She is NOT my mother,” Julia repeated, a little indistinctly but
as emphatic as ever.
“Please….” The woman began. “Won’t you let
me….”
“No!” Julia cried even more loudly. “No. Don’t
talk to me. Don’t look at me. Leave me alone… whoever you
are.”
She jumped from Chrístõ’s knee and ran out of the
room. As light on her feet as she usually was, they all heard her running
upstairs to her bedroom.
Chrístõ started to go after her, but Marianna interceded.
“This is one of those times when a girl needs a woman to talk to,”
she said and hurried upstairs. Chrístõ turned and immediately
noticed the expression on Helena Sommers’ face. Jealousy was the
closest word to describe it. Marianna was in her mother’s role,
caring for her daughter. That would be a hard thing for any woman to accept.
That was, of course, if she WAS Helena Sommers. Julia was convinced she
wasn’t, and that left everyone in a difficult position.
“Look….” Chrístõ began with all of his
diplomatic training pulled into operation. “This has been a shock
to everyone. Julia needs time to adjust. Everybody does.”
“When they told me that my daughter was alive and well,” Helena
Sommers said, in response. “I was so happy. I had lost so much….
But my daughter.… I never expected her to reject me.”
Chrístõ knew he ought to feel sympathy for the woman who
had gone through so much, but something held him back from offering any
comfort to her.
Something felt wrong.
“How did the authorities know that you were Julia’s mother?”
he asked. That question was nagging at him all along.
“All of the refugees were DNA tested,” the Lieutenant explained.
“And cross-referenced with possible blood relations. In this case,
Miss Sommers’ DNA is on record, already.”
“When she competed in the Olympics….” Herrick reminded
him. “The first rule is that all participants are Human and of their
stated gender.”
“Besides… why would I lie about it?” Mrs Sommers asked.
Good question, Chrístõ thought. One of many to which he
wanted to find answers.
“All those years on the slave ship. It was hard just remembering
my own name. I had tried to forget there was anyone I loved. I thought
they were all dead. I had so many hopes when they told me….”
Another emotional appeal. Still, Chrístõ felt unmoved. There
was something not quite right about it all. Something twanged his telepathic
nerves.
Something felt like a lie.
But the DNA was incontrovertible, surely? If the refugees had all been
tested, they had to be who they said they were… human beings who
had been dealt a cruel fate.
“Julia….” Marianna said when her niece was ready to
talk to her. “I’m not saying I don’t believe you. I’m
as astonished as you are by all this. But WHY do you feel she isn’t
your mother? I know it has been a long time. You’re both older.
But….”
“I saw my mother’s body. My father’s too. They died
together on the ship… their blood sucked dry by the most evil creatures
you can possibly imagine. I was just eleven years old. I shouldn’t
have seen things like that. But I did… and I will never forget as
hard as I try. My mother is DEAD.”
Marianna held her as a fresh flow of tears came and regretted asking such
a question. She had never asked Julia anything about what she had seen
on that ship before Chrístõ had reached her. She wished
it hadn’t been necessary, now.
“All these years,” Julia managed after a while. “You
were like a mother to me. I never called you that. It never seemed quite
right. But you were… you ARE… the only mother I have, the
only one I need. I want you to know that. It… is something I should
have said ages ago, and I’m sorry I didn’t.”
“It never needed saying,” Marianna assured her.
“But that woman... ISN’T and never will be my mother. I’m
sorry if my saying it causes problems for you and uncle Herrick, but I
can’t… I can’t accept a lie.”
“You don’t have to,” Marianna promised her. “Not
if you really feel that way. But…”
Herrick came to the room, quietly. Julia hugged him. He had been the only
father she had known in her teenage years. She didn’t need words
to tell him, that.
“Julia… something has been decided,” he said awkwardly.
“You see… the Lieutenant was hoping that Helena would have
family she could live with. They are trying to do that for all the refugees….”
“Not… here?” Julia gasped. “Not with me and Chrístõ.”
“No. That is impossible,” Herrick agreed. “But…
I said she could stay with us. It… seemed the best thing…
the only thing… to do. Otherwise she would have to stay at the emergency
centre.”
Marianna was as disturbed by the idea as Julia was. Both women were silent
for a long minute.
“If… she stays with you… do I have to see her?”
Julia asked.
“You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do,”
Marianna assured her. “But… if she stays with us… if
you DO want to talk to her….”
“I don’t… I won’t…. EVER….”
“If you do… we’ll be there, too,” Herrick assured
her. He nodded to Marianna who stood to leave, assuring Julia that she
could call, any time.
Julia said nothing. She waited until she heard the front door close and
a car drive away before she crept downstairs. Chrístõ was
waiting for her.
“Please… tell me you believe me… about her.”
“I believe you,” he assured her. “And I intend to find
out what’s going on. Don’t worry. I’ll make it right.
Meanwhile… Marianna brought wedding presents. Do you want to open
some of them?”
It was a sign of how deeply disturbed Julia was, that even this temptation
couldn’t cheer her.
“I don’t even want to talk about the wedding until this is
over,” she said. “At last, not this one. I wish… I really
wish we could just go to Gallifrey right now and have the Alliance. I
want to forget about this planet altogether.”
“That would be tempting,” Chrístõ admitted.
“But you wouldn’t be able to. You’d drive yourself nuts
not knowing what this is really all about. Have a little patience. I WILL
find out what’s going on. I promise you that… on my honour
as a Time Lord of Gallifrey. And… that’s a vow as sacrosanct
as a marriage vow.”
“I know,” Julia whispered. She held him tightly, the very
way she had clung to him when they were hiding from the vampyres on board
the Aldous Huxley.
It was a desperation she hadn’t needed to feel since that day. Chrístõ
felt a seething anger that she had been brought back to that state of
grief and uncertainty, especially now when they were meant to be happy.
Whatever it took, he would resolve this situation.
And then they could get on with the wedding.
Both weddings.
He wasn’t sure HOW he was going to start any sort of investigation.
After thinking about it all night he had only one idea in mind. He put
it into operation as soon as possible. Julia had been invited to spend
a day with Glenda and some of the old ‘Chrysalids’ of their
High School days. Chrístõ dropped her off and then made
his way to a coffee shop rendezvous with somebody he knew he could confide
in.
“Michal, thanks for coming” he said, shaking hands with Julia’s
cousin, Ensign-Lieutenant Sommers, who looked every inch a military man
even wearing casual clothing on home leave. They sat and ordered refreshments
before getting down to serious issues.
“How… are things at your house?” Chrístõ
asked.
“Not good. Mum doesn’t really want Helena there. I’m
not sure dad does, either. But she is his brother’s wife. He feels
obliged. Cordell is on mum’s side. Which feels wrong, anyway. Families
shouldn’t pick sides.”
“What about you?”
“I’m not sure. I was on the Endeavour when the slave ship
was found. Not that I had much to do with any of it. I was operating a
floor cleaning robot on the aft deck.”
Michal grinned sheepishly. Chrístõ nodded in understanding.
He had never been a junior member of any military organisation, but two
decades as a tyro at the Prydonian Academy was probably as good an experience
of life on the lowest rung of a hierarchical ladder.
“Still… if anyone was to ASK my opinion, I’d say there
was something not quite right about the whole thing. I mean… those
people had a really terrible experience as slaves… but sone of them…
especially the ‘leaders’, the ones who actually fought the
slavers… seemed a bit arrogant… not like people who had been
treated so badly for years. I don’t know… maybe I’m
not being fair. I’m barely twenty and I was on my first offworld
voyage. What do I really know about humans who’ve undergone terrible
experiences?”
“You’ve known Julia since you were a boy. She went through
hell before she came to live with you.”
“And she never talked about it. She told me and Cordell about all
sorts of things she saw with you, but never about the things that happened
on that ship. Dad told us not to ask her, in case it upset her. I have
wondered… especially just lately… if we SHOULD have asked…
so that she faced up to it and got it out of her system.”
“No,” Chrístõ told him. “I’m sure
the best thing was for her to get on with her life without being reminded.
But now it’s all come back with a vengeance.”
“I’m sorry about that,” Michal admitted. “She
doesn’t deserve that.”
“No, she doesn’t. Nobody does. I wonder how many other families
will have to deal with people coming back from the dead like this.”
“A lot of them. That was the thing about colony ships. The passengers
were nearly all sponsored by people who already came out here.”
“Yes, of course,” Chrístõ noted. “Your
mum mentioned it when this started. So, all the refugees have families
here in the Beta Delta system. Arrangements are being made to reunite
them?”
“Yes. That’s the idea. They identified Helena easily because
of Julia’s DNA profile. Most of the others are less closely related,
but they’re planning to make contact with the other families in
the next few days.”
“I wonder…..” Chrístõ murmured. Though
he didn’t say exactly what he wondered. “Michal… do
you know what happened to the Aldous Huxley after it arrived in this sector?
What did the authorities do with it?”
He was surprised to see Michal suppress a shudder.
“It is still at the space dock, in geo-stationary orbit on the dark
side of the Beta Delta moon. The company who owned it… they didn’t
want anything to do with it. They claimed the insurance and built a new
ship back on Earth… and it’s just there. It’s in a sort
of dead spot, right next to the military hangars, well away from the civilian
port, where it might upset people. Actually… the slave ship is parked
right next to it, now, making the whole thing even creepier.”
“I never gave it a thought,” Chrístõ admitted.
“It was me, you know. I set it on automatic pilot to its destination.
I thought it was best to let the colonists know what had happened to their
ship. But I never thought about what they would do with it.”
“They should have broken it up for scrap,” Michal said. “Even
seasoned officers on the Endeavour look away as we go by it. A ghost ship…
a bad memory nobody wants to bring to mind.”
“I think it is time it WAS brought to mind,” Chrístõ
said. “It wasn’t one of my best memories, either. I was happy
to let it be. But maybe I’ve buried it for too long.”
He stood up. Michal stood, too.
“Do you mean… you’re going there?”
“Yes.”
“I’ll come with you.”
“I’ll be trespassing, big time. You can’t risk your
career before its barely started.”
“Julia is the big sister I never had,” Michal insisted. “For
her, I’ll risk a spell in the brig.”
Michal was firm in his intention. Chrístõ remembered him
as the elder of a pair of mischievous boys who had given Julia the sort
of trouble boy cousins were meant to give a girl. He had grown up well.
“Come on, then. If it all goes pear-shaped there might be a few
strings I could pull… if I can get out of the brig myself.”
He had come to the city centre by car, and the TARDIS was back at his
house. But that only delayed his plan by a half hour. A short hop to the
dark side of the moon took no time at all.
“It really does look creepy,” Michal said as he looked up
at the viewscreen and saw the dark, lifeless ship held in its place on
the space dock by huge magnetic locks. It wasn’t rusty like an old
sea-going vessel. There was nothing in the vacuum of space to make it
rust. But he couldn’t help feeling it ought to be.
“A spaceship shouldn’t be dark,” Chrístõ
explained. “It should have lights…. Hundreds of lives aboard.
That’s what’s wrong. It’s what I felt the first time
I set foot on it. The absence of life.”
“You still want to go aboard?”
“No… but I have to. I think I have my own ghosts to lay, apart
from looking for clues to this mystery of ours.”
He reached for the short hop switch and a moment later the TARDIS materialised
in utter darkness and airlessness. The life support systems had been off
for a very long time.
“We’re on the Bridge,” he said as he turned on the external
TARDIS lights. “The heart of the Aldous Huxley. The cold, broken
heart. Wait a moment. I’m extending the TARDIS’s life support
field. Otherwise it’ll be a matter of freezing and asphyxiating
at the same moment.”
It took a few more moments, then he opened the door. He stepped out first,
followed by Michal, and by the darkness creature Humphrey who slipped
into the shadows under the silent computer array.
“It’s very…” Michal began, then stopped talking.
His voice echoed in the silent room in a disconcerting way.
“Creepy. Still creepy,” Chrístõ confirmed. “I’m
not staying long. I just want to… to try something.”
When he was here before he was too busy fighting for his and Julia’s
life to attempt anything else. Now, he wasn’t sure he could do it.
Twelve years was a long time.
But for most of those twelve years there had been silence and stillness.
His attempt to ‘read’ the room’s past wasn’t as
hard as he expected. He shuddered as the latent memory of those evil creatures
taking over the ship came far too readily into his mind. His very skin
crawled and when it was over and he let himself stare around at the abandoned
Bridge it was several minutes before he could speak.
“No,” he said at last. “No…. There was no contact
with space pirates. No passengers were taken from this ship. They were
ALL murdered by those creatures. I almost doubted myself in these past
days. But I wasn’t wrong. Neither was Julia. There IS a huge, huge
lie going on. I don’t know how, and I don’t know why, but
I WILL find out.”
He headed back to the TARDIS. Michal followed, gladly. Humphrey seemed
almost as glad to get away from that sinister darkness.
“It was really horrible out there… especially when you were
doing that psychic thing. I felt… as if I could see the monsters.”
“Sorry about that. Some of the ‘psychic thing’ must
have seeped into your mind. Try not to let it bother you.”
“I won’t. But… did it help… doing all that?”
“In a way. I think we need to get onto the OTHER ship. The slave
ship. You said it was docked here, too?”
“Yes. It’s under guard. I suppose that’s not a problem
with the TARDIS.”
“No problem, but maybe you SHOULD stay in the TARDIS and save your
career.”
Chrístõ wasn’t altogether surprised that Michal refused
the offer of sanctuary and stepped out with him onto another Ship’s
Bridge, this time under low power and minimal but usable life support.
“This is an Earth ship,” he noted, studying the layout of
the Bridge carefully and then activated a console.
“The Boreax must have hijacked it before they started kidnapping
people,” Michal suggested. “Maybe that’s why they were
able to intercept our ships – pretending to be an Earth freighter.”
“No….” Chrístõ’s eyes flickered
disturbingly as he read something like ten years of ship’s logs
in a few minutes. ‘No… it’s even stranger than that.
But Julia was right. That’s the important thing to remember just
now. Let’s get out of here.”
“Quickly….” Michal added, pointing to an alarm signal
that was flashing mutely on another panel. “Security is on its way.”
“Get in the TARDIS,” Chrístõ ordered his young
friend. With one eye on the monitor that showed armed guards heading to
the Bridge, he took a few seconds more to jam his sonic screwdriver into
a multi-device aperture and download the information he had found. Then
he raced for the safety of the bulkhead door that lead to ‘nowhere’.
When the guards arrived there was nothing to find but a control panel
inexplicably activated on an empty ship.
“I probably could have talked my way out of trouble,” Chrístõ
admitted as the TARDIS dematerialised. “It would only be trespassing,
really. But I’d rather not have the hassle. I’ve got to get
to Julia… then I need to talk to your Lieutenant Gray.”
It all took some time. The Lieutenant was the hardest to convince, even
with the evidence Chrístõ had collected. It was late afternoon
before they finally arrived at the Sommers house in a military vehicle.
Herrick’s company car had pulled up a few minutes before. He and
his younger son, Cordell, both looked puzzled and worried when they saw
the arrivals.
“What’s going on?” Mr Sommers asked as his eldest son,
Chrístõ, Julia, and the Lieutenant all ran up the driveway
towards him. Then he looked around at his own house from which the sound
of two women screaming at each other could be heard. “What in hell….”
It was nearly a dead heat, but Michal and Cordell Sommers got through
the front door just before their father. In any case, everyone could now
clearly hear what the argument was about. Helena Sommers was objecting,
loudly, to the imminent wedding.
“I cannot believe you are going to let my daughter marry that strange
boy,” she insisted vehemently. “I won’t permit it. I
will put a stop to the whole thing.”
“You’re not even invited,” Marianna responded with equal
vehemence, something that surprised her husband, sons and niece. The remark
was followed by the unmistakeable sound of a slap, then shrieks and the
sounds of a struggle before the whole party reached the drawing room and
the two boys pulled Helena away from his mother.
“I’m training to be an officer,” Michal said to the
still struggling woman. “Which in an old-fashioned sort of way means
being a gentleman, too. That means I shouldn’t hurt women, but you
hurt my mum, so don’t bet on it.”
The other men, including his superior officer, nodded their approval of
that. Herrick and Julia both ran to Marianna and comforted her. Helena
looked at them all with burning eyes.
“How could you side with her… against me?” she demanded
of Julia.
“Aunt Marianna was right,” Julia responded. “You’re
not invited to my wedding… or anything else. Michal, Cordell, don’t
let her go. Uncle Herrick… Marianna… you need to hear what
Chrístõ has to tell you. It’s going to be another
shock, but you must know the truth.”
“Truth about what?” Herrick asked as he brought his wife to
the living room sofa and held her tenderly. Chrístõ and
Julia sat, too. Lieutenant Gary remained standing, very pointedly ‘on
duty’. Michal and Cordell pressed Helena into an upright chair by
the window and flanked her like guards.
“The truth about her… my so-called mother… and a huge
lie that has been told ever since that so-called slave ship was found,”
Julia answered. “But Chrístõ knows the most about
it.”
Chrístõ held her hand as he began to explain what he had
found out.
“The ship wasn’t a pirate one, or a slave transporter,”
he said. “In fact, it left Earth four years ago as the PS Hougoumont.
PS, of course, stands for….”
“Prison Ship….” Herrick said with a puzzled expression.
“Exactly so,” Chrístõ confirmed. “And
in some kind of poetic irony, Hougoumont was the name of the last ship
to transport prisoners from Britain to Western Australia in the nineteenth
century of Earth history.”
None of the humans around him knew that detail of their planet’s
history, but the implications sank in quickly.
“I don’t know if transporting criminals to penal planets is
the best thing humans can do,” Chrístõ continued.
“It is certainly no worse than the way other races deal with their
worst offenders. I think it is probably a little bit kinder than the cryo-prison
Shada that my people have. But the fact is that two hundred really unpleasant
people were en-route to such a place when they broke out of their cells,
killing their guards and the ship’s crew.”
“Prisoners… criminals… not slaves?” Marianna questioned.
“Then….”
Again, everyone was starting to understand, but they let Chrístõ
continue to explain the plot in full.
“Among the prisoners was a man called Silas Exeter. I don’t
imagine any of you have heard of him. He was an eminent surgeon on Earth…
a plastic surgeon. He was convicted of helping criminals escape justice
by changing not only their faces, but their very DNA using a revolutionary
technique he had developed. He was able to give them entirely new identities,
even background information about dead people whose lives they could impersonate
– not just learnt, like a script, but implanted in their minds like
a second set of memories.”
As one, the Sommers family turned to look at ‘Helena Sommers’.
The woman returned their gaze but with something of a defeated air.
“He was good,” Chrístõ said, looking very closely
at the woman. “Very good. The implanted memories might almost have
obliterated the real ones given time. I think you very nearly believed
you WERE Julia’s mother. Maybe you wish you were. Because your real
identity is not very pleasant at all. You are Andrea Greene, who murdered
her own husband and two children for the life insurance.”
“Oh my….” Marianna cried. She turned to Lieutenant Gray
accusingly. “And… you let that vile creature stay under our
roof….”
“I’m sorry,” the Lieutenant responded. “We had
no way of knowing the truth.”
“Well… you did….” Michal answered him. “Sorry,
sir, I know I’m speaking out of turn, and put me on a charge if
you want… but it took Chrístõ ten minutes to download
the Ship’s log and find out what sort of vessel it was. And another
ten to find out about Silas Exeter, and about another prisoner who was
a cyber-terrorist who was able to steal the digitalised DNA profiles of
people who had died on ships like the Aldous Huxley. The Olympics isn’t
the only organisation that insisted on proof of human status. Everyone
going from Earth to colony worlds had to give a sample, too.”
“That’s how it was done, you see,” Julia cut in. Michal
nodded to his cousin and having burnt his boats anyway, continued before
the Lieutenant could speak.
“It’s your fault, sir…. I mean… the military commanders,
not you personally, as such. But… the responsibility lies with you.
Officers know that. And if all the men and women in command positions
on the Endeavour hadn’t been so excited about finding the ‘slaves’
and wanting to bring them to their relatives, there might have been more
investigation of the facts. It was a HUGE, stupid mistake and it is going
to be embarrassing to all involve and upsetting to people like my mother
and father who thought they were being reunited with a lost loved one…
but at least it’s not TOO late. These criminals are mostly all in
the transition centre, yet. They can all be arrested.”
The Lieutenant was silent for a long moment, then he nodded emphatically.
“You’ve got the makings of a very good officer,” he
admitted. “Though you might have to curb that tendency to out talk
your superiors. Yes, it seems as if we have been caught napping. And it
WILL be dealt with. Starting with the apprehension of Andrea Greene….”
Michal already had a firm hand on the woman’s shoulder. Not that
it looked as if she was going to attempt an escape. She was in tears as
she heard the Lieutenant formally arrest her. She turned to look at Marianna
and then Julia.
“He was right… I really wished I was Helena Sommers…
instead of who I really am. I wish….”
“I’m not sorry for you,” Julia answered. “I wish
I could feel that. I try to see the good in most people. But I can’t.
You did a terrible thing to your own family and you could have done so
much more harm to mine. And… on top of that… you insulted
the memory of my real mother, who was a kind, good person who didn’t
deserve to die horribly. So… just go away. Let us all forget about
you.”
Michal took her even more firmly by the arm and with the Lieutenant she
was escorted out of the house. Marianna and Herrick hugged each other
and cried. Cordell, though he was a teenage boy, and didn’t do hugging
as a general rule, embraced both of his parents. Chrístõ
and Julia held each other tightly as the military car drove away.
The tears and the hugging only ceased a few minutes later when another
vehicle drew up – a delivery van bringing yet more wedding presents.
“Yes,” Marianna said as she carried the boxes
into the drawing room. “Time to get back to what really matters….
Deciding what you two are supposed to do with a THIRD automatic coffee
maker.”
“I’ve got a kit for changing the plugs to take Gallifreyan
electricity,” Chrístõ assured her.
A few days later, it happened as smoothly as clockwork. Chrístõ
waited at the church altar in a cream silk suit, Cal Lupus at his side,
while Julia and her entourage of bridesmaids walked down the aisle towards
him. Her dress, as he had always known, was a copy of the simple but lovely
satin gown worn by Julie Andrews in the Sound of Music, except allowing
for the fact that Julia was a good three inches shorter than Julie. It
was the dress she had decided to wear at least ten years ago, and she
had never gone back on that idea.
Afterwards, there was a reception that was everything Marianna had planned
for nearly as long as Julia had been planning her dress. After that was
over, Julia threw her bouquet and it was caught by Glenda, who grinned
widely at Cal.
And then there was a parting that brought tears. Julia was leaving Beta
Delta to become a lady of Gallifrey and plan for her Alliance to Chrístõ.
Her human family were joining her in a short while, but she was leaving
a lot of people behind and it was a wrench no matter how long it was anticipated.
“I’m happy,” she assured Chrístõ despite
the tears as she stood in the TARDIS console room, her wedding dress in
a box and wearing a white linen ‘honeymoon dress’ and her
fourth pair of shoes of the day. “I’m really happy.”
“So am I,” he answered as he set the drive co-ordinates for
Gallifrey – for home.
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