Rose thought she knew all of The Doctor's
moods and all of his enthusiasms, but this was possibly the first time
she had seen him have absolute FUN. They were racing along in what looked
like a speed-boat that flew several feet above the ground. The Doctor
was, apparently, experienced at driving such a vehicle and they skimmed
over the river at the bottom of a deep glacial valley and up and over
a high, cascading waterfall then on over the high plateau above the valley.
Rose and Wyn both shrieked with terror when the hover-car came close to
sheer cliff walls only to glance away at the last possible moment, but
The Doctor just laughed with excitement.
Finally, he brought the hired vehicle to a halt at what he said was the
perfect picnic spot. And it was. The view was wonderful. Wyn declared
it to be like Brecon except…
"Two suns and three moons in the sky at the same time!" Wyn
lay on her back on the grass looking up at the blue sky contentedly. "How
cool is THAT!"
"Earth is just as beautiful with just one of each," Rose said.
"You feeling homesick for Earth?" The Doctor asked her, sitting
up from his own prone, relaxed position. He was surprised by that comment.
It was the first time he'd ever heard her compare any exotic planet unfavourably
with Earth.
“No,” she assured him. “Not
at all. I could never be homesick. The TARDIS is my home and wherever
we go to in it together is great for me.” She moved closer to him
as she said that, her hand on his shoulder as if to reassure him that
she could not be parted from him. “But it’s true. This could
as easily be Wales as Rimos III.”
"So you think we should go to Wales."
"NO! Wyn objected. "Wales is boring."
"Wales IS your home, Wyn," The Doctor said to her. "Surely
you must feel a BIT homesick."
"Why? I love it here in outer space, on planets with skies like this."
"I used to feel homesick for Earth even before I'd ever seen it,"
The Doctor told them.
"Why?" Wyn asked. "You come from the other side of the
universe."
"Because your mother came from Earth," Rose said, sitting up
behind him and folding her arms around his shoulders.
"Yes," he said with a smile as
he remembered a long, long time ago. "When I was a baby I had a light
up mobile over my crib - two globes, one a red planet, Gallifrey, where
I was born, and a beautiful blue planet, Earth, my mother's home. She
used to tell me about it, promising me that we would go there one day.
And I longed to see it. But my mother died before we could go there as
a family. I didn't get to go until I went on my field trip assignments
as a student - when I was a hundred and eighty. It wasn't EXACTLY as I
expected. Humans can be so cruel and insensitive sometimes. I wasn't always
happy. But I loved your planet all the same. I've always loved it - more,
sometimes than my own world. And now, well it IS my own world. It's home
to me now."
"Your mum died?" Wyn asked him.
When?"
"When I was six," he told her.
“Oh, that must have been hard.”
Wyn looked at him. She wasn’t sure what to make of it. She knew
he was nine hundred and fifty two years old, and when he was six was such
a long time ago, but still…
“My gran died when I was ten,”
she said. “On my birthday. It was a rotten birthday. And every year
since, my brothers all sort of pretend they don’t remember, but
me and mum… we remember. We don’t talk about it, but we DO
remember. I know when I see the look in her face. And I know…she
knows that I cry sometimes on my birthday. It's about the only time we’re
ever really close.”
"I didn't even know my dad," Rose said. "He died when I
was a baby. But I know what you mean. My mum has the same look when the
day comes around every year."
The Doctor said nothing. But he put out his
hands in front of him and seemed to concentrate and a figure appeared
before him, a small figure, about two feet high, slightly see-through
like a hologram - a woman of about forty years or so, dressed in a pretty
blue dress and smiling indulgently as a mother might smile at her child.
"She lives within me," he said.
"In my memory. She sleeps in my mind. Our loved ones all live in
us." And Rose gasped as, in addition to his mother the figure of
her father appeared in the air. Then he reached out and took Wyn's hand
in his and she gave a soft cry as the third figure appeared, her grandmother,
an elderly lady in a plaid skirt and white blouse with a coat and hat
and walking stick. Wyn reached out with her other hand as if to touch
the figure then suddenly drew back.
"It's all right, The Doctor said. "You can't hurt them."
Wyn reached her hand out again and smiled a little sadly.
He gave a sigh after a few minutes as if the effort exhausted him and
as the three figures disappeared he seemed to sag a little. Rose clung
all the tighter to him as he recovered.
"Thank you," Wyn said in a whisper. "I don't know how you
did it. But thank you."
"I don't exactly know how you do that, either," Rose said, kissing
him on the cheek.
"The memories are there. Both of you have them. I just had to channel
them. It takes a toll on my psychic nerves though. Don't ask me to do
it again for another couple of days."
"You're brilliant," Wyn told him.
The Doctor smiled. "People tell me that. I thought I was just an
ordinary guy."
"No you're not," Rose laughed. "Prince of the universe."
"Anyway," Wyn said. "We shouldn't be thinking about sad
stuff. This is meant to be a holiday."
"It is a holiday," The Doctor said. "Best sort. Nothing
has tried to eat us, rob us or take over our minds for days."
"Don't say that," Rose chastised
him. "As soon as you say things like that something happens."
She lay down in the grass and looked up at the sky. "NOTHING is going
to fall out of this sky until after we've finished our holiday and are
a hundred light years away from here."
The Doctor looked up as well. Wyn just laughed.
"Why assume that the trouble is going to come from the sky? The thing
that tried to turn my mum and dad into zombies didn't."
"She's right," The Doctor said. "I've lost count how much
trouble home grown loonies have given me on Earth. Remember the seagull
man in Washington."
"Ok, but this planet hasn't got any of those loonies." Rose
said. "It's a nice, peaceful place with waterfalls."
"Too right. And it's going to STAY that
way." The Doctor insisted before turning over and pressing Rose down
on the grass and kissing her passionately, partly because he wanted to,
and partly because he knew it really annoyed Wyn to see him do that, and
the faces she pulled when she thought he wasn't looking amused him.
The sunsets on Rimos were beautiful. On the
balcony outside the dining room of the hotel The Doctor and Rose watched
together. Rose sighed contentedly. Watching a beautiful sunset over a
glacial lake in a high mountain valley with a handsome man's arms around
her shoulders would have rated highly in her list of romantic things to
do when she was 13 or 14 and just beginning to have romantic notions.
Now that she was living it as a reality it was everything she could have
hoped for and more.
"What do you think?" The Doctor whispered to her. "Would
this make a good honeymoon resort?"
"A lot of people think so," Rose said. "About half the
couples in the hotel are just married. But… I don't know. I've not
thought that far ahead. But I think I'd like to go to SangC'lune. It's
my favourite planet. And… well the people there will fall over themselves
in excitement to find out their GOD got married."
"Yeah," The Doctor smiled and squeezed
her hand lovingly. "They'll be thrilled."
"Every time I turn my back you two are snogging," Wyn complained
as she came onto the balcony.
"I should have built that airlock," The Doctor muttered. Rose
giggled.
"We're miles away from the TARDIS even if you DID have one,"
Wyn answered back.
"I'm standing on a balcony above a deep,
cold, glacial lake," The Doctor said. "Don't push your luck."
"Besides, I know you want me really. Otherwise you'd have sent me
back home by now."
"What did you want, anyway, apart from spoiling my peace and quiet."
"Just wanted to tell you this 'peaceful planet' HAS got something
scary on it. "It's got Succubi… whatever they are."
"It…. what….." The Doctor stared around at her,
the gentle, teasing expression he usually reserved for her replaced by
a steely, stony look.
"What is…." Rose began.
"It's a female demon that preys upon unwary men…"
"What, like my mate Shireen?"
"Shireen is a bit free with her hands under the table," The
Doctor said with the voice of experience. "But I don't think she's
ever seduced a man to his death."
"Er…no."
"Things can really do that?" Wyn asked.
"Yes."
"They're not just mythological?" Rose added.
"Mythological things usually have a grounding in reality somewhere."
"So there ARE such things?"
"Yes, but I'm not too worried. I've got the best defence possible
against them."
"Your Time Lord blood?" Wyn asked.
"No, that's a defence against space vampyres," he said with
a smile. "No, the one thing that keeps a succubus at bay is to be
utterly, completely in love with somebody and to have no doubt about that
love in the slightest." He laughed. "Yes, I know that's embarrassing
for a teenager, Wyn. But it's true. Love is my shield from such things."
"I can protect you this time?" Rose said. "Instead of you
being my protector?"
"My protector, and much, much more." The Doctor smiled and squeezed
her hand and in the deepest recess of his mind found a few words of poetry
that seemed to sum up all that she was to him.
"My Haven in my distress.
My Shield and my Shelter in my woes.
My Asylum and Refuge in time of need
And in my loneliness my Companion!
In my anguish my Solace,
And in my solitude a loving Friend!
The Remover of the pangs of my sorrows
And the Pardoner of my sins!"
"Wyn, stop making sick noises behind my back."
"I thought it was beautiful." Rose told him. "Where is
it from?"
"Part of the Alliance of Unity," he told her. "It's the
section where the man tells his bride all that he expects her to be for
him."
"Oooh!" Wyn said. "Does that mean she's married to you
now?"
"No. There's another 12 hours of stuff like that first."
"What happen if somebody needs the loo?" Wyn asked, a question
Rose had often thought of asking but didn't because she knew the traditions
of his dead home-world were so important to him and he might be offended
by such a prosaic question.
"Time Lords have self-control," The Doctor told her dryly. "Anyone
who isn't a Time Lord just has to grin and bear it."
"Are we really worried about this Succubi thing, by the way?"
Rose asked, getting back to the point. "Where DID you hear about
them, Wyn?"
"One of the maids was talking about it. She said that there were
two men dead in their village and that was the rumour about them."
"Ok," The Doctor said. "Well, I'm putting that down to
village superstition. And two deaths unless there is anything more to
go on, are nothing to do with us. Let's carry on enjoying our holiday
for now."
"You know the last time you said that all hell broke loose."
"Yes," he said. "I do know. But you don't really want me
to go wandering off into the village to check to see if two local men
died of natural or supernatural causes."
"You would have once," Rose said. "Slightest sign of a
mystery to unravel and you'd be in it."
"Now you're blaming yourself for 'changing'
me again. You're not. I will look into it tomorrow if there is the slightest
sign of something more than two people dead of natural causes. But right
now, I want to enjoy a quiet hour under the stars. I spend my whole life
among the stars, and I never get a chance to stand in one place and look
at them."
"Rose is right. You ARE a soppy article," Wyn told him. "Anyway,
I'm going to bed. Night, both of you."
"I LIKE you as a soppy article,"
Rose said when they were alone again. "I like being able to do this
- to hold you. My fiancé, the greatest man in the universe. I'm
a lucky girl."
"I'm a lucky man," he told her.
"And in my loneliness my Companion." He smiled. "I was
lonely for so long I'd forgotten there was any other way to be."
If he was any other man he might have thought
the stars were singing as he kissed her. But he had been up close to most
of those stars often enough to know they didn't do that sort of thing.
They were a romantic backdrop and that was all. But they had been officially
engaged for several months now, and moments like this were still too rare.
He had never resented the helpless and oppressed of the universe calling
on him to help. He didn't still. But he wanted more quiet moments than
the universe had let him have so far.
He didn't sleep. Rose did, soundly and sweetly,
curled up beside him, taking up only the smallest space in a king size
bed intended for honeymooners. Usually he slept at least an hour, maybe
two, enough for his needs. But this night he couldn't sleep and he felt
too restless for even the lightest meditation. His mind was on the possibility
that there was something happening in the village that DID need his special
skills. Yes, rumour and superstition could account for much talk of the
likes of succubi - and their male equivalent, incubi. In primitive places,
such things were even spoken of to hide acts of murder or molestation
that were simply the work of mortal men. But he knew they DID exist. Most
things that were put down to superstition DID. Though there were often
simpler explanations than the myths woven around them. The whole vampire
mythology that fascinated Humans for centuries, came down simply to a
race of alien creatures that found the teeming life of Earth irresistible.
And succubi didn't seduce men in order to have half-human babies. They
simply fed on them like any animal did - for food, survival.
But like lions that strayed into villages and became maneaters, they had
to be stopped - if that was what they WERE doing.
He heard a scream. It was on the edge of his superior hearing. It was
several floors down in the big hotel but it was a scream. Somebody needed
help. He didn't hesitate. He climbed from the bed and grabbed his jacket
from the chair beside it. He threw it on over his black satin pyjamas
and ran out of the room and down the stairs.
"Somebody get a doctor…" He heard the cry as he reached
the second landing and turned into the corridor. A woman was standing
there in her nightdress looking terrified. "My husband… I think…
oh my God…. He's dead."
"I'm a doctor," he said as he ran to her. "Show me."
He WAS a doctor. It was mere semantics that argued he was not a MEDICAL
doctor. Anyway, it would take more than a prescription for antibiotics
to help this man. The Doctor examined the body thoroughly. If he was required
to sign a death certificate he would put down heart failure. That was
the mere mechanical reason for death. But the reason why the heart had
given up was fright. The man had been scared to death.
There were people gathering about the open door, alerted by the woman's
screams; other hotel guests, busboys, and the manager of the hotel pushing
his way through. The Doctor reached in his pocket and produced his psychic
paper to identify himself and with a hard stare made it quite clear that
he was in charge. He turned to the woman - the widow. He led her towards
the window, away from the sight of the dead man.
"What happened?" he asked, simply.
"I woke up and looked around at….at
Michael. And… and there was somebody on top of him and he sounded
as if he was choking. I put the light on and….." Her eyes widened
as remembering proved as horrifying as the actual event. "Oh my….
Oh my…."
"Take your time," The Doctor said kindly. "Did you see
who did it? What did they look like?"
"It looked like…" The woman
paused and again her eyes told the horror that mere words could not express.
"It looked like ME. It was ME…. Lying on top of Michael, kissing
him…. but…. He couldn't breath and it was as if his life was
being drained from him."
The woman looked close to fainting. The Doctor reached to open the window
and get her some fresh air. As he did he glanced through the window. The
night was bright with the three moons all full. The lake reflected the
light of them coldly. And as he looked his hearts shuddered. By all that
was sane the creatures he saw just beyond the window should not have been
able to fly. They were solid things. They had no wings, no aerodynamic
form. But they rose up on the air. His telescopic eyesight focussed on
them. They were humanoid in shape, but their hands and feet were not fully
formed. Fingers and toes were fused like an early stage foetus and the
faces were as blank as mannequins. One had the softer curves of a female,
and long hair that reached to the feet. The other was a male figure, completely
hairless.
The woman followed his gaze, and she DID faint. He caught her before she
hit the ground and carried her out of the room. He gave her to the manager
to take care of and then he began to run. The creatures had been moving
towards the upper floors. Rose and Wyn needed his protection.
Rose woke to the feel of The Doctor covering her body with his own. His
mouth was kissing hers passionately. She smiled and slipped her arms around
his neck. It was odd for him to feel the urge to kiss her in the night.
He had slept beside her for months now and although he hugged and kissed
her before she slept he had kept his hands frustratingly to himself the
rest of the night. Maybe it was being in a hotel full of honeymooning
couples that had made him interested in a little night time hanky panky.
"Hey, not so rough," she said, pushing him off her. "You
don't have to breathe, but I do." She was shocked to the core when
he forced her back down. He pressed himself down on her so hard it hurt
and his kiss was suffocating. She tried to slide out from beneath him
but he was too heavy for her. "Doctor… what… what are
doing?"
She had never been afraid of him. Even when she first met him and he had
puzzled and bewildered her, when Clive the conspiracy theorist had told
her he was dangerous, she had not believed it. She had felt instinctively
that he could be trusted, that he would not hurt her.
But he was hurting her now. He was killing her. As she struggled to breathe
that was the worst of it. Knowing that the man she loved more than anyone
in the universe was killing her.
The light snapped on and she could breathe
again as he was suddenly pulled off her. She struggled up into a sitting
position as she filled her lungs with air and stared as The Doctor fought
with….
With The Doctor!
They were identical - identically dressed in pyjamas with the leather
jacket on top. The only difference was that one had glowing red eyes and
an expression on its face that was animal-like in its hatred. The mouth
opened and it gave a snarling cry as The Doctor - the REAL Doctor - aimed
a Shaolin power punch to the creature's chest. It staggered back, hissing
menacingly. Rose was startled that it was still on its feet. A blow like
that could kill - or at least render the recipient unconscious. These
things were superhumanly strong.
But so was The Doctor, and he kept coming
at it, punching and kicking, driving it backwards. The creature wavered
momentarily between The Doctor's form and its 'default' before turning
and throwing itself at the window. Rose ran to HER Doctor as they both
saw the thing slip through the glass as if it was a soap bubble.
"What…." She managed to say.
"An incubi. The male version of the ones we were talking about earlier.
They're a couple! The female just killed a man down on the third floor."
"Well, they're obviously into partner-swapping." Rose said as
she clung to her man. It WAS him. She knew that. The instinct that had
made her trust him when she had no reason to trust him, when he was a
stranger to her, was still there. She knew it was really him. "I
thought it was you. But you would never…. You wouldn't…."
She cried in horror as she remembered. He held her tightly. "Has
it gone?"
"I hope so…" he began. Then they both heard Wyn shout
from the room next door. The Doctor groaned. Why didn't he think of her,
too? He tried the dividing door. It was locked. He had given Wyn the key
to the outer door and they had no reason to use the connecting door between
the two rooms. They had no interest in invading her privacy. She had always
made it quite clear that their bedroom activities were the last thing
she wanted to see. So it had stayed locked. But it was only an ordinary
internal door. He kicked it open in one move and rushed through.
Wyn's screams were almost as piercing as her mum's, The Doctor noted in
one corner of his mind. But his main attention was on the incubi as he
pulled it off her and put himself between her and it. This time it looked
like Cliff, Wyn's father. But that did not stop him rushing at it with
intent to squeeze the supernatural life out of it. He missed by millimetres
getting his hands around its neck as it morphed back to its blank form
and retreated through the window. The Doctor fell forward with the momentum
of his dive towards the creature and landed painfully against the end
of the bed.
"Doctor," Wyn said shakily as she ran to help him up, nothing
damaged but his pride. "You were wrong. Love isn't a defence. It…
it's a weakness. It's what lets them in. They USE love." The Doctor
looked at her and wondered why a sixteen year old girl saw so clearly
what he, with nearly a thousand years experience and learning, had missed.
Maybe he wasn't as clever as he thought he was.
He hugged her as she told him in shaky words how she had woken up and
seen HIM - The Doctor - standing over her bed. She had spoken to him,
wondering why he was there, and then he had put his hand over her mouth
and started suffocating her. And as she fought against him, against The
Doctor, wondering WHY he would do such a thing to her, the creature had
turned into her father. And strangely, it had only been THEN that she
had screamed. Somehow when it had seemed to be The Doctor hurting her
it had not frightened her quite so much as her own father trying to kill
her.
Rose came through the splintered door and
he reached and held her, too.
“I want you both to know... What happened
here… I would never in a million years… but… but I still
want to tell you I am sorry… and… for even the brief moment
that you might have thought I could…. I hope you can trust me again.”
"Oh my Doctor," Rose told him. "I NEVER doubted you. NEVER."
"Me neither," Wyn said. She looked around the room. "Have
they gone?"
“No,” The Doctor said becoming
suddenly practical. “Why would they? This hotel is full of prey.
Get dressed. Grab some blankets and get down to the dining room.”
He ran into the corridor and smashed the panel that gave him access to
the fire alarm. As people came pouring out of the rooms he shouted at
them to go down to the dining room. He looked to see that Rose and Wyn
were with the crowd and then he ran to the next floor and shouted the
same instruction. He carried on down to the next floor and did the same.
He was scaring people. He was panicking them, but they were obeying him
because he was the only person giving them ANY instructions at all.
"I brought your clothes," Rose
said when he finally reached the dining room himself after clearing every
floor. He thanked her and slipped into the empty kitchen to change. When
he returned, feeling rather better for being fully clothed he stood on
one of the tables and called for silence. He got it. Everyone, guests
and hotel staff, turned and looked at him.
"There have been three attacks on guests,
one fatal." He glanced at the widow of the dead man. She was standing
next to the hotel manager who seemed to have taken responsibility for
her. "The attackers were creatures called succubi and incubi. They
have the ability to take on the form of anybody you are close to, anyone
you trust. But they rely on people being alone and vulnerable. And they
only feed at night. So we're all going to stay right here, together, for
the rest of the night. I want some volunteers to take it in turns to watch
the windows and doors just in case. But everyone else try to sleep."
Nobody thought to question him. Nobody challenged him when he talked about
succubi and incubi - things that seemed incredible. And nobody asked why
he thought he had the authority to herd them into this room. They did
as he said, and they did it relatively quickly. The hotel staff opened
the kitchen and provided hot soup for all and after a surprisingly little
time people began to settle down in makeshift beds of blankets on the
floor.
Wyn went to sleep. The Doctor was glad of that. She had been through a
traumatic experience and he was glad she felt safe enough to sleep now.
"So… is she right about these things taking the form of people
we love?" Rose asked The Doctor as he sat next to them, alert to
anything unusual happening.
"You should sleep," he told her.
"I will, soon. But… tell me…is it true."
"Yes," he said. "It seems so. The man was killed by the
female in the guise of his wife. The incubi came to you as me… then
to Wyn."
"That I don't get. Why did it appear to her looking like you? SHE
isn't in love with you?"
"They don't just hone in on romantic love. That's the mythological
part of it. They are attracted by any emotional attachment. It first appeared
as me because it had already worked out my pattern. And because of Wyn's
emotional attachment to me. It was confused. It thought I was her father
at first. But then it picked up Cliff's pattern in her mind and changed
into him."
"Wyn thinks of you like you're her father?"
"Yes. Obvious, I suppose. Every girl needs a daddy."
"But she HAS a father."
"But he's a long way off and she's spent a lot of time with me. Besides,
Jo and Cliff are great people. But I'm not sure as far as Wyn is concerned
they were great parents. Not their fault. But they do seem to be too busy
for their youngest child. They're often away on business trips and lecture
tours. And girls do need a different way of looking after than boys."
"How so?" Rose asked, intrigued, despite all the things they
had to worry about, by The Doctor's views on fatherhood.
"Boys… well, you love them of course. But mostly what they
want is to be like you. So you just reassure them that they're on the
right track to do that. Show them the way."
"And girls?"
"Girls… you have to strike a balance between letting them know
you love them and you're always there for them no matter what, and letting
them do what they want to do without feeling that you're interfering.
And of course with girls, you have to spoil them rotten in every way you
can." He smiled distantly as he remembered his two goes at parenthood,
his son, who had grown up to be a lot like him in so many ways, and Susan,
who he looked after from her babyhood.
"And you think Wyn hasn't been spoiled
enough?"
"No, I don't think she has."
"I never even knew my dad at all. You
never said that about me."
“Yeah, that’s where my theory
falls apart,” he told her. "But your mum gives you twice the
love to make up for your dad not being around. You’re just fine.”
“So it's not that every girl needs
her daddy so much as every girl needs somebody to love her.”
“Yeah, maybe.” He smiled. “Or
maybe I’m just talking nonsense.”
“No, I think you’re on the right
track,” she assured him. And he was. Until he had said it, she had
never realised it, but Rose knew he was right. Her life, growing up in
that council flat, where money was always short, where even food had been
short sometimes, but where, if she felt sad or unwell her mother’s
love had been a hug away, was not so bad really. Better in some ways than
Wyn’s life with two parents and more than enough money, but the
love distant and unattainable.
“That’s why you put up with her
being around us even though it means we have so little time alone together.”
Yes,” he said. “Jo…. She
was… she was your age when I met her. Trained as a spy, yes, but
still a lot of little girl in her. She also thought of me as a father
figure. And I cared for her like a daughter. So when I look at Wyn…
Jo’s daughter….”
"She feels like she's your granddaughter."
"Yes."
"How come…" Rose looked at the engagement ring on her
finger and at The Doctor, her fiancée, the man she loved above
all others. "Seems like you've spent most of the past couple of hundred
years with a teenage girl in tow, but always in a father-daughter way.
How come… this time… it was different. Why are we…."
"I don't know," he said. "I don't dare analyse that one.
I'm just very, very glad it is that way. Because Susan, Vicki, Jo, Sarah,
Ace…. All my girls… my surrogate daughters…. Sooner
or later they moved on… they left me. But you…"
"Can't get rid of me," she said
with a smile.“Don’t want to.” He looked at her and sighed.
“I came so close to losing you tonight. Love IS a weakness. But
it's a weakness I accept as a part of me. Otherwise I might as well be
a cyberman with no feelings.” He kissed her and told her to sleep
now. She lay down next to Wyn and he tucked the blanket around them both.
She looked so young and vulnerable as she closed her eyes and drifted
to sleep that he couldn’t help wondering if his relationship with
her was wrong. She was only a little older than some of the girls who
had filled that space in his hearts that Susan left. No, he didn’t
know why it was that this time different instincts had been roused in
him when she came into his life. Maybe it was just time for him to remember
that, as well as being a Time Lord he was also a MAN.
He stayed beside her until she was asleep
and then went to make sure everyone else was safe. Rose and Wyn were his
special responsibility, but he wanted to be sure that no one else died.
“Doctor?” The hotel manager approached
him as he stood by the plate glass window of the hotel dining room looking
out over the silent, moonlit scene and wondering how long it was until
dawn. “Mrs Delane has taken the sedative you suggested. She’s
asleep now. In the morning we can arrange for her husband’s body
to be moved.”
"Yes," he said. "But these things will be back. You should
think about closing the hotel."
"That would ruin us…" the manager began but The Doctor's
hard stare silenced him. "Yes, you're right. I'll make arrangements
to refund everyone. But… you must understand… this place depends
on tourism. I don't mean the hotel, but the whole planet. It will be destroyed."
The Doctor shook his head and said something that sounded to the manager
like "Amity." He didn't understand the reference.
The Doctor DID understand. He looked out at the beautiful lake, the unspoilt
scene. The people of this planet could have dug into the mountains for
their minerals and polluted the skies and lakes with belching foundries.
Instead, they kept its beauty and fed and sheltered tourists that came
to admire it. And they had done it admirably. The place still felt beautiful
and unspoilt despite thousands of visitors. But this WOULD ruin them.
And it was a pity. But it could not be helped.
"Hey!" A man wearing a silk bathrobe over monogrammed pyjamas
came up to the manager. "I've been talking to some of your staff.
And apparently it's common knowledge in the area that there are a couple
of weird things that kill people."
"The locals say that about any unexplained death," the manager
said. "But really…"
"You're not local?" The Doctor asked him.
"No. I'm Denebian. I came here because there was a business opportunity.
I took over the hotel six months ago. The start of the summer season.
We're near the end now, of course. The last couple of weeks of good weather."
"Yeah, apparently the previous manager DIED," the bathrobed
man said.
"Natural causes, I was told."
"Around here, being eaten alive by creatures IS natural," the
man went on. "There was nothing in the brochure. I want more than
my money back. You'll be hearing from my lawyer."
"I'm going to talk to some of your staff," The Doctor told the
manager. "The local ones."
He did so, and he discovered that 'nothing
in the brochure' was a valid complaint. The succubi and her 'husband'
the incubi were known to all those who were born and raised on the planet.
The thought he had earlier about the man eating lions was not inaccurate.
They killed a few people, maybe once every two years or so. That seemed
to be enough for them, and usually it was a remote farm they attacked.
People accepted a certain risk, and took what precautions they could.
But less people were living remotely now and this time they had come into
the village and killed.
And The Doctor guessed the rest. They had
seen the hotel, sensed the teeming life there, sensed honeymoon couples
with their strong emotional attachments. It had been like the proverbial
blood in the water attracting sharks. Even though they had slaked their
hunger in the village they came to feast.
"Where do they nest?" he asked. The obvious question.
"In the mountains," he was told. "Somewhere." Nobody
knew exactly. Nobody had ever tried looking.
"You intend to go looking, Doctor?" somebody asked. It was the
man with the monogrammed pyjamas.
"It wasn't my plan." He replied. "For preference I'd evacuate
the planet, tourists and residents and let the damn things starve. But
even if we stick up beacons screaming danger, beware, stay away, some
idiot will turn up eventually to see what the fuss is about and it will
be feeding time again. I want to make sure nobody EVER gets hurt by these
things again." He looked around to where Rose and Wyn were asleep.
"And whatever the rest of you do, I'm not leaving until I've made
sure of that."
Evacuating the hotel was not as easy as it sounded. Those who came by
private craft left as soon as they could, but there were plenty of people
who came by scheduled shuttle flights and they were met by less than sympathetic
responses from their tour operators who claimed there was nothing they
could do until the day after tomorrow. The Doctor used his persuasive
powers to get Mrs Delane and her husband's body on their way. But with
sunset of that fraught day approaching there were still at least fifty
guests and almost as many staff left in the hotel. All resigned themselves
to another night sleeping en masse in the dining room. The only defence,
The Doctor assured them, was to stick together.
"You really think they're going to come back?" Rose asked. "To
the hotel, not to the village or anywhere else?"
"I think they will," he said. "I
think now they know it's here they'll never leave it alone."
"So what are you going to do?" Rose asked him.
"I'm going to get a couple of big knives
from the kitchen, then I'm going to wait for them, and kill them,"
he said.
"Thought you might."
"Can they be killed?" Wyn asked. "Are they flesh and blood?"
"Yes," The Doctor said. "They are that. But they are…"
He searched his vocabulary for a word that fitted. The best he could come
up with was, "Unholy." Rose and Wyn both looked at him. They
knew he didn't believe in religion in the way they understood it. It was
a strange word for him to use. But it had put something else in his mind.
"You wouldn't know, I suppose, the Earth
mythology about the origin of such things?" They both shook their
heads. He sat beside them on the dining room floor and took a deep breath.
"The legend comes from Jewish mythology,"
he said. "It goes back to the Creation story itself, when God created
Adam and then gave him a mate, Lillith, who He created as He had created
Adam, of the dust of the Earth."
"Huh?" Wyn said. "But… what about Eve and…"
"That's the Christian version. In the Jewish Talmud, which is many
thousands of years older than the Bible, Lillith came first. But she demanded
to be equal with Adam, not subordinate to him." He half smiled as
he saw Rose and Wyn exchange meaningful glances. "Yes, Women's Lib
is as old as time itself! But Adam refused to countenance it. Eventually
she got into a rage and fled from Adam and teamed up with the fallen angels
and became a source of evil on Earth. Meanwhile God took a rib of Adam
and formed Eve - his mate born of his own flesh, not from the dust. And
all humankind, all humanoid species, mine too, are born of the flesh.
And since most of us come from flesh that is loved and cared for, we're
on the side of the good angels. If you believe such things, anyway. But
Lillith's offspring, the succubi and incubi, they belong to the dark side,
and while having the appearance of flesh, they are still made of dust.
They can be killed like any flesh and blood creature, by knives or swords
or bullets, but when they are, their bodies become dust."
"So this is all Adam's fault for not
doing his share of the housework," Rose said.
"Well, I'm not sure we should be quite that flippant about something
that is key to the religious beliefs of a whole race of people,"
The Doctor told her. "But… in a nutshell, yes. It's a myth.
It's an allegory that explains the origin of the Human race as well as
humanity's fear of the unknown. And yes, it gives justification to the
idea of women as subordinate to men. And it took a long time for humanity
to set it aside. Succubi obviously know the story too. THEY are the dominant
ones. You notice that the first victims were all male. Two in the village,
Mr Delane… before the incubi went after you two."
"Apart from the killing people bit, I can't help feeling a bit on
her side," Rose said.
"No," Wyn insisted. "You have
to kill them."
"Oh, I agree," Rose added. "You
DO have to kill them. You have to. Whatever the reason for it, those things
are pure evil. You weren't close up to one of them like we were. You didn't
feel it…. the way it turned all the good, all the joy of life, all
the sweetness of love, into something horrible, something deadly. You
didn't feel… the one you love trying to suck the life from you."
"I could take that memory away," he said, putting his arm around
her shoulders and pulling her to him. "I could reach in with my mind
and take it out like a bad tooth. You'd know there is a gap there. But
you wouldn't feel the pain."
"You can do that?" she asked.
"Yes."
"Have you…." She looked at
his face and something told her it was a question he didn't want her to
ask. "No, I won't ask. If you ever have, then you must have thought
it was something too terrible for me to remember. Because I remember plenty
of horrible things - hanging on the web, having a vampyre take a lump
out of my neck - so if there ever was anything more horrible than that,
then I don't want to know. But… seeing as you asked this time....
No. I can deal with it. As long as I have you… the real you…
nothing can be THAT terrible."
"That's my girl," he said and held her tightly. As he did so,
the last rays of the sun slid behind the mountains. The valley became
much darker very quickly. The Doctor went to the kitchen and returned
with a long, lethal knife and an even more lethal looking meat cleaver
that glinted menacingly. He stood for a moment and looked at Rose, and
at Wyn, who came and stood beside her. Neither said anything silly like
'good luck'. They knew luck had nothing to do with it. He began to try
to say something but stopped. He turned towards the stairwell.
"Doctor," Rose called to him. He turned back to her. "Doctor…
I just want to tell you… maybe you already thought of it. But...
no matter what these things turn into… no matter what they look
like… don't hesitate. Kill them. You…. you can't hurt me,
or Wyn, or anyone you've ever loved. But if you let them get you…
then we're dead too. So… so don't let them get to you that way."
He hadn't thought of it. Now that he did, he felt a little sick. But he
still had to do it. He stepped back towards her, sheathing the weapons
in the back of his belt while he reached out to hug her one more time.
Wyn, too, put her arms about him. Then he turned and hurried away.
"He's a brave man." Rose looked around to see who had said that.
It was the hotel manager, sitting with the guests and staff looking worried.
"Yes, he is," Rose said proudly. "Very brave."
"First time I ever heard that story," somebody else said. "The
one about Adam and his first wife."
"Yeah, me too," Rose said again. "But that's him, too.
Knows everything about everything. He keeps the whole universe in his
head."
"Typical man though," Wyn said. "Leaves us behind while
he goes off to be the hero."
"Yeah," Rose sighed. "First Man or Last Man, seems there's
not a lot of difference. They still want us obedient."
"Last man?" Rose looked around as somebody else joined in the
discussion. "Funny you should say that. When he was talking there
about those old Earth legends, I was put in mind of a legend from where
I come from. About a man - the LAST man who survived the death of his
home planet and became a wanderer in the universe, righting wrongs, defending
the innocent."
"That would be Superman," Wyn said. "The only survivor
of Krypton."
"Maybe," Rose smiled. "Or it could be MY Doctor. The last
Time Lord."
"Same difference," Wyn laughed.
"The Doctor wears cooler clothes and he doesn't fly." Rose sat
down and tried not to worry. But it was impossible. She knew he was good.
But was he good enough?
He had to be.
The Doctor came out onto the flat roof of
the hotel. The coolness of the night didn't bother him. It had to be VERY
cold to affect him. This could almost be called balmy. It was the sort
of night he would have liked to have been walking by that lake with Rose,
holding her hand, stopping for no reason and kissing her. Not standing
up here on the roof with two knives in his hands, waiting to kill a demon
that was very likely going to look just like her. He hadn't even thought
of that until she said it. He was glad she did, because he thought he
MIGHT just hesitate if he hadn't been forewarned.
He leaned against the sloping tiled roof that covered the winching gears
of the lift and looked out over the lake in the moonlight. He let his
mind drift as he so often did up on the roof of the flats in London. There,
he picked up the thoughts and emotions of millions. They were a great,
loud discord which he probed and sifted until he could focus on one or
two minds and read their emotions. He found the mental exercise cathartic
and his contact with the emotional problems of humanity educational.
Here there were no teeming millions. There were no more than two hundred
people in this valley, some in the hotel below, the rest in the village.
They, too, hunkered together in the community hall for safety. And unlike
the many different concerns people in London had to worry about, these
had just one thing on their mind - getting through this night. Somebody
from the hotel must have phoned a friend in the village, because the people
there knew that a hero was, even now, trying to rid their world of the
scourge that had killed so many. He felt their kind thoughts and hopes
for his success and it heartened him. The same feelings were coming from
below in the hotel. And something more.
Rose had only one heart, but the love in it for him was like a beacon.
He could pick her out from all the others, and feel her love for him.
"My Haven in my distress…. My
Shield and my Shelter in my woes…" He remembered the words
again and felt their meaning as he had never felt them before. Knowing
she was there was enough.
Look…..” Somebody shouted. They
all looked. Rose reached the window first, though she was the other side
of the room. It was THEM, the two demons, in their default shape, flying
towards the hotel. When they reached the lake shore they began to rise
up. They were taking the bait. HE was the bait, standing up there, the
only person in this whole valley who was alone right now, thinking loving
thoughts about her, to attract demons who fed on love.
"Lillith may have chosen the dark side, but she was right about one
thing. Men and women should be equal - and they should be together."
She turned and sprinted to the kitchen where she chose two of the sharpest
knives and then to the stairwell. Several people stood in her way and
begged her not to go but she was a woman with sharp knives in her hands
and a determined look on her face. They let her pass. A few moments later,
Wyn followed. She didn't have knives, but she had the same look. Nobody
got in her way, either.
The Doctor tensed himself and stood ready
as mentally and audibly he heard the scream of the creatures coming towards
him. He held the knives out. And he held onto the thought that, whether
he believed in religion or not, he had always walked in the light. He
was a force AGAINST this sort of darkness.
He was ready for just about anything. EXCEPT
THAT. As they came towards him he almost hesitated. Then he remembered
what Rose had told him.
Rose ran up the stairs as fast as she could.
Her heart was pounding and her lungs bursting as she reached the top of
the last flight and came out onto the roof, but she didn't let her own
physical discomfort stop her reaching the man she loved and help him fight
these demons that had hurt so many people already.
But he didn't need any help. She watched
in fascinated horror as The Doctor plunged the knife right into the female
creature's heart. Pressurised blood spurted from the wound as he held
it there and in the same moment brought the cleaver around in a sweeping
arc and took the succubus's head clean off. The mouth opened in a silent
scream as it flew through the air. Rose saw it turn to dust as he had
said it would. But while he was concentrating on her, her mate had moved
around and was now behind him. Changing his grip on the knife from the
underhand that had given his thrust so much force to an overhand one,
he pulled it out of the disintegrating body and swept it backwards behind
him. The creature's hand was on his shoulder as he pushed the knife into
its stomach and pulled his hand swiftly upwards, gutting the incubi like
a fish. The creature arched itself in a scream of agony as The Doctor
released the knife and span on his toes bringing the cleaver around. To
Rose it felt like slow motion but it was only seconds before she saw the
male creature’s head fly off. The body fell, disintegrating into
dust even before it hit the ground. The long knife that was still in its
chest caught the moonlight as it fell through empty air.
It was a foul smelling dust as if from contaminated
earth. It made Rose want to retch as she ran towards The Doctor. He fell
to his hands and knees, the bloody cleaver clattering to the ground as
he thrust it from him. He was breathing heavily and crying. As she drew
closer she heard him cough and throw up. That really startled her. She
had never seen him being sick before.
"Doctor…" She wrapped her
arms around him, ignoring the foul-smelling blood that covered his face
and his clothes and matted his hair. "Doctor! It's all right. It's
over. You did it."
She helped him stand and he turned and held her. She was surprised at
how much he was trembling. She knew he hated to kill. She knew it went
against all he believed in, and whenever he had to kill it hurt him deeply.
But surely he knew that these creatures had to die.
"It's over," she said again. "You did it." She heard
Wyn's footsteps behind her and moments later she, too, was hugging him.
But neither seemed able to comfort him, to stop him trembling and crying.
"What… what did they look like to you?" he asked.
"Sort of faceless things - just body shapes without any features.
Why? What did they look like to you?"
"My…." He gulped for air as he remembered. "My wife
and son."
"Oh, Doctor…." Rose hugged
him close. "Oh, my love." She understood now why he was hurting
so deeply. She hadn't quite expected that. She thought the thing would
look like her and that was bad enough. But they must have drawn on deeper
emotions, deeper memories than his love for her, and chosen forms that
cut to the very core of him. She couldn't think of anything crueller.
"I knew it couldn't have been them.
They're both long dead. But… but it felt like I was stabbing my
own hearts. They pleaded with me, begged for their lives - with THEIR
voices. They looked so hurt. Their eyes… I never want to go through
that again. I never…. Oh my Julia… my Christopher…I
never… I loved them both all their lives. I would never hurt…."
"They know that," Rose told him. "Wherever they are…whatever
is beyond life… they know that. Come on. Let's go downstairs."
"Not yet," he said. "Those people…. Down there. They
expect a conquering hero. Not… not a quivering wreck. I need a moment."
They went as far as their hotel room first.
He showered and Rose cleaned his jacket of the creature's blood. By the
time he was dressed again he looked a lot better, though his eyes still
betrayed the trauma he had suffered. But by the time they continued down
to the hotel dining room he had composed himself enough to look the part
expected of him - the conquering hero. He took Rose and Wyn by the hand
and stepped into the room. There was a moment before people turned and
saw him, and then there was uproar. Everyone wanted to shake his hand.
Everyone wanted to know how he did it. He didn't tell them. He just assured
them the nightmare was over.