The Doctor was crossing the quite contemplation garden, heading towards
the dojo. He noticed Marton sitting by the Reflecting Pool, his head down
sorrowfully. He had a letter in his hands and the way he was holding it,
The Doctor guessed it contained something that distressed him.
He stepped closer. The boy wasn’t crying. But that was because he
had vestigal tear ducts like a pure blooded Time Lord and couldn’t
cry. But that didn’t mean he wasn’t unhappy.
“What’s happened?” The Doctor asked, to the point. Marton
didn’t look like there was any use taking the long way round to
the question.
“My parents,” he answered. “They’ve been found.”
“Dead?” The Doctors hearts thudded in sympathy. Marton was
not the only one of the students at the Sanctuary whose family had been
displaced by the actions of the Dominator invaders. Even weeks later,
there was either good or bad news for one of them almost every day. Chris’s
hope that they would be a closed community, cut off from the outside world
and given over to pure contemplation was seriously hampered by the need
for his acolytes to find out what had happened to their loved ones. At
least half of them had taken days of ‘compassionate leave’.
“They’re in hospital,” Marton answered. “It must
be bad, though. They were only just identified after all this time. That
must mean…”
“It could mean many things,” The Doctor assured him gently.
“It could mean that there was a clerical error. The hospitals, police,
military, don’t have their records systems up and running properly.
Many of the people whose job it is to maintain those records are still
among the missing.”
“So it might not be so bad?” He looked hopeful. “They
might be ok?”
“We won’t know until we get there.”
“We?”
“Come on, son,” The Doctor told him. “Davie can take
my classes today. Go and get your coat while I kiss my babies and let
Rose know I’ll be out.”
“Yep,” he thought as he stepped into the day nursery and
watched his wife feeding his baby daughter. “I’m completely
domestic now. I’m asking permission to go off for the afternoon.”
“Well, of course you have to,” Rose told him. “Poor
kid. I hope his parents are ok. I’ve heard some terrible stories
about what the Dominators did to people for no apparent reason. Horrible
cruel things.”
“The stories you’re hearing aren’t even the half of
it,” The Doctor said as he bent over the crib and caressed his baby
son’s face. Dark eyes looked up at him and he smiled warmly. “I’m
trying to be positive for the lad’s sake. But it doesn’t sound
good. That’s why I want to be with him if it’s as bad as it
could be. He needs somebody.” He kissed his wife and touched his
daughter’s head as she was feeding. “If the worst comes to
the worst, he still has a home here.”
“Yes, of course,” Rose said. “Chris will let him stay
at the Sanctuary for as long as he needs.”
“Yes, the Sanctuary,” The Doctor repeated, though that wasn’t
exactly what he meant. “Anyway…” He kissed her again
and promised to be home by teatime then he turned and walked downstairs
to where Marton stood in the hallway, looking worried and nervous. And
no wonder.
“Come on, son,” The Doctor said again to him, and he put his
hand on the boy’s shoulder reassuringly as he brought him to the
meditation room in the basement where the TARDIS was kept between trips.
It took only a half hour to reach the hospital in Exeter, the county town
of Devon, where the Pallisters lived. It took longer for the young woman
on reception, using an old fashioned card index because the computer server
wasn’t online yet, to find out which ward Mr and Mrs Palliser were
in. When she found it, The Doctor and Marton walked up three flights of
steps to the fourth floor.
“Oh…” Marton gasped as they walked between the beds
in the ward. There were people with terrible injuries in all of them.
Many had been burned or lost limbs. A lot of the amputees were because
they had been injured in the initial bombardment and the Dominators had
prevented them from receiving proper medical treatment. Old fashioned
problems like gangrene and septicaemia were exacerbating the problems
the medical staff had to cope with.
“But where are…” The Doctor signalled to a nurse who
sat at her workstation, busily making up doses of medication for the patients.
He told her who they were here to see.
“Come with me,” she said. “They’re in a side ward.
Doctor Bellamy said they needed the quiet…”
“How bad are they?” Marton asked. But the nurse seemed reluctant
to say. The Doctor squeezed his shoulder reassuringly as they stepped
through the door into the private room.
“Mum!” Marton cried as soon as he saw them. “Dad…”
He ran to the bedside. His mother looked desperately ill. She was breathing
through an oxygen mask and life support monitors bleeped rhythmically
as they measured her heart rate and blood pressure constantly. Beside
her, sitting in a wheelchair, was Mr Pallister. He looked up when Marton
cried out, and his lips moved to form his son’s name, but no sound
came out. He gave a soft cry and two big tears rolled down his cheeks.
“I’m sorry,” said the nurse to The Doctor as he stood
back from the family. “She’s almost certainly dying. The strain
on her heart was too much. We’ve bought her a few days, perhaps.
But she could go at any moment.”
Marton looked up as he heard that prognosis. His face was pale and grief-stricken.
The Doctor brought a chair for him to sit by her side. He reached to hold
her hand, but she hardly seemed aware of her presence.
“What happened to her?” Marton asked. “What did they
do to her?”
“We don’t know exactly,” the nurse answered. “Nobody
has been able to get a statement from them. They were in one of the ‘processing
centres’. It’s a wonder they’re alive. Those places…
I was with a paramedic team that went into one of those. Mostly we found
dead people.”
The Doctor looked at the nurse. She was doing her best to be professional,
but she had seen things in these past dreadful weeks that even her profession
had not fitted her for. He reached and touched her face gently. She was
surprised by the gesture but didn’t try to stop him. He gently reached
into her mind and saw the horrors that haunted her still. The ‘processing
centres’ were where the borderline cases were taken, older people
or sick people who might still have some use. They were tested in cruel,
unspeakable ways and, in most cases, put to death.
“You can’t forget. You mustn’t forget. None of you who
witnessed it should. In case some fool comes along in fifty years and
tries to say it didn’t happen, or it wasn’t as bad as people
say. You stand as testament that it was every bit as bad and worse. But
let me ease your mind. Let me make sure that you can sleep at night without
seeing those poor faces in your dreams.”
And that was what he did. He didn’t take the memory, or make it
any less sharp and clear, because there were still investigations and
what she knew would be important. But he took the anxiety away, the feeling
of guilt because she had survived and so many others didn’t, and
some of the horror and revulsion that troubled her soul.
“Thank you,” she whispered when he was done. “I don’t
know what you did. But thank you.” She turned and left the room.
She had other patients to attend to. The Doctor turned back to Marton
and his family. He wondered what he could do for them.
“Doctor…” Marton called to him softly. He still clung
to his mother’s hand as if afraid to let go. The Doctor felt him
in his mind, relaying what he had seen in his mother’s subconscious
as he held onto her. The Doctor was shocked as he saw the woman tortured
cruelly with electric shocks and physical beatings while her husband was
made to watch. She bore it all for session after session, until her body
could take no more and she was put into a room already full of people
who were expected to die of their ill-treatment. These were given no food
and only a little water and largely ignored or forgotten by the Dominators.
“Why?” The Doctor asked. “What was the point of doing
that to an ordinary woman? What did the Dominators want from them?”
Of course, Mr and Mrs Pallister were not Human. Perhaps the Dominators
had found that out and wanted to test their alien bodies. Perhaps they
had wanted to know their planet of origin so that could be targeted next.
“It wasn’t that.” He was startled to feel Mr Pallister’s
voice in his head. He was trying to put up a mental wall so that his son
didn’t hear him.
“Easy,” he answered. “Don’t push yourself. Let
me.” The Doctor stepped closer, bending down beside the wheelchair.
He took hold of Mr Pallister’s hands. With a telepath, that was
all the contact he needed. He could see everything from his point of view
easily.
“It wasn’t the Dominators?” That was the first thing
that surprised and shocked him as he saw what happened from Mr Pallister’s
point of view. At first, his wife hadn’t been harmed. She had merely
been held as an incentive for him to talk. He had been interrogated by
two men. They were not Dominators. Their physiognomy was different. They
didn’t seem to be from Earth, either, though.
“If I had to guess,” Mr Pallister told him. “I’d
say they were from Tibora. I had the feeling, all the time, of mental
pressure, as if they were trying to get into my head. But I blocked them.
They did this to me. They broke my back. I’ll never walk again.
But I didn’t tell them what they wanted to know. I would never…
never… SHE would not forgive me if I had. Even though they hurt
her so much… She begged me not to tell.”
“Tell what?” The Doctor asked. “What did they want to
know?”
“Where our son was,” Mr Pallister answered. “They wanted
Marton.”
“What!” The Doctor’s senses reeled as he took in that
information. Two strangers, not Dominators, yet obviously working in collaboration
with them, had demanded to know where Marton was. “They knew his
name?”
“No,” Mr Pallister replied. “They asked for ‘the
progeny’. That was what they called him. They… they said it
was time… for his destiny to be revealed. They said… I didn’t
understand most of it. I know Marton isn’t my biological son. I
told you that, Doctor. But nobody else on this planet knew. Marton doesn’t
know. So how did these people know it? How did they know? And who is it
that they think he is? Why is he so important to them?”
“I think I know,” The Doctor sighed. “There’s
more to Marton’s birth than you knew at the time. I thought he was
safe, all the same. But now… They didn’t find out about the
Sanctuary?”
“Not from us,” Mr Pallister answered. “But they took
us from our home. They must have searched it. Marton has written to us.
We’ve written to him… “
“So they could have come looking. Chris said there was damage to
the Sanctuary when he got back. Doors forced off, rooms ransacked. He
thought it was no more than looting. But perhaps they were looking for
something more. I was right to get them all away from there. They were
all safe. But that was probably why they pressurised you and your wife.
Because they couldn’t find anyone there. I’m sorry for that.”
“Why should you be sorry?”
“Because I got my own family away to safety. Chris took his students
away. But you and your wife, and so many others… I couldn’t
help you. I had to abandon you to these fiends.”
“You have nothing to blame yourself for,” Mr Pallister assured
him. “But Doctor…”
Both of them were distracted as Mrs Pallister stirred in the bed. She
opened her eyes and looked at her son. He gave a sob as she gripped his
hand. Mr Pallister reached to hold her, too. But she looked at The Doctor.
“Please, Doctor,” she said to him in spoken words. Then, that
being too much effort, she reached out to him telepathically. She didn’t
try to mask her thoughts. She hadn’t the strength to do that. “Doctor,
you must tell him the truth. Do that for me. He trusts you. He will understand
if you tell him.”
The Doctor knew what truth she meant. He nodded and reached to touch her
over her racing heart. He steadied it, watching it go down to a safe level
again on the monitors. But he knew another truth. She was close to death,
now. Very close. Mr Pallister was crying openly. Marton wasn’t.
He had no tear ducts. But The Doctor could feel his pain like a knife
through his own hearts. He stepped back from the bed. They didn’t
need him yet, not until it was over.
It was over within the hour. The medical staff did their best to ensure
that the passing away of Mrs Pallister was relatively painless for her.
Nothing could take away the pain her husband and son were feeling, though.
When it was over, when they had said their goodbyes and let the staff
prepare her body to be taken to the morgue, The Doctor came back and took
charge of Mr Pallister’s wheelchair. He suggested a walk in the
hospital gardens. It was a beautiful late summer day and the sunshine
would have cheered any other people who walked by the lawns and flower
beds. For Mr Pallister and his son there was little cheer to be had.
They came to rest at a fountain that tinkled away, cooling the air. The
Doctor and Marton sat on the low wall around the fountain. There was a
quiet moment or two before Marton broached the subject that was inevitable.
“What did she mean… my mother… about the truth?”
he asked. “Doctor, it was about me, wasn’t it? What don’t
I know? What is it that you do know, that has been kept from me? Why?”
His tone was a mixture of grief, anger and frustration. The answers to
his questions needed to be chosen carefully.
“Son…” Mr Pallister said. “Don’t be bitter…
with me, or with The Doctor. He kept a confidence at our request. But
not to deceive you. Only to protect you.”
“I don’t need protecting. Neither of you had the right to
decide that.”
“Yes, you did, Marton,” The Doctor told him. “You still
do. But things have changed. Now you need to be protected by knowing the
facts. Your mother, bless her poor soul, was right.”
“Is this about my real father?”
Mr Pallister was lost for words as that question was shot back at them
both.
“You knew…” The Doctor began.
Marton trailed his hand in the fountain pool. The Doctor remembered the
first time he had talked to him, sitting by the reflecting pool at the
Sanctuary.
“I can analyse liquids by touch. Do you not think I can look at
my own DNA and know that the man I call father is not related to me by
blood? My birth certificate is a lie. My mother… yes, she gave birth
to me. I know I’m not adopted. But I don’t know who my real
father is… except he is not Tiboran.”
“This is your real father, Marton,” The Doctor told him. “The
man who loved you from birth, who raised you to be an honest man who knows
right from wrong. This is the man who suffered untold pain and misery
for your sake at the hands of our enemies. If you turn against him, after
all of that, then you’re not who I thought you were, Marton.”
“My biological father, then,” he answered. “I was the
product of some sort of IVF procedure? Is that correct?”
“She asked me to tell you the truth. A dying woman’s last
request. A sacred obligation. I can’t refuse.” The Doctor
sighed. “Yes, your parents went to a huge expense and trouble to
have a child that they dearly wanted by a method that some would consider
unethical. But that doesn’t matter. You were born to Mr and Mrs
Pallister. That is the important fact.”
“I know,” Marton insisted. “But I have to know.”
“This part, you have only me to blame for,” The Doctor told
him. “I kept this from you, not your father. Marton, your biological
father was a Time Lord.”
“You?” Marton looked at him keenly. There was hope in his
eyes. “Were you the one?”
“No,” The Doctor answered, wishing it was as easy as that.
“His name… his birth name… was Rõgæn Koschei
Oakdaene. He was a distant relative of mind. We called each other cousins
when we were young. We went to school together. I knew him better than
anyone else knew him. I was there when he died. He never married. He never
had children. When I met you… I’m good at DNA, too. I knew
what must have happened. And I was glad, even though I don’t entirely
approve of how it happened. You’re a fine young man. You’re
going to be a Time Lord yourself in a few years. And you will do good
things.
“That’s why you were so eager for me to become a Time Lord.
Because of him… my Time Lord father.”
“Yes.”
“You felt you owed it to your cousin… your friend… because
he died?”
“Yes.”
“No.” Marton shook his head. “No, you’re still
holding something back. There’s more. Please, Doctor. My mother
asked you… you can’t dishonour her memory.”
“She didn’t know this, it wasn’t what she wanted you
to know.”
“Please…”
“Doctor,” Mr Pallister said. “He must know. For his
own good. He has to know why they…”
“That man…” The Doctor began.
“My father…”
“No, not your father, merely the man whose DNA was used in your
conception. That man was known as The Master. He… went wrong. He
became a Renegade, a criminal. He did terrible things. Though… I’m
not sure… in hindsight… I’m not sure his deeds were
any more terrible than others… the Daleks, the Dominators…
Even he… I think he would be sickened by what they did on this planet
recently.”
“Not true, Doctor,” Marton told him. “I can see it in
your mind. He would have done much worse if you hadn’t stopped him
every time. Yet, you never hated him. You pitied him. You wanted to save
him… to make him see his error and reform…. To work with you
to do good.”
“Marton…” The Doctor gasped. The pressure on his mind
as the boy read all of that in the accumulated memories of a lifetime
was not quite painful, but it was very distressing. And frightening, too.
Marton’s still not fully trained telepathy was as powerful as The
Master’s and more.
“When you found out about me…. You were glad. He had a chance
to be what you wanted him to be… through me.”
“That sounds so much as if I intended to manipulate you,”
The Doctor protested. “I didn’t. I only want you to reach
your full potential. That’s all. What you choose to do… I
hope your upbringing among good, decent people, the example they set…
the guidance I could give you… But I never meant to subvert your
free will in any way.”
“But you were afraid for me to find out about The Master, in case
I should aspire to be like him?”
The Doctor said nothing. There was no answer to that.
“You had so little faith in me?”
“Because I didn’t want you to dwell upon it… to start
to imagine that you have ‘bad blood’ or any kind of pre-destination.
You are not The Master. You are Marton Pallister and you will never be
anyone else.”
“I don’t want to be anyone else. Father…” He turned
to Mr Pallister. “Yes, I’ve known for a long time about my
biology. But you ARE my father. You always will be. I will never do anything
to let you down. Nor you, Doctor. Despite what you might think of me.”
“I know you won’t,” The Doctor assured him. “Not
willingly, anyway. But Marton… there is more. I told you I didn’t
seek to subvert your will. But there are others who would. There are people…
They call themselves the Followers of The Master. They want him resurrected.
And through you they could do that. They would use you as a vessel for
him… and his evil. And that’s what we still have to protect
you from.”
“They want me…”
“They killed your mother, Marton,” Mr Pallister said. “They
did that to her… and to me… to try to find you. They would
stop at nothing.”
“She’s dead… because of me?”
“Don’t even entertain that thought for a minute,” The
Doctor told him. “You’re not responsible for any of this.
Don’t blame yourself for what happened. The Followers are an evil,
misguided cult who have a terrible purpose and they won’t use you
or anything else to achieve that purpose. That’s my promise to you,
and to your father… to the memory of your mother… and even…
to the good that I still believe there was inside of HIM.”
“You are wrong, Doctor!” said a cold voice. The Doctor turned
to see a tall man standing close by. He wore a dark suit in the style
The Master invariably wore. Black to go with his black hearts. “There
was no ‘good’ as you call it in my Lord Master. He was not
hampered by such feeble emotions and ‘conscience’. He sought
power and dominion over those with such weaknesses. And he will have that
power again. The reincarnation of my Lord Master knows who he is now.
He will embrace his destiny.”
“You are one of them?” Marton demanded. “One of the
fiends who murdered my mother?”
“The woman is unimportant. She was the vessel of your birth, that
is all.”
“Don’t you dare say that,” Marton replied angrily. “Get
away from me. I won’t have any part in your foul scheme. I am not…
My father is John Pallister. My mother was Ellisa Pallister. Your Master
is no part of me. Get away.”
“You will come with us or they die,” said the man, producing
a weapon from within his clothes and pointing it at Mr Pallister and The
Doctor. Marton stood in front of them both, protecting them.
“No, Marton,” The Doctor cried, trying to pull him away. But
Marton’s physical strength as well as mental was greater than he
expected. He pushed him away and stood his ground.
“You will not harm them. I will not allow you to harm anyone.”
The Doctor and Mr Pallister both felt Marton’s mental power as pressure
in their own heads. They saw the gun glow as if it was red hot. The Follower
dropped it and it scorched the grass where it fell.
“You are him!” the Follower exclaimed. “Only he had
such power. You are The Master reborn.”
“I…am… Marton… Pallister,” he insisted.
“I… am… NOT… The Master. And you… are a
murderer.”
The Doctor yelled out loud as he felt Marton’s anger and grief directed
against his enemy. The Follower of The Master screamed and clutched at
his clothing as if it was on fire. He cried out that he was burning, that
his blood was boiling in his skin.
“Marton, stop!” The Doctor yelled. “No, you can’t.
If you kill him, then you ARE what he said you are… what you said
you wouldn’t be. Don’t do it.”
“I’m not,” he answered telepathically. “I could…
but even for him… my mother wouldn’t want that. I just made
him think he was…”
“That’s nearly as bad, Marton. HE used mind games on people,
too. Please stop, before it’s too late.”
The man was writhing on the floor in agony, screeching that his skin was
burning, though there was nothing wrong with him. The Doctor rolled him
over and pinned his arms behind his back. He pulled his prisoner’s
leather belt from his trousers to tie him up with, then he stood, with
his booted foot against the small of the prisoner’s back and reached
for his mobile phone.
“Jack,” he said presently. “Sorry to bother you. I know
you’re off duty. But can you get some of your people down here.
There’s a prisoner to collect and a hospital that needs securing
in case they have another crack at innocent people. In a day or two there
will be a funeral that needs discreet security coverage, too.”
“You were supposed to be visiting a patient,” Jack told him.
“How did you manage to create a war zone?”
“I didn’t create it,” The Doctor answered tersely. Usually
Jack’s banter was something he rose to, but he had too much on his
mind right now. He gave Jack the co-ordinates and ended the call. He bent
over the prisoner again. He was quiet now, though that didn’t mean
he wasn’t going to cause trouble.
“Marton is a very powerful Time Lord,” he whispered to the
prisoner. “And an angry and upset one at that. You saw a demonstration.
Much as I dislike the idea, I’m prepared to let him go again if
you don’t behave.”
The prisoner gave a grunt that seemed to imply that he got the message.
“Ok, first question. How did you find us? We didn’t have an
appointment here. Were you watching the hospital?”
“Yes,” he replied.
“So how did you recognise us?”
“DNA signature…. In my pocket.”
The Doctor searched him quickly and carefully, in case the pockets had
anything dangerous in them. He found a flat, rounded object something
like a fob watch or a compass. He opened it and saw that it was a very
sophisticated lifesigns detector, capable of distinguishing species. It
was detecting four lifesigns in the immediate area. One surprised The
Doctor.
“You are Tiboran?” he said to the prisoner. “That’s
where all this comes from? This attachment to The Master? It comes from
the Time Lord dominion planet?”
“The true Lord and Master is revered by many Followers on that planet.
We have but one aim – to see him restored to life, to glory, to
mastery over the weaker races…ahh…”
“Oh, shut up,” The Doctor cut him off with a dig in the ribs.
“That sort of thing really gets on my nerves.” He noted the
other two lifeforms on the monitor. His own, and Marton’s. The latter
was clearly marked out. The gadget was programmed to focus specifically
on his mixed blood DNA.
As he pondered the implications, a shuttle craft began to descend. It
had the insignia of the 22nd Space Corps. Jack’s people had worked
fast.
“Marton,” he said as they took custody of the prisoner and
made arrangements for the discreet but complete security of the hospital.
“Let’s get your dad inside and comfortable. Then you and I
need to get back to London. Don’t worry. I’ll bring you back
for the funeral. After that… I have an idea. Rose is not going to
like it. I’m not crazy about it myself, but it’s the best
idea I have.”
The Doctor held baby Jack in his arms as he explained the idea to Rose,
Jack senior, Marton himself, and to Chris and Davie, who had their parts
to play in the plan. Rose held baby Julia proprietarily.
“They’re not going to stop looking for him,” The Doctor
said. “So we have to protect him. I have to protect him. And if
they have his DNA signature then there is only one way to do that. We
have to hide his DNA.”
“But…” Marton was puzzled. So was everyone else, except
Davie.
“You mean the Chameleon Arch?”
“The what?” Rose queried. Whatever it was, it didn’t
sound good.
“Chameleon Arch. It’s part of the TARDIS… all TARDISes.
It’s a way for a Time Lord to disguise himself completely if he
absolutely has to… by temporarily not being a Time Lord. He can
take on any other species in the database. I’ve never had to do
it. But I always knew I could. Davie can help me rig the Arch so that
it will change Marton’s DNA as well as mine.”
“Why do you have to?” Jack asked.
“Because this gismo had a transmitter,” The Doctor answered,
showing the lifesigns compass. “I shut it off. Took two seconds
with the sonic screwdriver. But it means that other Followers know that
Marton is in the company of another Time Lord. They’ll be looking
for me, too. We have both got to become Human until it is safe to be ourselves
again. And the sooner the better. Jack’s got this house secure,
but even so, the longer we wait, the more chance there will be. I don’t
want to fight them here. I’ll take Marton to his mother’s
funeral, and then we’ll disappear. Rose, you and the children will
be all right, here. Jack will look after you. Your mum and Christopher
are safe in his flat in the City, with Martin and Geoff to watch them.”
“Jack is fantastic,” Rose said. “But he’s not
you. I don’t want you to go away. How long for?”
“A couple of weeks,” he said. “No longer. I hope not,
anyway.”
“A couple of weeks?” Rose hugged her baby close. “Doctor…
a couple of weeks. Do you realise how much these two will have grown in
that time? How many new words Peter will learn, how many new books Vicki
will read and want to talk to you about them. I am sorry for Marton. But,
he’s not your son. He’s the son of your worst enemy. Why are
you putting him before us… your real family?”
“Because I have to,” The Doctor answered. He said nothing
more. He put his baby son in his crib and kissed his wife, then he told
Chris to take Marton down to the meditation room to help prepare him for
the Chameleon Arch. He told Davie to come with him to the TARDIS. Rose
watched them go and turned to look at Jack. He came to her side and was
not too surprised when she cried on his shoulder.
“He’s right,” Jack said when her tears subsided. “He
does have to protect the kid. Nobody else can.”
“I know,” she admitted. “I know. And… I did the
worst thing. The thing I promised I never would… I tried to make
him choose between being with me and the children and doing what he has
to do. I always said I wouldn’t try to hold him here against his
will. But I missed him enough when we were on Tibora. I didn’t know
if he was alive or dead. I thought we had peace now. But now something
else takes him away from me. I was horrible to Marton, too. I hope he’ll
forgive me.”
Jack didn’t have much to say. He understood her point of view. But
he also knew The Doctor. He knew that the idea of him really retiring,
of him not rising to the occasion when some crisis came up, was impossible.
He wouldn’t be The Doctor if he didn’t.
Davie had some words about the matter, too. He expressed them as he worked
with The Doctor on the modified Chameleon Arch.
“I can see why Rose is upset,” he said. “You do seem
very attached to Marton. I’ve noticed… the way you always
call him ‘son’.”
“That’s just a figure of speech. It’s a Salford expression.”
“You’re not from Salford,” Davie reminded him.
“I call you that. You and Chris. Always have.”
“Yes, and you know how much it annoyed dad. He was convinced you
wanted to claim us as yours. Rose thinks you want Marton as your own…
and you’ve forgotten you have five children already.”
“I haven’t. That’s silly.”
“It isn’t. And don’t say that to her face if you want
to sleep in the same bed with her tonight. I do understand. You want to
be a father to him, because that way you can do right by The Master. You
can’t forget that he used to be your friend before he went bad.”
“He was never really a friend,” The Doctor answered. “Even
at school he was bad news. But we were always two of a kind. We both rebelled
against the system… against Gallifrey’s age old ways and customs.
We both wanted more… He sought domination… I sought peace
and freedom. But… we still had more in common than with any other
of our kind. And… yes… Marton… I don’t want to
take him away from his father… but we’re alike, too. Half
bloods, rebels. I have to help him make the right choices. And for Mrs
Pallister… for her sake, I have to take care of him.”
“You’ve got a couple of days before the funeral. Make sure
you take care of Rose in that time.”
The Doctor looked at his great grandson and smiled widely.
“When did you get to be the expert on relationships?” he asked.
“I’ve got a twin brother, a fiancée and a boyfriend,”
he replied. “Giving all three of them my unconditional love and
undivided attention is a full time job. My life is all about relationships.”
“Good point,” The Doctor conceded. “I think this is
ready. Ask Chris and Marton to step into the TARDIS.”
“You really want to do this? It’s going to hurt, you know.
You’re going to rewrite your whole biology. You’ll become
a different person.”
“Not completely. We’ve disabled the memory reconfiguration.
We both need to know who we are and why we’re doing this.”
“That doesn’t answer my question.”
“I’m doing this. So is Marton. We have to.”
Davie knew there was no dissuading him. He knew The Doctor better than
anyone else – even The Doctor himself, in many ways. He knew nothing
could change his mind once it was set. He turned and went to the TARDIS
door. Marton came in with his brother. He and Chris helped to put The
Doctor and Marton into the Chameleon arch head clamps that fed directly
into the heart of the TARDIS itself, the only power source capable of
doing something so drastic as this. They stepped back and watched as The
Doctor himself reached and pressed the switch.
It hurt. Chris and Davie, watching them screaming and writhing in agony,
felt their pain deep inside their own souls. They bit their lips doubtfully
and glanced at the switch, willing each other not to give in. If they
aborted the process before it was complete they might do untold harm to
both The Doctor and Marton. But listening to them scream was terrible.
Finally it was over. Chris reached for Marton. Davie held The Doctor carefully
as he released him from the contraption and laid him down on the TARDIS
floor. Both of them had fainted from shock.
“He’s…” Davie began to say as The Doctor stirred
and reached out to him. He helped him to sit up. “Just take it easy.
You’re bound to feel a bit dizzy. Doctor… do you still know
who you are? Do you know who I am?”
“You’re Davie, my clever great grandson. And I’m me.
But…” He took a deep breath. “That feels strange. My
body… only one heart… not like last time. There’s no
gap… I’m meant to have only one… I’m Human. I’m…
I still have so much knowledge in my head. But… no telepathy. I
can’t feel you… or anyone. It’s… lonely. And I’ve
got a headache.”
“You got headaches even when you were a Time Lord,” Davie
told him. “You’re still you. Still The Doctor.”
“No. Not at the moment. I’m John Smith… an ordinary
Human.” He looked at Marton. He was coming around and seemed dizzy
and pale of face, but otherwise unharmed.
“Protein,” Davie said. “You both need protein. Come
and get something to eat and then you have to talk to Rose.”
“Yes.” The Doctor stood up and looked around. He went to the
TARDIS console. He flipped several less vital functions. Nothing happened.
“The TARDIS doesn’t recognise me any more… and she made
me. That’s… scary.”
“It was your idea,” Davie reminded him.
Rose didn’t say much when they went back upstairs. She made sure
The Doctor and Marton both ate plenty and she encouraged The Doctor to
spend time with all of his children before their bedtime. When it was
his own bedtime she noted that he spent rather longer in the bathroom
than usual. And he had cut himself shaving.
“You always do, of course,” she noted. “But usually
it mends straight away. “Your blood… is red.”
“I’m Human. Noticing it more now. The shower was colder than
I expected. My body temperature is higher than it used to be.”
Rose put her hand to his chest. She sighed softly.
“One heart, red blood. You really are Human. You look like you…
but you don’t really feel like you…”
“John Smith, Human…” he said.
“Not yet,” she told him. “For the next few days, at
least, you’re still my husband. I’m not committing adultery
with this John Smith.”
“Certainly not,” he responded. “But bear in mind…
all our married life you’ve had the benefit of a Time Lord stamina…
Right now I’m just a man in the wrong end of his 40s. Try not to
be disappointed if…”
She tried not to be. He tried not to disappoint her. Afterwards, though,
for the first time in their married life, he fell asleep first. She lay
awake and watched him breathing softly, aware of how much warmer his body
was than usual. She kissed his cheek and held him close and hoped it wouldn’t
be too long before she had the man she married back again.
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