Julia was not the only teenager on Beta Delta IV who was
thrilled when Ice Garden were billed as the headline act of the Winter
Festival in The Park. Even Chrístõ’s students were
distracted from their lessons. On the Friday before the festival, he gave
up trying to hush their telepathic chatter and decided to go with the
flow.
“My girlfriend still thinks I’m more exciting, good looking
and altogether more fantastic than Brian Drennan,” he said. “Is
she the only girl in the solar system with her head not spinning over
this ‘performer’?” -
“Your girlfriend is just as excited as the rest,” Marle answered.
“She showed me her autographed microdisc of their greatest hits
at lunchtime. She told me that you know their manager.”
At that point, all the girls in the class gave up the slightest pretence
of being interested in theoretical physics and asked him about Brian Drennan
instead.
“He’s just a guitar player,” Chrístõ insisted.
“Honestly, I don’t know what any of you see in him. The boys
are just as bad. Just less giggly. What if I were to hypnotise the lot
of you into thinking that he looks and sings like a goat?”
“Could you do that?” Carlo asked him.
“Yes, but mass hypnosis gives me a headache and since I’ve
got to escort Julia to the festival, tomorrow, I’d rather avoid
that. Perhaps I should tell you about the way the doctors of Earth in
the mid 19th century treated female hysteria. That would sober you all
up, I can tell you. You do realise, that all this giggling is caused by
a chemical imbalance in the brain…”
“I don’t care, sir,” Angela Wright said. “Brian
is a muffin.”
“I pity him,” Chrístõ retorted. “The poor
man has to go through life being compared to a variety of sweet cake.
I’m so glad I chose teaching as a career. Nobody regards me as ‘muffin’.
Actually, he thought as the clock turned towards three o’clock and
he dismissed his class, both parts of that last comment were wrong. He
had been cheerfully informed by Julia a few weeks ago that the female
half of the student body had voted him the best looking teacher in the
school. And he didn’t choose teaching as a career - It chose him
when all other doors were closed to him. He didn’t mind that so
much. He liked teaching. He looked forward to every day of challenges
for both him and his students. He liked his students and wanted to do
his best for them.
But he was still a Gallifreyan, he told himself. A Time Lord. And he was
a teacher only so long as his exile lasted. The hope that he would return
to his real life, as a diplomat of Gallifrey, following in his father’s
footsteps, was ever present.
Ice Garden were a painful reminder of what he had lost. It was their manager,
Deccan Rowe, who had brought him the news about the invasion of Gallifrey
eight months ago.
And yet, at the same time, the possibility of meeting Rowe, and perhaps
learning some news of what was happening at home, was one reason he was
as interested in the festival as any of the hysterical girls, and why
he was glad when the day came.
He did his best to enjoy the festival itself, not just for Julia’s
sake, but for his own. After all, it was a rock festival. He found himself
remembering another rock festival, a few years ago in his personal time
line, more than three hundred years ago in Human time. Isle of Wight,
1969, when he had met Terry and Cassie for the first time, and told them
that he had come to Earth because Humans were the only species who made
good rock music. And that was true. It was one of the many things Humans
were good at that his own people could never accomplish.
Of course, music appreciation was a part of his education.
He was familiar with all the great Gallifreyan Operas and concertos. He
loved Earth classical music. Puccini was his favourite opera composer,
and he shared his father’s appreciation of Vaughn Williams and others
of the early 20th century English movement. He also shared his mother’s
love of jazz. But good rock music was his own personal favourite, for
preference that of Earth in the 1960s and 1970s. Rock touched his soul.
He let it touch his soul this weekend as a great marquee, vans, caravans,
power generators, beer tent and mobile food outlets covered several acres
of Earth Park, playing host to the best of the contemporary bands who
recognised those same musical influences from the ‘classic’
era. He still thought that “Hope I die before I get old” was
a sad kind of lyric, but the music set his heart racing and he allowed
himself to enjoy the noise and the excitement as the evening wore on.
Then, about half an hour before Ice Garden were due to perform their set,
Chrístõ felt a hand on his shoulder and a voice speaking
close by his ear. He turned to see the very man he had been thinking of,
Deccan Rowe, the Tiboran manager of the band.
“Sire,” he said. “Would you and your young lady please
come with me?”
Chrístõ was puzzled but he did as he asked. Julia was upset
at first, since they had a good position right by the crash barrier in
front of the stage. But when she found that they were taken backstage
to the green room where Ice Garden were resting before their performance
she was delighted.
“Brian will look after your young lady,” Rowe said. “She
can watch the concert from the wings. I’m sure that will be to her
liking.”
Julia didn’t have to say anything. Her face beamed with joy. Chrístõ
smiled at her before turning his attention to Rowe.
“You have some news… from home?” he asked. The word
‘home’ caught on his lips and he betrayed his feeling. Deccan
Rowe saw the pain in his eyes and though Chrístõ was of
the race his people revered as demi-gods, he empathised with him as a
man with a weight of troubles on his shoulders.
“For myself, no more than spaceport rumours,” he answered.
“But there is another who can tell you more. That is why I asked
you to come backstage.” Chrístõ glanced at Julia.
“She’ll be perfectly happy. Will you come with me?”
“I will,” Chrístõ answered. He wasn’t
sure what this was all about, but he willingly followed Rowe out of the
‘green room’ backstage and out of the marquee to the secure
area, watched over by uniformed security guards, where the band members
had luxury trailers for their rest between performances. Rowe brought
him to his own trailer, with ‘Ice Garden – Manager’
on the door.
There was somebody else there. Chrístõ suppressed a gasp
of astonishment as he saw the young man who unfolded himself from the
comfortable armchair and stood up. He was wearing an Ice Garden Road Crew
sweatshirt and cap and a pair of sunglasses, despite it being dark outside.
He pulled off the cap and glasses and smiled warmly at Chrístõ.
“Paracell Hext!” he exclaimed.
“We meet again in the middle of a crisis, Lœngbærrow. We never
have managed that luncheon date at the Conservatory.”
Chrístõ didn’t even know if the Conservatory was still
there. Thinking of the restaurant in the Capitol brought a lump to his
throat but he managed to answer in the same joking tone.
“We will, one day,” Chrístõ said. “I’ll…
I’ll bring you a corsage.”
“I’ll bring you one,” Hext answered. “I’m
older than you. So I’ll be the one to bring the corsage and pay
for the meal.”
They both laughed at what was an ongoing joke between them. then Chrístõ
stepped close and embraced him.
“Chaos!” he cried. “I’ve thought of you, Hext.
I wondered if you were safe… if you were alive… I wondered
if you were an exile, too… or if you were home when the invasion…
do you know… what’s happening on Gallifrey? What about my
father? Is he alive?”
“You seem to have caught the Human habit of asking more than one
question at once,” Hext told him. “And you have forgotten
all those lessons in Emotional Detachment that Lord Drogban drummed into
you.”
“Let Lord Drogban be emotionally detached when Gallifrey is…”
“Lord Drogban died,” Hext said. “In the bombardment
of the Academy. He led forty petrified tyros from the burning philosophy
department. He went back to see if anyone was left and was trapped himself…”
“Oh…” Chrístõ remembered one of the dourest,
hard-nosed, often downright cruel masters in the Academy. Lord Drogban
had treated him harshly all through his years of schooling. He was convinced
a half-blood couldn’t become a Time Lord and tried to break his
spirit in every Emotional Detachment class. He had said over and over
that Chrístõ could never learn that discipline. And when
he heard of his death, Chrístõ nearly proved him right.
He burst into tears. He hadn’t cried openly for months, now, since
the first days of his exile when the loneliness overcame him. But it had
all been there, deep down, thanks to those hard lessons he learnt under
Lord Drogban about suppressing his own feelings.
And now it all poured out. And Paracell Hext, who had shared the Emotional
Detachment master’s opinion about half bloods, who had detested
the very idea of one wearing the Prydonian Academy’s scarlet and
gold, now held him in a brotherly embrace as he cried.
The irony was not lost on either of them.
“Chrístõ,” Hext whispered. “Deccan Rowe
is Tiboran, remember. He has been taught to revere the Time Lords of Gallifrey
as deities. You’re severely disappointing him right now.”
That did it. Chrístõ stopped crying and dried his eyes.
He looked around at Deccan Rowe, who did, indeed, seem a little disturbed
by what he was witnessing.
“Be assured, Lords,” he said. “Anything I should hear
in this place is a confidence I shall never betray.”
“We’ve said nothing that needs to be a secret, yet,”
Hext assured him. “But there are grave matters that must be discussed.
We are secure here, of course. I have checked for listening devices…”
“My trailer is at your disposal, Lords,” Rowe told him. He
bowed to them both and made his exit. Chrístõ waited for
Hext to say something, preferably in answer to his questions about his
father.
“Come and sit down,” Hext told him. Chrístõ
did. Still Hext said nothing. He began to wonder why. How bad was the
news? Was his father dead?
“You’ve been among Humans too long,” Hext told him finally.
“I think you are losing what it is to be a Time Lord. The pride,
the certainty of yourself as a supreme being in the universe.”
“How can we be supreme beings?” Chrístõ asked.
“We were so easily beaten by an inferior race.”
“Yes, we are,” Hext insisted. “We are intellectually,
physically, morally greater than the savage upstarts who have invaded
and conquered systems across the galaxy by brute force and fear. We are
greater than them, and don’t you ever forget it, Chrístõdavõreendiam?ndh?rtmallõupdracœfiredelunmiancuimhne
de Lœngbærrow, Time Lord of Gallifrey, Son of Rassilon, Heir of the
Twelve Houses, Prince of the Universe, Guardian of Causality, Warden of
Time…”
Chrístõ was stunned. He hadn’t heard his full name
spoken for so long, let alone the collection of epithets that went after
it. It had the effect Hext sought. He felt his hearts stirred with pride
in his race and its long, magnificent history.
“I swear…” Hext whispered. Chrístõ gave
a half smile and spoke the words of the Time Lord oath along with him.
“I swear to protect the ancient law of Gallifrey, with all my might
and main, and will to the end of my days, with justice and honour, tender
my actions and my thoughts.”
There you are, still a Time Lord after all. I knew you wouldn’t
fail. You worked so hard… we made it so difficult for you to be
a Time Lord. You would never give up so easily. And now… now forget
it all again. Go back to being Human. For your own safety and the safety
of our race, be a weak, pathetic, flawed Human again, Chrístõ.”
“What was that for?” Chrístõ asked. “Why
make me remember who I am, and then tell me to forget? Why…”
“You must stay hidden, that’s why. You can’t be found
by the Mallus or their spies.”
“Why must I? Why AM I hidden here, on an Earth colony, so far from
home, cut off from all the news. Why can’t I fight for Gallifrey?”
“You’re less than two hundred years old, Chrístõ.
We should be ashamed to have our children fight for us. Yes, I know you’re
an exception and the High Council have expected you to be a man far too
often. They’ve asked you to do things that men with the experience
of centuries couldn’t or wouldn’t. But you are still a boy
by our standards. And, besides, if it should come to the worst, they want
you safe. In case the Codex of Rassilon should come to pass.”
“The…”
“I’m only a junior man in the CIA,” Hext pointed out.
“But I have heard of the Codex. It is legendary. A prophecy hidden
in the depths of the Matrix. It has to do with the end of Gallifrey, the
destruction of the Time Lords. The Codex says that there will be one Time
Lord who will survive, who will become a lonely god with no home but the
universe itself. He will bear the remembrance of what the Time Lords were.
That man will bear the Mark of Rassilon and he will be a singular man
even from an early age.”
Hext reached and touched Chrístõ on the nape of his neck
where a scar covered the birthmark that was called the Mark of Rassilon.
“They think that Gallifrey is going to be destroyed…. And
that I will be the only one left?” Chrístõ’s
mouth felt dry as the horrible implications sank in. “No…
oh, no…”
“Doesn’t make good hearing for me, either,” Hext pointed
out. “If you’re the only one left, then I’m dead.”
“But…”
“Personally, I think it’s a lot of superstitious nonsense.
And even if it isn’t, I think they’re wrong. I don’t
think you’re the one the Codex refers to.” He paused and his
expression was – there was no better word for it – abashed.
“Chrístõ, I like you. You’re a great Time Lord.
A better one than I ever thought you would be. But I don’t believe
that the Codex refers to a half blood. No offence…”
“None taken,” Chrístõ told him. “I hope
you’re right. I don’t want to be the last Time Lord in the
universe. But please, Hext, enough of this prevaricating. Tell me…
what is happening at home? How did you get away? And when? Have you seen
my father?”
“Those multiple questions again.”
“Please…”
“Gallifrey is in a bad way,” Hext answered. “We almost
crumbled. The Capitol is devastated. They knew exactly where to attack.
Yes, we were betrayed. And the one who did it… on the day we are
liberated he will know the meaning of retribution. His name doesn’t
matter right now. What does matter is the names of the bravest who stood
up against the invaders. The President, chief among them. They killed
him. Executed him. They showed it on the public broadcasting service as
an example to us all.”
“Oh, Hext!” Chrístõ exclaimed. “The president…
your uncle…”
“Yes. He was… he died bravely. He gave us…. His last
words were ones of defiance to spur us all. He was an example, but in
the opposite way. I’m proud of him.”
Hext was letting Lord Drogban’s Emotional Detachment class down
badly now. Chrístõ reached out and caught his hand. He felt
him tremble with emotion and steadied his hand for him.
“There is a resistance movement. They are fighting the Mallus at
every turn. Chrístõ, your father and mine are leading the
effort. I was working with them… still am, but they got me away
from Gallifrey to do… what I have to do.”
“My father is alive?” Chrístõ grasped the one
important fact for him.
“He is,” Hext assured him. “At least he was when I saw
him last. You must understand, it took me six weeks to get here. I don’t
know what might have happened since…”
“Six weeks outside of the Transduction Barrier… is only three
on Gallifrey,” Chrístõ reminded himself and Hext.
It was a fact known only to Gallifreyans, that time moved more slowly
on their home planet. The Transduction Barrier, as well as being their
last line of defence, served as a dampener on time itself. “Eight
months for me… four for them. But he was alive… you spoke
to him. That’s something. What of my stepmother and my… my
half brother?”
“They were safe the last I saw of them,” Hext answered. “The
resistance have a hiding place on the southern continent, a place the
Mallus don’t know of. Valena and your brother are there. So is my
mother and my own brother and a few others that we were able to get to
safety. Most of the population were not so lucky. They live in fear, forced
to work for the Mallus. The women…” Hext shook his head. He
couldn’t even speak aloud of the abuses the enemy was inflicting
on innocent women. Chrístõ felt his revulsion and made a
guess.
“Four months of occupation. But what is the point? Surely the object
was to get control of the Matrix?”
“They haven’t got that. It still eludes them. They didn’t
know that the key to the Matrix can only be operated by the President
– and they killed him.”
“A former president could…” Chrístõ pointed
out. “There are…” He closed his eyes and brought the
faces to mind. “If my memory is correct… there are four living
former presidents. Lord Patriclian, Lord Borrusilan, Lord Patrexean and…
my father.”
“Patriclian is dead,” Hext answered him in a dry voice. “They
tortured him for the secret but he killed himself. He was on his last
life – an old, old man. He forced himself into a thirteenth regeneration.
You know what happens…”
“No, I don’t,” Chrístõ admitted. “But
I can guess. Damn them. so many good men. Your uncle, Lord Patriclian,
Lord Drogban… so many innocents… What of the others?”
“Hiiden by the resistance. But… Chrístõ…
You ought to know this. They have all taken a vow… a suicide pact.
They will follow Lord Patriclian to the grave rather than let the Mallus
have the Matrix. Yes, your father, too. It is harder for him. He is the
only one with young children to care for. I heard him say… He was
holding Garrick… and he said, he hoped that you would be kind to
your stepmother and her child… make fair provision for them…
It worried him that you are not yet of age.”
“He has actually considered that he might have to…”
“He was alive when I saw him last,” Hext assured him. “But
you understand… If the Matrix should come under the control of these
barbarians… if they had the power to conquer worlds retrospectively….
The galaxy would fall. All beings would be slaves. We have to hold out,
not just for ourselves this time… but to prevent that scourge from
darkening other skies. Your father’s life… is a small thing
compared to the lives of countless billions.”
“I know,” Chrístõ said. “But it makes
it no easier to bear. Rassilon save us all. Let our day of deliverance
be at hand. The resistance… do they have a plan?”
“They do. And it is why they sent me away from Gallifrey. Lord,
it was rough. No TARDIS travel, of course. I spent two weeks holed up
in a Mallus supply ship. Then I got on board a Tiboran freighter. That’s
when I ended up with this lot - Deccan Rowe and his band. They were heading
where I wanted to go – Adano-Ambrado. Rowe let me pose as a ‘roadie’
to get me through customs control. And then I went to see the Emperor.”
“Penne?” Chrístõ smiled despite himself. “How
is he?”
“He… took me by surprise. I never met him before. I don’t
do the diplomatic circles. He really is the image of you. Except…
He has enough Oldblood arrogance and self-assurance for both of you. Even
so, when I told him I was a friend of yours he greeted me as a brother.
Then he invited me to talk… in his bath.”
“Yes, Penne likes his baths,” Chrístõ said and
left it at that. He sighed deeply, though. He missed Penne and his un-Gallifreyan
habits. He almost felt jealous of Hext.
“You talked about Gallifrey?”
“We talked about you, first,” Hext admitted. “But we
discussed what has to be done. He’s a strange man, but he is a magnificent
one, too. How one so young wields the power he does… Most of what
passed between us I cannot tell you, Chrístõ. For your own
good. The Emperor told me you would understand and not press me. But some
of it you should know.”
“What?”
“The Codex of Rassilon… we spoke of it already. The Mallus
have heard of it. But they don’t know that true legend. The resistance
wove a false story, seeded it among the people. The slaves in forced camps
have been making songs and poems. The High Councillors they have tortured
have spoken of it under duress… The Mallus believe that the Child
of Rassilon is an exiled Time Lord, one who will return to defeat Gallifrey’s
enemy. It’s a false legend, but… you wouldn’t believe
it. People are actually clinging to it as a scrap of hope. They really
believe the Child of Rassilon is coming to save them. And the Mallus are
getting scared.”
“Me?” Chrístõ was puzzled. “I'm supposed
to… lead a counter revolution? I mean, it wouldn’t be the
first time. Penne and I sorted out Ravenswode’s clones. But how
can I do anything from here?”
“No,” Hext assured him. “You’re the real subject
of the Codex. They want you safe. You stay put here, in case the real
Codex prophecy comes to pass.” Hext reached out and touched Chrístõ’s
neck again, feeling the rough scar tissue. “Keep your shirt on,”
he told him.
Then he took hold of Chrístõ’s hand and put it on
his own neck. Chrístõ was surprised at what he felt. He
pulled down the collar of the ‘roadie’ sweatshirt and starred
at what appeared to be a birthmark on Hext’s flesh, just below the
hairline. A birthmark in the shape of the Seal of Rassilon.
“It’s bigger than mine. I never even knew I had it until…”
“Until it was obliterated by… by me and those idiots who did
my bidding,” Hext said. “Having several layers of flesh grafted
on to make the birthmark look real was excruciating. The worst pain I’ve
ever felt, including a couple of times I was shot and having my eyes gouged
out. I think… we’re fully even, Chrístõ.”
“Granted. But why?”
“I’m going back to Gallifrey, the long way around, via a few
space stations and freighter ports where I’ll make it known that
I’m a Gallifreyan and let a few choice people see the birthmark.
The Mallus will hear that I am coming. Then when I do get home, I’m
supposed to make myself conspicuous… make it look like I’m
gaining followers….”
“You’re bait!” Chrístõ was aghast as he
realised what it was about. “You’re… a diversion? From
the real offensive?”
“Yeah. Although, I reckon I could probably gain enough followers
to make some trouble. It’s a damn good legend.”
“Sweet mother of chaos. They’ll kill you if they capture you.
And… in place of me? I’m the one the legend is really about…”
“The real Codex is about you. I’m a false prophet for a false
legend. But your father and mine, and the Emperor thought you should know
what was going on. They need you to be ready…. I can’t tell
you what for, but be ready.”
“Ok…” Chrístõ reached again and touched
Hext’s neck. “When you and your friends attacked me, all those
years ago… when your mutilation covered my birthmark… do you
think that was… predestined? Setting us both up for this day?”
Hext looked at him solemnly for a long time. Then he shook his head.
“I helped them do that to you because I hated half-bloods. I wanted
to cause you pain… make your alien eyes leak water. Pre-destination
never came into it. I know we’re supposed to believe in the order
of things, that nothing happens by coincidence, and all of that. But this
time… it would be just a bit too cruel, don’t you think?”
“I forgave you for it,” Chrístõ said.
“Yes, you did. But… I don’t think I ever told you I’m
sorry. I want to say it to you now. In case I never have the chance…
I am sorry, Chrístõ. And I was wrong to think you wouldn’t
make a good Time Lord.”
“I never thought you would make a good CIA agent,” Chrístõ
answered. “But maybe I was wrong, too. Hext…”
He wasn’t sure what he wanted to say to him. Maybe he didn’t
have to say anything. Their eyes met and Hext nodded. He knew.
They both looked around as the door opened and Deccan Rowe returned, bowing
to them both.
“Lords, if your conference is concluded… would you care to
join the young lady in the wings. There is something I think you might
want to see.”
He would say no more. But they followed him. It was pitch dark now, beyond
the brightly lit festival area. Midnight would see the end of the concert.
Ice Garden were playing one of their biggest hits and the fan hysteria
could be heard beyond the walls of the marquee. Backstage, there was an
electrical excitement about it all.
“Chrístõ!” Julia looked around and smiled at
him. She didn’t recognise Hext. He had put his cap and glasses back
on. “You missed the best of it. But come here… they’re
going to do a special encore.”
Chrístõ and Hext both stood with her and watched as Brian
Drennan addressed the audience of thousands.
“We’ve got to finish soon. But there are two pieces I want
to play… for two friends of the band who are a long way from home
tonight. This is to remind them what the fight is for.”
Hext wasn’t familiar with 20th century Earth rock classics. Chrístõ
was. But both saw the meaning in the words of the song Brian sang, accompanied
by an electric guitar picking out the melody.
Here we are, born to be kings
We're the princes of the universe
Here we belong, fighting to survive
In a war with the darkest powers…
Then both of them gasped in astonishment as that song
ended and a single spotlight turned on Brian Drennan and his lead guitar.
He played a tune that was certainly not a rock classic. For a few bars
even Chrístõ and Hext didn’t recognise their own national
anthem played on an electric guitar. When they did, both stood to attention,
their hands over their left hearts. They remembered the words of the anthem,
all about being Brave Sons of Rassilion, Proud Daughters of Gallifrey.
As the tune ripped at their hearts, Chrístõ thought he could
have cried, but he remembered Lord Drogban and his lessons and he bore
himself, dry eyed, as a Time Lord should.
As the last bars of the anthem died away, he turned to
say something to Hext. He wasn’t there. He had been there moments
before. But now he was gone. Chrístõ understood. His journey
home to Gallifrey had begun.
“Mine is yet to come,” he told himself.
But he knew what he wanted to say to Hext now.
“Good journey, my friend,” he whispered.
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