Natalie was tired as they reached the TARDIS. It had been
a very long day. A pleasant day, it had to be said. One with nothing to
worry about. The planet WAS one of the presets in Chrístõ’s
database, but whatever challenge he was supposed to face there had never
materialised. They had been treated well by the population, who, being
only three feet tall at the most, found them all fascinating, especially
Chrístõ, who towered above them at his manly six foot height.
He had been practically worshipped by them. He, for his part, had been
charming and diplomatic. Especially when a number of three foot high fathers
all petitioned him to marry their daughters. He pointed out that he already
had a fiancée in Julia and they insisted that a man of his stature
should have at least ten wives. Natalie laughed as she remembered the
expression on his face as he struggled to find a diplomatic response to
that. Julia had taken it in good spirit at least. She had only wondered
what Humphrey would make of ten three foot ladies in the TARDIS.
“Cup of tea, that’s what you need.”
Chrístõ turned to Natalie with a reassuring smile as he
opened the TARDIS door.
“Yes,” she agreed. “I just wish it wasn’t such
a walk to the kitchen.”
“You sit down on the sofa,” he said. “I’ll make
the tea and bring it to you.”
“You’re a very sweet boy, Chrístõ,” she
answered him with a smile.
“I try to be,” he told her.
“Boy,” she thought to herself, laughing at her own words.
“He is one hundred and fifty years older than I am. And he has had
experiences I couldn’t begin to contemplate.” But she looked
back at his face as he took her arm and brought her to the sofa. He still
had the innocent look of youth. She resisted, as she always did, the temptation
to touch his face and see if he was real.
Julia stayed and looked after Natalie while Chrístõ went
to the kitchen and prepared tea and sandwiches and sweet biscuits on a
tray. He reminded himself he was the heir to an Oldblood House and making
tea was a very menial task for him to be doing. He had drunk tea for as
long as he could remember. It WAS an Earth beverage, but one which was
popular all over the universe, wherever Human colonies or Humanoid populations
could be found. His father had picked up the habit from living on Earth
and of course, his mother had enjoyed it as a little reminder of home.
But he had never MADE tea. It was always brought to him in fine china
cups by a servant of their home or an ambassadorial aide. The first time
he ever made tea was when he met Li Tuo and he had taught him the Chinese
tea ceremony. And he had done so to prove a point. Namely, that the ambassador’s
son who was so used to being served by others, needed to learn some humility.
Coming from his misogynistic Gallifreyan society, it was even more of
a lesson in humility since he was performing a service that was normally
done by women. But the young Lord of Time had learnt his lesson, and learnt
how to make tea. A skill that would come in useful in his continued association
with the Human race.
When he returned to the console room with the tray he was surprised to
find Julia operating the videophone control. He looked up at the viewscreen
and saw his father.
“He wants to talk to you,” Julia said as she took the tea
from him and brought it to where Natalie was sitting. He went to the console
instead.
“Chrístõ,” his father said with a warm smile.
“I seem to have interrupted you at an inconvenient time.”
“We were just about to take tea,” he answered, and Julia brought
a cup to him as he spoke.
“What are your plans for the next few days?” his father asked.
“Can you change them?”
“We were going to Liverpool,” he said. “To see how Li
Tuo is faring, and so that Cassie can show us how baby Chrístõ
is getting along. Why?” he added. “What’s happening?”
“Perhaps you should take Natalie and Julia to Liverpool then come
on and meet me on your own,” The Ambassador said. “That would
be much better, I think. There is something I must do and I should like
you to accompany me.”
“What?” he asked.
“It’s probably best I don’t say anything more for now.
It would only worry you. But when you have made sure the ladies are comfortable
in Liverpool and ensured Li Tuo is as well as can be expected and your
precious little namesake is healthy I would be glad if you could join
me on the space station at Kappa Psi. We can travel on from there together.”
His instinct was to question further, but he knew better. If his father
had decided not to tell him anything more then that was final. He turned
to the ‘ladies’ as his father so diplomatically called them.
Julia was looking conflicted. On the one hand spending time with their
friends in Liverpool was wonderful. But being left behind while Chrístõ
went elsewhere was not so much fun.
“Don’t worry,” he told her. “I’ll be back
in a few days. And don’t tell Terry I have tickets for the Liverpool
– Chelsea game. That’s my surprise for him.”
The TARDIS felt quiet without them. He wondered as he set the co-ordinates
for Kappa Psi what he would do once they were gone from him. That thought
so often haunted him, the more so in recent months. But he put it from
his mind as he looked forward to seeing his father again.
Funny, but when he first left Gallifrey to see the universe
he was glad to get away from his world, and especially his family. He
wanted to be free of it all. But those family ties were stronger than
he thought. And whatever this was about it would be pleasant to spend
some time with his father.
“So what is this all about?” he asked as he
sat with his father in the first class section of the scheduled shuttle
from the space station to the planets of the Kappa Psi system. “Why
have you brought me here? Why are YOU here, father?”
“The High Council sent me,” The Ambassador answered. “I
have to act as observer in a trial in the High Court of Kappa Psi IV.”
“Why?” Then he understood. “A Gallifreyan is being tried?”
“Yes. And as such he is entitled to have two witnesses of our own
kind in the court to ensure the proceedings are fair.”
Chrístõ nodded. That was, indeed, the right of any Gallifreyan
on trial in another place than their homeworld. It was not the first time
his father had attended in such a capacity. It WAS the first time he had
taken him along, though.
“This is something you think I should learn in readiness for joining
the diplomatic corps?” he asked.
“Yes, there is that to it,” his father answered. But there
is something more in this instance. The particular case… the particular
prisoner…”
“Who is it?” Chrístõ asked. He looked at his
father. There was something in his expression as he looked back at him.
Chrístõ reeled back from him in shock.
“No!” he said. “Oh, no. Not…” Again his
father didn’t have to say anything. “What did he do? How was
he caught?”
“The charge is murder. That’s all I actually know at this
time. We will learn the rest later, no doubt.”
Chrístõ nodded. He couldn’t trust himself to do anything
else.
“Father….” he began, then he stopped and looked out
of the window of the shuttle at the Kappa Psi solar system with its eight
planets in synchronistic orbit – a twist of nature that made it
unique in the known universe.
It was unique just now for something else, too.
He was still having trouble working out how he felt about
it when they reached the prison facility. From the diplomatic car that
drove them there he looked up at the forbidding walls and swallowed hard.
He didn’t want to have to go inside those walls. He had a strange,
irrational feeling he would not be allowed out again.
“Horrible place, isn’t it,” his father said. “Almost
as terrible as Shada.”
“I’ve never been there,” Chrístõ
reminded his father. He wasn’t even sure what the prison planet
where Gallifrey’s own worst criminals were incarcerated looked like.
The closest his father had allowed him to go was its moon. He remembered
people talking about it at the Academy. Speculating on what tortures went
on there was a rather macabre topic of conversation after lights out in
the junior dormitories, along with taking bets on which of them was most
likely to end up there.
“I attended there many times as Magister. And once
during my time as Chancellor. An official inspection of the facility.
I was glad to leave. It’s a cursed place.”
“I attended there once during my time as Chancellor. An official
inspection of the facility. I was glad to leave. It’s a cursed place.”
“So is this place,” Chrístõ said. He swallowed
hard as the car passed through the gates and the first thing he saw was
the gallows. “They have a death penalty here?”
“Yes. And that is not the instrument of death. That’s
just there for ‘show’. They have something much more gruesome,
so I’m told.”
Chrístõ swallowed again and wished fervently
that he could be anywhere but here right now.
“Sometimes we have unpleasant duties,” his father told him.
“Diplomacy is not all attending grand balls.”
“I know that,” he answered. “But… still…
This…”
The car stopped and their driver opened the door for them. They stepped
out and walked up the steps to the main prison building. His father’s
diplomatic credentials cut out a lot of the procedure, but they still
had to go through several screenings and body scans to ensure they were
carrying nothing that could aid and abet a prisoner’s release.
Though how they expected a prisoner ever to escape Chrístõ
could not imagine. He stared in astonishment and something approaching
sympathy through the wall of steel bars to the prisoner within. He looked
up at the place in the ceiling where the manacles were anchored, the thick
chains and the unbreakable cuffs around his wrists, the similar cuffs
around his ankles, and the chains embedded in the stone-flagged floor.
He was dressed in nothing but a pair of cotton prison issue slacks with
no shirt. His head was roughly shaven and his eyes were tired and unfocussed.
Chrístõ looked on a man who was beaten and broken.
Literally beaten. Outside the cell, fixed to the wall, were the instruments
of torture. Whips and scourges and electronic prods for coercing the prisoner.
Of course, his body would not show the scars for long. His Gallifreyan
DNA would see to that. But he would have felt all the pain.
“Open the door,” Chrístõ said. The prison guard
did so, using a specially encoded electronic key on a chain fixed to his
wrist.
“Are you sure you want to?” The Ambassador asked him.
“I’m sure.” Chrístõ took a deep breath,
all the same, before he stepped into the cell.
Even then, he thought, those beaten eyes didn’t yet recognise him.
Not until he was within arms reach of him was there even signs that the
prisoner was aware of his presence.
“Epsilon,” Chrístõ whispered. “I…”
At last he saw a flicker of recognition. He saw the hands clench and the
manacles rattled.
“Come to gloat, cousin?” he asked with a cracked, dry voice.
His lips looked parched. Chrístõ looked around. Outside
the cell there was a bottle of water on a table. He went to the door and
pointed to it. His father passed it to him. He unscrewed the cap and put
it to the prisoner’s lips. He drank. He was too desperate not to.
But his eyes blazed with humiliation at having to accept such a basic
act of charity from one he hated with such vehemence.
“I don’t DO gloating,” Chrístõ answered.
“I can’t help remembering… Grepharia III. Do you remember.
You murdered two people in cold blood and framed me. You stood over me
in the prison cell and laughed.”
Epsilon looked back at him. He, too, remembered that incident.
“So now it’s your turn to laugh,” he answered.
“I’m NOT laughing, Eps. I feel sorry for you. I feel for what
you’ve been put through already. And if I can do anything to ease
your suffering, to help you, I will.”
“You think I WANT your help?” Epsilon replied. “Do you
think I would let myself be beholden to you…”
“Seems like you don’t have any choice. Dare
I ask what you did to deserve this?”
“You never even consider it….” Epsilon spoke with a
cold, hard tone. “You never even consider that I might be innocent.”
“No,” Chrístõ said. “Because I know you.
I know how evil you are. I know you have murdered time and again. Probably
more often than I know. And you do it in cold blood, without mercy. So
no, I don’t consider the possibility of you being innocent. But
that doesn’t mean I don’t feel for you, for the pain you’ve
been through.” He put his hand on his shoulder as he spoke. He felt
Epsilon’s muscles flinch beneath his touch. Even in such desperate
straits he rejected the hand of friendship.
“Stick around, my mongrel cousin. You may see how much pain I can
take without your sympathy to warm me,” he answered.
Chrístõ sighed. He would have helped him if he could. But
Epsilon didn’t want to be helped. At least not by him. He turned
and walked out of the cell. As he did, two men stepped in. The cell was
locked behind them. Chrístõ’s father took his arm
firmly as they began their work.
“Must we watch?” he asked.
“Yes,” his father said. “We must ensure that the punishment
is not administered more harshly than deemed necessary.”
Gallifreyan law allowed for public floggings. That was something else
he had never witnessed. Such punishments happened in the square in the
Capitol and for most of his life, apart from his schooling, he had lived
in the countryside. But he knew it happened.
“But we only do it AFTER a prisoner has been convicted,” Chrístõ
whispered as he watched Epsilon’s body convulse painfully. An electric
prod had been applied to his chest. It must have sent his hearts fibrillating
and the look on his face told of extreme agony. “Father, can’t
you DO something.”
“It is the law of this world,” The Ambassador said. “Prisoners
remanded for capital crimes are subjected to ‘corrective punishment’
for one hour every day.
“He has to endure an HOUR of that?” Chrístõ
stepped towards the bars. He looked at his cousin by marriage. He had
every reason to hate him, to relish the pain he was going through. But
he didn’t. He abhorred the torture he was enduring.
Even if he didn’t want his help, he COULD give it. He closed his
eyes and concentrated. It was easier with continued physical contact,
but he could do it remotely. It helped that he HAD touched him earlier.
He was able to make the connection.
Epsilon’s mind was overwhelmed by the pain. Chrístõ
saw it clearly as he made mental contact with him. He gently drew it off,
taking some of the pain into his own body. It was agonising. He felt as
if his hearts were going to burst. He gripped the bars tightly as the
torturer pulled the prod away for a few seconds and he mentally prepared
himself for the next onslaught.
The Ambassador looked at his son. He knew what Chrístõ was
doing. And he felt a surge of pride in his son’s courage and his
generosity of spirit towards one he had no reason to be generous to. The
Ambassador himself, with good reason, bitterly hated Epsilon. His thoughts
went back to Adano Ambrado, to holding his wife in his arms as she told
him she could only live by regenerating, and if she did that, they would
lose the child growing within her. He still mourned that child, his daughter.
He never knew her, but he mourned her. She was one more of Epsilon’s
victims, one more innocent murdered by him. But he was still proud of
his son for wanting to spare him some of the agony of what WAS, indeed,
a brutal torture.
He looked at Epsilon’s face. He was staring now, directly at Chrístõ.
He knew what was happening. The Ambassador saw him smile malevolently
as the electronic prods were placed over both his hearts and the current
amplified. Epsilon didn’t even flinch this time, but Chrístõ,
gripping the bars, looked as if he was having a heart attack.
“No,” he cried and took hold of his son. He
reached mentally and broke into the connection between him and Epsilon.
“No. He was trying to EASE your burden, not take it all onto himself.
You have no morals at all, do you, Rõgæn. You disgrace the
name of Gallifrey.” He broke the connection between the two cousins.
Epsilon screamed in agony as the full force of the shock torture enveloped
his body. Chrístõ, relieved from it, but reeling from the
abrupt severing of the mental connection, fainted in his father’s
arms. The Ambassador lifted him gently and carried him from the cell block.
The punishment WAS barbaric. It went against the precepts of justice as
he knew them – that a prisoner should be innocent until proven guilty.
But he couldn’t feel sorry for Epsilon right now. He was getting
his just deserts for his evil.
Chrístõ woke on a soft bed. He heard an unfamiliar
voice speaking to him in Gallifreyan. He had been so long away from home,
hearing languages translated into his native tongue for him by the TARDIS’s
telepathic field that it always took him by surprise when he heard his
own language actually spoken. He replied in the same.
“Where am I?” he asked, trying to put a name to the face of
the man who wore the insignia of the Gallifreyan diplomatic corps on his
collar. “Where is my father?”
“You are at the Gallifreyan Embassy. Your father had to step out
to take an important videopone call,” the man answered. “He
will be glad to know that you are awake, honoured Son of Lœngbærrow.”
The last phrase surprised him. It was a term of address used by servants,
Caretaker classes, to address an heir to an Oldblood House like himself.
But this man looked more like a diplomatic Aide. They were normally recruited
from higher ranks than that, the younger sons of Newblood Houses and the
like.
“Who are you?” he asked.
“I am Morlen Kohbran," he replied. “Your father has been
very generous to me. I have been working for him as his personal assistant
for some months now.”
“Kohbran!” The name took a while to slip into place. “Of
course! The one who…” Kohbran looked embarrassed. Chrístõ
spared him the reminder of how he had been used by Epsilon in the attempt
on his life that almost killed his friend, Penne.
“Your father, The Ambassador, calls me Kohb in private at least.
I should be honoured if you did the same.”
“I should be glad to,” Chrístõ replied, sitting
up on the bed and looking about him. Gallifrey’s Embassies were
always very elegant places. This one was no exception if this bedroom
was anything to go by.
It was certainly a more pleasant room than the one Epsilon was in right
now, he mused.
“Khob, do you know why we are here?” he asked him.
“Yes, sir,” Kohb said. “The Ambassador explained the
procedure to me.”
“You have reason to hate Epsilon, too. He used you and left you
to face the consequences. If Penne was anything but the man he is, you’d
be working on a chain gang in the mineral mines on Adano Menor.”
“His Majesty is a VERY generous man. He and his queen have been
kind to me, also. I was offered a position in their Court, but my first
loyalty is to Gallifrey and I was honoured to accept The Ambassador’s
offer of employment. As for my feelings about my former master…”
He sighed. “It ill becomes my position to speak out of turn of an
employer. But…”
“It’s all right, Kohb. I think I know.” His head still
hurt. He felt as if he had been beaten. He felt any number of emotions
about what happened. Epsilon had turned his attempt to be generous towards
him into a weapon to harm him. He had felt his hatred of him as he turned
the power of the electric shock torture against him. Even from within
his cell, he was ready to do him harm.
Chrístõ felt humiliated. His act of kindness had been so
thoroughly rejected by him. He wondered WHERE the hatred came from. WHY
did Epsilon wish him so much harm?
“Jealousy,” The Ambassador said as he came into the room.
“Kohb, my good man, would you see if they can make a decent pot
of tea around this place? If not, perhaps you could be so kind as to make
it yourself.”
“Yes, sir,” Kohb said and went to do his employer’s
bidding. The Ambassador sat by his son’s side. He put his hand on
his forehead.
“Still warmer than you should be. You need more rest.
“I’m fine,” Chrístõ answered him. “If
Kohb can find a pot of tea that will be all the medicine I need. “But…
jealousy…
“That is all there is at the root of Epsilon’s evil. Merely
jealousy.”
“Of me?” Chrístõ asked. “I was the loneliest
child on Gallifrey, bullied and despised by almost everyone. What could
he be jealous of?”
“A father’s love,” The Ambassador said. “We lost
your dear mother when you were too young to understand. But I always tried
to make it up to you with my love. But your cousin – his father
died in very murky circumstances. His mother had born him out of duty
and then returned to her social life. I don’t think she cared very
much for him. He was jealous of my love for you. But the extent to which
that jealousy festered and soured his whole being is almost too great
to contemplate. I regret I was not able to do anything about it. When
I became executor of his father’s estate I offered to formally adopt
the boy… I would have raised him alongside you, as a brother. Perhaps
things would have been different then. You would both have been less lonely.
But his mother despised half bloods and she would not hear of it.”
“He’s going to die here, isn’t he?” Chrístõ
said with a dread-filled voice. “They will execute him.”
“Yes,” The Ambassador said. “It seems certain that they
will.”
Chrístõ thought about that. He had so often wished for a
universe without Epsilon in it. But did he want it this way? Did he want
to see his cousin put to death on foreign soil?
He wasn’t sure he could answer that question even to himself. Let
alone if his opinion was sought by anyone else.
He said nothing until the tea was brought. His father brought him out
onto the balcony of the guest suite in the Embassy. They sat at a table
and looked out at the spectacular view over Kappa Psi IV’s capital
city, Kiappas. It looked a lot like the Earth city of Hong Kong in the
late twentieth century, with many tall, elegant skyscraper buildings set
against a backdrop of sweeping mountains, even higher than the buildings
on one side, and a crystal blue ocean on the other.
Chrístõ was glad he couldn’t see the prison from here.
That building was certainly not elegant. It was grey and chilling. But
he COULD see the Courts of Justice. Its mirrored windows reflected golden
sunlight as the sun dropped low over the bay.
“Father,” he said. “You told me earlier that the gallows
was just for show. How DO they execute criminals here?” he asked.
“They are eviscerated,” The Ambassador replied. Chrístõ
gripped his tea cup and swallowed hard.
“They’re… what!”
“The condemned prisoner is strapped to a table in a secure room
within the prison. A surgeon opens the stomach cavity and removes the
internal organs one by one. The liver, kidneys, stomach, in that order.
Then the lungs and heart.”
“While… while he… the prisoner…is awake?”
“At first. The shock usually renders them unconscious. I’m
told that sometimes they survive past the removal of the stomach. But
removal of the lungs or heart in either order is terminal.”
Chrístõ’s hands shook so violently that his father
removed the tea cup from his hand.
“That’s…”
“It’s grim,” his father said. “But I have heard
of much worse forms of execution. If you’d ever seen the way they
do it on Raxacoricofallapatorius you would never eat soup again.”
Chrístõ laughed despite himself.
“Father!” he said. “There is no such planet, surely.
You have to be making that up. It sounds like something you used to tell
me bedtimes stories about when I was a little boy. Like Rumpelstiltzkin.”
“It was your mother who told you that story,” The Ambassador
told him. “You are remembering it wrong. But no, there really is
a planet by that name. And it is no fairy tale. But it’s good to
see you laugh, Chrístõ. This is a grim business. I see no
good end to it. But I didn’t mean for it to affect you so deeply.”
He poured another cup of tea and gave it to his son.
“What DID you mean by bringing me here, father?” Chrístõ
asked. “I understand that this IS something I shall have to learn
to do. But…”
His father sighed. “The High Council sent me. I asked you to join
me because I thought – in his distressed situation Rõgæn
might just see sense. I hoped he might accept a hand of reconciliation
from either one of us. He IS, after all, family, in the loosest sense
of the word. And I hoped… I realise now that it was a vain hope.
He has too much seething hatred in him. He cannot be helped in that way.”
The Ambassador looked at his son. “What you tried to do for him
was very brave, Chrístõ. But don’t try that again.
He could have killed you.”
“But we go on with the ‘witness’?”
“We have to. That is our duty. To see that he has a fair trial.
To witness the carrying out of the sentence.”
“You think he is guilty?” Chrístõ asked. “That
he will be… sentenced.”
“I don’t think we can doubt it. This is Rõgæn.
We know the extent of his evil deeds.”
“Then he is going to die… in that horrible way.”
“Yes.”
Chrístõ looked out over the city again as the sun dropped
lower. It was warm, but he shivered.
“I hate the idea of death penalties,” he said. “The
idea of taking a life deliberately… Even his.”
“Our job is to observe the proceedings and ensure that the trial
is a fair one. That is all. The verdict, and what happens afterwards,
is no concern of ours.”
“Yes,” Chrístõ accepted.
“It’s starting to get cold. Let’s go
back inside. I think it's time I had something stronger than tea. And
then let me hear about your travels since I saw you last. I’m sure
you must have plenty to talk about.”
Chrístõ smiled. His father was trying to draw him away from
these dark thoughts. He was willing to be drawn, and the rest of the evening
passed pleasantly for them both, though Chrístõ sometimes
found himself thinking about his cousin by marriage. He wondered if Epsilon
would be freed from those horrendous manacles and that distressing position
and allowed to lie down and sleep overnight.
He, himself, lay down to sleep in a fine, soft bed. His father looked
in on him and reminded him that he slept in a bed like that when he was
a boy.
“You DID tell me bedtime stories,” Chrístõ reminded
him. “Maybe not Rumpelstiltzkin, but others… I think you told
me about the Fendahl as a spooky story for the Winter Solstice night.”
“Big mistake. You had horrendous nightmares.” Chrístõ
smiled as he remembered. His father smiled too and pulled the blanket
around him as he used to do when his son was a child. “I suppose
you’re far too old for me to kiss you goodnight now.”
“FAR too old,” he laughed. “Goodnight, father.”
He had not, in fact, meant to sleep in the ordinary way. He had intended
to compose himself and then relax into a third level trance. But it HAD
been a long day, and the bed WAS a comfortable one. And he was too drowsy
to muster the mental discipline to begin the meditation. He drifted into
ordinary sleep.
And of course, he had nightmares. The anxieties of the day reverberated
in his mind and he found himself vividly picturing that dreadful cell.
Only in his dream it was himself hanging from the manacles, his muscles
painfully locked, his legs numb from standing that way for hours. Despair
freezing his hearts and dread like a lead weight in his stomach.
And the dread was realised when they came for him. In the corner of his
eye as they brought him out of the cell he thought he saw his father.
He turned his head and saw him clearly, a grim look on his face. His hand
reached out and touched the shoulder of the boy beside him. Epsilon grinned
maliciously at him. But he had no chance to ask why his father had replaced
him with his worst enemy. He was pushed along to the place euphemistically
called the ‘Surgical Room’. He was made to lie down on a hard
metal table and his hands and legs and neck were manacled to it. Lights
hurt his eyes but he couldn’t close them. Then the lights were blotted
out by the ‘surgeon’. He screamed as his scalpel cut through
his torso and the flesh was opened to reveal his internal organs. He felt
the acute agony as his liver was ripped out of his body, then the kidneys,
stomach…
His father’s voice calling his name woke him from the nightmare.
He was startled but relieved to find himself lying in a soft, warm bed
in an elegant Gallifreyan Embassy bedroom.
“That…felt too real,” he said as he put a hand over
his stomach and assured himself that all his internal organs were still
there. “I should never have gone to sleep after hearing stuff like
that.”
“I should have got you some therapy for those nightmares a century
ago,” his father told him.
“Our Gallifreyan doctors would have just put it down me being a
‘half blood’,” Chrístõ replied.
“Yes, I expect they would. And for once they could be right. Your
Human side, the sensitive side of you, the side that feels everything
so deeply, has free reign when you sleep and your disciplined Gallifreyan
side is neutralised.”
“So I am weaker than a full blood?”
“No,” his father told him. “You are not. Sensitivity,
empathy, are not character flaws. They are gifts. Treasure them. But it
really is time we found a way for you to overcome the nightmares.”
“Not sleeping works,” Chrístõ said. “I
can be just as refreshed for the day ahead with a meditative period.”
“Yes, but to do that EVERY night is unnatural even for a Gallifreyan.
You should sleep normally. You should sleep some more tonight, my son.
We have another long day ahead. You need your strength.”
“Stay by me,” Chrístõ asked. “Until I
am asleep.”
“That I willingly do,” his father told him.
He held his son’s hand and waited, patiently, for him to drift to
sleep again before he returned to his own room.
He woke this time untroubled and refreshed and joined his
father in the drawing room where breakfast was laid on. Chrístõ
again wondered about Epsilon, and what kind of breakfast he might be having
in contrast.
“Chrístõ,” his father said to him. “Whatever
Epsilon is suffering is his own doing. And you need not feel guilty and
you need not empathise any more than any sentient being empathises with
the distress of another.”
“I know,” he answered. “Yet… I always thought
I would feel a little more satisfaction in seeing Epsilon brought low.
I don’t mean I would gloat in front of him, or add to his suffering
with unkind words. But I thought I would feel justice was being done.”
“And you don’t?”
“No. I don’t know why. Yes, the idea of torturing a prisoner
who is not even found guilty yet appals me, but it isn’t that. There
is something else here, and I can’t put my finger on it.”
“Hmmm.” His father poured a fresh cup of coffee for him and
then sat back thoughtfully.
“Chrístõ,” he said at last.
“Young as you are, your instincts are ones I would trust. If you
DO ‘put your finger on it’ let me know right away. Meantime,
let us go with our minds as open as possible to this trial.”
Chrístõ and his father, as official observers
duly took their seats in the gallery of the impressive looking courtroom.
Their reserved places were the two last to be filled. This trial had generated
a lot of public interest. Below, the counsel for the defence and prosecution
were in their places. All that was missing was the accused and the judge.
The accused was brought into the court first. Chrístõ
noted that he was still manacled, hand and foot, with a chain connecting
the two so that his movements were severely limited. He was brought straight
in through an internal door to the dock, which was barred all around.
Two strong chains fixed firmly to the floor were attached to the hand
manacles so that he was secured but had room to stand when required to
do so on the arrival of the learned judge.
He watched Epsilon carefully as he was asked how he pleaded. Without hesitation
he replied “Not Guilty.” A murmur echoed around the courtroom
and there were cries of ‘shame’ and ‘own up’ and
‘fiend’ among other epithets levelled against him, but even
Epsilon had the right to plead as he saw fit.
The fact that he was identified as a citizen of Gallifrey sent another
shock wave around the court. For two reasons, it seemed. First, that the
accused was not a citizen of Kappa Psi, and second, that he WAS a citizen
of the mystical planet of Gallifrey, the home of the Time Lords. Chrístõ
caught the word ‘fiend’ again, but also ‘gods’,
‘princes’, ‘powerful’ and several other words
he had heard applied to his race. The people of Kappa Psi were shocked
that a Gallifreyan, a race known for wisdom and fairness, and above all,
pacifism, should have committed a heinous and capital crime against one
of their own.
More than Epsilon’s life was at stake, Chrístõ realised.
The honour of Gallifrey was on trial here. He was the one bad apple souring
his people’s reputation in this entire solar system. Building their
trust again would be an uphill struggle for the diplomatic corps.
The prosecution began by outlining the ‘facts’ as they were
known. The one clear fact was that a man called Josih Black was dead.
He was a Minister for Extra Terrestrial Affairs in the Kappa Psi government,
and he had been found stabbed to death in the drawing room of a hotel
suite booked in the name of the prisoner - Rõgæn Koschei
Oakdaene. The prisoner was found in the bedroom, asleep, with the murder
weapon in his hand.
“Wow! Epsilon,” Chrístõ thought. “How
did you manage to do something THAT stupid?”
“Of course you assume I am guilty!” Chrístõ
was startled to hear Epsilon’s voice in his head. He turned and
looked at him. He stared back through the bars.
“Yes,” Chrístõ answered. “I
do. You are a murderer many times over. I’ve seen your handiwork.
You did it. I’m just amazed that you did something so obvious and
got caught. Wasn’t there any innocent dupe to frame this time?”
He didn’t let Epsilon answer him. He closed his mind to him, putting
a mental wall up that even Epsilon couldn’t penetrate and concentrated
on the evidence being presented. Forensic evidence confirmed that the
blood of Josih Black was on the dagger, as well as the fingerprints of
the accused. And it was, indeed, the accused’s dagger. Chrístõ
looked at Exhibit A as it was held up for the jury to scrutinise. It was
a Gallifreyan ceremonial dagger, with the arms of the House of Oakdaene
on the hilt. A precious family heirloom. There was one like it in the
drawing room of Mount Lœng House on Gallifrey, with the arms of Lœngbærrow,
and Penne had one with the insignia of the House of Ixion, one of the
few reminders of his Time Lord ancestry he was proud to own.
Ceremonial daggers were never used in combat. But he would hardly have
expected Epsilon to obey tradition when the sanctity of life itself meant
nothing to him.
Further evidence was brought, including CCTV of the corridor outside the
hotel suite. It showed the prisoner and the victim going into the room.
Nobody else, the Prosecution insisted, had entered or left the room other
than hotel staff much earlier in the day.
“What was he doing going into a hotel room with a man?” Chrístõ
wondered, and immediately dismissed the most obvious conclusion. His cousin
definitely preferred the company of women. But the Prosecution had an
answer that more appropriately fitted Epsilon’s usual habits. The
minister, it was alleged, was meeting with the prisoner in order to sell
information about an arms shipment from Kappa Psi III to Kappa Psi VI.
There was uproar in the court. A minister of the Kappa Psi government
selling military secrets to strangers. The word treason susurrated around
the room.
It changed the mood of the court. There was no less hatred of Epsilon
for killing the Minister, but now it was a different kind of crime. It
was not a murderer and an innocent victim, but a criminal killing another
criminal.
And the whole prosecution case changed. It became not so much about a
murder in a hotel room as about a treason plot that came unstuck because
the traitor was unexpectedly killed. Chrístõ listened intently
to the convoluted details that had come out in the six weeks between the
murder and the case coming to trial.
“Six weeks?” Chrístõ looked at Epsilon and wondered
how he had stayed sane in that jail, enduring punishments every day such
as he had witnessed and experienced yesterday.
Then again, was Epsilon especially sane to begin with?
One thing Chrístõ didn’t get, and still didn’t
get when the long, tedious day in court finally adjourned until the next
morning.
WHY had he killed the man? It made no sense. If he wanted the information,
no doubt for one of his gun running schemes, why kill him? He didn’t
get the information and he wound up on trial for his life.
“It REALLY doesn’t add up,” he said to his father as
they sat on the balcony, he with a glass of warm red wine, his father
with a glass of the Scottish whiskey he was so fond of. “If it was
anyone but Eps I’d swear he was being set up. There’s no sense,
no logic to it.”
“You’re thinking like a Gallifreyan, Chrístõ,”
his father told him. “You’re assuming everything has to have
a logic.”
“Eps IS Gallifreyan. A PUREBLOOD! I would expect him to think Gallifreyan.”
“Rõgæn has not acted like a Gallifreyan for a long
time,” The Ambassador mused. “I think he has lost all sense
of proportion. No, it makes no sense at all for him to kill this man.
It makes even less sense for him to be lying there with the knife in his
hand when the authorities arrived. I think he IS mad.”
“Do you think he might be reprieved if he is found guilty but insane?”
Chrístõ asked.
“I’m not sure the law of this world makes a distinction. Murder
is murder under their statutes.”
“So he will die.”
“It seems so.” The Ambassador looked at his son. His expression
was difficult to read, and his private thoughts seemed locked off.
“Our job is to ensure a fair trial,” he reminded his son.
“The consequences of that trial – our consciences are clear.”
“Yes,” Chrístõ said. He sipped his wine and
looked out over the city. He looked at the Law Courts reflecting the evening
sunlight.
“I almost feel sorry for him,” he added.
“Almost?”
Chrístõ sighed. He still wasn’t sure how he felt.
He hated Epsilon. A universe without him in it would be a safer place
and a happier one for him. But he wasn’t sure he wanted to see him
die. In prison for a long, long time, yes. Even Shada. But execution.
He hated the very idea of it, even for his cousin.
“We have no control over what happens,” he said. “We
are just here to observe. What happens to him, happens.”
He had to keep that in mind. It eased his mind a little. Epsilon’s
fate was not in his hands. He was neither defending nor prosecuting him.
He wasn’t a jury member or the judge. His hand would not wield the
scalpel cutting into his flesh.
“Chrístõ…” He looked up and realised that
his father had spoken to him. He had been so lost in his thoughts he didn’t
even hear him. “I asked you if you would like to go to the theatre.”
“To…”
“The theatre… big place with lots of seats, stage, lights,
people playing dress up and make believe.”
Chrístõ smiled at his father’s attempt at humour.
It didn’t quite work. But he appreciated the effort.
“It doesn’t seem right enjoying ourselves socially when…”
“You’re not on trial, Chrístõ,”
his father reminded him. “You take things too seriously, my boy.
I think we SHOULD go out for the evening. And afterwards you will sleep,
properly. Even if I have to read you a bedtime story first.”
He didn’t have to read him anything. But he DID sit
by him and made sure he slept in the ordinary way.
He didn’t dream. He slept soundly, at least for the first hours.
It was still an hour before dawn, though, when he woke with a voice calling
in his head.
“Are you enjoying your rest, cousin?” It was Epsilon. In his
sleep, the mental barrier broke down. He was reaching into his mind, even
from so far away. He tried to raise the wall again, but it seemed as if
he was already inside his head. “I’m not. But I don’t
suppose you care.”
He wasn’t seeing the room he was in. He wasn’t even seeing
through his own eyes. He was looking through Epsilon’s eyes at the
prison cell. There was no comforting darkness and warmth. It was brightly
lit. He was lying down. But manacled to the bed.
“It’s not my fault,” Chrístõ answered.
“YOU are the murderer.”
“Thete, did you ever consider the possibility that I COULD be innocent
this time?”
“I told you before, NO. You’re a cold-blooded killer. You’re
capable of anything.”
“Except this time…” Epsilon laughed. The laugh was a
cold one. “Chrístõ, could you stand by and see me
die for something I didn’t do?”
“Are you saying you ARE innocent?” he replied.
“Look into my mind. What do you see?”
“I don’t want to look into your mind.”
“Do it,” Epsilon snarled, and almost against his will Chrístõ
found himself seeing his thoughts. He saw, not exactly a whole story,
but snapshots, snatches of what took place in the hotel.
“Now,” Epsilon said. “What do you think of that?”
“I don’t believe you,” he answered. “It’s
a false memory.”
“You think? Thete, can you live with the doubt? Can you ignore the
possibility? Can you go against the Oath?”
Epsilon laughed coldly. The laugh echoed in Chrístõ’s
head as he felt his mind withdraw. He was alone with his thoughts again.
And they were disturbed thoughts.
They were thoughts that stayed with him through the sleepless hours in
which the sun came up and a new day began. He was quiet at breakfast.
His father watched him carefully and said nothing. He said nothing much
on the journey to the court house. As they stepped inside, he heard Chrístõ
whisper something under his breath. His father was rather surprised.
“I swear to protect the ancient law of Gallifrey, with all my might
and main, and will to the end of my days, with justice and honour, tender
my actions and my thoughts.”
“The Oath of Rassilon?”
“Justice and honour,” Chrístõ said.
“Yes.”
“The Oath I swore when I transcended. My first abiding rule as a
Time Lord.”
“Yes.”
“He knew,” Chrístõ continued. “He knew
the Oath would bind me.”
“Chrístõ…” His father tried again to get
a meaningful sentence from him. “What…”
“We NEITHER of us considered it. The possibility that in this instance
he might be innocent.”
“Why would we? We’re talking about Rõgæn.”
“And we let that blind us, father. We never even considered…”
“Chrístõ?” His father looked at him carefully.
“What do you mean to do?”
“What I have to,” he answered. “Father, you go on to
the gallery and observe as the High Council asked you to do. I’ve
seen enough. It’s time to act.”
His father was puzzled and worried, but he saw something in his son’s
eyes that even he could not challenge. He held him by the shoulders silently
for a long moment before turning and heading towards the gallery. Chrístõ
got his bearings and then headed to the justice chambers where Epsilon’s
defence counsel were preparing their case. He identified himself to them,
citing his rarely used qualification in Gallifreyan law, and produced
his psychic paper, which resolved into an authorisation from Epsilon for
him to take over the case.
“But you haven’t prepared,” was the quite sensible argument.
“You haven’t seen any of the reports, the evidence, statements….”
This was true. Chrístõ sat at the table and opened the file.
It was long. He began to read. The now unemployed defence counsellors
felt their eyes watering in sympathy as they watched Chrístõ’s
eyes flickering and the pages turning. Three minutes later he looked up.
“I’m ready,” he said.
There were some murmurings when he stepped up to the defence
counsel’s table, and as soon as the proceedings got under way the
Prosecution raised the issue.
“The accused asked me to step in as his defence counsel,”
Chrístõ told the judge. “I understand that it is short
notice, but it is perfectly legal and I can assure you my case is fully
prepared.”
He glanced around at Epsilon. He was smiling, much in
the way a shark smiled as he confirmed that he had engaged Chrístõ
to act for him.
Yesterday he had been a mere observer, Chrístõ recalled.
The verdict and consequences of the trial were out of his hands.
Today he held Epsilon’s life in his hands. He could deliberately
make a complete hash of it and send him to his doom. He could fail, despite
his efforts, to convince the jury that Epsilon was not the killer. Or,
he could do what seemed impossible yesterday.
He could prove him innocent.
Epsilon deserved to be punished. He DESERVED to die in a gruesome and
painful way. He had done gruesome and painful things to so many innocent
people. If he was found guilty it would be justice in its way.
But it wouldn’t be honour.
It wouldn’t be Chrístõ’s honour anyway. And
it wasn’t exactly his idea of justice.
He stood as the packed courtroom watched him expectantly.
“I call as my first and only witness, the accused, Rõgæn
Koschei Oakdaene,” Chrístõ said. There were murmurs
around the court. There was a hiatus as Epsilon’s chains were unlocked
and he was brought from the dock to the witness box. He was still manacled.
When the judge asked him to raise his right hand and swear to tell the
truth he laughed.
“Very well,” the judge said after a long pause as he weighed
up the option of giving a dangerous man a free hand from his manacles
and dispensing with an oath that the accused probably wouldn’t say
with sincerity anyway. “Let us get on.”
“I will be brief,” Chrístõ said. “Rõgæn,
please tell the court in your own words what you remember of the night
in question.”
“Sure,” he answered, still smiling in a self-praising way.
“I invited Black up to my room for a drink, and to talk over some
business.”
“What sort of business?” Chrístõ asked.
“Business sort of business,” he replied cautiously. “It
was all going just fine until the second drink. I started to feel dizzy.
I think somebody slipped something in the martini. Black didn’t
look so good either. And then… I remember a flash of light. And
there were two men in the room. They were wearing all black zentai. One
of them had my dagger. I don’t know how. He stabbed Black. And then
it all went black… no pun intended. The next I knew I was being
hauled out of bed by the police. Don’t even know how I got in bed…”
“That’s a pretty weak story, Eps,” Chrístõ
said, glancing at the Prosecution who smiled wryly. “If that was
all we had to go on they’d be sharpening the scalpels right now.
Aren’t you lucky it isn’t?”
“Get on with it, cousin,” Epsilon hissed under his breath.
“The prosecution case is based on the fact that nobody else came
into the room – based on CCTV footage of the corridor and the fact
that the room is on the 1,118th floor and the windows are all sealed shut
because the atmosphere outside is too thin to breath anyway. Rõgæn
Koschei Oakdaene is the only person with opportunity.” He paused
and held up a set of papers in a binder. “Forensic examination of
the room indicates that there were psionic particles in the air.”
There was a low mumble around the court room. Chrístõ saw
his father sit up straight and pay close attention.
“For those not aware, which includes the accused’s first defence
counsel AND the Prosecution, psionic particles are left behind when a
transmat beam is used. They are an unmistakeable indicator that something
or somebody either came or went into a room without using the door.”
The mumble became a louder susurration as the explanation sank in.
“Somebody transmatted in, killed Black and placed the weapon in
the accused’s hand before transmatting out again. An old fashioned
frame up.” He picked up the knife from the evidence table. “This
is a fake, incidentally. It’s far too light to be a Gallifreyan
Oldblood House Dagger.” He picked up the knife and bent it in two,
the hilt snapping off satisfactorily. “Epsilon, were you by any
chance showing that weapon off to anybody recently?”
“Yes,” he said. “Few days before then. In a bar. That
was the first time I met Black. He was with somebody else. But the other
guy left. And that was when Black got down to business. He said he had
something I would be interested in. He said he’d sell it to me.
For the right price. We arranged to meet again.”
“Something you would be interested in!” The prosecution interrupted.
“And what would that be?”
“I don’t know. I never saw it,” Epsilon answered. “I
was knocked out and Black was killed before he showed me anything.”
“But you know it was the details of the arms shipment.”
“I don’t know what he had,” Epsilon insisted and Chrístõ
thought it was a small point, but one worth making.
“Your honour,” he said. “This trial is to determine
one thing. Whether the accused killed Josih Black or not. Whether the
victim was or was not carrying state secrets at the time is a matter for
another inquiry. My client denies seeing any such secrets, and no papers
of any kind where found at the scene. I move that all references to the
non-existent transaction be struck from the record. Let us focus on the
matter of the capital offence of murder and not be side-tracked by irrelevancies.
The judge agreed. Epsilon glowed.
“Thete, you are nearly as devious as me. I almost get to like you,”
he said telepathically.
“Shut up,” Chrístõ answered. “I’m
not doing this for you.” He turned back to the jury.
“The evidence is flawed. The prosecution case is based on the presumption
that Black and Rõgæn Koschei Oakdaene are the only people
who entered the room. But there IS evidence that a transmat was used within
the room. The weapon involved is a fake. Black appears to be the victim
of an assassination by persons unknown. The accused is a scapegoat implicated
to throw off the investigators. The fact that they went to the trouble
of making a fake dagger that resembles the one the accused owns makes
it a very complicated frame-up, but it IS a frame up. The accused is,
in fact, an innocent witness to something sinister that bears further
investigation. He is NOT, in this instance, the murderer.”
“Beautiful, Thete,” Epsilon gloated. “Beautiful. They
never would have believed me. They had completely missed the psionic particles.
I was a dead man.”
“You still might be,” Chrístõ answered. “Like
I said, shut up.”
But the cross-examination by the Prosecution could not refute the evidence.
It looked very much as if Chrístõ had swung the case when
finally the judge sent the jury to consider the verdict. Epsilon was taken
away in his shackles. Chrístõ went to find his father.
“Chrístõ!” The Ambassador said in greeting to
him. “I am… astonished. Why did you…”
“Justice and honour, father,” Chrístõ said.
“I knew he was innocent. We never considered it. We condemned him
from the start. And we were wrong. Whatever else he has done, he DIDN’T
kill this man. He was involved in something stupid and sordid but he DIDN’T
commit murder.”
“It’s circumstantial,” The Ambassador said. “The
psionic particle trace gives cause for reasonable doubt. But even so,
we know Rõgæn is capable…”
“I know he didn’t do it. He connected with me mentally. I
saw his memory of it. The two men in zentai… it was real.”
“It wasn’t an implanted memory?”
“No, it was real. I am sure of it,” Chrístõ
insisted. “He IS innocent.”
“A moot point. This is Rõgæn we’re talking about.”
The Ambassador looked at his son. “He IS guilty of so many things
he has evaded punishment for. Terrible things. You could have said and
done nothing. You could have let his defence counsel go ahead with no
evidence to refute the case other than Rõgæn’s shaky
claim to have seen somebody else. He would have been executed for his
many crimes.”
“No,” Chrístõ insisted. “He would be executed
for something he didn’t do. He still might, if the jury disregard
the psionic trace. If that is so… then at least I tried. To sit
back and do nothing. To merely observe… I couldn’t do that,
not when I knew. Justice and Honour, father. To uphold both I had to fight
for him.”
“Even though he will never thank you, and will surely escape this
punishment only to commit worse crimes elsewhere?”
“Even so,” Chrístõ said. “Father…
Don’t you see. I had to. I know… I know he has used me. He
used my belief in the Oath to make me do this. But even so, I AM right.
I couldn’t stand by…”
“Yes,” his father said. “You ARE right. Yes, I admit
my own readiness to believe he was guilty is an omission on my part. And
yet, I wonder… Could I have…”
The Ambassador thought of his wife, and their child who
never got to live. For her alone, he would gladly have seen Rõgæn
Koschei Oakdaene die, even by the barbaric method of execution employed
on this planet.
Which made his son, the half-blood, the better man, the better Gallifreyan,
after all. He had remembered the oath and took its words to heart, and
acted upon them.
He was on the point of saying something more when Kohb stepped up to them,
begging The Ambassador's pardon and handing him a paper. Chrístõ
recognised it as a printout of an official memorandum from the High Council.
It must have come in on the Embassy computer.
"Is there a problem?" he asked as his father read the paper
and then folded it and put it into his pocket.
"Not a problem exactly. More like a complication." He hesitated
and then spoke again, almost reluctantly. “The High Council have
discussed Rõgæn’s case. In the event that he is acquitted
here, he is to be arrested by our own people and extradited back to Gallifrey.
There is a detachment of the Chancellery Guard on their way.”
“Oh.” Chrístõ let this development sink in.
He wasn’t sure if it was good or bad. It meant, of course, that
Epsilon WOULD be subjected to justice – Gallifreyan justice this
time. And that was right and proper. But…”
“Our method of execution is less graphic and far less painful. But
that is all that can be said for it,” The Ambassador said. “What
is that Earth expression, ‘out of the frying pan…”
Chrístõ couldn’t even smile at his father’s
choice of words. He wished he hadn’t known that as they went into
the courtroom again to hear the verdict. He took his place at the defence
table. He looked around and saw his father in the gallery, and Epsilon
in the dock.
“There’s something you should know,” he told him telepathically.
Epsilon took the news philosophically, it had to be said. Chrístõ
turned from him and looked at the jury as they came back into the court.
The foreman stood and he was asked if they had reached a verdict.
“We have,” the foreman answered. And he took a deep breath
before speaking again.
“On the sole charge of murder, we find the defendant not guilty,”
he answered.
There was a hush around the courtroom, but Chrístõ heard
Epsilon’s voice in his head. It was triumphant, despite what he
had just learnt about his fate. He laughed as all but one pair of handcuffs
were removed from him and The Ambassador himself stepped up to the dock
and led him from it.
Outside the courtroom, the Kappa Psi press were waiting.
So were the Kappa Psi security police who still wanted to know what happened
to the secret papers. So were the Gallifreyan Chancellery Guard. Epsilon
was handed over to them. The Ambassador stood with Chrístõ
as they both watched them march him away under a warrant of extradition
that overrode every other outstanding matter. Chrístõ felt
relieved on several levels. He DIDN’T have to witness Epsilon being
killed in a manner he wasn’t sure he could stomach – and for
a crime he was innocent of. But he WAS going to be brought to face their
own justice system. That was as it should be.
“So who DID kill Black?” Chrístõ
wondered aloud as he sat next to his father on the shuttle back to the
Kappa Psi space station. “That’s the only thing unresolved.”
“I don’t know,” The Ambassador said. “But if I
had to guess…” He thought about some of the necessary evils
he had performed in his ‘other’ life as The Executioner. He
wouldn’t have done it that way. Leaving an innocent – relatively
innocent – man to take the fall. He would have got Black alone,
with the plans. And that would have been the end of it. On Kappa Psi,
black operations seemed to be even less ethical than HE would accept.
He looked up as his personal aide brought him another
message. This one with the official insignia of the Chancellery Guard.
He read it and sighed. He turned to Chrístõ.
“You are not going to believe this,” he said. He handed him
the paper. Chrístõ read it. He believed it.
“Epsilon escaped. Father! The Chancellery Guard should not be that
easy to bribe. There will need to be an investigation.”
“There will be,” The Ambassador said. “But that is the
job of the Castellan, thanks be to Rassilon. I’m going back to being
Gallifreyan Ambassador to Adano Ambrado. And you… back to Liverpool
to your friends?”
“Yes,” Chrístõ said. “To
my friends, and to Julia.” He smiled. He hadn’t thought of
her as much as he thought he would. He was too wrapped up in events. But
now, he longed to be with her again. He sighed and gave one passing thought
to Epsilon, hoping he was a LONG way from here, a long way from anywhere
he might be. And then he closed his eyes and thought about Julia.
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