“Sweet Mother of Chaos,” Cinnamal Hext exclaimed
loudly as he stepped out of the TARDIS into a wind that took his breath
away. His booted feet sank into at least a foot of loose snow and he could
tell that there was more hard packed snow beneath it. “What are
we doing here, Chrístõ? WHERE is here?”
“Here is northern Tibet,” Chrístõ replied. “On
planet Earth.”
“This is Earth?” Axyl sounded disappointed as he looked around
the snow-covered valley. “I didn’t think it looked like this.”
“Not all of it does,” Chrístõ assured him. “This
is just one part of it. I’m going to show you some more populated
areas another time, but this is part of your character building programme.
We’re leaving the TARDIS here and taking a short afternoon’s
hike up the side of this mountain to the monastery on that ridge.”
“What monastery?” Cinnamal demanded, squinting up what looked
like a sheer cliff of ice and snow. In fact he was being slightly facetious.
He could see the building easily enough. But the sight wasn’t inspiring
him with confidence. It was a flat, grey edifice with very few windows.
It had to be a good ten miles away, and most of that distance was along
steep, narrow, snow covered mountain paths. The indolent side of Cinnamal
baulked at the thought of that much exercise with so little reward at
the end of it.
But Diol and Axyl Malcannan were already shouldering their packs ready
for the journey, and anything two Caretakers were game for an Oldblood
couldn’t shirk without dishonour. He had no choice but to make the
best of it.
They started walking. It wasn’t actually snowing and it was only
just after midday. There was plenty of daylight to accomplish the trek
in. The wind blew down the steep valley and for the most part missed them
in the lee of the mountain itself. For a group of healthy young Gallifreyans
it was a straightforward test of stamina and endurance, as well as establishing
that they all had a head for heights. Looking either up at the mountain
or down into the valley below was not for the faint-hearted when they
were on a path wide enough only for walking single file.
“The air is thin,” Diol noted when they had been walking for
a good hour. “Our bodies have adapted. We are able to take in deeper
breaths and extract enough oxygen from it, but wouldn’t humans be
light-headed at this altitude?”
“Those who have not acclimatised certainly would,” Chrístõ
replied. “The monks have lived in the mountains all their lives.”
“They are men of contemplation, such as the Brothers of Mount Lœng
on the southern continent of Gallifrey are?” Axyl asked.
“They are,” Chrístõ responded. “Buddhism,
as practiced by these human devotees has much in common with the contemplative
arts the Brothers adhere to, though in many ways the former is a richer
and more complex philosophical discipline. We are staying only a few days.
It is nowhere near long enough to come to a full understanding of those
complexities. But I think the experience will be useful to you all.”
“You have studied with the Brotherhood, haven’t you?”
Diol asked. “Is it true that they are capable of such perfect meditation
that they can watch a flower grow from a seed to a full bloom without
moving and yet be aware of every single moment of the growth?”
“They can. I never had the patience for such a meditation. I would
be tempted to use a temporal accelerator to speed the process up. That’s
why they never let me become a full member of their community. My impatience.”
His students laughed, but it was literally true that, despite embracing
many of the disciplines of the Mount Lœng brothers, he found their
lifestyle too contemplative, too quiet, too inactive. He belonged in the
wide universe, not in a cloister.
“I wouldn’t mind,” Axyl commented. “I think I
would enjoy the peace of such a life.”
“Well, then you will appreciate Det-tSen,” Chrístõ
told him, and then went on to explain that the monastery they were striving
to reach was so named in honour of the eighth century king of Tibet, Trisong
Detsen who established Buddhism as the official religion of the country.
“This is the early twentieth century,” he added. “Before
Tibet’s annexation by China. At least, it is by the western calendar
of Earth, which was the one I learnt. I’m really not sure what system
of dates they use here in the east.”
“There is no standard method of counting the years on earth?”
Diol asked curiously. “Isn’t that confusing? How do people
from one part of the planet communicate with the other?”
“They don’t,” Chrístõ replied. “At
least not at this time in their history. Earth is a complex planet, and
Human beings a complex species. Even with our caste system and perceived
differences, we are a far more homogenous society on Gallifrey, which
in my opinion, at least, makes us much less interesting than Humans.”
Diol and Axyl were fully prepared to agree with him on that point. Cinnamal
Hext was too proud of his Oldblood Gallifreyan heritage to admit that
any other world, any other species, was superior to his in any way, shape
or form.
“These humans at Det-tSen will surprise you,” Chrístõ
assured him. “They are remarkable people.”
“Um… maybe not that one,” Diol said, pointing to a splash
of red in the snow. Christo sprinted forward and bent to examine the body.
The eyes were fixed and staring. The flesh was cold. The neck was broken.
So were many other bones, but the snapping of the vertebrae was almost
certainly what killed him.
His students stood a few feet away, watching solemnly. Though young, they
had all become accustomed to sudden death during the Mallus invasion of
their world. This was a fragile Human whose death had occurred in a landscape
that was a hostile one. It was a shock, but not particularly mysterious.
Chrístõ looked up. They were directly below the outer walls
of the monastery now, on top of a cliff that was at least three times
as high as the dome of the Prydonian Academy Library.
“He didn’t fall from up there,” Chrístõ
said. “His body would have reached terminal velocity.” His
students looked at him blankly. They had obviously never heard the expression
before. “He would be falling so fast that his brain would have fallen
out of his skull and hit the ground before his body,” he explained.
The man HAD fallen, he thought. But by no means from as far as that. It
was puzzling, and puzzles always nagged at him like sore teeth. But he
knew there was nothing he could do for the poor man except report the
location of his body to his fellow monks.
“We’ll press on,” he said to his students. They walked
on again, quietly now, subdued by the sad discovery. When they reached
the imposing door to the monastery they were glad to reach a place where
they could rest out of the wind and snow, but they weren’t sure
what kind of welcome would greet them bearing such news.
A postern door was opened in the huge door by a short man dressed in the
same sort of red robe that the dead man was in. He bowed with his hands
pressed together. Chrístõ did the same. Diol, Axyl and Cinnamal
were a beat behind him. Of course, they were used to paying obeisance
to their elders, their masters at the Prydonian Academy, even their own
fathers, but they didn’t expect to have to bow to a doorman.
“Respect – mutual respect – is a tenet of the Buddhist
discipline,” Chrístõ told them telepathically. “Bear
that in minds, and you’re off to a good start.” Then he addressed
the monk at the door. “I am teacher to these three disciples. We
each seek the wisdom of Buddha within your walls. May we enter?”
“You may,” the monk said and stepped aside. They entered into
a wide high, but sparsely furnished room. As the door was closed, they
were all aware of the quiet as the wind was cut off. They had found a
sanctuary.
“I will need to speak to your Abbot,” Chrístõ
said at once. “I have an urgent matter to report.”
“I will send for him,” the monk who had admitted them said.
“Come to the Mandala room while you wait.”
The students wondered immediately what a Mandala was, or why it needed
a room. Christo knew but chose not to tell them. They followed the monk
to a high ceilinged chamber with a wide railed balcony running all around
it. On the floor that was some four feet lower than the balcony was a
great, geometric design which a group of monks were patiently working
upon.
“What is it made of?” Diol asked, watching the monks pour
colours into the design from jars. “Paint?”
“Sand,” Christo replied. “Coloured sand, sometimes crushed
rocks with natural colours, crushed semi-precious stones like lapis lazuli
or amethysts. The mandala is a focus for meditation. When it’s finished,
it is destroyed again according to a strict ritual, as a symbol of the
transience of all existence.”
“Destroyed?” all of his students were shocked by that idea.
Then they remembered the dead man on the path below. Existence was, indeed,
transient. Perhaps it made sense, after all.
A man entered the Mandala room and came towards them. He was dressed in
a red robe like the other monks, but with a curious headpiece of saffron
yellow. Chrístõ felt his students suppress their amusement
at the shape of the Abbot’s headgear and adopt suitably solemn outward
aspects.
Chrístõ bowed to the Abbot. The Abbot returned the gesture.
“I am Jampo, Abbot of Det-Sen,” he said. “I welcome
you and your disciples. But I sense a disharmony within you. What is it?”
Chrístõ quickly related what he had found on the mountain
path. The Abbot nodded gravely.
“The loss will be felt by us all,” he said. “It is as
a void in the Mandala. But all men are born to die. It is a thing that
is natural.”
“I beg to differ,” Christo told him. “This man’s
death was not natural. He fell from a height and broke his neck. At best
it was a tragic accident. At worst….”
He stopped. He was going to suggest that it could have been murder. The
thought occurred to him as he was walking up to the monastery. The more
he thought about it, the less he understood how the man could have been
found where he was if it was merely accidental.
But to say so to the Abbot was disrespectful.
“I will send some of his brothers to bring the body back. We will
lay his body in our hall of meditations tonight and the funeral pyre will
be made in the morning. But now, let me take you and your disciples to
a quieter place where you may rest after your journey. I will have refreshments
brought.”
The Abbot brought them to another room, smaller, quieter. There were mats
on the floor for sitting or lying. They sat. Christo adopted a straight
backed position taught to him by the Monks of Malvoria. His students were
more casual.
“The Abbot wasn’t telling the truth,” Diol said when
they were alone. His brother and Cinnamal nodded in agreement.
“You all felt it, too?” Christo asked. “Good. Your empathic
senses are well developed.”
“Why would a holy man lie to us?” Cinnamal asked.
“I don’t know. But he knew the man was dead before I told
him. He was scared… of us being here. We pose some kind of unperceived
danger. But he’s scared of something else, too. I don’t know
what, yet.”
“They’re good people,” Axyl said. “I feel that.
I felt it strongly in the Mandala Room. They are good souls. They will
not knowingly harm us. But they are troubled by something that they dare
not reveal to us.”
“We can’t leave them to their fate,” Diol insisted.
“We must help them if we can.”
“Why?” Cinnamal asked. “It’s none of our business.
We came here to learn about meditation, not to get involved in some mystery.”
“I can never resist a mystery,” Chrístõ said.
“Besides, Axyl is right. They are good people, and they are troubled.
You boys… I won’t involve you in anything dangerous. But I
intend to find out what is happening, here and if it is within my power
I will help them.”
“You can count on me,” Diol immediately said. His brother
was a beat away from saying the same. Cinnamal looked at them both and
shrugged.
“All right, I suppose we’re getting involved,” he said.
The door opened. Two monks brought in food – saffron coloured fragrant
rice – and drink – bowls of green tea. Chrístõ
showed his students how to use the chopsticks that came with the food
but advised them to test a small amount of the food before ingesting.
“You said they were good people,” Cinnamal pointed out. “Would
they poison us?”
“They are good people with something to hide, I’m not taking
any chances,” Chrístõ replied before analysing the
chemical content of his rice and tea. “We’re ok. We can eat
this.”
When they had finished eating a man came to the room. He bowed and then
sat cross-legged on one of the mats.
“I am Ho-Den,” he said to Chrístõ. “You
are Keun-tshen Gyal-tso All knowing ocean of enlightened qualities.”
“My thanks,” Chrístõ replied. He smiled softly
as Ho-Den turned to his students.
“Lobsang Cheu-den,” he said to Diol. “The devout disciple.”
Diol accepted that without protest as Ho-Den addressed his brother.
“Lobsang Rab Ten – the steadfast disciple.”
Axyl nodded and said nothing.
“Lobsang Je-tsun – the high born disciple,” Ho-Den said
to Cinnamal. “For you it is hardest, for your pride keeps you from
the true path of one with much to learn.”
Cinnamal was too surprised to say anything out loud, but Christo felt
his thoughts.
Ho-Den bowed once again to them all and then left the room once more.
“What was that about?” Cinnamal demanded. “These are
humans. They have no telepathic powers. How can they possibly know anything
about us?”
“They are men who spend their days in contemplative meditation,”
Chrístõ replied. “Their minds are expanded beyond
the cluttered thoughts of most humans. They understand many things that
would surprise even us.”
“All knowing ocean of enlightened qualities?” Diol looked
at Chrístõ and smiled. “Yes, that suits you. Am I
especially devout?”
“You’re an attentive student,” Christo told him. “Perhaps
devotion is something you will come to in time. And you, steadfast Axyl.
Those are good qualities that they see in you.”
“They are Caretaker qualities,” Cinnamal pointed out. “They
will both make excellent butlers.”
“At least they are set on their path,” Chrístõ
replied. “You have much to learn. Ho-Den saw that in you, Cinn.
Humility is the first thing you need to learn. And this is a good place
to do it. The Abbot is the senior monk only because of age and experience.
In all else, each of them is equal. They all believe there is no end to
learning and are students until the day they die, always ready to be enlightened
by a new experience. That’s not a bad philosophy for life, even
for those of us who will live such long lives. To always be ready to learn
something new.”
“Even when you are an all knowing ocean of enlightened qualities?”
Diol asked him.
“If I am, there will always be somebody ready to remind me that
I am also Theta Sigma, The Outcast,” Chrístõ replied.
Diol and Axyl were surprised by that epithet applied to their teacher.
Cinnamal Hext wasn’t. Chrístõ knew that he was aware
of the scar that covered the symbols of the Outcast One on the back of
his neck, and how they got there.
When they had rested, He-Den returned. He seemed to know exactly how long
they needed before they were bored with the plain walls of that room.
He brought red robes for them to change into so that they were the same,
outwardly at least, as the other monks, then he brought them to the great
meditation hall. It was a wide, long, high room with sacred prayer wheels
set along each side. Monks sat with small fabric mandalas before them
and chanted their mantras in low voices that formed a gestalt sound that
was immediately calming. It reminded Chrístõ of the way
the Brothers of Mount Lœng meditated, except they didn’t use
chants or mandalas.
“We are not Buddhists,” he reminded his students. “To
try to copy them would be blasphemous. We will form a circle of our own
and meditate in our own way.”
They found a space and did just that, putting themselves into a light
first level trance. They were fully aware of their surroundings, of the
tranquil chanting of the monks around them, but they were able to reach
a level of calm stillness of their own.
They were aware when the monks were disturbed in their meditations. They
let themselves resurface from their trance, but kept still and quiet as
the body of the dead man was brought into the meditation room. They reached
out and felt the emotions of those around them. Grief, yes. But not shock.
They all knew he was dead. They were prepared for this. The body was placed
upon a mat. The eyes were closed. The hands were placed together in an
attitude of prayer. Four of the monks knelt in vigil at the four cardinal
points of the compass. Christo noted without surprise that they knew the
points instinctively. Slowly the other monks returned to their meditations,
or at least an appearance of it.
“Chrístõ,” Axyl said telepathically. “He’s
not the first. There have been many accidents here in recent weeks.”
“Yes, I get that from their thoughts,” he answered. At least
a dozen monks were missing from their numbers. The term ‘accident’
hardly applied even if there seemed no obvious foul play involved. He
was surprised to learn from the thoughts of those around him that Jampo
had only been abbot for a little over a month. An elderly and learned
man called Rin-Sen was the first to die. He seemed to have had a heart
attack late one night in the Mandala Room. Jampo was the next in seniority.
A heart attack, falls, all perfectly plausible accidents, especially on
a permanently snow covered mountain side. But so many in such a short
time? Chrístõ was ready to believe there WAS foul play involved.
But why?
And what was it that they were afraid of? It was more than just an ordinary
human foe. It was not, he thought, one of them with some jealous motive.
Jealousy was hardly an emotion Christo would ascribe to their communal
life. They had no possessions to covet. There was no ladder of promotion
to ascend. That was not what it was.
For now, all he could truly ascertain was that there had been too many
unexplained deaths and that the monks were frightened that there would
be more.
Their internal body clocks told the Gallifreyans that the day was coming
to a close even within this room without windows to let in natural light.
The monks must have had some human instinct that told them the same. The
meditation hall emptied except for the four men keeping vigil over their
dead friend. The others went to another large hall where mats were placed
in concentric circles with bowls before them. Monks with large cauldrons
filled the bowls with rice and tea while others distributed bread and
fruit. This was the main substantial meal of the day.
Before they ate, Chrístõ again warned his students to test
the food. This time they were aware of something unusual in the saffron
rice.
“It’s a sleeping drug,” Axyl said. “A powerful
one. It would affect our constitutions as readily as theirs.”
“We were all served from the same cauldron,” Cinnamal noted.
“They’re not trying to do anything to us. They’re all
being given the drug.”
“Yes,” Chrístõ noted. “We will have to
eat. It will look strange if we do not. You DO all know how to expel harmful
substances from your body?”
They all did. Chrístõ took the lead. He ate the rice with
the chopsticks, but when enough of the drug had entered his stomach he
carefully looked within his own body. He found the molecules of the substance
and expelled them through the pores of his skin. For a brief moment his
face and arms looked chalky white before the stuff evaporated. Cinnamal,
Diol and Axyl did the same.
The tea, bread and fruit were unadulterated. They finished their meal
and waited to see what would happen next.
What happened next was that the monks started to fall asleep all around
them. They lay down on their mats and very soon they were sleeping soundly.
“Pretend to do the same,” Chrístõ told his students.
“Let’s see what this is all about.”
Nothing happened for an hour. The only sound was the shallow breathing
of men under a drugged sleep. When they reached out telepathically the
Gallifreyans didn’t even detect dreams. The minds of the monks were
still and quiet, and, Chrístõ noted, properly at peace for
a little while.
Then they detected a change. The brain patterns were still those of men
who were asleep, but the monks rose from their mats. They filed out of
the room silently.
“They’re sleep-walking,” Axyl noted.
“Yes, they are,” Chrístõ agreed. “Rise,
quietly, and fall into line behind them. Let’s find out what’s
going on here.”
They slipped easily into the line, moving in the same slow but determined
way of people who know where they’re going even in their sleep.
They came, presently, to the Mandala Room, where the monks gathered on
the balcony around the edges. They were quiet at first then they began
a chant that was very different from those they had used in meditation.
“What or who is Dor-je Shu gDen?” Diol asked telepathically.
“He is the reincarnation of a holy man called Tulku Dragpa Gyaltsen
who died in the mid seventeenth century,” Chrístõ
answered. “Regarded as a Dharma protector or Guardian Angel.”
“Protector? Guardian… that sounds all right,” Axyl pointed
out.
“He’s not protecting them very well,” Cinnamal contradicted.
“All those deaths….”
“Quite so,” Chrístõ noted. “I don’t
think Dor-je Shu gDen has anything to do with this.”
Something was happening that set his telepathic nerves tingling. He looked
down at the mandala and saw that it was moving. The sand was being rearranged
as if by an invisible hand, forming new patterns.
Patterns that had nothing to do with harmony and the flow of life. He
stared at the image that was formed in the re-arranged sand and tried
to recall where he had seen something like that before.
Then the two dimensional image in the coloured sand rose up into a three
dimensional if insubstantial figure that towered above the monks. Sleep-walking,
hypnotised, deluded as they were, they knelt in awe and fear as the demonic
manifestation writhed around, raising arms made of grains of sand and
smoke and pointing to individual monks who stood on shaking feet among
their kneeling brethren – four of them in all.
“These will satisfy my need this night,” said a hollow voice.
“Come forward, disciples of Dor-je Shu gDen and give me sustenance.”
The monks stepped forward and stood at the cardinal points around the
mandala. The manifestation span faster and the demonic shape expanded,
encompassing them. The four monks screamed in agony for more than five
minutes before the manifestation released them. They collapsed to the
ground and lay ominously still. The manifestation shrank back to its merely
huge size again.
“I am satisfied by the sacrifices made. You will continue to have
my protection and patronage. But anger me by refusals, by disharmony or
disagreement and you shall know my wrath.”
The manifestation spoke in Tibetan, of course. Chrístõ and
his students heard it in Gallifreyan, automatically translated for them
by the TARDIS’s low-level psychic radiation that infused them. Gallifreyan,
like English, had only one pronoun ‘you’ in both singular
and plural. But in Tibetan there were separate pronouns. The manifestation
was not talking to the monks as a whole when it talked of protection,
patronage and anger and wrath. It used the singular pronoun, and it was
looking at Abbot Jampo when it did so.
That was interesting.
The manifestation circled around again several more times, getting gradually
smaller as it did so until the sands were back in the mandala. It swirled
a little more and then was still.
And it was then that the monks woke up. They murmured in consternation
at finding themselves in the mandala hall having gone to sleep elsewhere.
Then they murmured even more loudly when they saw their four brethren
still lying on the floor.
Chrístõ moved quickly, jumping over the railing and landing
on the mandala floor. He bent to examine the first of the four men. He
was dead. Christo had left his sonic screwdriver in the TARDIS before
beginning this trip. He didn’t want to disturb the monks with his
futuristic technology. He sincerely wished he had it now. It would have
made an analysis of the cause of death easier. As it was, he would have
to guess severe shock. The expression on the man’s face was distressing
to behold.
He reached to close the staring eyes of the dead monk, and as he did he
felt something unexpected – a faint echo of the last moments of
his life, a snatch of electricity from the brain that had not yet dissipated.
That brief snatch was enough for him to understand what had been taken
from him to ‘sustain’ the manifestation.
“Please,” Abbot Jampo said to him. “You are new among
us. This is not your concern. Let us take our brothers to the meditation
hall and make the necessary preparations.”
“You mean you’re not going to drop their bodies down the mountainside
and pretend they died in a fall?” Christo answered in a cold voice.
“This IS my concern. I am making it my concern.”
“Then when we have done what must be done for these, come to my
inner meditation room.” Jampo put his hand on Chrístõ’s
arm and spoke not in words, but in his thoughts. He wasn’t telepathic,
but he seemed to know that Christo would get the message.
“Very well,” Chrístõ replied out loud. He stood
back and let the monks take their dead comrades to the meditation hall
where four of them already knelt in vigil over the earlier victim. Jampo
saw that the proper rites were observed then he headed towards a small
door to the right of the main hall. Christo and his students followed.
Jampo very deliberately closed the door.
The four Gallifreyans were immediately aware of a difference. It was like
the sudden relief when a buzzing noise stops – one that had been
going on so long that the ears had become accustomed to it. Within this
room they were cut off from the low level telepathic equivalent of white
noise that they must have been sensing without really knowing it ever
since they stepped into the monastery.
Chrístõ looked around at the walls. There were no electronic
shields or lead linings such as they had in the Committee rooms of the
Gallifreyan High Council or in the Examination Halls of the Academies.
The only thing protecting this room was a series of woven wall hangings
with symbols of peace and harmony on them. They were on the walls, the
door, the ceiling. The floor was a great painted mandala. The Abbot knelt
in the middle of it. Chrístõ took up the north compass point.
His students took his lead and knelt at the other three points.
“That is NOT the incarnation of a Dharma Protector,” Chrístõ
said. “You know that, don’t you?”
“I know,” the Abbot admitted in a shamed and humiliated tone.
“It is a Gyalpo that took the name of Dor-je Shu gDen and came first
to Abbot Rin-Sen, promising him enlightenment in return for the devotion
of all the souls within these walls.”
“What’s a Gyalpo?” Chrístõ felt one of
his students ask the question.
“It is a demonic spirit in Buddhist tradition,” he answered.
“This is nothing of the sort, but the term will do for now.”
He turned his attention back to Jampo. “Enlightenment is the goal
of all Buddhists, of course. But to seek it by the selling of one’s
soul to a Gyalpo is hardly in keeping with the teachings.”
“To the shame of us all, that is true. Rin-Sen allowed ambition
to overrule his head. He agreed to all the Gyalpo asked, including the
sleeping draught in the nightly food in order to make the brothers easy
to influence. At first… the men it chose… it took only a little
from them. They were tired afterwards, but food replenished them. But
then it wanted more. It took Gel-Sen. He was an elder, too, equal to me
in age, but a wiser man, and Rin-Sen’s natural successor. He was
chosen to sustain the Gyalpo… it took so much of him that he was
reduced to the mind of an infant. All his wisdom was stripped away. We
tried to care for him, but he wandered one morning and fell to his death.
That was after Jampo himself died. I didn’t see what happened. He
was found in the mandala room. I think… I believe he challenged
the Gyalpo because of what it had done to that good man, and it destroyed
him.”
“So you became Abbot. Do you understand the phrase ‘dead men’s
shoes’?”
“I have not heard it before, but I think I understand your meaning.
I did not seek power. My failing is that I did not have the strength or
the courage to do as Abbot Rin-Sen did. I did not challenge the evil intent
of the Gyalpo.”
“So you continued to pacify it with sacrifices.” Chrístõ
wasn’t sure what to say about that. It seemed like cowardice and
self-preservation. Of course, Buddhism was a pacifist philosophy. And
that was fine. He was a pacifist himself when he was allowed to be. But
that was the point. Pacifism in the face of tyranny was simply regarded
as weakness by the tyrant.
On the other hand, standing up to the Gyalpo was clearly suicidal. Jampo’s
death would have left the brethren leaderless again and even more helpless
in the face of a creature that would not be satisfied until it had devoured
them all.
And devour was exactly what he meant. It didn’t eat their physical
bodies. It had no interest in human meat. What it wanted was human minds,
the intellect of these men. That was why Gel-Sen had been reduced to the
infant state. His mind had been devoured by the Gyalpo. The man he examined
in the mandala room had fought against it. That last moment of intelligence
Christo had detected was the remnants of the Tibetan alphabet. The man
had tried reciting it as a mantra in his head to prevent the Gyalpo from
invading his mind. It might even have worked for a little while. But ultimately
the Gyalpo was stronger.
“You said it wasn’t a Gyalpo,” Diol pointed out to him
telepathically.
“It’s not,” he answered. “It’s an Agorian
mind-eater. It belongs in the wild, uncharted regions of the Agorian Maelstrom,
on the very outer edges of the Milky Way galaxy. The area is so unstable
no organic lifeform of any sentience dares go near it. It is called the
Home of the Nightmare Children. Sometimes it flings one of those children
out into the galaxy and wherever it turns up mayhem ensues - as you can
see from the plight of these men.”
“Can it be stopped?” Axyl asked.
“It must be,” Chrístõ answered. “Because
it won’t be satisfied with these few men in the monastery. Not when
the population of this world numbers in the billions. When it has gained
strength from devouring this monastery it will move on. China, with its
teeming multitudes lies a mere thousand miles away. And when it is done
with that, it could devour the whole planet at once.”
“And then it would be unstoppable,” Cinnamal Hext noted. “Even
Gallifrey would not be safe. We must do something.”
“Now you decide that,” Diol responded. “With the prospect
of our home world being attacked? We should do something to save this
world, to save these men, here in this one place. But what CAN we do?
I felt that entity. It is powerful.”
“Yes, it is,” Christo said. “But so are we. We have
all faced the Untempered Schism. We have looked infinity square in the
face. The Gyalpo has not.”
“You have a plan?” Axyl asked him.
Chrístõ smiled inscrutably. Their conversation, of course,
had been telepathic. He was not going to share the extra-terrestrial nature
of either the Gyalpo or themselves with Jampo. He had enough to worry
about.
“We must destroy the mandala,” he said out loud. “The
Gyalpo has manifested itself through the mandala. If it is destroyed,
according to the proper ritual, the Gyalpo will be destroyed with it.”
Jampo nodded. His worried face cleared a little. He understood what was
proposed.
“But the Gyalpo will fight back,” he said. “What man
here is capable of withstanding its power until the destruction is complete?
The ritual takes many hours.”
“We are,” Christo said. “We four. We have the power,
and I have the knowledge to perform the ritual of destruction accordingly.”
“You would do this? Strangers to our community? You would do what
we lack the strength to do?”
“We would,” Chrístõ assured him. Go out to the
great hall, now. Gather your people there. Keep a vigil for the dead.
Chant your mantras of protection. Call upon your true Dharma Protectors
for the strength you need. But none of you try to come into the Mandala
Room once we begin. That is important.”
“You are only four,” Jampo pointed out. “Five are needed
to complete the ritual of destruction. I will come with you. Even if it
costs me my life… I have already lived too long in my cowardice.”
“You are no coward,” Chrístõ told him. “We
will do what we can to protect you from the Gyalpo until the ritual is
complete.”
“We will need the Holy Ghanta,” Jampo said. He went to one
of the wall hangings and pushed it aside. Behind was a niche in the stone
wall. He took from it a bell made of grey, heavy-looking metal. He brought
it reverently to Chrístõ who took it equally reverently.
He carried it very carefully back through the meditation hall where Jampo’s
brethren gathered.
At the Mandala Room they took up positions as they did in Jampo’s
inner sanctum, the four Galliferyans at the cardinal points while the
Abbot knelt at the edge of the mandala and began the destruction by taking
a stick and rubbing out the letters forming the names of the Buddhist
deities around the edge of the geometric pattern. As each letter was obliterated
Christo rang the Ghanta. In ordinary rituals of destruction any bell could
be used, but this one was more important and the Holy Ghanta’s sonorous
tone was needed.
Even before the first of the deities was rubbed out and the sand placed
into a special jar, they could see and feel the Gyalpo fighting back.
The mandala heaved and shuddered and they felt the mind pressing upon
them.
“Recite the Gallifreyan alphabet backwards,” Chrístõ
told his students. Fill your mind with it. Concentrate all your efforts
on remembering the alphabet.”
The unfamiliar characters of the one hundred and sixty-eight character
alphabet used in their native language became the mantra that accompanied
the ritual of destruction. Chrístõ joined in it, but only
with one part of his mind. With the rest he was trying to form a mental
shield for Jampo. He was only human. His mind was strong for a Human.
Many years of meditative discipline had strengthened it, but the deaths
of the former abbot and his successor proved that the Gyalpo was stronger.
He had to protect him for as long as he could.
It meant that the Gyalpo was attacking him on two fronts – trying
to get to his own mind and Jampo’s. It was painful, very painful.
His head felt as if it might burst before the long, precise ritual was
over.
“You’re not alone, Chrístõ,” his students
told him. He felt a little relief as they joined their minds with his.
“We’re beating it,” Cinnamal said. “I can feel
it weakening.”
He was right. The Gyalpo was losing its grip on them the more of the sacred
geometry of the mandala was broken down and taken apart by Jampo. It no
longer had the power to agitate the sand.
It had one last, desperate action. Jampo cried out in surprise as the
sand that was left exploded into the air. When it came down again he was
covered, head to foot, in multi-coloured sand. So were the four Gallifreyans.
As the sand settled and their vision cleared they saw something else in
the air – a silvery glow that writhed around much as the gyalpo
had done before streaking towards Chrístõ.
“No,” he said. “My mind could not contain it. I have
already looked upon infinity.”
The silver light hovered over him, and then moved again and settled over
Jampo. The Abbot gave a startled cry as it enveloped him and slowly dissipated.
“What is it?” Cinnamal asked.
“It’s the released intellect, wisdom, of those taken by the
Gyalpo – Rin-Sen and Gel-Sen and all the others. They looked for
a new mind to contain them.”
“You could have,” Axyl told him. “Your mind as plenty
of room within it.”
“But it would be more use to him,” Chrístõ replied.
He watched Jampo stand up in the middle of the destroyed mandala, covered
in the multi-coloured sand, still, but his eyes shining with the light
of wisdom and knowledge, as well as the relief that he and his brethren
were free of a terrible burden.
“Let us all return to the meditation hall and give thanks for our
deliverance,” Abbot Jampo said. “Then in the dawn we shall
light the last funeral pyres there shall be as a result of the evil that
came upon us. The ashes shall be placed in sacred stupas. And after that…
may we all return to the pursuit of enlightenment.”
“May we do just that,” Chrístõ echoed.
They stayed four weeks in the now tranquil monastery, long enough to see
two new mandalas made and destroyed as life itself is made and is a transient
thing that will come to an end in its proper time. Chrístõ
enjoyed the company of men of contemplation and learning. His students
enjoyed the experience of being students in a place where even the oldest
and wisest knew there was always something new to learn.
When they finally went on their way, Chrístõ was surprised
by Abbot Jampo who brought to him the Holy Ghanta that had been instrumental
in defeating the Gyalpo.
“You want me to take it?” he asked.
“You, Keun-tshen Gyal-tso All-knowing ocean of enlightened qualities,
are the Dharma Protector of Det-Sen. Take the Holy Ghanta and return it
when we have need of you again. I think you will know when that is.”
“I think I shall,” Chrístõ answered. He let
Diol take the Ghanta from his hands while he bowed to the Abbot.
“Goodbye, Keun-tshen Gyal-tso,” Jampo told him. “May
you have long life and much enlightenment.”
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