Marion was enjoying a day in Liverpool with Rodan. The little girl had
been registered to travel in the Portal with her, and she could bring
her to Earth whenever she wanted.
She resisted the urge to come too often. After all, Gallifrey was her
home. It was Rodan’s home, too. In a very short time now –
six months, maybe a little more – her grandfather would be home
and she would be going to live with him. It was better, Kristoph said,
if she got used to being a Gallifreyan child, without too many distractions.
But now and again Marion had to come to Liverpool, to shops she knew,
to the accents she had grown up among. She had to look at the Earth sky.
She had to shop at Mothercare and Tescos.
She had to take a trip on the ferry across the Mersey to her home. Rodan
enjoyed that experience, anyway. It was a warm day, and on the leeward
side of the ferry it was pleasant enough to sit on the open deck with
the child on her knee, looking at the landmarks that had once been so
familiar to her. Rodan seemed to be taking it all in as the boat drew
away from Pier Head. The official commentary from the onboard tour guide
was difficult to hear because of the engines, but she didn’t need
it anyway. There wasn’t an inch of the Liverpool waterfront she
didn’t know intimately and she named all of the prominent buildings
to the child, along with their history. If anyone thought it odd that
she was explaining it all in such detail to a toddler she didn’t
care.
The ferry boat took nearly half an hour to reach Seacombe, the first landing
point on the Wirral side of the river. Marion stayed in her seat and watched
as some passengers got off and some got on. She wasn't old enough to remember
when the ferry was the daily transport for hundreds of workers travelling
to the docks and the refineries and factories on the Wirral from the old
terraced streets of Liverpool. She only really knew it as a tourist attraction
that reminded people about the old days before the decline in those industries.
In the 1960s, she would not have been taking a pleasure trip on the ferry,
and certainly not with a youngster with eyes round and excited as she
took in all the exciting new sights around her.
Rodan enjoyed the ferry so much she didn’t want to get off. She
protested when Marion fastened her back into her pushchair ready to get
off at the Woodside Terminal another ten minutes later.
“We’re coming back to the boat, later,” she promised.
“There’s lots more to see, yet.”
She pressed a sweet into the little girl’s hand, one of her own
childhood favourites, a Swizzels Matlow double lolly. Rodan conceded that
getting off the ferry with sweets was acceptable.
Besides, there were other compensations. Marion brought her first to Birkenhead
Park, in through the grand entrance, past the bowling greens. They walked
slowly around the irregularly shaped Lower Lake where Rodan enjoyed the
sight of ducks, moorhens and a pair of graceful, if slightly fierce, swans
who defended their cygnets against all comers. She was also delighted
by the sight of two grey squirrels who hopped across the path in front
of her. Gallifrey had wildlife, too. Much of it far more wonderful than
swans or squirrels, but Rodan chuckled happily to see these Earth creatures
with her own two eyes.
One thing Gallifrey didn’t have, Marion noted, was children’s
playgrounds. At least she had never seen one. She lifted Rodan from her
pushchair and put her into a swing. She pushed her gently and she laughed
with the simple pleasure, demanding, in her baby voice, to go faster.
Marion pushed a little harder, remembering how she had loved the swings
in the park when she was little. Not these exact same swings. The park
had undergone a few refurbishments since. But she did have some memories
of her mother bringing her here when she was very young. They were some
of her happiest memories of her childhood, before it all went wrong. She
pushed away the sad thoughts of the day she was brought home from school
by the headmaster, to find her grandmother crying and her grandfather
pale with shock. Her mother was dead, knocked down by a car that came
too fast over the Duke Street Bridge, not more than a few hundred yards
from their home.
She pushed that thought away and remembered, instead, happy days on Birkenhead
Park when she was young enough to be pushed on the swing. She looked around
to see other people’s children playing. There were a few squabbles
as there always were when children played, but mostly they were content
on this pleasant summer day when the sky was mostly blue. Other parents
brought their toddlers to the safety swings. Marion chatted with them.
As always, she didn’t tell them that Rodan wasn’t her own
little girl. When one of them mentioned her deep brown eyes, unlike her
own grey ones, she said that came from her father’s side. That was
true, but she was thinking at the time of Kristoph’s strong brown
eyes.
“Oh,” she said in answer to a question. “No, I don’t
live around here. Not any more, anyway. We’re just visiting. We…
live in Greece. Near Athens.”
“Oh, no wonder your accent is so unusual,” the woman pushing
her own child on the swings replied. “I thought you must have been
away. Still a little bit in there, though. You can take the girl out of
the Wirral, but you can’t take the Wirral out of the girl.”
Marion wasn’t sure what to say about that. She was aware that her
accent was different, now. Several people in shops over in Liverpool had
asked her where she was from. She had made up the bit about Greece very
quickly. She was thinking of Athenica, on the southern Continent of Gallifrey,
of course.
“It sounds like a lovely place to live,” said the woman next
to her. “I can’t imagine why you’d want to come back
here.”
“I miss English tea,” she answered truthfully. She always
stocked up when she visited Earth. “And it’s nice to come
home now and again. It’s… nice to speak English for a while.”
And that was true, too. She was fully used, now, to speaking in Gallifreyan.
In fact, at the first shop she went into this morning she had spoken in
Low Gallifreyan. The shop assistant had understood because she had travelled
in Kristoph’s TARDIS so often that her words were automatically
translated. But she must have had a strange accent and when she spoke
again she carefully made sure she used English words.
Rodan enjoyed the swings and Marion enjoyed talking to ordinary women
from Birkenhead. She wondered if her life would have been like theirs
if she had stayed on Earth, if she had never met Kristoph. Perhaps she
would have met an ordinary man and have children and a mortgage. Or perhaps
she would still be single. She would have been a teacher, at least, living
an ordinary, Human life.
She wondered what the women she was talking to would think if she told
them that she didn’t live in Greece, but Gallifrey, on the other
side of the Galaxy, and that she spent at least part of her life attending
diplomatic functions on other planets. She wondered what they would think
if they knew her little girl was actually an alien with very different
anatomy to anyone on planet Earth.
Of course, she never would say that. She knew perfectly well that on planets
where there was no official First Contact with other worlds she could
not tell anyone who she really was or where she lived. She found it a
little strange. She really WAS an alien on this planet, now. Even in familiar
places that she knew when she was growing up.
After a little while, she put Rodan in her pushchair and set off out of
the park. She walked slowly up Duke Street, where she had lived for the
first twelve years of her life. When she was born, it was a long line
of terraced houses with front doors that led straight out into the street.
Now only one short piece of those old houses was left. On one side there
were the gable ends of several streets of council houses with their grey-cream
rendered walls and little front and back gardens. The house she had lived
in had been demolished to make room for some of those houses. She couldn’t
even completely work out where it had been, now. Not that it really mattered.
She was neither happy nor sorry that it wasn’t there. It was a part
of her life that was over long before she met Kristoph.
Duke Street was both familiar and unfamiliar. Flashes of memories came
back to her, but then she saw things that were different and unfamiliar.
One thing was the same. She smiled as she saw the old Bridge Café
at the end of the street, just before the bascule bridge that led to the
old Birkenhead docks. It was not a very pretty café. This wasn’t
an especially pretty place, anyway, with the remnants of past industry
rusting away. But she suddenly remembered eating bacon sandwiches there
when she was young. She couldn’t remember the last time she had
actually eaten bacon.
It wasn’t something she especially missed when she was living on
Gallifrey, but the idea of going into the café and ordering a mug
of tea and a bacon sandwich appealed to her.
She turned to cross the road. Later, she realised she had made a mistake.
The bridge was down and traffic was flowing in both directions. She thought
the road was clear when she started to cross. The car that came across
the bridge started to brake, but it was going just a little too fast.
She managed to push Rodan out of the way. As she fell in front of the
car, her ribs hurting painfully, she heard the little girl screaming in
fright, but not from pain or physical hurt. She heard the car door open
and shut and somebody shouting about fetching an ambulance. Then everything
went mercifully black.
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