Chrístõ sighed deeply. He knew his time with
the ancestor with whom he had so much in common was ending. Now he really
was entering new territory. He didn’t know the man known as Chrístõ
Mal Loup at all. He knew no stories, even exaggerated ones, about him.
He didn’t even fully understand the suffix that was given to his
name. Mal Loup… Bad Wolf. What did that mean?
“I am as much in the dark as you are,” Dracœfire told
him. “He married late in life when his deeds were done. I only remember
him as an old man. But I am sure there is nothing to fear from him.
“I… am sure,” Chrístõ agreed. But even
so, he felt uncertain about this next stage of his journey into his Being.
“Where is this?” he asked. He looked around at the metallic
walls and felt the vibration of engines. “A space ship?”
“Battle ship,” Dracœfire said. “My father was a
general in our army. That much I do know. He must have been on this ship.”
“I was in command of this ship,” said a deep, authoritative
voice. Chrístõ turned. So did Dracœfire. They both
looked with surprise and awe at the man who stood before them. He was
dressed in a deep maroon and black military uniform that made him look
even taller and more broad-shouldered than he really was. He looked magnificent.
Dracœfire bowed to him. Chrístõ didn’t. He squared
his shoulders and saluted him. He had never been a soldier in the official
sense. He had never worn a uniform. But he had fought in a war. As one
warrior to another, he saluted. Chrístõ Mal Loup nodded
imperceptibly and saluted him in return.
As he did so, he felt Dracœfire leave him.
“You were worried about meeting me?” Mal Loup said.
“Yes,” Chrístõ admitted.
“There is no need. I think we understand each other better than
you expected. You are young. And yet… I sense the scars upon your
soul…. You’ve been in battle?”
“Yes,” he answered. “I…” He wondered if
he ought to tell his ancestor anything more about the war he had fought
only too recently. It was in the far future for Mal Loup. Should he know
about it?
But he was forgetting. This wasn’t the real man. He wasn’t
travelling in time. He was still in his meditation room on Beta Delta
IV, seeing these visions of the past and interacting with the long dead
spirits of his ancestors.
“You don’t have to tell me anything about it unless you want
to. One war is much like another. They told us, when I was a junior officer,
that we were going to be fighting a war to ensure peace for future generations.
But I am not altogether surprised that it proved an empty promise. Come…
we shall go to the bridge. Momentous things are about to happen there.”
Chrístõ walked with his ancestor. He noted how very precise
and disciplined he was in his movements and tried to match him. He wanted
Mal Loup to be impressed by him. He wasn’t even sure why it mattered,
but it did.
“What’s the name of this ship?” Chrístõ
asked, trying to find a way to start a conversation with him.
“The Pazithi Wolf,” Mal Loup answered. “Have you heard
of it?”
“No,” Chrístõ admitted. “I didn’t
really study military history. I did comparative cultures instead.”
“Wouldn’t have been taught anyway,” Mal Loup replied
in a gruff, irritated tone. “What happened here isn’t something
the High Council wanted posterity to remember. By your generation they
will have buried it deep in the Matrix, known only to Presidents and Chancellors.
And few of those will want to mull over the lessons I taught them this
day.”
They reached the bridge. Chrístõ was surprised how busy
it was. In addition to the usual compliment of officers with their appointed
tasks, there were a group of men and women in what Chrístõ
immediately thought of as paramilitary uniform – that is to say
not a uniform in the sense of any kind of uniformity of style, and certainly
nothing that indicated rank. But they were clothes for combat. He was
reminded of the battledress he wore himself when he commanded the group
that retook the citadel from the Mallus. The battledress of resistance
fighters, insurgents, rebels, or depending on your viewpoint, terrorists.
He looked at the big viewscreen and recognised the space the ship was
travelling through. Gallifrey was a shining red globe coming rapidly closer.
They were on their way home. At least those aboard who were Gallifreyan
were.
“General, we’re in range of the Transduction Barrier,”
said the communications officer.
In the command chair, General Chrístõ Mal Loup de Lœngbærrow
nodded in acknowledgement. Beside him was a man who wasn’t an officer
of the Gallifreyan Space Fleet. He was a tall, red haired man wearing
a leather jerkin over his battledress.
The leader of the insurgents or rebels, Chrístõ guessed.
An alarm sounded. The General snapped a command and it was cut off. Then
a voice was heard over the loud speakers, patched through by the communications
officer. Chrístõ recognised the supercilious tones of a
Gallifreyan civil servant right away. The Transduction Barrier operator
was refusing to let the ship through with non-Gallifreyans aboard.
General De Lœngbærrow identified himself and his ship, and the voice
was slightly cowed and less certain, but repeated that they could not
pass through the Barrier. He signalled to the communications officer and
the voice was silenced as the communication was cut and then blocked.
“We’ll do it our way,” he said, nodding to his tactical
and navigation officers. Chrístõ wondered if he was about
to blow up the transduction barrier. But that would be an act of treason.
“Yes, it would,” Mal Loup said to him. “But so was what
I did next. And what I did after that, too.”
The General stood up as he gave the signal to his people. He remained
straight and upright even though the ship shuddered violently when it
broke through the gap that the tactical command had created in the Transduction
Barrier.
“That will have got their attention, anyway,” he said. “Now,
take us down to the Capitol.”
“Couldn’t do this in your time,” Mal Loup said to Chrístõ.
“They put up the dome over the city to protect it from exactly this
sort of thing.”
Chrístõ remembered the dome broken and destroyed by the
Mallus, helped by a traitor who told them exactly how to hit it to cause
maximum damage. His ancestor wasn’t a traitor. He wasn't going to
bombard the Capitol. He knew that much. But he still didn’t understand
what he was planning or why.
He felt the forward momentum of the ship slow and stop. On the viewscreen
was the Capitol from above, as it looked three generations before his
own time. The ship was in a low altitude geo-stationary orbit above it.
Then the General put his hand on the shoulder of the young rebel.
“We’re going into the mouth of the dragon as far as you’re
concerned. Will you trust me to protect you and your people?”
“I will,” the rebel leader answered. “I have trusted
you from the moment you had me at your mercy and did not kill me. I do
not believe you have brought me and my people into a trap. I will go with
you to face your High Council and have them hear us out.”
“Good man,” the General said. He again had no need for spoken
commands. He nodded to those of his people who were going to accompany
him and the rebel leader. They stood close together in a tight ring with
armed guards around them as the transmat beam enfolded them and they vanished
from the bridge.
Chrístõ and his ancestor didn’t use the transmat.
They weren’t really there, after all. Rather, like a scene change
in a television programme, they were suddenly there, in the Panopticon
during a sitting of the High Council. And so were General De Lœngbærrow
and his people. As soon as they materialised, the guards raised their
weapons. Chrístõ watched in horror as they opened fire on
the Chancellery Guards on duty in the Panopticon, then breathed a sigh
of relief when he saw that they had used stun guns simply to disable the
guards. The General’s own men took up positions around the Panopticon
as he stood in the middle of the floor, facing the High Council. There
was a silence from the ranks of Councillors, from the public gallery and
from the High Council themselves, that was almost palpable. Slowly, the
Lord High President rose from his seat on the dais and looked down at
the man who had taken the floor in such a dramatic way.
“Loup, what is going on here?” demanded the Lord High President.
“I am in the uniform of a Gallifreyan Space Fleet officer,”
the General answered. “It is not appropriate for you to address
me by the nickname of our childhood, cousin.”
“It is not appropriate for you to enter the Panopticon with armed
guards, interrupting a session of the High Council and…”
“I am here to draw the attention of the High Council to an outrageous
injustice which I call upon them to censure. The attempted genocide of
a peaceful people who seek only recognition of their struggle for independence
from their tyrannical overlords.”
The Lord High President blinked and stared at General de Lœngbærrow.
“What tyrant… what peaceful people?”
“The tyrant is Gallifrey. The peaceful people are the Kutua…
of the Dominion planet of Kutuan X.”
The Lord High President frowned. Around the Panopticon there were murmurs
of consternation.
“Kutuan X… is the planet where we authorised you to suppress
a rebellion.”
“Yes,” General de Lœngbærrow replied. “Yes, that
is what you sent me to do. And when I reached the planet, what did I find?
A people living by subsistence, continuously on the edge of starvation,
worked to death in the mineral mines and never seeing a penny of dividend
from their toil. Their needs were ignored by the governor put in place
by the High Council.”
“You mean Lord Ravenswode?” The Chancellor dared to interrupt
him. When the General turned his gaze on him he almost shrivelled in his
seat, but the question waited to be answered.
“Lord Ravenswode is a thief and an embezzler,” cried the rebel
leader who stood beside the General. “He fully deserved the sentence
of execution that was passed by the provisional government of the Kutuan
Republic.”
“Execution?” The word echoed around the Pantopticon.
“Lord Ravenswode is dead?” the Lord High President asked in
a worried tone. “And… exactly who is this offworlder you saw
fit to bring into the Panopticon?”
“We reached the Governor’s Mansion before the Kutuan Volunteer
Army,” General de Lœngbærrow replied. “I placed him under
protective custody. He is in the brig aboard the Pazithi Wolf. The evidence
proving that he has exploited the people of Kutuan for his own profit
is contained in this data wafer.” He held up a small solid state
memory chip and then placed it in the pocket of his robe for safekeeping.
“This man is Prakis Sheer. He is the President of the Provisional
Government of the Kutuan Republic. He is here to make known to you the
terms of the Proclamation of Kutuan Independence and to hear your acceptance
of those terms. As such, he is under a flag of truce and will have my
protection until he is ready to leave Gallifrey and return to his duties
as the popular leader of the Kutuan people.”
“Can he do that?” Chrístõ asked, frowning as
he ran through all he knew of constitutional law. “I mean…
can you….”
“I did it,” Mal Loup replied. “They had to listen to
Sheer. They had to look at the evidence that Ravenswode had been making
massive profits out of the sweat and toil of the Kutuan people, and cheating
the Gallifreyan Treasury into the bargain. They had to accept the legitimacy
of the Kutuan Republic. They had to concede their right to independence
and then negotiate a trade package that would be favourable to Kutua and
allow it to become genuinely self sufficient and prosperous.”
“So… you did good. Even though it looked as if you were committing
High Treason… in the end you did good.”
“‘Looked’ wasn’t in it. I DID commit High Treason.
So did the officers and men who obeyed my command. If I had failed, I
was ready to offer my own life as long as they were exonerated. Even now,
when I think about it, I am almost astonished that they listened to me,
and to Sheer. We might both have been signing our own death warrants that
day.”
“But why have I never heard of this? I’ve never even heard
of Kutua. Yet… there was an armed rebellion there against Gallifrey.
There was a battle… there was, wasn’t there? You fought the
Kutuans?”
“To my shame, we did. Before we saw what they were fighting for.
The blood of those insurgents we killed before I called a ceasefire and
asked Sheer to talk terms stains my soul. I accept that. Though those
who ordered me to lead an attack on those brave, proud people ought to
take a share of the guilt.”
“But why is nothing known of this in my time?” Chrístõ
insisted. “Even your own son… Dacœfire…. Knew nothing
about it.”
“They accepted the terms. Kutua got its independence. But they feared
the consequences. We had some seventy Dominion planets at that time. The
High Council thought that if news reached them of Kutua’s rebellion
there would be anarchy. So everyone who was present in the Panopticon
that day, even the civilians in the public gallery, were sworn to secrecy.
The events were recorded, of course. My speech, Sheer’s declaration
of independence, they were entered into the Matrix. But nobody would ever
speak of it. I didn’t even tell my son. A version of the story did
get about, of course – a legend that a few people believed to be
true, but most dismissed as unlikely. Only two things came out of that
day for certain. I lived up to the suffix I was given at birth…
Mal Loup – the Tenacious Wolf.”
“Tenacious Wolf?” Chrístõ smiled widely. “I
had the translation wrong all these years. But now I understand. What
was the other thing?”
“The beginning of the feud between Lœngbærrow and Ravenswode.
He wasn’t prosecuted, you understand. To do that would mean publicly
acknowledging that a Gallifreyan had been responsible for such an injustice
as Kutua. He was dismissed quietly from government service without a pension,
and with much of his fortune confiscated and given as restitution to the
Kutuan people. He got off lightly. But even so, he held a grudge against
me. His children carried on that grudge.”
“Not all of them,” Chrístõ remembered. “His
daughter married your son.”
“The one exception. But now you know the cause of the trouble between
our families.”
“I know something more than that,” he said. “I know
that… I am descended from a man who was prepared to commit treason
in order to do what is morally right. That’s something to live up
to.”
“You don’t have to emulate me too closely,” Mal Loup
told him.
Chrístõ smiled and wondered if his own recent act of rebellion
against the intransigence of the Gallifreyan civil service would be considered
emulation of Mal Loup’s own tenaciousness.
“It isn’t quite the same body blow to Gallifreyan society,”
he said with a soft laugh. “But it seems you are a chip off the
old block in many ways.
“I… am glad of that,” Chrístõ said. “And
I am glad that I have had a chance to know of this part of your life.
It isn’t forgotten after all.”
“Chrístõ Cuimhne…. Remembrance is your sacred
task as a son of our noble House. Remember well the deeds of the Tenacious
Wolf.”
“I will,” he promised. “But… I suppose now I have
to leave you? I wish we could have more time.”
“Ironically, even a Lord of Time cannot have that.”
Mal Loup walked with him through the great doors of the Panopticon, between
two Chancellery Guards who said nothing and did nothing to obstruct them
since they weren’t really there. Chrístõ was not at
all surprised to find that he stepped into the garden of Mount Lœng
House, his ancestral home on the southern continent, some thousand miles
from the Capitol.
It was almost new in this time. The house he was born in was built when
his ancestor called Chrístõ Diam?ndh?rt was a boy. It replaced
an earlier house that burnt down. Chrístõ knew that because
a set of prints of the original architect’s drawings were framed
and hung on the first landing of the stairs. He had walked past them so
often, seen the dates and the architect’s signature on them thousands
of times.
It was his home, and Chrístõ smiled as he stood on the driveway
and looked at it. For all his ambivalent feelings about Gallifrey generally,
the home of his childhood was a place he was happy to see.
“So was I,” said a voice and Chrístõ looked
around to see a man who had to be Chrístõ Diam?ndh?rt standing
there. He turned back and noted that Mal Loup was gone now. He felt a
little sorry about that, but he was surprised by the sight of this new
ancestor. He was the youngest looking of them all.
“I’m not as young as I look.” He told him. “This
is how I looked in my third regeneration – my last.”
“Last?” Chrístõ looked at him in surprise. “Why?”
“You’ll find out,” Diam?ndh?rt said. “Come….
We’re here to witness my final parting from this house.”
“What?” Chrístõ shivered suddenly and turned
to look as the double doors of Mount Lœng House were opened. He recognised
a funeral party when he saw one. He had been a part of more than one of
them that began by descending those steps, the pall bearers carrying the
coffin carefully and reverently.
He looked back at the spirit of Chrístõ Diam?ndh?rt.
“We’re… here… to see your funeral?” He was
horrified. All the others of his ancestors had brought him to see momentous
events in their life. And he knew for a fact that Diam?ndh?rt was an adventurer.
At the Malvorian monastery where he had learnt the disciplines of Sun
Ko Du, the monks had legends of Do-Re Thup, the Time Lord known as Diam?ndh?rt
who defeated the tyrannical overlord who had kept the people of the valley
below the monastery in penury. They had long poems and stories about him.
Chrístõ had been secretly proud when he heard them, knowing
that it was his own ancestor they were remembering.
“Yes,” Diam?ndh?rt said. “Yes, I did all those things.
I wasn’t much older than you when I was on Malvoria. Afterwards,
I spent the rest of my first lifetime - six hundred years – in the
monastery. I became their Grand Master for a while. I died a peaceful
death of old age, with the monks singing gentle chants and burning incense
around my deathbed. I regenerated into a younger, fitter body and left
Malvoria to return to Gallifrey. I felt the pull of home. I think you
know what I mean. As magnificent as the universe is, coming here…
breathing the air I breathed when I was born, under the sky I first looked
upon with a child’s eyes… it pulled me home. But I had no
taste for politics or worldly pursuits. I found a monastery here on Gallifrey,
high on the mountain from where our name comes from.”
“You joined the Brotherhood of Mount Lœng?” Chrístõ
turned from watching the sad procession from the house to look at the
spirit of his ancestor.
“It had been there for generations before I climbed the mountain.
I may have been among the first of our own family to adopt a life of contemplation,
though.”
“I wanted to join the Brotherhood,” Chrístõ
said. “But they refused me. They said my destiny was in the wider
universe.”
“Then you will find it there,” Diam?ndh?rt told him. “I
was content there for a millennium, never leaving the mountain. I would
have stayed there. But I am the only son, the Heir. It was my duty….
An Alliance was arranged. That woman…” He pointed to a graceful
lady who walked on the arm of an elderly man, behind the coffin. Beside
her, clinging to her hand, was a small boy. “Our son… He is
master of this House now. May Rassilon have favour for him,”
“Your Alliance was arranged?” Chrístõ queried.
“You didn’t marry for love?
“Love?” Diam?ndh?rt smiled. “Yes, love came in time.
She was a charming woman, accomplished, elegant, everything an Oldblood
heir would want in a wife. And yes, I came to love her. But she was chosen
because the Alliance of our two Houses would be advantageous. That is
perfectly usual on Gallifrey, of course. At least it is in my time. Is
it not in your generation?”
“Not for me,” Chrístõ answered. “Or my
father, or my grandfather and great grandfather. I never asked your son.
We had other things to think about. But… you said you died in your
third regeneration. How?”
Chrístõ felt he had to ask that question, though he slightly
dreaded the answer.
“I was murdered.”
That was the answer he was expecting. Few kinds of accidents could kill
a Time Lord. He looked at the widow and the boy who would, of course,
grow up to be the Tenacious Wolf who would not stand by and see injustice
done.
“Murder… how?”
“I married my lady… Ceallia is her name. I took my place as
patriarch of the House of Lœngbærrow. We waited for a few centuries
before she bore me my son. We both thought there would be time enough.
Meanwhile I took up a post as Magister, rising to Inquisitor of Southern
Gallifrey. Do you know, by the way, why I am called Diam?ndh?rt ?”
“The monks gave you that name, on Malvoria. Do-Re Thup – the
Heart of Diamond.”
“Yes, they did. But that wasn’t especially astute of them
since they know full well of the Gallifreyan practice of giving newborn
sons names that prophecy their future characteristics. But… what
would you say were the principal characteristics of a diamond?”
“The hardest substance in the universe. Brilliant, multi-faceted…
cold…”
“That was the Inquisitor of Southern Gallifrey. Hard, brilliant,
multi-faceted and cold. I was known as the strictest judge for many generations.”
“But… fair, surely?” Chrístõ asked. “My
father has served as Magister in his time. He is known for his fairness
in his judgements, punishing the guilty, showing mercy to the innocent.”
“Fair?” Diam?ndh?rt turned the word over. “Yes, I suppose
I was. But first and foremost I believed that the guilty should be punished
and I rarely listened to any appeal. I sent many wrongdoers to Shada,
still more to the atomising chamber.”
Chrístõ shuddered. He hated the death penalty. He felt uncomfortable
that his ancestor was so proud to have passed such sentences.
“I was feared by the wicked, respected by the just. At home I was
contented with my wife, and in the course of time, my son and heir. There
was talk of my being elevated to High Inquisitor.”
“But…”
“I was hearing a case against a notorious felon. You don’t
need to know his crime, only that I had no doubt about his guilt. I had
sentenced him to death. But I didn’t know that he had bought off
those I should have been able to trust – the Chancellery Guards
in the court. I was shot in the head by one of them. As I lay dying, close
to entering a regeneration phase, I saw the prisoner above me. He stabbed
me in the neck, piercing the medula oblongata. Do you understand the consequences
of that?”
“Yes,” Chrístõ answered. “It is one of
the most certain ways of killing a Time Lord.”
“My last thoughts were for them… my wife… my poor boy…”
“I’ve seen him,” Chrístõ said. “He
grew up to be a brave man. You would have been proud of him.”
“I am proud of him,” Diam?ndh?rt said. “But I bitterly
regret not being allowed to see him grow up.”
The funeral procession had reached the place called the Meadow of Ashes,
screened from the rest of the Mount Lœng gardens by trees on each
side. It was a place where Chrístõ rarely walked even when
he was home. He went there only on those rare occasions when the rituals
of death had to be performed over a member of his family. They were traumatic
occasions he preferred not to think about.
For the family of Chrístõ Diam?ndh?rt it was a dark, terrible
occasion. Those who stood and watched as the coffin was placed within
the funeral pyre bore expressions of deep grief and shock. The widow and
her child most especially. They did their best to keep the dignity of
their race in this terrible time, though. Or at least they appeared to
do so. Because Gallifreyans do not cry tears does not mean they do not
feel pain and grief. As Diam?ndh?rt’s father stepped forward and
lit the pyre, his widow began a sad keening that was not quite a song,
and not quite a chant, an expression of grief that hung on the air just
like the smoke from the fire did.
Chrístõ felt the sound reach him in his two hearts. His
half Human eyes filled with empathic tears for the sorrow of his ancestors.
“What is this?” Chrístõ Diam?ndh?rt asked. “Tears
from the eyes of a Son of the House of Lœngbærrow?”
“My mother was Human,” Chrístõ answered him,
blinking hard. “Tears are…” He remembered what his father
had always told him. “Tears are her gift to me… to temper
the stoicism of my Gallifreyan blood… to… soften the diamonds
in the centre of my own hearts.”
“Curious,” Diam?ndh?rt responded. “I would never have
thought it. But… I see that your hearts are strong. And your blood
is Gallifreyan. You are a true Son of Lœngbærrow.”
“Yes, I am,” he said. “And any man…even you…
who doubted that… I would call him to account. Or any who maligned
the memory of my mother.”
“And so you should, Son of Lœngbærrow. Come. It is time for
you to move on. You saw my father there… near the end of his life.
I think you will know him in his younger days, now.”
“Chrístõ Davõreen,” he said, nodding.
“I know his name, but nothing more about him.”
“You will, I have no doubt. Come.”
The smell of the funeral pyre was still in his nostrils as they stepped
away from the scene and Chrístõ found himself in the Citadel
once again. He was standing in the sumptuous foyer before the great doors
to the Panopticon itself.
“Hello, boy,” said the spirit of Chrístõ Davõreen.
Chrístõ recognised the same man he had seen at the funeral.
He looked a little younger, but this was in the same incarnation.
“I am 196,” Chrístõ pointed out. “I am
a transcended Time Lord and I have even graduated fully from the Academy.
Why do all my ancestors insist on calling me boy?”
His ancestor laughed. “What would you prefer to be called?”
He thought about that for a few moments. He had been called ‘Excellency’
when he represented his world as a diplomat. He was called ‘Highness’
on Adano-Ambrado where he was Penne’s Crown Prince. Even on Beta
Delta IV, most of the students at the school called him ‘sir’.
“Chrístõ would be nice,” he answered. “Just
for once.”
“Chrístõ, come along and watch the proudest moment
of my life.” Chrístõ Davõreen clapped him on
the back good-naturedly and turned towards the Panopticon. The wide open
doors were flanked by Chancellery Guards in their ceremonial uniforms
with so much more shining brass and feathers in their helmets than on
ordinary days. They passed unnoticed, of course. Chrístõ
looked around at the Panopticon at its most elegant and dignified. All
around were Time Lords of every rank in the ceremonial costumes of their
Chapters; Lords, Cardinals and High Councillors in all their myriad colours.
It looked splendid.
“It’s… a Presidential investiture?” he guessed.
He had seen two of those in his own lifetime. It was am impressive sight
and a wonderfully dignified ceremony. And if this was Chrístõ
Davõreen’s proudest moment, then that must mean…
He watched as the official known by the ancient and mysterious title of
‘Gold Usher’ stepped into the Panopticon followed by the presidential
candidate escorted by four Chancellery Guards in full dress uniform. He,
himself, was dressed in a simple white cotton robe. That was customary.
The investiture was rather like a coronation. It involved the donning
of a gown and cloak and more as the trappings of the presidency were accepted
by the man. For now, the tall, broad-shouldered, dark haired man stood
proudly on the dais. He put his right hand over his left heart as the
Gallifreyan National Anthem began. Everyone stood and did the same. Chrístõ
followed their example. He was not really there. But he was a loyal son
of Gallifrey and he stood to attention as the stirring tune continued.
When it was over, Gold Usher stepped forward, his staff in his hand. He
tapped twice on the floor to command attention then he turned to the assembled
Time Lords as he began the words of the ceremony.
“Honoured members of the supreme council. Cardinals, Time Lords,
Gallifreyans, we are here today to honour the will and the wisdom of Rassilon
in investing as Lord High President of the Supreme High Council Chrístõ
Davõreen of the House of Lœngbærrow.”
Chrístõ’s hearts swelled with pride as he heard his
own ancestor’s name in that context. He wasn’t the only one,
of course. His own father had served a short term as President before
he was born, and before that, four of the men he had met already in the
course of this rite had been President at some time in their lives, including
the rebellious Mal Loup.
But it was still a proud moment for him as he watched Gold Usher address
the assembly again in the prescribed fashion.
“Is there anyone here to contest the candidate’s right to
the Sash of Rassilon?”
He paused for the required time.
“Is there anyone here to contest the candidate’s right to
the Rod of Rassilon?”
Again a pause.
“Is there anyone here to contest the candidate’s right to
the Great Key of Rassilon?”
Another paused before he spoke again.
“By custom, with wisdom and for honour, I shall strike three times.
Should no voice be heard by the third stroke, I will, duty bound, invest
the Candidate as Lord President of the Supreme Council of the Time Lords
of Gallifrey.”
He struck the floor three times in slow succession. There was not a murmur
from the assembled Time Lords. Gold Usher smiled and turned to the Candidate.
“It is my duty and privilege, having the consent of the Time Lords
of Gallifrey, to invest you as President of the Supreme Council.”
As he spoke, a black gown embroidered with golden symbols of Gallifrey
and of Rassilon, Creator of the Time Lord race, was put onto the candidate
over his simple robe. On top of that a gold cloak was fastened. Then three
Guards approached bearing velvet cushions on which the ceremonial and
sacred symbols of the Presidency lay.
Two of them, at least.
“Accept, therefore, the Sash of Rassilon,” Gold Usher said
and placed the heavy sash of gold plates around the neck of the Candidate.
“Accept, therefore, the Rod of Rassilon,” he said as he gave
the black and gold sceptre into the Candidate’s hands.
“Seek, therefore, to find the Great Key Sash of Rassilon.”
The Candidate reached out towards the final, empty cushion as was the
tradition. The Great Key was lost long ago. Nobody was even entirely sure
what it was and why it was significant. This strange empty gesture had
been part of the Investiture ceremony for so long it had ceased to matter.
“Do you swear to uphold the laws of Gallifrey?” Gold Usher
asked the Candidate.
“I swear!” he replied.
“Do you swear to follow in the wisdom of Rassilon?”
“I swear.”
“Do you swear to protect the laws and the wisdom of Rassilon?”
“I swear.”
“I invest you Lord President of the Supreme Council. I wish you
good fortune and strength. I give you the Matrix.”
Lord President Chrístõ Davõreen de Lœngbærrow
knelt as Gold Usher placed the Coronet of Rassilon on his head. A descant
version of the National Anthem played as he rose up again and everyone
else knelt in reverence.
Chrístõ knelt. Again the excitement of the moment overtook
him. He was proud of his ancestor and he was glad to do him honour.
Everyone sat after that. The new President was required to make a speech,
now.
“You don’t want to listen to that, do you?” Chrístõ
heard his ancestor speak by his side. “It was quite a dull speech,
I’m afraid. There isn’t a lot of room for inventiveness in
presidential investiture speeches. Come. Let’s take a walk.”
Chrístõ turned and stepped out of the Panopticon with his
ancestor. They walked through the foyer and then out into the Capitol.
Chrístõ looked up at the sky. The city was still open to
the elements, not enclosed in the protective dome as it was in his time.
But other than that little had changed.
“You’re nearly at the end of your journey, Chrístõ,”
his ancestor told him. “When you meet with my father, that will
be enough to fulfil your Rite of Being.”
“I hope so. It… has seemed a long journey.”
“Go, then, and walk with him. My blessing on you, Chrístõ
de Lœngbærrow.”
“And you,” Chrístõ responded.
He looked around. The ancestor he was speaking to was gone. And he was
no longer in the Capitol. He was on the Southern Continent again. He recognised
the place even though he reckoned it was something like ten thousand years
or more before his own time. He made a mental note to check the dates
and draw up a timeline for himself some time soon.
“It is fifteen thousand years before your own time, Son of the House
of Lœngbærrow,” said a voice. Chrístõ turned
and looked at the man who addressed him. He was old, but not elderly,
certainly not frail. Iron grey hair had once been as black as his own.
Brown eyes were still full of life. His face bore lines of age, but none
so deep as to mar his handsome features.
“You… remind me of my father,” he said.
“I am the first of your line. My blood flows in your veins.”
“I know,” Chrístõ told him. “I…
am honoured to be in your presence.” He bowed. The first Chrístõ
de Lœngbærrow nodded in acknowledgement of his mark of respect and
bid him raise his head.
“Come,” he said. “You are meant to see some aspect of
my life… an anecdote that tells you something about who I am, and
therefore, who you are, my fine young descendent.”
“Do you think it really does tell me something about who I am?”
Chrístõ asked as he walked with his ancestor across the
open plain of Southern Gallifrey. “Surely, whatever my blood is
made of, the things I choose to do, my actions, my words, are of my own
volition. I am a product of my ancestors, but I am an individual.”
“The fact that you have given thought to the matter proves that
much. But you have a thirst for knowledge and adventure, you value freedom,
your own, and the freedom of others, above diamonds. You are a pacifist
who is prepared to fight for peace. You will not stand by and let an injustice
go unchallenged. You walk in the light and fight the darkness, Chrístõdavõreendiam?ndh?rtmallõupdracœfiredelunmiancuimhne
de Lœngbærrow. You are all that your ancestors were. You are the
Tenacious Wolf with a Heart of Diamond. Chrístõ Cuimhne…
Remembrance. You keep us all in your hearts and remember who we were and
what we were as you go forward and carve your own niche in posterity.”
Chrístõ considered that. Then he gave attention to his surroundings.
They had come to a building that rose up on the plain quite incongruously.
It had white walls with only the tiniest windows in it and a huge door.
Outside that door was a man. He was hammering upon the wood and shouting
at the top of his voice. It seemed unlikely that anyone inside the building
could fail to hear him. But they kept him waiting quite some time before,
finally, the bolts were drawn back and the door opened part way.
A woman stood before him. She was dressed from head to foot in dark blue
silk, including a veil that covered her whole face.
“What is this unseemly noise?” she demanded. “This is
a House of Contemplation.”
“I beg your pardon,” said the younger version of the first
Chrístõ de Lœngbærrow, bowing his head respectfully.
“But I must see Shayna Luchessa. Please let me speak with her.”
“Are you the reason she sought the peace of our cloisters?”
“If I am, I am most heartily sorry, and I wish to tell her so,”
he answered. “Please… just give me a little time. Let me…
let me hear from her own lips that she doesn’t want to join with
me in Alliance.”
“Very well,” said the veiled woman. “Come this way.
But be silent. Respect our atmosphere of peace and tranquillity.”
He entered the House of Contemplation. Chrístõ and his ancestor
followed him unnoticed. The ‘atmosphere of peace and tranquillity’
enveloped them even though they were only there in spirit. Chrístõ
thought it must be impossible to feel anxious or agitated in that place.
Yet the young Chrístõ de Lœngbærrow did. He was a worried
man and it told in his body language as he sat in the quiet cloister by
a tinkling fountain and surrounded by pleasantly scented plants that also
should have made him feel more tranquil.
Presently a woman came to him. She was dressed in pale blue silk, but
her head was not fully covered. She merely wore a shawl over the crown
of her head.
“Shayna,” he said jumping up to greet her. “Oh, my dear…”
“Let us sit,” she answered him. “Sister Evallia says
that you have asked an audience with me?”
“I have come to ask you to return to the outside world… and
for our Alliance to go ahead as planned.”
“I know,” she replied. “What else would you have come
here for? But the answer is no. I will not be trapped in a marriage to
a man who loves another.”
“What other?” Chrístõ de Lœngbærrow was
visibly stunned by that news. “Shayna… it is true that our
parents arranged our Alliance when we were both children. But I have loved
you since the day we were introduced.”
“Physical attraction,” she said. “If I were long of
face and with skin of leather, would you have loved me?”
“Shayna, my dear, it was not merely physical attraction. I loved
you. Do you remember when we walked together, talking of so many things…
of books and music, art... You captivated me then. Do you remember when
I sat to be painted by Lupe Hucha – his masterpiece, the Twelve
Sons of Rassilon. He painted me as his vision of what the first son of
Rassilon looked like. You sat in the corner of his studio watching and
laughing at my discomfort when my limbs cramped holding the heroic pose.
And your laughter… Shayna, the sound of your gentle laughter on
that day… I treasured it in my memory through this past decade when
I have fought two wars for the sake of Gallifrey. In the darkest nights,
in the midst of death, in the face of ghastly enemies, your memory kept
me from despair, knowing that when the war was over, when my years of
service were over, I was coming home to be with you. And… when I
did, when you were there with my parents to meet me, to welcome me home,
I could not have been a happier man. But… two days before our Alliance…
I discovered you gone. And now you tell me… that I love another?
Shayna, I have barely looked at any other woman but you in the last fifty
years of my life.”
“You are in love with Sarita Pretarion.”
“I am not,” he protested. “Who told you that?”
“I saw it…. In a vision,” Shayna told him. “You
know I have always had the sight. The vision came to me… of you,
lying awake at night, yearning for another woman’s love, another
woman’s kisses. You spoke her name aloud with such fervour…
I knew that it had to be true.”
“It is not true. The vision was false. Shayna… let me…
let me touch your mind… I need to see this vision…”
She was reluctant at first, then she slid the shawl from her head and
allowed him to put his hands each side of her face. He closed his eyes
and reached into her thoughts. His expression as he did so was merely
of deep concentration.
“Shayna,” he said at last. “That vision is untrue. You
have been duped by one who wished to set us apart… and perhaps drive
a wedge between my House and the House of Pretarion into the bargain.
I believe I know who it was. But that is a political matter. I will deal
with it another time. My only concern right now is to dispel your doubts.
Please, Shayna, look again at the vision. The signs are small. But they
are there. Tell me what is wrong with that scene.”
She closed her eyes and he waited apprehensively. Then she opened her
eyes wide.
“The moon, shining in through your window… Pazithi Gallifreya
in her aspect of bronze…. But her aspect has been silver for this
past month. It was not a true vision of events as they happened.”
“You are a true seer, Shayna. I know that. But you are young, and
your mind is open. You were given a false image that you could not recognise
from the real ones…”
“Then my gift is corrupted. I cannot trust my own mind.”
“You need training, that is all. The Sisters here will be able to
do that. Shayna… come home now… be joined with me in Alliance…
know my unwavering love as a physical joy. But I will forgo that joy on
three days out of four in order that you should come here and learn how
to focus your mind so that no such falsity can ever be introduced into
your thoughts.”
“You would consent to that?” She looked at him hopefully.
“But what of my duty to you? As Patriarch of your House it is imperative
that you are delivered of an heir…”
“Yes, before I am an old man. But I am a young man, and you are
a young woman and we have time enough to know the joys of parenthood.
Will we first know the joy of each other?”
“Yes,” she said, reaching for him. Chrístõ de
Lœngbærrow embraced his sweetheart and kissed her lovingly.
What happened after that was not witnessed by his descendent. There was
no need. Chrístõ found himself on the plain once more, under
the Gallifreyan sun. He turned to his ancestor questioningly.
“She married you, of course?”
“She did. And… to anticipate your next question – my
political enemy who caused that rift between us was given his just desserts.
We lived a happy, prosperous, good life together. She bore me a son and
three daughters. My son… you know him already, of course. He made
his own mark on history. My daughters – two made good marriages.
The third shared her mother’s gift of seeing and joined this House
of Contemplation where she could best use that gift. I was content that
my Line was assured. And I was correct in that assurance. You stand as
proof of that, Son of Lœngbærrow.”
“I am… glad of that,” Chrístõ answered.
Then he hesitated. “What now? Where do I go from here? The Rite
is over, is it not? It feels as if it is.”
“The Rite of Being… is not quite over for you. But there is
no more the sons of our House can guide you through. Good luck, son of
my sons, in the continuance of your quest.”
“I… don’t understand,” Chrístõ said.
“What isn’t over? What else must I do?”
Then he heard his father’s voice. He opened his eyes and felt the
hardness of the floor under his back. He was in his meditation room in
his house on Beta Delta IV. It was dark. It was thirteen hours since the
dawn on a Beta Deltan winter’s day and night had fallen again. But
no natural light came into the Meditation room anyway. The lights in the
room had turned themselves down automatically as he entered his meditative
phase.
“Chrístõ…” He heard his father’s
voice again and felt his hand touch his shoulder as he sat up, stiffly,
but otherwise unscathed by his experiences.
“Father?” He snapped his fingers and the lights came on. He
looked into his father’s face. “This is real? You’re
not a vision?”
“I am real. While you were completing the visionary phase of your
Rite of Being I travelled here from Gallifrey. I discovered something
that neither of us expected about your participation in this Rite.”
“What?” Chrístõ asked apprehensively.
“For full-blooded Time Lords it is enough to follow the male line
as far as it is possible to go. But for you… it seems that we need
to follow your Human ancestry back through the patriarchal line.”
“Oh.” Chrístõ wasn’t entirely displeased
with the idea. But he was puzzled. “How do we do that?”
“Not by meditative trance,” his father said.
“That is why I am here. We shall have to physically pursue your
forefathers through time. Go and shower and dress and we shall share a
meal together, and then we shall begin that part of your Rite of Being.”
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