Stuart waved cheerfully to his relief manager who was clearing glasses
from the all weather beer garden in front of the Ship Inn. The manager
waved back and carried on with his work. The landlord of the only pub
in Embley, Northumberland, was off on a long weekend with his husband.
He buckled his seatbelt in the passenger side of the plum coloured Holden
Commodore and smiled widely at Spenser.
“Did we bring enough food?” he asked, noting the basket on
the back seat. He knew there was a box of supplies in the boot, too.
“You always get hungry when we time travel,” Spenser replied.
“Next stop the twenty-first century.”
Stuart sat back in his seat and watched his lover manage the ordinary
controls of the time car, driving out of the village and onto a quiet
lane between hedgerows before engaging the more sophisticated controls
Davie Campbell had added to the car. He liked these trips they took into
the past and were future of the county they both grew up in. Of course,
Spenser had lived there much longer. He was born in the eighteenth century
and had seen all of the wars humans fought between each other since that
time, as well as the devastating Dalek invasion and the more recent Dominator
offensive against Earth. He liked to go back to periods he remembered
as being peaceful and relatively carefree. The early twenty-first century
was starting to become a favourite because they both went there with Davie
for the motorsports. But this time they planned something much quieter
– water colour painting and walking on Holy Island.
“I don’t know why the Daleks attacked the island,” Stuart
commented. “It had nothing on it that threatened them.”
“It was their way of making an example,” Spenser replied.
“They could obliterate a whole island... turn it into a smoking
cinder in the sea. It made the local people more co-operative, so they
thought.”
“The Daleks didn’t understand humans.”
“No, they didn’t. The people resisted every way they could,
even after that. My father actually did some good for them during the
invasion. He hid weapons in the cellar. Sometimes he hid people, too.
The Daleks thought he was on their side. They knew he wasn’t Human
and he could deceive them into thinking he was co-operating. But he was
actually on the side of the humans that time. It’s the one clear
memory I have of him that I can feel the slightest bit of pride in. It’s
a good job the locals knew he was really for them. Afterwards, collaborators
were dealt with harshly. He brought witnesses to a tribunal to prove himself,
otherwise he’d have been lynched... I would... my body... his mind...
We’d both have been killed.”
Stuart never quite knew what to say when Spenser talked about his father
who had suppressed his mind for centuries and used him as a living vessel
for his own consciousness. Spenser still hurt from that great cruelty,
but occasionally he could speak of his father in a normal way, as any
son did.
“Anyway,” he added. “We get to see the island before
it was destroyed. Time Lord privilege.”
For a man with all of time and space at his command, Spenser was not very
ambitious. Their time trips rarely went further than the North-East of
England in the era of the internal combustion engine. Stuart didn’t
mind. Holy Island with Spenser, picnics, painting, camping under the stars
in a double sleeping bag, was good enough for him.
He braced himself for the sensation of rapid acceleration when Spenser
switched on the time circuit. Outside the car the real world dissolved
into the strange, swirling, colourful mist of the time vortex. Stuart
had never really grown to love being in the vortex. There was something
slightly oppressive about it. He could never put a finger on anything
that it might be compared with. He had a vague thought about narrow tunnels
with very little air and the sound of water trickling. He couldn’t
imagine where that came from, unless it was a race memory of ore mining
on Dulus, the planet his parents were born on, but it was a disturbing
feeling and one that went with travelling in the vortex.
“It’s perfectly safe,” Spenser assured him, reading
his emotions if not his actual thoughts. “The car’s metallic
body protects us exactly like it would in an electrical storm –
it’s a temporal Faraday Cage. That’s why all the cars Davie
uses to build time machines are classics. The modern carbon fibre ones
wouldn’t work.”
“Couldn’t he develop some sort of automatic window filter
so we don’t have to look at it?” Stuart asked. Spenser laughed.
He knew he wasn’t really scared. At least no more than anyone should
be travelling this way. The slight trepidation, the adrenaline rush, was
all part of the adventure.
Then, out of the blue, Spenser’s confidence in his former lover’s
engineering skill was jolted abruptly. Stuart yelped in fear as the pale
blue swirling vortex turned an angry purple like a day old bruise and
electricity arced and spat. Spenser gripped the steering wheel tightly
and jammed his foot down on the brake pedal. In the vortex, it was still
a brake, but it slowed their journey through time and space, not linear
distance. The feeling that they were moments away from the temporal equivalent
of a motorway pile up gripped them both and their screams merged into
one voice.
Then it was over. They stopped screaming and reached out to each other
as if to assure themselves that they were alive and whole.
“Where are we?” Stuart asked.
“According to the temporal clock, exactly where we’re supposed
to be. Just outside Embley in the mid-twenty-first century.”
“Then... there’s something a bit odd about it,” Stuart
pointed out. Spenser looked out of the window and caught his breath. Stuart
was right, except that ‘a bit odd’ didn’t begin to describe
it. He opened the driver’s door and stood on the edge before pushing
himself up onto the roof of the car. Stuart heard the creak of metal above
him and wondered what his lover was thinking of. Then Spenser slipped
back into the car and slammed the door shut. He sat in the driver’s
seat for several long minutes breathing deeply.
“What’s wrong?” Stuart asked. “What’s happened
out there?”
“Neutron bomb, I think,” he answered. “The buildings
are still standing, but they’re scorched and black, roofs caved
in. And everything... the fields, the woods... its all burnt.”
“Neutron...” Stuart shivered. “So there’s radiation?”
“Not as much as expected after a blast like that. The winds off
the North Sea have probably blown the worst of it away inland... contaminating
those places that escaped the initial blast.”
“Are we safe?”
“We are in here. We’ve got radiation shielding.”
“Ok, then let’s get out of here,” Stuart told him. “We’re
not doing any rambling around here.”
Spenser agreed with that idea. He started the car in normal drive mode
and then reached for the temporal switch.
“Oh &*@!&*££@,” he swore in the common
language of his Time Lord forefathers.
“I don’t know what that means, but I don’t like it,”
Stuart commented.
“The radiation is preventing us from re-entering the vortex. At
least I hope that’s all it is. It could be more serious...”
“I always had you down as a glass half full kind of man,”
Stuart told him. “Let’s not worry about what else it might
be. The car still works AS a car. If we get away from the radiation, the
temporal switch will work?”
“I think so,” Spenser replied.
“Let’s do that, then.”
Spenser started the car.
“Search for radio signals,” he told Stuart. “Don’t
bother with digital channels. They won’t work. You need to find
the analogue wavelengths we look for when we’re in the pre-1990s.
There will be an emergency broadcast of some sort, telling people where
to go.”
“Will there be any people?” Stuart asked. He glanced out of
the window at blackened fields. Here and there were charred lumps. He
had just worked out that they were dead cattle and sheep. He tried not
to look at them.
“If there was any sort of warning, if they made it to shelters below
ground... Neutron bombs are low blast, high radiation. There was a massive
fire, but it didn’t start here. It was driven by the winds. The
damage is all on the surface. There would be survivors. They would need
to get out of the affected area, get to aid stations where there would
be anti-radiation treatment and food, water...”
“Alnwick,” Stuart told him as he found the emergency broadcast
and listened to the message. “Anyone in this area has to go to Alnwick.”
“That’s only ten miles away. It can’t be fully outside
the danger area,” Spenser observed. “But it’s better
than wandering aimlessly around the b-roads of Northumbria.”
“Alnwick,” Stuart said again with a different tone. “We
got married there.”
“Yes.”
“How? Spenser, you said this was the mid-twenty-first century. There
WASN’T a neutron bomb attack on England in that century. You lived
here then. You know there wasn’t.”
“That thing about the glass half full,” Spenser replied. “Hold
the thought while I tell you something important.”
“Ok...”
“We’re not in our Northumberland. The vortex flipped us into
an alternative timeline, a parallel universe where something went wrong
long before the Daleks turned up.”
“And that’s glass half full? I’m starting to think of
a very empty glass. We’re in an alternative universe that I couldn’t
possibly have been born in.”
“This isn’t our universe. It didn’t happen for us. Once
we get back into the vortex and retrace our journey...”
“You think we can do that?”
“Glass half full. I think I can. Let’s get to Alnwick, first.
We can find out how bad things are when we get there.”
It was a sadly surreal journey for them both. They knew the countryside
they were driving through as fertile green fields. Seeing them dead like
this was distressing. The fact that this wasn’t really their home
was precious little comfort. It looked enough like it to be painful to
them.
“Spenser, stop!” Stuart yelled. Spenser already had his foot
on the brake. He had spotted it, too. It was the first car they had seen
since they started on the road, and it was clearly not going to reach
Alnwick. It had slid into the ditch, and the driver’s side door
was hanging open along with both the boot and bonnet.
“You stay in the car,” he told Stuart. “I don’t
want you exposed to the radiation. I can handle it.”
He approached the abandoned car carefully, with his hand on his sonic
screwdriver in case this was anything more sinister than it looked. Stuart
watched him check inside the car and then lift something from the back
seat. He ran back to the Commodore with a bundle in shocking pink that
turned out to be a girl of about six years of age. He left her in the
back seat and returned with a slightly smaller girl in a matching coat,
then returned to the abandoned car one more time with a small suitcase.
When he came back to the Commodore Stuart had found bars of chocolate
and orange juice packs in the picnic basket for them.
“Fix the seatbelt round them,” Spenser said. “We’re
getting away from here.”
“What happened? Where are their parents?”
“They’re dead, both of them. It wasn’t a car crash.
They’ve both been shot in the head. Everything useful has been taken
from the car, including oil and petrol, every scrap of food. Whoever did
it... they didn’t care about leaving the kids to die...”
He passed a wallet to Stuart. There was blood on it. It contained a driving
licence and other documentation for a man named Duncan Walsh. His cash
and credit cards were still there. The robbers had no interest in money,
but they killed him and his wife for the food and fuel they were carrying.
“Is that the sort of world this is... this alternative timeline?”
Stuart asked.
“It looks like it,” Spenser replied dryly.
“What if...”
“We’re ok. We’re smart. We’re cool, and I’ve
got my sonic screwdriver. We’ll take the kids to the authorities
in Alnwick. Somebody will look after them.”
But they never actually reached Alnwick. The relief station was at the
side of the A1 a mile outside the town itself. It was run by soldiers
wearing NBC suits who handed out potassium iodide tablets, canisters of
petrol and emergency food and water rations then directed them to the
slip road onto the dual carriageway.
“But these kids...” Spenser tried to say to the man in an
NBC suit who handed him a supply of tablets for them. “They...”
“The children take half the adult dose,” he was told. “That’s
all that can be done for them.”
“Yes, but...”
“I’m sorry,” the man told him. “I can understand
how you must feel. This is hard on families. But the children... they’ll
either make it or they won’t. That’s all there is to it. If
you’re worried, the aid station at Berwick has doctors available.
You can get them checked out, there.”
And that was it.
“We’re driving to Berwick,” he said when he got back
into the car. “Everyone is. They already evacuated Alnwick itself
and they’re sending everyone else who turns up the same direction.”
“Berwick is only thirty miles up the A1,” Stuart pointed out.
“It will take us less than an hour. And maybe that will be far enough
out of the radiation. Once we’ve found someone to look after the
kids, we can get away from this place.”
“That’s a glass half full statement,” Spenser teased
him. “Ok, I guess we don’t have any choice. Let’s get
the girls to take the iodide tablets. They’re going to need them.
You, too.”
“What about you?” Stuart asked.
“I can expel the radiation from my body,” he answered. “I’m
a Time Lord. We do stuff like that. It’s a creepy feeling, though.
The air looks perfectly normal. There’s a blue sky over us. And
yet it’s there, an invisible killer. And all we have to combat it
is a handful of little white pills.”
Stuart was trying not to look at the sky. The blueness of it was too much
of a contrast to the burnt black of the fields and the hedgerows, the
dead trees.
He did look at the tailback of cars in front of them as they joined the
A1 sliproad. He noticed that the dual carriageway was gridlocked on both
sides of the central reservation – and everyone was heading north.
Forty minutes later, they made it off the sliproad and onto the dual carriageway
itself.
“Only an hour?” he said with an ironic note in his voice.
“It can’t be this bad all the way to Berwick,” Spenser
pointed out. “It’ll get quicker after a mile or so.”
He was wrong. It got slower. The A1 was only a four lane dual carriageway
for part of the distance between Alnwick and Berwick. In other parts it
narrowed and traffic merged into two lanes. Even on a normal day that
would be a nuisance. On this far from normal day it was a severe test
of the ‘glass half full’ ethos.
“I feel sick,” complained the eldest of the two girls when
they had been in the gridlock for more than two hours.
“I’m not surprised,” Spenser answered. He put his foot
down on the brake as the traffic ahead halted again. Then he unfastened
his seatbelt and got out of the driver’s seat. He climbed into the
back seat beside the girls as Stuart slid over and took the wheel.
“It’s going to be all right,” he told the two girls,
putting his arm around them gently. “We’ll be in a nice place
soon, where you can see a doctor and have some sleep.”
They were both hot and feverish. That was hardly surprising after two
hours in a car with the windows shut. But he had every reason to think
there was more to it than that. He put his hand on the older girl’s
forehead and gently put his mind into her body. There were radioactive
isotopes in her bloodstream. She and her sister had been lying in the
exposed car for too long without protection.
He concentrated hard and focussed on the isotopes, drawing them out of
her body and into his own. Then he gave her one of the potassium iodide
tablets and more cool orange juice before doing the same for her sister.
“I know your names, now,” he said to the children. “You’re
Georgina and Josephine Walsh. Georgie and Josie. That’s what people
call you.”
Georgie nodded and smiled. Spenser gave her a gentle hug. He seemed to
have their trust at least. They had precious little reason to trust strangers.
A side effect of the purification was that he saw their short term memories
clearly. They had been scared when the car was run off the road. Their
father made them hide on the floor space between the back seat and the
front with a blanket over their heads. They didn’t see the man but
they heard his voice when he told their father to open the bonnet. They
heard their mother crying. Then the two loud bangs and the silence afterwards
for a long time before they were carried to another car where there was
orange juice.
“You’ll be looked after, sweethearts,” Spenser promised
them. “Don’t you worry. It’ll be all right.”
The girls were starting to settle down again when Stuart jammed his foot
down on the brake. Spenser swung his head around to look and was relieved
when the car behind and the one immediately behind that one both did the
same. Then he jumped out of the car and ran to the cause of the sudden
halt.
Four cars along the line, two vehicles had collided. The one in front
had been half-shunted off the road into the grass verge. The driver of
the car that had collided with it was pulling at the driver’s door
and swearing loudly.
“There’s no point in yelling at him,” Spenser told him.
“He’s dead. Help me get him out of the car.” He pulled
at the door and the driver slumped sideways. He caught the body and lifted
it out. A woman in the passenger seat was crying grievously. So were three
boys in the back. Spenser examined the body and shook his head.
“It wasn’t radiation. He had a heart attack. I’m sorry,
it’s too late.” He looked at the family inside the car, then
back at the other driver, who had stopped swearing now and was standing
there uselessly. “Are you driving on your own?” he asked.
“My family are in Berwick,” he answered. “I’m
trying to get home to them.”
“Well, you’ll get there just as fast with THIS family travelling
with you,” Spenser told him. “Come on, all of you. Grab your
food and water and anything you can carry.”
“Wait, no way!” the driver protested. “I’m not...
they’re nothing to do with me. I’m not...”
Spenser grabbed the gunmetal grey canister of petrol from the boot of
the stricken car and pushed it at the obstinate driver.
“Common decency ought to have been enough reason. But since it isn’t,
you get the dead man’s petrol ration for taking his family to Berwick.”
That settled the matter. Spenser made sure they were all safe and watched
the car move slowly into the stream of traffic again, then he laid the
dead man on the back seat of the car and covered his face. He wrote a
short note explaining what had happened and left it on the dashboard.
There had to be some kind of police or military patrolling from time to
time. They would find the car and make the necessary arrangements. There
wasn’t much else to do. He returned to his own car. Stuart had slid
into the back to comfort the girls. He resumed the driving seat and they
slowly left the scene of that small tragedy behind.
There were other cars abandoned at the side of the road from time to time.
Once there was a lorry overturned into the charred field beside the verge.
The back was open and the contents looted.
“Asda,” Spenser commented. “People grabbed the food.”
“I’m glad it wasn’t a brewery lorry,” Stuart remarked.
“The last thing we need right now is drink-drivers.”
These roadside incidents were brief moments of drama and interest as the
tedious journey continued. Stuart gave the girls more orange juice and
potassium iodide at regular intervals and took his own ration of the tablets.
He shared out the food from the picnic basket they brought from their
own time and place and made the best of it. Spenser calculated that they
never made more than three miles per hour for longer than five minutes
at a time, and there was never the slightest let up in that pace.
It was nearly nightfall before they crawled into the aid station beside
the A1 just outside Berwick upon Tweed.
This one included large tents for food and overnight shelter. It also
included decontamination showers. Spenser handed the two girls over to
a nurse who took them to the female showers. When he was through the male
side, though, he sought them out again. They had been dressed in clean
but obviously second hand clothes. Their own clothes would be incinerated.
Spenser had been presented with a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt with
a strangely clinical smell to them. Stuart was the same. The Commodore
was also decontaminated. Stuart drove it slowly through a thorough car
wash while Spenser took the girls to the medical officer.
“Your daughters are in good health,” the officer told him.
“There’s no sign of radioactive contamination. You’re
lucky.”
“They’re not...” he began to say, then stopped. “I’m
glad to hear that. I was worried.” He took the two girls and found
Stuart again as they queued to be given a hot meal in one of the long
tents before being sent to the other one where they could sleep on camp
beds with grey blankets. They were allocated two such beds. Spenser tucked
the girls up in one while he and Stuart squeezed close together in the
narrow bed right next to them.
“There’s nobody here to hand them over to,” he explained.
“They’re not set up for that. They’re just providing
decontamination along with food and a bed for the night. We have to carry
on to Edinburgh.”
“Surely if we told somebody what happened... the authorities ought
to know about the murders...”
“The authorities can’t do anything about it,” Spenser
answered. “There’s martial law. And that’s stretched
just keeping people moving from the contaminated areas. They’ve
got trains running day and night, carrying people who didn’t have
cars. The roads are still gridlocked. Some people are going on through
the night. They think the further north they get, the better.”
“Should we have done the same?” Stuart asked. “Kept
going, I mean.”
“The girls need to rest properly,” Spenser answered. “We’ll
get an early start at first light.”
“It was a terrorist attack, you know,” Stuart said. “I
heard people talking. A simultaneous attack on all the major British cities.
London, Birmingham, Cardiff, Manchester and Newcastle all bore the brunt
of it. Edinburgh and Glasgow were saved. So was Liverpool. The terrorists
were stopped. That’s why they’re sending the survivors into
Scotland. It’s the largest part of the British mainland that’s
uncontaminated. The prevailing winds go south from Scotland, usually.
So it should stay that way.”
“What sort of nutcases would do a thing like that?” Spenser
asked. “There must be millions dead... and for what?”
“Beats the hell out of me. As if enemies from out of the sky aren’t
bad enough. Daleks, Dominators... Humans have to do things like that to
each other.”
Spenser held his husband tightly and both of them were glad for a little
while that they belonged to a species other than the Human race.
“What if we can’t get back to our own timeline?” Stuart
asked after a while. “I don’t think I want to live in this
world.”
“We’ll get back, somehow,” Spenser answered. “Glass
half full. Get some sleep, now. Tomorrow, first thing, we get to Edinburgh.
The traffic will have eased, surely. We’ll be there by midday.”
They both slept for a while. Stuart woke with a start a few hours later
to the sound of a child crying. He slipped from Spenser’s side and
sat on the edge of the bed where Josie was reliving the death of her parents
in her dreams. He reached out to comfort her. She responded to his touch,
letting him lift her in his arms and cuddle her, but her distress was
too deep. She couldn’t sleep again for fear of her nightmares.
“Let me,” Spenser said gently. Josie wouldn’t let him
take her from Stuart, but she didn’t mind when he put his hand on
her forehead and gently radiated calming thoughts into her troubled mind.
She stopped crying and fell asleep. Stuart laid her back down in the bed.
Spenser put his hand on Georgie’s forehead and put some quiet, gentle
thoughts into her mind, too.
“I married a man who can give people sweet dreams,” Stuart
said with a soft smile.
“Sweet dreams or screaming nightmares, whatever they deserve,”
Spenser answered. “Would you like me to give you some happy thoughts
to send you to sleep?”
“You don’t need Time Lord tricks to do that,” Stuart
replied. “Just come back to bed with me.” Spenser laughed
and took his hand as they did just that.
“Who takes your nightmares away?” Stuart asked as they lay
together waiting for sleep to come and he felt his lover’s hand
on his forehead and the quicksilver feel of his mind gently rifling through
his memories and bringing the nicer ones to the fore.
Spenser recalled Davie Campbell reaching into his mind and taking away
the anger and betrayal he felt for his father. That cured most of his
nightmares. But he wasn’t going to tell Stuart that.
“You do,” he answered, kissing his warm cheek.
They slept soundly this time, rousing themselves in the pre-dawn. They
weren’t the only ones with the same idea. The queue for the breakfast
being provided was a long one. It was a mostly solemn and quiet meal,
even though there were children there. Everyone was contemplating the
fact that the life they had known was over and the future was uncertain.
There was little to be optimistic about. Children in second hand clothes
that didn’t quite fit, clinging to dolls or small toys that survived
decontamination were the saddest expression of the desperate situation.
As he queued for petrol, Spenser wondered just what this migration north
was going to achieve. Of course, Scotland was always the least populated
part of Britain, and it ought to be possible to resettle the displaced
there. But that would cost money, and the economy must have folded completely
when this disaster happened. Quite how anything could be achieved with
no government, no infrastructure other than that provided under martial
law, he couldn’t imagine.
“Two adults, two children?” Spenser heard the question when
it was asked the second time. “What type of car?”
“Four door saloon,” he responded. He noted the amount of petrol
he was allocated. “If the traffic is as slow as yesterday, that
won’t get us to Edinburgh,” he said. “Cars use more
fuel in stopping and starting than going at a steady speed.”
“That’s all you get, unless you’re prepared to take
another passenger,” he was told. “Can the kids budge up?”
That was how Carla came to be travelling with them. She was a pale-skinned,
dark haired young woman with hollows under her tired eyes. She was five
months pregnant. Stuart surrendered the passenger seat to her and sat
with the children in the back as they joined the line on the A1 slip road
once more.
“If you need anything, juice, energy bars, we’ve got plenty,”
Spenser told her. “Don’t be afraid to ask.”
“Thank you,” she managed. “I don’t want to be
any trouble to you and your...” She glanced around at Stuart and
decided to leave the sentence hanging. How she felt about men who married
other men, she kept to herself. She also kept her own counsel about how
two such men were travelling with two little girls. Strangely, she wasn’t
the only one who had assumed either he or Stuart was the biological parent
of Georgie and Josie, and he had stopped bothering to correct them. He
wondered what they would assume at the next aid station when two men,
two children and a pregnant woman arrived together.
“My husband was in Newcastle,” she said as the sunrise spread
golden rays over a gridlocked A1 in which the average speed was five miles
per hour – a very slight improvement on yesterday. Nobody had asked,
but she ventured the information anyway. “He must be dead. They
say the city is a wasteland, now.”
“I’m sorry,” Spenser told her. It was the only thing
he could say.
“I saw a doctor yesterday evening at the aid station. She said the
baby probably won’t be affected. His organs and limbs are already
formed. There’s no reason why he shouldn’t be normal. If I’d
been less than sixteen weeks...”
Again, the sentence didn’t need finishing. Spenser fully understood
her concern. He hoped that the birth of her child would be something she
could look forward to in the uncertain future that awaited everyone. Perhaps
it would be a new beginning for her. He wished her well. He wished everyone
with no other option but to start again, rebuilding a society from the
ashes of disaster, all the very best.
But he thanked providence that he had other options himself. He didn’t
want to be a part of this Brave New World!
Just before they crossed the border into Scotland they started to notice
that the fields and trees were still green. They were past the scorched
area. But there was still an alarming level of radiation outside the car.
They still needed the potassium iodide at regular intervals.
It was about that point in the journey that Stuart started singing. Spenser
smiled. It was a silly little song about a clog-dancing mouse, but it
made the two girls laugh. As he drove slowly, braking often, never making
more than a ridiculously slow six miles per hour for more than a minute
at a time, he listened to his lover teaching Georgie and Josie the words
of the song. He even found himself joining in with it. So did Carla. When
they ran out of verses of that song Stuart thought of another. It didn’t
quite relieve the tedium of the journey, but it helped the children.
“I never knew you had such a talent for entertaining kiddies!”
he said when they stopped singing to eat some of the rations while still
in the stopping and starting line of traffic.
“Neither did I,” Stuart answered cheerfully. “Maybe
I should get myself a clown outfit.”
“Not on my account,” Spenser replied. They laughed. Carla
managed to laugh with them. She had precious little reason to do so, but
she laughed. Spenser was glad. She was only with them for this day, until
they reached Edinburgh. After that, they would never see her again. But
he was glad they could relieve her burden for a little while.
Edinburgh was sixty miles from Berwick where they started at dawn. It
should have been a simple commuting time of a little over an hour.
Instead they limped into the aid station at just after seven o’clock
in the evening. Spenser was sick and tired of driving by then. Carla sighed
with relief when she was finally able to get out of the car and stand
up straight. The girls were asleep, either side of Stuart, who kept a
protective arm around each of them.
The aid station had all the same facilities as the one at Berwick including
decontamination showers, food and beds. But it had something else that
they hadn’t expected.
Armed guards patrolled the hastily assembled perimeter fence.
In a room with a television set and a collection of mismatched armchairs
in it that they rested in before bed, they found out why. There had been
riots in Edinburgh and Glasgow. The chief cause of concern was food. People
had grown tired of waiting in queues for emergency rations allocated by
the army. A supermarket that had remained closed since the imposition
of martial law and the nightly curfew to ensure public safety was smashed
into and people took anything they could grab from the food aisles. Soon
every food outlet in the city centre, from Greggs bakery to Pizza Hut,
was ransacked. Then rumours had started that the army were keeping massive
warehouses of food outside the city for the refugees coming up from England.
It didn’t take long for people to start complaining that these refugees
were getting preferential treatment, that Scotland was being overrun by
homeless ‘Sassenachs’.
That was all it took for the attitude towards those who had driven north
to harden. The army had responded by fencing in the aid station. Tomorrow,
the refugees were told, they would be split into parties and given armed
escort through the city and on to one of three resettlement centres, one
in Aberdeen, one in Dundee, and one in Inverness.
“We can’t leave the camp,” Spenser told Stuart as he
settled the two girls in their bed for the night. “We’ll have
to go with one of the convoys tomorrow.”
“Any one of those cities will be far enough out of the fallout zone.
We should be able to access the time circuits.”
“Yes. Once we’ve made sure the girls are safe.”
“Yes.”
Spenser left Stuart sitting on the edge of the camp bed telling the girls
a bedtime story. He seemed surprisingly comfortable doing that. The girls
snuggled together listening to him and the other conversations going on
around them in the dormitory sleeping over a hundred didn’t bother
them at all.
He needed the toilet. It was the first time all day he had given in to
that ordinary organic need. His Time Lord body could last for much longer
than Humans when it came to such things, but even he had limits.
When he stepped into the facility provided for the needs of hundreds of
men and boys, opposite the matching provision for the women and girls,
he heard a voice that chilled him. The voice was demanding. Another voice
was pleading.
“I have three children,” the pleading man begged. “If
you take our food rations...”
“Your food and your iodide, or your kids will get their throats
slit in the night,” the other man said coldly.
Spenser reached into his pocket for his sonic screwdriver. He considered
several possible modes. None of them were weapons as such. When Davie
built it for him, he adhered to The Doctor’s firm opinion that a
screwdriver was a tool not a weapon. But he also remembered that many
of the deadly weapons of oriental martial arts derived from agricultural
implements when peasants were not permitted to carry swords. Some of its
tool modes made effective weapons.
His tool of choice was a very strong electrical pulse. He leapt between
the two men and jammed the screwdriver against the bully’s chest
before pressing the button. The man screamed as a powerful shock jolted
his body. He slid to the floor whimpering.
“He won’t be bothering you again,” he said to the other
man. “But just in case, you and your family stick close to the guards
when you set off in the morning. Good luck to you.”
The man murmured his thanks and beat a hasty retreat from the toilet block.
Spenser turned to the one hunkered on the floor in a distressing puddle.
He put his hand on his forehead, intending to give him an emotional shock
as well as the physical one.
Instead, he got a shock himself. He saw the memories of a man who had
run a car off the road before shooting the driver and his wife and taking
everything of value on the black market from it.
Children weren’t of value on that market. They weren’t even
worth reloading his shotgun to finish them off.
Spenser’s blood boiled with rage, but he resisted the urge to beat
the cold-hearted murderer and bully to a pulp. He knew it would have given
him great immediate satisfaction, but he would regret it later.
“I don’t like violence,” he said. “I’ve
seen too much of it in my life. So I’m not going to do anything
to you. But I’m not letting you get away with murder.”
He pressed more firmly and forced his way into the murderer’s mind,
trying not to feel contaminated by him. He wasn’t taking anything
from that mind. He was putting something into it – a sense of disgust,
self-revulsion, and guilt that had been missing from the murderer’s
thoughts, from his soul, until then.
“That’s the sort of filth you are,” Spenser said as
he withdrew and turned away from the pathetic wreck of a man. “How
you choose to live with yourself from here on is up to you.”
What he meant, what he expected, was that the murderer’s newly found
conscience might lead him to confess his crimes to the authorities. That
really was all he intended him to do.
But as he settled into a narrow camp bed snuggled close to Stuart, who
kept his eyes on the sleeping girls in the next bed, there was a commotion
outside the dormitory. He closed his eyes and concentrated on the overlapping
voices. He gleaned the fact that a man had committed suicide by swallowing
more than a two day’s supply of potassium iodide at once. It was
the man he had confronted in the toilets.
He didn’t waste any time feeling guilty about driving him to such
a desperate act. If he had gone to the authorities and handed the man
over he would have been punished just as harshly. Under the emergency
provisions the death penalty was being enforced for looters, extortionists
and murderers. He took the easy way out.
Spenser pressed closer to his lover and let himself sleep with a clear
conscience.
In the early hours of the next morning they found out that they were expected
to drive to Inverness.
“There’s a boat waiting there,” they learnt. “Norway
has agreed to take displaced mothers and children.”
“Neither of us are mothers,” Spenser pointed out. The officer
in charge of the allocations actually seemed a little surprised by that
fact. He looked at Spenser, then Stuart who was holding onto both little
girls. Carla stood with them. The authorities at Edinburgh had assumed
her travel arrangements from yesterday would continue. Spenser certainly
wasn’t going to object to that. A boat waiting to take children
and pregnant women to a better life was an ideal resolution to the situation.
Afterwards, he and Stuart could consider their own options.
“Are you both qualified drivers?” the officer asked looking
at the two men.
“Yes,” Spenser replied. “But don’t ask either
of us to produce documents to prove it. The chaos these past couple of
days...”
Nobody needed to see documents. What they did need was a driver for a
minibus full of orphans going up to Inverness to meet that same boat.
The man who had been in charge of them since they set off from Morpeth
was ill. It was nothing to do with the fallout. He had been rushed to
hospital with a burst appendix and an armed guard in case anyone objected
to a refugee being given medical treatment.
Stuart volunteered to take charge of the minibus. Georgie and Josie immediately
decided that they, too, were travelling by minibus. They quietly commandeered
the front seat beside him. Spenser had no time to wonder about that because
he was being allocated two new passengers, a pair of nurses who were being
sent to join the boat exodus. With a pregnant lady in his passenger seat,
that seemed providential, but he found the next leg of the long trek a
little less agreeable than it had been before. He missed Stuart and he
missed the girls, too.
The Holden Commodore was at the front of the civilian convoy with an army
landrover and a Leyland four tonner ahead. The minibus was right behind
him and he was given to understand at least fifty more vehicles were following.
He fully believed that, but he wasn’t worried about them. For the
first time in days he wasn’t looking at an insane gridlock in front
of him. The road had been cleared of traffic. This convoy was the first
of a whole series that would be setting off at intervals through the day,
fully protected by the military. They were being held to a mere twenty-five
miles per hour, but that felt like a cracking pace after the slow crawl
of yesterday and the hundred and sixty mile journey would take a mere
six hours at this rate.
Twenty-five miles an hour was an easy drive. He felt safe to let his mind
reach out to the minibus behind him. He felt the familiar mind of his
lover, and the surprisingly cheerful minds of the children he was taking
care of. Stuart was leading another sing song, with Georgie and Josie
leading the chorus of orphans. He was thinking about something other than
dancing mice, though. The idea in his head didn’t entirely surprise
Spenser, and it made him even more anxious to get this journey over with
so he could talk to him about it.
It was an uneventful journey, at least. He was glad of that. They reached
Inverness at a little after midday. It was the first town they had actually
been allowed into since they were directed into the aid station by the
A1 at Alnwick. The locals who lined the streets watching them didn’t
seem especially hostile, but they weren’t welcoming them with open
arms, either. They seemed to regard them as an inconvenience to be endured.
They were directed to a car park beside the Firth of Moray where food
was allocated as it had been every day. Spenser sat with Stuart to eat
his ration. Something better than food was available to the children.
Here, in the Highlands of Scotland they were finally away from any risk
of radioactive fallout and they were allowed to play freely on a piece
of grass beside the car park. Stuart watched the orphans he had spent
the morning with, and the two girls who had been his responsibility for
a little longer than that.
“Norway will be a nice place for them,” he said. “Apparently
there are people willing to foster them all. They’ll be happy.”
“So I understand. Carla is going to be lodged with a family while
her baby is born. She’ll be able to find a job and take care of
herself and the child.”
“So there’s nothing stopping us seeing if we can get home.”
“We could have done that yesterday,” Spenser admitted. “We
were clear enough of the radiation by the time we reached Edinburgh. The
circuit would have worked.”
“I... thought that might have been so. But... we couldn’t
have left until they were all safe. Carla and the girls.”
“Exactly.”
Stuart was quiet for a few minutes, watching the children playing.
“You know... I was thinking... about when I was a boy... growing
up over a pub. It wasn’t a bad childhood. The playground by the
beer garden... dad always told me to share the swings with the other kids
who came to play, but it still felt like my swings, and I was letting
them play with me.”
“I had a whole manor garden to play in,” Spenser said. “I
would climb trees and run about all day. I was happy enough.”
“You don’t have a manor garden any more. Most of it’s
fallen into the sea in the centuries since you were a boy. And unless
you want to build a really big fence, what you have left is not safe for
raising a family.”
“So you think I should leave my rambling fifteenth century manor
house and come and live with you over the pub?”
“Only if you want to. I don’t want you to feel pressurised.”
“You’re right about the fence.”
“So, we’re agreed?”
“If we let them get on the boat with the other kids, they’ll
be going to a good place. They’ll be taken care of. We know that
for certain.”
“Yes.”
“I can’t say the same. I can’t guarantee, one hundred
per cent, that I can get us back home safely. We might not see your pub
garden again...”
“I trust you. Come on, let’s call the girls and get out of
here.”
Josie and Georgie were a little perplexed to discover that they weren’t
going on a boat with the other children, after all. But as long as they
were with Stuart and Spenser they appeared to deal with the disappointment.
Stuart sat with them in the back of the car, making sure their seatbelts
were firmly buckled. Spenser started the car. One of the convoy guards
started to approach. The car wasn’t meant to be moved, yet. Spenser
ignored his order to halt and accelerated towards the compound gate before
engaging the time circuit. The two girls looked at the strange swirling
mist outside the car curiously. They weren’t frightened even when
the electricity arced and spat around them. It was a kind of adventure,
possibly even more exciting than a boat trip to Norway.
Then the mist cleared. Spenser hit the brake. He looked out of the window
at a car park beside the Moray Firth. It was early evening in spring.
The sunset was quite spectacular.
“Are we in our own timeline?” Stuart asked. “It’s
kind of hard to tell.”
Spenser didn’t answer. He reached for his mobile phone and made
a call.
“Davie,” he said when it was answered. “Can you do me
a big favour? Stuart and I are in Inverness and we don’t feel like
driving home.”
By TARDIS, the journey back to Embley took a matter of minutes. Stuart
fetched drinks out to the beer garden and then went to push the girls
on the swings in the play area. Spenser watched them with a satisfied
smile on his face.
“It was a dangerous thing to do,” Davie admonished him. “You
not only took the children from their own time, but you took them from
an alternative timeline. Do you know how many of the old Laws of Time
you’ve broken?”
“Not as many as my father broke for far less noble reasons,”
Spenser answered.
“That’s hardly an excuse.”
“If I didn’t bring them... I think Stuart might have left
me and gone to Norway with them, instead. He got really attached to them.”
“That’s a slightly better excuse. It wouldn’t have cut
any ice with the old Time Lords of Gallifrey, mind you. But... I suppose
I can retro organise a couple of birth certificates and some adoption
papers.”
“I hadn’t thought that far ahead,” Spenser admitted
“Then leave that to me. You look after those poor kids.” Davie
grinned at his friend. “Between my brother who goes off to the asteroid
belt and comes back a dad, and the two of you... am I the only one who
still has a family the old fashioned way?”