“Oh nuts,” The Doctor said
as the TARDIS materialised in the old familiar place by the bins at the
back of the Powell Estate flats. “I’ve miscalculated the date.
It’s not August, it's December.”
“You wouldn’t know from the weather,”
Rose commented as she looked at the outside temperature on the environmental
console. “Did we get the year right at least?”
“Oh yeah, I got that right. It’s 2016. Christmas
Eve, 2016.”
“It is?” Jackie looked up as he turned on
the viewscreen to show what was outside. The usually dismal looking yard
was looking rather pretty. Outdoor Christmas lighting had become cheap
enough in recent years for the people of the flats to club together and
put up a few strings and they had a tree in the middle of the yard. And
all of the windows overlooking the yard had lights and tinsel around them.
All except one.
“My flat’s been empty since July,” she
said as they went up to her floor in the lift. “I was only meant
to be away a couple of weeks. I told everyone I was going to Marbella.”
She giggled. “They all thought I was going for a dirty weekend with
my new bloke.”
Christopher laughed and squeezed her hand. She turned
and let him kiss her. Dirty weekends in Marbella seemed a world away from
the reality of the man whose engagement ring she wore. And she wasn’t
sorry. She’d had that sort of relationship enough. She was ready
for the different kind of love he offered her.
“I’ve never met any of your friends,”
Christopher said. “I’ve always just popped over in the TARDIS
to pick you up from the flat and back to our house.”
And this trip hadn’t been to do very much more.
She had wanted to pick up a few personal things, photo albums and mementos,
and then she really meant to live permanently with Rose and The Doctor
and plan her wedding. She didn’t intend to speak to anyone apart
from Maureen who had the keys and was watching the place for her.
She was reluctant to introduce Christopher to her friends.
And she knew why. It was because they might think him wrong for her. Because
he was so obviously from a different class. Christopher was such a well-educated,
well-spoken man. He always dressed in smart clothes, like the suit he
was wearing now, with a crisp white shirt and tie. He looked like a politician
or a businessman. A real businessman, not like Pete, the hopeful planner
and schemer who never quite got there.
She couldn’t imagine what her friends would make
of him. The Doctor was ok. He had a way of fitting in. The way he dressed,
the way he spoke, he was able to look like he was an ordinary bloke when
he was around the Estate. And he knew most of the people of the estate
by name. But Christopher was still very much a Gallifreyan aristocrat.
If she walked into the Lamb and Flag with him…
No. He was her fiancé. If her friends couldn’t
accept that, then that was their problem, she decided.
“There’s a ton of mail for you,” Rose
said pointing to the pile of letters on the table. Jackie looked through
them absently. She dropped all the bills and junk mail in the bin and
kept the very few personal letters and Christmas cards. She put them with
the things she was taking with her.
“Lamb and Flag Christmas do,” she said looking
at a card that was on top of the pile. She smiled and made a decision.
“There’ll be karaoke! Christopher, you don’t know your
dad at all till you’ve seen him do karaoke.”
The Doctor grinned.
Christopher was frankly astonished to see his father doing
karaoke, but refused flatly to take part himself, claiming not to know
any of the songs in the list. Jackie didn’t mind. She liked having
him sitting next to her and she was proud to introduce him to her friends
and neighbours as her fiancé. His educated accent and impeccable
manners surprised them, but the general consensus seemed to be that Jackie
Tyler had fallen on her feet this time and hit the jackpot.
“And I HAVE,” she said as they walked back
to the TARDIS after midnight on Christmas morning. “My Time Lord!”
His arm was around her shoulders and she snuggled close to him. She sighed
though as she looked up at the one dark window in the flats. “Doesn’t
seem like home any more.”
“Have you lived there for long?” Christopher
asked her.
“Feels like all my life,” she said. “Pete
and I moved in there a week before Christmas 1985. A few months after
we were married. We were living with his mum at first, but we were allocated
a council flat because I was expecting Rose.”
Back in the TARDIS, which felt warm and cosy and almost
homelike as they stepped in out of the cold night, Rose went to make hot
cocoa for all while The Doctor programmed their journey home. Christopher
sat with Jackie on the sofa. She seemed oddly quiet. Even Rose thought
so when she brought the cocoa.
“I’m just being DAFT,” she said. “Seeing
the old place, seeing old friends. I’ve been living like lady muck
at Lœngbærrow manor for ages. Coming back… it WAS nice.
It was terrific talking to everyone. But it's not home any more.”
“Well, that’s ok,” Christopher told
her. “You have a new home with Rose and my father and the children…
and with me.”
“Yes,” she said. Then she sighed again. “I
am being silly, aren’t I. It's just…. I thought I could go
back there and it could be the same. I didn’t realise how much I
had changed.”
“Christmas was a bad time to come back,” The
Doctor said. “Humans get so nostalgic at Christmas. Always looking
back on the good old days. That’s what it is. A little bit of Christmas
Past coming back to haunt you.”
“It did for me,” Rose said. “I was looking
at everyone in the pub – Shireen and Linda and Mickey and everyone
and I was thinking about when we were all kids and some of the great Christmases
we had.” She saw The Doctor’s expression and laughed. “Yes,
we’ve had some GREAT Christmases at Mount Lœng House. Remember
Vicki when she was only a baby, and her face when we lit up the Christmas
tree. But Christmas is easy when we’re rich. If there was a BEST
Christmas… honestly, I think it would be when I was six and I got
a dolls house and… mum worked double shifts cleaning in the bingo
hall to pay for it. I didn’t know that until years later. But I
loved that dolls house. And I remember how happy mum looked that morning
when I unwrapped it. She was so pleased…. I think you can really
only appreciate Christmas properly if it's been a bit of a struggle to
get there.”
“She’s right,” Jackie said. “You
know, the best Christmas I ever had was….” she paused and
glanced at Rose. “It was that Christmas before you were born, love.
I was six months gone… and like I said before, we were just moved
into the flat. We had hardly any furniture and not a lot of money. We
got an emergency giro from the DSS to buy baby things and instead we spent
the money on a Christmas tree and a turkey and pudding and stuff, and
a bottle of wine. It was Australian wine. I remember that. Somebody on
telly said Australian wine was really good and we thought we were really
sophisticated for it. I didn’t know how to cook turkey. I was on
the phone to Pete’s mum every five minutes asking her if I was doing
it right. The roast potatoes got a bit overdone, and we didn’t have
a corkscrew. Pete opened the wine with a penknife. But when we sat down
to eat that dinner together… I was so proud to have cooked it. So
much in love with your dad and he was so full of plans and telling me
that next Christmas we’d eat Christmas dinner at the Ritz in posh
gear because he’d be rich by then… God love him…”
“Oh mum…” Rose put her hand on her shoulder.
She knew what was coming next. She almost wished her mum would stop talking
there and leave it. But she had to exorcise the memory.
“The next Christmas… was the WORST one ever.
It was only just over a month since Pete died, and the DSS hadn’t
sorted my widows allowance out properly. I was living on emergency payments.
Pete, the daft sod, never even thought of life insurance or anything.
Well that’s not his fault really. I never did either. We didn’t
think about dying. But he did. And there I was, a single mum, no money.
And I felt SO alone that Christmas.”
She had tears in her eyes. Rose and The Doctor both looked
at her but it was Christopher who took a handkerchief from his pocket
and dried her tears.
“You’ll never be alone again,” he promised
her. “You’re mine now.”
“Yeah,” she said with a smile. Christopher
hugged her tightly. Rose and The Doctor watched quietly. They didn’t
need to say anything. Rose just felt very happy that at last, there was
somebody who could make her mum feel better when she was like she was
now, a little bit drunk and thinking back on things like that.
“You know,” Jackie said after a while. “It
wouldn’t have been so bad… that Christmas… if it hadn’t
been for Brian Gill.”
“Who’s Brian Gill?” Rose asked. “Never
heard of him.”
“You wouldn’t,” Jackie said. “He
emigrated to Spain when you were about two – avoiding the VAT man.
And I heard later that he died out there. Drowned. He was a good mate
of your dads. A couple of months before he died Pete gave Brian a thousand
pounds… It was all our savings. Money he’d made from actually
selling some of that Vitex stuff. Brian ran a sportswear shop. He was
expanding into football shirts – you know, Arsenal, Chelsea, United…
and printing the names on the back… that was just getting to be
the in-thing back then. Of course, the shirts were knock off…. But
he DID make tons of money from it. Only he never paid back what Pete gave
him. He was sitting on about twice that and it rightly belonged to your
dad – to me really. If he’d paid over that money, it would
have made such a difference. I’d still have been alone of course,
but at least I wouldn’t have been worried sick about how I was going
to pay the bills, sitting there on Christmas day sharing a tin of beans
and toast with Rose and hoping the electric meter would last until after
Boxing day.”
“The man stole money from you?” Christopher
was appalled.
“Not exactly STOLE,” she answered. “Just…
you know... When I asked he went on about overheads and re-investment
and this that and the other. I didn’t believe it. He was just a
right scrooge, squeezing every penny out of us.”
“Scrooge, eh!” The Doctor grinned brightly.
If he was a cartoon he would have had a light bulb flashing over his head.
“What?” Jackie looked at him. She smiled because
his smile was so infectious. “What are you thinking?”
“Dickens,” he grinned. “One of our favourite
Victorians, isn’t he, Rose!”
“Lovely bloke,” Rose agreed.
“Did you ever read A Christmas Carol, Jackie?”
“Seen the Muppets version,” she admitted.
“Good enough,” The Doctor said. “Did
you ever wonder if it would work, in real life.”
“No,” Jackie said. “Nobody changes from
being such a mean, miserable so and so to life and soul of the party overnight
no matter how much a bunch of ghosts scare the living daylights out of
him. I reckon he’d be back to his old ways by New Year.”
“Yes,” Rose protested “Yes, I believe
it. Because he knew his soul was in danger if he didn’t. He had
to mend his ways.”
“I haven’t a clue what you’re talking
about,” Christopher added. “I was never as fond of Earth literature
as you, father.”
“Let’s test the theory,” The Doctor
said. “Jackie, where did Brian live?”
The differences were subtle. The phone box on the corner
by the old sub-post office was still red. There still WAS a sub-post office
in the row of shops that served the high rise community. There were still
shops. Most of them were shut down by the time The Doctor first materialised
the TARDIS in the yard. Clothes and hairstyles were just different enough
for them to realise this WAS more than twenty years ago.
“Oh my God!” Jackie whispered aloud. She looked
as a young woman wheeled a baby in a pram across the yard, heading towards
the stairwell door. She had a carrier bag of shopping and she looked weary.
“Mum… is that…”
“That’s us,” she said. “Me and
you…”
“You two stay well away,” The Doctor said.
“Rose, you know how dangerous it is to have two of the same person
in one place.”
“Somebody should help her…” Jackie answered
him. “The bloody lift was out again.” Then she felt Christopher
leave her side. He dashed across the yard and was at the door before the
younger Jackie was. He held the door open for her and they could see through
the windows onto the stairwell that he had picked up the pram and was
carrying it up the stairs easily, the young Jackie following behind with
her bag of shopping.
“But… it didn’t…” Then she
gave a soft gasp. “Oh my…. It’s like… my memory
just changed. I remember a stranger picked up the pram and helped me.
I remember worrying that he would get mud on his nice suit from the pram
wheels. But before… I struggled up all the way by myself like most
days.”
“That’s not a problem,” The Doctor said.
“Subtle little changes in reality like this, like I’ve got
in mind, don’t do any harm. As long as we don’t change anything
significant.”
Christopher emerged from the flats, wiping pram wheel
mud from the side of his trousers with a handkerchief. He smiled as he
returned to Jackie’s side and she slipped her hand into his.
“You called me a nice bloke,” he said. “And
then added that even if I was from the DSS, I was still a nice bloke.”
“DSS are the only people who wear suits around here,”
Jackie laughed. “And you ARE a nice bloke. See I DID always have
taste.”
“Course you did, Jackie,” The Doctor assured
her. “Come on, let’s go find Brian Gill.”
Brian Gill lived in one of the low-rise maisonettes behind
the shops. The second worst idea in low-cost housing after the high rise
blocks. Rose, Jackie and Christopher stood back and watched as The Doctor
pressed the door bell at number 15b. He grimaced as the tinny sound of
“Jingle Bells” played somewhere inside the house.
The door opened presently and The Doctor looked with not
too much surprise at a man who looked as if he had got out of bed to answer
the door. He was dressed in a t-shirt and a pair of boxer shorts. His
hair was tousled and he had the look of having made himself just barely
decent.
“If you’re here for the brandy, I said midday,”
he growled.
“Brandy?” The Doctor turned to Christopher
and grinned. “Make a note of that will you, Sergeant.” He
pulled out his psychic paper and with a perfectly straight face introduced
himself as Detective Chief Inspector Robert Lewis of the Fraud Squad.
Gill tried to shut the door, but unsurprisingly The Doctor was quicker
than he was. He pushed the door fully open and stepped into the hallway,
grasping Brian Gill firmly by the shoulder and propelling him towards
the living room. Christopher, Jackie and Rose followed out of interest
more than anything.
The living room immediately reminded Rose of the time
when they visited her dad in this year. It was the living room of somebody
who was into doing business anywhere he could find a customer. There were
stacks of football shirts in cellophane wrappings on the dresser, boxes
of designer trainers piled high behind the door, several cases of French
brandy beside the TV along with half a dozen boxed up Spectrum computer
consoles – the must have Christmas gift of 1986!
Rose had guessed that her dad’s early plans for
Vitex might not have involved registering his business for VAT. She was
not that naïve about things. But when she looked around at the hub
of Brian’s business empire she realised that The Doctor had hit
the mark when he said he was from the fraud squad.
Brian was muttering about having receipts for everything
somewhere when a woman came down the stairs with a man’s dressing
gown wrapped around her.
“You should be ashamed of yourself, Glenda Hodson,”
Jackie said, turning to her. “Who’s looking after your two
little kiddies while you’re messing about here. Go and get your
clothes on and get out of here before I call social services on you.”
Glenda stared for a moment at Jackie as if she was trying
to work out why this older woman seemed to remind her of somebody she
knew and then turned and ran back upstairs. Brian was still trying to
prove the legitimacy of the merchandise around him when she ran back down
the stairs again noisily and the door slammed shut. As the sound of her
high heels on the walkway faded Jackie was still muttering words that
The Doctor and Christopher would usually pronounce in low Gallifreyan.
“Well,” she added. “I know I’ve
had my moments, but I never left Rose on her own while I was out with
a bloke.”
Meanwhile The Doctor decided Brian had given himself enough
mental torture for now.
“Relax,” he said to him. “I’m
not fraud squad. Although I do have some connections I could call on if
you don’t do as I say.”
“Who are you then?” he demanded. “If
you’re not police… what are you doing in my house?”
“I’m here to teach you to mend your ways,
Brian. I’m the spirit of Christmas. You know, just like in A Christmas
Carol.”
Brian looked blank. Jackie giggled.
“They didn’t make the Muppets version yet.”
“Ah well, Christopher hasn’t read the book
either, so fair do’s,” The Doctor said. “Come on, Brian,
we’re going to take you on a trip of a lifetime – YOUR lifetime.”
“Why is he doing it without arguing?” Jackie
asked as she and Rose and Christopher followed The Doctor and Brian back
to the TARDIS. “What’s he done to him?”
“It’s called Power of Suggestion,” Rose
said. “It's like hypnotism but people don’t know they’re
being hypnotised. They just think that what they’re seeing and doing
is perfectly reasonable and nothing to be worried about. He does it all
the time. It's how he gets into posh restaurants wearing that jacket.”
“Doesn’t work on me,” Jackie said. “I
still think he looks a scruffy article.”
“Yeah, but he’s a fantastic scruffy article,”
Rose countered.
“Yes, he is,” Jackie admitted. “And
it is just a sort of ‘front’ with him, isn’t it. The
real him somewhere inside is just as grand as Christopher is. A Gallifreyan
Lord.”
“I don’t care which is the real him,”
Rose admitted. “I love him. Just like you love Christopher.”
“Yeah,” Jackie smiled. “We’re
the two luckiest women on Earth.”
Brian’s power of suggestion stopped him from fighting
The Doctor, but it didn’t stop him looking very puzzled when they
got to the TARDIS. Nor did it stop him panicking when he stepped inside
and looked at the distinctly alien interior of the ship.
“Oh my God!” he cried in a shrill voice that
belied the image he thought he had of a cool, together sort of guy. “Oh
my God! What are you people? Are you… do you have green stuff under
your skin?”
“He’s never seen a Slitheen has he?”
Rose asked.
“No,” The Doctor assured her. “He’s
a victim of American science fiction. That one about the aliens with reptile
bodies inside Human skin was big on TV this year. Relax, Brian. Yes, I’m
an alien, but I’m not a reptile. I told you, I’m your salvation.
First, the ghost of Christmas Past… that’s how it goes. Are
you ready for it, Brian?”
“Ready… for what?” he asked.
The Doctor said nothing else but he indicated to Brian
that he should sit down on the sofa. He did so. Jackie and Christopher
sat on the other sofa as The Doctor and Rose went to the console and initiated
the flight into Brian’s past.
“Why does this sofa have the seal of the US president
on it?” he asked.
“None of your business,” Jackie told him.
“You just sit there till The Doctor gets us where we’re going.”
The Doctor was grinning mischievously. Rose caught his
mood as she watched the dates roll back on the navigation panel. She glanced
at Brian as he stared at the swirling vortex in the main viewscreen. He
was shaking with terror. She would have felt sorry for him if she didn’t
know what her mum had told them about him. It wasn’t so much that
they had eaten beans on toast for Christmas dinner. She wasn’t old
enough to remember that Christmas anyway, and her mum had managed to make
most of the ones she COULD remember really great. But the thought that
this man had taken advantage of her mum at a time when she was so vulnerable
sickened her. She wanted to kick him where it hurts.
But she trusted The Doctor to give him a lesson he might
remember for longer.
“What… what just happened?” Brian asked
fearfully as the time rotor came to a standstill again and the unearthly
sound of the TARDIS materialising faded away. “What happened?”
“Look…” Jackie said as the viewscreen
resolved into a view of the terraced streets that used to stand where
the flats now were.
“Wow. When is this then?” Rose asked.
“1962,” The Doctor told her. “The flats
won’t be built until 1966.”
“This must be Powell Street then,” Jackie
guessed. “Yes, I’ve seen some old pictures of it. Pete lived
here when he was a kid. His parents were moved out into the new houses
by the council when they demolished it.”
“And there he is, if I’m not mistaken,”
The Doctor added. He pointed and Jackie gasped as she saw a boy of about
eight years old sauntering down the road. At the corner of the street
he met up with another boy of about the same age. But while the young
Pete was neatly dressed, hair combed, socks pulled up and shoes clean,
the other boy looked like he had been wearing the same clothes for a week.
His shoes were tied in a tangled knot instead of a bow, and there were
tears making pink streaks through the dirt on his face.
“Who is that?” Jackie looked as she watched
Pete share a bag of sweets with the boy as he gradually stopped crying.
“You know who it is, don’t you, Brian,”
The Doctor said, turning to their extra passenger as he stood dumbfounded,
looking at the scene.
“It’s….” He turned around and
looked at the TARDIS console. “It’s not possible. What is
this? Some kind of mind-reading device…”
“No, it’s a time machine,” Jackie told
him. “We went back in time.” She looked at Brian then back
at the grimy little boy who her Pete was being so generous to. “It’s
you, isn’t it?”
“My dad was probably thumping me and mum because
there was no money for drink,” he said. “I never knew which
was worse. When he was drunk and hit me because he was drunk or when he
was sober and hit me because he couldn’t get drunk.” Brian
stared at the scene for a long moment. Then he shook himself. “No,
it’s not real. It can’t be.”
“It’s real,” The Doctor said. “This
was your life, Brian. A sad, lonely, beaten up kid who had only the one
real friend, young Pete Tyler. That’s right isn’t it, Brian?”
“It’s not real,” he insisted. “If
it is, let me out… let me go out there and see…”
“That’s not part of the plan,” The Doctor
said. “You out there, in the same place as your younger self. Can’t
trust you. You’d cause a paradox.”
“Please…” he said. “I just want
to…”
“You can’t touch him,” Rose told him.
“If you touch him you can cause the end of the universe. I mean
it. I nearly did it once. If The Doctor hadn’t stopped it, we’d
all be sucked into oblivion.”
“All right, I won’t touch… but…”
The Doctor looked at Brian for a long moment then he reached
and opened the door. Brian moved towards it then looked around nervously.
“If I go outside… will your machine disappear and leave me
here?”
“Don’t be daft,” The Doctor told him
and moved to go outside with him. Jackie followed them. Rose and Christopher
stayed in the TARDIS and watched events unfold on the viewscreen.
Pete had gone on now. Young Brian was a solitary child
standing around the cold street again. Brian and The Doctor walked towards
him. He looked up nervously at them. They saw him exchange some words
with them. Then the older Brian reached into his pocket as if trying to
find some loose change. The Doctor stayed his hand and instead reached
in his own pocket and threw a coin to the child before they turned and
came back to the TARDIS.
“British currency has changed at least half a dozen
times since 1962,” The Doctor told Brian as they stepped over the
threshold.
“I can remember that…” he said. “Two
strange men who knew my name and gave me money to go and buy sweets to
share with Pete…” He looked puzzled. “But… that’s
not how it was before…. Pete always gave me sweets but I was NEVER
was able to buy any.”
“Nice bloke, Pete,” The Doctor said. “He
never cared about you paying him back, did he? Never asked for any payback
for all he did for you. Whether it was sweets or…”
“Christmas dinner,” Brian said. The Doctor
looked at him for a long moment then programmed the TARDIS. When they
stopped again a few minutes later they were in the same street, though
clearly later. Most of one side of it had been demolished and on the other
some of the houses were empty and boarded up ready for the redevelopment
of the area.
At the end house there was some excitement drawing out
what was left of the neighbourhood to watch. A police Black Maria and
an ambulance waited. The police emerged from the house with a handcuffed
man and the ambulance men brought a woman lying on a stretcher. Behind
them came another woman and two boys they all recognised as Brian and
Pete looking a little older.
“Christmas 1966, Brian?” The Doctor said.
“I remember it,” he said with a long sigh.
“Dad was drinking ALL night and in the morning… I can’t
even remember what the row was about. But he went too far. Knocked mum
down the stairs. Broke both her legs. It was Mrs Tyler… Pete’s
mum… who called the police and the ambulance. And she took me to
her house. Her husband died that year. She was living on the police widow’s
pension… He was…”
“He was a good, honest beat copper,” The Doctor
finished. He’d said that before about Pete’s father. “But
the pension wouldn’t have been that great. Enough to keep body and
soul alive but not a lot left over for frills.”
“But even so, she took me in. She fed me. Christmas
dinner… dinner all week. I stayed there with them until my mum was
home from hospital. It was a good Christmas, even though I was worried
about mum, and what would happen to my dad.”
“What did happen to your dad?” Jackie asked.
She’d known Brian fairly well back when she and Pete were dating,
but she never knew anything about his family.
“No idea,” he shrugged. “He was bound
over to keep the peace, but he never came home. Mum and me got on without
him.”
“Just like me and my mum,” Rose whispered.
“But…”
“Do I need to go on?” The Doctor asked. “I
can show you a half or dozen other occasions when Pete or his mum were
there for you. He was your mate all the years you were growing up. When
Pete got married…” He reached over and took hold of Jackie’s
handbag. She looked puzzled but didn’t protest as he looked inside
and found one of the mementos she always carried with her. “Remind
me now, which one is you in Pete and Jackie’s wedding photo?”
“The one next to Pete. I was his best man.”
“Of course he was,” Jackie said. “Pete
and Brian were inseparable. Who else would he have picked?”
“Who are you?” he asked turning to Jackie.
“How do you know so much about me?” He stared at her and his
eyes widened as he recognised in the 40 something woman the eighteen year
old bride in the wedding photo. “No… it can’t be…”
“We have a time machine, Brian. What’s so
difficult to believe?”
“Jackie… you…” He turned and looked
at Rose properly for the first time. “Then you must be….”
Rose stood with her mother. She understood Brian a little
better now. He had obviously had a rough life. But that did not make her
like him any more. All that her dad and her gran had done for him, and
in the end, when her mum really needed it, he reneged on the one chance
he had to do some good in return.
Jackie must have been of the same mind. She and Rose both
turned away and looked at The Doctor.
“Has he learnt his lesson yet?” Rose asked.
“Has he?” The Doctor asked Jackie. “Has
your memory of that Christmas changed?”
“No,” she answered. “Beans on toast
and crying myself to sleep snuggled up to my baby.”
“Then he needs a couple more shocks yet. I think
it's time the Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come took over.”
“What happened to Christmas Present?” Rose
asked.
“I think Brian had enough of that when he got turfed
out of bed by us,” The Doctor answered.
“Where’s this then?” Christopher was
the one who looked surprised when they came out of the vortex and the
viewscreen resolved, this time, into a promenade above a golden beach.
The sun was setting and it looked very inviting if it were not for the
police closing the beach off and herding onlookers away.
“This is the resort city of Almeria in the Spanish
province of Andalucia,” The Doctor said as he opened the doors.
He stayed close to Brian as they joined with the crowd who were watching
the Policia coming up the steps from the beach carrying between them a
body bag from which seawater was dripping still.
“That’s me?” Brian was not slow to work
things out. And though The Doctor could not say he liked the man he put
his hand on his shoulder gently.
“Come on,” he said and turned away, guiding
the slightly stunned man back to the TARDIS.
“What happened to me?” Brian demanded as The
Doctor programmed the next destination. “What happened…. How
did… how DO I die?”
The Doctor hesitated, wondering if he should know so much.
But Jackie spoke up before he had made the decision.
“You drowned,” she said. “It was…
It was murder. We heard… you got into some trouble with some local
Spanish crooks and they took you out in a boat and pushed you overboard…
the papers said your body was weighted down with rocks….”
“Jackie…” The Doctor said cutting her
off. “That’s… Oh damn. Brian… I’m sorry.
I didn’t know that much about it. I only knew you’d died.
I didn’t know it was murder. I should have checked.” He still
didn’t like the man, but his face as he took in this much information
about his future fortunes was terrible to behold. He was not cruel by
nature and he was starting to feel that what had started out as a rather
elaborate prank was going too far now.
The TARDIS arrived at the last destination in Brian Gill’s
story while The Doctor was still contemplating taking him home right away
and forgetting the whole thing. Brian gasped out loud at the view of a
rainswept cemetery where a rather pathetic funeral was going on. There
was only one mourner by the graveside. Jackie, too, gasped as she remembered.
“I felt I owed it to Pete,” she said, as she
watched a younger version of herself in the same black dress she had worn
at her husband’s funeral. After the coffin was lowered and the priest
had said the required words she dropped a bunch of flowers in on top of
it and then turned away hugging her arms around her against the cold.
They couldn’t tell if she was crying or not.
“I was,” she said. “Because it seemed…
Pete gone, his friend gone… even though I’d hated him for
what he did. Yes, I cried.”
She was crying now. So was Brian. He looked at Jackie.
He looked back at The Doctor.
“Can I do anything to change my future?”
“I don’t know. Your future contains so many
variables. And it's not the reason I brought you to see these things.
Your soul is not my responsibility. But you hurt Jackie. You know how.
Jackie, the widow of your lifelong best friend, who was the only person
who even bothered to come to your funeral. I don’t know if you can
change your future, Brian. Even if I did, I couldn’t tell you. It
would be against the Laws of Time and I’ve bent enough of those
already trying to teach you the error of your ways. But there is one thing
you can do. And I think you know what it is.”
“Yes,” he said. “Yes, just… take
me back home… please….”
“Doing it now,” The Doctor assured him. Nobody
said much. There was nothing they could say. The Doctor was worried he
had emotionally damaged the man rather than reformed him. Christopher
was comforting Jackie as she cried quietly at long buried memories. Rose
looked nearly as upset as her mum.
“Ok, Brian,” he said. “You’re
home.” He opened the door one last time. Brian looked out at the
row of maisonettes where he lived. It looked normal enough.
“It’s only about five minute after you left.
It’s still only just after ten o’clock on Christmas Eve. You’ve
got plenty of time to do the right thing.”
“Ok.” Brian looked around at the inside of
the TARDIS as if he was determined to remember it. He looked at Jackie
one more time. “Jackie… I’m sorry for hurting you,”
he said. Then he stepped out. He walked forwards and turned and looked
once. He walked away again. When he looked back the TARDIS was gone.
“So…” The Doctor looked at Jackie. He
knew she was the only one who could tell him if Brian had learnt from
his experience.
“Oh… my….” She looked back at
him and smiled. “Doctor… can you take the TARDIS back to the
yard… and at about four o’clock in the afternoon.”
“These short hops in time are going to give her
hiccups,” he said. Nobody was sure if he was serious or not. “But
I think I can do it.”
He did it. The TARDIS materialised at a little before
four o’clock. The lights were on around the yard and the sky overhead
was dark and dismal and promising not a white Christmas but a wet one.
But it wasn’t raining yet and they stepped out and waited. Jackie
seemed to know what they were waiting for, but she didn’t say anything.
A taxi drove into the courtyard. It stopped by the stairwell
door and Jackie struggled out of the back seat with Rose in her arms.
The taxi driver opened the car boot and took out the fold up pram as well
as what looked like a dozen carrier bags from a toy shop, clothes store
and supermarket. The Doctor and Christopher looked at each other and they
both crossed the yard and offered to help her with her shopping. Jackie
smiled broadly as she watched her younger self follow the two men up to
her flat.
“About eleven o’clock on Christmas Eve morning….
There was a knock on the door. It was Brian. All he said was…. Happy
Christmas. And he gave me a big envelope and left again. Three thousand
pounds… all the money he owed Pete. I just grabbed my coat and put
you in your pram and I went out and bought loads of food and toys for
you and some nice clothes for myself… I spent about five hundred
pounds in a couple of hours. It was…. it was fun. It was great not
to worry for a little while. I had a… well, no, not a great Christmas…
because I missed Pete like hell. But… but I got to see you open
all your toys and we had a lovely dinner and… and I knew after it
was all over I’d be able to pay the bills and we’d be ok.”
“He did the right thing.”
“Apparently we’re both nice blokes,”
The Doctor said with a smile as he and Christopher got back from their
shopping carrying duty. “Which is not what you thought when you
NEXT saw me,” he added to Jackie.
“Well, I was wrong,” she admitted.
“What about Brian?” Rose asked as The Doctor
set the co-ordinate to take them back home to 2216 at last. “He
still dies horribly. Doesn’t seem fair.”
“I can’t do anything about that,” The
Doctor told her.
“Wait a minute.” Jackie looked at the pile
of mail she had brought with her from the flat. The top one had a Spanish
stamp on it. She ripped it open and pulled out the Christmas card.
“All the best wishes to you, Brian,” she read.
“Oh…”
“How?” Rose asked. “You said you couldn’t
do anything…”
“I can’t,” The Doctor told her. “Brian
CAN. He must have kept to the straight and narrow after he went to Spain
and didn’t get involved with the sort of men who liked to take him
swimming with pockets full of stones.”
“It’s not a paradox if he makes his own decision
to change things?”
“No,” The Doctor said. “It’s a
man taking charge of his own life and changing his destiny. And good for
him. I’m glad it worked out for him.”
“Me too,” Jackie said. “I’m glad
we helped him. Even if we didn’t set out to do that. But…
Does this mean I’m wrong about A Christmas Carol? Do you think Scrooge
did stay good after all?”
“I think there’s hope for the Human race,”
The Doctor said. “I always thought so. That’s why I give you
all so many chances to get it right.”
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