Sukie Campbell shivered, usually a deliberate ploy that led to Earl putting
his arm closer around her as they walked. On this occasion, she was feeling
really cold even beneath her coat, hat and scarf combination. She also
felt a little ‘creeped out’. It was very dark on the towpath
between the Thames and the public open space called Petersham Meadows.
The nearest lights on the other side of the river were actually at the
house her great grandfather had bought for his Earth family and the meditation
retreat her brother had built in the grounds. Thinking about the people
she loved all warm and comfortable over there made the cold bite even
more deeply.
On this side of the river the nearest lights were unsteady, moving, flickering,
where a crowd of revellers - for want of a better word - were gathered.
The syncopated sound of drums playing a dance beat drifted on the night
air. As the latest arrivals drew closer they could see that some of the
lights were moving in a rhythmic, ordered fashion. The green and blue
lights were glow in the dark clubs and hoops being thrown and caught by
a pair of jugglers. Another performer actually had flaming torches that
he was throwing high into the air and catching neatly. An even stranger
source of light was a group of people in yellow and red neon skin suits
performing acrobatics.
But there was more to this gathering than juggling and acrobatics. Those
were just to amuse the crowd before the main event. Beyond the after images
of whirling neon a huge dark shape rose up, almost invisible against the
blackness of the meadows at night.
It was a bonfire – but not a heap of old wood, broken furniture
and combustible junk. Instead, it was a carefully constructed flammable
sculpture waiting to be set alight
The shape was one anyone on Earth would recognise at once. It was a giant
wooden Dalek. Sometimes these constructions were just crude pepperpot
shapes, but this one had been built up carefully over the past week with
close attention to details like the eyestalk and the murderous ‘arms’.
When it was lit, the shape would be unmistakeable from the skirt to the
ruffled neck and the domed top.
A Dalek!
“Centuries ago, November the Fifth bonfires were lit to celebrate
the capture of Guy Fawkes before he could blow up parliament,” Sukie
commented. “The idea died out in the mid-twenty first century because
it was just a bit nasty, but it was revived after the Dalek war. Burning
wooden effigies of Daleks became a way of celebrating the liberation of
the planet.”
“Yes,” Earl remarked. He knew most of that, of course, as
mere historical fact. The bonfire Daleks were out of fashion by his twenty-sixth
century. That was why he had asked about the bonfire that had been assembled
in the Meadow and had suggested going to see it with Sukie.
“Mum and dad won’t have anything to do with the bonfires,”
Sukie added. “Nor granddad Robert. They say it was enough to see
the end of the Daleks when they fought them all those years ago. Great-Granddad
won’t take part, either. The Daleks caused him a lot of pain but
he won’t celebrate their demise.”
“I think I understand why they feel that way. It is a gruesome kind
of thing to do. But I just wanted to see it, just the once, a proper November
Fifth Festival.”
“So we’re here,” Sukie told him. “They’ll
be lighting the thing soon.”
“You’re not really happy about it, are you?” Earl said.
“For a different reason than my dad andgranddad,” she said.
“I’ve seen Daleks that aren’t evil monsters. When Vicki
and I were little girls we met one that tried to protect us. It self-destructed
to save us. It was a horrible sight. We cried for hours. And then there’s
Dahl, the one we rescued from Skaro. You can’t hate that one. It
assimilated my DNA. It became one of the good guys. It’s still working
hard for all the refugee races on Santurio. You’ve not been there
for ages, but Davie takes me with him when he visits. Dahl remembers that
we rescued him from its torturers. And let’s not forget that the
ones doing the torturing looked like us.”
“I don’t hate Daleks,” Earl promised her. “That’s
not why I wanted to see this. It’s history to me… just as
if we’d gone to the Seventeenth Century to see Guy Fawkes being
executed.”
“Which will never be on our travel agenda,” Sukie reminded
him. “You were pushing it when you took us to Lancaster. No executions,
EVER. As for this….”
The drums were speeding up. The jugglers were spinning their props until
they were blurs of light. Then a cry went up amongst the crowd. At the
base of the house-sized wooden structure a ring of fire was taking hold,
lit by men with torches at strategic spots around the wide perimeter.
Inside the Dalek shaped wooden skin was a lattice of combustible material
placed so as to maximise the air drawn up through a central funnel, spreading
the flames.
The result of this careful placing of the bonfire material was that the
whole thing, a structure as tall and wide as a windmill or a squat lighthouse,
was glowing from within. The dancing fire gave it an almost living appearance.
Or a dying one. Sukie clung to Earl’s hand, trying not to think
of the ‘good Dalek’ she and Vicki owed their young lives to.
She tried not to think about the fact that a metal Dalek casing enveloped
an organic being and this looked a lot like celebrating murder.
She tried to look beyond all that and enjoy the celebration of the end
of the terrible Dalek Invasion that had scarred her parents’ generation.
She couldn’t. She just didn’t feel quite the same way about
Daleks that everyone else did. She hated the sight of the huge glowing
fire with its distinct shape. As she turned away there was a cracking
noise and the wooden eyestalk succumbed to the fire and fell.
“That’s just dangerous,” Earl commented as a fire marshal
hurried to extinguish the flames. “Good job there is a barricade
around the immediate area or somebody could have got hurt.”
Sukie agreed about the safety aspect, but something else was commanding
her attention.
“What’s that smell in the air?” she asked. “I
mean, mostly its burnt wood and smoke, but there’s something else…
something a bit sweet, sickly….”
“Maybe somebody is smoking something a bit….” Earl suggested,
sniffing the air carefully. “Is marijuana legal or illegal in this
century?”
“It’s legal for personal consumption so long as tax is paid
on the packet,” Sukie answered. “But I don’t know anyone
who uses it and I wouldn’t know what it smelt like, anyway. Besides,
it’s so strong, everyone here would have to be doing it… even
the kids. Besides… besides… I think….”
Earl turned to look at Sukie as she stumbled over her words. Her eyes
looked glazed and she was swaying as if she was about to faint.
“Sukie… what….”
As he reached out to steady her he noticed that everyone else was succumbing,
too. Around him the drums were going silent, the juggling props falling
to the ground around the performers. One of the fire marshals managed
to extinguish the fiery clubs before he was affected and fell with his
extinguisher in his hand.
Perhaps it was his Time Lord DNA that kept him going a bit longer, but
he knew he was powerless to stop it happening.
Sukie woke up with the same feeling of dread she had woken with every
day since she could remember. She looked up at the grey wood ceiling of
the shed and then at the other women rising from barely sufficient sleep
to start another day of labour for the Daleks. She pulled herself upright
from the hardly adequate palette bed and shivered in the cold air. Outside
where the bread ration was issued it was possibly a bit less cold with
a wintry sun giving just a little warmth to the stricken world.
Looking up at the sunlight was one of the few freedoms the people of Earth
had left to them. Even that was sharply discouraged since it was a distraction
from work.
The bread was less than sufficient to sustain the body while doing a full
day’s manual labour in one of the many quarries the Daleks had scattered
across the face of the planet. Growling hunger was a normal state of affairs
for all of the slave workers as they shifted rubble out of the new workings
every day. Some said that there used to be more food in the beginning,
when there were still farms and people were allowed to work on them. There
used to be a few free individuals who would smuggle food into the camps
for a price. But there were none of those now and even if there were,
nobody had anything to pay for it with. Nobody had anything except the
clothes they worked and slept in. Everyone was thin and hollow-eyed. Nobody
had the strength to fight against their terrible state of existence. Nobody,
after more than fifty years of domination by the Dalek masters even knew
they SHOULD fight. All they knew was how to work and stay alive to work
the next day, too.
Nobody talked while they worked. They couldn’t spare the energy.
All day, with a short break when more bread was issued and they could
crouch down on the rubble strewn ground to eat it, they worked. When the
light started to fade they worked under lights until their sixteen hour
shift was over and they could get some more bread before they slept.
Sleep was a respite. Some people had dreams when they slept of life without
the Daleks. Sukie didn’t. She was glad of it. Dreaming that there
was something else but bread, work and sleep would make it so much harder
to bear.
Sometimes she wondered why the Daleks needed all the rock that was quarried,
but even if she asked, nobody else knew any more than she did. They wanted
it, and they could kill anyone who disobeyed. They let them live as long
as they worked. That was enough to know.
Except it wasn’t enough. She knew it was wrong, but sometimes questions
like that rose up in her mind and wouldn’t go away.
She wondered, sometimes, how she came to be born into this life of slavery.
The Daleks invaded over fifty years ago and from then on humans had just
been slaves. Men and women lived in separate huts. There was no such thing
as families.
So where did the children come from? She was nineteen. How had she been
born thirty years after the concept of family life, of parents and children,
was obliterated from this planet?
Sometimes she wondered how she knew that such concepts had ever existed.
What was a family? Was it something she had dreamt about?
Except that she didn’t dream.
Where does the rock go and what is it for? The question fixed in her mind,
and tired and hungry as she was, she was determined to find out the answer
to that question if no other.
That was why she hid her bread in the torn pocket of her ragged clothes
and hung back instead of going into the hut to sleep. When neither the
dehumanised robomen nor the Daleks were watching she slipped through the
shadows and into one of the rail cars that carried away the rock from
the quarry.
It was warmer inside the freight container than anywhere else she had
known. A piece of old sacking made a bed. She lay on it and ate her bread
slowly while the train began to move slowly on its night journey into
the unknown.
It was no worse than the bed she had slept in for as long as she could
remember, and she probably slept sounder than any other night, lulled
by the movement of the train on its tracks, maintained, unlike the roads,
because they were useful to the Daleks.
When she woke, the train was stationary. It was still dark, being late
in the year, but she heard workers already at their tasks. She heard the
monotone voices of the Robomen and the artificial voices of the Dalek
masters close by.
The freight car she was in wasn’t being emptied, yet. She opened
the door a small amount, enough for a thin girl – and there were
no other sort among the slaves – to slip through after checking
that the coast was clear.
It was colder outside, but she was used to the cold. Everyone was used
to it.
What was a new sensation was freedom. Nobody was watching as she slipped
away from the train and found a hiding place where she could observe what
happened here at the other end of the line.
What she saw as the sky lightened astonished her. This looked very much
like the quarry she had worked in since she was old enough to lift rocks,
but here….
Was she dreaming? Was she really seeing what she thought she was seeing?
Were the slaves, here, really carrying rocks into the caves made by past
excavations? Were the Daleks making people dig out rock in one place and
put it back elsewhere?
What was it all for? Somewhere in the back of her mind she had always
thought there was some purpose to it all, some Masterplan of the Daleks
in their eternal war against all Creation.
But this wasn’t any plan at all. People were made slaves for no
purpose at all. They were just moving rocks around the country.
But people had died, they had died almost every day out of hunger and
disease and overwork, and it turned out their efforts didn’t mean
anything even to the Daleks.
Unless that WAS the point. They did it to slowly kill the whole population
of Earth in the cruellest possible way?
But did that even make any kind of sense? The Daleks were ruthless killers.
They could have wiped out the whole Human race fifty years ago. Why keep
any of them just to play cat and mouse in this way?
She tried to move forward to look closer, but something stopped her. Sukie’s
heart jumped in her chest as she realised that somebody had grabbed her
ankle.
She knew better than to scream. That would have been instant death. She
didn’t even dare look around.
“Come on, slowly,” a voice whispered. It was a Human voice
with real inflections even in the whisper, so not a Roboman, but she had
heard about spies with inexplicable allegiances to the Daleks. She had
no reason to think she was in safe hands.
“All right, let’s go,” the young man said again. “While
they’re busy with the change of shift.”
He held her hand as they ran from the edge of the quarry. There was a
stand of trees that gave them cover and within it, at last, they slowed.
For the first time they were able to look at each other. Sukie looked
at a sandy haired young man whose eyes still held the light of something
she had forgotten about – hope.
“Who are you?” she asked.
“My name is Earl,” he answered. “I’m with the
Resistance. You escaped from the camp?”
“From one of the camps,” she admitted. “What Resistance?”
“We’re not safe, yet. Come on. Keep moving. The bunker is
close, but I have to wind about a bit to make sure we’re not followed.”
“Is there any food there… in your bunker?”
“Yes, there is,” Earl answered. “We have to ration it,
but I’m sure we can find something for you.”
After that they moved quietly. Often Earl drew Sukie close behind a tree,
but each time it turned out to be something innocent – a bird, a
small mammal, that disturbed the undergrowth.
Finally, they reached a place where Earl looked around very carefully
before pulling back some tangled branches to reveal a rounded metal door.
He had a key on a chain about his neck. It unlocked the door and he pushed
it open.
“Go forward,” he said. “I know it’s dark, but
the tunnel goes straight down. I have to fix the branches back.”
Going into the dark tunnel was the last thing she wanted to do, but, after
all, she had known worse things than darkness. She kept walking, reaching
for the walls either side. After a few minutes, Earl caught up with her
and guided her through the absolute blackness until they reached another
door.
Beyond that door was something she had never even imagined she would ever
experience. There was warmth and light and the smell of food cooking.
The wide room was full of armchairs and sofas on which men, women and
even some children rested. They all looked far better fed and better dressed
than anyone Sukie had ever met before now
A woman with long blonde hair tied back in a pony tail greeted Sukie warmly
and told her to sitdown. At first she went to sit on the floor, but Earl
guided her to a chair near the source of the warmth, a convection heater
with an artificial glow effect. The woman brought her a bowl of thick,
hot soup and a bread roll. She was surprised that the soup had taste and
the bread was soft and fresh. For so long she had eaten dry, old bread
and nothing else.
“You’re… the Resistance?” she asked after the
first satisfying meal she had ever had. “What does that mean, exactly?
Are you trying to defeat the Daleks?”
“Defeat them? I’ve spent my whole life trying to do that,”
said a man who slowly rose from one of the armchairs and came to face
her. “Child, I have destroyed more of those evil tin pots than you
can begin to imagine. I hope I can destroy a few more before I die, but
I’ve given up hope of actually defeating them. The best we can be
is a mild irritation to them.”
“There are too many, and they have taken such a toll on humanity.
Those they don’t kill are so weak and dispirited, they can’t
fight back,” the blonde woman said. “But we try. David is
one of the last who was there when they first came.”
Sukie looked at the old man who had spoken. She rarely saw anyone who
could be described as ‘old’ in that way. His face was lined
and his hands shook, but his eyes were still bright and alert and she
thought he still had that thing she had recognised in Earl already –
hope.
They all had that, but what they seemed to be telling her was that it
was hope against hopelessness. There was nothing any of them could do
except ambush the occasional Dalek patrol, picking them off a few at a
time.
“That’s what they’ve been doing to us all these years,”
Sukie pointed out. “Making us work until we die and for nothing.
Why are they doing that? What’s the point of all this moving rocks
around?”
“As far as we can make out, they had a plan originally,” David
explained. “They were drilling down to the core of the planet, intending
to use the energy to turn the Earth into a huge space ship to use against
their other enemies. Some of us managed to sabotage that, but the Daleks
never received any other orders. I actually think the ones who came to
Earth are somehow cut off from their own homeworld, and they just fell
into a kind of rut with this endless quarrying and filling in of old workings.
They’re as directionless in reality as we are.”
“Well, then all we have to do is stop being so directionless,”
Sukie replied. “We CAN defeat them.”
David laughed softly.
“Maybe she is right,” he said. “Look at her. Born and
raised a slave, but still at heart ready to fight, still thinking, still
raging against the injustice of it all.”
“She escaped all by herself,” Earl reminded him. “If
only there were more like her, we’d be all right.”
“I’m not sure I am all of that,” Sukie told them. “I
just wanted to know why the Daleks needed so much rock. I didn’t
even know there was a Resistance. I didn’t even know if any other
people existed outside the quarry I came from…. I didn’t even
know there was soup.”
“Let me get you some more of that,” the blonde woman, addressed
as ‘Nell’ by the others, said to her. “Yes, we do have
to ration everything, but you’ve missed out on quite a lot of your
share.”
Kindness, that was another thing she didn’t know existed.
“I think Sukie is right,” Earl said. “It is time to
properly organise our efforts. We should get in contact with the other
cells, not just in Britain, but the rest of the planet. We should co-ordinate
our attacks and really push the Daleks to the limit. They CAN be defeated.”
“He is just like me when I was younger,” David commented.
“That’s good,” Sukie insisted. “That means we
DO have a chance.”
“Yes, it does,” David replied. “Yes, it does. Will you
help? Not just yet, for sure. You need more food and far more warmth and
sleep. But when you’re ready… we need to spread the word to
the slaves in the camps, get them organised, too. There must be more like
you with the spark of a human spirit left.”
“I’ll do that with her,” Earl suggested. Sukie looked
at him gratefully. How could he have known that the thought of going back
into the slave camps struck a deep dread in her very soul. But if she
wasn’t alone, if somebody like Earl was with her, then maybe she
could do it.
“We CAN do it,” David said again. “There have been times
when I doubted it, but that was my mistake. We CAN do it. I only wonder….
When the Daleks are destroyed, when we ARE free, what kind of world will
we have left? How will we make it good again? That will be just as hard
as fighting the evil that took the good from us?”
Sukie didn’t understand what he meant. She had never seen the world
before the Daleks. She didn’t know about home, family, love.
Or did she? The more she looked at David, the more she felt that she did
remember those things.
But she couldn’t really. She was born in the slave camp. She had
no home or family.
But hadn’t that question always puzzled her? Where DID people of
her age come from when all normal human relationships had been destroyed
by the Daleks when David was a young man?
“David…” she began, then stopped. The name was familiar
to her. It felt warm and comfortable. But it felt strange saying it, as
if there was another word she used, instead.
She looked at the old man with the eyes young with hope and the question
‘where do I come from’ had an answer, but one that made less
sense than anything else.
“Are you all, right, child?” David asked.
“No,” she replied. “I’m cold…. Very, very
cold.”
“Sukie… wake up, sweetheart,” said a voice filled with
parental anxiety. She opened her eyes and looked up at her father’s
face illuminated by the flashing blue lights of emergency vehicles. Police,
paramedic and fire were there on Petersham Meadow. The embers of the bonfire
were being doused while victims of some strange crisis were being put
into ambulances. She was wrapped in a foil blanket and her father was
rubbing her hands to warm them and get the blood circulating.
“Dad,” she said, reaching out to hug him. From his warm embrace
she saw Earl being helped to his feet by her great-grandfather, The Doctor.
Earl was trying to tell him something. The word ‘Daleks’ was
repeated several times. The Doctor was telling him not to worry about
that, just no.
“Dad,” she said again, liking the sound of that word and all
that it represented. She felt her father lift her into his arms. He was
in his seventies, now, and she was nineteen, a grown woman by all definitions.
Earl was her boyfriend. But being carried by her father was worth so very,
very much.
He took her to the family car. He sat in the back with her while The Doctor
drove and Earl quietly looked out of the passenger side window.
They drove home. She was given hot cocoa and put to bed. She slept for
a long time without dreaming.
When she woke, her father was there, still. She reached to hug him again.
He laughed softly.
“It’s been a while since you’ve wanted to hug me,”
he said. “Too grown up for that… rather hug Earl than your
old dad.”
“Well, I was stupid,” Sukie answered. “I should never
forget to hug you. But… what happened? The Daleks….”
“There were no Daleks, except the wooden one being burnt,”
David Campbell answered his daughter. “What happened is that some
idiot got hold of something The Doctor called ‘psychic pollen’.
His explanation sounds far-fetched, as usual with him, but what it did
was infect everyone at the bonfire. It sent you all to sleep, right there
in a damp meadow in the middle of the night. The alarm was raised just
in time to save everyone from hypothermia.”
“Oh.” That seemed such a mundane explanation for all that
had occurred. “But… It felt real. Earl was there. So were
you. And… Nell… the one who gave me soup… I think that
was Aunt Jackie.”
“That’s the Wizard of Oz… and you were there, and you….”
Sukie laughed briefly, but more serious thoughts were still racing around
her mind.
“But the Daleks….”
“Funny thing is, Earl has been telling the same story, as if you
had the same dream… about the Dalek war still going on after all
this time. He was telling us about how it seemed to last years for him.
The two of you went from camp to camp in secret, all over Britain, Ireland
and Europe, getting a rebellion ready.”
“That was the plan, but I woke up before any of that. We really
had the same dream? The same nightmare. It was horrible. Even when you
were there, you weren’t my dad. You were just a man who was trying
to keep going against the odds. That was the worst part of it, really.”
“I know,” David admitted. “Those sort of nightmares
still wake me in the night. There were times, when you and your brothers
were young, when I’d wake up and have to go and check that you were
all sleeping in your beds… that you were real and the war was over.
But I can’t imagine still fighting on alone after all this time.
I think I would lose all hope.”
“No, you wouldn’t,” Sukie told him. “You didn’t.
That was the thing I remember most. But… dad…. I’ve
never really asked you about the War properly. But… when the Daleks
were defeated… how did you all… you and mum and everyone else…
how did you make the world good again?”
“It wasn’t easy,” David admitted. “Families broken
and scattered, children with no parents, no homes. It took time. But we
came through. Whatever The Doctor says about us when he’s being
moody and sarcastic, I think the Human race is pretty resourceful. We
made it.”
“But you don’t go to bonfire parties to celebrate beating
the Daleks?”
“The trouble with winning a war is that the generations that come
afterwards, when we’ve rebuilt the world, take things for granted.
They forget what it costs. You and Earl were probably the only people
on the Meadow who had even seen a real Dalek. The rest…. That’s
not how to remember what the War cost the Human race. It’s just
burning carbon.”
“They don’t do it in Earl’s time. That’s why he
wanted to see. I’m sorry I went along with it. But don’t be
mad at him, will you?”
“I’m not mad at him. I’m not mad at either of you. If
the police identify who brought a psychosis inducing substance to the
party I’ll make him know how I feel. But you and Earl… both
of you… you’re how I remember what the struggle was for. Your
mother and I made a family, a home, from the ashes of our world. Earl
and his family were able to live in peace in their century because of
the sacrifices of our generation. You’re our remembrance, our legacy.
And that’s good enough for me, your mum, your grandad Robert and
The Doctor, all of us who really know.”
Sukie thought she really knew, too. The dream existence had felt real.
She knew what it was like to be cold, hungry, scared and hopeless every
day of her life. She knew she would never forget that.
She hugged her dad again and knew that she would always be safe from those
terrible feelings so long as he was there.
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