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      Chrístõ looked around the console room and 
        smiled. Everyone seemed content. Sammie and Bo were relaxing after their 
        morning workout in the dojo. Terry was talking with Penne, who had accepted 
        the offer to return to his home planet by TARDIS, knowing that even if 
        they took a few extra days to show him some of their favourite planets 
        along the way he could still get home sooner than the interplanetary shuttle 
        service could do. Even Humphrey was humming away to himself cheerfully 
        in the specially darkened corner where he sat watching his friends.  
      
        Chrístõ looked around as Cassie came into the room. And 
        there he noticed a jarring note. She looked pale and a little worried. 
        He remembered that she hadn't eaten much breakfast and wondered if she 
        was feeling ill.  
       As she sat on the sofa and idly picked up 
        a book that Chrístõ was sure she was not really reading, 
        Bo also looked at her. She watched for a little while and then she quietly 
        came to Chrístõ and whispered a short but very clear message. 
        What she said surprised him. Then on reflection he was surprised that 
        he hadn't seen it before.  
      
        He went to where Cassie was sitting and raised her to her feet. He put 
        one arm around her shoulders and hugged her, and as he did he pressed 
        his other hand against her stomach through her simple cotton dress. He 
        looked inside her. He found the eight week old spark of life within her 
        and he touched it gently with his mind. It wasn't old enough yet to know 
        of his presence, to be aware of anything, but it was alive. It was healthy. 
        It was wonderful.  
      
        "Terry," he said, and Terry looked up from his discussion of 
        Earth musical trends with a slightly bewildered Penne. "Congratulations." 
         
      
        "On what?" he asked. 
      
        "Cassie is the first Human to conceive on board a TARDIS. Possibly 
        the first being of any kind." 
       Cassie gasped and clung to Chrístõ 
        tightly. "You mean…" Her face lit up. "Oh, I thought 
        I'd caught some horrible space bug. I was afraid to tell anyone." 
       "You're having a baby, Cassie," 
        Chrístõ told her as he embraced her again and kissed her 
        once on the lips before he gave her to her lover's arms. He hugged them 
        both and withdrew. They both needed a moment. Bo came to him and took 
        his hand silently. Her face was bright with pleasure, too, for her friend's 
        happiness.  
      "This calls for a celebration," 
        Penne exclaimed, shaking Terry's hand. "If we were home now I have 
        some very fine champagne in my wine cellar." 
      
        Terry was still slightly stunned. But there was something else on his 
        mind. 
      
        "This calls for a wedding," he said. "Cassie, my love, 
        I should have married you ages ago." He looked troubled by it and 
        Chrístõ realised that being flower-children who believe 
        in free love was one thing, but being parents was another. And their conventional 
        upbringing in 1960s England prevailed.  
      
        "Get Chrístõ to do it," Sammie said. "This 
        is a ship, technically, and he's the captain - technically." 
      
        Chrístõ smiled at the idea but pointed out that it was, 
        in fact, a myth that ships captains could perform marriages.  
      
        "Even so I would rather you did it than anyone else," Cassie 
        told him. "Chrístõ, my beautiful alien, we're out in 
        space. Earth rules don't count. Let's do it our own way." She looked 
        at Terry. He smiled and nodded.  
      
        Bo went to Sammie's side. He looked at her. She looked at him. He whispered 
        something to her and she nodded and smiled.  
      
        "Chrístõ," Sammie said. "Seeing as you're 
        doing one wedding, any chance you could do two?"  
      
        "You're not…." Cassie began. Bo blushed and turned to 
        Sammie, who put his arm around her.  
      
        "No, she's not, at least not yet," Sammie grinned. "But…. 
        She's from 1845 and I'm supposed to be dead. How else could we be married?" 
      
        Chrístõ looked at the four of them. Cassie and Terry had 
        loved each other long before he knew them. He had watched Bo and Sammie 
        fall in love with each other in his presence. He loved all of them. He 
        was thrilled to know that Cassie was going to have a baby, even though 
        he could foresee complications to their companionship aboard the TARDIS. 
         
      
        A ceremony of their own devising, that joined the two couples WAS a wonderful 
        idea. Even if it was nothing like the elaborate, twelve hour Alliance 
        of Unity that took place on his homeworld, the wedding he expected to 
        have when he finally found the woman he hoped to spend his eternity with. 
      
        "Its 9 o'clock by Human time," he said. "I'll conduct weddings 
        in six hours time in the Cloister Room provided everyone knows what they 
        want to say to each other." They all looked blank at him. "You 
        all must have a declaration of intent - to say why you wish to be joined 
        with your chosen one. It's how it is done on my planet. Only there the 
        declarations are anything up to two hours long. If you want to keep them 
        to a few minutes that would do."  
      
        "Oh, you mean in place of the traditional vows?" Terry said. 
        "I get you." He grinned.  
      
        "Not going to be great poetry from me," Sammie admitted. "But 
        I'll have a go." 
      
        "You'd better see what the wardrobe can throw together for wedding 
        dresses," Chrístõ told the girls. And he smiled inscrutably 
        and left them to it. There was one detail they had all forgotten and he 
        knew how to provide it. 
      
        There were many doors that were locked to the Human companions aboard 
        the TARDIS. One of them was what Chrístõ might have termed 
        his 'lair' - a sort of study crossed with laboratory and workshop. It 
        wasn't a room he used a lot, but it was there when he needed it.  
      
        The room also contained his vault. It didn't have a combination. The TARDIS 
        knew him and opened the door as he approached it. He took a cloth bag 
        from a shelf and closed the door again. It clicked shut in a very definite 
        way.  
       He brought the bag to the workbench where 
        he put on a pair of protective glasses. He lit a hot Bunsen burner flame 
        and placed a crucible over it. Into that he poured a measure of the pure 
        gold dust that was contained in the bag. Gallifreyan gold, he thought 
        with a smile. Specifically from the gold mines of the Lœngbærrow 
        estate, the source of his family's wealth. A piece of home. While it melted 
        over the heat, he prepared moulds in a tray of fine sand. Ring moulds. 
        Knowing exactly what sizes were needed was an indefinable instinct. He 
        poured the gold into the moulds and then gently blew on them with breath 
        carefully reduced in temperature to help the pure gold to cool and set. 
        It took half an hour of careful blowing to make them hard enough and cool 
        enough to lift from the mould. Then he put them one by one onto the tapered 
        metal holder and began to file away the rough edges and add the detail 
        to the four wedding rings. It was a patient job. Chrístõ 
        was known by his teachers to have no patience. He had taught himself the 
        craft of ring-making in order to learn patience.  
      
        "Hey," Penne slipped into the room. Chrístõ looked 
        up at him in surprise. He thought the door was secure. Did the TARDIS 
        have as much trouble telling them apart as anyone else? Surely the TARDIS 
        knew him at DNA level. But nonetheless it had admitted him to his lair. 
         
      
        "Here," he said passing him a pair of goggles. "Put these 
        on if you're staying. You don't want metal filings in your eyes." 
        Penne put the goggles on and quietly watched as Chrístõ 
        worked on the rings, inscribing each one on the inside with an engraving 
        tool.  
      
        "My haven, shield and shelter?" Penne read. "Pretty words." 
      
        "They're from the Alliance of Unity ceremony," Chrístõ 
        said. "Twelve hours of memorised vows of intent and promises of honour 
        and fidelity to each other. Three hours of the bride's mother vowing loyalty 
        to the groom. It's a long ceremony. But very beautiful, very solemn, and 
        utterly binding. We marry for life."  
      
        Chrístõ remembered that the last Alliance of Unity he attended 
        was when his father was joined with Valena. He had not found that especially 
        beautiful. He had been required to attend the ceremony, but had found 
        a way to disappear from the reception afterwards as quickly as possible. 
        It had been an uncomfortable and difficult day that he would rather forget. 
        Except he couldn't. Gallifreyans DID marry for life. There was no undoing 
        it. And with Valena expecting a child now, that relationship was even 
        further compounded.  
      
        "I suppose you've never heard the ceremony performed?" He asked 
        Penne if only to move on from those thoughts. 
      
        "I know so little of Gallifreyan culture," Penne sighed. "I 
        may have the blood in my veins, but I'm NOT Gallifreyan. I am not allowed 
        to be. I can't even go there. Your father risked a great deal in making 
        it possible for my government and yours to have diplomatic relations. 
        He had to hide who I really am from your people."  
      
        "I know," Chrístõ said. "It's not fair. It 
        really isn't. You did no wrong. I know you're a good man. But… I 
        would not even be allowed to invite you to MY wedding whenever it should 
        be." 
      
        "You can come to mine," Penne told him. "Gallifrey is NOT 
        my home. Its culture is not mine. I was born and raised on Adano Menor. 
        That is my home and my culture. Gallifrey is a planet I have diplomatic 
        and trade ties with and that is all."  
      
        "It should be different." 
      
        "It isn't the only thing that should be different." Penne looked 
        at his blood-brother seriously. "When you were last on Adano Menor 
        with me, anyone looking at you and Bo would have said you were lovers 
        for life. What went wrong? Why is she marrying Sammie? Not that he isn't 
        a good man. But she was so very much in love with you, and I know you…" 
      
        "Nothing went wrong. She was not MEANT to be mine. She belongs to 
        Sammie. I loved her for a while. Until he came into her life. After that 
        it was my role to bring her to him. And you can see how happy they are 
        with each other." 
      
        "But what about you, Chrístõ." Penne asked him. 
         
      
        "I'm happy for them," he said. 
      
        "No you're not." Penne reached and touched his shoulder. "Chrístõ, 
        I may not be Gallifreyan, but thanks to you, I AM a Time Lord. I can feel 
        what you feel. And deep inside, under the smile you smile for them, for 
        your friends, your heart is breaking." 
       "Penne…" Chrístõ 
        put down the tools and pulled the goggles from his face. He turned and 
        tried to speak but there was no need for words. His blood-brother reached 
        out to hold him as his true feelings expressed themselves in the one way 
        in which Penne was more Gallifreyan than he was. His Human tears fell 
        unchecked for a long time. When he had expended all the tears he rubbed 
        his eyes with the back of his hand and put the goggles back on. He picked 
        up the tools and continued to make wedding rings for his four friends. 
        Penne watched as he worked and said nothing. He knew there was nothing 
        he could say. He wondered if he could make such a deep personal sacrifice 
        himself. He was a lot less selfish than he used to be. Knowing Chrístõ, 
        and even more so, knowing his father, possibly the wisest and kindest 
        man he had ever met in his life, had taught him a lot. But he still wasn't 
        sure he could give up what Chrístõ had with Bo for any reason. 
       
      
        Chrístõ finished the rings. He was rather proud of the results. 
        He put each one into a velvet lined box as he polished and finished them. 
        He put the box in his pocket and went to the Cloister Room. Penne followed. 
        There was nothing else for him to do.  
      
        The Cloister Room was another door that was usually locked to all but 
        Chrístõ. It contained wonder and it contained danger. The 
        danger and the wonder were particularly contained beneath the elaborately 
        carved cover set into the floor in the centre of the great room. The Eye 
        of Harmony, the heart of the TARDIS. When he approached it, Chrístõ 
        could feel its power vibrating through him. But there was no need for 
        the Eye to be opened on this occasion.  
      
        Penne felt the vibration too and looked nervously at the cover then turned 
        from it and looked up at the high vaulted ceiling, at the two silver trees 
        that grew impossibly within the room that saw no sunlight, their branches 
        meeting and intertwining in the middle of the roof. Two silver-trees enjoined 
        - the heraldic symbol of the House of Lœngbærrow.  
      
        "They grew here since I took over this TARDIS," Chrístõ 
        said. "It's one of the ways in which the machine became symbiotic 
        with me as soon as I took over its controls."  
      
        "What symbol would grow here if the last son of Ixion owned it?" 
        Penne asked. "A tower of broken bones?"  
      
        "A cúl nut tree with golden fruits," Chrístõ 
        told him. "Blood was not always the mark of your House. Your ancestors 
        were honourable people. Only one generation chose to walk in the darkness." 
      
        "There's hope for me then?" He said with a half smile 
      
        "There's every hope for you, Penne. But you said it yourself. You 
        belong to Adano Menor. Your connection with Gallifrey is trade and diplomacy. 
        All that remains is for you to find a wife and produce an heir and found 
        your own dynasty." 
      
        "I was thinking about that," Penne said with a grin. "I 
        think I need more than one heir. To rule my three planets. Do you think 
        I could make a law allowing polygamy?"  
       "They're your planets," Chrístõ 
        said with a laugh. "And if you really think you can handle three 
        wives…. I rather think they'll handle you and make you wish you'd 
        stayed single. Meanwhile, I have two weddings here to arrange."  
       Beneath the trees was an altar of a sort, 
        made of natural stone, unpolished or worked except in the centre where 
        the elaborate seal of Rassilon was carved in deep relief. Beyond the altar 
        the stairs swept up to a big, cathedral-like stained glass window, with 
        the seal of Rassilon in the centre. It was brightly lit as if by sunlight, 
        although Chrístõ knew that was just illusion. The false 
        sunlight cast a perfect pattern of the seal onto the floor though, just 
        in front of the altar. Either side of the window were the doors that led 
        back to the mundane corridor to the console room.  
       Chrístõ snapped his fingers 
        and a thousand candles lit themselves in holders and chandeliers all around 
        the room. He snapped them again and they were extinguished. But he knew 
        the effect would work later. Meanwhile he placed the four rings on the 
        altar in the middle of the seal of Rassilon and he and Penne left the 
        Cloister Room for now.  
        
      The time was both too short to complete all 
        preparations, and agonisingly long as the excitement grew. Chrístõ 
        and Penne both quietly settled themselves to a period of light meditation 
        while the girls flitted through the console room, and the men went about 
        their own business. Finally, as the hour approached Chrístõ 
        told Terry and Sammie to come first, then the girls after them, as was 
        customary in an Earth wedding, and he went to prepare himself. 
        
      The wardrobe had done them proud. Sammie and 
        Terry looked at each other for a moment. Terry was dressed in a light 
        grey suit which must have had silk woven into the fabric by the way it 
        caught the light. His long blonde hair was neatly fastened in a pony tail. 
        Sammie was even more distinguished looking. His heart had almost jumped 
        out of his chest when he found in the wardrobe what looked like an identical 
        copy of his own formal dress uniform. It had fitted like it was made to 
        measure for him. He wasn't sure if it was slightly against the rules for 
        him to get married in the uniform when he was no longer officially in 
        the Regiment. But he was officially dead and marrying a girl who was born 
        more than a century before he was, in a time machine in outer space. What 
        possible section of the Queens Regulations could apply to him? He felt 
        more himself than he had for a long time as he put on the jacket with 
        the silver winged daggers on the lapels and the two pips on the shoulders 
        denoting his rank. He put the beret on his head, with the same winged 
        dagger he was so proud of and felt ready for anything - even marriage. 
      
        "We look a handsome pair," Sammie assured his friend as they 
        adjusted each other's ties and smoothed down collars and took deep breaths. 
        "Come on then. Now or never."  
      
        They stepped into the Cloister Room and both stared for a moment. It looked 
        a more beautiful and more fitting place for a wedding than the finest 
        cathedral. The thousands of candles lit it with a warm glow.  
      
        And by far the most impressive thing in the room was Chrístõ. 
        They both gasped when they saw him. He was dressed in a robe that appeared 
        to be made of spun gold and glistened in the candlelight as if diamonds 
        were incorporated into the fabric. The robe had an elaborate collar that 
        rose up behind his head framing his black hair with gold.  
      
        "Where did you get THAT outfit," Terry asked him as they stepped 
        forward. 
      
        "Its mine," he said. "This is how we dress for special 
        occasions on my world."  
      
        "It's terrific," Sammie said. "I hope you don't outshine 
        the brides."  
      
        "I don't think so," Chrístõ looked up and smiled. 
        The two men looked around and saw their brides standing at the top of 
        the staircase, framed by the light of the great window. Penne, dressed 
        in his own maroon and scarlet robes, stood between the two of them, ready 
        to escort them to the altar. Chrístõ's eyes with their binocular 
        vision saw them in detail as they stood, beaming with joy. Bo was in a 
        red gown - the traditional colour of Chinese brides - with a high mandarin 
        collar and long skirt, the whole decorated with gold dragons and silver 
        phoenixes, symbols of union and fertility. A traditional Chinese wedding 
        headdress, almost as elaborate as the Gallifreyan regalia completed the 
        ensemble. Cassie, by contrast, was in white. Her gown was strapless, with 
        her smooth milk chocolate shoulders bare. The bodice fitted to the waist 
        and then an almost impossibly wide skirt fell to her feet. The skirt was 
        embroidered in silver with pearls sewn in and her hair was fastened up 
        with silver feathers, lace and more pearls.  
      
        Chrístõ reached out his two arms in a gesture to them and 
        they slowly came down the stairs. Both were smiling happily as they crossed 
        the floor and came to stand beside their husbands to be. Penne took his 
        place between the two couples, and to his surprise the strange dark entity 
        they called Humphrey came and hovered beside him.  
      
        The whole of the TARDIS crew was thus assembled.  
      
        Chrístõ nodded silently and smiled and then began to speak 
        in his own language. He continued for a long time. None of them knew what 
        he was saying but they all felt that it was good, solemn words. 
      
        At last he reverted to English.  
      
        "Terrence Phillips, Cassandra Jameson, Samuel Thomlinson, Hui Ying 
        Bo Juan you have each petitioned to be joined in Alliance of Unity. Before 
        you make your vows to each other, you must pledge that you make the Alliance 
        freely and that it is for eternity."  
      
        "I pledge…" Cassie said. And Terry, smiling at her, said 
        the same.  
      
        "I pledge…" Bo and Sammie both said at once. 
       "Now make this request of each other," 
        Chrístõ said and recited the shortest and easiest part of 
        the twelve hour ceremony, and the part he thought was most relevant. After 
        each line he paused as the two brides and two grooms each asked each other 
        to be….. 
       
        "My Haven in my distress. 
        My Shield and 
        my Shelter in my woes. 
        My Asylum and Refuge in time of need  
        And in my loneliness my Companion!  
        In my anguish my Solace,  
        And in my solitude a loving Friend!  
        The Remover of the pangs of my sorrows  
        And the Pardoner of my sins!" 
       “Now make your vows of Alliance,” 
        Chrístõ said, turning first to Cassie and Terry. He took 
        both their hands in his and then placed one over the other. His own hand 
        was steady, but theirs both trembled a little as they faced each other. 
        Terry spoke first.  
      
        "Cassie, my love, we have stood together through the hatred and scorn 
        of others. We have been strong for each other and our love has grown despite 
        those who would set us apart. We have touched the stars together and all 
        I ask is to spend my lifetime with you, my Cassie, my love." 
      
        Cassie smiled and began to speak. "Terry, my bright love, you are 
        the blue sky and the warm sea of my life. You are my sun and moon and 
        stars. I love you for eternity. I want nothing more than to be your wife, 
        mother of your children, your companion in life's wonderful journey." 
      
        Terry put both his hands in Cassie's and held them. Chrístõ 
        smiled and turned to Bo and Sammie and took their hands as he had done 
        before. This time it was his that trembled. His hearts were both happy 
        and sad at the same time. He looked at Bo, so beautiful in her traditional 
        gown and wished for a moment that it was he who was making an Alliance 
        of Unity with her, in the full tradition of his world. But she was not 
        his. She was Sammie's. And this was the best he could wish for her. 
      
        "Bo Juan, precious, bright," Sammie said when Chrístõ 
        nodded to him. "You are my reason to be alive. You are the reason 
        I AM alive. You gave me your blood. You gave me your trust when there 
        was no reason to trust me. You gave me your love when I hardly dared hope 
        for it. Let me fulfil your destiny and be the man who will love you for 
        all eternity." 
       Bo smiled and spoke, first in Mandarin, and 
        Chrístõ alone knew what she had said. He knew that it was 
        a traditional declaration of undying love from her culture. Then she reverted 
        to English.  
      
        "Sammie, my destiny is in your hands. I ask only for your constant 
        love. I give only my heart. For all eternity." And she bowed her 
        head first to Chrístõ, then to Sammie in deference to him. 
        This ceremony was not the traditional Chinese wedding ceremony any more 
        than it was a Western one or an Alliance of Unity such as Chrístõ 
        knew it. It was a compromise between all their cultures.  
      
        Chrístõ turned and took the first pair of rings from the 
        altar, the two men's rings. He gave them to Cassie and Bo. Together, they 
        placed the rings on the fingers of their two men. Then he took the smaller 
        ones, meant for the slender fingers of the women and gave them to Terry 
        and Sammie. They did the same. And both, without asking, without any further 
        thought, took their brides in their arms and kissed them. Chrístõ 
        smiled and raised his arms over them all.  
       "My Lord Rassilon at whose altar we 
        gather, blesses your Alliance of Unity and calls you husband and wife 
        for eternity." Then he stood and watched them until they too stood 
        straight and looked at him. The two girls broke from their new husbands 
        and embraced him lovingly. He felt their kisses on his lips as he blinked 
        back tears of joy and sorrow that threatened to undo his dignified poise 
        as he acted the part of marriage broker to his dearest friends.  
        
      Chrístõ changed from his elaborate 
        robes into his usual black ensemble. Penne, too, changed, and so did Sammie 
        from his dress uniform to civilian clothes before they arrived in the 
        only place they could think of going next, to see the only person they 
        all wanted to share their celebration with.  
       The TARDIS materialised as a disused shop 
        by the Chinese arch at the entrance to Liverpool's Chinatown and in a 
        short time they were in Mai Li Tuo's home above the herbalist's store. 
        The old Time Lord, posing in the last years of his last life as a venerable 
        old mandarin, was pleased at all their news. He held Cassie's hands tightly 
        and predicted that their child - the first of many - would be born healthy 
        and fine in due course, and be a joy to their lives. Then he embraced 
        Bo fondly.  
      
        "Your destiny is fulfilled, my child," he said. "I am delighted." 
        Then at once he took charge and in a short time they found themselves 
        at a beautiful Chinese restaurant where Li Tuo was, it seemed, an honoured 
        regular customer. He had told the manager of the special occasion and 
        the kitchen rose to the occasion, even providing a magnificent cake, which 
        the two couples cut together, to the delight of everyone else in the restaurant 
        who applauded them cheerfully.  
      
        "Your destiny is yet to come," Li Tuo said to Chrístõ 
        as the three men of Gallifreyan blood watched their Human friends on the 
        small dance floor the restaurant had available for those who the fancy 
        took.  
      
        "I know," Chrístõ said, swallowing the hard lump 
        that came to his throat. He felt a little irritated. Penne had already 
        forced him to admit his feelings once. Now Li Tuo was bringing it back 
        to the fore.  
       "It WILL come," Li Tuo assured 
        him. "You shall have your own Alliance of Unity yet. Though the waiting 
        will seem long." 
      
        "I can't imagine I will love anyone as much as I loved Bo. She was 
        so precious to me. And I gave her away to another man."  
      
        "For whom she is also precious. He will love her for as long as they 
        both live," Li Tuo assured him. "She will be very happy." 
         
      
        "I know she will." Chrístõ blinked rapidly to 
        hold back his tears. But just as earlier he could not hide his feelings 
        from Penne, he could not hide them from Li Tuo, who looked right into 
        his soul.  
      
        "You did right. Don't doubt yourself. You did what is best for Bo 
        Juan. When the time is right, you will do right for yourself. There is 
        a bright, warm light in your future as well as the darkness and the hardship 
        that you choose. There is love as well as hate. Peace and serenity as 
        well as struggle and suffering. You won't always be lonely, Shang Hui." 
      
        Chrístõ looked at Li Tuo and shivered. He could feel the 
        old Time Lord's touch upon his soul and it made him uneasy. Because it 
        called up that darkness, that side of him he tried to suppress, the side 
        that craved danger and thrived upon it, the side that would be called, 
        by those who half-expected it of him anyway - RENEGADE. He pushed it back 
        down. He resisted it. He was not a Renegade. He was a loyal son of Gallifrey. 
        He walked in the light, not the dark.  
      
        "Yes," Li Tuo said. "You do walk in the light. But the 
        shadows are there nonetheless."  
      
        "I'm not a RENEGADE," Chrístõ declared a little 
        more loudly than he intended. "I am loyal to Gallifrey. I love my 
        world. When I go home I will dedicate my life to its service. I will…. 
        I will make my father proud of me. I will achieve as much as he has." 
      
        "Your father was proud of you the day you were born, Shang Hui," 
        Li Tuo told him. "You have nothing to prove to him. Or to me." 
      
        "Nevertheless, I shall. I shall honour Gallifrey in all I do. I shall 
        never let it be dishonoured." 
      
        "Your loyalty to our world, our way of life does you credit." 
        Li Tuo smiled. "Would it surprise you if I said you remind me of 
        myself when I was your age? I, too, had such loyalty. I hope you never 
        become as disillusioned as I was." 
      
        "What of me?" Penne asked. "Sir… you… at least 
        made the choices in your life that made you an exile. Chrístõ… 
        from what you say… may make those choices too. But I did nothing. 
        I am branded a Renegade for the sins of my father and mother." 
       "Gallifrey's laws are hard and narrow. 
        And too often the innocent are caught up in their narrowness. That is 
        why I chose a certain path in my life. What that path was is a secret 
        I cannot share with either of you, if only because I don't wish to set 
        a precedence that Shang Hui might one day seek to emulate despite his 
        protestations now. No, I did not choose to become an outlaw of our society. 
        That was a decision taken by men who had it within their power to soften 
        and widen those laws and did not. Perhaps Shang Hui's generation, when 
        they come to power, will act differently. If they don't, then he may find 
        walking in the light much harder than he thought. He may find that between 
        light and dark is a grey twilight where people like the three of us truly 
        walk. But one thing is sure. You must make those decisions yourself, Son 
        of Lœngbærrow, and you, too, Son of Ixion. You must make your 
        own mistakes, your own successes, your own triumphs and failures." 
      
        Penne and Chrístõ both looked at him solemnly. They both 
        felt as if they had been given a glimpse of the future by one who could 
        see it more clearly than they could. Chrístõ was uneasy 
        about that future. He wondered why Li Tuo kept pushing the issue, insisting 
        that he had Renegade traits, knowing how angry and hurt it made him feel. 
        Was he testing him in some way? If so he didn't understand the purpose 
        of the test. But why would Li Tuo seek to distress him otherwise? He was 
        a good man, a good friend. He had never led him wrong before.  
      
        "Come on," Penne said, breaking into his reverie. "There 
        are good looking girls over there. And I STILL need to find my princess." 
        He took Chrístõ by the arm and steered him to the bar where 
        they quickly found dancing partners.  
      
        Li Tuo watched them and smiled. Penne understood the matter well. Chrístõ 
        had too many things to think about for one night and taking him out of 
        himself with a couple of pretty girls was a good idea. But the time would 
        come when all he had predicted would come to pass. He knew it would. Shang 
        Hui was a young Time Lord. He had yet to explore the full possibilities 
        of time travel. He still didn't quite think four dimensionally. He didn't 
        know that Li Tuo had seen his future not only in the vague flashes of 
        timeline to be seen when they made physical contact, but in his own travels 
        through time. Li Tuo knew that Chrístõ's devotion to Gallifreyan 
        laws and customs were the product of youthful zeal combined with family 
        loyalties. But experience would tell upon him. Long before he was anything 
        close to Li Tuo's great age he would taste the bitter waters of disillusionment. 
        And Chrístõ's response to that disillusionment would rock 
        Gallifrey's self-righteous hierarchy even more surely than his own rebellion 
        had.  
       But that was still in the future yet. Chrístõ 
        believed he was going to follow his father in the diplomatic corps and 
        then work his way up through the ranks of the High Council, changing the 
        system from within. And to tell him it would not be so would not only 
        be a severe challenge to the immutable Laws of Time and Causality that 
        even Li Tuo obeyed, but a cause of unnecessary distress in the good, pure 
        hearts of a fine young man who Li Tuo would have been proud to call his 
        son. 
        
        
      
      
      
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