Jackie came into the console room with a tray of coffee.
She looked at Rose and The Doctor at the controls of the TARDIS and smiled.
Even a Slitheen could look at the two of them and know they were a couple
who had just announced their wedding date. They GLOWED. Of course, people
DID glow green when they stood near the console. But this was a different
sort of glow. An inner glow.
“Shut up, Jackie,” she told herself. “You’re thinking
nonsense.”
“It was very interesting nonsense,” The Doctor told her with
a grin.
“Oh, I wish you wouldn’t do that,” she protested, but
she grinned too. It was her own fault for not remembering that he could
read her mind.
Rose looked at them both.
“I hope that was PG rated nonsense, mum. He’s MINE.
Jackie tried to look cross at her then laughed again. She settled the
discussion by giving out the coffee to her daughter and soon to be son-in-law.
She turned and looked at the fourth member of the TARDIS crew this trip.
He was sitting on the White House sofa staring at one of the coral shaped
pillars with a sad expression on his face.
“Christopher…” Jackie held out the coffee cup to him.
She had to repeat his name before he looked up and took the cup from her.
“Thank you,” he said and took a sip. Jackie looked around
and saw what he had been looking at. There was a picture of the twins
taped to the pillar. The console room had a lot of pictures around it.
Over the years Rose and The Doctor had put those little domestic touches
around. There were pictures of Susan and David and the children that The
Doctor had put up, pictures of her that Rose had put up. And even that
picture of the alternative universe wedding with herself and Pete, Rose
and The Doctor all together.
“They’re terrific kids,” Jackie said.
“I haven’t really got to know them properly,”
Christopher said. “They don’t seem to know what to make of
me. I’m a stranger out of nowhere telling them I’m their grandfather.
The little girl, Sukie… she is sweetness personified. But she doesn’t
really know who I am. And the boys… they’re just POLITE.”
“They just need time. It is rather
a big thing for them.” She looked around at The Doctor. “HE
is thrilled to have you back.”
“Yes,” Christopher managed a smile. “But
I hardly know him any more, either. He’s changed so much. I don’t
just mean his face. We… we’re used to that where we come from.
But he has changed… in ways I couldn’t explain to you because
you only know him as he is now. You didn’t know him when he was
my father…”
“He’s still your dad, and he loves you. He told me all about
you last night. He talked more about you than he did about the wedding.
You just need time.”
“Time!” he smiled wryly. “I’m a Time Lord. I’ve
got plenty of that.”
“There you go then,” she said. “You’ll be all
right.” She looked around and called to The Doctor.
“So when are we going to get to Susan’s? It doesn’t
take this long usually.” She looked at Christopher again. “Listen
to me. Talking about what’s ‘usually’ and I’m
travelling in a wooden box through time and space. Your dad isn’t
the only one who’s changed. Look at what he’s done to me.”
Christopher smiled again but he too looked at The Doctor. He wasn’t
smiling now.
“It SHOULDN’T take this long,” he said. He gave the
cup back to Jackie and thanked her for the coffee then begged her pardon
before he stood up and went to the console.
Jackie sighed as she watched him. The last time any man was that polite
to her, she thought, it was the driver of the car going to Pete’s
funeral. It was his job to be polite and open the car door for her.
The Doctor’s son was a new and startling concept. But one she rather
liked.
“What’s wrong?” Christopher asked. “We SHOULD
have arrived by now.”
“We’re off course,” Rose said. “He doesn’t
know why.”
“I DO know why,” The Doctor answered. “There’s
some kind of energy signal interfering with the vortex. I just don’t
know HOW or where it’s coming from.”
“See, doesn’t know why.”
“Well, can’t you correct the course and just get us home?”
Christopher asked.
“Home?” The Doctor smiled at him warmly. “It’s
nice that you call Susan’s place home.”
“She’s my daughter. She’s all I have… and where
she is…”
“They have a saying on Earth… Home is where the heart is,”
The Doctor said with a smile at Rose. “Even more true for those
of us with two hearts.”
“I think one of my hearts still misses our real home though,”
Christopher added. “Gallifrey…”
“Every day,” The Doctor agreed. “But we still have Earth.
It’s in our blood, both of us. Your mother was an Earth child. And
your grandmother. It may not be in your DNA, but it’s in your soul.”
The Doctor reached and touched his son’s shoulder gently and then
turned back to the console. He adjusted something on the drive console
and then suddenly swore very loudly in both Low Gallifreyan and English.
“It’s bad?” Rose asked.
“It’s very bad. Something just passed us in the vortex. Something
that had no business using the vortex. It's using our technology…
but it's not Time Lord.”
“You’ve got copyright thieves then?”
“Worse than that.” Rose looked at his face. She knew by now
when he was really worried. She saw the vein in his neck throb and his
eyes turn steely grey, the pupil no more than a pin prick. And she knew
if she touched him now he would be vibrating faintly just like the TARDIS
itself. Adrenaline was coursing through him like petrol going into a racing
car before the flag went up. He was ready for a fight with something.
She knew the signs and she knew there was no point in asking him not to
dive into whatever was happening. She knew he would never let something
like this go. He would NEVER do as Christopher suggested and simply make
a course adjustment and get them home. It would be going against his very
soul. And she knew him better than that.
The TARDIS came smoothly out of the vortex into orbit
above Earth. But The Doctor was right. They were not alone.
“If I had a thermic torpedo right now…” he whispered
to himself, not to anyone else. Rose was very surprised by that comment.
Christopher was, too.
“Thermic torpedo?” he queried. “You mean if the TARDIS
was armed you would blow that ship up, right now. Just like that?”
“In a heartsbeat,” he replied. “That ship… is
death to every living thing it comes into contact with.”
“What is it?” Jackie was noted for being a little slow on
the uptake. The Doctor often teased her gently about it. But even she
had realised something was wrong. She came to the console and looked at
the image on the viewscreen that had disturbed The Doctor. “Ugly
looking thing. But what is it?”
“Cybership,” The Doctor whispered hoarsely. “Cybermen…”
“What?” Jackie looked at him. She thought about the unfamiliar
word. “Cyber… men… Like… robots…”
“Yes,” Rose said. “I saw one once… head of one
anyway. Doctor… you remember… in Van Staten’s bunker…”
“Remember what I said about it,” The Doctor said to her.
“Stuff of nightmares…” She did remember. She remembered
everything he said. “But it was just a robot head. It looked kind
of silly. Those handles for ears and the eyes and mouth just cut out from
the metal.”
“They’re not robots,” The Doctor explained. “Cybermen….
They’re like Daleks. The skin is metal. But inside… they’ve
got what used to be Human. They still have a Human brain in there, and
flesh of a kind… They used to be Human once. But they replaced so
much of their bodies with prosthetics that they were more metal than flesh,
and they lost their souls. They lost what it is to be Human, to feel,
to be individual, to love…”
“Oh my!” Even Jackie realised the horror of what he was saying.
“So what are they doing here? Why are they interested in Earth?”
Christopher asked.
“Silly question that,” Rose said with a hollow laugh. “Every
species in the universe makes a bee line for Earth when they want to cause
trouble.”
“Because to continue their species, to make NEW Cybermen, they need
Humans to turn into what they are,” The Doctor said. He turned and
checked the data on the navigation console. “We were dragged out
of the vortex in 2040,” he added. “The Human race is huge.
Every continent is teeming with life. But you still have almost no contact
with extra-terrestrials. And you have no defences against this.”
“So they’re going to kidnap Humans to make
into….” Jackie was appalled. But The Doctor wasn’t finished
yet.
“No,” he said. “We’re not talking about a few
alien abductions on quiet roads in the middle of nowhere. They will be
looking to make Earth their base, their homeworld and every Human being
on it will either be killed or turned into a cyberman.”
“How can they do this anyway?” Rose asked. “Rassilon’s
Envelope is supposed to stop aliens being able to invade Earth.”
“If they assimilated a Human colony where the people had the genetic
marker,” The Doctor said slowly. “Their brains are Human…
they would be able to find Earth. ANOTHER thing Rassilon forgot when he
had that bright idea.”
Christopher looked on the point of taking his father to task for criticising
the nearest thing Time Lords have to a god. But he could see this wasn’t
the time or the place.
The Doctor turned back to the console and pressed some more switches.
The picture on the viewscreen dissolved and resolved itself again. The
planet they were looking at was Earth. They could just about tell it was
by the shape of what used to be continents. But it was changed completely.
There were no oceans any more. There were just dry deserts where they
once were. And the land masses had been covered in metal domes. A huge
one covered what used to be Europe, from Scandinavia to the Iberian Peninsula,
engulfing the British Isles completely.
“Where did that much metal come from?” Christopher asked.
“Earth has enormous mineral resources,” The Doctor said. “More
than Humans actually realise. And if they did, it would do them no good.
It would kill the planet getting it out. Humans care enough about their
planet not to try. But Cybermen don’t.”
“And there are no Humans living there?”
“No.”
“This isn’t real,” Jackie said. “It can’t
be. I’ve been to the future with you. Earth is ok. It looks better
then than it does in my time. There’s less pollution and no poverty
and…”
“That’s a projection of Earth in 2211 if the Cybermen get
their way,” The Doctor said very calmly and quietly and without
emotion. Around him, though, there was shock as the implication of what
he said hit them all.
“Susan….” Christopher murmured and all he had said before
about home being with what remained of his family cruelly mocked him.
“The children…” Jackie added.
“No!” Rose protested. “No, it can’t be. No. They’re
all alive and well. We only left them two days ago to come and get my
mum so that we can all plan the wedding together… No. That’s
NOT Earth. You’re mistaken.”
“I’m not,” he said, and now even his reserve was cracking.
Rose put her hand over his and it was trembling. He turned to her and
his eyes looked HAUNTED. “Daleks destroyed my homeworld… now
Cybermen have come to take the rest. If history stands like this…
if nothing is done to stop them… this is the future… Susan,
David… the children… David would never have been born. His
grandparents – great-grandparents – they would have been made
into cybermen. There would have been nothing here for the Daleks to invade….
We would never have come here. Susan would never have married… she’d
probably have gone back to Gallifrey when they lifted the banishment and
died there instead…”
Rose pulled out her mobile phone and dialled Susan’s number. It
gave back an ominous “number not recognised” message.
“I can’t even feel the children in my head,” The Doctor
added in a dull, frozen voice. “It's as if they don’t exist
any more.”
“But you said IF,” Rose reminded him. “IF history stays
this way.”
“It can’t,” Christopher said. “My mother came
from 24th century Earth… Humans weren’t wiped out in the 21st
century or I wouldn’t exist either.”
“Time is flexible. When we left it was as it should be. But now
it's changed. You exist because you’re outside of the timeline here
in the TARDIS. But…”
That was the last straw for The Doctor. It was hard enough coping with
the fact that his granddaughter and his great-grandchildren had been erased
from history. But if this history was allowed to go on, everything he
ever treasured in his life was erased, beginning with his wife, the mother
of his son.
He hadn’t even started on the implications for the universe if Cybermen
became the dominant race instead of Earth-Humans. He was still caught
up in what it meant to him personally.
“No,” he said. “No. It won’t happen. Because I’m
going to deal with it. I’m going to send them to hell where they
belong whether I have a thermic torpedo or not.”
“You…” Rose said, aware of a subtle difference in what
he said. “Not us?”
“Me,” he insisted. “I’m going to deal with this.
I’m not going to risk any of you being hurt. You’re all I
have left if I fail…”
“If you fail… what do WE have left?” Rose asked.
“The fast return switch set to 2011. You’ll have thirty years
to convince the authorities on Earth to protect themselves… and
if all else fails… you’ll have the TARDIS… You can escape…
go… somewhere. SangC’lune or… Adano Ambrado… I
was almost king of that place. They’ll give you sanctuary…”
He pressed the dematerialisation switch and the TARDIS disappeared from
space and a moment later reappeared inside what had to be a section of
the cybership.
“Not as close to the engine rooms as I’d like. They have some
kind of shielding that the TARDIS bounced off. I’ll have to fight
my way there.”
The Doctor turned and disappeared from the console room and came back
minutes later with something that shocked Rose to the core.
It was a gun.
It had to be a gun. It was too big and menacing looking to be anything
else.
“What the bloody hell is that?” Jackie asked him.
“Anti-steel disintegrating ray,” The Doctor said. “Kills
cybermen.”
“And you have that here in the TARDIS?” Rose looked at him
as if she had never looked at him before.
“Left over from a previous encounter with them.”
“But you hate guns. You won’t have them on board. You never
use guns. I’ve seen you hold a gun maybe four times. And I’ve
only seen you fire one ONCE.” She remembered him attacking the Arachnoids.
She remembered the look in his eyes that time. A look that even scared
Jack, a hardened combatant who was comfortable with, even relished, guns.
Because for a few red-hazed minutes he had seemed to ENJOY the killing.
He had that look now, as if when he got outside those doors he was going
to kill mercilessly every cyberman that he saw.
“Yes, I am,” he said. “I am going to blast my way to
the central core of this ship and blow it to pieces.”
“You’re going to kill them?” Christopher looked at him
in astonishment. He, too, glanced nervously at the weapon in his father’s
hands. He, too, shivered when he saw the look in his eyes.
“Cybermen are not life as we recognise it,”
he said. “They used to be life. Now they’re just a murderous
remnant of life. And killing it… it's an act of mercy for that remnant…
like turning off the life support when life has no meaning… and
it’s an act of mercy for the universe taking these evil things out
of it.” He checked the weapon. It seemed to satisfy him that it
would work. Then he turned to Rose. He reached out to her.
She backed away.
“Put that down first, if you want me to hug you,” she said.
He looked at her and seemed puzzled by her remark but then he did as she
asked. He put down the gun and reached out his arms. She let him hold
her tightly. He needed the reassurance of her love, and even though his
actions were strange she would not deny it to him. She let him kiss her
and then he drew back. He picked up the gun again and he turned and went
to the door.
“An hour,” he said, turning to them. “If I’m any
longer than that it's probably too late.”
Then he was gone. Rose stood and stared at the door numbly. She glanced
at the real time clock on the TARDIS console. It was no more than half
an hour since they were on a short and happy trip from 2011 to 2211 with
nothing to worry about but how Susan and Jackie were ever going to sew
thousands of diamonds into a wedding dress in time for the big day.
And now she was left waiting while The Doctor was out there with a fearsome
looking weapon trying to stop a deadly enemy from destroying their future.
“Coffee,” Jackie said brightly. “Or tea… whose
for a nice cup of tea?”
Neither Rose nor Christopher answered her. Neither wanted
coffee or tea. It was no more than half an hour since she last made them
a cup. But neither stopped her going to the kitchen. If that helped her
cope right now, they would both willingly drink a gallon of tea.
Rose turned to the environmental console. She typed on its keyboard and
brought up the lifesigns monitor. Outside, beyond the TARDIS doors she
saw the dark blue blip that was The Doctor moving along a corridor.
“You know how to do that?” Christopher asked in surprise.
“The TARDIS lets you?”
“It knows me,” she said. “It knows I am a part of him…
I’m not as good as he is with it. I can’t fix things underneath
the console when they break down. But I DO know how to pilot it. He showed
me. And the TARDIS lets me.”
“He showed me, too,” Christopher remembered. “When I
was a boy… I remember… He was so proud when I landed the TARDIS
safely. That was our old TARDIS of course. The console was more…
scientific looking.”
“This IS your old TARDIS,” Rose told him. “It changed
along with him. He said once it matched his mood when he regenerated last.
That was right after the Time War. He was kind of messed up in his head.”
She noticed that Christopher flinched when she mentioned the Time War.
It was all still a shock to him. The Doctor really needed to talk to him
about that, she thought.
Then again, he had trouble coming to terms with it, too.
They’d have to work that one out for themselves.
“Those are the cybermen?” Jackie, returning with the tea looked
at the screen. They all watched it. They saw The Doctor’s dark blue
blip, but also hundreds of very, very pale blue blips. The TARDIS seemed
to have trouble recognising the remnant of life The Doctor said was in
them. But once it did they saw hundreds of them in compartments all around
the ship. Some of them were ahead of The Doctor. When he came near them
she saw the pale blue blips wink out.
He was killing them.
Rose sat down on the command chair and watched the screen. It was like
watching a pacman game. The Doctor’s dark blue lifesign was eating
up the pale blue ones.
He seemed to be winning so far. The pale blue ones were being eaten up
rapidly. It was almost hypnotic. It was almost possible to forget that
the dark blip represented the man she loved and that he was in mortal
danger from the pale blue blips that never seemed to grow significantly
less no matter how many he killed. It felt unreal. It felt just like a
game until she shook herself mentally and reminded herself of the mortal
reality of it.
“It's just so not him, though,” she said after nobody had
spoken at all for a long time. “He’s NOT like that. Even if
these cybermen are evil and they’re not ‘life’ as such,
he doesn’t do this sort of thing. He doesn’t think that way.”
“These cybermen…. He sounded like he came
across them before. He knows what they can do.” Christopher watched
the blips, too. He had never played Pacman. They didn’t play games
like that on Gallifrey. For him there was no illusion that it was a game.
For him it was real.
“He called them an old enemy,” Rose said. “But I’ve
never seen a live one. Only a dead, lifeless head of one. I never even
thought about them. We had so much trouble with Daleks and Slitheen and
everything else I didn’t even think about cybermen. I assumed they
were in the past.”
“They sound horrible.” Jackie shuddered as she thought of
what he had told her. “The people who get made into these monsters…
do they know what’s happened to them? Do they feel it?”
“Oh, I hope not,” Rose answered. “That would be terrible.
Like a living nightmare.”
“All the people on Earth turned into them…” Jackie was
thinking about it. Only thirty years after her own time. Most of the people
she knew would be alive still. The children of the estate would be adults
by then. Mickey and Linda’s child, the boys The Doctor liked to
play football with. Everyone she knew turned into metal monsters.
“He has to do it. He has to. It can’t be like this.”
“I’m sure he WILL,” Rose added. “He’s never
failed before. Never.”
But she had never taken that for granted. She had a lot of faith in The
Doctor. She knew he was clever, resourceful, brave. But she knew he was
not superman. For all his abilities he was mortal. He was flesh and blood.
And one day the sheer luck that got him by when cleverness, resourcefulness
and courage weren’t enough, would run out.
“Please don’t let it be today,” she whispered. “Not
today. Please let it not be today. If I must lose him, let it at least
be after we’re married. Not now. Not when we are so close to our
dream.”
“He’ll be all right,” Jackie told her, putting her arm
around her daughter’s shoulders comfortingly. “He’s
The Doctor. He can’t fail.”
“He’s got to the core,” Christopher said. “Look…”
They looked and they could see clearly that he was in the core, the source
of the ship’s power. The dark blue blip was stationary now.
But the light blue ones weren’t. They were closing in on the power
core.
“Why didn’t he take some kind of communicator?” Jackie
asked. “We could warn him.”
“Christopher… can’t you reach him in
your mind? Don’t you have telepathic skills like he does?”
“I’m really rusty at it,” he said. “I’ll
try…” He put his hands either side of his head and closed
his eyes. He was clearly concentrating hard. “The power core is
interfering but…” He smiled slightly as he made contact. “Father…”
he spoke quietly out loud. It had been a long time since he used his telepathic
skills. It was easier to say the words out loud. “Father, watch
out. They’re closing in.”
Faintly he heard his father reply. But it was too late. Christopher listened
in as he tried to fight. Jackie and Rose watched in horror as dozens of
Cybermen poured into the corridor outside the core. He took out a lot
of them with his weapon and managed to clear a way through. They saw the
dark blue blip moving rapidly as if he was running. But he was running
into a trap. Christopher saw it and called out to him telepathically but
it was too late. He was overpowered. They could only watch as the dark
blue blip was flanked by light blue ones and taken away.
“No!” Rose cried. “No. We have to help him. We have
to..”
“There’s nothing we can do,” Christopher said. “Look…”
They looked and saw more cybermen converging on the TARDIS. They looked
up at the viewscreen and saw the metal heads with the jug handle ‘ears’
and holes for eyes and mouth. They would almost be funny if they were
not so terrifying. If they were not firing energy weapons at the TARDIS.
“We’re trapped,” Rose said.
“They’re going to get in…” Jackie moaned.
“No they won’t. The Doctor says nothing can get into the TARDIS.
Massed hordes of Ghengis Khan…”
“NO!” Christopher screamed suddenly. “No!
Father…!”
“What’s happening?” Rose screamed back at him. “What’s
happening to him?”
“He said… he told me… He said… Oh…. No…
no…”
Christopher grasped Rose’s hand. Jackie grasped her other hand.
The three of them watched in horror as the dark blue blip that was The
Doctor turned slowly into a pale blue one. Christopher groaned out loud
as he felt his last fragmented words.
“He said… he loves you… and he’s sorry…”
Christopher gasped.
“No!” Rose’s grief overwhelmed everything. Christopher
reached to hold her. He hardly knew her. She hardly knew him. But they
both loved The Doctor and they both felt sick in their hearts as they
pictured only too graphically in their minds what had happened to him.
He was dead.
Worse than dead. He was one of those remnants of life.
He had been turned into a Cyberman.
Rose recalled seeing him ‘die’ before. The time in the church
when the reapers attacked and he sacrificed himself to save everyone else.
She had hurt so much then, believing he was gone forever. But that was
before she had come to love him as deeply as she did now. Now the thought
of him dead seared her soul and left her broken.
“Rose…” She barely heard her mother’s voice or
felt her arms around her. Her mum and The Doctor’s son both held
her tightly. Both held in their own feelings as she let out hers. “Rose,
sweetheart, I am so sorry. I’m so sorry. For every mean and horrible
thing I ever said about him. I wish… Oh!” Jackie dissolved
into tears too.
Christopher held his tears in. He had long ago learnt to do that anyway.
Tears marked him out as a half-blood and he tried not to show his feelings.
But right now he had to be strong for these two women who needed him.
For Rose, who his father had loved so much, for her mother, who he hardly
knew but who had spoken so kindly and warmly to him and made him feel
he wanted to know her better.
He was still holding them both tightly when the TARDIS shook violently.
He glanced at the viewscreen and saw the cybership disintegrating around
them as an explosion ripped through it. He wedged his body against the
console and held onto the women until the shaking stopped and an eerie
silence came upon the TARDIS, broken only by Rose and Jackie still sobbing
inconsolably.
They looked up at the viewscreen and saw the starfield turning slowly
until they could see Earth, bright and beautiful and cyberman free.
“He did it,” Rose whispered hoarsely. “He
blew the ship up. He defeated them.”
But at what cost.
Rose turned slowly and looked at the console. She looked at Jackie who
seemed unable to speak. She looked at Christopher. He looked as if he
would fall down in a minute.
Rose’s mobile rang. She grasped it up and pressed the button to
accept the call before she realised who it was from.
“Susan!” She cried. “Oh, my God! Susan…. I….”
She gulped in air and tried to steady her voice. “No, he’s
not here right now. We… we have a problem here but we’ll…
we’ll sort it out. We’ll be home soon. I promise you. Give
my love to the kids. Give… give them his love too.”
She ended the call.
“You have to tell her the truth,” Jackie said.
“I’ll tell her,” Christopher said. “I’m…
I’m her father. It’s my job.”
“NO!” Rose said determinedly. “No. I won’t let
it end like this. I won’t. It can’t.” Tears of grief
were still rolling down her face as she began to programme the time circuit
feverishly. But the grief was changing into a grim determination not to
let things stand as they were. “No. It can’t happen this way.
I won’t let it. He looked into my future and he said it would be
all right. He said we WOULD be married. He said…”
“Rose…” Christopher told her. “Timelines are unpredictable.
Especially when you’ve travelled in the vortex. That future depended
on so many other things….”
“It depends on me not taking this lying down, not letting it happen,
not accepting it. He saved everyone else. But… now I have to save
HIM.”
“Rose,” Jackie said to her gently. “He’s dead.
He… he was dead even before the ship exploded. Worse than dead.
They made him into one of those….”
“I’m going to get him back,” she said.
“Rose… NO.” Christopher turned to her as he realised
what she was doing. “No, you can’t. You can’t do that.”
“Who says I can’t?”
“It’s…. the Laws of Time…. you can’t interfere
with causality. You can’t do that.”
“I’m already DOING it,” she answered. “Do you
want to STOP me?”
“No,” he said. “I don’t WANT to. But I should…
I should stop you.”
“Your father….”
“My father took a risk… he knew…”
“The Laws of Time were written by dead men,” Rose snapped.
“I’m going to get The Doctor back. I won’t let him die.
You can help me or you can stand there telling me I can’t do it.
But I’m doing it. He always said the TARDIS would be mine if anything
happened to him. Well… now something HAS happened and it's mine,
and I’m deciding what to do.”
“Rose…” Christopher began again.
“No,” Jackie intervened. “If there’s something
that can be done… then let’s do it. I don’t care about
laws either. But I do care about Rose and about The Doctor. I care about
my daughter being happy. I’ve been through twenty years of hell
because I couldn’t turn the clock back and have Pete back. If this
time we CAN do that, then DO it.”
“It might work,” Christopher conceded. “But we have
to be VERY accurate in our timing.” He moved alongside her and took
the navigation console as she operated the drive. “Jackie…
watch the lifesigns monitor, please.”
“Watch for what?” she asked.
“Just watch it,” he told her. “Tell us what you see.”
“Nothing,” she said. “We’re just
in space….” Then she stared at the monitor. They weren’t
in space any more. They were back on the cybership. They had moved back
in time and they had moved from the airlock where they had originally
landed to the corridor that The Doctor had to run down to reach them after
he broke free of the cybermen who had surrounded him. Jackie stared in
amazement as she saw the scene replayed on the monitor. The Doctor surrounded
by cybermen, blasting his way through and then running for his life. She
looked up at the viewscreen and saw him careening down the corridor. She
saw his surprised expression when he saw the TARDIS in his path. Rose
reached for the door mechanism. Christopher put his hand over hers and
stayed it until the last moment. The door opened just long enough for
The Doctor to dash inside then it closed behind him. They felt the vibration
as a blast of cyberfire hit the door, but they couldn’t penetrate
the TARDIS.
“Doctor!” Rose ran to him and enveloped him in her arms, kissing
him frantically. He responded to her kisses before drawing back and touching
her tear streaked face, his finger tracing around her puffed and reddened
eyes.
“What’s wrong?” he asked. “Why
are you so upset? It was tricky there for a minute and I would have been
a gonner if it wasn’t for you moving the TARDIS into place…”
He looked around. He saw Jackie’s face, also tear-streaked and at
Christopher. He hadn’t been crying but there was something in his
expression that was disturbing.
The disintegration of the cybership around them was a distraction for
a while. In the aftermath, though, The Doctor insisted on being told the
truth. When he learnt what they had done he was angry at first. Jackie
was left out of his tirade, because he knew she couldn’t possibly
have had anything to do with it, but Rose and Christopher were both subjected
to a rush of words about how dangerous it was to interfere with causality.
“You KNOW what happens,” The Doctor told Rose. “You
saw it last time… with your dad… you know what happens when
you alter what should have been…”
“But it ISN’T what should have been,” Rose protested.
“You read my timeline the other day and said we were going to get
married and have loads of kids and live happily till we die of old age.
The CYBERMEN came through the vortex and changed reality. Reality was
all over the place. We put it BACK right by coming and getting you out
of there.”
“We had to do something,” Jackie said. “They didn’t
just kill you. They made you into one of them… you couldn’t….
you didn’t want that…”
“Conversion to cyberman…” The Doctor thought about it.
On the edge of his memory he almost felt as if he could remember it happening,
before they turned time back and changed things. The thought repulsed
him. He would rather die fully by the most excruciating way possible than
live as a cyberman even for ten seconds.
“It was a stupid thing to do…” he said. “But…”
He reached and took Rose’s mobile from her. He pressed the recall
button. “Susan, my dear,” he said brightly. “Yes, I
know, we had a bit of a crisis. But it’s ok now. Everyone is alive
and well and hungry, so I hope you have tea on.”
“I’m glad to be alive,” he said. “And I’m
impressed. That was a neat bit of piloting. I taught you both well. And
you’re right… this timeline had been disturbed already by
the cybermen so coming back for me put it RIGHT again. But next time…”
He took a deep breath. “Next time…”
“Father,” Christopher told him. “You said you were retiring.
Marry Rose, have babies. Don’t let there BE a next time.”
“I second that,” Jackie said. “This was too scary for
me.”
“Me too,” Rose added as she went to the console and programmed
their return to Susan’s house before going and wrapping her arms
around her man.
“Jackie,” Christopher said very quietly. “I
think we could all use that tea now.”