Davie steadied his two hearts. They were both beating a
little too fast. And there was no need, after all. He had faced all kinds
of enemies, all manner of danger, and though he wasn’t so stupid
as to claim he was never scared, he at least knew how to rise above fear.
And today all he was doing was getting married.
“It’s not so difficult,” Chris told him telepathically
as he stood by his side in front of the Great Seal of Rassilon. “I
did it, after all.”
“Nobody told you until after the ceremony,” Davie answered
him. “You didn’t have time to be nervous.”
“You could still change your mind,” Spenser, his other Best
Man, reminded him. “It’s not too late.”
“Yes, it is,” Davie insisted. “I’m ready. I’ve
loved Brenda since the first day I met her. I want to marry her. Besides,
you shouldn’t be tempting me like that. You’re spoken for,
as well.”
He felt Spenser’s telepathic laugh and though all three of them
were looking away from their gathered friends and relations, they could
picture Stuart Harrison in a neatly pressed suit and tie, sitting beside
an empty place in the front row where Spenser would be once the ceremony
began.
“I’m the only single man around here. It’s time I got
on with the job, don’t you think?”
“More than time,” whispered his grandfather who stood beside
his great-grandfather in their finest regalia, ready to conduct the ceremony.
Davie was the eldest son of the descendent of one of the Twelve Ancient
Oldblood families of Gallifrey. By tradition he was entitled to have his
Alliance conducted by the Lord High President of Gallifrey in the presence
of the Chancellor and High Council.
It didn’t matter that Gallifrey no longer existed. His Alliance
was proof that all those Gallifreyan traditions mattered as much now as
they ever did. Though he was born two hundred and fifty million light
years away from the Shining System, he was proud of that fact.
The guests were all assembled now. They were just waiting for the bride
and her entourage to make their way from the house where they had been
getting ready since before dawn. The wedding bower was under an environmental
shield that protected them from the elements should the fine spring morning
in Northern Tibora become less fine as the day wore on. The pale blue
sky was above his head. The crystal lake dominated the view on one side
and the great Mountain of The Gods on the other. The volcano had been
quiet for several years now, and everyone was glad of that. Davie looked
at it and remembered the trouble it caused him. But he also remembered
that it was the volcano and the events leading up to its eruption, that
brought him and Brenda together. Having their Alliance here, in its now
benign shadow, was entirely appropriate, and well worth the effort of
transporting his entire family and many of their friends across the galaxy.
A low murmur susurrated around the marquee. Davie Campbell de Lœngbærrow,
Time Lord, warrior, war veteran, universal defender of justice and right,
suddenly felt weak in the knees. He was grateful for the two strong hands
that both touched his shoulders. Chris had always been the other half
of his soul. Spenser had touched that soul in ways he never imagined possible.
Now both were ready to step back, literally and figuratively, and hand
on the key to his hearts and the rope attached to his soul to his bride.
The bride had not yet made her appearance, but the moment was almost upon
them. First the congregation was treated to the sight of his two youngest
great aunts, Julia and Sarah Jane, just short of two years old, carrying
flower baskets from which pink and yellow rose petals were strewn. Behind
them, Garrick, Peter, and Jack, the youngest males in his extended family
carried silk cushions. The older boys actually had responsibility for
the two gold rings that were crucial to the ceremony. Little Jack’s
cushion had a silver horseshoe on it. It was a symbol of good luck for
their future that would not be jeopardised if he dropped it.
After that came the chief bridesmaids. Davie smiled at his sister, Sukie,
and his great aunt, Vicki. Both looked stunning in their first official
pairs of high heeled shoes and silk stockings under dresses of shimmering
satin that set off their dark hair. Davie just had time to glance at his
mother and notice her proud smile as her youngest child walked down the
aisle to play her part in the wedding of her eldest.
Behind them, Carya, his brother’s wife, walked happily. This was
a very different sort of wedding ceremony than they conducted on her world,
but Brenda had become her dearest friend since she came to live on Earth
and she was glad to play her part.
Then the moment they had all waited for, the groom more avidly than anyone
else. The chosen music swelled. Davie smiled wryly as he recalled Brenda’s
insistence that she would not have her processional entrance accompanied
by anything by Queen. His father had wanted Highland Cathedral and for
a long time Davie had considered that nod to his Scottish Heritage. Then
he and Brenda happened to spend an afternoon in Southern Germany in the
1690s and came upon a performance of Johann Pachelbel’s Canon in
D. The tune, played by a string quartet, had captured both of their imaginations.
Brenda thought of it played on a solo violin. Davie imagined rhythm and
bass electric guitars. Careful inquiries around the Tiboran capital city
found a young female violinist and an incredibly talented youth who played
both kinds of electric guitar at the same time. The two of them were proud
to accept the engagement, and the sound that filled the air as Brenda
began her long walk to his side was magnificent.
And she was magnificent, too. The dress was an almost incandescent silvery-white
satin with capped sleeves of Italian point lace and more of the lace covering
the bodice which was sculpted around her slim figure. The neckline was
surprisingly low considering she was such a conservatively brought up
Tiboran woman. Davie thought that expanse of peaches and cream flesh set
off with a diamond and sapphire necklace and the bare arms, again adorned
with diamonds and sapphires in traditional Tiboran marriage bracelets,
was utterly alluring. The bodice was tight around her trim waist, then
the skirt fell in a widening bell shape to a scalloped hem. Her feet in
satin pumps with a silver heel peeped out under the hem as she walked.
The lace of the bodice sparkled with the traditional diamonds that covered
it, and the skirt glittered with them, too. So did the edge of the long
satin train. The sheer silk veil that covered her face and fell behind
over her long dark hair also shone with diamonds sewn into it, while larger
stones were set into the tiara that held the veil in place.
Davie felt that she was smiling beneath the veil. He certainly was as
she drew closer on her father’s arm. He felt as if he was in a time
fold and she was walking in slow motion. She was coming closer every moment
but still too far away for him to touch. He longed to lift the veil and
look at her face.
At last she reached his side. Sukie stepped neatly up and took the bouquet
of silver roses from her and her father pressed her beautifully manicured
hand into Davie’s slightly trembling one before stepping back. Davie
looked at her through the sheer silk of the veil. She WAS smiling brightly.
He let go of her hand long enough to lift the veil and look at her properly
as the music came to a close.
“I love you,” he whispered. Her smile widened as they both
turned towards the Great Seal of Rassilon before which they would be bound
in Alliance of Unity according to the tradition and statutes of Gallifrey.
Or they would be in a little less than twelve hours time. First there
was a whole magnificent ceremony to go through, solemn vows and sacred
promises to make, and in between music and poetry chosen by the bride
and groom.
“Don’t tell Brenda,” Davie said telepathically to his
two Best Men as he and Brenda sat on silk-covered chairs, hands entwined
lovingly, while Christopher began one of the long recitations from the
book of Rassilon. “Don’t tell her until after the ceremony.
In fact… not even then. Wait until after the honeymoon. No…
until after our first anniversary… or the tenth. Or… how about
Brenda NEVER knows how close we came to not making it?”
“Never would be my choice,” Chris agreed.
“Me, too,” Spenser added.
It had been Davie’s idea to go to Malvoria for a few days before
the Alliance, to practice the meditation that was supposed to purify his
body and soul. It was his idea to do it in a cave high up on the holy
mountain above the monastery where the monks practised Sun Ko Du and lived
their lives of peace and harmony.
Chris went with him, of course. And Spenser, who kissed Stuart goodbye
and promised to see him on Tibora for the Alliance. Christopher was including
him in the group travelling in the Gothic TARDIS while The Doctor took
his immediate family in the police box.
All three young men were without the love of their lives, therefore, when
they arrived on Malvoria. They were not missing them too much, though.
Their spirits were high and each other’s company was enough. They
left the TARDIS part way up the mountain and climbed the narrow, winding
paths with perilous drops on one side and sheer cliffs on the other. They
talked out loud cheerfully, and without being significantly out of breath,
since all three of them had two hearts and a respiratory system that adapted
to their environment.
“When we have more time to spare, we ought to spend a few days at
the monastery,” Davie said as they looked down on the tiled roof
and the inner courtyard where they could see some of the monks at their
own meditations.
“You’re getting married in two days. You won’t HAVE
time to spare,” Chris replied.
“Yes, I will,” Davie responded. “I still have my TARDIS.
I can take an afternoon away from Brenda’s idea of domestic bliss
and spend a weekend on the race circuit in the twenty-first century or
a fortnight in contemplation in Malvoria. My wife doesn’t have to
know.”
“Davie, you REALLY need this purification rite,” his brother
teased him. “You’re not married yet and you’re thinking
of ways to deceive your future wife.”
“Not deceive,” Davie protested. “Not at all. I still
want to race my cars and I still want to do Time Lord things, like coming
here. If I can do them in an afternoon, then she doesn’t have to
miss me.”
“A quick adventure and home for tea,” Chris said. “Granddad
used to say that.”
“Before we start the purification…” Spenser said hesitantly,
breaking into the brotherly reminiscences a little. “I want to say
something.”
Davie and Chris both halted and turned to him.
“Stuart and I got married last week,” he said.
“What?” The two brothers registered the same measure of surprise.
Davie took a step towards him and then stopped. He reached out his hand
then changed his mind.
“Married? Really?”
“We’ve been dating for nearly six months, now, and we’re
stuck on each other. And… when I say dating… I mean…
He’s had to get up early a couple of mornings to get back to the
pub in time for the brewery delivery… and I’ve got to know
what time the milkman comes round the village… So… well, we’re
beyond dating, really. And we thought we really ought to make it official…
So we went up to Alnwick and had a civil ceremony and celebrated afterwards
with dinner and a movie… and…”
He stopped talking but Davie didn’t fill the silence with any words
so he had to keep talking again.
“I thought a lot about your Alliance… the whole Gallifreyan
thing. I told Stuart all about it and he was fascinated by the idea. But
we knew it wasn’t really for us. I mean… he really doesn’t
want to have to recite that long list of wifely duties... and neither
do I.”
“That’s a pity,” Davie told him. “Not about the
wifely duties. But the Alliance. You’re descended from an old Time
Lord family just as I am. There ought to be a way.”
Spenser shook his head.
“Apart from anything else I think my ancestors might all jump out
of their graves if they found out I was marrying another man by the ancient
rite of Alliance. So we just did it quietly, simply, just the two of us
and the best man and chief bridesmaid from the party who were after us
as witnesses.”
“Why didn’t you ask us? Chris and I would have loved to have
been there, just as you’re going to be there for me.”
“I… didn’t think you would… I thought… you
might have felt…”
“Felt what? If I’d known… I’d have got Brenda’s
seamstress to make a bridesmaid’s dress in my size! I would have
loved to see you and Stuart get married. You… silly man.”
Davie hugged him and kissed his cheek tenderly.
“Congratulations, to both of you,” he said. “I’m
pleased. I really am. And when you get back tell Stuart I said so.”
Davie pulled his thoughts back to the present as he stood to receive
the vow of loyalty to his House from his bride’s mother. As he watched
her step forward he saw Spenser and Stuart sitting together. Their hands
were entwined tightly. Six months wasn’t as long as he and Brenda
had known each other, but it was time enough for them to know they wanted
to be together.
After all, he knew within a day of knowing Brenda that he wanted to spend
his life with her.
Mrs Freeman knelt before him and began her three hour pledge. He kept
his mind on what was happening right there and then, because the ceremony
was important to him, even the long-winded and dull parts. But he was
also thinking about those events that almost kept him from getting to
his wedding.
Spenser’s news occupied their thoughts in the final half mile of
mountain path before they reached the cave of Contemplation. It was an
impressive looking place. All three of them thought of caves as rough,
natural openings in a rock face with signs of ancient water having worn
down the walls or stalagmites, stalactites, felspar or quartz glittering
in the torchlight…
This cave was made by the action of water long ago. But people had been
there since and widened it out in an almost perfect circle, and they had
decorated it. The ceiling was covered in gold, elaborately moulded into
a frieze that depicted the story of the first monks who made their home
on the mountain. They had lived in this cave and practiced meditation
and martial arts while they built the monastery further down the valley
and established the ‘rules’ of Sun Ko Du.
Around the walls were brightly coloured friezes telling the history of
the monks since their time dwelling in the cave. One particular story
involved a Time Lord who helped free the valleys of a tyrant’s rule.
Chris and Davie both smiled proudly at that one.
“That was our ancestor called Diam?ndh?rt,” Davies explained
to Spenser.
“The monks would not be pleased at us displaying reflected pride
at something we are only incidentally connected with,” Chris reminded
his brother. But he was just as thrilled by his family connection to the
place.
Spenser didn’t know if any of his family had done any brave deeds
on Malvoria. But he didn’t care. He had his own brave deeds and
perhaps somebody would put them on a frieze for posterity. Or perhaps
he would remain nameless in the memories of those he had helped. He didn’t
mind, either way. He had redeemed his family name from his father’s
evil work and was forging a future in which he was somebody who walked
in the light. It didn’t matter if his name or his deed was recorded
or not.
Chris opened his back pack and took out three Chinese bowls and three
pairs of chopsticks. He opened a sealed packet containing saffron rice
and shared it between the bowls. He also set out three small cups into
which he poured milk from a flask.
“An ascetic meal to provide the protein our bodies need before we
begin our meditations,” he said. His hands moved across the feast
as if he was blessing it in some religious fashion. It was something he
did whenever he sat to eat with his students in the Sanctuary. He explained
that it wasn’t, in fact, religious in that sense, but it was an
invocation of a peaceful aura over their meal.
A blessing by any other name.
And even Davie felt that a blessing from Chris was something to treasure
in his hearts.
They ate in silence and then adopted the positions they each found best
for their meditations. Chris preferred to lie flat on the bedroll that
he laid out. That was how he best concentrated when he flew his TARDIS
telepathically, and until he had acquired a wife and installed a double
bed in his private room in the Sanctuary he had often spent the night
in such a position, meditating rather than sleeping, honing his mind and
body.
Spenser sat in a traditional Sun Ko Du position with a very straight back
and legs crossed in front of him. He had never learnt Sun Ko Du, but his
father had and he found that he had inherited the skill through the years
in which his own mind had been telepathically suppressed by his father’s.
Davie adopted a perfect lotus position with his hands folded in front
of him. Spenser was impressed by his suppleness. He was even more impressed
when he levitated a foot from the floor.
“You’re just showing off,” Chris whispered telepathically.
“You don’t HAVE to do it that way.”
“But seeing as I can…” Davie replied. Then all three
quietened their minds and began the descent into the purifying level of
meditative trance.
Davie’s memory stirred again and he glanced around at his brother,
sitting next to Carya, his pretty young wife. That had certainly come
from out of the blue, but there was nobody in the family who wasn’t
pleased about it. Chris was happy. Then again, Chris was always happy.
He was at peace with his universe. But now he shared that peace with a
woman who was devoted to him.
He was at peace with his universe, too, even if it wasn’t always
at peace with him. Marrying Brenda today completed the path he had begun
travelling on the day when the volcano blew. From today, he started on
a new path, as a husband and, probably in a very short time, as a father.
And that suited him just fine.
Chris and Davie dropped into their meditative trance together. Spenser
was their ‘control’, their anchor at a slightly higher level
of consciousness. He was there to help them come back out of it again
when it was over. He was needed because this particular purification meditation
involved much more than merely clearing the minds and thinking of nothing.
Davie had to be, the ritual demanded, as a child newborn. And to do that
the trance period involved a regression back through his life to his moment
of birth. Davie was only slightly complicating matters by doing it along
with his twin brother. After all, their birth, as with much of their life,
had been a shared experience.
The two brothers had talked about it excitedly in the preceding days.
Of course, the regression was only taking them back twenty-two years.
For the Time Lords of the past, even those who married young, it was a
journey of centuries. But they thought they had racked up enough experience
in those twenty-two years to make the journey interesting. The Doctor
agreed. He said most Time Lords at five hundred had done less than they
had at their tender age. He said it slightly regretfully. On Gallifrey
a twenty-two year old was a mere child, barely started on an education
that would last another hundred and sixty years before he was considered
to be a man capable of shouldering even the lightest of burdens. Chris
and Davie were already carrying more responsibilities than wise old High
Councillors did in the days of the old regime.
Spenser felt the regression begin. In his own carefully cleared mind he
saw their memories reach back over the past years. He saw Chris’s
great emotional epiphany as he gave himself up to the joys of physical
love. He saw Davie’s crisis of identity as he came to terms with
his bi-sexual inclinations. He saw the war that had scarred them all deep
in their souls. Before that, Chris’s triumph as he opened his Sanctuary
and shared his philosophies with his students, and Davie’s first
battles with the forces of darkness.
Before that, their Transcension, when they turned from boys to men, from
candidates to Time Lords.
Further back, their teenage years had been different to their peers. With
that sacred goal of Transcension always in sight they had been earnest
and anxious to please their mentor, The Doctor, eager to learn all they
needed to learn. They had made mistakes, they had enjoyed small triumphs.
Sometimes the earnestness and the seriousness of it all got too much and
they took part in small acts of mischief. Sometimes their overreaching
ambition had got them into serious trouble. Through it all The Doctor
had been there to praise or censure, to dry their tears and share their
laughter and to guide them along their chosen path.
The Doctor was the key figure in their teenage years. His arrival in their
lives when they were eight years old was the most significant moment since
their birth. It was then that they had discovered, not so much that they
were different, since they knew that, but why they were different. Then
it all started to make sense. Then they discovered that they HAD a destiny
to strive for.
Before that epiphany, Spenser noted that they had been slightly troubled
boys. They didn’t make friends easily. They were sometimes bullied
at school, though they were far from weaklings and fought back when they
could. When they couldn’t, they turned to each other for comfort
and reassurance. They lived within their shared consciousness, communicating
with each other without words, needing nobody else but each other.
Spenser noticed, too, that in their childhood, there was less distinction
between the two of them. That surprised him. By the time he came to know
them, Davie and Chris were unique individuals pursuing different interests
in different ways. And he knew better than anyone how different they were.
After all, he had fallen in love with Davie, while only ever being friends
with Chris. Beyond the fact that they were two very handsome young men,
he had seen something in Davie that was irresistible to him, something
that Chris didn’t have, or which was manifested in some different
way in his personality.
But when they were six or seven years old, they were identical in every
way. Their two minds were interchangeable. Their parents bought them clothes
of different colours and styles. They chose to dress alike. They sat at
separate tables with paper and pencils and drew the same picture with
the same colours. They really had been two halves of the same soul.
Before they were school age it was even more obvious. Spenser watched,
feeling extremely privileged to do so, the twin boys as they were in their
infanthood. He noted that, even when they were old enough to have ‘real’
beds they only ever slept in one of them. Their parents tucked them up
separately and kissed them goodnight, and within a few minutes one or
the other would slip out of his own bed and into his brother’s,
cuddling up close and safe through the night. At that point Spenser wasn’t
even sure which was which. Did Chris seek the comfort of his brother’s
bed or the other way around? Or did it vary? He wasn’t sure. It
really was impossible to tell. Their minds were just too similar.
He understood why they did that, anyway, as their minds regressed further
back, to when they were babies and their mother laid them down in the
same cot, side by side. They had always been together, always reached
out to each other and found comfort in each other’s nearness.
They were reaching the beginning point, now. Spenser wasn’t actually
breathing very much at all. He was in a deep enough trance that his own
hearts and lungs were working at only a very minimal level. But in his
sub-consciousness he felt as if he was holding his breath as he witnessed
the twins being born. Davie was already in his mother’s arms when
Chris was born a few minutes later. They weren’t named yet at that
point. They were aware only of unaccustomed light and strange noises and
that they had been in pain for a long time but it was over now.
Spenser smiled as he remembered that intimate moment that he had shared
with the twins. He clutched his own husband’s hand and smiled a
secret smile as he looked at Davie now, holding his soon to be wife’s
hand in his and making the first of the sacred promises to her that would
bind them in Alliance. He still felt extraordinarily privileged to have
shared that time with him and his brother. Even though he had been friends
with both of them for years, and had been Davie’s lover for some
of those years, he had never known them quite so completely before.
“Pure as a newborn,” he whispered as he saw Davie’s
birth vividly in his nascent memory. “You can come on back now,
both of you.”
But they didn’t. Spenser watched as their twin memories reached
further back. He realised with a shock that he was now seeing them before
their birth, within their mother’s womb.
It was a good place to be. He felt their sense of warmth and comfort and
mutual love. He shared that feeling with them. It was a very good feeling
and it would have been easy to lose himself in it with them. But there
were alarm bells ringing in his consciousness. They shouldn’t be
going this far.
“Stop, please,” he begged them. He tried to reach out mentally
and touch their minds. But it felt as if there was a barrier. Perhaps
it was because their consciousnesses were now regressed so far that their
world was the womb that they were both growing in. They were aware only
of each other and there was no room for Spenser in that awareness.
“Please, stop,” he said again. “Before I lose you both.”
As scared as he was, he knew he was witnessing an amazing thing. He knew
that their physical bodies were still as they should be, in the cave on
the Malvorian mountain. But Chris and Davie’s consciousnesses were
regressing right back to the very moment when they came into existence.
“No!”
They had regressed so far that they really were no longer two individuals.
Spenser felt himself looking at one fertilised embryo that had not yet
divided to form identical twins. They really were one soul now.
“Don’t go any further!” he begged. “Please, come
on back now.”
“They can’t.”
Spenser’s hearts jolted as he felt another mind touching his and
a voice he thought he knew from somewhere speaking in his head.
“Who is that?” he asked.
“The Doctor,” the voice replied.
“How? You’re on Earth. We’re light years away.”
“I’m here, with you. In spirit. Through Davie. Remember, my
essence is within him, through the Rite of Mori. But his own personality
is almost gone now. So I’m here… instead.”
“You’re in his mind… instead of him… like…
like my father did to me…”
“Yes, something like that. But only because he needs help and this
is the only way. Spenser, listen to me carefully. This has gone very badly
wrong. We both have to help now. We have to bring them back. If we don’t….”
“We’ll lose them both.”
“Their bodies would remain as empty shells without understanding
of their world. But it’s not that bad, yet. Everything they are…
their intelligence, their personalities, is there in potentia –
just as it was when they were babies and their future was waiting to be
written. We have to show them the way back from where they are right now.
But we have to do it simultaneously. They’re twins. Their lives
are parallel. We have to keep them that way.”
“Show me what to do,” Spenser said. “I love Davie. I
know he’s going to marry Brenda and I’ve got Stuart. But I
love him, still. I’ll do anything to save him. I’d die for
him.”
“None of that. Nobody has to die around here. But your affection
for Davie will help. It will help you focus your mind on his individuality.”
The Doctor explained what he had to do. He steeled himself to the task
and reached into that in potentia soul to find the part of it that was
the individual he knew as Davie Campbell. At the same time The Doctor
focussed on his twin. Together they drew them out, slowly, back through
that life journey. He felt the moment when they became two separate beings
once more. That was the crucial point. But it was still dangerous. There
was still a chance that the two souls wouldn’t separate properly
and that Chris and Davie’s unique personalities would be fused,
still. They would be alive and self-aware, but they would most likely
both go mad trying to sort out a tangled mess of shared memories and experiences.
“That can’t happen,” Spenser said. “We can’t
let it happen.”
“We won’t. Just hold your nerve a little longer. You’re
doing fine, Spenser.”
It was easier now. He was able to see two unique minds, again. But they
still needed guidance and it was still a delicate thing.
“Be careful not to leave any imprint of your own identity on him,”
The Doctor warned. His voice seemed less distinct in Spenser’s mind,
now. He wondered why. “There’s more of Davie’s personality
taking over his brain. It’s working. That means it’s harder
for me to break through.”
“That’s good, though?”
“It’s very good. We’ve almost made it. When they’re
awake, give them a message from me. A little reminder of something I tried
to teach them when they were younger.”
“What message?” Spenser asked. The Doctor told him. Then he
felt his consciousness slip away and he felt Davie and Chris both reaching
out to him, asking him what happened.
“Wake up properly and I’ll explain over another cup of cooled
goats milk,” he answered.
He opened his own eyes and looked around the cave. Davie’s carefully
adopted lotus position while levitating had ended up as him lying in a
rather uncomfortable heap on the floor. He groaned as he woke and complained
of aching muscles. Chris simply sat up and told his brother he felt fine.
Except…
“What happened?” They both asked the question. Spenser explained.
Then he gave them the message from their great-grandfather.
“I have no spur to prick the sides of my intent, but only vaulting
ambition, which o'erleaps itself and falls on the other.”
Chris and Davie both laughed.
“He quoted Macbeth at us!” Davie said. “He’s right,
of course. It was my fault. I wanted to see how far we could regress.
But I never thought about how to get back. That was me trying to go too
far, too fast, and not thinking about the consequences. It’s always
been my fault.”
“It was his fault, too, when he was young,” Chris reminded
him. “You were always so much like him.”
“It was a hell of an experience, though,” Davie added, passing
over his culpability. “I remember so much… we’re only
in our twenties, but there’s so much we’ve forgotten about
our childhood. And now I remember it all so clearly.”
“Yes,” Chris agreed. “And more. You always said you
could remember before we were born, but I couldn’t. Now… I
can feel what it was like when we were one soul… before we were
twins. I remember growing with you…”
The brothers embraced each other. Spenser drew back, feeling surplus to
requirements for a while. Then, to his surprise, Chris reached out to
him.
“We both owe you so much,” he said as he drew him into a threeway
hug. “Thank you, Spenser.”
“Have we done enough dangerous meditation now?” Spenser asked
when they sat back and drank some milk.
“I think so,” Davie replied. “Let’s pack up here
and walk down to the monastery. We’ll pay our respects to the monks
and enjoy a little peace and tranquility before we head back to Tibora
and the chaos of wedding preparations.”
Spenser smiled as he remembered those tranquil days with the Monks of
Malvoria. They weren’t merely leisure time. Davie knew he had let
things go too far and he and Chris both needed to be sure they weren’t
suffering any after-effects of their fusion. When they were sure they
were both safely restored in their individual personalities, they hiked
back to the TARDIS and Davie turned his thoughts to his future as a married
man.
“That’s one thing I do remember from when our minds were fused,”
Davie said as he piloted his TARDIS to Tibora. “Chris, you got married
before me. You know about… honeymoon nights. I…” Davie
blushed in what Spenser thought was a thoroughly charming way. So did
Chris as he saw what his brother was getting at. “I think I can
stop worrying about what I have to do on my own wedding night. I’ve
got a few ideas about it, now.”
“You only had to ask, brother of mine,” Chris answered.
Spenser looked at Davie, hand in hand with his bride, now. The Alliance
ceremony was in its final stages at last as a warm spring day turned to
a cool spring evening. The Doctor winked at the bride and groom before
asking the necessary question that they had to consider before they went
on.
“I am bound to ask you now, before you make the final vows and bind
yourselves to each other, if there is a slightest doubt in your mind.
The Alliance of Unity once made cannot be unmade except by death.”
Davie and Brenda looked at each other, then they looked back at The Doctor
and shook their heads. He smiled and then looked past them at the gathered
witnesses to their Alliance.
“I am bound to ask the company present, if any one among them has
a doubt as to whether this Alliance of Unity should be made?”
Nobody moved. The silence was palpable. Spenser clutched his own husband’s
hand and carefully avoided even a pang of regret that he and Davie couldn’t
be together. This was how it was meant to be.
“Then make your vows to each other,” The Doctor said to the
bride and groom.
Brenda took a deep breath and began to speak first. Her voice was soft,
but everyone heard her words.
“Davie,” she said. “Keeper of my stars. I am yours to
the end of time, bearer of your seed, handmaid to your lordship, devoted
helpmate, friend, lover.” She took another breath before saying
his full Gallifreyan name. “Davõreenchrístõdiam?ndh?rtmallõup-dracœfiredelunmiancuimhnemilágrodánte
de Lœngbærrow-Campbell, Time Lord of Gallifrey, I give myself to
you, body and soul, heart and head, and take you as my Lord and my husband
for all eternity.”
Then she took the ring from the velvet cushion that Peter, having patiently
waited for this moment, held up high above his own head. She placed it
on Davie’s finger, holding his hand for just a moment longer than
necessary because it seemed so incredible that, at last, she was able
to do that.
Then he took her hands in his and began to speak, clearly and carefully.
“Brenda, my first and dearest love, as you have consented to be
my wife, handmaid, companion and lover to the end of time, I give into
your care my two hearts, both devoted entirely to you.” He paused
and seemed captivated by the clear sparkle in her eyes before he went
on. “Brenda Anika Georgetta Freeman, Child of the blessed planet,
Tibora, I give myself to you, body and soul, hearts and head, and take
you as my Lady and my wife for all eternity.”
He took the gold ring from the velvet cushion held up by Garrick, a year
younger than Peter, but determined not to let the side down by any mistakes.
He slid the ring onto Brenda’s slender hand and bent to kiss it
before they both turned to perform the more mundane but thoroughly important
part of the ceremony. They stepped to one side where a man in the livery
of the Tiboran civil service waited with the book of registry. Davie signed
it first, then Brenda. When they were back on Earth, after their honeymoon,
they both needed to drop into the registry office and sign a similar document
that validated their marriage on planet Earth, but right now Davie solemnly
received the certificate of Alliance from the official and placed it inside
his formal robe before they turned back to where The Doctor waited to
complete the ceremony. He stepped forward and took both their hands as
they faced their guests once more.
“I present to you, Davie Campbell de Lœngbærrow, Lord of Gallifrey
and Earth and his wife, Lady Brenda Campbell de Lœngbærrow, of Earth
and Tibora. May Rassilon’s peace be on their Alliance of Unity this
day and for all eternity.”
Everyone stood and clapped as The Doctor stepped back and Davie turned
to Brenda. He reached his arms around her shoulders and pulled her into
a deep, long, wonderful kiss. The first they shared as man and wife.
Then the flower bearers who had slept some of the day and been amused
by nursemaids in a side room when they were bored, stepped forward with
their baskets replenished. The three pageboys followed them back up the
aisle, then the proud bridesmaids. And finally the bride and groom stepped
forward. The recessional music was an acknowledgement of Davie’s
Human roots. The Tiboran violinist and electric guitarist were joined
by a young Scotsman whose pipes led them in Highland Cathedral. Davie
looked at his father, dressed in Campbell plaid as he always was on important
days. He was smiling proudly. There had been times when he and his father
had been at odds. Sometimes he felt distant from him. He spent too much
time being a Time Lord descended from Gallifrey, and very little as a
Human of Earth. And his father had never been entirely happy about his
relationship with Spenser, even though Davie had assured him it would
not jeopardise his betrothal to Brenda. Now, finally, they were married.
His father smiled benignly at them. His mother beamed joyfully to see
her eldest son with his new wife walking at his side. Brenda’s mother
was crying softly. Mr Freeman bowed his head respectfully to the Lord
of Time who had just married his daughter. The Tiboran guests all bowed
to him. Old habits died hard. His Earth friends, Human, Gallifreyan and
a few other species, too, just smiled happily.
The air when they stepped from under the enviro-dome was cold, but they
didn’t care. The Tiboran moon was rising in a darkening sky and
the strongest and brightest stars were already shining. Davie and Brenda
followed their retinue along a carefully laid path to a lamplit gangway
leading onto a wide floating platform, covered over by a wooden roof in
case of rain. It was brightly lit already and tables arranged for the
reception. There was a dance floor for later and a string quartet would
join the three musicians who had graced the Alliance ceremony so well.
Everyone took their places and the wedding feast began. For Davie, the
food was welcome. It had been a long time since breakfast, and it was
the very best food that the finest Tiboran caterers could provide. But
he hardly tasted it. His thoughts now were on the near future. Even so.
he did his best to enjoy the present moment. He sipped southern Tiboran
champagne as his father-in-law stood to make the first speech of the evening
and the first toast to the happy couple. Then his own father spoke of
his pride in his son and daughter in law before the two Best Men stood
together. Chris spoke first. He kept his words plain and simple.
“My brother and his wife, Brenda, were destined to be together since
the first time they walked together beside this very lake. I saw this
day coming from that moment. I bless their Union… Brenda and Davie.”
The blessing was repeated by all the guests. Then Spenser cleared his
throat and spoke up.
“Davie Campbell has saved my life so many times. He saved my soul
more than once. He has been my mentor and friend. I owe him more than
I can begin to tell any of you. I am proud to see him marry the woman
he has loved for longer than I have known him. I bless them both.”
Then somebody else stood. Davie heard his mother gasp softly as the man
he always called Ten for sake of clarity raised a glass in toast. He had
been sent an invitation but nobody had been certain if he would come or
not.
“Davie Campbell,” he said. “I know I have precious little
cause to do so, but I feel the pride of your ancestors when I see you
– a young Lord of Time, keeping the flame alive. I wish you and
your bride all the very best. Rassilon’s blessing on you both.”
When the speeches were over, Davie and Brenda together cut their magnificent
wedding cake. Later, Davie would have had a hard time saying what it tasted
like. The food he ate was mere protein and sugars, fats and carbohydrates
for his body to process.
Then the orchestra began to play and the lights on the dance floor dimmed
except for one spotlight. Davie stood and led his bride out onto the floor.
She had detached the long, diamond trimmed train before sitting down to
eat and now she removed the veil, too. He held her around the shoulders
as they danced to a tune that was her first choice. It was an Earth country
song from the late twentieth century that Brenda had taken a liking to.
It was the only country song Davie had ever heard all the way through
that wasn’t by his brother’s favourite, Shania Twain. He forgot
for those few wonderful minutes that he didn’t like that sort of
music and let the gentle melody and the romantic words stir his hearts
as he gazed into the eyes of his bride and danced his first dance with
her.
I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars
He sure knew what he was doin'
When he joined these two hearts
I hold everything
When I hold you in my arms
I've got all I'll ever need
Thanks to the keeper of the stars
For the first minute they danced it alone. Then his brother stepped onto
the floor with his own pretty young wife, and his mother and father, Brenda’s
parents, The Doctor and Rose, Christopher and Jackie. He glanced around
and saw Spenser dancing with Stuart, despite the curious glances of some
of the Tiboran guests.
He danced with Brenda through two traditional Tiboran love themes, and
then she smiled warmly and stepped away from him.
“I told her parents this is an Earth tradition,” Chris whispered
in his ear as Spenser put his hand on his shoulder and led him in the
next dance. Chris took Stuart onto the floor while Brenda danced with
Carya. Out of the corner of his eye, Davie saw The Doctor step onto the
dance floor with Jack Harkness. He remembered that they had last danced
together at his and Chris’s eighteenth birthday party, the day they
both became Time Lords, and the day Brenda became his fiancée.
Other more conventional couples joined in the dance, too. This time, it
was Davie’s choice of song. The young man playing two electric guitars
at once excelled himself as the slow rock song ‘Who Wants To Live
Forever’ swelled the hearts of all who heart it.
“There’s no time for us
There’s no place for us
What is this thing that builds our dreams yet slips away
From us…..”
Spenser carefully guided Davie to a quiet edge of the dance floor, where
less eyes were on them. He pulled him closer and kissed him as they danced.
Davie responded to the kiss. He let it carry on for a long time.
“That might be the last time we do that,” Spenser said. “I
just wanted to…”
“You’ll always be special to me, Spenser. Never forget that.”
The song came to an end. Spenser hugged him once again and let him find
Brenda again. Despite his care, their intimacy had been witnessed by quite
a lot of people. He saw Brenda’s father say something to Davie as
the bride and groom began to dance together again but no harm seemed to
have been done. Everyone was smiling again as the evening wore on and
the time for the happy couple to leave the party drew closer.
When that time came, there was one more thing to do. Davie waited as Brenda
faced a sea of female faces and threw her bouquet into them. Hands reached
to catch. Davie was amused when he saw his teenage sister, Sukie, triumph
over the other single women in the crowd. He glanced at his father and
mother and noted their expressions. Tradition or no tradition it was going
to be a few years, yet, before the next member of the Campbell family
would be getting married. Then he took his wife by her hand and they stepped
onto the gangplank. Lanterns were lit along the path, past the sturdy
house where Brenda had been born and raised, past the bower where they
had been joined in Alliance. As they passed each lantern it went out.
Davie was making them do it with a tiny movement of his sonic screwdriver
concealed in his free hand.
Finally they reached the newly built lodge house by the lake that was
going to be their honeymoon place as well as their holiday home in the
future. According to Earth tradition Davie unlocked and opened the door
and then lifted his bride into his arms as he carried her over the threshold.
He gently placed her on her feet again in the warm, cosy drawing room.
He noticed that the table had been laid for breakfast the next morning.
Nobody expected them to want to eat before then.
The door to the master bedroom was closed. Davie glanced at it and then
looked at Brenda.
“I’m ready,” she told him. “Davie… my husband…”
“Brenda… my wife,” he replied as he opened the door
and drew her inside. The door closed behind them as they prepared to begin
the first night of their married life.