The TARDIS materialised in the main foyer of the sprawling London railway
terminus that would come to be known as Waterloo Station but at this time
was commonly called Central. Although the station was busy, nobody noticed
the unusual arrival. Nobody thought it a conspicuous object that had no
business being there. It looked, on the outside, like a police public
call box from rural England in the 1950s, and this was London in 1868,
but nobody was worried.
Nobody paid any attention when the door opened and four people –
two adults and two children – stepped out.
“Wow!” Jackie de Lœngbærrow exclaimed as she looked around
at the busy station and noticed the many ways the Victorian building was
just the same in her own time and the very many ways it was different.
There were no electronic departure and arrival boards, no cash machines
and photo-booths. There were a lot of porters in neat uniforms ready to
help passengers with their luggage. There were people of different classes,
identifiable by their clothes and their manners. Those in the better clothes,
accustomed to giving orders, summoned the porters with a wave of the hand.
The lower classes in cheap clothes with less colour in them carried their
own bags.
Christopher summoned a porter for the carpet bag that he brought out of
the TARDIS containing a change of clothes for each of them. Then he took
hold of his son’s hand. Jackie reached for her grandson, Peter.
At five going on six, he was a year and a half older than her little boy,
even though they were soul mates in the nursery. He was playing the role
of young gentleman of quality and for a moment didn’t want to hold
his grandmother’s hand. Then he remembered that he WAS only five
going on six and he clung to her gladly as they followed the porter out
into the crisp, cold December afternoon that was rapidly turning to evening.
“There’s no snow,” Jackie said as she looked around
at the street outside. “I thought there would be snow at Christmas
in this time. I always thought... when you see films...”
“When you see films they were made much later than this and the
snow is fake along with everything else,” Christopher pointed out.
“Besides, it’s cold enough. It might snow, yet.”
He looked up at the pearl grey clouds that covered the sky. On the southern
plains of Gallifrey he would have been able to smell the tang of snow
in the air. But in London at the height of the coal burning industrial
era his nostrils were assailed by too many other smells.
“I hope it does,” Jackie said. “I really wanted it to
snow for Christmas. It hardly ever did when I was a kid in the twenty-first
century. It was always drizzle or sleet. And we’ve only had one
proper snowy Christmas in the twenty-third century, the Christmas Garrick
was born. Before then, there wasn’t one for decades. Not since before
the Dalek invasion. Somebody said so on the TV the other day.”
“It’s a good job I’m running an aural perception filter,”
Christopher said. “Daleks, television....” He lifted the two
boys into the waiting horse drawn cab and then helped Jackie climb up
in the long skirt she was unaccustomed to wearing. She winced as she sat
down.
“Rose was right about wearing modern corsetry with a dress like
this,” she said. “Much less painful than the contemporary
stuff. But it’s still hard work.”
Christopher smiled and slipped his arm around her waist as he sat beside
her in the cab. The tight corset gave her the figure she used to have
when she was twenty years younger and the early Victorian velvet brocade
dress suited her very well in his opinion.
“You look like a lady of Gallifrey in that outfit,” he told
her. “Fit for a reception in the Panopticon itself.”
“Good enough for Christmas Eve with Lady Whatsername, then?”
“Absolutely,” Christopher replied. “Though when we get
there, try to remember her name. Lady Charlotte Longmount of Longmount
House, Richmond upon Thames.”
Garrick and Peter both laughed. Right here and now, in 1868, it was Longmount
House. But three hundred years in the future its name was changed to Mount
Lœng House. Both boys were both born there. It was their home.
They were actually going to spend Christmas as guests in their own home!
Christopher had brought Jackie to this era several times before. Victorian
society with its complicated hierarchy and manners reminded him of how
he lived on Gallifrey as a member of the aristocracy of the Southern Continent.
He borrowed his father’s TARDIS and travelled back to Victorian
London to attend dinner parties and go to the theatre and become known
by people of quality who readily extended invitations to him and his wife.
With a little Power of Suggestion Christopher had made them think that
he and Jackie had a country home in Kent and they were accepted as equals
by the society ladies and gentlemen of Victorian Edwardian London.
But this was the first time they had been guests of Lord and Lady Longmount.
It was a startling but rather exciting idea. One that was worth being
dressed in very uncomfortable trousers and waistcoats and tight shoes
for the evening. They didn’t talk much out loud, but they were having
a non-stop conversation telepathically as they travelled through London,
picking out those landmarks they recognised and those they didn’t
because time – or Daleks - had erased them completely.
Jackie enjoyed riding in a horse drawn cab, wrapped in a warm blanket.
Even without snow Victorian London with ladies in wide dresses and gentlemen
in frock coats and top hats looked like an old fashioned Christmas card
to her. The gas lamps that were lit as the sun went down and darkness
fell added to the feeling of Christmas Eve drawing in.
It didn’t escape her notice that not everyone WAS in top hats and
frock coats. There were plenty of lower class people in the streets. Some
of them were doing all right. The man selling hot chestnuts had a good
thick coat on him and most of his customers were wrapped up well. So were
the barrow boys and barrow men who sold fruit and vegetables in the street
and the boy with a huge basket of deliveries.
But from time to time she spotted a ragged figure in the shadows, somebody
whose clothes couldn’t possibly keep them warm in the cold December
day, let alone now it was getting darker and colder. Her romantic wish
for a white Christmas seemed rather selfish when she saw people like the
girl selling matches on the corner of Westminster Bridge. She looked absolutely
perishing in a thin dress and a bit of a shawl and a pair of wooden clogs
over thin and hole-ridden stockings.
And though Jackie was no historian of working class life, she knew the
match seller was not the worst off. She had a job, she could buy food
and would have somewhere to sleep. This was a time when people with none
of those things lived in workhouses like in Oliver Twist or died huddled
in closed doorways in unforgiving streets.
“Jackie, my love,” Christopher whispered to her. “Your
sympathy for the destitute of old London town does you credit. But there
is precious little you can do about it. Don’t let it spoil your
enjoyment of the abundant warmth and food we will be enjoying with our
hosts, tonight.”
“I won’t,” she replied. “But... you know, I come
from the working class. I was never homeless and I was never as cold as
that girl is, but there were times... when Rose was little and I was on
my own in that flat, and money was short... and I don’t forget those
times, even though I’m well off, now.”
“That’s why I love you, Jackie,” her Time Lord husband
told her and leaned close to kiss her on the cheek. She smiled back at
him and then turned her attention to her son as he asked to sit on her
knee. Peter, her grandson, was pretending to be manly in his smart suit
and sitting on her knee was too childish for him. Usually Garrick would
do his best to match Peter in everything he did, but he wasn’t going
to let the opportunity for a cuddle escape him.
Garrick drifted off to sleep in her arms before the cab journey was over.
Peter stayed awake and alert, watching the view out of the cab window.
When they turned through the gates into the tree-lined driveway to Longmount
House he laughed gleefully.
“The grounds are much bigger, now, of course,” Christopher
commented. “There were houses built on eighteen acres on the east
side during the early twenty-first century. The owner at the time needed
to free up some cash so he sold the plot for development.”
“Chris has his Sanctuary on a chunk of it, and there’s still
plenty of garden for us,” Jackie added. “Come on, Garrick,
lovey, wakey wakey. We’re there.”
Garrick woke as she climbed out of the cab with him in her arms. The cold
air bit his face and he complained about it. But they weren’t outside
for long. By the time they reached the door, it had been opened by a liveried
butler who bowed as he ushered them in.
The front door led into a familiar hallway with unfamiliar furnishings
and décor. The twenty-third century version had light coloured
walls and lots of mirrors that brightened it. The nineteenth century hallway
had wallpaper of a dark green pattern and lots of dark brown wood. It
had been decorated for Christmas with boughs of holly and ivy which, being
shades of green and brown, made the hallway look like a bower in the middle
of a dark forest.
It was warm, though, and so was the welcome they received from Lady Charlotte
and Sir Henry Longmount, who were delighted to meet their friends from
numerous social occasions as well as their two sons. A boy of Peter’s
age shyly stepped from behind his father and was introduced as the Honourable
Henry Longmount Junior. He took two hesitant steps more and reached out
his hand to shake with Peter and Garrick. Peter was every bit the young
diplomat, following in his older brother’s footsteps, but Garrick
was having an attack of shyness himself and only remembered what he had
to do after Peter prompted him telepathically.
“I’ve got a rocking horse,” the Honourable Henry Junior
announced. “Would you like to see?”
Peter and Garrick both had rocking horses among their many toys, but they
were curious to see what sort of toys a Victorian boy had. They let themselves
be shown the way upstairs. A nursemaid in a neat uniform followed them
while the adults went to the drawing room. Christopher smiled as he felt
a telepathic flash of excitement. Henry Junior’s playroom was the
very same room as their own.
“Enjoy yourselves, boys,” Christopher told his brother and
son and then left them to their play. Telepathic conversation always left
his eyes a little glazed and he didn’t want to look as if he wasn’t
paying attention to his hosts and the other guests at this elegant Christmas
Eve dinner party.
Jackie thought again of those ragged people in the shadows when she sat
at the dinner table and looked at the rich food it was laden with. There
were roast birds, of course, not just a huge goose, but pheasant and partridge,
a huge joint of beef and a whole suckling pig, complete with an apple
in its mouth. There were dishes of vegetables and sauces, salmon mousse
and some foods Jackie didn’t even know the name for, and all of
it delicious.
The guests ate their fill and talked merrily as they did so. The men were
full of politics, of which Christopher proved perfectly capable of holding
his own, having studied the issues of the time and the names of the political
figures of note. Jackie talked with the ladies at the table about clothes
and children among other things. Lady Longmount talked at length about
Henry Junior’s accomplishments. Jackie noted that her ladyship was
about her age – mid 40s. Henry was obviously her last chance to
have a child. She was proud and protective of him. Jackie thought she
could understand that. Garrick was not her only child, but he was her
second chance at parenthood and she loved him dearly. It was a bit of
a surprise to her to find that she and the Lady of the House in this time
had so much in common. Lady Longmount was born an aristocrat, of course.
Jackie became one by marriage. She always felt slightly inferior even
when she was dressed in velvet and wearing pearls as she was today.
But when she realised that much about her hostess, she realised that she
had no need to feel inferior or to be intimidated by the titles of people
around her. She was as good as any of them.
After the dinner they returned to the drawing room for an evening entertaining
each other. Lady Longmount was an accomplished pianist, and played for
her guests. Her friend, Lady Ascot, was a fine singer and accompanied
her in several sets. Jackie was proud when Christopher sang in his turn.
He had a soft baritone voice that suited the love ballad that he sang.
The fact that it was written in the 1930s by Cole Porter didn’t
seem to matter. The audience appreciated his efforts.
Sir Henry didn’t sing. He read a portion of the Bible that described
the birth about which they were celebrating this night. Jackie was a little
surprised. She had never really heard people read the Bible aloud outside
of a church. But everyone else seemed satisfied by it.
Another guest sang and then Jackie found herself in the spotlight. She
had no idea what she ought to do. She certainly wasn’t going to
try to sing. She had a bit of a voice, but not one she wanted to share
with anyone else. Then Sir Henry asked her if she knew A Christmas Carol
by Charles Dickens and handed her a copy. She looked at it doubtfully
at first. She knew the story, but mostly from the film version with Michael
Caine and the Muppets. She had never read the book in her life. But she
looked through it and found a piece that looked familiar and began to
read. She thought as she read about the similarities and the obvious differences
between the original text and the Muppet version and forgot to be nervous.
She was almost sorry when she came to the end of the passage and received
the gentle applause of the other guests.
Somebody else sang as she sat down again with Christopher. Then a young
woman who was introduced to her as The Honourable Penelope Howard read
from another book.
This was a story Jackie knew from television rather than reading the book,
too. The Little Match Girl by Hans Anderson. She recalled the animated
version of it that was almost always on TV at Christmas when she was young.
It was a magical story with visions of Christmas seen in the glow of the
matches. It had seemed a perfect Christmas story to her.
But was the version she saw on TV changed, sanitised, for the sensitive
modern viewer? As Honourable Penelope came to the part where the dead
grandmother came to take the Match Girl to heaven and the passers by found
her frozen body, Jackie thought about it again. She was almost certain
the version she saw had a happy ending. It must have been rewritten.
What a horrible story it was, after all. And the company she was with
thought it suitable for Christmas Eve.
Her thoughts went to the match seller on Westminster Bridge, and the other
waifs and strays she had seen with her own eyes. It wasn’t a story
for them. It was a reality. That girl she saw could be dead of the cold
by morning and she, along with everyone else, had passed her by.
Jackie stood up from the comfortable chair near to a roaring fire where
she was sitting. She told Christopher she was going to look in on the
children. He smiled warmly and held her hand for a few seconds before
letting her go. She was sure he understood her feelings. He had probably
seen the thoughts in her mind. He knew she needed to get out of that room
full of comfortable, well fed people for a little while.
She crept up the stairs and found the nursery exactly where she expected
it to be. There were two such rooms in Mount Lœng House, of course,
the one that the two boys shared and the one where Rose’s little
ones slept. They were rarely left in their nursery to their own devices.
During the day they played in the garden if it was fine or in the drawing
room if it wasn’t. Young Carya with her baby and Brenda with the
smile of an expectant young mother were usually around and Susan was often
there, too. There was always somebody keeping an eye on them. But Peter
and Garrick liked the privacy of their own room where they played their
own games and were more like brothers than uncle and nephew or whatever
their actual relationship was.
She opened the door to their room and saw them playing with Honourable
Henry Junior, who had a toy train that they were pushing around the room.
The nursemaid was sitting in the corner sewing something. She looked up
from her work and told the boys that they had to get into their nightclothes
in ten more minutes then carried on sewing.
Jackie came into the room and sat watching them play until the ten minutes
were up. She helped Garrick into the flannelette nightshirt that was the
usual nightwear for children of this time. Peter undressed himself, determined
to prove himself a grown up boy, but he didn’t mind when Jackie
tucked him up in a big bed that he was sharing with Garrick for this night.
Honourable Henry was put to bed by his nursemaid who bent and kissed his
forehead. Jackie kissed her son and grandson and told them goodnight.
“It’ll be Christmas Day when you wake up,” she told
them.
“Not really, grandma Jackie,” Peter whispered back. “This
is only a pretend Christmas. Our real one will be when we get home to
our own time.”
“Well, it’ll be A Christmas Day,” she assured them.
“Christmas 1868. You get to see what that Christmas Day was like.”
“Why are you sad, mummy?” Garrick asked her, reaching out
and touching her face.
“I’m not,” she answered. “I heard a sad story
before. But I’m all right. You go to sleep, now, my pets.”
“Goodnight,” Peter said. “Merry Christmas, even if it
isn’t the real one.”
She left the room and went downstairs. She was going to return to the
party, but something kept her from stepping into the drawing room again.
Instead, she went down the passage beside the stairs and then down a short
flight of steps that brought her to the kitchen.
It was a big room, well scrubbed and full of good smells of food. There
were three young women in maids uniforms around the big table and a young
footman. A plump cook was packing a basket with food. Jackie listened
to what she had to say as she did so.
“You take this to your mum, Mary-Anne. Five young mouths to feed
on the shilling you take home... and it’s Christmas... These morsels
will brighten the day up for them.”
“Thank you, Mrs Brady,” said the youngest of the maids. “It’s
kind of you.”
“It’s the least a Christian body can do,” Mrs Brady
replied. “I just wish we could feed a few more hungry mouths with
what’s here. Them upstairs have feasted. Those of us down here in
the kitchen have had our fill, and there’s still a mountain of it.
Here, take some more, Mary-Anne. Do you think your brothers and sisters
would like what’s left of the salmon mousse? I’ll have to
throw it away otherwise. It’ll go off. Let me put it in an old pudding
basin. You won’t want to be carrying that crystal bowl around the
street.”
Mary-Anne looked dubious about the salmon mousse. She said it might be
a bit rich for her family.
“Happen it will,” the cook admitted. “I must say it’s
not to my taste, either. A pair of kippers or a smoked herring is my idea
of a bit of fish. But a little treat won’t hurt them. Go on, now,
girl. You slip off before the snow starts to come down. You’ll be
home in half an hour with your family, where a body ought to be on this
night.”
The maid ran to fetch her coat and hat and a warm woollen scarf and wrapped
herself up before she went out into the cold night.
As she did so, a man came into the kitchen. He was wearing a thick overcoat
and hat and carrying what looked like a bundle of rags until he put the
slightly built girl onto a chair by the kitchen fire.
“Saints alive, Mr Baker,” cried the cook. “Where did
you find her?”
“By the front gate,” replied Mr Baker, the butler who had
opened the door to them earlier and had been present during the dinner
pouring wine and instructing the maids to remove the plates between courses.
“I don’t know where she was trying to go, but she would never
have got there. She’s half frozen and it hasn’t even started
snowing, yet.”
“Pour a cup of tea, Sarah,” said the cook to one of the maids.
“Sweeten it with a spoon of honey and put in some milk. Maggie,
where’s that plate of quails eggs that was left over from the dinner
party. They’ll be easy for her to swallow to start with, then we
can get some proper food into her.”
Nobody in the kitchen had noticed Jackie, yet. She watched quietly as
the cook wrapped a blanket around the girl and helped her drink some hot,
sweet tea before inviting her to try eating some of the small hard-boiled
eggs that the guests at dinner had not finished. She ate a few and drank
more tea before a plate containing cuts of meat from all of the joints
and a slice of veal pie was placed in front of her. She looked at the
food dubiously at first, then slowly took the fork offered to her and
began to eat.
She almost dropped the plate in shock when she looked up and saw Jackie
at the door. The butler turned and crossed the floor in an instant. Of
course, he recognised her at once as one of the guests of his employers.
“Madam,” he said. “This isn’t...”
“I can see what it is,” Jackie replied, stepping into the
kitchen properly. “It’s all right. I’m not here to make
trouble. It’s nice of you to look after that girl. And the maid,
before, Mary-Anne. Does Sir Henry know you let the staff take food home?”
“What Sir Henry doesn’t know won’t hurt him,”
the cook said. “Even if Mary-Anne’s little brothers and sisters
came around this table and ate till they were sick there’d still
be enough left for the cold collation for supper, later.”
“What? Sir Henry expects us to be hungry again tonight? After all
we had to eat already? I don’t think I could fit another morsel
into this corset.”
Sarah the maid laughed at that comment, then looked scandalised at herself
for daring to laugh in front of one of her betters.
“Is there any more tea where that cup there came from?” Jackie
asked, pulling out a chair and sitting at the table. “All that wine
and sherry is fine and all, but I prefer a nice cup of tea any day.”
“Let me get it, madam,” Sarah said, as if to redeem her manners.
“None of that ‘madam’ nonsense, either,” Jackie
insisted. “Just so you know, I wasn’t born a ‘Ladyship’.
My Christopher’s a real gentleman, and he gave me a life I never
could have dreamt of. But I’ve done cleaning in kitchens like this
to make ends meet. I’m more one of you down here than one of them
up there, really.”
“I thought as much from your way of talking, madam,” Mrs Brady
said. “If you’ll pardon me saying so.” She was putting
a plateful of sweet treats into the hands of the waif by the fire, now,
candied fruits and a portion of a huge whipped cream dessert that had
been on the laden table earlier. “Your Lordship sounds like a good
man. Not that Sir Henry isn’t generous in his own way. He’s
a decent Christian gentleman and good enough to us below stairs. And Lady
Charlotte is a kind soul. We’ve no complaints, madam.”
“Call me Jackie,” she insisted. “No more of this ‘madam’
business.” She took the cup of tea offered to her by Sarah and drank
it gratefully. As she did, she glanced up at the window. “Oh, it’s
snowing,” she said. “Quite hard, too. I hope Mary-Anne is
nearly home by now.” She glanced at the girl by the fire. “It’s
lucky for her Mr Baker found her. She’d be dead by now. And on Christmas
Eve of all days.”
“Any day is a bad day to freeze to death,” Mrs Brady said.
“Sometimes it seems like there’s too many without a bite to
eat.” Again her eyes turned towards the table full of food.
“I know we shouldn’t question the plan the Lord God made for
any of us,” she added. “And I’ve no cause to complain,
myself. I’ve got a good position here in Sir Henry’s household
and I don’t want for nothing, and its true that some of those who
go hungry do so because they’re too lazy to work and some fall on
hard times through sin...” She looked at the girl by the fire. “But
I don’t know what sin she could have done, and I don’t blame
her for not wanting to go to the workhouse. But what will come of her,
I don’t know.”
“She hasn’t said anything,” Jackie noted. “Poor
thing. She must be scared out of her wits.” She moved closer to
the girl and reached out a hand to her. She shrank back at first, but
then let Jackie hold her hand. It was warm, now. But so small. Jackie
tried to guess how old she was. She might have been anywhere from eleven
to eighteen. Her thin body and wasted face with shadows under her eyes
was impossible to judge any closer. Her dress and shawl were thin with
use and her feet were wrapped in rags in a poor attempt to protect them
from the elements. She looked tired beyond all reason and even the meal
she had just eaten was not enough to fill out her flesh.
And Mrs Brady thought this was part of God’s plan?
Did people really believe that in this time? That God decided to make
Sir Henry Longmount rich and make Mrs Brady and Mr Baker, and Mary-Anne,
Sarah and Maggie his servants, and this little waif homeless and cold?
Did they really believe that there was a plan in all that, and that they
should just accept it?
It made even less sense to her than the people in the early twenty-first
century who assumed everyone on her council estate was a workshy scrounger
living off the hard-working taxpayers.
“Jackie?” She looked up at the sound of her own name spoken
softly by her own husband. Mrs Brady was almost having palpitations, now.
Giving Jackie a cup of tea at the table was one thing. But now a born
gentleman was standing there in the kitchen. It was unthinkable. “Sir
Henry and his guests are singing Christmas hymns around the piano. They
didn’t notice you were gone. But I did. Are you all right?”
“Yes, I’m fine,” she answered. “More worried about
this one.”
Christopher looked surprised, as if the waif by the fire had escaped his
notice until Jackie drew his attention to her. He looked at her and then
knelt by her side and took her tiny hand in his. He closed his eyes as
if in concentration. Sarah, the maid looked at him and murmured something
about him having second sight. Mrs Brady crossed herself and told Sarah
not to speak of Ungodly things, but Jackie knew that was exactly what
he was doing. He was reading her mind, finding out who she was and where
she came from, and, quite possibly, where she was destined to go.
When he was done, his expression was one of surprise. He reached and kissed
the girl on the cheek, then stood up and looked around the room.
“Mrs Brady, your piety does you credit, and you are, truly, a Christian
woman in the true sense of that word. Your kindness to this little one
proves that. But would you be willing to accept that there are more things
between Heaven and Earth than are in your understanding?”
“I... wouldn’t presume to know more than my betters, sir,”
Mrs Brady replied.
“Mr Baker, you too are a good man. You could have walked on by and
left her to die.”
“Not upon my soul, I couldn’t,” the butler replied.
“Sir...”
“Sarah, open the back door there, will you,” Christopher said.
“And wait a minute or two. You’ll see something that will
surprise you all.”
Mr Baker looked at Christopher and wondered how a gentleman from upstairs
knew all their names then he nodded to the girl. Downstairs, he was the
boss, and she waited for his approval before obeying his Lordship’s
instruction. She opened the door wide. A blast of air with the tang of
falling snow fought with the heat of the kitchen fire. Jackie in her velvet
gown and Sarah, in her maid’s uniform, stood by the door and looked
out. They were the first to see something unusual.
“A star,” Sarah said, pointing to the bright light above the
kitchen garden. “But it can’t be.”
It couldn’t be a star. She was right about that. The cloud cover
was complete. But the light grew brighter and it seemed to be coming closer.
“An angel?” the girl added, her voice dropping to an awestruck
whisper. Jackie had some other ideas about it. After all, she had travelled
in time and space. She knew there were all sorts of things out there.
It would have worried her if Christopher wasn’t standing there in
the kitchen smiling softly as if he knew exactly what was going on.
And the three creatures whose feet eventually touched the snow-covered
ground certainly looked like angels except that they didn’t have
any wings. They were one male and two females, all beautiful, dressed
in white robes. They glowed as if they had a source of light within them
and smiled serenely as they walked towards the door.
Jackie turned at the sound of Mrs Brady’s voice. She had exclaimed
and begun reciting a prayer. Sarah and Maggie did, too. Jackie was almost
tempted to join them. The waif sitting by the fire was glowing with the
same internal light as the ‘angels’ as they stepped into the
kitchen and came close to her. She stood up, throwing off the blanket
that had kept her warm. Beneath, she was wearing white robes.
“She is one of us,” said the male ‘angel’ in a
soft voice that silenced the prayers. The servants of Sir Henry Longmount
watched and listened in awestruck wonder. “We are the Dulciem,”
he added. “Our sister came among you to find out what manner of
people you are... whether kind and generous of spirit and worthy of our
friendship, or cold and cruel as so many races can be.”
“You mean you would judge all humans based on how one of you was
treated by them?” Jackie asked. “So... if people were kind
to her... we’d all be ok. But if they were mean...”
“Many of the humans were cruel to me,” the former waif said.
“I was spoken to harshly and some men were... frightening. And I
could find no food or shelter among them until that man there brought
me here.” She pointed to Mr Baker, and he gasped as the Dulciem
turned to look at him. For a brief moment, he glowed as if he had received
a special blessing from them. Mrs Brady received the same blessing, and
the two maids who had brought her food.
“Humans are neither wholly good or wholly bad,” Christopher
said. “They cannot be judged on the actions of one, or even a few.
Some of those who didn’t help your sister were not bad people. They
were simply too busy or pre-occupied to take notice of her. Others...
yes, she encountered some dark souls, and I am sorry for that. But she
also found these good people, here, who, in some part, mitigate the others,
I hope.”
The Dulciem nodded as if acknowledging Christopher’s words of wisdom.
“We understand that the Human race is not to be judged as other
races might be judged. But the presence of so much darkness here disturbs
us. We fear for the good souls. We would take them away from this place
to where they can live in tranquillity away from that darkness.”
“Eh?” Mrs Brady stopped being in awe of the Dulciem and instead
became questioning. “Do you mean me and Mr Baker and the girls,
here? You want to take us away?”
“You have proved yourself worthy. You will come to live among us
in grace.”
“You mean... like heaven?” Jackie asked. “You’re
going to take them to heaven?”
“That is a Human word,” the male Dulciem answered. “But
it describes our world well enough.”
Sarah and Maggie burst into tears. Mrs Brady stood her ground. So did
Mr Baker.
“I’ve hopes to get to paradise when I’m ready,”
the cook said. “I’ve led a god-fearing life, and I have every
expectation. But I’m not about to make that journey right now, if
it’s all the same to you.”
Mr Baker expressed the view that he was happy with his life on planet
Earth, too. The two maids were far too scared to say anything.
“You can’t do that, either,” Jackie told the Dulciem.
“This world... it has good people and bad people and lots of people
inbetween. If you took all the good ones away, what would happen?”
“The people inbetween would have no good examples and would fall
prey to the base elements,” Christopher said in reply. The Dulciem
accepted that, too. The idea that there was nobody on Earth they could
reward with a life of bliss on their paradise world seemed to upset them,
though. Then Jackie spoke again.
“That blasted story,” she said. “It’s been in
my head all evening, one way or another. That girl on the bridge, then
Lady whatsit reading the bloody thing. And Mary-Anne with her basket of
food to feed her family. Then this one by the fire. Look, if you want
to take anyone to your planet from this one... it’s snowing, it’s
freezing outside and there are people out there who will die if somebody
doesn’t help them. Go... and... and... give the Little Match Girl
a happy ending after all. Get there BEFORE she dies and sort it out. Her...
and any others you find who won’t make it through the night. And...
look, don’t be too judgemental. If you find a cold, huddled soul
who might have stolen a loaf of bread to feed himself, don’t ignore
that one. Things are not always black and white on this planet.”
Even Christopher couldn’t add anything to what she had said. He
took her hand and held it as the four Dulciem bowed to them.
“It shall be so,” said the elder Dulciem before they turned
and walked away. The two maids remembered how to use their legs in time
to reach the door and see them rise up into the sky, glowing like a Christmas
star for a brief moment.
“Shut the door, Sarah,” Mrs Brady said. “Come and sit
down at the table. I think we all need a cup of tea after all of that.
I don’t know, I really don’t know what to make of it all.
What were they? Angels or what?”
“Mrs Brady, if you want to believe they were angels, then that’s
what they are,” Christopher told her. “My wife would like
to have a cup of tea, too, I think. But I’m going to have to deny
her that treat. We must go back upstairs before we’re missed and
she’ll have to make do with a glass of sherry. Merry Christmas to
you all and peace be with you.”
Jackie was reluctant to leave the kitchen, but he insisted. Before they
returned to the drawing room full of music and laughter they paused in
the quiet hallway. Christopher drew his wife into his arms and kissed
her.
“That story really bothered you, didn’t it?” he said.
“Yes,” she said. “Yes, it did.”
“I like your version of it. Well done. Come on, now and have that
glass of sherry and join in the carols.”
“Ok,” she answered. “But I really would prefer a cup
of tea, you know.”
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