Chris Campbell was enjoying a quiet private
meditation in the room given over to that discipline in his Sanctuary.
He was not so deep into his trance, though, that he didn’t notice
when somebody entered into his quiet place. He opened his eyes and looked
at his brother kneeling in front of him. He looked agitated. He looked
as if he had been running. He sounded out of breath.
“Not exactly the frame of mind for meditation,” Chris said
as he reached out and placed his hands over his brother’s hearts,
carefully steadying them. “What’s happened? I thought you
were just taking your TARDIS out for a few hours to calibrate the temporal
manifolds.”
“I… was,” Davie managed to say. “Only… Chris…
you tell me… how long have I been gone?” He grasped his brother’s
hand and pressed it against his chest again. “How old am I, now?”
“You’re the same age as me in real time,” Chris answered.
“But according to your body clock, you’re… twenty-seven
years eight months by a standard Earth calendar. Which just goes to show
how often you’ve been outside your natural timeline doing all that
endurance car racing.”
“Still only twenty-seven?” he queried. “Are you sure?”
“I’m sure. I’ve been keeping a count. I don’t
want you to get too far ahead of me. Why? How old do you think you should
be?”
“About fifty-two,” Davie answered. “I thought I’d
been gone much longer…”
“Twenty-five years longer? In only two hours?” Chris shook
his head. “No. Your body clock is more or less in synch. You don’t
even have jet lag. What on Earth made you think….”
“It felt so real,” Davie told him. “I really thought
it was real. It couldn’t just be a dream… I really felt as
if…. I couldn’t have just dreamt him…. He was so…
Everything I felt about him…”
“Davie, I’m the daydreamer who thinks in abstract clouds.
You’re the practical one.”
“Not just now, I’m not,” Davie responded. “I’m
not even sure I can trust my mind right now. Chris… help me…”
“Granddad says those are two words he never refuses. As if I could
refuse you anything, anyway.”
“Then look into my memories and tell me if what’s there…
the things I’m remembering in so much detail… tell me if they’re
real or not.”
“Lie down,” Chris said. “Relax. You’re still wound
up like a coil. I hardly dare look into your mind right now. It’s
too active.”
Davie laid himself down on the cool floor of the meditation room. His
brother knelt above him and put his hands either side of his head. He
didn’t even attempt to reach into his mind, yet. He was afraid to
try until he calmed him a little. He made him breathe slowly and steadily
and gently soothed him until he felt he could touch his short term memories
without unsettling his own mind.
“Davie!” Even when he did risk touching his brother’s
thoughts he found a confusion. “Where did all this come from…
so many memories. Who is…”
There was a name that stood out from the confusion. Chris fixed on it.
“Who is Kit Nova?” he asked.
“I am,” Davie answered. “At least… I think I am…
or was…”
“Your thoughts are like a jumbled ball of yarn,” Chris told
him. “Find the start and maybe we can unravel it.”
“The start… that’s easy. It started with me going solo
in my TARDIS for the first time in years…”
Spenser was away. He had taken Stuart for a time trip in the Holden Commodore.
Spenser enjoyed co-piloting the Chinese TARDIS, but he had no desire to
own one of his own. Instead Davie had given him his latest time car and
he and Stuart had developed an interesting weekend hobby visiting Northumbrian
seaside resorts in their past and future.
Brenda was away, too. Rose, Jackie and Susan had taken their combined
brood of children to Brighton for the weekend and Brenda and Carya had
both elected to join them. Brenda enjoyed being with the women, especially
now, when she was beginning to feel the symptoms of early pregnancy and
needed the reassurance of three women who had been through it all before.
Of course, if he’d asked, Chris would happily have joined him for
an afternoon among the stars. Even The Doctor or Christopher might have
liked the idea. But he didn’t ask them. He decided, perhaps a little
stubbornly, that if he couldn’t be with either Spenser or Brenda
he would rather be alone.
Why not, after all? The Doctor used to travel all over the universe alone
when he had nobody else to accompany him. In fact, it used to be one of
the Laws of Time that unauthorised passengers were not allowed to travel
in a TARDIS.
He reminded himself that he was happy to be out among the stars on his
own, free to explore wherever and whatever he chose.
“A quick adventure and home for tea,” he said as he selected
a random temporal and spatial co-ordinate. Of course, he would probably
be gone for more than a couple of hours. He rarely made any trip in his
TARDIS in real time these days. Chris was always taking him to task about
it, complaining about how the few minutes between their birth as identical
twins was now stretched to several impossible years by all his excursions
in time and space. But he wasn’t worried. He was a Time Lord. He
had millennia to live. So did Chris. A few years either way didn’t
matter.
He came out of the vortex above a very lovely planet called Erigae. It
had two suns and five moons and an unspoiled ecology. It was inhabited
by a race whose physiology was remarkably close to Human despite the fact
that the two sets of genomes never had any contact before the fifty-second
century.
He hadn’t intended to land there. He just wanted to watch the double
sunset from space, because it was noted for its beauty.
But that was where things began to get strange.
Because he didn’t remember landing at all.
What he did remember was waking up in a strange bed with a mattress made
of some kind of straw ticking, a feather pillow and a coverlet made of
luxurious fur. As a rule he frowned upon the use of animal furs for fashion
statements, but he knew that it was necessary in non-advanced societies
and those that had renounced technology and gone back to living off the
land. He guessed he was among one of those.
Then he wondered why he had any opinion about the use of fur at all, since
he couldn’t remember anything else.
Not even his own name.
“What?” Chris drew back from the memory instinctively, and
then pressed back again. He could feel Davie’s confusion in that
waking moment. He was obviously suffering from some form of amnesia. All
of his long term memory was locked out and only a few stray thoughts like
the one about fur, and the distinction between non-advanced and retrograde
societies seemed to be floating around.
He pulled himself up in the bed and looked around the dimly lit room.
He took in walls made of wooden slats overlapping each other and a window
where a deep blue sky suggested that dawn was about to break. All the
furniture was wood and had the look of having been hand crafted and there
were rugs on the wooden floor that also looked hand made.
There was a chair by the bed. A man was snoozing quietly in it. He reached
out and touched him on the shoulder and he started awake.
“Glory to Zon,” the man said. “You’re awake. When
I found you, I thought you were going to die in my arms.”
“Found me…” He shook his head. “I… Where
did you find me? How did I get here… and… who am I?”
“Who are you?” The man’s voice had a note of concern.
“You don’t know? That’s not good. I’d better ask
Physician Groven to look at you again in the morning. He said there was
nothing wrong with you that rest and warmth wouldn’t cure. But perhaps
you had a bigger trauma than we thought.”
“I must have,” he agreed. “But… please tell me…”
“Here, drink this,” the man said, pressing a cup into his
hand. It contained milk and he found it soothing in his throat. “I
found you collapsed on the ground near my stable when I got back from
my work last night. There was a strange sort of box near to you that I
didn’t dare to go near. But I put you to bed and called Groven to
look at you.”
“Strange box?” For a moment, it felt as if a memory had stirred.
Something on the edge of his understanding. Then he shook his head.
“You don’t remember anything?” the man asked.
“Nothing at all.”
“Groven said you weren’t from around here. And he didn’t
mean from over the mountains. He said you were an offworlder. You have
two hearts, and he said your blood was an odd colour.”
“Offworld?” He was still puzzled. “What world is this?”
“Erigae,” the man replied. “In the Avalonian cluster.
Do you know of it?”
He felt the star charts drift into his consciousness fleetingly. He thought
he did know. But then it drifted away again. He shook his head.
“Do you know where you come from?”
Again, some images came into his mind. But he didn’t seem able to
grasp them.
“I don’t know anything. I can’t remember anything or
anybody.”
“You were well dressed when I found you. Good quality clothes and
shoes. And you’ve got fancy rings on your hands.”
He looked at his hands. There was a plain gold band on one finger that
caught a glint of lamplight, and another that might have been gold beneath
hundreds of tiny jewels that shone with a myriad colours. There was another
made of silver with a six-sided shape enclosing a symbol that looked something
like a stylised man with arms raised. There was another silver ring on
his other hand with black and white enamel symbols forming a circle. He
felt as if he ought to know what both those rings symbolised, but again
the brief moment of recollection faded.
“I don’t know what any of it means. I don’t know who
I am.”
“Then don’t worry about it for now. Like I said, I’ll
take you to see Physician Groven in the morning. Meantime, you sleep a
bit more. I’ll be right here by your side. No harm will come to
you.”
“Who are you?” he asked. “How do I know that I’m
safe with you?”
“I’m Aaron Jenna,” he answered. “I’m the
landscapesmith of Halle Township. And I’ve never heard it said that
I can’t be trusted with man nor beast.”
And that was as much of an answer as he could expect. He laid his head
down on the pillow once again and closed his eyes. He was aware of Jenna
sitting back in the chair beside him. He could hear him breathing softly.
And the sound was comforting in its way. Whoever he was, wherever he was,
he wasn’t alone.
He woke again a few hours later. It was full daylight and Jenna was no
longer sitting beside him. He sat up and looked around the room. He saw
a pile of clothes on the chair where his guardian had been and a bowl
of clean water and a towel on a stand nearby. He washed and dressed in
the clothes. They felt strange. He guessed they weren’t his own.
But it didn’t really matter. They were clean clothes and that was
something he felt he liked.
He found a wooden flight of stairs outside the room that led down to a
big kitchen/living room with a scrubbed wooden table and a solid fuel
range on which a kettle was boiling. Something that smelt nice was in
the oven, but he left it well alone. He turned to the outer door. It opened
and he stepped out into a flagged yard with a water pump and a wooden
wagon waiting to be hitched up to a horse. There was a sound of horses
somewhere. He turned towards their whinnies and found the stable. There,
beside it, was the strange box that Jenna had mentioned. He stared at
it for a long time. Yes, he had a strong feeling that it belonged to him.
But he had no idea what it was.
He drew closer and touched the door. It opened inwards. He stepped inside.
He stepped out again and looked at the rectangular box just about wide
and deep enough for a man to stand up in.
He stepped inside and stared at a substantial room with a large, complex
computer in the centre. He moved closer to the computer and put his hands
on it. He thought he understood in some vague way what it was.
It was his spaceship. It was how he got to Erigae.
But if it was, it wasn’t going to take him away from there. It wasn’t
working. The huge computer was completely dead. The only light in the
room was coming from the open door. Nothing worked.
It must have been damaged when he crashed – if that was what he
did.
He stepped outside again and saw Aaron Jenna coming from the stable with
a metal pail.
“It… isn’t working,” he said. “I can’t
go home… even if I knew where my home was.”
“I’m sorry to hear that,” Jenna told him. “Come
on, boy, let’s have some breakfast and then I’ll take you
to the physician. After that… well, we’ll see.”
Breakfast turned out to be freshly baked barley bread and a lump of bacon
cooked on a spit inside the oven. Jenna carved thick hot pieces off the
joint and gave his guest a generous portion. There was hot coffee as well.
They both ate and drank their fill.
“You live alone here?” he asked, just to make conversation.
“You have no wife or…”
“Not now,” Jenna answered. “My partner died five years
ago.”
“I’m sorry,” he said because he felt he should say that.
Jenna looked about forty-five if his species aged the same way that humans
did. He was handsome in the rugged, sun-bronzed way of somebody who worked
outdoors. His hands were broad and capable with old calluses on them.
But his eyes were a soft blue.
“I’ve got by,” Jenna said a little gruffly as if a raw
nerve had been touched. “My work doesn’t give me much time
for brooding. And if I feel lonely at times, there’s always the
tavern. I can get a drink and a game of chess with one of the old men.
I’m… managing.”
He couldn’t think of anything else to say. They lapsed into silence
over the meal and afterwards he watched Jenna hitch up the horses to the
wagon before being invited to climb up on the seat alongside him. They
set off towards the township called Halle.
Most of the buildings in the township were made of wooden overlapping
slats, from the inn to the general store, to the physician’s office
where Jenna hitched his horses and brought him inside.
Surprisingly, given the handmade look of the town, the physician had modern
equipment in his consulting room, including a full body scanner which
he made his unusual patient lie down under.
“You were expecting leeches and quack medicine?” Groven asked
as he noted his expression. “The people of Halle Township chose
a simple lifestyle. No engines and pollutants, just working on the land,
living according to the seasons. But they have all the ailments and troubles
of the technological society they left behind them and I think they deserve
the best medical care possible. I have a wind-powered generator to produce
electricity that powers the equipment.”
“I wasn’t thinking anything,” he responded. “I
don’t know what to think. My mind is like a fog with shadows in
it, but I can’t grasp any of them. I don’t know what belongs
in this room and what doesn’t.”
“And I’m not sure I can help you, young man,” Groven
answered him with a sigh. “This equipment most certainly is the
best. But it’s made for Erigaen physiology. Your brain is different.
I can’t tell if part of it is damaged or not. As for the rest of
your body… two hearts… I’ve never heard of such a thing.
Your blood is without haemoglobin… and your tears contain sugar
as well as salt. You’re almost frighteningly alien.”
“I’m sorry,” he told him. “I don’t know
what to say about that.”
“It’s not your fault. Jenna here thinks you fell from the
stars. Maybe you did. Maybe your memory will come back on its own and
you’ll be able to return to where you came from.”
“And if it doesn’t?”
“Until it does, I’ll take care of him,” Jenna said quickly.
“He’ll be safe with me. He can make himself useful around
the place. I could use a spare pair of hands. If he’s not afraid
of hard work.”
Physician Groven took hold of his hands and examined them carefully. He
noted the rings on his fingers. But he noted something else, too.
“Clean hands. But he has calluses from manual labour. I’d
say he’s capable of doing a day’s work.”
“Does that suit you, boy?” Jenna asked.
“I don’t really have much choice,” he answered. “I’ve
nowhere else to go.”
That settled the matter. He left the physician’s office with Jenna.
He climbed up on the wagon again and they moved on.
“Where are we going?” he asked, noting that they weren’t
heading back to the house.
“To the park, where I work,” Jenna answered. “I’m
starting late, since I had to take care of you. So you can give me a hand
catching up on my duties. People work hard for their living here in Halle
Township. I expect you to do the same, boy.”
“Ok. Fair enough. But… I’d rather you didn’t call
me ‘boy’. For one thing, I’m not a boy. For another…
well… look… don’t.”
“Then I’ll have to give you a name.” Jenna thought about
it for a few minutes. “I think I’ll call you Kit. You look
like a Kit.”
“Do I?” He wasn’t sure he did. But somehow the name
appealed to him. “Kit… short and to the point. Nothing fancy
about it. Yes. That will do. Do I need a surname?”
“Nova,” Jenna added. “You’re new to this place.
Nova… old Erigaen for new. Kit Nova. That’s who you are. And
if anyone asks… it’s probably best if people generally don’t
know that you’re from offworld. Groven won’t say anything.
Patient confidentiality. If anyone else asks, we’ll say you’re
down from Galso City come to stay with me for a while and learn to be
a landscapesmith.”
“I don’t know who I really am… but I have a made up
history.” He felt the shadows in the mist of his mind moving as
if they disapproved in some way, but he still couldn’t grasp anything.
So Kit Nova accepted his fate. He went with his new friend, Aaron Jenna,
to the place where he was going to work.
He was quite impressed by the park. It was already partially laid out.
When it was finished it would be a perfect place for the citizens of Halle
to spend a summer afternoon. The flower beds had been marked out and the
place where the bandstand was going to be. Plinths had been put in place
for outdoor sculpture. A children’s adventure playground was going
in one corner and an aviary in another. The centre piece of it all was
a fountain. It was nothing more than a circle cut in the turf yet, but
Kit smiled as he heard his friend describe how beautiful it was going
to look when it was finished.
“The big problem is the water supply,” Jenna admitted. “It’s
going to take ages cutting up that lawn all the way down to the treeline
and laying pipes to pump the water in from the river beyond.”
Kit thought about it. Then he stood in the middle of the place where the
fountain was going to be. He held out his hands in front of him and closed
his eyes for several minutes. Then he opened them again.
“No need to pump the water,” he said. “Just dig down.
There’s an artesian aquifer right here. If you sink a shaft….
Twenty-five feet at most… you’ll get water coming up at pressure.
Enough to plumb in your fountain and keep it running forever.”
“An….”
“Artesian aquifer,” Kit repeated. Then he frowned. “I
don’t know how I know that. But what it means is that there is groundwater
trapped in a permeable layer of rock between two impermeable layers. It’s
under huge pressure, so as soon as the shaft is sunk the water will rush
up to the surface.”
Jenna looked at him again. Then he smiled.
“I’ve heard of something like it. But I never knew there was
a special name for it. And I certainly never knew it could be done here
in our park.”
“Tonight, I’ll do some drawings,” Kit promised. “To
show you how it should work. Meanwhile, I should help you get those beds
planted out.”
Aaron Jenna was impressed by his young apprentice, not only for his ideas
about the fountain, but the diligent way he set to work planting the flowers
in the ornamental beds for more than an hour before they moved on to laying
the red-grass turf that was going to make the children’s play area
look attractive. Later, after a lunch of barley bread and cheese, they
worked on the aviary, bolting together the sections of the wrought iron
structure and then painting it with weather proof paint.
At the end of the day they went home. Aaron prepared their evening meal
while Kit sat at the kitchen table and drew plans for the ornamental fountain
fed by groundwater from the aquifer.
“You know, that’s the odd thing,” Aaron commented as
he put a plate of nourishing stew in front of him instead of the drawing
and passed him the barley bread and butter. “I understand the principle
of this. But how do you know there is this groundwater beneath the park?”
“I could feel it,” Kit answered. “I just had to concentrate
and I could feel through the layers of soil and rock, feel each strata
beneath my feet. I… suppose it must be something my kind of people
can do?”
“They must be powerful people,” Aaron remarked. “I wonder
if they’re looking for you. It seems incredible that you should
just be lost like this and nobody wondering where you are.”
“If they are… perhaps I won’t be under your feet for
long.”
“You’re not under my feet. It… was pleasant today, having
somebody to work with. And it’s a long time since I’ve had
company at the supper table. I... am glad to have you as long as it takes.”
“I hope I’ll be here to see the fountain completed, at least,”
Kit said quite absently. “I’d rather like to see my idea put
to practice.”
Aaron said nothing in reply. But there was something in his expression
that could have been interpreted as hope.
“I like to sit out this time of a summer evening,” Aaron said,
changing the subject adroitly. “The moons are up and at least one
of them is full. It’s a pleasant way to round off a busy day.”
By sitting out, he meant on a wicker rocking chair on a covered veranda
with a view across the Halle Valley. Kit joined him and sat on a second
chair. They both drank whiskey. Kit found the taste unsurprising. He must
have drunk whiskey before.
That was something else he knew about himself.
Later he was urged to take the one big bed in the house once more. He
was, Aaron reminded him, very tired after his first day’s work.
He could have the bed this once. The sofa was comfortable enough.
“Just this once,” Kit told him. “This is your house.
I can’t take your bed from you.”
The next day, they rose with the sun shining and ate breakfast. They drove
to the park and worked hard all day. They returned home to a nourishing
supper and a quiet evening on the veranda before sleeping soundly through
the night.
The same happened the next day. And the next. On the day after that, there
was no work. It was the Erigaen equivalent of the Sabbath. Not that there
were any formal church services. But Aaron read aloud a passage from the
Book of Zon and a prayer that went with it. Kit listened politely. Afterwards
they ate lunch and then walked into the township. Aaron introduced Kit
to a group of sun-bronzed, middle-aged and elderly men who talked about
stock prices and played a game that the shadows in Kit’s mind suggested
might be called Boulles somewhere else. Here, it was called Jackball,
but for reasons none of the old men knew. Young Kit got quite good at
it very quickly, though not so good that the old men thought he was being
presumptuous.
Another week of hard work in the open air followed. Kit began to look
sun-bronzed, too, and his hands developed calluses he never knew he could
get. But he was content. He smiled as he worked and sometimes sung songs
that puzzled and even slightly disturbed Aaron.
“That one… ‘Who Wants To Live Forever’…”
he said as they sat under the moon on the veranda. “Curious…
And ‘Don’t Stop Me Now’…”
“I don’t know where they come from,” Kit admitted. “But
I feel as if I’ve known those songs for a long time. They feel familiar
to me.”
“Nothing substantial has ever come back to you, though?” Aaron
asked. “Only these odd scraps of songs and random pieces of knowledge
like your aquifer.”
“Nothing else,” he confirmed. “I still don’t know
who I am.” He rose from his seat and perched instead on the wooden
parapet looking out over the moonlit valley. “And nobody has come
looking for me.”
“Have you looked inside your strange box this past week?”
Aaron asked. For the first week Kit had gone in there daily, as if reassuring
himself it was still there and trying to work out how he was connected
to the strange, alien technology within.
“No. There hasn’t seemed much point. It’s the same every
time I look. I think one of these days we should haul it into the stable,
out of the way.”
One of these days… Aaron noted his words. It was as if Kit had accepted
that he was staying a lot longer than either of them expected. He stood
and moved closer to him as he looked out into the dark. Kit didn’t
object either in words or body language when he put his arm around his
shoulder. Aaron kept it there for quite a while before going to pour two
more drinks.
At the weekend, they moved the box. Between them they pushed and pulled
it into the corner of the stable. Kit piled bales of straw in front of
it as if he was happy for it to be forgotten.
Another week of work went by. Another quiet Sabbath day.
“Tomorrow we finish the fountain,” Kit said as they drank
on the veranda in the evening. “I’ll get to see it after all.”
He was sitting on the parapet again, his half full glass in his hand.
He looked up at stars that were starting to seem familiar to him now and
one full moon and a crescent one.
“I’m… glad,” Aaron told him. He was standing by
Kit’s side with his arm loosely held around his waist. Kit seemed
to like that close contact between them.
It was hard work, putting the ornamental centrepiece into place. It needed
a half dozen more young Erigaen men along with Kit and Aaron. It took
them most of the morning. When it was done, it was worth the effort. The
centrepiece was shaped like a beautiful and very naked woman with long
hair sparing her blushes. When it was fixed in place and the water pipes
plumbed in it looked as fantastic as they had hoped.
Then a valve was turned and water began to pour from the fountain in a
perfect curving arc with the stone woman trapped inside. The water fell
into the pool below and was drained off into a sump that would eventually
lead to it being released back through the porous strata until it became
part of the water table again.
Everyone was thrilled. They congratulated Aaron on his work and they congratulated
Kit on having the imagination to give them a fountain that would never
run out of water.
A month later, with the aviary stocked with birdlife, the bandstand painted
in bright colours, the children’s playground fitted and passed safe
for use, and the flower beds resplendent, the park was officially opened.
The mayor of Halle did the honours and spoke glowingly of the hard work
done by Aaron Jenna, the landscapesmith, and his assistant, Kit Nova.
They shook hands with so many people they both thought their hands were
going to go numb, and if they smiled any more widely their heads might
have fallen off.
At supper that night Aaron produced a bottle of wine that he said he was
saving for a special occasion.
“To you, Kit,” Aaron said. “Zon bless the day you came
to me.”
“Thank you,” Kit answered. “I’m glad I could be
of some use around here.”
They made small talk through the supper, but afterwards Aaron brought
the remainder of the bottle out to the veranda. They drank another glass
together, perched side by side on the parapet, looking up at two silvery
crescent moons and one copper coloured full one.
“Kit,” Aaron began after a long silence had come upon them.
“I have to tell you something. I… have been happy that your
people haven’t come looking for you. I hope they don’t…
I know it sounds a dreadful thing to say, and to think. But I don’t
want you to leave.”
“I…” Kit looked at him uncertainly. “I…
don’t think anyone is coming. If they were… they’d be
here by now. And my box is still dead… I don’t think I’m
going anywhere. And… and… I’m not sure I want to go
anywhere. I like being here… with you.”
“That’s… what I hoped you might say,” Aaron told
him. “Kit… I…”
Kit breathed in deeply once as he felt Aaron’s arm snake around
his shoulders. He felt his hand cup the back of his head and pull him
forward gently until it was impossible for them not to kiss.
“Was that all right?” Aaron asked. “I have wanted to
do it for many weeks, now. But I wasn’t sure if you would…”
“It was all right,” Kit admitted. “I’d quite like
to do it again.”
“I can do that,” Aaron answered him. “Kit… do
you understand… what this means? We’ve been friends since
you came to me, but I want us to be more than that.”
The clouds in his mind stirred. Kit understood just what Aaron wanted.
He wondered if it was entirely unexpected. The signs had been there for
quite some time, especially in these quiet, private moments in the evening.
“I… did wonder why you never asked me to move out of your
bed,” he managed to say.
“I’d planned to make a second bed,” Aaron told him.
“But… maybe I don’t have to.”
He reached and kissed him again. They drank another glass of wine and
held hands for a while.
Then they turned and went back into the house.
“Davie!” Chris had been carried along until now. But he had
to stop there. It was just a little too disturbing. “Davie…
you and Aaron… you actually….”
“We became lovers that night,” Davie confirmed. “It
was… He was so very tender… gentle, yet passionate. I felt
so loved…”
“But…” Chris tried to protest. “But Davie…”
“He loved me. I loved him. We had fallen for each other in the weeks
we’d been working together, and now we were ready to acknowledge
it.”
Kit adapted to being Aaron’s lover easily. They worked together
by day. By night they enjoyed each other’s company to the full.
Days turned to weeks. The summer turned to autumn. Autumn turned to winter.
Beside the kitchen range Kit sketched his vision for a glorious extension
to the park that they would begin in the spring.
“You’re going to make water run uphill?” Aaron was surprised.
“Is that possible where you come from?”
“Yes, it is,” Kit answered. “It’s called an Archimedes
Screw. It will be driven by this windmill. The water is forced up these
channels to the top of the brow. Then it will be allowed to cascade downhill
again… over this fall and into a series of ornamental pools at different
levels, until it fills this big pool at the lowest level, which will have
a bridge crossing it and water lilies, koi carp…”
“What is a koi carp?” Aaron asked.
“You might call it something different here,” Kit told him.
“But we’ll have them. All the people who flocked to the park
to see the fountain and listen to the musicians on the bandstand will
love the rock pools and the meditation garden.”
“They’ll love to see water running uphill. It sounds like
a miracle.”
“It’s just science,” Kit insisted. “Quite elementary
science, really. I think… where I come from… I think I was
a scientist. These things seem so easy to me.”
“You’re still thinking about where you come from?”
“No, not really.” Kit reached out to his lover and kissed
him fondly. “I don’t want to leave you. I don’t want
to leave Erigae. I love it here. I love you.”
“I love you, my darling. But I do wonder… If your memory should
come back… would you… maybe you loved somebody else before
me. Maybe you still love her, deep down in the lost part of your mind.”
“Her?”
“I know I was the first man who ever took you to his bed,”
Aaron told him. “But you’re a fine looking young man. Some
woman must have a claim on you. I had wondered if… I think I have
heard that in some cultures a ring is a symbol of commitment between lovers.
And you had so many rings when I first found you.”
Kit stretched out his hands. He didn’t wear any rings now. They
weren’t practical in his work. They were safe in a drawer in the
bedroom along with the clothes he was wearing when Aaron found him.
“I belong to you,” he insisted. “I belong here. Whatever
life I had before I came here… it’s over. I live here now.”
Aaron smiled happily. It was what he wanted to hear.
As soon as the winter snows melted they began work on Kit’s multi-level
ornamental garden. The phrase ‘Archimedes Screw’ became as
much of a curiosity in the township as the practical application of it.
The Sabbath day Jackball club teased Kit mercilessly about his fancy city
words for his inventions and they laid side bets about whether water truly
could flow uphill. Kit smiled benignly and told them to wait and see.
By late spring the trees and bushes were planted out. The rock pools on
each tier of the water garden were ready. The channel along which the
water would be raised was prepared. The windmill that would turn the screw
was erected.
And as dozens of interested onlookers waited with bated breath, Kit set
it all in motion. To the surprise of the sceptics and the triumph of those
who had faith in him, water began to move uphill. Within an hour it was
falling back down hill, over the waterfalls, filling the pools, bringing
the garden to life.
One day a few weeks later, Kit and Aaron planted a tree near the water
garden.
“It’s a year this day since you came to me,” Aaron said.
“This is to celebrate it.”
“We’ll plant another next year,” Kit promised. “And
the year after.”
He had begun to take it for granted that they would. He still couldn’t
remember what his life was like before he came to Halle Township, but
with each passing day it seemed to matter less. His life was about being
a landscapesmith, tending to the beautiful park that he and Aaron had
created, and which was becoming famous throughout Erigae for its original
features.
By the time five more trees had been planted, the park had been expanded
by several more acres. There were three new water features, including
a model boating lake fed by another aquifer that constantly bubbled up
in the centre of the lake. There were windmills placed in prominent positions
which generated the power to light the paths through the park with strings
of electric lanterns so that it was enjoyed even after the sun had set.
Mid-winter, with the park covered in snow, icicles hanging from the fountains
and the boating lake frozen over, the windmills were put to use generating
the power to operate huge coloured lights that cast patterns on the snow
and across the statues and sculptures in the park and even in the air
itself. Kit called it ‘Fête des Lumières’, but
he couldn’t explain where the word came from. Nobody cared. They
came out in droves to enjoy the fun.
The years went by and Kit spent some of them finding ways to make life
better for the people of Halle Township. He built another Artesian well
in the town square with a drinking fountain over it. He built a water
purifier into it to ensure no harmful bacteria could get into the water.
It was news to the people that crystal clear water that comes up from
the ground could be anything but pure. Some of them smiled indulgently
at the earnest young man who had come into their midst with his city-borne
ideas. Others decided they would draw all their drinking water from Kit
Nova’s fountain in future.
There was a healthy copse of trees in the park by the time Kit and Aaron
planted the one that marked twenty-four years together. Kit did the digging.
Aaron’s back was playing him up. It did so a lot these days, though
he still insisted he was as fit as he was when the two of them first met.
“You’re not,” Kit argued. “You’ve got to
slow down a little. Let me do the hard work. Let me take care of you.”
“You haven’t changed at all since the first day,” Aaron
commented. “You’re still as young as you were.”
“I don’t know why that is,” he replied. “Perhaps…”
“I don’t think about it very often,” Aaron went on.
“About the fact that you’re different. At night, when we lie
together, I can hear your two hearts beating, but that’s just the
sound of my lover’s hearts beating. I don’t think about you
as an alien.”
“Neither do I,” Kit told him. “You know, you’re
the only one who has realised I haven’t changed over the years.
Everyone else in the township seems to see me differently. It’s
as if I cast a glamour on them and they see a man in his forties, as I
ought to be.”
“I love you,” Aaron reminded him. “I will always see
something in you that nobody else does.”
“I love you, too,” Kit assured him. “And to me, you’re
as handsome and strong as you were the day we met. But I can still take
on the hard work and let you rest. Save your strength, after all. It’s
our anniversary and we’re going to open that bottle of vintage wine
you’ve saved and I like how you are after a few glasses of good
wine.”
Kit kissed his sweetheart and saw the smile in his blue eyes. Those eyes
hadn’t changed at all over the years. Even as his body aged, as
wrinkles came to his handsome face and his hair whitened, his eyes remained
the same age they were that first time they acknowledged each other’s
love.
Aaron’s eyes always looked clear and blue. But as the autumn turned
and the days got shorter and colder his health began to let him down.
Neither thought it was anything more than the onset of winter at first,
though.
Then Physician Marta Groven, who had taken over her father’s practice
two years before, broke the bad news. Aaron was terminally ill. His lungs
had inoperable tumours. She told Kit the worst.
“If he makes it through the winter it will be a miracle. But if
he does, he’ll be so weak he’ll probably never rise from his
bed again. He’ll be dead before the summer.”
“What will I do without him?” Kit asked. He realised afterwards
it was a selfish question to ask. But it was the first one that popped
into his head.
“Look after him,” the Physician said. “That’s
all you can do.”
Kit had no intention of doing anything else. He spent his every waking
hour caring for his lover. At first the hard part was stopping him trying
to carry on as if he wasn’t ill. He had been an active man all his
life. He had worked outdoors. To be confined to his house, to his bedroom,
chafed.
Kit relented just once. He allowed Aaron to wrap up warmly and he brought
him on the wagon to the park. He drove around the paths that the two of
them had laid out, watching the most spectacular ‘Fête des
Lumières’ show that had ever been seen. It cheered him to
be able to see it. But he was sad to see the fountains all turned off
as they always were in winter.
“I’m going to live to see the fountains running once more,”
Aaron told his lover. “In spring, we’ll sit beside our first
one and watch it together.”
“Yes,” Kit promised. It was the only thing he could say without
crying.
Through the hardest, coldest part of winter, Kit looked after him. He
kept him warm, fed him, washed him, held him close at night, never forgetting
to tell him how much he loved him. Every day he was a little weaker. Every
day it got a little harder for them both. But Kit never complained. He
never showed his lover how much his two alien hearts were breaking.
“What will you do when I am gone?” Aaron asked him once.
“I don’t know,” he replied. “I don’t want
to think about it.”
“Perhaps you should go home.”
“I am home. This is the only home I’ve ever had. This is the
only life I know.”
Aaron tried to press the point, but he was too weak to argue. He couldn’t
talk for too long without coughing for minutes on end afterwards. His
breathing was ragged and painful.
At times like that, Kit was glad of his alien body, because it allowed
him to do one thing for his lover that no Erigaen could. He pressed himself
close and concentrated, and he could draw the pain out of Aaron’s
body into his own. It was a horrible sensation, but it lasted only a little
while and Aaron was grateful for the respite. Sometimes Kit did that many
times a night so that he could sleep.
The winter passed slowly and quietly. Few people ever visited their homestead.
Nobody visited anyone when the snow was deep and a blizzard could come
down any moment. Only in the spring did friends begin to gather together
again. And when they did they wondered if Aaron Jenna was alive, still.
They found out one warm spring afternoon when Kit drove the wagon through
the town. Aaron was wrapped in blankets, but he sat at his side and waved
to those who greeted him.
They went to the park, of course. They sat by the first fountain they
had built together, surrounded by beds of spring flowers. Children were
playing in their purpose built playground. Their voices rang out. So did
the squawks of the birds in the aviary. Gentle scents hung in the air.
The tinkle of the cool, clear water of the fountain was a melody just
for them as they sat together.
“Yes,” Aaron said as he watched the water falling into the
pool, almost hypnotised by it. “Yes.”
He didn’t say anything else. At his side, Kit held his hand and
listened to his uneasy breathing until it stopped. He reached and kissed
his lover one last time and then held him in his arms for a long, quiet
time crying the tears he hadn’t cried all winter. After a while
he spotted one of the Jackball team walking by and called for his help.
They lifted Aaron Jenna’s body onto the wagon and Kit drove him
into town. Marta Groven confirmed the obvious. He had died quietly and
with as little pain as possible.
Kit drove the wagon home again. He laid Aaron’s body out in the
coffin that had been prepared in anticipation of this day. He made the
funeral arrangements.
Two days later most of Halle Township turned out to say their last farewell
to a man they all loved. Kit accepted their condolences. When they asked
him what he would do now he shook his head and said he didn’t know.
He drove back to the homestead alone and attended to the horses. When
that was done, he went to the back of the stable. He moved aside the straw
bales that concealed a box left there so many years ago.
Kit pushed open the door and stepped inside.
The door closed.
The overhead lights came on. The console in the centre of the room hummed
with life. Kit Nova stepped forward and put his hands on the strange machine.
Davie Campbell looked up and around at his TARDIS console room. He looked
at the viewscreen displaying the beautiful planet of Erigae from space
while its two suns were setting.
He sighed deeply. There was a lot he didn’t understand. But there
was one thing he did know.
He had to go home right now.
“I came straight here,” he said. “To you, Chris. I
knew you were the only person I could talk to. The only one who would
understand. I have… two different sets of memories. One… is
of twenty-five years living as a man called Kit Nova who was a Landscapesmith
in the Township of Halle on the planet Erigae. The other… I blacked
out for a few minutes… no more than that and woke exactly where
I was, in orbit above the planet.”
“Which do you want to be the real one?” Chris asked.
“When I remembered myself again all I could think of was Brenda,
my wife, my beautiful wife who is having twins for me. I wanted to hold
her in my arms and kiss her like kisses are going out of fashion. I thought
of you and Sukie and my racing cars, my solar energy projects… I
thought of Spenser and Stuart and wondered if they were doing ok on their
trip to 20th century Scarborough. Mum and dad… My life that is…
the life I love….”
“Ok…”
“But then I also remember twenty-five wonderful, blissful, years
with Aaron. I remember building all those water features. I remember warm
evenings on the veranda, and passionate nights as his lover. And…
by the way… that… is as real to me as being Brenda’s
husband. It was… good.”
“Davie…” Chris grasped his hands in his. “However
real it feels… you have not been another man’s lover for twenty-five
years. I can feel you… your body clock… your body itself.
I can feel that you’ve only been gone a few hours. Besides…
look… you’re wearing your own clothes. You said that Kit Nova
had been tending to his horses after coming back from the funeral. And…
look at your hands.”
Davie looked at them. He was wearing four rings. One was his wedding band.
The other was his own Ring of Eternity that matched the one Chris wore.
The two silver rings were a ying yang symbol that Chris had given him
for his birthday and the symbol of the Sanctuary that had also been a
gift from Chris.
“Kit Nova took those rings off twenty-five years before. Even if
he’d put them back on… there wouldn’t be ring marks.
Look…” Chris pushed up the Ring of Eternity. Davie had worn
that ring almost constantly since he transcended at the age of eighteen.
He only occasionally set it aside when doing really messy work on his
cars. The flesh beneath it was pale and glossy and imprinted with the
ring’s pattern. His wedding ring, which he had worn only a few months,
had already begun to make its impression on his finger. So had the two
silver rings.
Davie looked at his brother.
“You’re right. But… If it didn’t happen…
why does it feel so real? I feel as if I had cried for somebody I love
only a little while ago. And the memories are all so very sharp in my
mind.”
“Let’s find out,” Chris answered. “My TARDIS is
ready for a quick field trip.”
Davie followed his brother through a door that shouldn’t have existed
into the Gothic TARDIS. Chris programmed a journey to the lovely planet
of Erigae in the Avalonian sector.
The TARDIS materialised in a beautiful park in the summer. Chris and Davie
walked around it admiring the stunning water features that used natural
applications of fluid mechanics and the properties of wind power to function.
They admired the fountain that worked by the pressure of water coming
up from an Artesian aquifer.
They found a bench near the fountain with a bronze plaque on it.
“In memory of Aaron Jenna, 2556-2626 and his constant companion,
Kit Nova, who built this park for future generations.”
“Constant companion?” Davie smiled at the coy euphemism for
the passionately physical relationship Aaron and Kit shared. He ran his
hand over the brass plate, feeling the letters with his fingers and remembering
some of that passion. He didn’t notice Chris stand up and go to
speak to a man who wore a park ranger’s uniform.
“I got the timing slightly wrong,” he admitted when he came
back. “This is the year 2643, seventeen years after Aaron died.
But perhaps that’s for the best. Apparently, the story is well known
around the Township. The day that Aaron Jenna was buried, Kit Nova disappeared.
When his friends came the next day to see if he was ok he was nowhere
to be found. The kitchen range was cold. The house was closed. Somebody
arranged to look after his horses until he came back, but he never did.
Some people thought he might have taken his own life. Others just thought
he had gone home. But nobody had any idea where his home might be if it
wasn’t right here in Halle Township.”
“It… all fits,” Davie said. “It really did happen.”
“It… happened to somebody,” Chris answered. “Maybe…
you said you might have blacked out for a while…”
“For a few minutes.”
“But in those few minutes, your mind somehow fixed on the mind of
Kit Nova and downloaded all his memories… all that he was. You became
him and remembered everything he remembered.”
“Then how did he know about Artesian aquifers - Artesian comes from
the French town of Artois, where the first wells were dug. Or the Archimedes
Screw. Archimedes is an ancient Greek… from Earth. Do you remember
when we were kids… granddad took us to meet him. They talked about
hydraulics for hours.”
“I remember,” Chris told him.
“I don’t know how… but I think I really DID live his
life… the whole twenty-five years… I WAS him. But time contracted
somehow so that it happened in only a few minutes of my own timeline.”
It defied the laws of time and utterly opposed all logic, but Davie clung
to it as a theory.
“Is that what you want to believe?” Chris asked him.
“Yes. Because I want to believe that the love I knew… that
Kit knew… for so long… was real. Not just the bedroom stuff,
which was quite an eye-opener, by the way, even after knowing Spenser
all this time - but the perfect loving relationship Kit shared with Aaron.
It was beautiful and I don’t want it to be a dream.”
“All right,” Chris told him. “But… are you ready
to go back to being a husband and father and a racing car driver and temporal
engineer back on planet Earth? Can you pick up where you left off there?”
“Yes,” Davie assured his brother. “Because… as
real as it was… It was real for Kit Nova, not for Davie Campbell.
I’m still me… but I’m him, too.”
“Granddad always says schizophrenia is an occupational hazard for
Time Lords,” Chris conceded. “Maybe you can do it.”
He smiled and looked around. “By the way, this IS a beautiful park.
Congratulations.”
“Thanks.”
“Bring Brenda and the kids when they’re old enough to appreciate
it. Sit here with her. I think the spirit of Aaron Jenna won’t be
jealous. He’ll be glad to know that you went home.”
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