Peri woke up in the middle of the night.
She wasn’t sure exactly what time it was since The Doctor had made
her leave her modern wristwatch in the TARDIS, but she guessed it had
to be about two or three o’clock. It felt about right. She hadn’t
gone to bed at eight o’clock in the evening since she was a child,
and her brain just wasn’t tuned to the idea. She had actually fallen
asleep out of boredom about nine and now she was wide awake again.
She was sleeping in the bed. The Doctor had taken the mat on the floor.
She supposed it was some kind of chivalry on his part. Or perhaps he felt
guilty about the whole pretending to be a boy/vow of silence thing.
The bed was only just better than the floor. Now she was awake she knew
she wasn’t likely to get back to sleep again. She was cold, uncomfortable,
and still very hungry, not having been satisfied at all by her suppertime
portion of bread and water.
“Doctor….” she whispered. “Are you awake?”
There was no answer. She sat up and looked at the sleeping mat in the
moonlight that shone through the very small, high, unglazed window.
He wasn’t there!
He had gone off ghost-hunting in the middle of the night without her!
Her angry exclamation broke her ‘vow of silence’, but the
sound just bounced off the stone walls of the cell. Nobody was likely
to have heard it beyond there.
She was still dressed in the robe. There was no question of undressing
for bed. She found the crude sandals that had passed for footwear and
strapped them on her feet before finding the door.
The corridor outside was lit by long candles in holders every few yards.
The monks got up for their first prayers before dawn and nobody expected
them to fall down the stairs in the dark.
The last of the candles gave light to the top of a flight of steps. There
was another flickering pool of light at the bottom. In between was a dark
section that Peri walked down very carefully before pushing open the heavy
wooden door that led to the courtyard.
She had planned to find the kitchen first, before finding The Doctor,
hoping to raid the pantry for a snack. The problem was, despite having
a fairly good look around earlier, she wasn’t sure where anything
was.
Apart from anything else, it was much darker outside than she expected.
She was used to some form of street lighting at night. Even in the countryside
she would be used to seeing distant strings of lights where roads carved
up the landscape.
But this was the twelfth century. Everyone, everywhere, was asleep. There
were no lights to be seen.
Except in the small windows of what she identified close up as Saint Kevin’s
Church. This was one of several small churches within the monastery complex
in addition to the Cathedral where the brethren had gathered for the services
earlier. These small churches and chapels were obviously used for smaller
congregations performing private devotions. But why should one of them
be in use now, in the middle of the night?
A black Sabbath, devil worship? Her imagination easily conjured possibilities.
Perhaps some of the monks – maybe even the abbot himself –
weren’t as pious as they appeared. Perhaps something unholy was
happening?
She opened the side door to the chapel quietly and slipped inside. There
were no ante-rooms in this simple place of worship. She came straight
into the nave where the small night-time congregation gathered in the
light of the altar candles. She crouched behind a statue – possibly
of St. Kevin, the sixth century founder of Glendalough - and watched the
monks at their nocturnal devotions.
It was nothing peculiar, after all, she realised. This was Matins, the
first ‘office’ of the day or the last one, depending on whether
you considered two o’clock in the morning to be late night or early
morning. Obviously at such an unsociable hour not all the brethren were
required to attend this service. Only a dozen were there.
One of them was The Doctor! He must have decided to go along either to
please his friend, the Abbot, or to watch for an appearance by the ghost.
He COULD have asked her to join him.
No, maybe not. She had been less than enthusiastic about the fact that
a bell was going to sound before four o’clock in the morning to
get the monastic community up in time for the divine office of Lauds.
She would probably have said something quite inappropriate for a sanctified
place if he had suggested getting up in time for the two o’clock
service.
She crept away again and was going to return to her bed, bearing that
early morning start in mind, when, now her eyes were accustomed to the
night, she saw somebody moving in the shadows near the western end of
the courtyard. It didn’t look like a ghost, but it was definitely
somebody who wasn’t where they ought to be.
She followed, keeping a careful distance but keeping the mysterious figure
in view. She soon found herself outside the cluster of buildings that
made up the monastery and heading past the smaller of the two lakes of
the glen – Lower Lake.
Imagination was obviously out to lunch the day these bodies of water were
named!
The moonlight reflected brightly off the lake and she could make out the
outline of the glen against the sky and the dense trees that came most
of the way downhill.
As she came close to the larger Upper Lake she could also see a small
stone building in similar style to those that belonged to the monastic
community. Close up it looked less like a building for Human habitation
and more a large dog kennel or small stable, but there were Human voices
within.
If the humans were doing what she thought they were doing, then they would
just about have enough room for it.
The monk who had slipped out here for an assignation was going against
his vows of celibacy and probably breaking several other rules, too, but
it was nothing to do with her, and nothing to do with the ghost. She quietly
hurried away, leaving in peace the couple inside the structure called
St. Kevin’s Cell where the founder of the community used to pray
and meditate. It was probably thoroughly blasphemous to use the cell for
anything other than those two functions, but again Peri judged it to be
none of her business.
She got back to her own bed before The Doctor finished with the Matins
service. She pretended to be asleep when he crept quietly into the room
and settled himself on the floor.
The bell that woke the monks from their righteous slumber was exactly
on time. Peri opened her eyes wearily, remembering that she had only had
about an hour and a half sleep since her excursion outside. She noticed
that her sandals were muddy from her walk down to the lake, and hoped
that nobody else, especially not The Doctor, would also notice and wonder
about it.
Some of the monks had been in the cathedral for nearly an hour before
the rest of the brethren gathered there for Lauds. They had taken part
in the ‘Vigil’ that began at four. As far as Peri could tell,
these weren’t the same monks who had been at Matins. Surely no Human
being could deal with that much prayer and that little sleep in one night!
She wondered which of the monks was the one who had slipped out during
the night, taking part in neither of the acts of Devotion performed during
the hours of darkness. As the dawn broke through the windows of the cathedral
there was no way of being sure. It really was hard to tell one cowled
monk from another.
After Lauds there was Communion. As she waited to kneel by the altar rail
to share the transubstantiated bread and wine she noticed the monk already
kneeling just in front of her.
Muddy sandals peeped out from under the hem of the robe. Muddy sandals
just like her own. This, surely, was the monk who had gone down to the
lake last night.
Her eyes moved across to the acolyte kneeling next to him. Another pair
of muddy sandals. And something else. She looked as closely as she dared
at the feet and ankles that fitted into those sandals and put two and
two together.
Beneath her cowl she smiled knowingly.
After the service was over, the monks went to the refectory for breakfast.
Peri’s stomach rebelled against the prospect of more bread and water.
She was pleasantly surprised to be served a large bowl of what looked
like wholemeal porridge which could be flavoured with honey and cream,
both of which were placed in dishes on the table. When that was done,
there was a plate of what proved to be grilled kidneys eaten with warm
barley bread – for which there was butter. All of the food was newly
made, the bread and butter as fresh and flavoursome as she could imagine.
Better than any factory made product of her own time, that was for sure.
The kidneys probably came from sheep slaughtered while they were at Lauds.
The thought was a little disturbing, but that was life in the countryside.
She and The Doctor, and the Abbot were served the kidneys as the best
of the sweetbreads. The ordinary monks had slices of a sort of pudding
made up of the heart and other internal organs mixed with barley. They
seemed to enjoy it, but she was glad it hadn’t been offered to her.
She was tasting the mead that passed for a morning drink and finding it
a little heavy for her stomach when the low murmur of necessary conversation
turned to shouts of consternation. Abbot Lorcán rose from his seat
and called for order, reminding the brethren that they were men of God
and above such unseemly clamour.
The reason for the clamour was obvious. A man dressed in what Peri recognised
as a space suit – though one far more futuristic than she knew in
her own time – was walking THROUGH the tables where the monks were
eating. Even the plumpest and hungriest of the gathering, one who might
well fit the Friar Tuck stereotype, leaned back from his second plate
of sheep organ pudding as the apparition passed through it.
The Doctor stood and followed the ghost as it walked in a direct line,
apparently oblivious to the trouble it was causing in the refectory of
Glendalough monastery. When it emerged from the end of the table –
which had cut off the bottom half of it from view – he carefully
took in every small detail of the clothing, walking around the ghost in
a corkscrew movement as it continued to pursue its unwaveringly straight
course.
Then to the general consternation of all, he stood in front of the ghost
and let it walk right through him. Peri left her place at the table and
went to run to him, but she stopped halfway, remembering that she was
meant to be a silent boy, and couldn’t yell at him for doing anything
so reckless.
The ghost didn’t falter in its step, yet for a moment it merged
with The Doctor’s body.
Then it carried on, disappearing through the wall.
The disappearance of the ghost left the brethren just as disconcerted
as its arrival. Abbot Lorcán called for them all to be calm. When
they didn’t obey he began reciting a prayer in Latinm One by one
the monks joined with him. The Doctor walked back to his place at the
table, silently passing Peri who turned and followed him. By the time
they reached their seats near the Abbot the monks had reached a decisive
‘amen’ and returned to their breakfast with only low murmurs
of necessary conversation.
After breakfast was Terce, the second of the Divine offices, said in the
cathedral in the presence of the whole of the brethren. They were, it
had to be said, a little restless, heads turning to look into the rafters
and around about to see if the ghost turned up again.
It didn’t. The breakfast visit seemed to be it for now. After Terce,
the monks gathered in the Chapter House to be allocated their work for
the day – in the kitchen or the garden, the malthouse or the laundry,
or for the most learned, the library where they sat carefully copying
Bibles and Psalters all day.
Peri found herself assigned to the garden along with a group of the younger
monks. The one whose sandals were already muddy was among the group. Although
she was a little worried about being separated from The Doctor –
who had gone off with the Abbot for a private discussion of the morning
events – she was intrigued by her own little mystery and considered
it an opportunity to delve into it further.
Of course, there was hard work to be done. long before pesticides and
weed killers there was far more to be done among the rows of beans and
cabbages than Peri knew possible. Individually picking the caterpillars
from the cabbage leaves and depositing them in a bucket of water was one
particularly unpleasant job, and one she thought possibly futile. The
cabbages were going to get nibbled by those caterpillars with the sense
to hide, and nothing was going to keep the fruit flies off the strawberry
beds.
Two hours went by under an unforgiving sun. Hiding her face under a woollen
cowl was less than ideal in such weather. Her eyes were shaded, but sweat
poured into them as she worked. If she had a mirror to look into, she
would probably be appalled at the redness of her face and the state of
her hair.
But she knew how to do gardening, at least, and it had to be better than
the laundry, so she stuck at it until the bell rang for Sext, the third
of the Hours of divine office, recited at the sixth hour – noon.
It was a surprise to her that so much time had passed, but Peri leaned
her hoe against the garden wall and followed the others.
Then she noticed one of the monks slipping away behind the Chapter House.
She carefully peeled away from the crowd and followed. Non-descript grey-brown
was a good colour for hiding in the shadows beside granite and mica-slate.
She wasn’t spotted until she was ready to make her presence known.
“I think I know your secret,” she said to the frightened young
monk who she cornered between the Chapter House and the outer wall of
the monastery complex. She pushed her hood down for the first time since
she arrived at Glendalough to reveal her short, but decidedly feminine
hair and womanly features.
The other monk did the same to reveal red hair that might have been hurriedly
cut short with a knife. Green eyes filled with frightened tears. Peri
put her own cowl back over her head and reached to do the same for the
slender girl who had hid herself beneath the shapeless robe for much longer
than she had.
“It was the ankles that gave you away. Try to keep your feet covered
when you kneel if you intend to go on with this subterfuge. I’m
guessing that your lover came here to be a monk. You disguised yourself
as a boy and joined him.”
The cowled head nodded. Peri guessed that the face beneath it was disconsolate.
“Obviously I’m not going to give you away,” she said.
“But I think you and your lover ought to consider some other way
of life. Sooner or later the game will be up and I imagine there might
be some sort of nasty punishment for what you’re doing.”
A deep sigh came from beneath the cowl.
“Yes, I know. Tough choices. But we all have to make them. One of
these days I’ll have to decide what kind of life I want after travelling
with The Doctor. It’s going to be the biggest decision of my life.”
The twelfth century woman caught up in a love story worthy of a TV mini-series
didn’t really understand how big a step leaving The Doctor would
be for Peri, but she recognised a kindred spirit.
“We’d better wait here until the service is over then rejoin
the others in the refectory,” Peri suggested. She felt as if she
had skipped a lesson at school, and the fact that it was lunch afterwards
only made it worse.
Then the ghost appeared, walking through the outer wall and steadily moving
past the two girls disguised as monks as they pressed themselves as far
out of reach as possible. The Doctor may not have been harmed by his contact
with the apparition, but they were taking no chances.
It passed into the Chapter House. There was a shout from within and a
man ran out.
“Brendáin!” The surprisingly shapely monk called out
in a too-feminine voice. Brother Brendáin looked around with a
horrified expression as she ran to embrace him. Peri looked around to
make sure this corner of the monastery was still quiet then she drew closer
to them.
“What happened in there?” she asked. “What frightened
you so much, Brendáin?”
“It walked through me,” he said, so traumatised by his experience
that he didn’t even realise it was another woman in a monk’s
habit speaking to him. “I felt its memories, its thoughts…
the world it comes from… carriages without horses, carriages in
the sky… the world… a ball spinning… people… so
many people… so much noise….”
“It’s all right,” Peri told him gently. “Those
things aren’t real. Don’t worry. They can’t harm you.”
“But….” Brendáin looked at Peri, and then looked
beyond her. His expression froze in horror. Peri glanced around and saw
The Doctor and Abbot Lorcáin standing there.
“What is going on here?” the Abbot asked. “Brother Brendáin,
were you and these two young men at divine office?”
“I….” Brendáin was the only one who could possibly
speak out loud and he stammered incoherently. The Abbott glanced at the
two silent acolytes, then back at the monk.
“I am sure I heard a woman’s voice,” he said.
“No… no, it isn’t possible,” Brendáin managed
to say. “You must be mistaken, father Abbot.”
“No, you weren’t mistaken,” Peri said, pushing back
her hood.
“My word!” Lorcáin exclaimed.
“The deception was necessary,” The Doctor said apologetically.
“In order for Peri and I to conduct our investigation. Brendáin,
come with me. I’d like to hear more about your encounter with the
ghost. Lorcáin, why don’t you take these two into lunch.”
For a moment Lorcáin seemed to have forgotten that he was Abbot,
let alone that one of the monks he was asked to escort to the refectory
had just revealed herself as a woman. The power of one glance from The
Doctor’s piercing blue eyes had that effect on him. It lasted until
he was giving the blessing before the meal, by which time he couldn’t
do anything about it.
Peri ate her boiled mutton and beans silently, not because of any vow,
but because she couldn’t think of anything to say to Lorcáin.
She knew he would have many questions to ask if he were not among his
brethren. He was entitled to ask them, but she really hoped The Doctor
would provide the answers, not her.
After lunch was a period of study and individual prayer for most of the
brethren, but The Doctor and Peri went with Lorcáin to his private
dayroom. The Doctor answered most of his questions, more or less truthfully.
“The ‘ghost’ is not a ghost as you imagine it, my friend,”
he explained. “It isn’t the Earthbound form of a soul who
is dead, whose life is in the past. Rather, it is a man who is alive in
the future. A sort of echo of him has rebounded through time to be visible
to you and your brethren.”
“How can this be?” Lorcáin asked. “The clothes
he wears… what kind of future does he live in?”
“One where fashions have changed a great deal,” The Doctor
answered. “As fashions do from one year to the next outside these
walls. You have travelled. You have seen that much. The Normans have spread
their kind of clothing throughout Britain, and even in Ireland, the native
people taking on their habits – no pun intended. In that far future,
the same has happened in a much more extreme way.”
“And again, I must ask, how can it be? How does this echo come to
us?”
“Time is damaged,” The Doctor replied. “This is something
with no explanation in the books you read, my friend. Your Bible has no
wisdom for it, nor the rules of St. Benedict or any other such work of
wisdom. But trust me when I say that other books, beyond even your great
knowledge, do tell of such things, and I have both the knowledge and the
experience. I can mend time just as your prayers mend the souls of men.”
“I believe you, Doctor,” Lorcáin answered him. “I
suppose asking how this would be done is of no avail? I doubtless would
not understand your words.”
“You are wise to understand that it is beyond your understanding,”
The Doctor told him gently. “I cannot do it here. In any case, what
I have to do would not be understood by your brethren living in their
closed world of prayer and devotion. Peri and I will go away while the
monks are at their studies. We will be back later, to spend a more easy
time with you.”
“I will call the brethren together to keep a vigil until your return,”
Lorcáin promised. “Our prayers may help you in your task.”
“They may well do that,” The Doctor answered. He stood and
bowed his head respectfully to his venerable friend then turned to leave,
Peri following him.
“To the TARDIS?” she asked.
“To the TARDIS,” he confirmed.
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