He knew it was unbecoming of him as a diplomat, a man
of position and dignity, but The Ambassador broke into a run as soon as
he saw his son’s TARDIS materialise in the garden, resolving itself
into an ornamental folly. He was there waiting when the door opened and
Chrístõ stepped out.
“My son,” he whispered as he hugged him tightly. “I
have missed you so much.”
“I have missed you, father,” he told him.
Then they both became dignified again. The Ambassador shook hands warmly
with all of Chrístõ’s Earth friends who he had come
to know in recent times; Sammie the former soldier, with whom he shared
some deep secrets about the grey areas soldiers sometimes walked in, Terry,
who had been a good and faithful friend to his son, and their two wives,
the pretty, delicate oriental flower who he had once hoped would be Chrístõ’s
wife, now joined with Sammie, and Cassie, the beautiful and gentle Earth
Child to whom motherhood clearly came so naturally. The Ambassador kissed
her fondly, and when she offered the child to him to hold he did so gladly.
“It is a long time since I held a baby called Chrístõ,”
The Ambassador said with a smile. “It is a fine name. Though not
an Earth name. It may be well to call him Chris among your Human friends.”
He remembered his own sojourn among Humans many years ago. “My wife,
bless her memory, knew me as Kristoph when I first courted her. She never
quite got used to Chrístõ, even when we returned to Gallifrey.”
He gave the child back to its mother and turned back to his son. The others
all smiled as he saw the young girl who clutched Chrístõ’s
hand and tried to hide behind him, an attack of shyness coming upon her.
“Who is this pretty child?”
“I’m not a child,” she protested, forgetting her shyness
in her indignation. “I am twelve.”
“That is a child by any social standard,” The Ambassador replied.
“On our planet that is a mere infant. When Chrístõ
was that age he…”
“Father, please don’t tell stories about when I was a little
boy to the woman destined to be my wife,” Chrístõ
begged.
His father looked startled.
“Your….”
Chrístõ gently pressed the girl forward, his hands on her
shoulders protectively.
“Julia,” he said. “May I present to you The most Gracious
Gallifreyan Ambassador to the Empire of Adano-Ambrado. Father, this is
Julia. She is the one Li Tuo prophesised I should meet, the woman who
will be my wife and my soulmate.”
“I am honoured to meet you, my dear,” The Ambassador said,
hiding his surprise at the implications of his son’s words. They
would discuss the matter later. But now he knew his role both as a diplomat
and as a prospective father-in-law was to put the child at ease. He extended
his hand to her and she reached to shake it.
“I am… honoured to meet you, sir.”
“Let us not be so formal,” The Ambassador said as they walked
towards the palace. “Are you well, child?”
“Yes,” she replied. “Chrístõ looks after
me.”
“Chrístõ is a good boy,” The Ambassador said.
And then he looked around and smiled. Here was somebody else who had forgotten
that he was supposed to act with the dignity of his high position.
“Penne!” Chrístõ shouted and ran to embrace
his blood brother, the King-Emperor of Adano-Ambrado. Nobody who knew
them was surprised by their emotional reunion. But they all heard Julia’s
gasp of astonishment as she saw them together for the first time. The
Ambassador reached and took her hand and although she had been overawed
at meeting him for the first time, she found his hand reassuring now.
“But he looks just like….” she began.
“He’s grown his hair a little,” Cassie noted. “I
think it looks better short. I might give him another trim later. Remember
that pretentious pony tail he used to have when we first met him.”
“Still a very handsome man,” Bo agreed.
“VERY handsome,” Julia said. “But…. I don’t
understand. He’s the king? The one who is getting married?”
“He is.”
“He looks like my Chrístõ.”
Everyone noted the use of the word ‘my’ there.
Bo gave a sigh nobody else heard. She had called him ‘my’
Chrístõ for a long time. Her feeling wasn’t QUITE
jealousy. She loved Sammie wholeheartedly. But perhaps a little regret.
No, not even that. Nostalgia perhaps, for those days when she had been
his.
Julia let go of The Ambassador’s hand and stepped closer. Chrístõ
saw her and took her hand in his as he introduced her to the King-Emperor.
She stared, though she knew it was rude. She could not get over the idea
that her Chrístõ was NOT so unique as she thought he was.
“Chrístõ has told me about you,” Penne said.
“He tells me you are a dancer. I hope you will perform for me and
my princess.”
“I should like to,” she said. “But…” She
knew he was a king. The gold circlet he wore on his head, contrasting
with his dark, naturally curling hair, was proof of that. But at the same
time….
She reached her two hands out and placed them over his hearts.
“You are EXACTLY like him,” she said.
“I am of the same race as Chrístõ,” he told
her. “But we don’t know why it is we look alike. It is a coincidence.
But a happy one. I have never regretted looking like him, even when we
were being shot at and didn’t know which of us was the target.”
“Shot at?” Julia looked at them both fearfully.
“Nothing of the sort will happen here,” he
assured her. “My Guardia Real protect me and all of my friends.”
And as they approached the palace from the private garden the Guardia
Real flanked the group. Chrístõ smiled to see that those
soldiers in the powder blue uniforms who fell into step closest to the
King-Emperor were female. The one thing that definitely marked them apart
was Penne’s insatiable interest in women. Perhaps when he became
a married man things would settle down.
On the other side of the capital city of Adano-Ambrado
the spaceport was busy. The First Class Arrivals terminal saw a stream
of important people, crowned heads and presidents from all over the quadrant,
arriving to attend the wedding of the year. Limousines drove away every
few seconds with another group of honoured guests going to the palace.
Rõgæn Koschei Oakdaene was used to being a person who went
through the VIP section. It galled him to be shuffling through the third
class barrier under the close scrutiny of armed soldiers who glared suspiciously
at every passenger who came off the shuttle.
He had decided not to arrive in his TARDIS. The Chancellor had a whole
entourage and some of them might just be smart enough to recognise Gallifreyan
technology, even cloaked, and be suspicious. He had left it parked on
the nearest space station and come by shuttle.
“Ok, so what’s THIS then?” the customs officer asked
as he viewed the huge wooden cabinet that Kohb was pushing along on a
trolley.
“What does it SAY?” Rõgæn asked snappily.
“Morlen Kohbran’s Amazing Vanishing Cabinet!” The customs
officer read. “So what does it vanish?”
“Anyone I choose,” Rõgæn replied. “Do you
want to be the first?” He reached into his pocket and pulled out
the importation certificates. “Everything is perfectly in order,”
he said.
“You’ll still need to open it.” Rõgæn sighed,
but he more or less expected that. He opened the cabinet and stood back
as the officer ran a scanner over the interior. “It has hidden panels?”
“Well obviously,” Rõgæn said impatiently. “It
is a conjuring trick. Part of an ACT for the royal entertainments! The
hidden panels are part of it. Look.” He reached and slid one panel
back and it revealed a selection of ropes and leather restraints and handcuffs.
“Want to try them out?”
“That will do,” the officer said. “Go on, get your contraption
out of here. You’re holding up the queue.”
Rõgæn smiled as he beckoned Kohb to follow him. Power of
Suggestion was a handy trick that was far beyond the mere sleight of hand.
In fact, that panel covered the most important part of the cabinet. The
part that would kill the first Gallifreyan to step inside it. But the
customs officer saw what he expected to see. The tools of the trade of
a second rate side show with a little bit of bondage thrown in.
Power of Suggestion worked best on those with limited
imagination.
Julia had no idea where Chrístõ was, but
she wasn’t worried. She was happy here in the wing of the castle
called the Queen’s chambers. She had spent a pleasant hour with
Bo and the princess who was going to be Queen in a few days. Talking with
one woman who had once loved her Chrístõ and another who
loved a man who was his double was interesting.
“What is this room?” she asked the soldier in powder blue
who stood on duty by a closed door.
“This is the royal nursery,” she replied. “You may go
in if you please.” Julia opened the door and stepped inside. It
was a very pretty room decorated with colourful friezes of fairies and
elves around it that would amuse a small child. There were several cots
where babies were sleeping. There were two other people in there already.
One was Cassie who was feeding baby Chrístõ. Julia went
and sat with her.
“He HAS grown,” Julia said, petting the baby. “He was
so tiny when he was born.”
“Yes,” Cassie said with a smile. “How have you been
since then?” she asked. “Are you happy travelling with Chrístõ?”
“Yes, I am,” Julia told her. “I love being with him.”
“I’m glad. I envy you in a way. I enjoyed travelling with
him. Seeing so many wonders. Even some of the frightening times –
I hated them happening, but looking back it was wonderful.”
“Yes,” Julia agreed. “It's better to look BACK at the
frightening times.”
“Do you know who that lady is there, by the way,” Cassie asked
indicating the finely dressed woman who, nonetheless, was sitting as Cassie
was, with a baby at her breast. Cassie knew there was a huge class gulf
between them, but there was something about motherhood that seemed to
level such gulfs. She had found her pleasant enough as they attended to
their babies and talked together.
“No,” Julia admitted.
“You should,” she told her. “That’s Chrístõ’s
stepmother.” Julia’s eyes widened as she looked at the woman.
Then she stood and walked towards her.
“That…. That baby…. He’s Chrístõ’s
brother?”
“He is,” the woman replied. “Though my stepson has yet
to acknowledge him as such. And who might you be?”
“I am…” Julia hesitated but decided she might as well
tell the truth. “I am… going to be Chrístõ’s
fiancée when I am old enough.”
“You are an Earth Child, are you not?”
“Yes, I am.” Again, simple honesty seemed the best answer.
“I wonder….” Chrístõ’s stepmother
looked at her closely and seemed to be considering something. “Chrístõ
is himself a half blood. I wonder… If he takes an Earth Child as
his wife…” Then she shook her head and smiled warmly. “But
that is in the future. A long way in the future, I think. Who knows.”
She finished feeding the baby and fastened her dress demurely before winding
him. “Would you like to hold him?” she asked. Julia took the
child in her arms. He was a very beautiful baby. He had brown eyes just
like Chrístõ’s, she noticed. He must get that from
his father, she thought. His mother’s eyes were a piercing blue.
There was something else about the baby’s eyes though. They were
not like Chrístõ’s in one sense. Chrístõ
had tear ducts just like hers. She had not seen him cry. But she knew
he could. But the baby, like his mother and Chrístõ’s
father, had only a sort of indentation in the corner of his eyes where
the tear ducts would be, and as she held him she saw a sort of membrane
blink across those lovely brown eyes, washing and lubricating them.
“Garrick is a pure blood,” his mother said. “Chrístõ’s
mother was Human.”
“Yes,” Julia said. “I know. But I didn’t know
that other Gallifreyans had different eyes.”
“I expect there is much you don’t know about Gallifrey,”
She said. “You will have to be educated in the etiquette of a woman
of our social status.”
“I shall do anything that will help me to be a good wife to Chrístõ,”
Julia said. “Why has he not seen his brother before?”
“Because he has not been back to Gallifrey for many years and this
is the first time I have been offworld,” his stepmother explained.
There were, of course, many other reasons. But she would not cloud the
child’s mind with those complications.
Valena Arpexia de Lœngbærrow sighed deeply. She had striven to overcome
her stepson’s coldness towards her. She had WANTED him to accept
her, even love her. He had managed at best to be civil to her. She knew
he hated her. And she knew why. He didn’t want his mother supplanted
in his father’s hearts.
Not that she ever HAD. Despite what anyone thought, she had fallen in
love with Chrístõ Mian de Lœngbærrow. And he had loved
her. But never as deeply or as all-encompassing as he had loved his first
wife. Even giving birth to a son had not been enough to make him forget
his Lady Marion.
What was it about Earth women that so fascinated the Lœngbærrow
men? Whatever it was, she envied them. Twenty-six years Chrístõ
Mian had been married to his first wife. A fraction of time by Gallifreyan
standards. But if she was his wife for five hundred years it would never
mean as much to him. And her son would never have the same place in his
hearts as his half-blood first born son did.
Valena sighed and took her baby back into her arms. Garrick was hers.
She loved him dearly. And since he WAS her own father’s heir, and
would inherit the Arpexia estate when he came of age, there was no need
to resent Chrístõ’s primogeniture. But it did gall
her that she and her child would always be second place. That was why
she HAD pressed her husband to at least allow Garrick to SHARE the first
born status with Chrístõ. When he refused she had pressed
to have her pureblood son granted the full right of primogeniture, and
there were many who would have supported her in the claim if she had taken
it to a higher authority. But she loved her husband. She loved his son,
and if she ever hoped to have that love returned she could not have done
that to them. She had to accept that second wife, second child status.
Julia knew nothing of this as she stood watching the baby and mother.
She only knew that these were people who would be a part of her life in
time to come.
“It must be strange for Chrístõ to have a brother
who is only a baby when he is a grown man.”
“Yes,” Valena answered. “191 years between. Even for
our people, that is a big gap. But I hoped it would be easier for him
to accept it than it has proven.”
“When he sees his baby brother, I am sure he will love him,”
Julia said. “I think he is lovely.”
“I think you are a very sweet child who will be good for Chrístõ,”
Valena replied wholeheartedly. “If you can melt those stony hearts
of his and bring him to understand that I bear him no ill will….”
Her own nictating membranes blinked rapidly. Julia looked at her and wondered
if, after all, Gallifreyans COULD cry.
“No, we can’t,” Valena said, and Julia
remembered that the one thing they COULD do is read minds. “But
that doesn’t mean we don’t feel hurt. These past few years
have been difficult for us. This is not a happy family just now. But by
the time you ARE old enough to become a part of it I hope these present
trials will be resolved.”
“She is a very pretty child,” Chrístõ’s
father told him as they sat in The Ambassador’s drawing room. “Vampyres!
The universe contains some dreadful horrors. It is a miracle she is alive.
I am proud of you, my son. Not only for fighting those creatures –
but for the mature way in which you have taken on the responsibility for
the child.”
“What else could I do?” he said. “She needed me.”
“Indeed,” his father nodded. “And yet, I am not sure
it is entirely appropriate that you are travelling alone with her. She
is so young. And so are you.”
“I am old enough to be responsible for myself. And for Julia,”
he said.
The Ambassador smiled as he glanced at the untouched glass of whiskey
by his son’s side. “Do you still prefer to drink milk?”
he teased him.
“Yes,” Chrístõ answered good-naturedly. “And
I still don’t believe that strong alcohol is what marks a man from
a boy.”
“I agree,” Penne said as he stretched himself lazily across
three-quarters of the large sofa where Chrístõ sat with
him. “The love of a good woman is what marks a man from a boy. And
we both have that. Even if Chrístõ’s woman is not
quite old enough for him yet.”
Chrístõ got ready to respond to his friend’s
teasing, but the door opened and they looked around to see their two women.
Penne sat up straight as Cirena came in, holding hands with Julia.
“Chrístõ, your young lady was looking for you,”
Cirena said. Julia ran to him and he reached out his arms to cuddle her
on his knee lovingly. Cirena laughed and perched herself on Penne’s
knee.
“We were talking,” The Ambassador said. “About making
sure you are properly educated, Miss Julia. If you ARE to be the wife
of a Gallifreyan who we fully expect to be Lord High President in his
turn there is MUCH you must learn.”
“I know,” she replied. “Chrístõ’s
stepmother already told me.”
“Valena is here?” Chrístõ looked startled. “I
thought…”
“Since the death of her father we have been somewhat…. Reconciled,”
The Ambassador said. “I asked her to be here on this prestigious
occasion when it would be appropriate for an Ambassador to be accompanied
by his wife.”
“I remember mother attending grand balls with you,” Chrístõ
said. “One at least… She wore a blue dress with hundreds of
diamonds on it. She was like a diamond herself.”
“You were four years old,” The Ambassador remembered. “It
was the wedding of the Venturan prince. The ruler of the planet we lived
on when you were a child.”
“The planet my mother died on,” Chrístõ added.
“But seeing her in that dress… I remember that.”
“I’m glad you have memories of her,” his father told
him. “So do I. But even Time Lords cannot live in the past. ESPECIALLY
Time Lords. There are Laws preventing us from going back into our personal
timelines, no matter how precious the memories are.”
“Chrístõ,” Julia cut in. “I saw your brother.”
“Half brother,” Chrístõ automatically corrected
her. “He’s here too?”
“Of course,” The Ambassador said. “He is too young to
be left in the care of nursemaids.”
“He’s a beautiful baby,” Julia told him. “He has
the same eyes as you, Chrístõ, except he doesn’t cry.”
“That’s not the only difference,” Chrístõ
said. His voice had a coldness on the edge of it that even Julia recognised.
“He’s your brother, Chrístõ,” she told
him.
“Half brother,” he said again. And he was aware of his father’s
distracted gaze and the puzzled look Julia gave him. Penne and Cirena
had eyes only for each other. They missed the subtle tension in the air.
“In any case,” The Ambassador said, breaking
the tension. “Julia, my dear, I hope you will consider yourself
a part of our family even though it is some time before you can officially
be one of us.” Julia smiled happily at that idea and snuggled even
closer to Chrístõ. The Ambassador nodded. It was a strange
and unexpected resolution of Li Tuo’s prophecy, but both Chrístõ
and Julia seemed content with each other. He was satisfied.
Family. Chrístõ thought about that word as
he walked along the quiet corridor, acknowledging the salutes of the Guardia
Real sentries posted by the occupied rooms. He wondered if they all realised
he WAS The Ambassador’s son and not their Lord and King. Either
way, he had the freedom of the palace, of course.
He had called Penne brother nearly as long as he had known him. They were
as close as brothers could be. Sammie and Terry, too. He had come to love
them as close kin, and Bo and Cassie, even Julia, were like sisters. Li
Tuo, was a second father to him. He had grown up an only child, a lonely
child, but right now he had a warm, loving family around him here in this
palace and he loved them all.
Except….
He stood and looked at the door to the royal nursery. He wondered idly
why that needed a guard. But of course there were so many important guests
at this wedding, and many of them had children. And they had to be protected.
“May I enter,” he asked. He saw the guard’s eyes flicker
as she looked at him. The fact that he asked the question told her that
he was NOT her King, but the King’s closest friend. She bowed her
head respectfully to him and told him he may enter.
There were two nurses on duty in the room, softly lit with lamps that
revolved slowly and cast coloured patterns of nursery scenes around.
“I wish to see the child of the Gallifreyan Ambassador,” he
said after preventing the two women from bowing to him and identifying
himself. “He is my… he is kin to me,” he amended. He
tried. But the word ‘brother’ did not seem to fit still.
“This
one,” the nurse said and brought him to the cot where the baby was
sleeping beneath a light up mobile that depicted Gallifrey’s solar
system. He looked at the red globe of his home world and felt a twinge
of homesickness and a nostalgic memory of the mobile that hung over his
own cradle as a child. Gallifrey and Earth had been the two globes that
had lit up the darkness for him as he slept. But Garrick would never know
the beautiful blue planet. HE came only from Gallifrey.
He looked at the child and was startled when his eyes opened. Julia was
right. They DID have the same eyes. Except this pureblood child did not
cry.
He reached out his hand and touched the child’s face. The first
physical contact with his half-brother. He wasn’t sure what he expected
to feel.
He felt nothing.
“I don’t love you,” he whispered. “I don’t
hate you either. You are what you are, and you can’t help that.
But I don’t love you.”
“He is due for a feed,” the nurse said to him. Chrístõ
was startled to realise she was so close by. He wondered if she had heard
what he had said. “Would you like to…”
He turned. She held out a feeding bottle.
“Doesn’t his mother….?”
“Ladies of high status almost never feed their babies during the
night,” the nurse said. “The feeds are prepared in advance.”
“My mother always did,” he said. “I remember.”
It was one of those fuzzy memories that he could never quite fix upon,
but he DID recall his mother sitting on a rocking chair by the window
in the moonlight. He knew he must have been very tiny then. Maybe no older
than Garrick was now. But he DID remember being in her arms, being fed
and being loved by her. He looked down at the child and felt sorry for
him that his mother didn’t love him as much as his mother had loved
him.
“Yes,” he said taking the bottle and reaching to pick up the
child, his half-brother. He sat in a sort of wickerwork chair by the cot
and held the baby safely in his arms as he fed him the bottle of milk.
No, he thought, he still didn’t love him. But he maybe felt something.
A small connection. The baby looked up at him. Their eyes connected. They
both had their father’s eyes. Once or twice when he was feeling
bitter in the past year or more he had harboured the thought that maybe
Valena’s child was not his father’s. He didn’t mean
that she might have committed adultery. But he was aware that Gallifreyan
DNA worked strangely. He knew there was very little of his mother’s
DNA in his own being. He was almost a carbon copy of his father. He had
hoped that the Arpexia genes might override the Lœngbærrow ones in
this case. Then he would have no reason to think of the child as related
to him at all.
But there was no doubt. Chrístõ scanned him mentally as
he held him. Garrick, too, was almost entirely his father’s son.
He WAS a Lœngbærrow. He WAS his brother.
“But I DON’T love you,” he said again. “You’re
not MY mother’s son. She died a long, long, long time ago. Your
mother…. Your mother is a pureblood Gallifreyan. You are a pureblood.
We can never be the same. We can NEVER really be brothers.”
A tear fell from his Human eyes and rolled slowly down his cheek. He wished
he DID have some feeling in him. This emptiness felt wrong. But as much
as he tried he couldn’t love him. He just couldn’t.
He finished the feed. He winded him as he knew how. He found nappies and
changed him and put him down again in his cot and he sang a soft song
that his mother had sung to him. Strangely, not an Earth song, but a Venusian
lullaby. Venusians looked like Humanoids but their method of childbirth
was not. The females gave birth only once in their lives, to about a dozen
glassy eggs with a nucleus inside that remained in the nursery for a year
growing into the baby Venusian. The mother and her mate in turn would
sit for long hours encouraging them to grow by singing these songs. Chrístõ
wondered how they could bear it, because quite often less than a quarter
of the eggs would mature. It must be heartbreaking for them seeing most
of them wither and die. But somehow it worked for them. Venusians thrived
and passed on their songs to the next generation.
He wasn’t sure how his mother learnt such a song, but she did. And
he in turn now sang it to his half-brother as he slept.
“I STILL don’t love you,” he whispered as he walked
away from the cot. “But I wish you no harm, little one.”
The nurse watched him leave. She looked at the baby he had sat with for
nearly a full hour, caring for it in every way.
If that wasn’t love, she thought, then she must
have misunderstood its meaning all her life.
“I can’t make it out,” Valena said as
she pushed a lace embroidered perambulator along the walkway between the
sideshows and entertainments that made the streets of the city crowded
but colourful. “This morning when I went to the nursery to feed
Garrick, the nurse told me that Chrístõ came in and sat
with him during the night, actually held him and fed him and looked after
him. But this morning at breakfast he hardly even acknowledged me.”
“He does act very out of character about your baby,” Cassie
admitted. “He is wonderful with Chrístõ junior.”
“I am glad he saw his brother,” Julia said. “But how
funny of him to do it in secret.” Julia walked beside Valena. She
at least enjoyed Chrístõ’s stepmother’s company.
Valena talked kindly to her and seemed to like hearing her talk about
ballet and especially about Chrístõ.
“Chrístõ is a man of deep feelings,” Bo commented
as she walked alongside the Princess Cirena. For the morning at least
Cirena had decided to do without an official Guardia escort, arguing that
since Bo had TRAINED the Guardia she would be as useful if anything occurred.
They were a relatively free group of friends who went to view the street
entertainments, despite one being a princess and the other the wife of
an ambassador.
“Where is he this morning?” Valena asked. “I was hoping
to talk to him after breakfast, but he and Penne both vanished.”
“Penne has taken him for one of his long baths in his big pool,”
Cassie said. Everyone giggled at the idea. Penne always enjoyed spending
time with Chrístõ in that way. He said he enjoyed his company.
They all knew that Chrístõ found it just a little embarrassing,
but refrained from teasing him openly about it.
“Well, perhaps there will be time later. But meanwhile we MUST find
this young lady a dress that befits the future wife of a high ranking
Gallifreyan for tonight’s ball.”
“It will be my first ball,” Julia said. “I hope I will
know what to do.”
“I am sure you will, my dear,” Valena said. “But if
you are in any doubt, I will help you.”
Bo and Cassie, with Cirena dropped back a little as Valena steered Julia
towards a dress shop.
“Is Valena for real?” Cassie asked. “Christo has always
described her as something like the wicked stepmother from Cinderella.
But she SEEMS nice. Especially to Julia.”
“Chrístõ misses his mother,” Bo said. “That
is why he cannot accept Valena or the baby.”
“It would seem to be so,” Cirena noted. “I think she
IS genuine. I think she would like to love Chrístõ very
much if he would let her. We must try to find a way.”
“Leave it to Julia,” Cassie said. “She’ll sort
him out. She may only be twelve, but she’s a smart girl.”
“Hey,” Julia came running to them. “Come see this. You
must. Come on….”
She ran back to where Valena was standing watching a sideshow that was
set up at the junction of two of the wider streets of the city. The others
caught up quickly and watched with them as a man in a black robe and flowing
cloak performed some very impressive magic tricks.
Impressive to most people anyway.
“Chrístõ can do the sword swallowing,” Bo said.
“We’ve seen him do it.”
“He can’t make the sword rise up again though,” Cassie
added.
“Chrístõ is not very good at telekinesis,” Valena
said. “It was his poorest school subject. His father said so. But
this young man is VERY good at it. And you know, I do believe he IS Gallifreyan.
I must have a word with him after his set. I wonder where he is from.”
“You have this sort of thing on Gallifrey?” Julia asked. “Magic
shows?”
“We have many things,” Valena said. “Though this kind
of performance – it would only be done by the lower castes. The
Caretakers – that is what we call those people who perform the more
menial roles in our society. Some of them aspire to be entertainers. This
one is very good.”
The act finished and the cloaked man took a bow. Valena called to him
as he made to leave the temporary stage he had performed upon and he came
towards her dutifully.
“I was right,” she said. “You ARE Gallifreyan. I can
sense it. You are a VERY strong telepath for a Caretaker.”
“I am Morlen Kohbran,” he said. “At your service, madam.”
“Kohbran!” she was surprised. “Oh, I think I know you.
Mataliu Kohbran…. He was butler to my father for many years. Was
he…”
“My father, madam. He died last year.”
“I am sorry to hear that. My father himself died recently, very
suddenly.”
“I know,” he said. “I hear news from home from time
to time. Chancellor Arpexia was well respected, madam.”
“Kind of you to say so,” Valena said. “Oh, but…
please…” She turned to Cirena. “Would it be possible
for this talented young man to present his magic show as one of the entertainments
at the ball tonight?”
“I think that would be delightful,” Cirena
agreed. “Present yourself at the palace later, and show this…”
She handed him a gilt edged introduction card.
“Well,” Rõgæn smirked as he looked
at the card. “I NEVER thought it would be that easy. They set up
security tight as a drum around the palace. And then they hand us an invitation.
My cousin will be DEAD before midnight and nobody will ever trace it to
me.”
“They will trace it to ME,” Kohb protested. “That lady….
Lady Valena… she knew my father.”
“You’re not important,” Rõgæn said with
a shrug. “You just do what you’re supposed to do.”
“I’m not sure about this. WHY do you want to kill this man…
what has he done to you?”
“He was born!” Rõgæn growled. “He was born
and the stars stood still! Everyone on Gallifrey took a step back and
breathed in. A half-blood with the Mark of Rassilon! Every half-baked
soothsayer and mystic on the planet had theories about his Destiny! His
timeline was read and the results are in a locked file in the High Council’s
office. Nobody may know. I don’t reckon it says anything that matters,
but the fact that it is there, and it is secret, meant that he was marked
out as ‘special’. When he went to school I managed to rouse
enough antipathy against him on account of his mongrel blood to make his
life a misery. But it didn’t stop him coming out better than me
in every single subject. My father thought I was a failure because I didn’t
shine academically like my precious cousin. Even most of the teachers
came out on his side in the end. And by the time he was a senior at the
Academy all the girls started to fawn over him anyway. They all thought
he was so handsome, and talented. He just makes me sick. A half-blood
with the universe handed to him on a plate.”
Kohb listened to his master’s invective with an impassive look on
his face. His father had such a look when he was in the presence of his
masters. Inside, though, he was wondering. Was that REALLY a reason for
such bitter hatred? The fact that his cousin was better than him at school?
For this he wanted to kill him in what Kohb thought was a thoroughly gruesome
manner.
Caretakers weren’t supposed to judge their masters. They were supposed
to do their bidding without question.
But what if their master’s bidding was a terrible and horrible crime?
And he knew it was wrong?
“You’re not important,” Rõgæn
had said. Kohb wondered if he was ready to take a fall for his master.
“My last ball as a single man,” Penne laughed
as he stood by the big mirror and looked at himself with just a touch
of his old vanity. “I sometimes wonder if I’m doing the right
thing. I had so much fun as a lecher!”
“You know you don’t mean that,” Chrístõ
said with an indulgent smile at him. “You love Cirena.”
“Yes, I do,” Penne said. “I adore her. She’s been
good for me. I’ve hardly even looked at another woman since I met
her. And yet until tomorrow night we….” He laughed. “Celibacy
was a new concept for me. But it is worth it. For my princess. She is
wonderful. She’s not just beautiful. She is a clever woman too.
She has ruled the remains of her father’s empire so very wisely.
Your father drew up an interesting Constitution, you know. She remains
Queen of Terrigna in her own right even when we are married. And I am
King-Emperor of Adano-Ambrado with her as my queen consort. Our empires
are joined by marriage, but not merged. Your father believes it is better
that way. There will be no resentments or rebellions about which should
be the most powerful territories, or where the governments should sit.
And we do not become such a HUGE single empire that we attract those who
might seek to conquer us.”
“My father is a very able diplomat,” Chrístõ
said.
“Your father is a wonderful man,” Penne told him. “He
treats me like a son. I... I love him… more than my own father.
Because I don’t think I ever really loved my father at all, and
knowing the terrible things he did even his memory is not something I
can cherish. But your father has been there for me, guided me… if
I am a good ruler of my people… it is because of him.”
“He is a very caring man,” Chrístõ added.
“I thought at first it was just because of… of my resemblance
to you. He still sometimes calls me Chrístõ by mistake,
you know. But it seems not to sadden him like it used to. Now he smiles
as if it was a great joke. Because he knows…. No matter how huge
my Empire is, I could never walk in YOUR shoes, Chrístõ.
You will always be a better man than I am.”
“That’s not true. I am still just the son
of a diplomat. You ARE a king. And you are king by right not inheritance.
You’ve earned your crown.”
“The crown is the only thing that is different about
us.” Penne looked at them both in the mirror and it was literally
true. They were dressed identically. Their robes were black edged in silver
with a mantle of deep red over them. Both wore large silver medallions
with the crest of Adano-Ambrado engraved upon them and the only thing
that set them apart was the gold circlet that rested on Penne’s
dark hair. He lifted it from his head and placed it on Chrístõ’s
instead. “Now you are the King-Emperor and I am the diplomat’s
son,” he said.
“The diplomat will know the difference,” Chrístõ
said. “So will the princess. And so will my friends.”
“But nobody else will.” Penne laughed at the
idea of this subtle deception. Chrístõ did too. They hugged
each other in a brotherly way and then turned to leave the private chamber.
Rõgæn was annoyed. It was his own idea, of
course, but being regarded as the mere assistant of a Caretaker galled
him. And it galled him, too, that Kohb seemed to go along with the pretence
too well. He had given him orders even when there was nobody else around
to listen to him giving them.
“Just remember YOU are the one being paid by me,” he snarled.
“And be careful with that. It’s not JUST one of your pathetic
illusions. That’s a serious piece of technology.”
“What exactly does it do?” Kohb asked. “How will it
kill your cousin? I always thought a transcended Time Lord was virtually
impossible to kill.”
“Oh there are lots of ways to kill a Time Lord. A couple of bullets
in the right part of the brain does it. Cutting off the head does it,
too. Cutting out their hearts would do it. Dropping them in molten lava….”
“It will cut off his head?” Kohb asked. That
seemed the only one of those methods that seemed practical in this situation.
“No, that would be too easy, too quick,” Rõgæn
sneered. I want my cousin to suffer the worst agonies for as long as possible.
This will do that. He will hurt so much… and I will enjoy every
moment of it.”
“You’re a heartless maniac,” Kohb thought,
but behind a carefully constructed mental wall. He didn’t know how
good a telepath his master was, and he didn’t want him reading private
thoughts like that.
“Great heavens!” Penne whispered aloud as they
stepped into the drawing room of the Queen’s Chambers. All of the
women who sat or stood waiting for the men in their lives were looking
utterly beautiful in their own way. Valena was elegant in a Gallifreyan
ballgown of russet coloured taffeta, Cassie in white voile that set off
her brown skin, Bo in a red Cheongsam dress embroidered with golden plum
blossom. But the brightest stars in the room stood side by side by the
ornamental mantel. Cirena, was in a dress that looked as if the fabric
was spun silver. It fitted close around her bosom and then fell straight
to her feet encased in matching shoes of silver. The neckline and sleeves
and the hem were all edged with real rubies – from the mines on
Adano-Menor, Penne thought with a smile. A girdle of the same rubies marked
her trim waist and she wore a silver circlet on her head, again with the
same gems set in it. She truly looked like a princess and her dress was
worth a king’s ransom. He wondered if the wedding gown tomorrow
could possibly outshine it.
And a close second to the princess was the girl by her
side. Penne blinked as he saw Julia and reminded himself she was twelve
years old. Because if he didn’t know he would have taken her for
several years older.
Chrístõ gasped too and stared at the girl he loved as a
sister and who was destined to be his wife. The bodice was royal blue
satin embroidered with a darker blue leaf pattern. It was ‘off the
shoulder’ and accentuated her blossoming figure as it curved out
over her petite bosom and in at a tight waist before flaring out into
a wide satin skirt with a stiff overskirt of thin, see-through chiffon
over it. Her long dark hair was piled up in a sophisticated top knot trimmed
with feathers and pearls. A blue satin choker with more pearls and matching
earrings finished her look. She stood with her gloved hands clasped together
in front of her, a little nervous, perhaps. She knew she was a twelve
year old girl made up to look like a woman by the combined efforts of
Valena and her other friends, and she was anxious to carry off the sophistication
she had yet to learn.
She was also puzzled by the two men who stood looking at her. She looked
at the one who wore the crown – who had been most surprised by her.
And she stepped up to him and kissed him on the cheek.
“Chrístõ,” she said. “You look beautiful.”
“Just what I was going to say to you,” he told her. “You
knew me?”
“Yes,” she said and didn’t offer up
any explanations of how she had guessed. Cirena stepped forward and kissed
Penne and suggested that, for now, they might put the crown on the correct
head. Chrístõ passed it to him and after settling the circlet
on his head Penne took his princess by the arm. Chrístõ
took his own young prom queen and fell into line behind Penne. The other
men joined them outside as they walked to the grand ballroom. The Ambassador
in Gallifreyan formal robes took his wife by the arm and walked in step
with his son. Terry and Sammie in smart black silk suits with the arms
of Adano-Ambrado on their tie pins followed with their wives.
Rõgæn was in the viewing gallery above the
main ballroom along with many others like himself who were part of the
entertainments but not actually invited guests at the ball. He stood when
the king-emperor appeared at the top of the grand staircase, and remained
standing for the Adano-Ambrado national anthem in his honour, but only
because it would have looked odd otherwise. He had, of course, seen the
banners and posters of the royal couple about the city. He had noted the
remarkable resemblance between the king-emperor and his cousin and added
that to the number of burning resentments he had against him. Chrístõ
was a guest of honour. Bosom friend of the king. He, Rõgæn
Koschei Oakdaene was a non-entity, hired help, an entertainer.
Or so they thought. Later, the king-emperor was going to be a unique model
again, mourning his doppelganger’s death.
“Are they brothers?” Kohb asked. “They ARE identical.”
“No,” Rõgæn said. “His weakling Human mother
was lucky to have one child, let alone two. It’s some coincidence,
but that’s all it is.”
“How do you know which one is him?”
“He’s the one with two hearts and no crown,”
Rõgæn said. “Obviously.”
“You’ve switched again, haven’t you,”
Julia said as she danced with the man everyone else thought was The Ambassador’s
son. “You’re Penne… the king.”
“How did you guess?” he asked as he glanced at Chrístõ
dancing with his princess.
“Your eyes,” she said. “Chrístõ has tear
ducts. You don’t.”
“You must have been looking very deeply into my eyes to know that,”
Penne told her. He touched her cheek gently. “You love him very
much, don’t you?”
“Yes,” she said. She smiled sweetly at him. “Do you
and Chrístõ often play this game, switching so that nobody
knows which of you is which?”
“All the time,” he said. “But we never seem to fool
those who love us the most. Still, you’re dancing with a king, little
lady. Doesn’t that feel good?”
“It’s nice,” she admitted. “But I’d like
to dance with Chrístõ again when this set is over. He is
MY prince.”
“So you shall,” he promised. “And I
shall have my princess back.”
Valena sighed as she walked in the formal garden outside
the ballroom. Every door was open and the music spilled out into the warm,
summery evening with the moon rising and bathing the scene with light.
She looked at her husband. He seemed to have warmed to her a little more
since she had joined him here. Away from Gallifrey and its blood ties
and blood feuds and political machinations he seemed a kinder man. She
hoped it would last.
“Why the sigh?” he asked her.
“This is my first ball since the period of mourning for my father.
I feel a little…”
“I understand,” he said. “After Marion died, getting
back into these social occasions our position requires us to attend was
hard for me.”
“Why did you marry a Human woman?” she asked. “Knowing
how fragile they are. You would have been better off choosing one among
our own people.”
“I lost out on the woman I first loved. Did you ever meet Lady Lilliana
De Argenlunna?”
“Yes, but only in her declining years.” The
one thing she DID have in common with his first wife was an age gap. Chrístõ
Mian was already in his last regeneration and over 4,000 years old. Valena
was only six hundred and in her second regeneration. She belonged to a
different generation to her husband. Lady Lilliana was a renowned beauty
in her youth, but she had died of old age when Chrístõ was
still at the Prydonian Academy. “I never knew you…”
“The Silver Lily. She was my first love. When I was Chrístõ’s
age. But she chose another. I buried myself in work and told myself I
would never fall in love again. Then I met my Lady Marion.”
“An Earth Child.”
“Very much a child,” he said. “She was 19. But in Earth
years that is an adult woman and it was not inappropriate for me to court
her. I loved her dearly. And I lost her, and again I buried myself in
other things, in the care of my son, in the politics of our world and
told myself I would never love again.” He looked at Valena and he
sighed.
“I am a disappointment to you,” she said. “I have never
measured up to her.”
“I never expected….” He stood and faced her and put
his hands on her shoulders. “Valena, did you marry me because you
loved me? Or for my status.”
“I loved you, Chrístõ Mian,” she said. “I…
I still do, despite the rift that lies between us. But do you….
have you any feeling for me other than contempt?”
“Of course I do, my dear,” he assured her. “I am sorry
there has been this rift. The reasons for it…. they’re not
your fault entirely. I would… if we could… You DO look lovely
tonight, you know. Nobody would take you for six hundred years.”
“Age and appearance are meaningless to us, anyway,” she said.
“But Chrístõ Mian… please… tell me that
a reconciliation is possible between us.”
“I believe there is hope for us,” he told her. “If these
old resentments can be forgotten.”
“Good,” she whispered. “Because… because I am
with child again.”
“You are?” The Ambassador was startled. “When?”
“The night my father died. You took me to your bed. I felt…
not as if it was in comfort for my loss, but as if you were staking your
claim, your ownership of me. But we lay together as man and wife and….
It is a daughter. Chrístõ and Garrick will have a sister.”
“That is wonderful,” The Ambassador said. He pulled her close
and kissed her. Yes, he thought, the resentments must be set aside now.
Even Chrístõ’s.
“Let’s go inside,” she said after a while. “It’s
cold out here. And besides, the entertainment will begin soon. Chrístõ’s
young lady is going to dance for us, and there is a rather magnificent
magic act that I spotted earlier today. Very fine young man, one of our
own, you know. Or… well, a Caretaker class anyway. But from Gallifrey.
His father worked as butler to my own father for many years.”
“Really?” Valena looked at her husband. She
wasn’t sure but she thought there was a slight note in his voice.
A coldness that she thought had been banished in the earlier warmth. Then
he smiled. “I am sure it will prove very interesting,” he
said, and took her arm gently.
Julia’s interpretation of Stravinsky’s Firebird
in the costume Chrístõ had specially had made for her enchanted
everyone. Afterwards Valena helped her back into her beautiful blue ball
gown and fixed her hair again.
“You look lovely, my dear,” Valena told her. “The star
of the show.” They stepped out of the dressing room together and
then Valena pulled her back inside. There were two people walking past
and they were arguing loudly. They waited until they had gone.
“That was the magician,” Julia said. “The one you said
was from Gallifrey. But who is that other man? I didn’t see anyone
with him earlier.”
“Nor did I,” Valena said. “But he is ALSO Gallifreyan.
Except….” Valena shivered. She had not had physical contact
with him so she could not read his mind, but something about him disturbed
her, and not only the fact that he was a VERY angry man.
“Let’s get back to the ball,” she said. She felt a strong
desire to be among other people, to be near her husband and others who
would protect her. She wasn’t sure WHY she felt in need of protection,
but she did.
“Oh!” She cried as they turned the corner and saw the two
men again. The one who had disturbed her so much was standing over the
other and he was bleeding from a deep wound in his stomach. “Oh
no!”
Valena screamed and hoped she would be heard beyond this
backstage area. But there was too much noise from the choir singing a
raucous Adano-Ambradan folk song on stage. Julia screamed, equally to
no avail as Valena fell to the ground, her throat cut and blood pouring
from it. The man looked at her and growled and hit her across the head.
She fell across Valena’s still warm body. She was still semi-conscious
when she felt herself being dragged away.
Neither Chrístõ nor his father were too concerned
that Julia and Valena had not returned. They both assumed the two were
chatting together and had lost track of the time, though by the time they
had sat through a performance of a Pergonian Love Song – Pergonians
wrote songs that went on for at least thirty minutes and were illustrated
by actors performing the story , they were starting to wonder.
“That magician Valena was interested in is up next,”
The Ambassador said. “She surely wouldn’t want to miss that.”
Julia regained consciousness painfully. She sat up and
looked around her. She was in one of the dressing rooms backstage. Valena
was there, too, and so was the magician. She knelt up and looked at them
both. Valena looked dead. She was afraid even to touch her.
“She’s dying,” Kohbran said as he struggled to sit up.
Julia looked at him and wondered how he could even do that.
“You’re Gallifreyan, of course,” she said. “You
can heal. But… why can’t she?”
“She is,” he said. “But by regeneration.”
“By what?”
“She’s a Time Lord. When they are fatally injured their bodies
transform. The molecules are rearranged and they live again – the
same brain, the same memories, but in a new body. That’s happening
to her.”
“Oh!” Julia reached out and touched her. She seemed cold.
But her hearts were beating very slowly. She WAS alive. “Can…
can Chrístõ do that?”
“Chrístõ?” Kohbran looked at her. “Chrístõ
is the name of the one my Master wants to kill. He won’t have a
chance to regenerate. I tried to stop him. I told him I would not have
anything more to do with this horrible thing. He turned on me… as
you see.”
“He wants to kill Chrístõ?” Julia’s voice
was shrill with fear, for herself and for her man, as well as for Valena.
“He hates him with a terrible, terrible hate such as I have never
seen in any man. He WILL kill him and there is nothing we can do to stop
him.”
“There must be something!” she cried. “Chrístõ!”
“I am worried,” Chrístõ said.
“After this act is done I am going to find them.”
“I agree,” The Ambassador said. “This is not good.”
“That isn’t the same man we saw this morning, surely,”
Cirena said. She sat between Penne and Chrístõ and his father
had moved next to him in the seat Julia was absent from. Chrístõ
currently had the crown, she noted. It had passed between them so often
she had ALMOST become confused. She looked at the man on stage again.
He was wearing a leather face mask, which was obviously part of the act.
But even so she was sure this man was taller than the one they had talked
to, and the hair looked different. She was puzzled. But the act looked
much the same as she saw earlier.
Audience participation was a big part of it. The magician had invited
several guests to take part in wondrous things. He had made eggs appear
in people’s mouths and hatched them into doves. He had made the
hair of the wife of the Ambassador of Cromolon B. stand up on end and
then turn blue instead of the bright pink it was before. He had levitated
several young women.
“And now,” he said, “for the grand finale of the act,
I should like a volunteer to step into Kohbran’s Vanishing Cabinet.
And he seemed to be looking around the audience before pointing to one
in the royal party. “The one who looks so much like our beloved
king-emperor,” he said. “Won’t you come up and try out
my cabinet.”
Penne grinned and stood up. This was one of the advantages of letting
Chrístõ wear the crown for a bit. Nobody would DARE invite
the king-emperor to take part in a magic act, but his friend still had
that freedom.
“Penne, my love,” Cirena said. But then she
stopped. She wasn’t sure WHY she suddenly felt apprehensive, but
there was no need for it, surely. This was just another illusion.
“Be careful,” Chrístõ told him telepathically.
“YOU are the king, and you’re getting married tomorrow.”
“It’s ok,” he assured him. “These
things are just tricks. There will be a false floor and I’ll have
to wander a couple of passages in the basement of my own palace till I
get back to the ballroom.”
“See if you can see my stepmother and my young lady while you’re
there,” Chrístõ answered him and he laughed.
“Step inside Kohbran’s cabinet,” the magician said as
he took Penne by the hand and placed him inside the box which was just
big enough for an adult to stand inside. “The Vanishing Cabinet
of Morlen Kohbran,” he repeated. “Remember that name when
you wonder where your friend has gone!” He closed the cabinet door
and gave a laugh that froze the hearts of everyone who heard it. There
was a flash that left imprints on their retinas and a smoke effect and
when they blinked and looked again the cabinet was gone, and so was the
magician.
The audience were puzzled. Some of them clapped. Others murmured apprehensively.
This didn’t look entirely right.
Chrístõ stood. So did his father. They looked at each other.
“I can’t feel him telepathically,” Chrístõ
began. “That cabinet must be lead lined.”
“Where did it go?” The Ambassador asked.
“Chrístõ!” Everyone turned as Julia ran into
the ballroom. Her dress was torn and her make up streaked down her face.
She fell into his arms. She looked at the crown. “Chrístõ…
it is you?”
“It’s me. But….”
“Valena is hurt, and somebody wants to kill you… the magician…”
she gasped.
“Guards!” Sammie yelled, jumping up from his seat and becoming
animated. “Everyone stay where you are,” he shouted as the
guests began to move in panic. Stay in this room. Stay seated. The king
has been kidnapped and there are people injured. But everyone stay calm,
please.” The Guardia Real rushed to his command. He sent them to
make a search.
“Take me to my wife,” The Ambassador said to Julia. “Please…”
“Go with him,” Chrístõ told her. He turned to
Cirena. “I’ll find Penne. Don’t you worry.” He
jumped up onto the stage and pulled out his sonic screwdriver. His first
suspicion was confirmed. There were resonances of a teleport beam. Localised,
he thought. The cabinet was probably still in the building, somewhere.
But it was a big building.
Penne was starting to hurt. He felt as if his body was
being microwaved. The orange-white light that eminated from both sides
of the cabinet was a radiation of some kind and it was penetrating his
very molecules. He pushed against the door but his hands hurt as if they
were burning. He half expected to see blisters and blackened skin. Instead
he saw his flesh almost translucent and his veins glowing with the same
colour as the light, as if they were carrying the radiation through his
body.
This was meant to kill him, he realised.
It was meant to kill Chrístõ.
The man had not called upon him, the king-emperor, but his friend. He
didn’t know they had switched the crown.
This elaborate thing was to kill Chrístõ.
And kill him in a horrible, painful way. Even more painful than the Peine
Forte machine that Chrístõ had been subjected to in his
stead a long time ago. Ironic, he thought as he let out a low scream of
agony that he was unable to suppress. Chrístõ had been put
into that contraption for HIM. Now he was being murdered in place of Chrístõ.
“Cirena,” he called out. “My princess.” He would
willingly give his life for Chrístõ if it were not for her,
and for his people. His hearts quailed as he thought of his faithful people
who would be left leaderless without him.
Strange he thought. Once he would have been afraid for his own life.
“Chrístõ, that’s your doing, my brother,”
he said aloud. “I used to be a self-centred coward. I would have
been begging for my own life. But here I am dying and I can only think
of you, and Cirena, and my poor beloved empire that needs me still.”
He screamed louder than ever as the energy, the radiation,
whatever it was, enveloped him. His body seemed to be surrounded by a
glow and it felt as if it was eating away at him from the inside and the
outside, too.
“Valena!” The Ambassador burst through the
door and cried out loud as he saw his wife lying there. He knelt by her
side. He looked at the man who was sitting with her. He saw the orange
blood on his clothing and guessed he, too, had been a victim of the lunatic
who had hurt her and kidnapped Penne Dúre.
“She is in a self-induced stasis,” the man said. “Prior
to regeneration.”
“She is that badly wounded?”
“He cut her throat,” Julia said, gulping for air and choking
down her sobs. “She lost loads of blood. More than I saw Chrístõ
lose when he mended himself.”
“There is a limit even for us,” The Ambassador said. “When
our veins are too empty for the hearts to pump blood, even we cannot repair
ourselves except by regeneration.” He touched his wife’s forehead
and willed her to rise out of the trance she had placed herself in. She
gasped as she looked up at him.
“I’m sorry, my love,” she told him. “I am so sorry…”
“So am I,” he said. “It would have been so wonderful…”
“I didn’t want to let myself change until you were with me,”
she said. “So that you would know that… if there was another
way…”
“If you don’t, you’ll die anyway,” he said. “I
am sorry, my dear. So very sorry. But I want you alive.”
He clutched her hand and she gasped again. The process was beginning,
he knew.
“What…” Julia wasn’t sure how to ask the question.
“Why is she… if she is going to live… why are you both
sad?”
“She told me a few hours ago that she is pregnant. But… regeneration…
the unborn child will be destroyed by the process. She will live…
but our daughter won’t.”
“Oh!” Julia sobbed. She reached out for The Ambassador’s
hand and for Valena’s with her other hand “Oh I am so sorry
for you both.”
“Human compassion is a beautiful thing,” The
Ambassador said. “It is why I love your race so much. Thank you,
my dear.” He looked at his wife. They both did. Her body was enveloped
now in an orange-white glow. Beneath it her features were like chalk,
and they almost seemed to be crumbling. Julia looked at The Ambassador
and asked if this was normal.
“It happens in different ways. Sometimes it is gentle like this.
Other times it is a more violent thing. The last time for me, I felt as
if I was being shredded and Chrístõ told me the glow was
like an inferno enveloping me. That was when he was able to talk about
it. He was so shaken from witnessing my regeneration he could hardly speak
at all for days. Then it took a lot of coaxing before he would talk about
it to me.”
“This is normal for you? For Time Lords?” She looked at Valena’s
body again. It didn’t look like flesh any more. It was more like
a chalk figure of a person, with just vague impressions of a face, and
of hands and fingers. The legs seemed fused together as one solid thing.
“Yes, but please, don’t let it frighten you
away. Chrístõ loves you dearly.” She would never witness
it happening to Chrístõ, of course, he thought. He would
not be old enough to regenerate until long after she was dead of old age.
But this was one of many things she would have to come to terms with,
as his Marion had come to terms with them.
“They’ve found the cabinet!” One of the
Guardia Real ran into the ballroom shouting the news. Chrístõ
ran. Behind him Terry and Sammie followed him at a run. And their women
followed. Cassie and Bo with the princess. He turned to tell them not
to come. He didn’t know what danger there might be. But even Cirena,
a woman who had been raised as a princess, sheltered from trouble, from
danger, had that determined look of one who would not waste a moment in
argument while the man she loved was in trouble.
“What about the man who did this?” he asked as he ran after
the Guard.
“They have him in custody,” she answered. “But he refuses
to tell anyone how to open the cabinet, and…. Oh…” She
was a trained soldier, but she sobbed then. “We can hear him screaming.
The king… that cabinet… it’s not just a box. It is making
a sort of noise and it feels hot to the touch and inside…. he’s
being slowly killed.”
“Oh Rassilon help us!” Chrístõ whispered loudly.
“An artron chamber!”
“A what?” Sammie looked at him as he kept pace with him and
the young soldier of the Guardia Real as they ran along a corridor of
the royal palace.
“Artron energy is what powers the TARDIS. It is also what enables
us to regenerate. An artron chamber…. It's a method of execution
that was banned on our planet because it is too slow and painful. We used
the atomisation chamber instead because that is instant and almost painless.
The Artron chamer first strips away the lives of the Time Lord ….
His in potentia future lives…and then ages him until his body crumbles.
And… it can take anything up to an hour, but it must feel like eternity
to the one subjected to it.”
“And Penne is…” Cirena cried out in horror as she heard
Chrístõ’s words. “Oh no!”
“Here,” the soldier told them and they ran into the room.
It was a disused office on the third floor, and Chrístõ
was willing to bet it was a completely random choice. The short range
transporter had simply left the man and the cabinet in a different location
from which he had hoped to make his escape.
“Penne…” he called out in his head. “Can you hear
me?” But it was no use. The chamber WAS lead lined to prevent the
artron energy escaping. He went to it and touched it tentatively. It was
hot to the touch, but for him, not unbearable. He felt around until he
found the lock under a concealed panel.
“Deadlock seal,” he groaned. “Sonic screwdriver won’t
open it. I need the code… eight characters… 34 to choose from…”
He could have worked out how many combinations that made in his head,
but his head was full of the horrible sounds of his friend’s agony.
He knew Penne was no coward. For him to be crying out like that he must
be hurting terribly. His hearts were breaking knowing there was nothing
he could do.
“6y7pßO8x!” He heard the voice in his
head first. A telepathic message from a stranger. He began keying it in
even as the stranger ran into the room shouting the combination out loud.
He half turned and saw the man. Julia was at his side and behind them
was his father and…
The door opened suddenly. There was an orange flash as
artron energy discharged into the air and then Penne’s body collapsed
into his arms.
His living body. He could feel him alive, JUST. But he could well understand
why Cirena had let out the most heartrending scream when she saw him.
As he laid him on the floor gently he saw Bo and Cassie holding her upright
and holding her back.
He knelt by Penne’s side. He supported his head gently, though it
was a wonder he could bear any touch at all. His whole body was burnt
and blistered. His face was barely recognisable, there was so much damage.
Only his eyes seemed untouched as they looked up at him through swollen
eyelids that were too painful to fully open or to close, either.
He was in terrible pain. Chrístõ could feel it now that
he was released from the cabinet. He could feel him telepathically. His
thoughts were incoherent, fragmented. He was fighting consciousness and
losing. That was a good thing, Chrístõ thought. He would
die quietly, unaware of what was happening. But Penne seemed to be fighting
it.
It had been meant for him, Chrístõ knew. The one who did
this, the one they had in custody, planned to murder him with that dreadful
contraption. Instead, Penne was dying. He held him closer. While he still
could. He was the closest thing he ever had to a brother. And he loved
him as a brother. And he cared for him as a friend, too. He didn’t
want him to die. But he was powerless to stop it.
Penne reached out his burnt and blistered hands and clutched at Chrístõ’s
robe.
“Who will care for my people?” he whispered. “I wanted…
to be a good ruler.”
“You are,” Chrístõ said, proud that his last
thought had been, not for himself, but for his people. If he had ever
doubted it before, he didn’t now. Penne was a good man.
“Somebody will follow your example. They will be fine.” Chrístõ
desperately wanted to give him some comfort, soothe his pain. He hoped
someone WOULD follow his example and take care of his people. He deserved
that much of a legacy. “Sleep now, Penne. Sleep easy. You deserve
that.”
“Can’t sleep,” he said. “Too much pain. Anyway…
want to be with you.”
“Oh, Penne… I…” Chrístõ flinched
at the ear-splitting sound behind him. He looked up. Sammie had taken
a gun from one of the Guardia and opened fire on the machine with it.
He shouted at him not to waste ammunition, but as he spoke something even
he didn’t expect occurred. A golden light emerged from the broken
machine, arcing in the air and bearing down on Penne. It enveloped him
for a moment then disappeared. Even if he hadn’t been holding him
and felt it in his own soul, he would have known what was happening. They
were his twelve extra Time Lord lives returning to his body.
But that was no use. He was too young to regenerate. He was going to die
still, along with his other lives. There was nothing he could do.
“Chrístõ….” Sammie bent
and picked something up from the debris of the machine and gave it to
him. It was the Ring of Eternity that he had given to Penne when he became
a Time Lord. He looked at it in the palm of his hand. Was it his imagination
or did it glow?
He looked at Penne’s hand. His fingers were badly burnt and swollen.
He wasn’t sure how the ring could have fallen off. But it was his
ring. He slid it onto his finger.
“You ARE a Time Lord,” he said. “You can at least die
as one.”
“Chrístõ….” Penne groaned. “What’s
happening to me?”
“You’re dying,” he said. “I’m sorry. There’s
nothing I can do.”
“No,” Penne said. “This… isn’t dying. It’s…
it’s something else.” He held up his hand and he and Chrístõ
both stared at the ring. It WAS glowing with a fiery orange-red. So was
his hand. And the glow was spreading. Chrístõ felt Penne’s
whole body vibrating as the glow enveloped him. He wondered if it was
safe to be holding him, but he felt he couldn’t let him go. If he
was dying he wanted to comfort him. If he wasn’t, he wanted to take
care of him until….
“What’s happening?” Cirena broke from Bo and Cassie
and knelt by Chrístõ. “Is he…”
“I don’t know what he is at the moment,” Chrístõ
said. “I think…. I hope….” He watched with bated
breath, hoping against hope.
Slowly, beneath the glow he saw Penne’s body changing. The burnt
and blackened body seemed to melt away into a featureless mould of a body
shape and then slowly took on a new form. He WAS Regenerating. Chrístõ
didn’t understand how. Penne was too young…
Of course… The machine had taken his lives, and then it had begun
to take THIS life. BY AGING HIM. His body HAD been aged. His body WAS
ready to regenerate.
But it was not working as it should. The features that had appeared in
place of those Chrístõ knew so well did not seem to be holding.
The glow pulsated and his features seemed to melt again and reform –
and again. And again.
The features changed and melted away twelve times. Chrístõ
didn’t count them, but he knew that’s how many times it had
happened. Because he realised what WAS happening. This was not a natural
regeneration. And he was very badly injured. All his lives were being
used in stabilising his body before the regeneration could be completed
with his FINAL, his thirteenth life. Chrístõ hugged him
close as the glow faded at last and he felt him breathe, felt his hearts
beat.
“I…” Penne looked up at his blood brother. “I’m
alive?”
“Yes, you are,” Chrístõ said, tears of joy pricking
his eyes. “And you’re a good looking man.” Chrístõ
laughed as he looked at the same face he had always known. His own face,
though his hair was long again, as it was when they first met. Chrístõ
ran his hands through the thick black curls and touched the smooth, flawless
skin of Penne’s face. Given the random nature of regeneration it
was something of a miracle. On top of the miracle they already had by
him being alive at all.
“Penne…” Cirena cried, reaching out and taking him in
her arms as Chrístõ stood up. He turned and Julia ran to
him, Cassie and Bo pressed close and hugged him, too. Terry and Sammie
stood back and just nodded to him in the way of friends who understood
each other. He looked at his father and at Valena.
He knew it was her, because of her psychic resonance. But she had regenerated.
She was a little taller, a little slimmer, a few years younger looking,
perhaps. She had green eyes now, and flaming red hair.
“You… you regenerated?” he said. “You were hurt
so badly? I’m so sorry about that.”
“I’m alive,” she told him. “That’s
all that matters.”
“You…” He turned to Kohbran. “You knew the combination
of the deadlock seal. You must have been involved….” His face
was angry and Kohb shrank back instinctively.
“HE was used,” Julia said, speaking up for him. “The
one who wanted to kill you, Chrístõ… he used Kohb…
that’s his name… Kohb. He used him. But Kohb knew it was wrong.
He tried to stop him. He was hurt, too. But he helped me escape and get
to you… He did the right thing. Don’t punish him, please.”
“That’s the truth, Chrístõ,” Valena said.
“He tried to stop him and he was stabbed.”
“Who is he?” The Ambassador asked. “Who did this, and
why?”
Kohbran told them his name. They all knew the WHY now.
“Take me to him,” Chrístõ said as he stood and
helped Penne to stand with him. He was shaken, but he looked fine. And
Cirena clearly had no plans to let him go. His father turned to Valena
and said something to her. She touched his hand and then went and stood
by Julia, holding her back from following Chrístõ as he
left with his father and two of the guards.
“He will have to be brought back to Gallifrey,” The Ambassador
said. “He must be tried by our laws.”
“Two counts of attempted murder…”
“He will be sent to Shada.”
Chrístõ and his father both shuddered. Neither of them had
ever been to the prison planet but they knew it was regarded as a fate
worse than the instant and painless death of the atomising chamber.
“He deserves it,” Chrístõ said. “And I
never thought I would say that about anyone.”
“Oh no….” The Ambassador stopped and looked at the open
door and the two dead sentries.
“He got away!”
“Epsilon got clean away,” Chrístõ
sighed. “There were at least two ships that entered hyperspace before
we could close the spaceport. He would have been on one of them.”
“He’ll be caught,” Penne assured him. “Your father
tells me that your own people are searching for his TARDIS. The universe
is not such a big place that he can avoid capture for long.”
“I wish it was a bigger place. Big enough for me
never to set eyes on him again.” He sank into the warm water of
the bath Penne insisted they share on the morning of his wedding. “Are
you really all right, brother?” he asked. “You went through
a dreadful ordeal.”
“I am all right. But… I... can’t regenerate
now….”
“It took all twelve lives just to keep you alive. It’s not
fair. I know but… if you look after yourself, you can still live
to as much as a 1,000 years. Time enough to take care of your people.
Time enough to get married to Cirena, produce an heir and teach him to
be a good ruler after you. You’re alive, Penne, that’s what
matters most.”
“Yes. I’ve decided to be lenient with Kohb,
by the way,” he added. “His only crime was being used by Epsilon…
Rõgæn whatever you call him. And he did redeem himself in
the end.”
“I’m glad of that. One less life ruined by Epsilon’s
murderous schemes. Poor Valena. She went through nearly as bad an ordeal
as you.”
“Is that a friendly feeling towards your stepmother?” Penne
smiled.
“Julia likes her. That’s a point in her favour. But…
I have only one mother. She sleeps in my mind. She always will. And Penne,
you’re the only brother I can ever acknowledge. Valena has to understand
that. Even if I can be friends with her, I will never call her mother.
I will never call her son brother.”
“You’re a Time Lord, Chrístõ,”
Penne reminded him. “Never is a long time.”
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