any blame. That is why you were free to come here with your
cries of betrayal instead of answering to the Castellan’s interrogation
along with that shameful husband of yours.”
“Is that the truth?” her father demanded.
Oriana nodded. Her face was fully red with shame, now. To be deemed innocent
of a crime because she was too stupid to know about it was an added level
of embarrassment.
“Shame on you for twisting your brother’s good intentions
towards you in that way,” Aineytta told her. “Where did you
get such deceitful ways, if not from living in a House of Shame where
it seems that lies have been common currency for a long time.”
Again, Oriana had no words with which to defend herself. In her embarrassed
silence, her father stood and squared his elderly shoulders. Scientist
though he was, happiest among telescopes and mysterious tools for measuring
the distances between stars, he was the elder Patriarch of an Ancient
and Noble House of Gallifrey. In that moment nobody could be in any doubt
about that, least of all Oriana.
“Then the situation is clear. The House of Lœngbærrow stands aloof
from the shamed House of Lessage from this day until its honour is restored
by some later deeds. You, daughter, have a clear choice. Stand by the
husband you pledged your Alliance to, share his shame and be separated
forever from all honour... or stand with the House of your birth and keep
your honour and your dignity.”
Oriana looked at both of her parents for a long time, as if she was thinking
long and hard about her position.
And so she should, of course. Oldblood Houses stood or fell upon their
honour. The House of Lessage was a Newblood House, its fortune made by
commerce, but it, too, stood or fell by its honour - and that was now
in shreds. A lowly scion of the family committing a crime might be overlooked,
especially if that scion was disowned. But the head of that House, Segev
Lessage, Oriana’s husband, was accused of conspiracy to commit a
despicable crime. The whole House was shamed by that.
“I cannot stand aloof from my husband,” Oriana said weakly.
“I bear his child. It is a son.”
“Daughter... You did not say....” Aineytta was surprised.
Marion was even more certain that Oriana had not even noticed her presence.
She was surprised to find herself sympathising with Oriana's plight. Her
husband might be imprisoned for his crimes. On any world, in any social
class, having a baby in that situation was terrible.
“The child is of MY line as much as it is of the Lessage line,”
her father told her. “And MY line is the one that can be traced
back to the first Twelve Houses. Stand with us, with the family that has
loved you from the day you were born. Your brother who is Patriarch since
I retired to the peace of this Dower House will allow the child to bear
our family name. He need not carry the shame of his father’s dishonoured
House.”
Oriana gave a soft cry and knelt at her father’s feet. She spoke
in Old Gallifreyan which, to Marion’s ears had a strange cadence.
She asked his forgiveness and begged to be received back into her birth
family.
Her father replied in the same old version of the Gallifreyan language
accepting her petition.
And that settled the matter. She was forgiven all of her mistakes.
“Come, now,” Aineytta said in gentler tones. “Sit in
the shade with Marion. I am going to fetch the herbs you both need as
a tonic at this time in your pregnancies.”
Oriana looked at Marion for the first time since she arrived. Her expression
was impossible to gauge. She sat next to her in the shade and seemed relieved
to do so.
“I... expect you find all this amusing,” she said with her
last vestige of pride.
“No. I find it all dreadful. I... also wonder why it is that there
is no concept of innocent until proven guilty about this matter. Surely
there is a possibility that your husband is not involved? Everyone is
assuming the worst.”
“No, they should believe it,” Oriana admitted, her head turned
to avoid eye contact. “I WAS foolish not to realise what was happening.
I knew he had paid off many of his debts. I didn’t know he had committed
a crime to do that. I had never even heard of the crime he committed.
This substance... Whatever it is called.... I had never heard of it....”
“Nor had I, though I know of illegal substances that are bought
and sold in other places. It is a problem on my world. I was shocked to
learn that such things might be happening here. I hope Pól is able
to stamp it out quickly. But I am sorry that his doing so causes you grief,
especially with a baby.... “
“The months ahead... seem bleak. Even with father’s promise...
My child will be less than yours. He will not be the Patriarch in the
fullness of time. “
“They will be cousins. They can play and grow together... Prepare
for that dreadful Untempered Schism together. That’s all that really
matters.”
“They will be Prydonians,” Oriana reflected, and she had forgotten
in that instant that she was talking to somebody she considered inferior
to her.
“Not until they are much older. I won’t see my child graduate
from the Academy.”
It was a plain fact. Marion was not complaining. But in her vulnerable
time Oriana saw that she was not the only one with problems - possibly
the first time in many years that she had done so.
In the moment of détente Aineytta came back into the garden carrying
large glasses of something blue with what looked like rose petals dissolving
into it.
“Drink it as soon as the last harmona petal dissolves. The best
of the medicinal value is in that instance. Drink it quickly. It isn’t
a tea to linger over.”
They drank. It tasted like an effervescent fruit cordial. Both women felt
energised and healthy almost immediately. For Marion, the sick feeling
in the pit of her stomach that had been there since the lagoon crossing
in Venice was gone. For Oriana, a quite different discomfort was relieved,
though one she was too well brought up to talk about.
“If anyone should be accused of distributing mysterious drugs, it
should be Aineytta,” her husband joked.
“Oh, no, father. I cannot make light of that subject,” Oriana
protested. “It is too dreadful.”
“I agree,” Marion said. “We should talk of other things.”
“We shall talk first of daily tonics that will give you both strength,”
Aineytta decided. “And other preparations that will make the second
and third trimesters easier. You will need iron, Oriana. You, less so,
Marion. Your Human blood makes it for itself, but it would be good for
the Gallifreyan child you carry.”
“We are in your hands, Mama,” Oriana admitted. For a moment,
she almost smiled. Despite her troubles having a baby was a joyful thing,
and Aineytta was there to give her all the help she could.
But then the trouble returned to her. Kristoph came to the garden. The
footman didn’t even try to announce him, instead discreetly backing
away.
His expression was unreadable, but everyone looked at him with trepidation.
Oriana reached out and found Marion’s hand to cling to. Aineytta
stood and embraced her son. He responded in kind. His father stood, too,
his instincts telling him that there was news that would chill the warm
afternoon air.
“Oriana,” Kristoph said. “I am sorry.”
“Sorry for what?” Marion asked him. Oriana couldn’t
speak. She couldn’t even raise her eyes to look at her brother.
“What has happened that was worse than it was before?”
“Much,” Kristoph answered. “Much that is worse.”
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