Rose woke feeling dreadful. Her head ached
and her throat ached and her skin felt dry and hot and the sheets were
twisted strangely around her body. She opened her eyes eventually and
the room seemed to be red.
No, it wasn't. It was just her eyes focussing strangely. She blinked painfully
a few times - even her eyelids hurt - and she saw that the room was half
dark, the lights turned down low and the two big viewscreens darkened.
There seemed to be a sort of shade over them so that she could only vaguely
see that they were in temporal orbit somewhere in ordinary space and not
travelling anywhere in particular.
"Doctor?" she cried out weakly, hoarsely. He was not beside
her, and that in itself wasn't right. "Doctor…"
"I'm here!" She heard his voice
and he was there by her side. He half lifted her head from the pillow
and pressed a cup to her lips. She tasted the bitter liquid and tried
to refuse it but he insisted. "It will make you well." His voice
sounded odd, too. She looked at him and gasped. He was half dressed in
a t.shirt and jeans and his face and arms were covered in dark patches
like bruises. She held up her own arms and she was the same. "We're
sick," he explained. "So is Wyn. I looked in on her and brought
medicine to her. It's called Broen's virus. We must have been infected
at the spaceport we stopped off at. I've put the TARDIS in temporal orbit
and engaged the quarantine signal. We can't land anywhere or we will infect
others, and nobody can come near us until we're free of the infection."
"You're sick too?" Rose looked at him. "Didn't think anything
made Time Lords sick."
“Broen’s virus does,” he
said as he climbed into bed beside her. “Only thing to do is keep
warm until we’re better.” He put his arms around her and she
reached to kiss him, but it felt wrong. Both their lips felt dry and unresponsive.
She closed her eyes. She wanted to sleep. And slowly and fitfully, sleep
came.
She wasn't sure how long she was asleep for.
She knew she had woken up several times. Sometimes The Doctor was beside
her, sleeping too, his body hotter and more feverish than hers. Sometimes
he was gone, fetching more medicine, or water or food for her. She saw
him take the medicine, but she never saw him eat or drink and when he
snuggled beside her again he still felt unnaturally hot.
Wyn wandered into the console room. She wasn't
sick any more. But she was tired and worried and she didn't know what
to do. The TARDIS was still sitting in temporal orbit and a light flashed
on the console to say that the quarantine was still active.
So the last thing she expected was for the
door to open.
She stared in amazement as she looked out,
not into the vacuum of space, but into an identical TARDIS. And while
she was still processing how impossible that was a man stepped from the
'other' TARDIS into theirs.
"Hello," he said. "I don't think I know you."
"I KNOW I don't know you," she
replied. "Who are you?"
"I'm The Doctor," he answered as
he began checking the console as if he knew exactly what he was doing.
"No you're not," she protested.
"The Doctor is taller than you and he wears a leather jacket and
he's really sick right now."
"He has Broen's virus," the man
said. "He left notes about it in case anyone found you. I always
was smarter than I looked."
"Oh," Wyn thought she understood.
"You're one of his earlier lives, like the one my mum knew."
"Not exactly," he said. "You
said he was sick? What about Rose? Is she…"
"She's sick too. They both look bad and I don't know where the medicine
is that he gave us before."
"Medical room," the other Doctor said, crossing the floor quickly
towards the inner door. Wyn ran to follow him. She had been lost for ages
in these corridors, but he went straight to the medical room. He found
the medicine, but said it had been left out too long and he'd have to
make more. She watched as he did so.
"So," he said. "Who did you say you were?"
"I'm Wyn," she told him. "Wyn Grant Jones."
"Grant Jones?" He looked puzzled for a moment then a wide smile
crossed his face. "Awwwww. You must be Jo's daughter. And you're
travelling with Nine. That's terrific."
"You ARE The Doctor - or one of him," she said with a smile
despite her worry for HER Doctor. "Why did you call him Nine?"
"He's the ninth incarnation of us. The one your mum knew was the
third."
"And you?"
"I'm number Ten," he said. She
looked puzzled. "I come from an alternative timeline where Nine died
a lot sooner than he should and I took his place. That's the simplest
explanation. I don't think we have time for longer ones." He took
the completed medicine and ran again through the corridors. There he DID
look a bit confused for the first time. "Where do they sleep?"
he asked. Wyn brought them to the bedroom. She thought he looked a little
distracted when he saw them both in the same bed, cuddled close together.
But after a slight pause he became efficient as he examined them.
"She'll be ok soon," he said as
he stroked Rose's face and told Wyn to give her some of the medicine.
Wyn did so while he examined his other self. She wondered how it was possible
for them to touch. Wasn't it a paradox or something? But he did and nothing
horrible happened so she presumed it was okay after all.
"He's not so good," Ten said. "It'll be touch and go."
"How come Rose isn't with you in your TARDIS?" Wyn asked him.
"Are you and her friends?" he asked in return.
"Yes. She's great. So is The Doctor."
"Then don't ask. Because he said she isn't to know the reason and
you shouldn't have secrets from friends." He touched Rose's hand.
"They're engaged?"
"Yes."
"Oh."
"So you and him have met before?" Wyn asked as she watched him
give her Doctor some of the medicine. He was gentle with him, as if he
cared deeply. Well he would, of course. That made sense.
"Yes. We didn't get on. He blames me
for…." He stopped. "Well, I don't blame him for feeling
that way. He's going to hate that it's me looking after him now. But he
doesn't have any choice." He pulled the covers over them both again
and took Wyn's hand. "Nothing we can do but wait."
Rose woke at last, after a long time in nightmarish
half-coma, half sleep, finally feeling a lot better. Her head had stopped
aching and her skin felt normal. She opened her eyes and looked up as
Wyn, also looking well, put a mug of tea by her side.
"Thanks," she said, pulling herself up and taking the cup in
both hands. It tasted good. She looked at her arms. They were normal again.
She looked around at The Doctor. She could see HE was still sick. He had
so many of the strange bruises his skin looked almost entirely purple-black
and his breathing was hollow and strange. "Doctor…"
"He's not doing so good." A strange voice spoke and she looked
around and then backed away with a scream. "Rose… please, don't."
Rose turned away and put her arms protectively around The Doctor as the
man she recognised as The TENTH incarnation of him came towards the bed.
"Go away," she screamed. "Leave us alone."
"Rose," he said again calmly, and patiently, and kindly. "I
came to help. I picked up the quarantine signal from the TARDIS and I
came to help you."
"We don't need YOUR help," she screamed. "Go away."
"Rose, I'm glad he came," Wyn told her. "I didn't know
what to do. I was better three days ago, but you two were still really
bad. Then he came and helped me."
"Well I'm ok now. He can go away."
"HE needs me, still, Rose," Ten said pleadingly.
"I can look after him," she insisted defiantly as she cuddled
The Doctor in her arms, stroking his sweat-damp hair, caressing his face
that was hot and dry and feeling how impossibly hot he still was. He was
hers. It was her responsibility to look after him until he was well again.
"Rose," Ten said softly now. "Listen to me. You can't look
after him. He's dying."
"No!" Rose screamed and clung to
HER Doctor tightly. "No. He can't be." But looking at him, she
had the worst feeling that the other one was telling her the truth. He
looked dreadful. And he was so hot she could barely touch his skin directly.
"Rose, go and shower and get dressed and then come and help me look
after him," Ten told her, and something in the way he spoke had enough
of HER Doctor in it to make her do as he said. When she returned, he and
Wyn were rolling The Doctor up in one of the bedsheets.
"What are you doing?" she asked.
"Saving his life," Wyn told her. "Ten said it's the only
way."
"Ten?"
"She said I can't be called Doctor," he said. "Because
THIS is The Doctor."
"Well, he is." Rose insisted. "Ten will do. Funny kind
of name, but I've heard worse."
"You can call me what you like, Rose," he said as he lifted
HER Doctor from the bed as if he were as light as a feather. He cradled
him gently but firmly in his arms and turned to the door. "But if
you love… if you love HIM…. come with me now."
He walked briskly out of the bedroom and down the long corridor, turning
left, then right, then down another long section that Rose didn't know
at all, then down a flight of steps. Wyn ran ahead and opened the double
doors that lay at the end of the next short corridor. Rose walked beside
Ten. Her head was spinning as she tried to sort out her confused thoughts.
HER Doctor was desperately ill and she had to trust a man who she didn't
trust at all who WAS The Doctor in another body. It would confuse anyone.
The double doors led to the swimming pool.
She had heard there was one, but she'd never been in the mood to swim.
It was full of water - very cold water she realised. The room felt cold,
unlike most indoor pools she had ever been in.
Ten put The Doctor down gently by the pool side and slipped off his own
shoes, jacket and shirt and tie, then he gently unwrapped The Doctor from
the sheet and began to pull off his clothes.
"Help me here," he said. Neither moved. He looked at the two
girls. "Come on, Rose, you're engaged to him, and Wyn, YOU don't
even like men, surely you're not worried about looking at a dying man's
body."
"How do you know I don't like…" Wyn began to ask before
she realised it didn't matter. Rose knelt beside him and reached to unfasten
The Doctor's jeans. His skin was so damp with perspiration that it was
difficult to pull them down over his legs. She gently slid his underwear
off. She was too worried even to care what sort of underwear he wore.
She was stunned when he was undressed not because it was the first time
she had seen him naked, but because almost every inch of his body was
covered in the bruise like patches.
"He didn't tell you, did he?" Ten said to her as he stepped
into the shallow end of the pool. "For humans, Broen's Virus is just
like flu. It lays you low for a while but you're ok after. For us, it
can kill."
"No," Rose said. "He didn't say. What are you doing? Why
are we here… why the pool I mean?"
"His body is close to the critical temperature already. If we don't
bring it down he's dead. And I mean dead. Broen's inhibits regeneration.
You may hate me looking like this, Rose, but at least I'm alive. He won't
be unless…" He lifted The Doctor and gently slid him into the
freezing cold water. Rose looked at him and then she kicked off her shoes
and jumped in to help him. The water temperature stunned her, but The
Doctor needed her. They BOTH did.
"Are you sure this will work?" she asked as she supported The
Doctor's head in the water. She was shivering in the cold. So was Ten.
But The Doctor was still burning hot.
"Kill or cure," he said. "It's
the last resort. If his hearts can stand it he'll be ok."
"If…" Rose took the Doctor's arm as Ten supported him
in the water. "What do you mean, IF?"
"If…" he said again and he pushed The Doctor's still body
out into the deeper part of the pool and then pushed him under the water
for what seemed like a very long time.
"Stop, you'll drown him," Rose screamed and tried to grasp him
away.
"Rose, it's all right, I know what I'm doing," Ten assured her.
"His body temperature was over one hundred and seventy degrees."
"One hundred and seventy degrees Fahrenheit?" Rose asked, stunned.
"Normal is ninety-eight-point-six."
"Normal for US is sixty," Ten said. "He would have been
ok at the Human temperature even. When he passed one hundred and twenty
it started killing him."
"Then this has to work."
"Yes." Ten lifted The Doctor up again and brought him to the
water's edge. "Now I have to massage him to keep the blood circulation
going." Ten began rubbing The Doctor's arms and legs vigorously.
Rose helped him. Wyn put the blanket around Rose to keep her warm while
she was out of the water.
"He's so still," Rose said. "He looks dead."
"He's not," Ten assured her. He put his hands over The Doctor's
left and right hearts. "They're both steady. But he's in a deep coma."
"Just so long as you know what you're doing."
"Rose, what choice do you have? Who else do you know with a medical
qualification and an understanding of Gallifreyan physiology?" He
smiled at her. "Put it another way, TRUST ME, I'M A DOCTOR."
"I can't believe you SAID that."
Despite herself Rose giggled. She looked at Ten. His smile was strangely
infectious. And somehow she felt she COULD trust him. Somewhere behind
those brown eyes that she didn't know at all was HER Doctor's memories
and all that WAS him. Of course she trusted him. He WAS the man she had
trusted with her life for nearly six years now.
"How come you can do this? What if you
get the virus?"
"I got it six months back. Not as bad as him. Signed myself into
a hospital for a few days rest and I was ok. And once you've had it you're
immune after that." He looked at The Doctor again and felt his temperature.
"One hundred and thirty. Still dangerous, but we're winning."
"You can tell accurate temperatures by touch?" Wyn asked.
"He's The Doctor," Rose said with a smile for him despite her
worry, despite all the reasons she had for disliking Ten. "He can
do anything."
"He needs to go into the water again several more times." Ten
told her. Rose nodded and helped him as they repeated the process twice,
three times more.
"The water's getting warmer," Rose said. "Or are we getting
used to it?"
"The water is being warmed by the heat transferred from his body.
Simple thermodynamics."
Simple to him, Rose thought. Thermodynamics was his postgraduate subject.
But just how much fever could be in one body for it to begin to heat a
25 metre swimming pool? It was mind-boggling.
Ten lifted The Doctor from the water again and this time he wrapped him
in the blanket. "We've broken the fever," he told Rose. And
as she looked at him now his skin was beginning to look normal. The awful
bruise like patches were fading. She touched his skin and it felt cool.
"Now we've got to wake him from the coma." Wyn went ahead again
opening doors at Ten's instructions. They went even deeper into the TARDIS's
depths than Rose had EVER been. They came at last to a room she never
even dreamed was a part of the ship. It was bigger than almost every part
of it she knew put together.
And it was the most beautiful room she had ever seen.
They entered through one of two doors at
the top of a wide flight of stairs going down. Behind them was a huge
stained glass window. The light behind it must have been an illusion,
of course, but it illuminated a great Seal of Rassilon. The reflection
of it was cast onto the ground at the bottom of the stairs in front of
a stone altar with Gallifreyan symbols all over it, and beyond that what
looked like a great stone covered well. Either side of the well two silver
coloured trees grew, impossible as it seemed in a room that saw no real
sunlight. Their branches bent towards each other and entwined in the high
vaulted ceiling. If she was not scared still for The Doctor Rose thought
she would have been enchanted by this room.
"What is this place?" she asked as Ten walked down the stairs
and laid The Doctor in the patch of light from the window.
"The Cloister Room," Ten told her as he knelt by The Doctor's
side and checked his pulse. "It's the heart of the TARDIS."
He pointed to the well. "The Eye of Harmony is under that cover.
The TARDIS's power source. This room is much more in tune with me - with
us - than any other part of the ship. It will make what we have to do
easier."
"What DO we have to do?"
He stood and went to a door by the staircase that revealed a kind of cloakroom.
He took four robes from it and gave one each to Wyn and Rose before slipping
one on himself and then putting one on The Doctor. Rose felt a lot warmer
in the robe anyway, and she was glad that The Doctor had some clothes
on him. Now that he wasn't covered in bruises and at death's door she
wasn't sure she could cope with a naked Doctor. But she had a feeling
there was more to it than keeping everyone warm and sparing her embarrassment.
"They're meditation robes," Ten
explained. "In the Cloister Room they seem appropriate. I'm going
to go into a deep trance and find where he is in his coma and bring him
back to us." He had them kneel either side of The Doctor. Wyn took
hold of one of his limp, unresponsive hands and Rose the other. Ten knelt
by his head and took their other hands, completing a circle. =
Rose had seen The Doctor meditate many times.
Wyn knew nothing of that so she was alarmed when Ten became rigid and
his face impassive and still. Rose understood that he was dropping down
through different levels of meditative trance until he reached wherever
The Doctor was. He then meant to bring him back to consciousness with
him. She couldn't help wondering what that would be like for BOTH of them.
Essentially, they WERE the same person. Making a telepathic connection
to another version of himself must be VERY strange.
"There you are," Ten said as his consciousness found a level
on which it could connect with The Doctor. "So are you going to come
back with me to where there are people who care about you?"
"What are YOU doing here?" The
Doctor's consciousness recoiled from what he recognised as the incarnation
of himself that would take everything from him and consign him to eternity
as a ghost of SangC'lune. "Go away. I'm not ready to let go."
"Then come back with me. Rose wants you."
"Leave her out of this," he replied. "She's nothing to
do with this. She's mine. You…"
"Yes, I know. I'm the biggest idiot in the universe. And you're the
smart one. So come on. What are you waiting for?"
"I don't think my hearts will make it if I come out of it too fast,"
he said. "It's been one hell of a strain on them just staying alive
these past days."
"That's why I'm here," Ten told him. "To help you get there.
You might not remember this when you come out of it, of course. So you'll
probably be crabby to me again. But just believe me when I say I don't
want you to die."
"I don't want me to die, either," The Doctor answered him.
"Well, get ready to live again."
Rose knew it was working when she felt The
Doctor's hand close around hers. She heard Ten breathe a deep sigh as
they both opened their eyes together. A sigh of relief.
The Doctor looked at Rose first and letting go of her hand he reached
his arm around her neck and pulled her down until he could kiss her. He
released her and looked at Wyn and smiled at her. And then he saw Ten.
He sat up quickly and drew away from him in alarm.
"What…" The Doctor looked
down at the robe he was wearing and was aware that it was the ONLY thing
he was wearing, and that his body was cold and damp beneath it. He saw
that his other self and Rose were both soaking wet underneath their robes,
too. And he understood.
"I was that FAR gone?" he asked. "You had to use the kill
or cure."
"You were," Ten replied. "But you're ok now."
"It was his idea," Wyn told The Doctor. "We didn't know
what to do."
"I owe you one," The Doctor said, making eye contact with his
other self. "Thanks."
"Hurt to say that, didn't it." Ten smiled wryly. "I know
how you feel about me. I'll be out of your hair as soon as I can, anyway."
"Don't go yet," Wyn implored him anxiously. "He doesn't
have to go does he?" She looked at Rose and The Doctor.
"No, he doesn't have to go yet," The Doctor decided. "We
need to talk about some stuff. We ALL need dry clothes anyway."
Rose and The Doctors were all surprised when they met up again in the
console room to find that Wyn, the only one who hadn't got wet, had made
coffee for them all. They refrained from making comments about her denting
her tomboy image with such a domestic gesture. They sat on the White House
sofas together appreciating the hot drink more than they realised. For
a while there was a silence and an acute awkwardness, especially between
The Doctor and Ten. They eyed each other warily and seemed unsure what
to say.
Wyn broke the silence.
"You and him are the same person…" she said to The Doctor.
"How come that's possible then?"
"It's not supposed to be," he said.
"He's from an alternative universe. And I thought the last time we
met he was going back there." There was clearly a question in that
statement as he stared hard at his other self.
"I tried," Ten said. "But the gap I accidentally got through
closed up. I'm stuck here in your universe."
Wyn and Rose both looked at him with shocked
expressions. The Doctor was lost enough, mourning his dead planet. But
Ten was trapped outside of his whole UNIVERSE.
“It’s not so bad,” he said.
“There was nobody special on that side for me. I’ve nothing
to go back there for.”
“But your universe doesn’t have
a Doctor to look after it now?” Wyn asked.
“I’m not sure about that. I think…
When I crossed over I think there was a duality formed.”
“Ah!” Nine commented. “That’s
unusual. But if so then you ARE stuck here. Going back would be a major
paradox.”
“Duality?” Rose looked at them
both. “You want to explain….”
“My thought exactly,” Wyn added.
“Reality split. Two versions of me were
created. One stayed in my universe, carried on, got into a whole new set
of trouble. The other… me… I’m here.”
“So…” Wyn said. “Now
there are THREE of you. Two of you, and one of him.”
“There are probably hundreds of him,”
Rose said. “Alternative universes, according to what he told me,
are crammed up against each other like books in a library. We saw one
once where my dad was alive and me and him were living in the spare room
and he was the local pool champion.”
“There are probably universes where
I’m on my last life and look totally different,” The Doctor
said. “Or still on my third or fourth or fifth because I took better
care of myself.”
“Or ones where I never existed at all,”
Ten added. “This is probably the only one with two of us in it,
though.”
“And you’re all right with that?”
Rose asked him.
“Oh, yes. I’ve been just great.
This universe is fine and dandy. I just make sure I stay out of your way
– except when I realised you were in trouble here and came to see
if I could help.”
“How do you know where I will be to
stay out of my way?” The Doctor asked.
"I overrode the override on your DRD so that I can detect your TARDIS
if it's in the vicinity. Staying away from earth is a good bet anyway.
You spend a lot of time there."
"Well of course I do. I have family there," The Doctor said.
Ten looked at him as if the word 'family' was unknown to him, but Wyn
and Rose both wanted his explanation translating into terms they understood.
"When I was still a student," The Doctor said, relaxing back
on the sofa with Rose snuggled close to him. "I must have been about
150 or so, and I was being a bit of a clever clogs, I patented a handy
device that made me quite a bit of personal pocket money. The DRD - Dimensional
Recognition Device. They were eventually fitted in every TARDIS as standard.
They enabled us to detect when another TARDIS was near. There are practical
reasons not to get two TARDISes in the same space."
"Like we saw the last time he was around," Rose interjected.
Ten looked embarrassed. It was his mistake that had caused the problems.
"Yeah, that sort of thing. Plus the fact that Time Lords tend to
get on each other's nerves and WANT to avoid each other. The whole of
time and space was never quite big enough for some of us."
"And the override?"
"Well I may have invented the thing, but I decided in fact that I
didn't WANT to be detected by other Time Lords when I was out there in
the universe doing my own thing, so I built a second device that suppressed
the signal and made MY TARDIS invisible to others."
"But obviously I KNOW how to override that," Ten added.
"Obviously! So, ok. You've been saving the universe in other quadrants.
Two Doctor's on the case!"
"Yes." Ten said. "Well, sometimes
I just chill out on beaches and enjoy myself. I am sure you do that, too."
"Last time we tried that the beach tried to eat us," Rose told
him. "But we TRY."
"Ok," The Doctor conceded as he considered Ten's place in HIS
universe. "I guess that works. As long as you DO keep out of my hair."
"No problem," Ten promised. He looked at Rose and smiled. "You
two are engaged?" he said. "Congratulations." He touched
Rose's hand. "Julia's ring?"
"Yes," The Doctor said.
"I didn't know it was hers," Rose said, looking at the solitaire.
Of course, she had vaguely wondered where he got an engagement ring with
a Gallifreyan diamond in it.
"That's ok isn't it?" The Doctor asked her.
"Yes," she said. "Goes with the pendant. That was hers,
too. You were hers once. Now you're mine."
"I mean it," Ten said. "I'm pleased for you both. "I
wish…" He stopped and looked at The Doctor. Rose thought that
something might have passed between them telepathically. Ten looked almost
tearful for a moment, then he smiled weakly and nodded.
They lapsed into silence. Then The Doctor opened up the conversation again.
"Just out of curiosity, when DID our lives go different directions?
When did… When did I DIE in your timeline?"
"When we fought the Dalek Emperor," Rose answered without thinking.
Ten and The Doctor both looked at her. "I dreamt it. You said it
was echoes of another timeline - HIS timeline."
"She's right," Ten said. "Rose
destroyed the fleet with the help of the vortex. You took it out of her
head before it killed her, but you absorbed too much of its energy and
it killed you instead."
"That's not how it happened," The Doctor said. "I got the
vortex out of Rose and then sent it back to the TARDIS. I know it was
risky. I had a headache for days after, and bright lights floating in
front of my eyes, and I felt as if I had Rose's thoughts in my head as
well as my own. But I was ok."
"You never told me it was THAT dangerous," Rose said to The
Doctor in an almost accusing tone. "I thought… you being a
Time Lord and all you could handle it. I thought…"
"Fraction of a second longer with it in my body I would have died,"
he said. "That's the difference it made. In his reality I delayed
too long."
"And it was my fault," Rose sighed, looking away from them both.
"NO!" Both The Doctor and Ten shouted that idea down. "No,
Rose," The Doctor added more calmly. "Don't lose a moment's
sleep with that thought in your head. What's done is done. And nobody
is to blame except the damned Daleks."
"They're to blame for it all," Ten said. "THEY destroyed
our world." The grief of that clearly weighed as heavily on Ten as
it did on her Doctor, Rose noted. They looked at each other and seemed
to share that burden for a heartsbeat.
"So everything happened differently from then on," Rose said.
"Two different timelines. Two different ways that things happened.
We travelled to different places. Met different enemies, different friends.
Different dangers." Ten looked at her and at The Doctor. And nobody
needed telepathy to know what he wasn't saying. That their relationships
happened differently, too.
"So does that mean you didn't…." Rose began to say something
but then realised that too would have been painful for him to talk about.
But her gaze had automatically turned to the photograph of the twins taped
to one of the coral-shaped pillars. The Doctor had put it there where
he could see it when the boys weren't around. Even though she looked away
quickly Ten followed her glance and saw the picture.
"Who are they?" he asked.
"My…" The Doctor stopped and corrected himself. "OUR
great grandchildren. Chris and Davie, Susan's children."
"Susan?" Ten looked at him with a shocked expression. "Susan
is alive? She's ok? She's…. she's got children of her own?"
"Yes," The Doctor said. He would rather NOT be having this part
of the conversation. It was rather cruel on his other self. But once started
he had to finish it. "They're terrific kids. I'm teaching them the
Disciplines. They're going to be Time Lords like me… like us."
Ten looked at the picture again, then at The Doctor, and then he turned
away. Rose looked at him and suddenly felt very sorry for him. HER Doctor
had everything he could wish for. He had his family, he had a place to
call home on Earth, even if it was only a parking space for the TARDIS
by the bins at the Powell Street flats, and he had HER and their plans
for the future. But Ten had nothing. He was alone in the universe. She
left The Doctor's side and went to him. She put her hand on his shoulder
and he turned to her, wiping the tears from his eyes.
"I never stopped loving you, Rose," he said. "Seeing you,
even if you're not mine, is… is fantastic."
"You're still a soppy article," she said, kissing his cheek.
"That I am," he agreed with a smile.
"We're maybe not so different after all," The Doctor conceded.
"We missed Christmas," Wyn said suddenly and they all turned
to look at her. They had almost forgotten she was there as they shared
memories that she was not a part of. "We must have been sick for
AGES. And we missed Christmas."
Rose looked at her watch. The last time she
remembered looking at it the date was December 15th. They had been planning
to head home to Earth and spend Christmas with her mum. Now it showed
an hour before midnight on December 31st.
"We've been totally out of it for sixteen days?" She looked
at Ten.
"I'm not sure," he admitted. "I only got here a few days
ago, but Broen's Virus CAN do that in worst cases. And I've not seen a
WORSE case."
"I was meant to call my mum at Christmas," Wyn said. "She'll
be worried."
"This is a time machine," The Doctor reminded them. He went
to the console and set co-ordinates. "There you go. December 24th
is only three hours away." He looked at Ten. "Have you ever
met Rose's mum? In that incarnation, I mean. I don't need to remind you
what a good right hook she has, I suppose." They both smiled as they
both remembered one of their first encounters with Jackie, when she had
punched The Doctor for taking Rose away for a year.
"Yes," Ten said. "But she won't know me in THIS reality."
"Course she won't. Well, then we'll tell her you're a family friend.
I've slaved your TARDIS to this one. We're all heading home to Powell
Street Flats together. Meanwhile…. Do you still like Bob Dylan?"
"Yes. Why?"
"There's four of us, it's an hour to midnight on New Year's Eve according
to Rose and Wyn's watches, and THIS TARDIS has a really nice ballroom.
We've got the makings of a party. Let's ring in the New Year BEFORE we
go and have Christmas."
"Can we do that?" Wyn asked.
"We're Time Lords," Ten told her.
"Having New Year before Christmas is a doddle."
They partied. It was a pleasant, happy time.
Rose and Wyn both danced with both Doctors in turn. Bob Dylan featured
a lot in the music that played. So did all their other favourites. At
midnight by her watch, Rose was with her OWN Doctor, but they ALL joined
hands together and sang a very emotional Auld Lang Syne, the words seeming
all the more poignant and relevant to their own peculiar circumstances.
And they kept on dancing afterwards until the two Doctors both recognised
the change in the TARDIS's engines that told them that they were coming
out of the vortex and preparing to land. Ordinarily, the TARDIS could
land at the familiar location of the Powell Street Flats on autopilot.
It often did. But this time they had a second TARDIS slaved to it and
they worked together to carefully bring both machines into a soft landing
side by side. Rose watched the two of them. They reminded her of the twins
in the way they worked symbiotically, anticipating each other's movements.
They WERE symbiotic. Even more so than the twins. They WERE one soul in
two persons.
Jackie was more or less resigned to a lonely
Christmas on her own. She hadn't heard from Rose and The Doctor and she
hoped whatever stopped them getting home to her wasn't serious. She tried
not to worry. Maybe they had just lost track of time. They had so much
of it to deal with, after all.
Even Mickey was away with Linda and the little
one at her parents - in a cottage in South Wales of all places! Serve
them right if they got snowed in, she thought. She was just wondering
if there was likely to be snow in London when the doorbell rang. If it
was carollers, she thought, she'd scream. And wearily she went to the
door.
"Hope you bought a big enough turkey," Rose said as she opened
the door. Jackie beamed with joy and hugged her daughter and The Doctor
and warmly greeted the two people they brought with them. She had met
Jo four Christmas's ago when The Doctor threw a party for all his old
friends. She was pleased enough to meet her daughter. And as for the good-looking
man they introduced to her as Ten….
"Funny name," she commented. "Where
did you find him?"
"Old friend of the family," The Doctor told her. "He's
a bit shy at first, but when you get to know him he's friendly enough."
"Yeah, right," Jackie said. But
actually, she reflected later, that was a pretty accurate assessment.
Ten WAS friendly. And something about him made her feel as if she had
known him for years. Rose and The Doctor both seemed at ease with him,
too, and they seemed to have a couple of in-jokes between them that they
didn't let her in on.
She never even came close to working out
who he really was, even when she noticed that there were now TWO TARDIS's
in the yard. The Doctor said something vague about temporal anomalies
and she took his word for it since she didn't have a clue what that meant
anyway.
Wyn did call her mum, and told her she was going to stick with The Doctor
for a while longer before she came home. Jo was tearful because she missed
her daughter, but at the same time happy she was experiencing some of
the adventures she once had. She couldn't bring herself to mention A Levels
and college when the alternative was the universe.
The day after Boxing Day, when they had said goodbye to Jackie and were
out in temporal orbit again, The Doctor gave Wyn what he said was a late
Christmas present.
"A mobile phone?" she said as she
opened the box. "But I have one already."
"This one has some modifications," The Doctor told her. "It
allows you to call anyone anywhere in the universe without any signal
problems and no bill."
"Wow!" she said. "Cool."
"You'll notice there are two numbers preset into it. One is your
mum. You are going to promise to call her every day. The other one is
mine. I want to hear from you at least once a week."
"What?" She looked at The Doctor.
"Where am I going that I need to phone you?"
"You're going with him," he said pointing to Ten. "In his
TARDIS."
"You're chucking me out?" She looked at Ten and the thought
of going with him on adventures was thrilling. But…
"You don't want me?" Tears pricked
her eyes as she looked at The Doctor. She thought he cared more for her
than that.
"It was my idea," Ten said. "He said no at first. We argued
about it for an hour up on the roof of the flats."
"You two FOUGHT over me?" Wyn looked at them both in astonishment.
"I mean… Wow… cool. You actually care that much."
"Is it so hard to believe anyone could care so much for you?"
The Doctor took her by the shoulders and drew her close to him. "I
CARE very much, about you, Wyn. But I was being selfish. You can have
much more fun, learn much more, with Ten. He has the time to teach you
the martial arts you're interested in and take you to exciting places.
And you'll be his assistant, helping him. You won't just be tagging along
with me and Rose."
"And I won't be making sick noises every time you snog her,"
she added.
"That never crossed my mind," he lied. "It's not to get
rid of you, I promise."
"I believe you," she told him. She hugged her arms around him
tightly. "Thanks."
"You can spend a year with Ten," The Doctor told her, and she
thought he sounded so much like her dad setting out the ground rules for
a camping trip she went on a couple of years back with some of her schoolmates.
"After the year is up he'll set the co-ordinates for December 31st,
2010, take you back to your mum for New Year - in other words a couple
of days after the Christmas we've just done. You'll still be able to do
your A'Levels and live the normal life you're supposed to live but with
some fantastic experiences to last you a lifetime."
Wyn wasn't sure she liked the idea of going
back on a year of her life. Didn't that mean she'd have to be seventeen
all over again when she'd really be 18 by then? That sucked. But to spend
a year with Ten - with The Doctor - going all kinds of places. That was
way longer than she expected it to last. Every day with The Doctor and
Rose she had expected him to say it was time to go home. Now she knew
she had a year.
"Won't her mum mind?" Rose asked as Wyn went to pack her belongings
for the transfer to the other TARDIS.
"She's travelling with The Doctor. Why
should she mind?"
"You take care of yourselves," Ten
said to The Doctor and Rose as he stood by the TARDIS door ready to go.
His own console room was visible through the door. He only had to step
across the threshold. "Take care of each other. Have a fantastic
life together." He paused as if trying to think of something more
to say. "I don't suppose I can expect an invite to the wedding?"
he asked.
"Would you really WANT to be there?" The Doctor asked him. "For
you it would just be a bunch of regrets. The might have beens, the could
haves…"
"You're right," he sighed. He turned to Rose and hugged her,
and was surprised when she permitted him to kiss her just once. "The
might have been…." He said with a longing sigh before he let
her go. He shook hands with The Doctor. "We might run into each other
again…"
"If you're in REAL trouble," The Doctor said. "Wyn has
my phone number."
"If you are..." Ten said.
"Yeah." The Doctor reached for Rose's hand as Ten and Wyn crossed
the threshold into the other TARDIS. They both looked around and waved
before the doors closed.
"Just the two of us again." Rose
said.
"Yeah," The Doctor sighed. Then
he smiled brightly. "Yeah! Me and you and the whole of time and space
for us to explore."
"Except the bit HE's in." She looked at the closed TARDIS door.
She hadn't heard or felt anything, but she knew that the other TARDIS
was gone now. "At least he won't be quite so lonely with Wyn for
company."
"The universe is too big a place for
lonely people," The Doctor said. "I learnt that the day I met
you." Rose opened her mouth to reply to that. "I know,"
he laughed. "I'm a soppy article."