Aineytta de Lœngbærrow smiled at her daughter
in law and poured another cup of herbal infusion. Marion drank it happily.
“I know you prefer your ‘English tea’,” she said.
“But this is one of my own mixtures. It has invigorating properties.”
“Kristoph says you say that about all your infusions,” Marion
answered with a wry smile.
“Not at all,” Aineytta answered. “I also prepare brews
that are calming and aid sleep. My first born son is being disrespectful
to his mother, I think. But he is far too old for me to chastise, now.”
She laughed as she said that. “When he was young, he was never disrespectful
to me. But I did chastise him many times for mischief of some sort or
another.”
She glanced at Rodan as she spoke. The child was playing on the lawn nearby,
carefully watched over by a maid in crisp linen who had one simple task
this afternoon – ensuring that the curious toddler did not stray
too close to the meandering River Bærrow that was such a charming feature
of the Dower House garden.
“He was always getting into scrapes when he was small. As soon as
he could walk he was trying to walk as far as he could go. And climbing
on everything. I was always fearful of the fountains in the garden. Like
a flutterwing to a candle he was when any water was to be found. Except
his bathwater.”
Marion laughed as she tried to imagine Kristoph when he was a child a
little older than Rodan, scraping his knees and getting his clothes dirty
and running to his mother for comfort, but resenting the attempts to get
him clean and fresh later. It was hard to reconcile that image with the
mature, dignified man he was now.
“Oh, that little boy is still there,” Aineytta said. “You
know, I was only married to Lord de Lœngbærrow a few months when
I became pregnant. I was a very young mother. And I was so afraid of getting
it wrong. He was the heir to one of the great Ancient Houses, with a noble
destiny ahead of him. And I felt quite overawed by all of that, as if
he wasn't my baby who I had given birth to, but a precious being that
I was responsible for. But I soon got used to him, and just loved him
more and more every day and treasured every little things he did.”
“I feel like that about Rodan, when I see her growing up in front
of my eyes every day. I want to fix every moment of her life in my memory,
for when she isn’t with me any more.”
“Rodan is a lovely child. I hope we shall always be able to see
how she is getting on. But when you have your own son and heir, Marion,
you will be so proud of him.”
“I know I will,” she answered. “But, please, tell me
more about Kristoph when he was young. I would like to know what he was
like.”
“He was an adventurer,” Aineytta remembered. “Oh, he
was a studious boy when he had to be. When he was set at a desk and made
to learn his lessons. But as soon as his tutors let him go he was off
out, playing in the woods at the south end of the formal gardens. He would
make believe he was in other places, offworld, fantastic planets peopled
by exotic species. He dreamed of travelling from an early age. He couldn’t
wait to get his hands on a TARDIS of his own. He would sit with his father
looking at distant stars through the telescope. My dear husband, he has
never set foot out of our solar system. He thinks of other stars in terms
of magnitude and luminosity and such. Our son thought of them as suns
that warmed other worlds and wanted to explore them. And until he was
old enough he travelled in his imagination. Every evening mealtime I would
send one of the footmen to search him out and remind him to come and eat.
And he would be astonished to find that so much time had passed while
he was at his play.”
“That’s not him, now,” Marion said with a laugh. “He
is always totally aware of the passage of time. He says it is his internal
body clock. As a Time Lord time is always with him and he is in tune with
it.”
“That is so. Though I think he is much more aware than most of us.
That is probably something to do with his training in the….”
Aineytta stopped mid-sentence. She was obviously going to mention Kristoph’s
work in the Celestial Intervention Agency. But the thought of it pained
her.
“I didn’t know you disapproved so very much,” Marion
said to her. “He… did his duty for Gallifrey. I don’t
like the idea of him being an assassin, either. But I am glad that he
did his duty.”
“Oh, I have always been proud of him,” Aineytta assured her
daughter in law. “But it was hard, sometimes. When he was away for
long years. When you met him, on Earth, my dear, he hadn’t been
home to his family for ten years. Even for us, that’s a long time
– at least it is for a mother who needs more than rare videophone
messages from her son. I missed him so, and I was often afraid for him.
The missions they sent him on… in pursuit of desperate people….
I feared for his life. And every time… every time he fell victim
to some awful fate…. I felt it, you know. I knew when he had regenerated.
I felt his death deep in my soul. My child… my boy dying in agony.
His father knew, also. But I felt it so much more keenly. And I always
felt so very bitter and angry at those who had sent him into such danger.”
“He chose that career, though,” Marion reminded her.
“Yes, he did. But others influenced him, when he was young and could
be influenced. He had only just completed his studies at the Prydonian
Academy, only just transcended, when he was recruited into the army and
sent to fight in that terrible war. I blamed the generals. They went to
the schools, persuading our sons to join their cause. And Kristoph, young
and naïve and full of high ideals, saw it as his chance to see those
other worlds he dreamt of. Even now, I can’t look Lady Borusa in
the eye when we meet. Her husband, General Borusa, he was the one who
gave my boy his commission, put him in charge of a company of soldiers,
and he hardly any better trained than they were. And then sent them to
fight a terrifying enemy.”
“Mama,” Kristoph came to her side, hugging her tenderly and
kissing her on the cheek. “I am quite sure that Marion asked to
hear of my exploits when I was a boy, not for you to dwell on what could
not be helped or changed.” He kissed Marion, too, and sat by her
side. “Never mind those dark times. Why don’t you tell her
about the time when I was seventy and I climbed the east face of Melcus
Bluff without gravity pads.”
“If I had known you were doing that, I would have been as fearful
as I was when you were at war,” his mother told him. “Nobody
has ever climbed the east face of Melcus without gravity pads.”
“I have,” Kristoph pointed out. “Only I wasn't given
official recognition of the achievement.”
“Why not?” Marion asked.
“Because I was only seventy years old, and the Gallifreyan Mountaineering
Society only allows members over one hundred years old. They refused to
accept that I had done it. And father refused to allow me to do it again
to prove it to them.”
“That is completely unfair,” Marion said.
“It was very unfair,” Aineytta agreed. “But at least
it put him off climbing as a hobby for a decade or so. Though that didn’t
keep him out of trouble. The next I heard, he and his cohorts were breaking
speed records solar sailing on the Red Desert in their free time after
classes at the Prydonian Academy.”
“We founded the Solar Association,” Kristoph explained. “So
there was no age bar. My cohorts, of course, were Lee and Laegan Oakdaene
and Jules D’Alba. Four young adventurers. We probably should have
thought about how our exploits might worry our poor mothers, but we were
young and ambitious and we wanted to do everything. We didn’t think
about how many limbs we might break, either. We lived for the speed of
the solar sail boards, the challenge of going faster.…”
“And look what happened,” Aineytta reminded him. “Jules
D’Alba broke his back in three places and was confined to the sick
bay for eight weeks while he mended.”
“That was an unforeseen accident,” Kristoph said. “Nobody
expected the sail to rip as he was approaching two hundred miles per hour.”
Aineytta just shook her head, smiling indulgently at Kristoph. He looked
at Marion and laughed softly.
“Marion is thinking about Jules’ mother, wondering how she
felt about it. And yes, she was upset. She was also very angry at the
four of us for being so reckless. That’s what mothers do. They worry
about us. Especially mothers like mine. Aineytta the Gentle, you always
wondered why it was that you and my father, a quiet, studious man who
studied the stars through a telescope and wrote long, academic books,
could possibly have produced such a child, always thirsty for adventure.”
“You get it from your grandfather,” Aineytta answered. “Dracœfire.
By the time you were born he had retired from fighting dragons on far
off planets and all his other exploits of legend. But his blood is in
your veins. He and all the other Lœngbærrow men in your lineage.
Your dear father was the odd one out, the one who found excitement enough
in seeing a new planet through a lens. The rest of them were adventurers,
warriors, men of action.”
“You see,” Kristoph said. “You knew even before I was
born that I was likely to be a restless soul like my ancestors. You didn’t
expect me to go against my nature?”
“No,” she admitted. “No, my dear, I didn’t. I
always knew you would live up to your heritage. Chrístõ
Mian… ambition and desire. That’s what your name means. You
were always going to pursue both. But knowing that didn’t make it
easier on me.”
“I am sorry, mama,” Kristoph said, reaching again to kiss
her cheek. “For all the heartsache I have caused you.”
“You’ve brought me joy, too, my dear,” she assured him.
“And when you and Marion are parents yourselves, I will know even
greater joy. As I do now, when you bring your little fosterling to see
us.”
They all looked around at Rodan, and saw the maid doing her job, preventing
the child from getting close to the edge of the water. If she had imagined
her chore for the afternoon was an easy one, she knew better now. The
toddler was keeping her busy. Aineytta called to her to bring the child
to her and she sat her on her knee where an iced cake and a cup of milk
distracted her from her wanderings.
“Later,” Aineytta said. “I shall ask his Lordship to
take the launch out on the river. We can all enjoy a little pleasure trip
on the Bærrow. But it is quite clear that a little of the adventurous
spirit of Lœngbærrow has rubbed off on this one while she has been
in your care, Kristoph, dear boy.”
“DNA does not work that way, mama,” Kristoph answered. “It
may be that her own blood is an adventurous sort. After all, her grandfather
is in the space fleet. He, in his own way, has the yen to travel that
I have always had. Who knows what this child may yearn to do when she
is older. Perhaps she will be the first official climber to ascend the
east side of Melcus. Or maybe she will captain one of our space freighters
and see distant worlds for herself.”
“That sounds like a wonderful future for Rodan,” Marion said.
“And I am sure her grandfather would be satisfied with it. But I
think I would be happier if our son took after his own grandfather and
preferred to read books quietly in the library. I’m not sure if
I could cope with being the mother of another Lœngbærrow adventurer.”
“So would I,” Aineytta agreed. “So you just be careful,
Kristoph, how you raise my future grandchild. Don’t let him think
war is a glorious adventure and that assassination is a career choice.
Let him follow your footsteps into the diplomatic corps, instead, and
do his duty to Gallifrey that way.”
“Mama,” Kristoph assured her. “If it is in my power,
my son will never even hear the words Celestial Intervention Agency, let
alone wish to join it. And I hope fervently no more generations of Gallifreyan
manhood are ever sent to fight a war such as I fought in my youth. May
we all live in peace from hereon.”
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