Christopher slipped into the TARDIS parked in the corner
of his father’s meditation room. He found The Doctor working at
the console, so intent on what he was doing he didn’t even see him
come in. Christopher waited and watched him working, remembering that
it was always that way. When he was a child he had often sat quietly,
watching his father at some task, not even aware of his presence. Then
he would suddenly look up and see him and he would smile, and it would
be as if the world had become a little brighter.
It was like that, now. The Doctor looked up suddenly and saw Christopher
standing there and he smiled brightly and invitingly.
“Hello,” he said. “And how is my beautiful daughter-in-law?”
“Still beautiful,” Christopher answered. “A bit fretful.
Rose and Susan told me to ‘sling my hook’ for a while, because
they said I was the fretful one.”
“It’s going to be today.”
“I think so,” Christopher agreed. “It FEELS right. I’m
glad we didn’t plan to do anything much for New Year’s Eve.
Jackie doesn’t need a party tonight. She needs peace and quiet.”
“Peace and quiet and Jackie in the same paragraph?” The Doctor
laughed. Christopher gave him a look of mild disdain. He knew his father
adored Jackie. But he never missed a chance to tease him about her. The
fact that he had married his father’s wife’s mother was a
joke that still had a lot of mileage in it.
“It’ll be all right,” The Doctor assured him. He reached
out and put his hands on his son’s shoulders and drew him close.
Christopher smiled. He didn’t remember much about the centuries
when he was ‘lost’. His father did, and when they shared intimate
moments like this, a little of the sorrow for those wasted years dissipated.
“I am a little worried,” Christopher admitted. “Jackie…
she’s not… When Mandy gave birth to Susan for me, it was easier.
We knew what to expect. I knew she would not suffer too much. But….”
“Jackie is a strong woman. She will be fine. And I’m taking
care of her. I’m The Doctor, remember.”
“You’re not called The Doctor because of your medical skills.”
“No, but I’ve been delivering babies since I was 190. Not
all of them humanoid. YOU were my 325th. My proudest moment.”
Christopher sighed as his father hugged him even closer and he felt his
memories. He saw with absolute clarity the master bedroom of the house
on Gallifrey made into a birthing room. He saw his mother, young, beautiful,
though tired and her face wracked with pain. His father’s stepmother
was there, holding her hand, helping her through it. His father coaxed
her gently through the final stage of her labour, supporting the head
of the baby as she pushed one more time. Then he was holding the baby.
He gave his first cry held safely in his father’s arms before he
gave him to his mother to hold.
“That was me?”
“That was you. My son and heir. So human looking. You cried tears.
A rare thing on Gallifrey. Another half-blood heir to an Ancient Oldblood
House. There were the same mutters and grumblings as there were when I
was born, but your mother and I didn’t care. We had what we both
wanted. A healthy son. In the first light of dawn I gave you your Gallifreyan
name. But we always called you Christopher, your human name.”
“If that’s a subtle way of asking what I’m going to
call MY son, then tough,” Christopher answered with a laugh. “You’ll
find out when he’s born. Jackie knows. We decided together. But
nobody else will until I hold him in my arms.”
“Well,” The Doctor laughed. “If that’s the way
of it, I’ll just be getting back to what I was doing here.”
He turned and extended the sonic screwdriver again .”Pass me the
temporal lance, would you.”
Christopher fished in the toolbox for a small cutting tool that hardly
deserved such an exotic name as ‘temporal lance’ and handed
it to him. Again it felt like when he was a child, helping his father
build some device or other.
“What are you doing, anyway?” Christopher asked.
“Augmenting the psychic interface,” The Doctor answered. “I
want to be able to pilot the TARDIS telepathically. The way Chris does.”
“Ah!” Christopher nodded. “You feel left behind by the
innovations my grandsons are introducing to TARDIS travel and want to
catch up.”
“Not at all,” The Doctor protested. “I learnt to do
it when I was a student. But it used to give me really bad headaches.
These augmentations will allow me to do it without risking an aneurism.”
“Why not just admit it, father. You’re jealous of Chris’s
talents.”
“Why are you always so formal?” The Doctor answered, ignoring
the fact that Christopher WAS absolutely right. “Vicki and Peter
call me daddy. With you… it was always ‘father’. Even
when you were little.”
“That’s how it was on Gallifrey. Most of my friends at the
Academy called their fathers ‘sir’ or ‘Lord.’
And a lot of them didn’t even see their parents for years at a time.
I was lucky. You were always there for me. Vicki and Peter are lucky to
have you all over again as I did.”
The Doctor paused again in what he was doing. He reached out and took
his son’s hand. As he did so, the temporal lance slipped from where
he had left it on the ceramic framework of the console. It fell with an
audible thud into the glowing machinery beneath. Sparks flew, and something
more, besides. The Doctor yelled in pain as he felt the energy wave ground
in him. Christopher yelled too as they were both enveloped in the glow.
Then their cries were cut off as they collapsed together.
The Doctor recovered consciousness first. He breathed deeply and felt
his chest. After the problems he’d had this year, the last thing
he wanted was another heart attack. But everything seemed to be working
normally.
“Christopher?” he whispered as he reached for the body of
his son lying beside him.
Except it wasn’t his son’s body. It was his own. He had called
out with his son’s voice, and he heard Christopher dizzily reply
to him in HIS voice.
“Oh, hell!” he thought. “Not again.”
He reached out and touched the cheek of the middle aged man who insisted
on always wearing an increasingly elderly leather jacket that didn’t
at all go with his social position. He reached with younger hands at the
end of neatly pressed shirt cuffs, and he knew when Christopher opened
those eyes and looked up it was going to be a shock.
It WAS. He swore a very rude Low Gallifreyan swear word and struggled
to sit up.
“It’s ok,” The Doctor told him. “We got hit by
a wave of psychic energy and it scrambled our brains. It… swapped
our brains. I’m you and you’re me. It’s ok. It should
only be temporary. It happened to me once before and I was fine afterwards.”
“But….” In The Doctor’s body, Christopher looked
at his father, occupying HIS body. “How…”
“Well, I’m not sure how, but I am guessing it has something
to do with our psychic abilities and the imprimatur of the TARDIS and
the fact that you and I are about 90% the same DNA. I think…”
Christopher stood back from the console as his father, adapting far better
to being in HIS body than he was in his father’s body, which felt
too long-limbed and awkward, began to type rapidly at a keyboard. Data
flashed across the screen and eventually he gave a sigh of relief.
“Yes, it’s temporary. But it’s going to take about twelve
hours before the TARDIS builds up enough of the same energy to switch
us back. We’re stuck in the meantime…”
“Twelve hours.” Christopher looked at his watch and realized
it was the wrong watch. His father wore a thirteen hour Gallifreyan watch
which also told him the current local date and time in a panel in the
centre of the swirling design that, to anyone who could read Gallifreyan
lettering said ‘Lord of Time, Master of Destiny’ - a quote
from an old poem about Time Lords that he remembered his father reciting
to him as a youngster.
“It’s four thirty in the afternoon,” The Doctor said.
“We missed tea! But can’t you judge the time by instinct anyway?
You should be able to feel it in your molecules.”
“These aren’t MY molecules. Father… this is serious.
We can’t stay like this for twelve hours.”
“I know it’s serious. And we DON’T have any choice.”
“So what are we going to do?”
“Well, for a start,” The Doctor said, glancing at the viewscreen
and seeing Rose approaching the door. “We’re not going to
tell EITHER of our wives about this. Yours doesn’t need the worry,
and mine got really upset the last time this happened and she’s
already got a lot on her mind right now.”
“We’ll never get away with it,” Christopher answered
him.
“Get away with what?” Rose asked as she stepped inside the
TARDIS.
“Calling my son Rupert,” said The Doctor with Christopher’s
voice.
“You’re NOT are you?” Rose giggled then stepped up to
her husband and kissed him on the cheek. She didn’t notice his embarrassed
blush. “Mum needs you,” she said. “She’s been
pretending its ok, but she can’t disguise it any more. We can see
when she’s hurting.”
“I can’t…” Christopher said to his father telepathically.
“Father….”
“We’ll both be there in a moment,” The Doctor told her.
“Is she in bed?”
“Not yet. She’s telling Peter a story in the drawing room.”
“Come on,” The Doctor said to Christopher telepathically.
“You’re me for the next twelve hours. I’ll tell you
what to do. She’ll want YOU around as well, so that’s ok.”
Then he laughed. “Good job neither of our wives fancied a romantic
early night.”
“That is SO not funny,” Christopher replied, hiding a blush
that came to his face as Rose caught hold of his hand.
No, The Doctor thought as he followed his wife and his son up to the drawing
room. It wasn’t funny. It was a very serious situation. Of all the
twelve hours for them to be stuck in each other’s bodies, THESE
twelve hours had to be the worst.
And what if it didn’t work out after twelve hours? What if they
were stuck this way?
He was fond of Jackie. But he didn’t want to be married to her.
He looked at the way Rose clung tightly to the man she THOUGHT was him,
and he wanted her back.
And Christopher needed Jackie back. And their baby. He was going to be
a father sometime this day. NOT a grandfather.
“We have to get it right,” he told Christopher telepathically.
“They can’t know anything. So… for the time being…
you’re me. But… try not to get too cosy with my wife, would
you.”
“What about mine? You’re her doctor, not me. I don’t
know anything about babies. When Susan was born, all I did was hold my
wife’s hand.”
“Well, this will be a fantastic experience for you. Don’t
worry. I’m not anticipating any complications.”
When they entered the drawing room Jackie was sitting on the sofa with
Peter on her knee and Vicki and Sukie sitting beside her. She was reading
The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe out loud. Peter was listening intently
and watching fantastic mythological creatures conjured in the air by the
telepathic minds of the two girls. The Doctor watched for a few minutes.
There was a moment when Jackie tried to disguise the fact that she was
in discomfort. Her face seemed to freeze and she stumbled over a line
in the story.
“Children,” he said. “Take the book and read it to Peter
over on the play cushions for a bit, while The Doctor talks to grandma
Jackie.”
“We don’t need the book,” Vicki said as she and Sukie
between them helped Peter to toddle over to the corner of the drawing
room where he played among soft cushions. Christopher hesitated a moment
before approaching Jackie. She smiled at him, but it was the smile she
had for The Doctor, her son-in-law or father-in-law depending on which
way you wanted to consider their relationship, and for the past sixteen
months, her gynaecologist.
Not for her husband.
“Do what I tell you,” The Doctor told him telepathically.
“Don’t worry. She trusts me.”
Carefully, Christopher followed his father’s instructions. He laid
Jackie down on the sofa and knelt beside her, putting his hands on her
swollen stomach through the maternity dress. He concentrated hard, his
father guiding him, and made the mental connection. He felt his unborn
child within her. His mind was fully formed but there were no thoughts
and experiences in it. There was just a soft cloud of instincts and what
would be emotions as the child grew and learnt. He seemed to know his
father, at least. Christopher sighed happily as he felt the genetic connection
between him and his baby translated into something like love.
Everything was well. The baby was ready to be born in a few hours time,
as soon as his mother’s body was ready. He was strong. His two hearts
were beating robustly in his tiny breast. His lungs were ready for their
first breath of air. The Doctor was right when he said there was no reason
to expect complications.
“You’re doing fine,” Christopher said to her, prompted
by his father. “But it’s still the early stages. Long way
to go.”
“I know,” she said, “I wasn’t going to bother
anyone yet. But Rose and Susan panicked when I had a bit of a twinge.”
“Typical!” Christopher said in a perfect imitation of his
father. “Just like a pair of women!”
“Cheeky sod,” Jackie replied. “Anyway, where’s
my husband? Christopher?”
“I’m here,” Christopher wanted to say. But he couldn’t.
Instead he stood back and watched as his father sat by her, letting her
lay her head in his lap as he stroked her hair and face gently. She smiled
at him lovingly. The Doctor smiled back at her.
“I’m sorry about this,” he told Christopher. “But
the important thing is not to worry her.”
“I know,” he said. “I don’t mind, really.”
He did mind, but there was nothing he could do about it.
“Christopher, there is no point in us being jealous of each other,”
The Doctor told him. “I’m not going to do anything out of
order here. She’s STILL your wife. And we’re both going to
look after her. We were always going to do that when the time came.”
Christopher said nothing. He went and sat on the floor with the children.
Peter toddled to him and put out his hands to be hugged by the man he
believed was his father. Christopher hugged his very much younger brother
anyway. His little sister and his granddaughter moved closer.
“Christopher is going to be a daddy, soon,” Vicki said. “Grandma
Jackie’s baby is going to be born today.”
“Christopher already IS a daddy,” Sukie pointed out. “He’s
my mum’s daddy.”
“Yes, but now he’ll have a baby to be daddy of,” Vicki
pointed out. “That’s different.”
“Yes, it is,” Christopher said in a choked voice. “You’ll
be an auntie, Vicki Katarina.”
“That’s all right,” she answered him. “Auntie’s
don’t have to do the yukkie parts of looking after babies.”
“No, I don’t imagine they do.” Christopher smiled despite
himself. Trust Vicki to think of it that way. She was a genius by the
standards of this planet, and understood much more than anyone imagined
somebody so innocent looking could understand. But she was still a little
girl, with a little girl’s logic that somehow made more sense sometimes
than adult logic.
“Daddy?” He realised that Vicki was looking at him and she
was puzzled. So was Sukie. They were both focussing on him. Little girls
they may be, but they were little girls with very strong psychic abilities
and they saw that there was something not right.
“It’s a sort of game,” he told them in a quiet voice.
“A secret game. Jackie and Rose don’t know. We’re pretending
to be each other. Like Chris and Davie used to do when they were younger
and looked more alike.”
“I always knew which one was which,” Sukie replied. “Chris
has a different kind of mind to Davie. And you and granddad do, too.”
“I know,” he answered. I’m not as clever as he is. I
haven’t done as many things as he has. I haven’t even been
a daddy as much as he has. Susan was my baby, but I was lost when she
was still only little. And by the time I was found again she was grown
up and Sukie was her little girl.”
“Poor Christopher,” Sukie said, kissing his cheek tenderly.
“Is that why you want to pretend to be granddad for a while?”
“Something like that,” he said. “Now, shall we read
some more of this book? Sukie, you read and Vicki can make the pictures,
and Peter and I will enjoy listening and watching.”
That took their minds off everything for a little while. Even Christopher
managed to forget his troubles for a little while. Jackie slept, soothed
by the sound of Sukie’s quiet reading voice. Everyone was calm.
“He’s so wonderful with the children,” Jackie said when
she woke again, disturbed by another contraction. “He’s a
great dad. I never thought I’d say that. When I first knew him,
I thought he was a monster. I hated him. But I was so very wrong.”
She smiled and reached out her hand to her husband. “You’re
wonderful, too. And I know you’re going to be a great dad, too.”
“I hope so,” The Doctor said on behalf of his son. “I’ve
not had much practice.”
“That wasn’t your fault, father,” Susan told him. “Don’t
blame yourself. I don’t… I’m just sorry that I never
missed you. Grandfather always looked after me so well. I never felt like
an orphan. If I had known you… but my earliest memories are of grandfather.
Like the time when there was a total eclipse of the sun and he held me
as we watched from the roof of our house.”
The Doctor looked at her, then at his son. He felt Christopher’s
emotional response to that.
“It wasn’t… It wasn’t your grandfather who held
you. It was… It was me. That was before… the accident. You
DO have a memory of…”
“Ohh!” Susan’s eyes grew wide with surprise. She looked
at her father and grandfather in turn. “Oh, I remembered it wrong.
But it was always one of my most precious memories. Whenever I was afraid
of the dark, I would think of the time when the sun went away and came
back and I was held by my… by my father… and felt safe.”
“Then…” The Doctor listened to what Christopher wanted
to say and repeated it to her. “Then I never did really leave you,
Susan. I was with you in that memory all your life.”
“Yes,” she said. “I’m so glad.”
“Susan doesn’t know,” Christopher told his father.
“I know,” The Doctor answered. “Her telepathy was always
VERY rudimentary. My fault. I never spent the time on that aspect of her
development. But it was probably for the best. She has lived most of her
life as a Human. Easier to do that without powers that mark her out from
them.”
“Later, when we’re… ourselves again… I need to
talk to her. I didn’t know she had any memories of me. I would like
to share what I remember of her as my little girl. But not like this.
Not by proxy. She already loves you like a father. I need to connect with
her that way.”
“Later, you’ll be too busy being a father to your newborn
son,” The Doctor reminded him. “But you and Susan will always
have each other.”
“I hope so. I hope… Father… this time, I want to see
my child grow up. I don’t want to miss a day of his life. I keep
wondering… would fate be so cruel to me a second time?”
“No it won’t,” The Doctor promised. “Christopher,
I promise you. It’s ALL going to be all right.”
“I believe you. I just… This isn’t the way I hoped THIS
day to be, even. Let alone our future.”
The Doctor was about to reply when he felt Jackie stir and groan much
louder than before. This time the contraction was so strong she couldn’t
suppress it.
“You should be in bed,” he told her. “I think it’s
time we made you comfortable upstairs.”
Christopher was on his feet at once, passing Peter to Rose. He looked
at his father questioningly.
“Nothing to worry about. Still hours yet. But she WOULD be better
in bed. And you need to start preparing for the birth, to do MY job.”
He lifted her into his arms. Jackie looked at the man she thought was
her husband and put her arms about his neck, her head on his shoulder.
The Doctor held her carefully. Even if she wasn’t his wife, she
was precious to him. She was giving birth to his grandson. He carried
her gently out of the drawing room.
As he crossed the hallway, Michael was going to the front door to let
in the other half of the immediate family. David and his sons, and Brenda
were arriving to spend the New Years Eve there.
“Perfect timing,” said Christopher. “Brenda, you can
look after the children, then Susan is free to help me.”
“What’s going on?” asked Chris, looking at his grandfather
and great-grandfather. “Something is wrong with you two.”
“Some secret!” The Doctor laughed telepathically. “No
time to explain. Got to look after Jackie.” He carried on up the
stairs. Christopher followed. Rose and Susan ran behind them. Between
them they made Jackie comfortable in the bedroom, where the housemaids
had been instructed to make things ready for the birth. The room had been
scrupulously cleaned. The bed had been made up with clean sheets and fresh
linen was on the sideboard for afterwards. Chilled water was in a carafe
by the bedside, as well as a bowl of warm water and a sponge. The Doctor’s
medical equipment was sterilised and ready.
The only one not ready was Christopher.
“I’ll have to deliver the baby,” he said. “I don’t
think I can.”
“Jackie’s doing the hard work,” The Doctor told him
as he sat at her side and helped her through the next contraction. “You
just do as I say. And it will be the most wonderful experience for you.
You get to deliver your own baby. That’s a wonderful feeling. I’m
glad, in a way, that you can experience it.”
“That’s supposed to be some sort of silver lining to all this?”
“Yes,” The Doctor answered.
“Not if I get it wrong. What do I do now?”
“We need to know how far along she is. So now you do a thorough
examination, following my instructions.”
“You two are talking telepathically, aren’t you?” Jackie
said. “I can feel you doing it. Stop it. You make me think there’s
something wrong. There isn’t anything wrong? Is there? Doctor…
Christopher. Tell me…”
“Nothing is wrong,” The Doctor assured her as he guided Christopher
through the process that would tell him how much longer Jackie’s
labour was going to be. “We’re just discussing whether Rupert
is a good name for a Time Lord son.”
“Rupert?” Jackie laughed. “We’re not going to
call our son Rupert. He’s been bugging you about it, hasn’t
he!”
“Well,” Christopher said, trying to sound like his father.
“It IS important, you know. Can’t have a Time Lord with a
stupid name.”
“Oh, really?” Jackie responded. “So who named Tristie
then? If that’s not a stupid name…”
“It’s short for Tristan, as in Sir Tristan, Cornish hero and
Knight of the Round Table,” The Doctor answered. “He fell
in love with the wrong woman and came to a sticky end. And that’s
the very short version of the story.”
“Just as well you’re dad’s not telling it,” Jackie
remarked. “Or we’d be here all night.”
An hour passed in that sort of not too meaningful conversation. Jackie’s
contractions were getting longer and more frequent. The Doctor told Christopher
to say it would all be over by around midnight.
“Good,” Jackie answered. “Then I can get a good night’s
sleep afterwards.” But she was joking about that. A good night’s
sleep was a thing of the past for a while.
“Besides, at first light we have to name the child,” Christopher
added. “By Gallifreyan tradition, a newborn child is named at the
first dawn after his birth, in the first rays of the morning sun.”
“It’s perishing cold outside and there probably won’t
BE any sun,” Jackie pointed out. “Tomorrow is the first of
January!”
“Granddad!” The Doctor was distracted from the conversation
by Chris’s voice in his head. Davie was listening, too. “Vicki
and Sukie just told us something… about a game you and Christopher
are playing.”
“It’s NOT a game,” The Doctor replied. “I wish
it was.” He quickly related their sorry state of affairs.
“Wow!” Davie said. “But that means…”
“We KNOW what it means, both The Doctor and his son answered. “Rose
and Jackie don’t know. And they’re not GOING to know.”
“The TARDIS’s psychic circuits did it?” Chris asked.
“Yes.”
“After we’ve put the kids to bed we’ll go and look.
See if there’s anything we can do to speed things up.”
“No,” The Doctor responded. “It’s ok. We can manage.”
“No, we can’t,” Christopher contradicted him. “Boys,
please do anything you can. Get this sorted before my son is born.”
“No,” The Doctor said again. “Leave it alone.”
“NO.” Christopher sounded angry. “Father, I’m
not going to put up with this situation a moment longer than I have to.
If they can do something to help, then don’t stop them just because
you’re too stubborn to admit there may be something they know that
you don’t.”
“I’m not…” The Doctor protested.
“I think you ARE,” Christopher replied. “Father, I love
you. I respect you. But don’t test that love, or that respect, this
way. Let them help us. We have enough to do here.”
“All right,” he conceded at last. “Chris… Davie…
Be careful. Don’t you two get your heads scrambled, too.”
Chris laughed and made a comment about the two of them KNOWING what they
were doing. It was meant as a joke but didn’t seem like one to The
Doctor. He knew Christopher was right. He was being stubborn. He didn’t
want Chris and Davie to sort out his mistake.
And he knew Christopher was right earlier, too. The only reason he was
in this mess was because he was trying to keep up with the boys. Because
he felt he should be the one who knew everything.
He had been stupid. Jealous and stubborn and downright stupid. He should
have been proud of the boys for being more than he could have ever been
and at such a young age, too.
“I’m sorry,” he said to Christopher.
“That’s all right,” Christopher answered. “I forgive
you. Anyway, what matters now is Jackie and my son. If the boys can’t
work something out…”
“I’ll talk you through it. We’ll do this together.”
Then he gave his attention to Jackie and helped her through another difficult
few minutes. He held her in his arms and drew off some of the pain. She
smiled gratefully at him as the contraction passed.
“You’re better than an epidural,” Jackie told him. “I’m
so glad you’re here, Christopher. Beside me, all the way, sharing
it all. Even the pain.”
“Wouldn’t have missed this for the world,” he answered
truthfully, although he had not planned to be in this particular role.
He didn’t mind. He had done that before, drawing off the pain for
his wife as she went through the pains of labour. When Julia was giving
birth to Christopher, he had been thrilled to share her pains. Each one
brought him that much closer to fatherhood. He had been so excited. It
was the same when Vicki was born. He had almost missed Peter’s birth,
but now he was able to be there for Jackie and do the same for her. And
he was glad to do so.
“Let me,” Christopher said. “It should be me.”
“You need to concentrate,” The Doctor told him. “Let
me do this much. For both of you.”
They all had a role to play, even if they were strangely reversed ones.
Rose and Susan, Jackie’s daughter and stepdaughter, were her nurses
now, bathing her face when she was hot and sweating from the effort, holding
her hand when she needed them, helping The Doctor – Christopher
– to examine her more and more frequently to see how much longer
it was likely to be.
The house was quiet and it was coming up to nearly eleven o’clock
when her water’s broke and things began to happen much more quickly.
Christopher had to take instructions from his father very rapidly and
he was truly nervous about the prospect of having to deliver the baby.
“How much longer?” Christopher asked.
“Half an hour, an hour at the most,” The Doctor answered.
“I don’t think the boys are going to be able to do anything
in that time. It IS going to be down to you. But like I said, Jackie is
the one doing the hard work. The rest, I’ll talk you through.”
And he fully meant to do just that. But Jackie was having a difficult
time of it now. The pains were coming faster and harder and he was almost
overwhelmed trying to make it bearable for her. She clung tightly to him,
calling her husband’s name again and again. Christopher was distracted
by that, wanting to be the one giving her the comfort. He wanted to kiss
his wife, and tell her how much he loved her, and to thank her for going
through this for him, to give him a son. He WASN’T jealous, but
it did hurt when Jackie reached to his father and kissed him on the lips.
Of course, she thought she was kissing him, but it still hurt. And he
had to hide that hurt and hope that it would all work out right very soon.
“Hey.” He felt Rose touch his shoulder and he turned to look
at her. “You don’t seem with it. Mum needs you. Don’t
let us down.”
“I won’t,” he promised her. Then she reached and kissed
him on the lips. She was a beautiful woman, and her kiss was sweet. But
it wasn’t meant for him, and he didn’t want it. He wanted
to kiss his own wife. But if he tried, she would probably think he had
gone mad.
“Go and look after your mum,” he told Rose. “Yes, I
know she has Christopher. But a woman needs another woman about at times
like this. And she was there for you both times.”
“I know,” Rose said and kissed him on the cheek this time
before going and sitting next to her mum, holding her hand tightly as
they went into the final phase. The minutes went by in a haze of pain
and delirium. It was coming close to a quarter to twelve. Jackie was crying
out loud in pain as the baby moved down the birth canal and she pushed
a little further with each contraction. The birth was minutes away.
Then The Doctor and Christopher both heard Chris’s voice in their
heads.
“Stand by,” he said. “We’ve accelerated the process,
and augmented it. We can get you back right now. I’m releasing the
energy wave. It will reach you in a few seconds.”
“No!” The Doctor called out. “Jackie is only minutes
away from the birth. We can’t change around now.”
“Yes, we CAN!” Christopher answered him.
“NO!”
“Too late,” Chris said. “Already started the process.”
Christopher and his father looked at each other. Even Jackie’s struggle
was forgotten for a frozen moment as they felt the energy wave envelop
them. They both wondered briefly how exactly Chris and Davie ensured that
it affected only them, and not anyone else in the house. Then for a few
seconds they didn’t think anything at all. The world around them
was a strange, surreal place of slowed down voices and bright colours.
Then…”
“Doctor!” Rose cried out. “What’s happened? Are
you all right? What’s wrong with Christopher?”
The Doctor shook his head, almost surprised to find he was back in it
again and looked at his son. He didn’t look right at all. His eyes
were unfocussed and his lips trembled and he seemed to have forgotten
how his legs worked. The Doctor caught hold of him as he collapsed to
the floor. He touched his forehead and reached into his mind and was startled
by what he found there.
“Susan, look after him, will you. He’s…. he’ll
be all right in a minute or two, I think. But I have to look after the
baby. Rose… you look after your mum.”
“But…” Jackie protested. “Christopher… I
wanted him to be… He can’t have fainted? The daft sod. Even
Pete managed to stay on his feet until Rose was actually born.”
“He hasn’t fainted,” The Doctor insisted. “And
he’ll be all right soon enough. Jackie, don’t worry about
him. What matters is your baby. We’re nearly there. One push for
the head. When you’re ready. You know the routine.”
“Don’t know this bit,” she said. “Rose was a breach
birth. God almighty it was agony.”
“Mum,” Rose told her. “This is not the time for that
sort of detail.”
“Then I don’t know what time IS,” she responded and
the last word was almost lost in her groan of effort. Rose held her shoulders
and spoke encouraging words to her. She glanced once at Christopher as
Susan sat on the floor and cradled him in her arms. He was curled up like
a baby. Fetal position they called it. And he was either unconscious or
asleep. Then she heard The Doctor telling Jackie to relax for a moment
and get ready one last time. She hugged her mother tightly as she pushed
again and The Doctor gave a cry of delight as he held up the baby in his
arms, still attached by the umbilical cord. The baby gave a cry and as
he did, Christopher opened his eyes and looked at him. Susan helped him
to his feet and he stumbled towards his father and his newborn son.
“Here,” The Doctor said to him gently. “You hold him.”
Christopher held his son while The Doctor cut and clamped the cord. He
washed him in warm water and wrapped him in a blanket and gave him to
Jackie who was smiling through her tears. Rose and Susan hugged each other
as they watched the two proud parents.
“I’m a big sister and a granny,” Rose said.
“I’m a big sister, too,” Susan answered her. “And…
possibly something else. I don’t know. If Jackie is my grandfather’s
mother in law… and my father’s wife… Oh, I give up.
It’s a boy isn’t it? And he’s healthy?”
The Doctor turned from clearing up after the birth and smiled happily.
“It’s a boy. And he’s…” He reached out and
Jackie let him take the baby back long enough for him to give him a more
thorough examination. “He’s a perfect Gallifreyan child. Two
hearts, strong lungs. I can even detect his nascent telepathic nerves.
Oh… but he has tear ducts. Like me and Christopher. There’s
that little bit of wonderful, fantastic human in him. I’m so glad
of that.” He wrapped the child again and gave him back to Jackie,
who began to feed him for the first time. Christopher was still smiling
joyfully as he held his wife around the shoulders.
“So…” Susan was the one who said it. “What is
my little brother going to be called? Not Rupert, surely?”
“Garrick,” Jackie said. “That’s what Christopher
said he was to be called. He said it was the only choice.”
“Yes,” The Doctor said. And his voice seemed odd all of a
sudden. “Yes, that’s a perfect name.”
“After my uncle,” Christopher said. “Uncle Garrick,
who always strove to be as great a Time Lord as my father was.”
“He WAS,” The Doctor said. “And… will be again.”
“We should name him properly at dawn,” Susan added. “That’s
how it is done.”
“Yes,” The Doctor agreed. “Meanwhile let’s leave
the new parents in peace.” He turned and took hold of his granddaughter’s
arm and his wife’s and they left the room. Downstairs the clock
in the hall struck midnight and in the City of London there were cannons
fired and fireworks let off to usher in the New Year.
Garrick Christopher Remonte Alan Harry Miraglo de Lœngbærrow was
named in the first light of dawn as was traditional on Gallifrey. It WAS
cold, but the sun came up in a clear sky and its rays bathed the newborn
child’s face as his grandfather traced the Seal of Rassilon on his
forehead and claimed him for the forces of light and for the memory of
Gallifrey.
Several hours after dawn Christopher found his father sitting quietly
in the drawing room. He had a steaming pot of coffee on the table in front
of him.
“Have a cup of coffee,” The Doctor said, offering the pot
to his son. Christopher poured himself a cup and sat down. “Hell
of a night.”
“Wonderful night,” Christopher answered. He smiled broadly.
“I… I have a son.”
“I have a grandson. That’s a first for me, too.”
“Yes.”
There was a silence for a long minute, broken only by
the sound of a light rain on the patio beyond the French doors that had
blissfully held off until AFTER the naming ceremony.
“Just before Garrick was born… for a few minutes… did…
what I think happen?”
“I think it did,” Christopher said. “You and I are 90%
the same DNA… that’s what you said. So is my son. When the
reverting wave washed over us… he and I were switched very briefly.
My unborn son’s mind was in my body and I… It was a beautiful
experience. It felt more like a dream than reality. But I felt myself
being born. The pain of being pushed out into the world. The brightness
of the light in my eyes. And… and you… holding me. My father
holding me. I saw you. Felt your hands holding me safely. Then I was back
in my own body in time to hear my baby cry for the first time. Somewhere
in the midst of Garrick’s first breath it all sorted itself out.”
“I’m trying to imagine what could have happened if it hadn’t,”
The Doctor said with a wicked grin. “No, let’s not go there.
This has been surreal enough. One thing though. You’re unique among
Time Lords now. We can die thirteen times. But you’re the only one
to have been BORN more than once.”
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