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      “Let’s go home,” Chrístõ 
        had said. He meant, of course, his own home, Mount Lœng House in 
        the peaceful countryside of the Southern Continent. They all returned 
        there together. The graceful rural demesne played host to the King-Emperor 
        and Queen of Adano-Ambrado and the honoured Ambassador of Haollstrom IV 
        as well as their less titled friends. A rather happier meal than they 
        had shared in past days was followed by an early night.  
      
        Chrístõ let himself sleep this night. And he was weary enough 
        to sleep soundly, though he woke again before dawn. 
      
        He got up out of his bed, dressed himself and crept quietly out of the 
        house so as not to disturb anyone. It was a half hour to the sunrise. 
        He walked through the gardens until he found a place where he could see 
        the sun come up. The black night had already lightened to burnt orange 
        and soon the yellow-orange of morning would lighten the western horizon. 
         
      
        He leant against a tree trunk at the edge of a coppice of Cúl nut 
        trees and waited and watched. He breathed deeply the fresh clean air and 
        looked towards the horizon. He cherished the freedom he had. For a terrifying 
        time yesterday he thought he was going to lose it. He had despaired of 
        breathing this air ever again.  
       He stayed there long after the sun had risen, the warm 
        rays caressing his face as he stared directly into its brightness. His 
        Gallifreyan DNA meant that the Human eyes inherited from his mother were 
        automatically protected. He was able to look at the rising sun for a long 
        time. He was almost in a trance as he stood there, quiet and still and 
        untroubled. 
      
        “Chrístõ…” A female voice disturbed him. 
        He blinked and looked around at the figure in the shadows and it was a 
        moment or two before he recognised Valena.  
      
        “It’s very early,” he said to her.  
      
        “I haven’t slept,” she answered. “Chrístõ… 
        I….”  
      
        Chrístõ looked at her closely. She was clearly upset. If 
        she was Human, or just about any other humanoid species but Gallifreyan 
        she would have had red rimmed eyes from crying. As it was, she was pale 
        and trembling with emotion and her eyes were glassy from the nictating 
        membranes working overtime. 
      
        Gallifreyans can’t cry. But they CAN feel. And Valena was feeling 
        a lot right now. Chrístõ knew why.  
      
        “My father spoke to you last night, didn’t he?” It was 
        a rhetorical question. It didn’t need an answer. She didn’t 
        have one. She gasped for air as if she was physically hurt.  
       “Come on,” he said. He took her by the hand 
        and brought her to a warm, sunny place on the other side of the Cúl 
        nut coppice, out of sight of the house. There, two trees had fallen in 
        winter storms. His father had called in a sculptor who worked with natural 
        wood and he had carved the thick trunks into two wide seats, treated and 
        varnished so they would withstand inclement weather and be a pleasant 
        outdoor place when the weather was fine.  
       He pressed Valena down onto one of the seats and sat beside 
        her. He kept his hand in hers. He felt all of her pain and confusion. 
        Her hearts were breaking. Her head was a fog of confusion, doubt and shock. 
       
      
        “You know?” she managed to say at last. “About… 
        what he did. My father…” 
      
        “Not until two days ago,” he answered. “This was not 
        a conspiracy between my father and I to deceive you, Valena. He said he 
        would confess it to you, too. But not in THAT place with the trial still 
        going on.” 
      
        “I thought it was just Miniette being her usual nasty self. I never 
        dreamt… I never suspected. How did she know, anyway? How could she 
        know?” 
      
        “Father doesn’t think she did. She was just guessing. She 
        just wanted to hurt you… drive a wedge between you and my father.” 
       “She succeeded,” Valena said bitterly. “Last 
        night… I locked the door to our bedroom, let alone sleep beside 
        me.” 
      
        Chrístõ said nothing. What could he say to that? 
      
        “He MURDERED my father!” 
      
        “He assassinated him,” Chrístõ answered. “There 
        is a difference.” 
      
        “You’re his son. You’re bound to think the best of him. 
        Besides, he DID it for YOU. He killed my father because of YOU.” 
         
      
        “That’s what he told me,” Chrístõ said. 
        “But he was thinking of you, also. He used a poison that stops the 
        hearts and leaves no trace. He wanted it to appear natural. Because of 
        his love for you. He wanted you to be spared the shame. Your father WAS 
        guilty. He would have been arrested for treason. Your family name would 
        have been disgraced. And father WOULD have been pressed to set you aside 
        as his wife. He did it that way to protect you.” 
       “Yes, he tried to tell me that. But I couldn’t… 
        My father… I knew he was hard and narrow. But I never dreamt… 
        I could not believe…” She shook her head. “No, I am 
        lying to myself if I think that. My father put tradition first. He believed 
        in the purity of the ancient blood, in the Twelve Great Houses. When your 
        father and I began courting…” Chrístõ looked 
        away when she said that. “I know that’s not something you 
        want to hear. But it’s true. When your father and I began to see 
        each other as more than just two people of the same social class, he was 
        pleased. Our Alliance WAS for love, Chrístõ. But my father 
        and others all saw the political expediency. And I remember him telling 
        me, that when I have a son, I will be able to demand his right of primogeniture 
        and have you superseded. That was why… I let my father’s ambitions 
        overrule me for a while. I DID demand it for Garrick. It caused rift between 
        us. My father was angry with me for failing to achieve that goal. Yes, 
        I can believe it. I CAN believe my father would have tried to have you 
        killed so that MY son, his grandchild, would be the Lœngbærrow 
        heir. But I cannot… My own husband. I cannot bear it. I cannot… 
        The very thought makes my skin crawl. My own husband killed my father.” 
       
      
        “Valena… I am sorry,” Chrístõ told her. 
        “I truly am.” 
      
        “Why should you be? If my father had succeeded… Oh, the irony. 
        There would be NO heir of Lœngbærrow. Without you, Garrick would 
        be dead, too. You saved HIS life. Whatever else, Chrístõ, 
        you have my undying thanks for THAT.” 
      
        “I did not ask for thanks,” he answered. “I did what 
        I had to do, to prevent Garrick from suffering. Because he was a child 
        in pain and distress. That is all. I would have done the same for any 
        child of Gallifrey, or any child in the universe. 
      
        “You’re a good man, Chrístõ. Your father raised 
        you well. You are a comfort to him. I’m glad..” 
      
        “What are you going to do?”  
      
        “I will leave. Today. My family own a house in the Capitol. I will 
        live there, with Garrick. I shall have to ask your father for the means 
        to support us. I have nothing of my own. I don’t doubt he will do 
        that. He will not want Garrick to be raised as a pauper. But I will go.” 
      
        Chrístõ’s hearts and head fought for an answer to 
        that declaration. He had always resented Valena’s place in his father’s 
        life, usurping his mother from his affections. He should have felt triumphant 
        now. Valena and Garrick both gone from the house. It would just be himself 
        and his father again. 
      
        But he didn’t feel anything of the sort. He felt sick. He grieved 
        for his father’s sorrow. 
      
        “Does he know?” 
      
        “Not yet.” 
      
        “Then it’s not too late. Valena, please forgive him. Don’t 
        leave him. Don’t take his child from him. Don’t punish him 
        this way. You would break his hearts.” 
      
        “I thought you would be glad. You always hated me.” 
      
        “I didn’t hate you. I hated that my own mother died and you 
        took her place. But my father loves you, Valena. And if you leave him 
        he will be so hurt.”  
      
        “I love him, too,” she said. “If I didn’t I would 
        stay and sleep in a separate room, remaining his wife in name only, for 
        the prestige of being Lady de Lœngbærrow. And I would find ways to 
        punish him every day. It is because I love him that I cannot stay and 
        live a lie.”  
      
        “Oh no, Valena,” Chrístõ begged her. “No, 
        please. If there is love still, then there IS hope. Please think again. 
        Forgive him, please.” 
      
        “Chrístõ, dear boy.” Valena put her hand on 
        his shoulder tenderly. “You are so like your mother. She would have 
        said the same, I am sure.” 
      
        “You didn’t know my mother,” Chrístõ answered, 
        surprised by that comment. 
       “Yes, I did,” she insisted. “Gallifreyan 
        high society is a very small community. Of course I knew her. She was… 
        everything you always imagined her to be. I’m sorry you knew her 
        for so little time.” 
      
        “You never said.” 
      
        “You never asked. I know your memories of her are so few. I have 
        seen you asking people about her. You never asked me. That cold, closed 
        off part of your soul stopped you ever being able to see me as anything 
        but your enemy. I never hoped to replace her in your hearts. But I did 
        hope we could be friends. And you COULD have asked me, any time. I would 
        have been honoured to tell you anything you wanted to know.” 
      
        “Then… Valena… let us both have a second chance. Forgive 
        my father, and let me… let me try… Please.” 
      
        Valena looked at him for a long time. Then she reached and pulled him 
        close to her. He let her. That in itself was a miracle. In all the years 
        she had been married to his father he had never let her get this close 
        to him. He had never let her BE his stepmother, to love him as a son. 
         
      
        But it was too late. Any hope they had of being a family was gone. There 
        was too much to forgive. As much as he begged her, she couldn’t. 
         
      
        Then she felt something. It WAS Chrístõ who she was holding. 
        But she felt as if she could sense his father there, too. She shifted 
        position. She stared at his eyes. They were so much like his father’s 
        eyes, even if they were the most Human part of him. She grasped his hands 
        and looked at them. She saw the wedding ring he wore on his left hand. 
        The old ring that his father had worn for more than two hundred years 
        since he married the Earth Child he had never stopped loving.  
      
        It was an ordinary gold ring. Not a Ring of Eternity that was imbued with 
        certain properties that primitive people might think magical. But it HAD 
        been worn for so long that it seemed, nonetheless, as if it had a fragment 
        of his soul within it. She pressed one hand over Chrístõ’s, 
        touching the ring. The other she pressed against the side of his face 
        and she closed her eyes. And she could feel his father within him. Faintly, 
        it had to be said. Chrístõ’s own soul, and the transfused 
        soul of the old Time Lord he called Li Tuo were both stronger. But there 
        was another soul there. Or the echo of one, through the physical contact 
        of the ring on his finger.  
      
        “Chrístõ, concentrate. Show me. Show me that part 
        of him that is there within you.”  
      
        Chrístõ’s head was bursting with the effort. A few 
        weeks ago he wouldn’t have dared try for fear of a complete mental 
        collapse. But his telepathic nerves were repaired now and he was able 
        to find that same echo Valena had identified.  
      
        “He loves you dearly,” Chrístõ told her. “Can’t 
        you feel that? Can you feel how much it hurt him to do what he knew would 
        hurt you? His hearts were torn between protecting me and hurting you.” 
      
        “Yes,” she said. “Yes, I see. Oh, my husband, I forgive 
        you. I do. Yes, I do.”  
      
        “Don’t tell me,” Chrístõ whispered. “Tell 
        him.”  
      
        Valena opened her eyes and seemed almost shocked to see Chrístõ’s 
        face and not that of her husband. 
      
        “I felt so close to him,” she said. “I felt as if he 
        was here.”  
      
        “Come on,” Chrístõ said. “Let’s 
        go back to the house.”  
      
        It was still early in the morning and they were the only people up. Even 
        the servants were not awake yet. They stepped into the house and through 
        the quiet rooms to the study where his father worked. They saw him kneeling 
        on the floor in a position of deep meditative trance. Chrístõ 
        waited by the door as Valena stepped close. She knelt in front of him 
        and touched him gently. Very slowly he came out of his trance. He looked 
        at Valena. She reached out and kissed him. Very slowly, as if he could 
        hardly believe it was happening, he reached his arms around her and the 
        kiss intensified. There were no spoken words, but Chrístõ 
        felt the power of the emotion in their telepathic messages to each other. 
        He turned and walked away. They neither of them needed him now.  
      
        He went outside again and sat in the formal garden where the spray from 
        a fountain cast rainbow colours in the air as the morning light caught 
        it. Gallifreyan rainbows, that is. As he counted the nine different colours 
        in the spectrum he reflected that he HAD been away a long time. The yellow-orange 
        sky of the planet he was born on seemed alien to him. It was good to be 
        home for a while, though he would soon start to feel the ache to travel 
        again.  
      
        But that was all right. Because when he felt the other ache, the one for 
        home, for yellow skies and a sun that rose in the west and set in the 
        east, and rainbows with nine colours in them, home would be here. Home 
        and family. His father and stepmother and half brother.  
      
        And it was a comforting thought. The first comforting thought he had in 
        a long time. He felt as if a nightmare was over and he could breathe easy 
        again.  
      
        The house began to wake up after a few hours. The servants first, then 
        after a while everyone else. He stirred from his seat by the fountain 
        when he judged it to be near enough to breakfast time.  
      
        He judged it right. Everyone else was already helping themselves to food 
        at the big dining table. He took a seat and filled his plate with food 
        and ate quietly, listening to the cheerful conversations going on around 
        him and not worrying that none of them involved him.  
      
        Then Kohb said something that silenced the general chatter. He addressed 
        it to Chrístõ’s father.  
      
        “Sir, do you know the Rite of Alliance?” 
      
        Chrístõ’s father looked a little startled to be asked. 
         
      
        “Yes, I do,” he answered. “May I ask…” 
      
        “I wondered if you would do us the honour… Camilla and I… 
        We talked about it last night. And we decided… before we leave Gallifrey 
        again. We would like to be joined in Alliance.” 
      
        “But…” The Ambassador looked at Camilla. “A Haollstromnian 
        wants to get married? It has never been heard of.” 
      
        “It has now,” Camilla said. “I want… We both want…” 
         
      
        “Can I be a bridesmaid?” Julia asked enthusiastically before 
        anyone else could speak. 
      
        “No,” Marianna said firmly. “No, you can’t, Julia. 
        We have to go home as soon as possible now the unpleasantness of the trial 
        is over. You have already missed far too much school.” 
      
        “It doesn’t matter,” Julia said. “We can go back 
        to the day after we left and I’ll have only missed one day.” 
      
        “No, you can’t,” Marianna said. “You can’t 
        keep reusing days. You’ll be thirty before you finish school if 
        you keep on doing that.” 
      
        “You’re right about that,” Chrístõ said. 
        “We aren’t supposed to use time travel that way usually. And 
        you’re right about Julia going back to school.” 
      
        Julia looked disappointed. The Ambassador smiled at her, then turned to 
        Kohb and Camilla.  
      
        “You haven’t much time to hang around, either, have you?” 
        he said. “How would you feel about the Dawn Alliance?” 
      
        Camilla didn’t know what that meant. Kohb did. His lips moved momentarily 
        as he worked it out. Dawn was about five o’clock in the morning. 
        So the ceremony would have to start at nine o’clock in the evening. 
         
      
        “Tonight?” he ventured. “That’s only thirteen 
        hours. Could we be ready?”  
      
        “If Camilla has a frock that she thinks will do her justice and 
        we don’t have to call in a seamstress at this short notice, no reason 
        why not. The kitchen can lay on a wedding breakfast for the morning. And 
        if Julia wants to be a bridesmaid she needs to get a nap this afternoon. 
        So should everyone who isn’t a born and bred Gallifreyan.” 
      
        Valena leaned towards her husband and said something to him. He looked 
        startled but not displeased. Something passed between them telepathically. 
        Then The Ambassador laughed out loud.  
      
        “We have just one little problem. I can’t actually perform 
        the ceremony because my wife has requested that as well as joining Camilla 
        and Kohb in Alliance we should renew our vows to each other.”  
      
        “I hope you don’t think I can do it,” Chrístõ 
        protested. “I’m not qualified. You’re the Magister.” 
      
        “You married us,” Sammie pointed out.  
      
        “That was on board the TARDIS. Where I’m a captain. Captains 
        can marry people. But my TARDIS is still at the depot. I can’t pick 
        it up until tomorrow. They’re not quite finished. Humphrey keeps 
        scaring the engineers and delaying the work. So without my TARDIS I can’t 
        marry anyone.” 
      
        “I was thinking of a rather higher authority.” He turned his 
        gaze to Penne. “A king can conduct any ceremony he chooses.” 
         
      
        Penne grinned widely. Kohb looked suddenly nervous. He had managed to 
        forget that Penne was a king as they all shared the less than royal experiences 
        of recent weeks. Now he was reminded again and he remembered that he had 
        once been a servant to Valena’s father.  
      
        “I’d be delighted to do it,” Penne said.  
      
        “That settles it then, a double occasion.”  
      
        Chrístõ looked at his father’s face and wondered when 
        he had last seen him THAT genuinely happy.  
      
        “The day you transcended, my son,” he answered him telepathically. 
        “I was a happy, proud father when you became a Time Lord in your 
        own right, by your own efforts. I’ve always been proud of you. And 
        with good reason. Look around this table. Most of your friends owe you 
        their lives. They at least owe to you their unique perspective of the 
        universe. You have made their lives better. You have made a good ruler 
        out of Penne, helped him find real love. You have done wonders for Kohb. 
        You’ve given him a chance to be more than this planet of ours would 
        ever let him be. As for the one dear friend who can’t be here with 
        us…. Natalie… you did so much to make her last months happy. 
        You saved Garrick’s life. You… I don’t even know what 
        you did, but you brought Valena back to me. I thought I had lost her. 
        Chrístõ, my son. You make me happy with everything you do.” 
      
        “Even what I did to Eps?”  
      
        “You did nothing to him. You told the truth. Don’t waste a 
        single moment of your life worrying about him. We’re all free of 
        him.”  
      
        “Chrístõ,” Julia said breaking into his conversation. 
        “You didn’t hear me. I asked you if you thought my blue or 
        my salmon pink gown would be best for the wedding.”  
      
        He smiled. He hadn’t heard the question and he wasn’t sure 
        how to answer it. She looked lovely in both dresses.  
      
        “Ask Camilla. You’re HER bridesmaid,” he said. “This 
        is a Camilla question, anyway. I’m a man. I know nothing about dresses. 
        Except how lovely you women all look in them.”  
      
        “Very diplomatic,” his father said to him as Julia went to 
        talk to Camilla and Valena about dresses.  
      
        “Well, I’ve been learning about diplomacy,” he answered. 
        “Father, there’s something I would like to do this morning 
        before we begin the wedding preparations.” He didn’t say it 
        in words. But his father saw the image in his mind. 
      
        “I’ll come with you,” he said.  
       It was only a short walk to the secluded place, surrounded 
        by well kept trees, that was the family memorial garden. It was a long 
        time since he had been there. The last two times he had been home he hadn’t 
        done it. But today he did feel the need. His father walked beside him 
        as they passed the memorials to great Time Lords who had lived long lives 
        and done wonderful things. Chrístõ recalled how, when he 
        was a young boy, the sculpture of a fire breathing dragon over the memorial 
        stone of one of his ancestors fired his imagination.  
      
        “I remember him, when I was a young boy,” his father said. 
        “My grandfather who slew dragons.” 
      
        “Did he really?” Chrístõ asked. “I wonder 
        where he FOUND dragons. I’ve never seen a planet with them. When 
        I was older I always rather thought it was a metaphorical thing. Like 
        the demons of the soul.”  
      
        “I’ll tell you the story sometime. Or perhaps I’ll tell 
        your children and you can listen in. It seems, somehow to be a story for 
        an old man to tell to a little one sitting on his knee. You’re too 
        old for it now. But I think we both owe something in our souls to that 
        ancestor. We both felt the need to spread our wings beyond this world 
        of ours and experience the universe’s wonders. Dracœ Fire was 
        in his twelfth life and nearly four thousand years old before he came 
        home and took his place as patriarch of the family, took a wife and had 
        a son. I took nearly as long. You… You’re living it all so 
        fast. You’ll be ready for the responsibilities here at home much 
        sooner than I was. Which is just as well. I can’t wait three thousand 
        years for you to take on the burden.”  
      
        “Father!” Chrístõ looked at him in alarm. “You’re 
        not ill are you?”  
      
        “No, of course not. I was just doing the mathematics. I’m 
        over four thousands years old, Chrístõ. I was far from a 
        young man when I married your mother. She made me feel young. But I wasn’t. 
        I had already lived a full and eventful life when I found her and discovered 
        that I, too, could know the comfort of a gentle woman in my arms.” 
      
        The memorial next to that of Dracœ Fire had a bas relief of Gallifrey’s 
        moon on it and, unlike the others, two names inscribed. The ashes of Chrístõ’s 
        grandfather and grandmother were both scattered in this place. He remembered 
        when his grandfather had died. Chrístõ was a hundred and 
        fifty, a young senior at the Academy. He recalled it had been a very grand 
        funeral with many people coming to see the last rite of a great Time Lord’s 
        life. He remembered the wrapped body placed on top of the pyre and his 
        father being the one to light the pre-oiled kindling. After he had done 
        that duty he had gone to stand with his mother, who seemed so much more 
        frail in the light of that cremation fire than she ever did. She had died 
        not so very long after. Her funeral had been a quieter, private affair 
        and her ashes had been scattered in the same place and her name inscribed 
        on the stone.  
      
        “My father broke with tradition and insisted that his wife’s 
        name should be remembered, too. I saw that his wishes were upheld when 
        mama died. All the others, we know they HAD wives, but unless you look 
        deep in the written records of the family they are not known. I don’t 
        know about the rest, but my father, your grandfather, married for love. 
        As did I.” He took hold of Chrístõ’s hand as 
        they stepped towards the last memorial in the garden. It was larger than 
        the others. It bore upon it a relief carving of the silvertrees of the 
        Lœngbærrow house, and between it a bird with wings outstretched and 
        an olive branch in its mouth. The symbol of his Earth born mother. This 
        one, unlike the others, was a grave. She had been buried in the ordinary 
        Earth way, not the Gallifreyan way. His father had obtained special permission 
        for it to be so. 
      
        “I’ve got maybe a thousand years more in me, barring accidents,” 
        Chrístõ heard his father say. “Then my ashes shall 
        be buried in the grave with her. My wife, mother of my precious heir.” 
        He looked at his son in a solemn way. “That will be your last duty 
        to me, Chrístõ.”  
      
        Chrístõ knew that. It was the duty of all sons of Gallifrey. 
        But he preferred not to think of it. He looked at his mother’s grave 
        and let his few memories of her warm him.  
      
        There were roses growing around the memorial stone. They were in bloom 
        and their scent filled the air. Chrístõ sighed as the subtle 
        smell overwhelmed him.  
      
        “Roses… They remind me of mama. She always had roses in the 
        house. In her room. In all the rooms.” 
      
        “When she first came to Gallifrey the one thing she found here that 
        was familiar, was roses. I don’t know why it is that they grow both 
        here and on Earth, but I am glad they do. They weren’t indigenous 
        to Ventura. But they grew in the soil of the Ambassador’s residence. 
        And we had hothouses to produce them all the year round for her pleasure. 
        My Earth Child.” 
      
        “Mama,” Chrístõ whispered. He felt his father’s 
        arms around him and remembered being here on the day the grave was opened 
        to put a white coffin in it. He remembered his father’s arms enfolding 
        him then as he had cried. None of the other mourners had seen tears before. 
        They were puzzled. But his father had not stopped him crying.  
      
        “Tears are your mother’s gift to you,” his father had 
        said then. And Chrístõ realised his memory was being echoed 
        by the same words spoken again, and he realised he WAS crying now.  
      
        “Sometimes I envy you that outlet for your grief,” his father 
        said. “Our reputation as a stoical race, unburdened by emotion, 
        is based solely on our lack of tear ducts.” 
      
        “Do you miss her?”  
      
        “Every day,” his father answered. “She died younger 
        than I hoped. Her heart weakened. Bearing you for me was a terrible strain. 
        I feared she would die in childbirth. She didn’t. But her days were 
        numbered. Six precious years of your life, she knew. Then we lost her. 
        You and I who loved her so much.” 
      
        “But you love Valena now.”  
      
        “I don’t love your mother any less. I wish I could have made 
        you understand that. We wasted a lot of time in bitter recriminations. 
        Then you went away. And I missed you so very much. The years you spent 
        with the Shaolins, when you put your TARDIS in sleep mode and cut yourself 
        off from everything. Even when you were in London, and I was lucky if 
        you responded to my calls once a month. I missed you, my son. Valena was 
        my comfort when you withdrew yourself from me.”  
      
        “I didn’t go because of Valena,” Chrístõ 
        assured his father. “I went because… Because I AM the descendant 
        of a man who fought dragons, and one whose hearts were as bright as a 
        diamond. And one…. One who did his duty to Gallifrey in far off 
        parts of the galaxy. And their blood makes me restless to see what they 
        have seen and do what they have done. But I won’t be gone forever, 
        father. I WILL be coming home to stay one day. And I will bring Julia 
        to be my wife.” 
      
        “To be Lady de Lœngbærrow, and you the patriarch of the family. 
        And Valena and I, and Garrick, will retire to the Dower House by the river. 
        As it should be.”  
      
        “My destiny. To be Lord of all I survey. IS that my destiny? I WANT 
        that. To live in peace here, to marry Julia, and be a father. But was 
        the Mark of Rassilon that everyone talks about in hushed tones put on 
        me merely for that? Is there more I have to do? There must be, surely?” 
      
        “Even Time Lords don’t do to probe too much into the future. 
        You’ve seen your life with Julia laid out before you in her timeline. 
        What happens beyond that can wait.”  
      
        Chrístõ had a feeling that his father knew something more. 
        But even when he tentatively reached out telepathically, to see what lay 
        behind that inscrutable expression his father gently stopped him.  
      
        “I know nothing more than you do,” he told him. “I think 
        you may be right. But for now there is no need to think further than the 
        day your Earth Child makes you as happy as I was the day I held you in 
        my arms for the first time.”  
      
        And he would say no more than that. And Chrístõ knew better 
        than to try. He felt his father’s hand over his, touching the wedding 
        ring that Chrístõ knew, now, to be more than a few ounces 
        of gold. It was a connection between father and son, and all that both 
        held precious and dear to their hearts. 
       Stoical and unemotional? Perhaps that described some Time 
        Lords. But not the House of Lœngbærrow. 
        
      They walked back to the house and found the wedding plans 
        well in hand. The joy in the air was almost palpable. Even the servants 
        were caught up with it. The head cook was busy making a wedding cake. 
        Others were preparing a feast. The maids and the butler were organising 
        the place where the wedding would take place. Not inside the house, but 
        in the formal garden.  
       “Will it be warm enough?” Sammie asked as 
        he watched them fixing up long poles which would support real flaming 
        torches after the sun set, and lanterns all around the fountain and flower 
        beds. “I was thinking of Bo. Do you think she’ll be all right?” 
       
       “She’ll be fine,” Chrístõ 
        assured him. “It’s going to be a warm summer night, full moon 
        tonight, too. It will be absolutely beautiful. As for Bo, we all worry 
        too much. She’s strong. So is the baby. I examined her earlier. 
        And if you try to stop her being at this Alliance she’ll never speak 
        to you again.”  
      
        “I wouldn’t dare. Even eight months pregnant she could break 
        my arm. But she was very shaken by the trial. Seeing HIM again disturbed 
        her. She was so scared. I’m glad our child will be born into a world 
        – a universe – without him in it.”  
       “Tonight, the wedding, Camilla and Kohb, my father 
        and Valena. A new start for all of us.”  
      
        And so it seemed. The excitement grew as the day progressed. The men were 
        sidelined as the women spent their time trying on dresses. Or in Camilla’s 
        case, experimenting with the empathy suit until she had a style of dress 
        she liked. Wedding dresses were not usual for her species. They didn’t 
        get married. It was a unique experience for her. And one she was enjoying. 
         
       Chrístõ spent the afternoon in a workshop 
        by the garage, doing what he did for his other friends when he had married 
        them as captain of the TARDIS. He forged two rings. One for Kohb’s 
        hand, which was easy enough. The other for Camilla was a little harder. 
        It took more than just an understanding of metallurgy that came from being 
        the heir to the family who owned the mines the gold came from. It needed 
        his knowledge of much more advanced sciences and a snippet taken from 
        the inner lining of the Empathy Suit. He bonded the gold with the morphic 
        fabric and produced a ring that would expand when Camilla became Cam. 
        Because Kohb, also, was doing a unique thing. He was marrying Camilla 
        AND Cam, loving them both equally. It was something so far outside Time 
        Lord tradition it was almost impossible to imagine unless you had seen 
        their love for each other grow over the past months as he had. 
      
        That done, there was not much else for him or either of the two principle 
        men of the forthcoming Alliance to do. The three of them withdrew to the 
        study. A fully prepared Alliance of Unity called for the groom to spend 
        at least twenty six hours in meditation, purifying himself in mind and 
        body. They had six quiet hours which would have to do. The three of them 
        knelt on the floor together and cleared their heads of all thoughts and 
        worries, expectations or excitement.  
      
        When they roused themselves the sun was beginning to set and beyond the 
        calmness they had created for themselves it was almost time. They went 
        to dress themselves appropriately. Chrístõ and his father 
        in the gold and scarlet of old Prydonians.  
      
        How Kohb should dress had been a question they had all discussed. He had 
        once been a student of the Prydonian Academy but he had left long before 
        he stood any chance of graduating and to wear the scarlet would have been 
        too much like wearing his master’s second best clothes. In the end 
        he chose a black robe and a cloak with silver trim which suited him well 
        enough. To his surprise, Valena came to the room where he was dressing. 
         
      
        “You were a faithful servant to my father. So was your father in 
        his time. Would you wear this in memory of that service and that loyalty.” 
        And she gave him a cloak pin with the crest of the House of Arpexia inscribed 
        on it. Not a small servant’s pin made of base metal and indicating 
        their servitude. But a large silver one that almost certainly must have 
        belonged to her father. 
      
        “I will, Madame,” he said and let her pin it on his cloak. 
        Then she was gone to get ready.  
       Chrístõ’s role was to be Best Man 
        to Kohb and to his father, too. Penne was to conduct the ceremony. The 
        four of them went down to the garden and waited as the house servants 
        took their places, for they, too,had been invited to be a part of it all. 
        It was nearly sundown, and a golden light bathed the scene.  
      On the stroke of nine o’clock the rest of the participants 
        arrived. Julia first, in her blue gown, with a basket of flower petals 
        that she scattered along the path between the rows of seats. Then the 
        matrons of honour, Cassie and Bo, and Cirena, all in blue satin, too, 
        Bo’s in a fuller style than the others. Then Valena, accompanied 
        by Sammie, and wearing the wedding gown she had worn the first time, glinting 
        with the diamonds sewn into it, and Camilla, on Terry’s arm, in 
        a backless and strapless dress with a bodice that seemed to defy gravity 
        and a skirt that was long and flowing and very beautiful. Chrístõ 
        saw Julia sigh with pleasure as she watched her.  
      
        “Plenty of time,” he whispered to her. “Your day will 
        come soon enough.”  
       Then she joined the other bridesmaids on the front seat 
        and gave her attention to the ceremony. Chrístõ knew she 
        was half day dreaming of their Alliance, imagining herself in a dress 
        of diamonds, making the solemn vows that took so many long hours to complete. 
        Of course they would not be Joined in the garden. Nothing less than the 
        Panopticon, with the Lord High President of all Gallifrey conducting the 
        ceremony would do. It was his right as an Oldblood heir and hers, too 
        - whatever some people might think about ‘mixed’ marriages. 
        
      
        It was near midnight, four hours into the torchlight ceremony under the 
        bright Gallifreyan moon. Penne was reciting the Laws of Alliance that 
        bound the two couples to each other. Everyone was listening to the beautiful 
        if archaic words. Then Chrístõ became aware of something. 
        He felt his telepathic nerves twinge. There had been a suppressed cry 
        of pain from somebody. He looked around and fixed on Bo’s face. 
        She was distracted from the ceremony and seemed in a world of her own. 
        One with pain in it.  
      
        He stepped towards her and put one hand on her forehead and the other 
        on her stomach and he smiled at her.  
       “I think your little one IS going to be a Gallifreyan 
        citizen after all.” He took her hand and raised her up from the 
        seat. Penne stopped in mid-sentence and around him other people began 
        to murmur as they realised what was happening.  
      “Carry on,” he said to Penne. "We can 
        handle this. Sammie, you come.” He cast his eyes about and saw Valena’s 
        personal maid. She was a married woman and a mother herself. He’d 
        seen her children about the house sometimes. He beckoned to her and she 
        helped him to walk Bo out of the garden and back towards the house.  
      
        “It’s too soon,” Bo cried as another contraction came 
        and she clung to Chrístõ’s arm.  
      
        “You’re over eight months,” he answered. “It’s 
        not too soon. It’s about right, give or take a week or two. And 
        you’re going to be just fine.”  
      
        As soon as the contraction passed he lifted her in his arms and brought 
        her upstairs to the room where she and Sammie had slept the night before. 
        He let the maid undress her from the satin gown and put her into her nightdress 
        while he went to find what he would need for the birth and made sure it 
        was all clean and sterile. When he returned Bo was lying on top of the 
        bed. Sammie was at her side, caressing her face.  
      
        “All right, precious,” he said. “No need to be afraid. 
        I’m here. So is Sammie. And there is nothing wrong AT ALL. The baby 
        is ready. The head is presenting normally. We should be over in time for 
        you to see them exchange rings.”  
      
        “I believe you,” she answered.  
      
        “But Chrístõ!” Sammie protested. “We ARE 
        on another planet. Can she… will it…” 
      
        “I was born on this planet. In this house. Only a few doors away 
        in the very room my father and Valena sleep in. The air here is the same 
        as on Earth, except less polluted. The gravity is about the same. The 
        only difference is the sky is yellow and the sun rises in the west. There 
        is nothing about this planet that can harm your baby. And it is fitting 
        somehow. Cassie’s son was conceived aboard my TARDIS. Yours will 
        be born on my planet.” 
      
        Bo laughed softly at the idea. She reached out and touched Chrístõ 
        on the cheek as he bent over to listen to her heart and check her pulse. 
         
      
        “When we met, I hoped we could be lovers. I would have had a Gallifreyan 
        baby then.”  
      
        “We’ve none of us regretted the choices we made,” he 
        told her.  
      
        “We are both alive because of you,” Sammie reminded him. “Our 
        baby is a miracle YOU made possible.”  
      
        Through the open window they could hear the ceremony continuing. There 
        was music just now. Valena was singing a piece of ancient Gallifreyan 
        opera. She had a very nice voice and the sound of it rising on the night 
        air soothed Bo as she went through an intense contraction that told Chrístõ 
        they would, indeed, be done here before dawn.  
      
        He wondered if it was the stress of the past weeks that had caused the 
        very slightly early labour. First the TARDIS crash, and then the trial. 
        And maybe the excitement of today had been the final straw. One more emotion 
        on top of the others.  
      
        If it was, it couldn’t be helped. And he was confident that it was 
        going to be all right. He felt again, using his telepathic nerves to examine 
        the baby. Its heart was beating fast, but not dangerously so. The birth 
        process was a strain on the child, but it was quite natural.  
      
        He felt the next, even harder contraction and reached out to touch her 
        forehead and draw off the pain a little. He could not take it all away. 
        These pains were for a reason. To tell her that something momentous was 
        happening. But he made them bearable as the small hours of this night 
        ticked by, marked out by those regular pains. All the time the ceremony 
        continued below. Penne was holding out well, considering he had memorised 
        the words only a few hours ago. Once he heard his father contacting him 
        telepathically to ask how things were.  
      
        “Things are just fine here,” he answered. “You just 
        concentrate on Valena.” 
      
        Then after several hours of relative calm, things began to get faster 
        and more frantic. Bo’s waters broke and she cried out loud as the 
        pains intensified and she began to feel the baby moving down through the 
        birth canal. Sammie held her shoulders tightly and did his best to help 
        her through the hardest part. Chrístõ, with help from the 
        maid, got ready to do his part.  
      
        “Still more than an hour before dawn,” he said. “You’re 
        doing just fine, precious.”  
      
        “Oh, I hope so,” she cried. “Chrístõ…” 
        She screamed with the effort as she pushed down hard and waited for the 
        next contraction. This was the important one. This time she pressed the 
        head of the child out of her. Chrístõ held it in the palm 
        of his hand as he waited for her to gather her strength for the last effort. 
        She screamed and strained once more and he gently eased the little body 
        out. He lifted the child and cleared its mouth of mucus and heard it give 
        its first cry. Bo and Sammie both sobbed with relief as they heard it. 
        Sammie held the baby as the cord was cut and then he placed him into Bo’s 
        waiting arms.  
      
        “A beautful baby boy,” Chrístõ told her, and 
        she was so lost in joy she hardly noticed the passing of the placenta, 
        or the maid cleaning her and making her decent while Chrístõ 
        did the necessary tasks immediately after childbirth and then came to 
        look closer at the child he had delivered. Dark, almond shaped eyes looked 
        back at him.  
       Like Cassie and Terry’s baby, like himself, a product 
        of two different planets, this was a half-blood child, half English, half 
        Chinese. He had Chinese eyes, a Chinese complexion, but he almost certainly 
        had his father’s English nose. It was a pleasing combination, born 
        of the love of two people who both yearned to hold him again once Chrístõ 
        had finished washing him and examining him to make sure he was absolutely 
        perfect in every way. He gave the baby back to Bo who fed him for the 
        first time and looked at them both expectantly.  
      
        “You have a name for him?” he asked.  
      
        “Li Ang,” Bo said. “Li Ang Thomlinson.” 
      
        “Li.” Christo smiled. “Li meaning Powerful. Ang meaning 
        Merciful.” 
      
        “Li for our dearest friend who would be so proud right now,” 
        Bo said.  
      
        “That he would.”  
      
        He left them quietly for another half hour. Bo fed her newborn son and 
        he slept in her arms. Then he took the child from her again and wrapped 
        him up warmly while the maid helped Bo to dress in warm clothes Sammie 
        found in her wardrobe, not the satin gown that would feel cold to her 
        in the open air. Then Sammie took his son in his arms and Chrístõ 
        carried Bo and they went downstairs and outside again. The dawn was close. 
         
      
        The sky to the west was lightening. And beneath the torchlight the Alliance 
        of Kohb and Camilla and the renewal of vows of Lord and Lady de Lœngbærrow 
        were both reaching the climax. The Lord and Lady clutched hands together, 
        their own wedding rings already on their fingers as Terry stepped forward 
        with the two new rings that should have been Chrístõ’s 
        responsibility. Penne looked up and paused before he began this important 
        part of the ceremony. He saw Chrístõ put Bo gently into 
        a seat and Sammie give the child to her to hold before sitting beside 
        her. Then Chrístõ sat beside them and nodded to him to continue. 
        Kohb and Camilla exchanged their vows and exchanged rings, and Lord and 
        Lady de Lœngbærrow exchanged their vows a second time in their married 
        life. As the sun came up Penne declared Kohb and Camilla to be joined 
        in Alliance of Unity and Chrístõ Mian and Valena to have 
        renewed their vows before him. Kohb turned and kissed Camilla. Lord de 
        Lœngbærrow kissed his Lady. Then both couples stood aside. Penne 
        stood aside, too, as Chrístõ stepped forward with the new 
        parents either side of him.  
      
        He held the newborn child and turned his face towards the sun. Before 
        the assembled company he began to speak in Ancient Gallifreyan, a dialect 
        of their language known only to the highest scholars. Then he reverted 
        to English, the language of the child’s parents. He held the baby 
        up over his head as he spoke the words of the naming ceremony. 
      
        “A new life, a new day. May the sun’s light always shine on 
        him. May he walk in the good, pure light all his life. May he be brave 
        and courageous and merciful, and true to his heritage. May he know love 
        and give love.” He held the baby closer to him and with his finger 
        traced the Seal of Rassilon on his forehead. “You are Li Ang De 
        Lun Thomlinson, born under the full moon that fades as this new day begins. 
        You ARE a child of Gallifrey. May you carry the blessing of Rassilon on 
        his children in your heart your whole life long. I name you, Li Ang De 
        Lun Thomlinson in the light of this blessed dawn. I acknowledge your soul. 
        I acknowledge your life.” 
       Sammie and Bo looked at each other and at Chrístõ 
        and wondered at the addition of a third name of his own choosing, but 
        neither would have questioned his right or the fittingness of the choice. 
        He turned and showed the child to those watching the ceremony then gave 
        him to his father, who in turn gave him to his mother. Then they slowly 
        walked down the aisle, followed by Kohb and Camilla, the newly weds whose 
        Alliance had been so delightfully upstaged by an unexpected naming ceremony, 
        then by the Lord and Lady who had renewed their vows and reconfirmed their 
        love. Then the bridesmaids followed. 
      
        Chrístõ and Penne walked together, one in Prydonian gold 
        and red, the other in gold and deep blue, one wearing a simple golden 
        circlet on his dark hair that marked him out as a king, though one who 
        was, on this occasion, far from the centre of attention.  
       They all made their way to the ballroom where the wedding 
        reception was held in the first light of morning and nobody except the 
        newest Gallifreyan felt in the least like sleeping.  
        
       
      
      
      
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