“Dynosi X?” Spenser read the database entry
for the planet they were heading for. “In the Outer Andromodan Spiral.
Class Alpha planet. Technological/Industrial society, population one million.
Intelligent, educated, but highly religious people following strict moral
codes.” Spenser blinked and looked at the lists of do’s and
don’ts about visiting the planet in question. “You’re
kidding? We have to wear blue somewhere on our person or it is an affront
to the gods of Dynosi?” He glanced at Brenda, calmly reading on
the sofa as she often did during these trips. She was wearing a blue cotton
dress with a white cardigan and a wide brimmed hat. She would be all right.
Davie had a blue sweatshirt on under his familiar leather jacket. He,
himself, was wearing a pale blue jacket suit with a navy blue shirt underneath.
They would all pass. But it was a total coincidence. Any other day they
could have been wearing different colours.
“At least they allow black,” Davie said. “I’d
feel lost without my jacket.”
Spenser smiled. When he closed his eyes and thought of Davie, he was wearing
his leather jacket and his usual boyish smile. He could hardly imagine
him wearing anything else.
Davie remembered when he first started to dress that way. He and his brother
were fourteen, and had first begun to be more individual in their personal
appearance after being doppelgangers in identical clothes and haircuts
most of their lives. Davie, even then, had sought to emulate his great-grandfather,
and the look was part of it, though The Doctor would never had gone for
the artificial blonde streaks in his hair. That was his own stamp of originality
while Chris grew his hair long and put it in a pony tail. Chris still
had the pony tail, now, but mostly he wore white robes with his Sanctuary
symbol embroidered on them. Fashion had passed his brother by along with
all other worldly things.
He wondered what either of them would have done on a planet where enforced
wearing of blue was compulsory. But as a time and space traveller he was
used to conforming, temporarily, to local customs. And that was the least
difficult of the rules governing life on Dynosi.
“So why are we visiting this place?” Spenser asked as he read
through a dozen or so more rules that included the correct way to address
the elders of the community and how to properly court a young lady of
Dynosi. Hand holding, he noted, was the only intimacy allowed between
men and women in public, and then only the formerly betrothed or married.
Hand holding between men probably didn’t happen at all under a social
system like that, he guessed. Pity. He liked holding hands with Davie.
He wistfully thought about the last time he had come to visit him in Northumbria.
He had spent the afternoon of Christmas Eve with him, before they both
went back to London for a family party that had included him in their
ranks. It had been clean and crisply cold on the cliff tops where they
walked together, quietly reflecting on the year that had gone by, particularly
the consensus they had reached about their personal relationship. And
they had held hands. Davie had even let him kiss him once. He had been
gentle and sweet and made him feel that he wasn’t wasting his time
in their unrequited love affair.
But there was probably a law against that sort of thing on Dynosi X.
“Granddad suggested I drop in and see how things are,” Davie
answered his question. “Only I didn’t bother up until now.”
“Why not?”
“Because granddad has been here before. He wrote the original database
entry. Notice his Theta Sigma signature. And I always tried to avoid places
he had been. I wanted to make my own mark, not be in his shadow.”
“And now?” Spenser noted the past tense in those sentences.
“Now, there is no shadow. I’m doing his work. I am The Doctor,
now.”
“So… on this planet, when people ask who you are, you’re
going to say you’re The Doctor?”
“That’s the plan. I’m… walking in his shoes, now.
As he groomed me to do since I was a child. I was always going to take
his place in every way. And he gave me his blessing. Now I just want to
actually have somebody call me Doctor, and see how it feels.”
Spenser nodded. He understood, even though he had no such ambitions of
his own. Then he grinned widely.
“I can call you Doctor, if you like.”
“So can I,” Brenda added, looking up from her book. “If
that’s really what you want. I’ll call you Doctor, or anything
else you like.”
The two of them laughed conspiratorially. He glanced at them both and
joined in the humour.
“Don’t think it really works if either of you calls me it.
You’re both too close to me.”
“Rose calls The Doctor, Doctor,” Brenda pointed out. She put
away her book as the engine sound changed and the TARDIS moved into final
materialisation mode. She came and stood beside Davie to view the planet
as soon as they landed.
“It’s different with Rose. She was in love with him before
she even knew his real name. He’ll always be her Doctor.”
“And you’ll always be mine,” Brenda replied, her arm
sliding around his waist affectionately. Davie pressed the materialisation
lock that confirmed their landing pattern and then stepped back from the
console, his arms around both her and Spenser.
“Perfect landing,” he said proudly, a few moments later. “Come
on. Let’s see if we can mingle with the crowds and pass for Dynosian
citizens.”
They stepped out of the TARDIS and looked at the wide plaza where they
had landed. It was a pleasant looking, clean, public space with statues
and abstract sculptures, and several glittering fountains beautifying
it. There were people sitting and walking about on a warm day with the
middle of the three Dynosian suns at its zenith while one set in the south
and the other rose to the east, creating a sky that was rose red in one
direction, bright yellow-orange in the other, and cloudless blue above
them.
“That’s funny,” Brenda commented. “Your TARDIS,
Davie. It’s copied The Doctor’s TARDIS. It’s a blue
police box.”
“So it is,” Davie noted with a puzzled frown. “I wonder
if the chameleon circuit is playing up. What is it with police boxes,
though? That’s hardly what I’d call blending in inconspicuously.”
“Well, it might be,” Spenser told him. “Look at that.”
They were close to one of the more spectacular fountains in the plaza.
A cascade of water some ten yards long fell in front of a marble wall
which had a bas relief design on it that made them draw closer to be sure
they were really seeing what they thought they saw.
“Oh, it’s….” Brenda whispered as she stared at
the near lifesize image of The Doctor’s police box TARDIS, with
a man standing beside it looking pleased with himself.
A man Davie recognised at once.
“It’s… granddad,” he said. “In his eighth
incarnation. I’ve seen pictures. He… only lived about thirty
years. The Time War… but he packed a lot into his time.”
“Like being a cult image for these people?” Spenser asked.
“Seems like it.”
“Well, that’s not so strange,” Brenda pointed out. “My
own people have always worshipped the Time Lords as their gods. My mother
nearly had to be given oxygen when my father told her one of the Lords
had asked to betroth me.”
“Time Lords generally, though,” Davie said. “But there
are no statues or fountains depicting The Doctor on Tibora.”
“My father thinks there should be,” Brenda replied. “For
all that he has done for us.”
“He wouldn’t like that,” Davie told her. “And
I don’t imagine he would like this, either. I wonder what it’s
all about. There was nothing in the database about it. If he knew, I think
he’d have put a stop to it.”
They walked on from the fountain and found a glass fronted pavilion with
an open stage at the front where a trio of musicians were playing softly
and four young people in flowing blue robes were dancing. A small audience
watched them appreciatively.
The pavilion itself was a sort of museum and information centre which
he knew The Doctor would like even less than the fountain.
The centre was dedicated to what was called, according to one of the glossy
booklets for sale, “The Mystery of The Doctor’. There were
photographs and drawings of The TARDIS and The Doctor himself in that
Eighth life when he made such a huge impact on the people of this planet.
“Wow!” Brenda exclaimed as she read one of the information
panels. “It says here that he saved the last remaining people of
Dynosi from a slow, lingering death when he repaired the rapidly dissipating
ozone layer and prevented the rays of the three suns from laying waste
to the land.”
“He did that? Impressive,” Spenser agreed. “Then again,
Davie built a whole planet. That’s good, too.”
“I'm not in competition with The Doctor,” Davie told him gently.
“Mind you, I wonder what he did to repair a whole ozone layer. I
didn’t think that was possible. Not just like that, anyway.”
“All things are possible for our great Lord, The Doctor,”
said a voice behind him. “Are you a sceptic? Those who doubt the
power of The Doctor are heretics and should be cast out.”
“I didn’t doubt his power,” Davie replied. “I
just wondered how he did it.”
“It was a miracle,” said the young man in a dark blue robe
who glared at Davie with suspicious eyes. “To question a miracle
is to doubt. To doubt is heresy.”
“Come again?” Spenser asked. “You mean, nobody is allowed
to ask questions about The Doctor?”
“It is heresy to question, to seek scientific explanations. It is
a miracle and it is for us to give thanks, not to doubt. Those who doubt
are fools or sceptics. And to be a sceptic is to be a fool.”
The young man drew away from them as if he feared to be seen talking to
a ‘sceptic’ or a fool, or still worse, a heretic. Davie shook
his head and turned towards the way out of the centre. He had seen enough.
“Good grief!” Spenser whispered as they passed through the
small shop to get out. Brenda gasped and drew his attention to the goods
on display. Davie blinked.
“Oh, really. That is too much,” he said as he looked at the
selection of TARDIS shaped models of various sizes from a thimble to two
foot high, in materials ranging from plastic to precious metals. He picked
up one that was only about eight inches tall. He pressed the hinged door
and the light on top flashed and there was a sound not unlike the sound
of a TARDIS materialising. Inside was a scroll of paper. He took it out
and looked at it. There were some instructions in very small print.
“This… is for writing prayers on,” he said. “To
send to The Doctor. You write your prayer on the scroll. You put it into
the box and close the doors. And… and the prayer is deemed to have
been sent. The instructions suggest three prayers of devotion per day.”
Brenda and Spenser said nothing. Davie set the model back down on the
display shelf, before a girl in a blue smock asked if he wanted to make
a purchase.
“No,” he answered looking her in the eye. “No, I don’t
want to make a purchase. I don’t need to write prayers on a piece
of paper to send to The Doctor. I am his blood kin. And I know he doesn’t
ask anyone to send prayers, by plastic interactive TARDIS toy or any other
means. He doesn’t believe in miracles. And neither do I.”
The girl stared at him, pale faced with shock. Then behind him he heard
that strange young man again, calling him a heretic and a sceptic.
“Oh, shut up,” Davie responded and swept past him, out of
the pavilion. Spenser and Brenda followed him. As they walked away, though,
there was a piercing sound of a whistle. The young man in the robe had
followed them out and was calling for the police to arrest the heretic
and blasphemer.
“Davie!” Brenda screamed as blue uniformed men surrounded
them.
“Just, keep calm,” he said. “Put your hands up and do
what they say. You’ll be all right. We all will.”
“I hope so,” Spenser replied as the heretic police closed
in and forced all three of them to kneel while their hands were cuffed
behind their backs. Davie heard Brenda’s muffled cry as dark hoods
were pulled over their heads. He wondered fearfully if there was a summary
death penalty for heresy, administered on the spot. He was relieved when
he heard some kind of engine drawing closer before they were dragged to
their feet and pushed into the back of it.
They were travelling for at least half an hour, lying uncomfortably on
the floor of the vehicle, before it stopped again. The door was opened
and they were dragged out, still hooded and handcuffed. They were pulled
along into a building and along a corridor before descending a flight
of steps. The hoods were removed and their hands uncuffed at that point.
Davie looked around at his companions. Spenser was bearing up, but Brenda
was crying. She was obviously scared. He tried to reach out to her, but
his arm was pushed down by one of the blue-uniformed police.
Police was the word he had to use to describe them. That seemed to be
their function. And as far as his law-abiding experience went, this looked
like a police station. Every desk, he noted, had one of the TARDIS effigies
of some kind on it, as if personal prayers were a necessary part of the
day’s work.
They were standing in front of a wide desk at which a middle aged man
in an officer’s uniform glared at them contemptuously. One of their
captors passed a piece of paper to him. He read it and his scowl darkened.
“Filthy heretics,” he growled. “Face forward, all of
you.” They did so. The officer looked first at Davie. “The
ringleader, it says. What’s your name, doubter? Where are you from?”
“David de Lœngbærrow-Campbell,” he replied. “Of
the Houses of Campbell and Lœngbærrow of Earth and Gallifrey.”
Brenda and Spenser gave their names and addresses, too.
“Offworlders!” The officer looked surprised at that. “Nonetheless,
the law is clear. Heretical ideas are not tolerated here. You will be
tested. If you do not satisfy me that your heresy is recanted, you will
be subject to the mandatory six month confinement in the re-education
camp.”
“Fine,” Spenser said. “We’ll recant our heresy.
How?”
“Stand over there,” the officer ordered. “In the truth
detector.” Spenser made as if to step towards the cubicle that,
he realised, was a pale grey replica of a police box, without any doors
at the front. “No, not you. The woman first.”
Brenda was horrified, but she was pushed towards the cubicle. There she
was told to put her hands on two panels either side. A light shone down
from the ceiling and a computerised voice asked her a succession of questions
which tested whether she was a true believer in The Doctor.
“Yes!” she cried out. “Yes, I believe in The Doctor.
He saved my life. Yes, I acknowledge him as my god and saviour. Yes, I
do. Yes, I love him. Truly.”
The beam of light turned through several shades of green as she spoke
and Spenser and Davie realised it was a kind of lie detector. Green was
obviously for the truth. Brenda was telling the truth. The Doctor had
saved her life more than once. And being Tiboran, she did acknowledge
him as her god. She could tell the truth they wanted to hear.
“Now you,” Spenser was told. He turned to Davie and he felt
his telepathic thought.
“You are my Doctor,” he said.
With that thought in his mind, Spenser stepped into the cubicle. He looked
at Davie as he answered the questions. The light stayed green as he professed
his love and devotion to The Doctor.
He passed the test.
Davie was told to step forward. Spenser and Brenda both tried to reach
out to him, but they were prevented from physically doing so. Telepathically,
they both urged him to co-operate so that they could get out of this place
quickly. But he shook his head.
“I can’t lie,” he told them. He looked the police officer
straight in the eye and he held his head high as he spoke.
“No,” he said. “I don’t worship The Doctor. I
don’t acknowledge him as my God and Saviour. I don’t pray
to The Doctor. All of that would be completely pointless. Because…”
“Stop!” the officer yelled angrily, standing up so violently
his chair crashed back behind him. “Enough of that shameless blasphemy.
You have condemned yourself with your own words.”
“But the lights are still green,” Brenda protested. “Look…
he’s telling the truth. You can see that. Let him go. For goodness
sake, let him go.”
“I don’t pray to The Doctor because I was born of his blood,”
Davie shouted out, though he knew he probably wouldn’t be listened
to. “He taught me everything I know since childhood. He loves me
as his own son and heir. I love him as a son loves his father. I would
die for him. But I won’t worship him. You people have it completely
wrong. He did you all a big favour. He saved your planet. But then you
turned his good deed into some crazy cargo cult and lost the plot completely.”
There was a shocked silence around the station. Brenda and Spenser held
their breath, hoping that those words might hit home. But then the officer
banged on his desk and ordered two of his men to restrain Davie.
“He believes his lies to be the truth. That is why the light is
green. But he speaks the most appalling blasphemies I have ever heard.
Take him away. He will be subjected to extreme re-education.”
One of the guards put a gag in Davie’s mouth before the hood was
pulled over his head and his hands tied again. He was dragged away. Brenda
screamed. Spenser, his own hearts breaking, reached to comfort her, but
he was pushed away and reminded that physical contact between genders
was not permitted in public places.
“You may count yourselves lucky,” the officer said to them.
“You proved yourselves free of heresy. Now begone from this place
and do not consort with blasphemers again or you, too, will be sent for
re-education. Be sure to give thanks to our True Lord for your liberty.”
“No,” Brenda cried. “No, I won’t go. Not without
Davie.”
“Brenda,” Spenser said to her softly. “Come on. You
can’t do anything to help him here. Come on….”
Davie was taken down another flight of stairs and a long corridor and
put into a holding cell before the gag and hood and the handcuffs were
removed. The only thing that surprised him was that the cell was already
occupied. Twelve other people, male and female, were sitting on the floor
dismally. They looked at him without any particular interest. They expected
him to sit down with them, quietly, accepting his fate.
“You’re all for re-education camp?” he asked. “How
long have you been waiting? How many days is it until they move us?”
“The van comes every day,” he was told by a woman in a bright
red dress that was completely free of the colour blue. “It’s
quite easy to be caught committing heresies. I got a light term. Only
three months. I was reported for not giving thanks at the icon in the
entrance to the office. And for non-conformity in my attire, of course.
I WANTED to get caught. My… my son is already there. He’s
seventeen, and they sent him there for a year – for forgetting to
put his prayers in the school icon. At least we’ll be together.”
“You deliberately flouted the law,” said a man in a blue shirt
and tie and a dark-blue suit. “I accidently stabbed my hand with
a compass and swore… forgetting that there was an icon in the office.
Swearing in the presence of god… The police came to me within the
hour while I was at my desk. I have a wife at home. She’s expecting
our first child. And… I’m locked up for re-education. What
will she do?”
“I’m sorry,” Davie said.
“Why should you be sorry?” asked a man who was also flouting
the colour law by wearing black and purple. “It’s not your
doing. You’re not The Doctor.”
Around him several people murmured anxiously.
“What can they do to me? I'm in their cell already, waiting to be
re-educated. While I still have my own mind, let me say this. The Doctor
does not care about us. He his no god to us. He doesn’t love us.
And… if he ever returned to this cursed planet, I’d be waiting
with a gun to put a bullet in his head.”
Most of the prisoners were horrified. They were ones, like the man in
the blue suit, who had committed accidental heresies and did, despite
their punishment, or perhaps because of it, still believe in their god.
“See,” he said. “No thunderbolts. I’m still alive.
I denied The Doctor and I’m still alive.”
“What’s your name?” Davie asked.
“Why do you want to know? Are you a plant, gathering evidence to
make an even worse case against me?”
“No. I’m a severe blasphemer and heretic. I’ve never
prayed to The Doctor in my entire life.”
The believers drew away from him as if his heresy was infectious. The
unbelievers drew closer, impressed by his startling admittance.
“I’m Shaleen,” said the woman. “His name is Malachy.
What is your name, brave young man?”
“I am David Campbell de Lœngbærrow. And… I’m sorry…
I sort of misled you. I’ve never prayed to The Doctor for two reasons.
Firstly, becauase I’m an off-worlder, and where I come from he isn’t
a god. And secondly….” He glanced at the man who wanted to
shoot The Doctor and decided he might as well risk it. “Secondly,
I would look a bit silly saying prayers to my own great-grandfather.”
Those words had a profound effect on those around him. Shaleen and Malachy
drew away. The believers, the accidental heretics, drew closer, uneasy
and nervous at first, but then reaching towards him beseechingly.
“Please,” they said. “Please. If you are speaking the
truth… please intercede. My children…for the sake of my wife,
my aged mother, please ask His forgiveness.”
“You…” the man in the suit reacted most extremely. He
lunged at Davie, kicking and punching him. “You liar, you blasphemere.
You… dare to call yourself kin of our Lord…”
Davie defended himself as he had been taught to do. He repelled the man,
leaving him dazed but unhurt. He didn’t want to cause him any more
pain than was necessary. But anger had lent strength to an inferior opponent
and he managed to get in a couple of powerful blows. One punch had connected
with Davie’s cheek. A ring on the man’s hand had cut him.
Again, the reactions when they saw him bleeding were mixed.
“He is a liar,” somebody said. “He bleeds. The kin of
a god would not bleed.”
“He bleeds… the blood of a god,” exclaimed a middle
aged women in a blue dress who approached him reverently and placed her
own handkerchief against his face. A few drops of his blood stained it
before the small wound mended. The woman looked at the marks on the cloth
and then clutched it to her bosom. Her face was a picture of religious
ecstasy.
“He bleeds – then he mends before our eyes,” said another.
“He is the kin of our god.”
“Then he is no friend of mine,” said Malachy. “The Doctor
is my enemy. And so is his kin.”
“Would you please tell me why you hate The Doctor so much?”
Davie asked.
“Because of this… the re-education, the rules, the heresy
police. What kind of god is it that tortures his people like this?”
“That’s a very good question,” Davie told him. “Because
I can tell you one thing. That’s NOT The Doctor. He didn’t
do this to you. It’s not his will that you are being punished this
way. If he saw what was happening here, he’d be appalled.”
“Then why doesn’t he come and see, then?” Shaleen asked.
“Why does he let us suffer?”
“Because… because he isn’t a god. He isn’t omniscient.
He doesn’t know you’re suffering. He’s a very clever
man. And he does things that look a lot like miracles. Like saving your
planet. But then he moves on and does something else. He expects you to
look after yourself. He expects you to manage for yourself, not be dependent
on him. Believe me, this isn’t what he wanted for you. Forced worship,
punishment – and done in his name, for chaos sake! He would not
want that.”
“Then….” Malachy said. “Then help us. The heresy
police have taken all I hold dear. My son was taken like Shaleen’s
was. He killed himself. My wife… went mad with grief. And all because
of a man who… who you say forgot all about us.”
“You make that sound so terrible. But you forget… he isn’t
responsible for you, for your planet. He restored your ozone layer so
that you could live. That’s all. How you chose to live after that…
it was your own choice. You made these rules. The heresy police are your
own people. You’re hurting each other. But you can’t blame
The Doctor for it. Blame yourselves for allowing it to happen. But don’t
blame the kindest, bravest man in the universe. The man I have wanted
to be like… the man I have wanted to be… for nearly all of
my life.”
Believers and non-believers alike were stirred by his words, particularly
the startling notion that it was, in fact, all their own fault.
“I believe you,” said the woman who still clutched the bloodstained
handkerchief. “But.. but then… can you help us?”
Davie looked at her and considered that question. Since he was a prisoner
himself, he really wasn’t sure how to answer it.
Brenda and Spenser walked through the streets of the city in a daze.
Brenda had stopped crying, but her eyes were red-rimmed and she breathed
deeply as if trying to hold back more tears. Spenser was doing his best
not to break down. His hearts ached for Davie, but he was born in the
18th century and still had old-fashioned ideas about men being strong
and supportive to women.
“What can we do?” Brenda asked as they found themselves back
at the plaza where it all began. The last of the suns was setting and
the preparations for the evening festival were in full swing. Musical
instruments and a sound system were being set up on the stage. Television
cameras and microphones were being tested. People were busy. They were
happy and excited. It seemed to compound their misery.
“I don’t know,” Spenser answered her. “I can’t
even reach him telepathically. I’ve been trying.”
“Me, too. Does that mean…”
“It means they’re holding him somewhere that blocks us out,”
Spenser said. “The police station… most of it was underground.
It probably dates back to the time when it was dangerous above ground
– before The Doctor. Perhaps they used something like lead to shield
the place. That would do it. Lead blocks telepathic waves.”
“Oh.” Brenda was relieved. “Oh, that’s all right,
then. I was worried. I thought they had really hurt him.”
Spenser didn’t answer that. He had imagined the same thing. Davie
being tortured for his blasphemies. His imagination was coloured by his
father’s memories as well as his own, and his father had lived through
all the worst centuries of religious persecution on planet Earth.
“Spenser!” Brenda was shocked as she read some of his more
exotic thoughts. “No, they wouldn’t, would they?”
“I’m sorry,” he responded. “I’m being silly.
Even if… even if Davie is being hurt… he’s strong. He’ll
beat them. You know he will.”
“Yes… but…”
“Hello, you look sad,” said a friendly sounding voice. “You
must not be sad on a day of celebration.”
“Is that a law around here?” Spenser snapped. “No being
sad on celebration days? Will we be sent to re-education for not smiling
brightly enough?”
The young woman in a blue t-shirt and pink slacks looked visibly shaken
by Spenser’s reaction.
“No,” she answered him. “Of course not. But you do look
as if you should send a prayer for solace. Nobody should be so sorrowful
today of all days.”
“We’re offworlders,” Spenser told her. “Just what
is special about today?” What are these preparations for?”
“It is fifty years this day, this very day, since our Lord, The
Doctor, restored the skies and we were able to come out onto the surface
of our world and look upon the sun and the moon and the stars again. Before
that, we could not go out at all by day, and at night, the sky was brown,
and the stars and moon blotted out. The first moonrise, they say, in a
black sky with silver stars, was so beautiful to behold. And in the morning,
the suns rose in a clear blue sky. Those who were there felt themselves
blessed. And we, the first generation born under the new sky, shall celebrate
with music and drama and with prayers of thanksgiving. It is going to
be wonderful. And… some say that The Doctor may even appear to us
once again. I have hardly dared to hope. But just imagine if he did! How
absolutely marvellous, how blessed we shall be if he should come and walk
among us once again. And… that’s why you can’t be sad.
Because tonight, a miracle could happen in front of us all. And wouldn’t
that be a fine, beautiful thing?”
“Actually, yes, that would be quite marvellous. If The Doctor came
here, tonight, if he actually appeared in his box, and spoke to the whole
planet through the telecast.... everyone would see it, wouldn’t
they?”
“Oh, yes,” replied the enthusiastic woman. “Yes, indeed.
Oh, I hope he does come. My father and mother remember the First Day.
I should be so, so blessed. They say that he may have changed his aspect.
He will have a new face. But we will know him by his deeds and his words.”
“And by his police box.”
“Yes, of course. Oh, see, you look happier now. I knew you would.
His miracles work in small ways as well as great. Now, you must send a
prayer of thanks.”
“I will,” Spenser said. “I will, right away. Excuse
me. My… my friend and I have to send a great many prayers before
the celebration.”
He steered Brenda away, past the fountain and towards the TARDIS. He noted
that the door was covered in slips of paper, stuck on with pieces of tape
or pins, or even wedged into the little door where the old fashioned phone
was. They were prayers people had left at what they thought was another
icon put in place for the celebration.
“Some people are so very into it,” he said. “They embrace
the whole cult and they believe in The Doctor so enthusiastically. That
woman was so very happy. And yet… the heresy police, re-education.
Why?”
“I don’t know,” Brenda answered. “And I don’t
care. I hate these people. They hurt Davie. They’ve taken him from
us. I want… I want to find him and go away from here, and never
come back.”
“Finding Davie is part of my plan,” Spenser assured her as
he found his key and opened the door. “But I don’t think we’ll
be going away. The Doctor wouldn’t just run away and leave this
mess, and I know Davie wouldn’t, either. Both of them would try
to help if they could. That… that’s what this lot have missed
about The Doctor. And it’s what we know and understand about him.”
“I don’t… I still don’t care. I just want my Davie
back, safe and unharmed.”
“He’s my Davie, too,” Spenser said. “And there’s
nothing I’d like better. But you know I’m right. Just…
just have faith, Brenda.”
“Faith?” she shook her head. “Faith in what? The Doctor?
Like that lot out there?”
“Yes,” Spenser reached his arms around her shoulders, holding
her close to him. She let him. He wasn’t Davie. But he was someone
who loved Davie as much as she did, and that was a small comfort. “Brenda,
remember what Davie said before we arrived here. About being The Doctor
from now on. Remember what I said… when I went into that stupid
truth machine. Davie is OUR Doctor. And we both have faith in him.”
“Yes, we do,” she acknowledged with what was almost a smile.
“Oh, we do. But… but still, he’s not here and we…”
“We’re smarter than those people out there. They have faith.
They have prayers. But they’ve forgotten to think for themselves.
We have faith in our Doctor. And he has faith in us not to sit around
doing nothing.”
With that he kissed her gently on the cheek and went to the console. He
accessed the lifesigns monitor and set it to search for Davie’s
quadruple helix DNA. The first scan came up negative. He expected as much.
He was still at the police station underground. But sooner or later they
would be taking him to the re-education camp. And when they did, he would
know.
Meanwhile there was something else he wanted to check on. He turned to
the computer database and reviewed the entry for this planet. When he
had read before about the Dynosians being very religious, and saw the
rules for clothing and social etiquette, he hadn’t bothered to read
on about the god they had worshipped. When The Doctor was here last, when
he repaired their ozone layer, they had worshipped the Helisorus, the
personifications of the three suns.
“Of course,” he said to himself, rather than to Brenda, who
was sitting on the command chair, next to him, staring listlessly at the
lights on the console. “I never thought about it. Neither did Davie.
Religion is like a habit with these people. But what made them switch
to worshipping a new god? They used to pray to their sun gods. But the
suns were hurting them. They lived in fear of them. The Doctor…
he defeated them…. defeated their gods. He made them into no more
than balls of light and warmth in the sky. And they worshipped him, instead.”
“What does that tell us?”
“It tells us that they need something to believe in. Sun gods, The
Doctor… they have to have something. We can’t leave them with
a vacuum. They’ll fall to pieces.” Brenda looked around at
him. He knew what she was thinking. “I know, you don’t care.
But Davie will. And that’s something he will want to think about.
He’ll want to factor it into his plan when he’s back with
us.”
“When? Don’t you mean if?”
“I mean when. I’ve got faith in him, remember.”
We have to get out of this place,” Davie said. “I can’t
do anything here. I can’t even… communicate with my friends.”
“Just wait,” said Shaleen. “We’ll be moving soon
enough. To the re-education camp.”
“Where is…” he began to ask where the re-education camp
was and how long the journey might take. He stopped as the door opened.
Guards stepped in and began attaching steel anklets to them, connecting
them together in a long chain that could do no more than shuffle along
together.
“Out,” they were ordered peremptorily. They moved forward
slowly, out of the cell and along the corridor. The long flight of stairs
was tricky with the chains on, but they made it out into a yard with a
high fence around. A vehicle waited for them. It had no windows, only
narrow ventilation slits near the roof. It was dark inside. But Davie
didn’t care about that. As he climbed into the van, he grasped the
side for support. He could feel the molecular structure of the metal.
It was just ordinary steel. That was good. He had been aware all the time
they were in the cell, of the lead layer above them, blocking out telepathic
messages and preventing the TARDIS from detecting his location.
But now he was out in the open.
“There!” Spenser smiled triumphantly as the lifesigns monitor
picked up Davie’s unique signal. “He’s moving. Not very
fast. Some kind of land vehicle.”
“It’s a van,” Brenda said with a smile. “I can
feel him. He’s all right. They haven’t hurt him.” Her
smile widened as she felt his telepathic voice in her head over the distance.
“We’re coming for you,” Spenser told him. “We’ll
teleport you out of there as soon as we’re in range.”
“No.” Davie replied. “No. Not just me. There are other
people here. I promised to help them. And I’m not going to run out
on them. I have another idea. Spenser, it’s up to you. Can you do
it?”
“Yes, I can,” he answered. “You taught me to fly the
TARDIS.”
“Then I’ll see you very soon,” Davie told him. “For
stage one of the liberation of Dynosi X.”
Spenser smiled as he touched the console and spoke in a low, soft voice.
“I know I’m not the regular pilot, but Davie needs us all
to play our part right now. Including his TARDIS. So let’s go and
get him.” Then he reached for the drive control and he felt the
power of the time and space machine under his hand. He put it in hover
mode, and Brenda, looking up at the viewscreen, laughed at the astonished
faces in the plaza as the police box took off vertically and flew above
their heads. Some people tried to run after it, but they were soon left
behind. Spenser flew them over the city itself and along a quiet road
that led northwards towards a dismal desert that had not yet been reclaimed
since the ecological disasters that pre-dated The Doctor’s miracle.
The re-education camp was obviously in this inhospitable place, where
casual visitors would be unlikely.
They easily gained on the prison van. Soon they were flying above it.
Spenser gently eased the TARDIS down until it was just a few feet above.
Then he moved forward. He was directly in front, skimming the surface
of the road. He could see the astonished faces of the guards driving the
van. When he slowed the speed of the TARDIS, they slowed, too. They didn’t
even think of trying to overtake. When the TARDIS finally stopped, it
stopped, too.
“Now, a transmat will be good,” Davie told them. Spenser fixed
on his position within the van and transmatted him to the TARDIS. Brenda
was the first to run and hug him, but only because Spenser was still busy
at the console. His own embrace was no less affectionate.
“It’s good to see you both,” he said. “Stick behind
me now when we go out.”
The two guards were surprised to see the man they thought was a prisoner
in their van step out of the police box in front of them. They got out
of their vehicle, weapons raised. Davie closed his eyes and concentrated
his telekinetic skills. The weapons flew from their hands towards him.
Spenser aimed his sonic screwdriver at them and rendered both into smoking,
twisted metal.
“Do you know who I am?” Davie asked. “Do you know who
it was who witnessed first hand your cruel ways? Your chains and your
prison cells?”
They didn’t before. But there was something about his bearing as
he took just two steps towards them that made them both kneel, pleading
for mercy.
“Spenser, open the van, get everyone into the TARDIS,” he
said. “Mercy? Why should I give you mercy? You have imprisoned innocent
people and done so in my name. There can be no greater crime. You should
be punished until your hearts cry out for death.”
They whimpered pitifully and hid their faces from him.
“If I really was a vengeful god, you would be,” he added.
“As it is, all I blame you for is ignorance. Stand up. Go with your
former prisoners into my TARDIS. If you want forgiveness, seek it from
them.”
The prisoners were not inclined to forgive. Some of them wanted to cause
bodily harm to their former guards. But Davie stopped that in a few words.
“There will be no vengeance today. There will be reconciliation.
All of you sit down. We’re going to this re-education camp to bring
a bit more reconciliation.”
“There are five hundred people in there, according to this scan,”
Spenser told him. “Including guards. That’s a lot of reconciliation.”
“It’s a lot of tea,” Brenda said. She had taken it upon
herself to give refreshments to their guests.
“Bring everyone to the in potentia room,” Davie told her.
“I’m sure the TARDIS will provide something.
The in potentia room was capable of being whatever it needed to be. It
took a lot of power, so they only used it when it was really needed. For
five hundred people it was needed. Spenser and Brenda guided them all
to what had become, for as long as it was needed, a hall of plenty with
food and drink for all the worried, bewildered people who had been told
to step into the police box that appeared in the middle of the camp during
the evening roll call. Like the group Davie had already met, they were
a mixture of rebels who refused to acknowledge The Doctor and believers
who had simply fallen foul of rules that were impossible to live by. The
believers were easy enough. The guards were too busy prostrating themselves
and begging for mercy to be any trouble. The non-believers, the real hard
line sceptics were grateful to be rescued, but they were in a quandary.
They had denied the existence of The Doctor, and now here he was, before
them, telling them he was going to set everything right.
“Are you really The Doctor?” he was asked as he walked among
them and made sure they were physically well, despite the emotional scars
of imprisonment. Some had marks of beatings. He used the tissue repair
mode of his sonic screwdriver to soothe them. That in itself was convincing
to all but a few hard liners.
“He came to us, in a new aspect. To test us,” said one of
the former guards. “He found us wanting. And now we shall be punished.”
“No, you won’t,” Davie assured him. “Nobody is
going to be punished. In fact, right now, we’re all going to a party.”
He smiled warmly at them all as he felt the TARDIS’s movements in
the soles of his feet. He knew they had materialised just where he had
asked Spenser to take them. He told them all to rise now and come with
him. He led them through the corridors again to the console room. He glanced
at the viewscreen. The appearance of the TARDIS on the stage in the plaza,
in the middle of their festival celebrations, was causing a stir already.
It was going to get even better in a minute when the doors opened.
“Go on, everyone,” he said. “Out there. Go down into
the crowds and mingle. Tell them what’s happening. Tell them no
more re-education. No more fear.”
The people filed out, two, three at a time. Finally, only a few remained.
Shaleen and Malachy, and Bellasa, the woman with his blood on her handkerchief,
waited. So did Spenser and Brenda.
“All right,” he said. “You lot can be my disciples.
For one night only.” He stepped out of the TARDIS and walked up
to the microphone that had been used by the master of ceremonies between
musical and dramatic performances. Behind him, his ‘disciples’
stood. He glanced back and saw that Spenser had reached out to hold hands
with Brenda and Malachy. They in turn, took hold of Shaleen and Bellasa.
To some in the crowd it was a breach of the rules about physical intimacy.
To others, it was something different. A sign of unity. As he waited for
the right moment to speak, he noticed many of the audience joining hands.
The former prisoners were doing their work of mingling, well.
“Yes,” he said when he thought he had their attention. “Yes,
I am The Doctor. The heart of The Doctor beats in my breast. The soul
of The Doctor is within this corporeal form. I am the one you have waited
for these fifty years, and I am here, now, before you. You saw me arrive
in my box, with a few of my followers with me. Does any doubt this? Does
anyone deny me?”
There were murmurings in a few places among the crowds.
“If you don’t believe in me, don’t be afraid to say
it. That is the first thing that shall be changed. Nobody has to believe
in me if they don’t want to. Although, I have to say, belief in
me is easy. I’m standing here. What’s not to believe?”
He smiled widely as he spoke, and he thought he had probably convinced
the women, anyway.
Nobody spoke up. It was probably too much to expect. They would learn,
he hoped.
“I AM The Doctor,” he repeated. “That much you can be
assured of. But what I am not, is a god. I don’t ask anyone to worship
me. I ask for no graven images, no objects of veneration, no prayers.
This is what has dismayed me so much on my return to this place. I did
not ask you to raise me up on such a pedestal. I certainly did not ask
that anyone should be punished for not worshipping me. That stops right
now. No re-education. No punishment. No heresy police. There are no heresies.
No blasphemies from here on. Do you understand me?”
They understood. He looked towards the cameras that were still beaming
his words onto every television screen on the planet. He and Spenser had
locked down the transmission before he began. Nobody could stop the broadcast.
Individuals could switch off if they chose, but he suspected nobody would.
“I am The Doctor. But I will not be your god. I will not perform
any miracles.”
“False god!” somebody cried out, and there was a crack of
a rifle being fired. Davie raised his hand faster than the eye could see.
He held up the bullet and looked at it. Then he looked into the crowd
to where the potential assassin was disarmed and restrained by those nearest
to him.
“Well, just the one miracle,” he said, tossing the bullet
into the air and catching it easily. “I bet you believe in me, now?”
he added, looking straight at the man. “Let him go. I am not here
to punish anybody. He is forgiven. So are all the guards and police and
informers who have done what they thought was right for all the wrong
reasons.”
“Lord,” cried another voice. “If you will not accept
our devotions, what shall we believe in, how shall we be ruled?”
“Believe in each other,” Davie answered. “Love one another.
Be kind. If you do that, how can you do wrong? How can you blaspheme,
or commit heresy? How can you steal or hurt each other if you believe
in each other? That is all the rule you need. That is my one and only
commandment to you. Now… this night, you are celebrating the anniversary
of the day your world was saved, when I restored your sky. That is a good
thing to celebrate. I’m going to do that with you. We’re all
going to have a party and practice loving each other. Tomorrow, I shall
meet with the elders of your society and we shall discuss something called
democracy and expand upon that one rule so that I can be sure when I go
away again, that everyone on this planet is safe and happy and untroubled.
So, now, let’s party.”
For some, partying wasn’t easy. They took a while to realise they
weren’t going to be penalised for doing so. But others quickly got
into the spirit as Davie hoped. They carried the others along. Soon hand
holding and even hugging was happening all over the plaza. People were
merrily taking off their shoes and splashing about in the fountains, showering
in the cascade that ran down in front of the Doctor and TARDIS sculpture
and then drying themselves off in front of bonfires made from the leaflets
and booklets exhorting the people to worship The Doctor. Book burning
was something Davie would not usually countenance, but in that particular
case he was glad to see the wrong-headed ideology go up in flames.
In the cold light of morning as groups of volunteers cleaned up the inevitable
mess, he met with the elders in the pavilion. He had already taken down
the most idiotic of the information panels. He left the one which dealt
with the replacement of the ozone layer that saved the planet. That much
was still true. Hopefully somebody could write some new pamphlets which
gave scientific explanations of how it was done. That would be educational.
He approved of that. Meanwhile, the work began of drawing up a body of
law that was fair to all, that would punish anyone who committed a real
crime, because that would still happen. People the universe over would
still be foolish or greedy from time to time. But there would be no laws
forcing people to worship any god. No laws governing what people said
or thought, and certainly not what they felt.
As for rules about what colours they could wear….
It took several days before he was satisfied that Dynosi X was mending
itself, that the fears and doubts were gone, and that they could safely
leave. He organised another party in the plaza before he did, inviting
as his special guests the people who had been prisoners with him. He was
pleased to see that they had all been reunited with their families and
were recovering from their ordeal.
While the celebration was still in full swing, he stood on the stage once
more, facing the people. They waited to hear what he had to say.
“I am leaving now. There is a big universe out there and I can’t
just hang around here. When I am gone, make sure you don’t slip
into old habits. Don’t do things to please a god who isn’t
omniscient, isn’t omnipotent and won’t answer any of your
prayers. Don’t depend on me. Depend on each other. Love each other.
I’ll come back and see you again some time. That is a promise. But
when I do, it’s to party and have fun, not to sort out another mess.
You got that?”
They seemed to have got it. He smiled and waved and then he turned and
stepped into his TARDIS. Spenser and Brenda came with him. The door closed
and the police box dematerialised.
“I hope it isn’t stuck like that,” Davie commented as
he set the course to their next destination. “I like my TARDIS with
a working chameleon switch. The police box... that’s granddad’s
style, not mine. I’m a different sort of Doctor to him.”
“You’re quite a lot of the SAME sort of Doctor, too,”
Spenser told him. “You know, if he had obeyed the old Time Lords
and stayed out of the affairs of other planets, this whole thing would
not have happened. It’s because he couldn’t resist interfering.
And you’re the same. You couldn’t have walked away without
helping them. You’re that much alike.”
“Good. That’s the sort of Doctor I intend to be.”
“What’s that for?” Brenda asked, pointing to the eight
inch model of a police box that was sitting on the ledge in front of the
time rotor. “You’re not planning on putting any prayers in
it?”
“I was thinking of putting a pound of Xallopian Turkish Delight
in it and giving it to mum for a present,” he answered. “She’ll
love that. I told the Dynosians they can still sell them – as souvenirs.
Next time we visit we might be able to buy them as cookie jars and paperweights.
And that’s ok.”
“We’ll visit again?”
“I think we should. That was granddad’s mistake, not checking
up on them. That’s another thing about being interfering busy bodies.
We have to be responsible for our actions. That’s what the old Time
Lords with their non-interference didn’t have to worry about. But
I’m one of the New Lords of Time. And I will carry my burdens, my
responsibilities.”
“Not alone,” Spenser assured him. Davie felt his arm around
his shoulders. Brenda came to his side, too. Two people who were willing
to share that burden, and he loved them both for it.
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