The two girls were running for their lives,
and they knew they could not run for very much longer. They were almost
at the end of their strength, and the sounds of the pursuit was louder
- the whistles, the shouts, the baying of the death hounds.
“I can’t, Shon,” cried the younger of the two. “I
can’t go on any further. Leave me. Save yourself.”
“No, Lessie,” answered the other girl. “No, we go on
together. We don’t give up. Come on, you can do it. Just a little
further. I know a place we can hide. We’ll be safe there.”
“Nowhere is safe,” Lessie sobbed, tears of grief and fear
and utter despondency streaking her face. “They’ll get us.
They’ll kill us. Oh, Shon, we should never have tried to run. They’ll
kill us.”
“Not if we keep running,” Shon told her.
“Kill me,” Lessie cried. “I’d rather BE dead than
go back there.”
“Don’t be silly. Come on. We must keep moving. We must. For
as long as we can.”
Behind them the sounds were louder and the lights were bigger. The guards
were gaining on them by the minute.
“It isn’t true. I always hoped it was. But it’s not
true. The ones that didn’t come back… they just died. I hoped…
but it’s not true. There’s no hiding place. And there’s
no…. there’s no Angel.”
“I never believed in the Angel. But I DO believe we can escape if
we keep going. The black desert doesn’t last forever. It can’t.
I’ve seen the lights of a city at night. It can’t be SO far
away.”
“It’s further than you think,” Lessie answered. “Maybe
if we stand still and put up our hands they won’t shoot us?”
They’ll shoot us more,” Shon told her. “Just keep running.
A little further. Please Lessie. I won’t go on without you. I won’t
leave you behind.”
“I can’t,” Lessie screamed. “It’s no use.”
She grabbed her friend around the shoulders and hugged her tight. They
stood there in the darkness, the wind whipping around their cotton dresses,
and they came as close as two girls who knew nothing about gods could
come to praying.
And whether it was the gods they didn’t know existed or just sheer
dumb luck, the prayer they were almost making was answered in a way they
could not have begun to imagine. They clung to each other in terror and
fear as the dark, starless night on Decas faded away to be replaced by
a brightly lit room that appeared around them.
It was a strange, frightening room that did not immediately reassure them.
There were organic looking, branching pillars that looked like petrified
trees and a huge domed roof like an upside down cauldron with round lights
all over it. In the centre of the room there was something like a computer
would look if it was grown instead of built. It glowed with an eerie green
that threw its reflection onto the faces of the two people who stood by
the machine making them look frighteningly alien.
Lessie screamed once and fainted. Shon sank to the strange, metallic floor
with her and sobbed in fear, hiding her face from the terrifying strangers.
“Hey,” said a voice as one of the strangers, the man, crouched
beside her. “There’s no need to be scared. There is this rule
about stowaways having to do the laundry on board the TARDIS, but I NEVER
enforce it. At least not before breakfast. You look hungry. Would you
like some breakfast? I do really good omelettes.”
“What?” Shon looked up. Away from the glow of the machine
the stranger’s face was not so frightening after all. It looked
kind. His eyes were a soft brown and they twinkled as if he was laughing,
even though his mouth looked solemn right now.
“Breakfast,” he said again. “Bit of food, hot cup of
tea. Do you both the world of good.”
Lessie was starting to come around again. She shrank back from the stranger,
but he reached out and touched her face with his hand. At once her frightened
expression changed to one of serene calm and when he went to lift her
she reached out her arms to him.
The Doctor looked at the girl in his arms and the one who watched him
with suspicious, rabbit like eyes, expecting him any moment to inflict
a sudden act of cruelty upon her. They both looked about sixteen or seventeen
- Stella’s age. But the one in his arms was so light he hardly felt
her. Stella was a slim girl, careful about her figure, but she had weight
- the right weight for her age and height and bone structure. He would
feel her if he carried her. But this girl felt at least half Stella’s
weight, and that was only the first thing that was wrong with her.
“Doctor!” Stella called to him looking at the viewscreen.
“There are some people coming. They don’t look friendly. Neither
do their dogs.”
The other girl cried out in fear. The Doctor looked at her, then the view
of the mob approaching with torches and guns and attack dogs and he nodded
to Stella.
“Take us into temporal orbit, please - the way I showed you. Then
we’ll ALL have breakfast.” At that he turned and strode away
towards the inner door, carrying the girl who felt like a rag doll, the
other scurrying after her, refusing to be parted from her friend for a
moment.
Stella performed the relatively simple operation The Doctor had taught
her and smiled in satisfaction as she looked at the view of the planet
from temporal orbit. It was not a pretty planet. She had seen lots of
really BEAUTIFUL ones already in her travels with The Doctor. But this
one was ugly. It had no seas of any kind. The lowlands were black as if
nothing grew on them at all, while the mountains were sharp peaks that
reminded her of the way Transylvania was depicted in Dracula movies.
She was glad they were away from that horrible planet, though she had
a creeping suspicion they would be going back. The Doctor had a look in
his eye. Something was happening and he would want to find out about it.
She sighed and turned to follow The Doctor to the kitchen. Given the choice,
she would have taken the two ragged girls to the medical room and possibly
to the bathroom first, but he had decided they needed food more than anything
else.
He was sliding omelettes onto plates as she came into the kitchen. Four
omelettes on four plates. She had seen him do that before. He sort of
‘re-used’ the time it took to make ONE omelette. You saw him
beating the eggs, pouring them into the pan, and then there would be a
sort of shimmer and there was one omelette already on a plate, and another
one just cooked. Then when you blinked there was a sausage, a slice of
bacon and a grilled half a tomato on each plate and the last omelette
was being slid out of the pan. He turned and served the two girls first,
then Stella as she took a seat next to them. Then he sat himself and ate.
The two girls looked at him as if they needed his permission to start.
He smiled and nodded and offered them the plate of bread and butter that
had also been made in the same ‘re-used’ time. The girls took
some of the bread and began to eat their breakfast hungrily.
“Slowly,” The Doctor told them in a quiet, calm voice. “You’ll
get the benefit of the food much more if you take your time. We’re
in no hurry. Stella and I had no particular plans today.”
The girls slowed a little - enough to actually taste the food as it went
down. But they still looked like people who hadn’t eaten anything
for a long time and their last meal had not been enough to satisfy them.
They looked as if they had NEVER had a meal that fully satisfied them.
Stella tried not to stare, but she couldn’t help it. They looked
like the pictures she had seen in her history books of the western women
and children imprisoned by the Japanese during the Second World War. People
who had been on very short rations for years, with little or no medical
care. They were thin. Their eyes looked too big for the sockets. Their
hair was cut short and looked lifeless and unhealthy as if shampoos and
conditioners were unheard of. They were grubby and sweaty from running,
but beneath that their skin had a yellow tinge that just couldn’t
be normal. Stella knew there WERE people in the universe with yellow skin,
blue skin, purple skin. This was the sort of yellow that went with the
word jaundice and suggested something not right with the body.
She saw The Doctor looking at her. He nodded, and she knew he knew everything
she was thinking. She was pleased to realise that he approved of her assessment.
She had thought it through well enough.
“After breakfast, you take them for a shower and they can put on
some clean clothes. Then I’ll give them a once over in the medical
room. I don’t think there’s much wrong that food and rest
wouldn’t solve, though.”
Shon stared at the stranger called The Doctor. He hadn’t asked them
who they were, or why they were running. He had given them food. Now he
talked of showers and clothes and medicine.
“But sir,” she said. “You don’t understand. We
are Pota-Crims. We are not… You are kind. Kindness is not for us.
Kindness is for True-Citizens. We… we must be punished.”
“Well, you can do the laundry if you want. Stella goes through about
four different outfits per day so there’s always a ton of it even
without Wyn and Jamie aboard. It’s not EXACTLY a punishment. Loading
the washer only takes a minute or two and now that I’ve fixed the
self ironing and folding attachments it’s a doddle really. But if
you want.…”
“Sir…” Shon burst into tears. “Please don’t.
Don’t be kind. It isn’t fair. It only makes it worse later,
when you beat us.”
“I’ve never beaten anyone,” The Doctor answered. “Well,
except K9 at chess. Here. Drink some tea. I’ve put lots of sugar
in it. It’ll perk you up a bit.”
“It’s all right, Shon,” Lessie told her friend. “It’s
all right. Don’t you see? HE is the angel. It IS real, after all.
He’s our angel. He found us.”
Stella looked at the girl curiously, then back to The Doctor. He was smiling
serenely. He really DID look like an angel. She could well believe it.
She had never thought of angels wearing pin stripe suits and plimsolls
before. But now she did.
“Is it true?” Shon stared at him in amazement and with new
eyes that seemed to see him afresh, without the fear that was within her
before.
“Are angels true? That’s a question I’m not qualified
to answer. What matters, is that you ARE safe now. And if you’ve
finished eating Stella can look after you in the bathroom.”
Stella took the two girls while The Doctor put the kitchen plates in the
sink and then went to the medical room. When they arrived there, a little
later, he was ready and so were they, clean and dressed in warm flannel
pyjamas. He carefully examined them under the body scanner and found that
Shon was healthy enough apart from being malnourished and overworked,
but Lessie was suffering from mild liver damage and might also prove to
be diabetic. The Doctor started her on medication for both problems. Stella
helped him prepare medicines in a way she hadn’t seen for a very
long time. Instead of injections, he was putting it into sugar lumps like
they did when she was at infants school getting vaccinations.
“I’m not going to bring needles anywhere near them,”
he said in answer to the unasked question. “In the ‘institution’
they escaped from they are injected with painful drugs as punishment for
infractions of the rules.”
“What institution?” Stella asked. “And how come you
know about it? When we changed course and headed here, you said something
about ‘another errand of mercy.’ You’ve done this before?”
The Doctor nodded and said nothing as he turned back with his prepared
medications and gave them to the two girls. When they had swallowed the
sugar pills he helped them to lie down in two warm, comfortable beds and
in a very short time they were asleep.
“Mild sedative as well, though they were so exhausted they were
bound to sleep once they knew they were safe. Come on, they’ll be
ok for a while. I need to set our course and then….”
“Then you’ll explain what this is all about?” Stella
asked hopefully.
The Doctor again said nothing. Stella followed him back to the console
room and did as he instructed her as he programmed their new destination.
“We’ll get to Kurhan, yet,” he promised her. “You’ll
love skating on those frozen mineral lakes. There’s low gravity
over the lakes, too. If you fall it doesn’t hurt. But we have to
look after the girls, first.”
“Yeah, I can see that. But who ARE they? And what is a… what
was it she said? Pota-Crim? What the hell does THAT mean?”
“It means Potential Criminal.” The Doctor answered, beckoning
her to join him at the computer database. On screen was a picture of Decas,
the planet they had left behind. The screen changed to a series of views
of one of its cities under a protective dome that made it almost invisible
from space – no wonder it looked so desolate. The city looked, to
Stella, like a very clean and tidy shopping mall. The people looked as
if clothes stores weren’t a regular feature of that mall. They all
wore the same ‘uniform’ of loose cotton trousers and jerkins
in combinations of white and blue or green or yellow. They didn’t
seem to talk much as they ate their meals in big food courts and then
returned to their jobs. When work was over they went to big dormitory
places where they slept in large rooms that were, again, very neat and
tidy. Regimented was the word that came to Stella’s mind.
“No children,” she noted.
“Children are produced by a method of IVF. Carefully chosen male
and female citizens are selected for parenthood – biological parenthood,
anyway. The babies are put into nurseries as soon as they are born and
go on from there to the kindergarten and then school. There is no concept
of family. Children are merely the next generation of workers. Not my
idea of a happy society. But it works, more or less. Except.…”
That one word, EXCEPT, was loaded with meaning. Stella knew there was
more to come, and it wasn’t going to be pretty. The screen changed
again and she looked at a building that in any culture had to be a prison.
The exterior was grim enough, high stark walls of grey stone, almost no
windows, and those barred. A high wall surrounded it, enclosing grey paved
yards with guard towers and searchlights.
“They don’t CALL it that. They call it the ‘institution’.
It is Decas’s solution to crime. At the age of twelve, all of the
children in their school are tested with various psychological tests.
Something like a Rorschach test, a questionnaire, fast reaction response
test. And from these tests they determine if these children who have spent
their whole lives up to now living in communal dormitories, learning prescribed
lessons to equip them for life as a worker in Decas society, with barely
any time for prescribed leisure activities, might grow up as deviants
– as criminals who might upset the balance of society. Those who
are determined to be Potential Criminals are brought to the Institution
for ‘correction’.
Stella looked at the pictures of the ‘Institution’ and shivered.
“Why do I think that they’re not given tender loving care
and taught the error of their ways before being released to be useful
members of society?”
“Because Lessie and Shon hardly look like they’re being given
tender loving care,” The Doctor answered. “The ‘Institution’
is there to punish the ‘Pota-Crims”.
“They’re punished BEFORE they do anything wrong.”
“Exactly.”
“But….” Stella thought about herself aged twelve. She
had not been a bad girl, but she could be a bit selfish and demanding.
She had been mean to Wyn sometimes and jealous of her brothers’
children, but she had not really done anything wrong. Even later, when
she was at the age when some children did go astray, she had never done
anything bad. She had never hung around in a gang, never smoked a cigarette
or drank alcohol except at family dinners and parties when she would have
been allowed a half glass of wine or a cocktail that was mostly orange
juice. She had never shop-lifted, even though at fifteen or sixteen it
was regarded as a sort of rite-of-passage by a lot of the girls she knew
to slip some small item into their pockets without paying and get away
with it. She had been as good as she knew how to be.
But even so, she wasn’t sure she would pass a test at the age of
twelve that was aimed at determining if she MIGHT commit a crime in the
future. After all, ANYONE could potentially commit a crime, couldn’t
they?
“Yes,” The Doctor said. Again she hadn’t asked a question
but he seemed to know what she was thinking. “Every single being
born anywhere in the universe has the POTENTIAL for good or for evil.
And nobody can say what factor might tip a person over the edge.”
“On Earth, people think its poverty, bad parenting, watching video
nasties….”
“And the Decas government would automatically institutionalise every
child born on a council estate in that case. And the psychopath that comes
from a nice, respectable, church going, middle class family would slip
through the net. They couldn’t even accurately predict such things
on MY planet, and we were naturally good at precognition. Even if we DID
see problems in the future we didn’t write people off or hurt them
for what they MIGHT do.”
No, he thought briefly. They didn’t. When they saw a child like
the one who grew up to be The Master, when they knew he was only this
side of sane, when they saw the cruelty in his eyes, the ruthlessness
in his soul, they tended to look for ways to use that ruthlessness to
their advantage. They didn’t exactly ENCOURAGE it. They didn’t
train and hone his dark soul. But nor did they attempt to rehabilitate
him.
He wondered what they might have seen in the boy who would one day be
The Doctor, too. He wasn’t ruthless by nature, though he HAD been
ruthless at times in his life. He wasn’t cruel. And he wasn’t
disloyal to his race, to his world. But they must have seen, even when
he was a youngster, that he was not going to conform to the unquestioning,
stagnant race that Time Lords had become by the time he and The Master
in their separate ways rocked them out of their complacency. They must
have thought, about him, too, how they could use his uniqueness for their
advantage. And so they didn’t try to rehabilitate him.
What they didn’t plan for was what would happen if they couldn’t
control their aberrations. The Decassians did. If he and The Master had
been subjected to their tests as boys, the Decassians would have built
a SPECIAL wing of their institute just to hold the two of them in.
“Whatever way you look at it,” Stella was saying as he brought
his thoughts back to the present. “It’s a horrible, cruel,
INSANE thing to do.”
“Yes, it is,” The Doctor agreed.
“So... ARE you the Angel they talked about?”
“That was a rumour that went around the institution. We got an agent
in there once, working as a guard. He didn’t stay long. The place
was so horrific. But he was there long enough to start the rumour that
there was something other than death awaiting those with the strength
and courage to seek it. It gave them hope, encouraged them to try to make
a break for it. Every so often a child or maybe a pair, or a small group,
would make their escape. And I would be there.”
“How?” Stella asked. “How did you know?”
“All the children are chipped in the back of their necks. When they
manage to break out of the Institution the TARDIS picks them up like a
beacon.”
“And you come and get them?”
“The first one was a boy called Kossen. Brave lad. I came across
him completely by accident. Oh, it was a long time ago. It was not long
after I first left Gallifrey. My granddaughter, Susan, was with me. She
was a lonely little girl really with just me for company. Rescuing the
Decas children gave her some friends to play with. We collected about
twenty of them before it became obvious that travelling on with us long
term wasn’t a serious option. I found a place for them.” He
checked the TARDIS’s progress through the time and space vortex.
“It’ll be about an hour and a half before we get there.”
“In that case,” Stella said. “I think I’ll go
and sit with them. In case they wake up and feel frightened.”
The Doctor said nothing in reply, but he smiled at her in such a way that
she knew she had said the right thing. She ran off back to the medical
room as he turned again to his console and fine tuned their course, shaving
a few minutes off the arrival time.
He sighed. The Angel of Decas had brought hope, brought deliverance to
so many like Lessie and Shon, but there were so many more. In a way, his
efforts on that planet epitomised the problem he faced across the whole
universe. Every young person he saved from Decas was just a drop in the
ocean of the problems that planet had. And every planet he saved from
despotic rule, every time he defeated Daleks or Cybermen, Sontarans, or
any other fiend, there was another, and another, and another. His work
was endless, and sometimes even HE despaired.
But he couldn’t show it. He was the one the others looked to, depended
on. He was their rock, their strength. He had to be strong.
But who did HE turn to when he needed a shoulder to lean on.
The communications console bleeped and he smiled as he saw an incoming
communication from fifty-first century Earth.
“Hello, Wyn,” he said brightly as she appeared on the viewscreen.
“How are you? How is Jamie? How is K9? Is he enjoying his holiday?”
“K9 loves it. There are loads of robots and Artificial Intelligences
around here. He argues with the doors all over the apartment.”
“Argues about what?” The Doctor asked curiously.
“History and philosophy, would you believe! He goes on for ages.
Then turns around and says ‘What do you know? You’re a door!’
He tells them that you’re the greatest intelligence he has ever
met and if they don’t behave you’ll melt their hinges when
you come back for us.”
The Doctor laughed. Then Wyn looked at him seriously.
“Are you all right? You and Stella? You’re not having any
problems are you? No Daleks or Cybermen or….”
“No, it’s been fairly peaceful the last week or two.”
“If you DO have any problems, you know me and Jamie can get to you
quickly enough. Her Vortex Manipulator is nearly as good as a TARDIS,
you know.”
“Have you TRIED it? I wouldn’t recommend it. You get travel
sick in anything other than the TARDIS. Vortex Manipulation travel is
vile.”
“Even so, if you need us….”
He smiled softly. Wyn had answered his earlier question. Who did HE turn
to when he needed a shoulder to lean on? He turned to her, and to Stella,
and to Jo and Cliff or any of his friends. They would always be there.
“I’ll keep it in mind, but I think we’re ok at the moment.
We’re taking a bit of a detour to Cie’lo with a couple of
new refugees.”
“Oh, yes,” Wyn remembered. “That HORRIBLE place. Those
poor kids. But at least they have you.”
“Yes.”
He talked to Wyn for as long as he could. It was nice to hear from her.
He was glad she was happy. But he missed her around the TARDIS and he
hoped she wouldn’t mind coming back at the end of her stay with
Jamie in the fifty-first century.
“Got to go,” he said eventually. “You look after yourself.
I’ll see you soon.”
He felt a lot better for seeing her. He smiled as he set the TARDIS for
the final approach to the planet called Cie’lo and went to rouse
the two girls and get them ready to see their new home.
“Cie’lo?” Stella asked as they stepped out into a meadow
beside a meandering river. “Sounds like Italian or Latin or something.”
“It’s neither,” The Doctor answered. “It’s
ancient Gallifreyan, and it means something like ‘heaven’
or ‘paradise’. Only roughly, though. Time Lords never really
had a concept of either in the sense you would mean it. But the first
of the Decassians I brought here said it was heaven. And since it was
an unregistered, uninhabited planet, I registered it under that name.”
“You soppy thing!” Stella teased him. Then she turned to look
at Lessie and Shon. They were wearing dresses and shoes from the TARDIS
wardrobe and sunhats over their short cut hair. They actually looked like
real girls instead of half-starved pigeons. They were smiling with delight
as they knelt to touch the cool grass beneath their feet and looked up
to feel the blue sky and warm sun on their faces.
Stella looked at the ornamental footbridge over the river and the village
beyond. It was a dream of a village - like the designer of Port Merion
had been given twice the budget and a whole boatload of sculptures and
pillars and ornamental fountains.
“It’s not an architectural style I’d have gone for,”
The Doctor told her. “But it has a certain charm, don’t you
think?”
“Yeah,” she answered. “Yeah, why not. There’s
a bunch of people coming, by the way.”
“Come on,” The Doctor said to Lessie and Shon. He took hold
of their hands as they walked towards the bridge. A small crowd of people
were coming from the other side. They were all quite young, none of them
more than about forty five, and they were smiling and happy as they called
out to The Doctor.
“Of course, they know you,” Stella said. “They’re
all people you rescued?”
“Yes,” he answered. “That’s Colly and Irma, Fettl,
Avelina, Broum, Suk and Adick... twins as you can see. Chaya. Mal, Jospeh,
Caronna, Briti, Hriba....”
He rattled off a dozen more names. Then Lessie and Shon gave a stereo
shriek of excitement and broke free from his grasp. They ran towards two
girls only about a year older than them who they greeted as Florinda and
Janessa. Meanwhile The Doctor moved slowly towards one of the older people,
a man who he called Kossen. The FIRST one he had rescued. They hugged
like old friends.
“Two more for you to take in,” he said to Kossen as they walked
over the bridge to the village. In the midst of all that colourful Italianate
architecture was a village square with coloured paving slaps broken up
by flower beds and fountains. The centrepiece was a big rectangle contemplation
pool with a simple fountain of water spouting up in the middle. It caught
Stella’s attention at once. The Doctor, she noticed, didn’t
look at it.
She wasn’t surprised. Not many people could take being depicted
in a mosaic in the floor of a contemplation pool.
Let alone ten times.
There were ten figures in a row picked out in coloured marble mosaic.
Stella recognised four of them. The Third was the one her mum had pictures
of in a family album. The Fifth was the one she had met a little while
ago. The Ninth was the one Wyn adored and who had been an occasional visitor
to their home since she was little. The Tenth was her own Doctor, smiling
enigmatically beneath the clear water.
He had been rescuing young people from Decass and bringing them here since
his first incarnation when he travelled as an old man and his granddaughter.
Each of his regenerations had continued the effort. Each of them was known
to the people of Cie’lo as the one who had saved them.
She sat by the pool and watched as The Doctor and Kossen arranged for
Lessie and Shon to be taken in by two of the older people, a man and a
woman who had two young children of their own. There were other children
around the square, playing happily. She remembered what The Doctor had
told her about how babies were born on Decas. Obviously it didn’t
take them long to work out the usual way to do it.
“Yes, they worked that out,” The Doctor said. She hadn’t
seen him approach but he sat beside her now, deliberately not looking
at the pool. “They are intelligent people, resourceful. When I brought
the first group of them here I pulled a few strings and called in some
favours and got them help with building the village and growing their
first crops. Now, they are more or less self-sufficient. There are seven
of these villages. This is the first, the central one, and I always bring
the new arrivals here.”
“What will happen when you can’t do it?” Stella asked.
She looked back at the pool, at the ten different faces of the same man.
“You’re not immortal, are you?”
“No, but I’ve got a few centuries left in me, yet.”
“But what then?” she asked. “One day there won’t
be an Angel to rescue them.”
“That is true,” said Kossen as he came and stood by the two
of them. “We, the elders of our people, have often considered that
possibility. We really should talk about it, Doctor. Your efforts are
magnificent. So many of us have a better chance of life because of you.
But we need to find a way to end the misery once and for all.”
“I have the strangest feeling you’re going to tell us you
have a plan,” The Doctor said.
“We would need your help, Doctor. None of our trade allies, not
even the Adano-Ambrado Empire which gave us protectorate status without
seeking to rule us in any way, could not take us back to Decas. It is
too far away.”
“You want to start a revolution? Storm the prison?”
“Something like that.”
“Most of you were little more than children when I brought you here,”
The Doctor said. “There are none of you more than fifty, even now.
And this world is an agrarian one.”
“We have trained a militia - volunteers who are prepared to take
the risk for the sake of their brothers and sisters still in bondage.”
“I wish you had not done that,” The Doctor said. “It’s
not what I wanted for you.”
“What you wanted for us, was that we should be free. Freedom means,
surely, doing nobody’s bidding but our own, including you, Doctor.
I understand you do not want us to be soldiers, to fight. But this was
our choice.”
“You’re perfectly right,” The Doctor conceded. “But
it is my choice whether to aid and abet such a scheme by providing transport
for your militia.”
“Yes.”
“Doctor….” Stella touched his arm. “I think they
SHOULD try.”
“They could be killed. All of them. Wiped out. I won’t take
them into a slaughter.”
“Listen to the plan at least,” she told him. “And decide
then.”
The Doctor looked at Stella. He could have told her she was seventeen
and from Llanfairfach, and what did she know about it. But he didn’t.
She had put her opinion forward. She was entitled to be heard. And it
was a fair point.
“Let’s hear the plan,” he said and turned sideways,
one leg up on the pool side, his elbow on his knee and his hand under
his chin. He listened to the plan. He saw that they HAD thought it through.
They had bought weapons from their trading partners, as was their right,
of course. He wished they had not, but he could not stop them. They had
trained themselves. They had formed a plan that could, actually, work.
He called himself a pacifist. He refused to kill… unless there was
no other choice. It was a strange definition of pacifism that had led
to him killing on more than one occasion when he knew it was the only
way to save innocent billions. He rarely killed with conventional weapons.
He had not fired a gun in anger since the Time War. Instead, he killed
with trickery, with things that most people would not see as weapons.
But, yes, he had killed. He could not claim to be innocent of that.
If he said he would help, then Decassian and Cie’lon blood would
be on his hands. His soul would have their deaths seared into it.
But Stella and Kossen were both right. As much as he could do, and always
would do, it was only piecemeal. Maybe it WAS time to act, once and for
all.
“Yes,” he said. “All right. Gather your militia. Tell
them to be ready tomorrow. I’ll take you.”
There was a party that night to welcome Lessie and Shon to their new home.
It was a happy party, and the two girls looked as if they were going to
be quite all right. Lessie even danced with a boy, and both had lost the
scared, hunted look.
At the same time, there were preparations for the morning. The message
went out to the other villages and the young people who made of the militia
arrived. They didn’t wear a uniform. The world they escaped from
had uniforms. They were free.
As the party died down, The Doctor still sat by that pool that he still
didn’t look at and wondered if he was doing the right thing. There
was no turning back, of course. He had to do this. Perhaps he SHOULD have
done it long ago. When he first found Kossen, and knew what was happening
on that planet, he ought to have destroyed the psychoanalysis machines
that condemned the children and pulled that foul institution down brick
by brick.
And why didn’t he? Now he DID turn and look at the images of his
past lives. He looked at the image of the bitter old man who had made
himself an exile from his home because he believed that the universe needed
somebody prepared to interfere in it to make it better.
“You got it wrong, old man,” he whispered.
“No.” He was startled to hear the voice inside his own head.
A voice he recognised. His own voice as it was then. The careful accent
of a Gallifreyan aristocrat. It took him several regenerations to lose
that accent. It seemed to be the last vestige of his real origins.
“Stop daydreaming and stick to the point,” his inner voice
snapped. “I didn’t get it wrong. Back then, there were just
twenty youngsters, scared of their own shadows, convinced that they DESERVED
the punishments meted out to them. The only thing you could do with them
was bring them here and give them the means to start a new life. And they’ve
done that. They’re strong now. Strong individually, and strong as
a group. They are an army who can go back now and right the wrong for
themselves. They only ask that you help them one more time – help
them to do what must be done.”
“So all these years…I was just biding my time, until….”
“Yes,” said a gestalt voice and the pool rippled and animated
the faces on the mosaic floor. “Good luck.”
He felt strangely alone in his own head after that surreal moment had
passed. He’d never really talked to himself before. Perhaps he should
try it more often.
“Doctor!” Stella’s voice filled his thoughts instead.
He turned to look at her. Lessie and Shon were with her. “Tell these
two they have to go to bed. They’re scared to wake up and find it’s
all a dream.”
“Come here,” he said, reaching out his arms to hug the two
girls. “It’s no dream. When you wake up your life will stretch
before you, to do with as you choose.”
“Will you be here when we wake?” Lessie asked.
“No, I won’t,” he answered. “There are things
I have to do. But Stella will be. She’s going to stay with you until
I get back.”
“I am?” Stella looked at him with the same expression Jo used
to have when she was about to argue with him.
“Lessie and Shon need you,” he told her. “Take care
of them for me.”
It was partly that and partly because the TARDIS was going to be a troopship
carrying an armed militia, and if his conscience could justify that it
could not justify bringing Stella along as well.
“We’re leaving at dawn,” he said. “Purely for
narrative causality, I think. The TARDIS doesn’t care what time
it leaves anywhere. But anyway, that’s when we’re going. So…
so come on and give me a kiss goodnight and go to sleep and don’t
worry about anything.”
Lessie and Shon kissed him on the cheek, too. Then the three girls went
to the house where they were spending the night. The Doctor stayed by
the pool. He didn’t really need to sleep the few hours until dawn.
He spent the time thinking the slow, deep thoughts of a Time Lord. Thoughts
about the universe as a whole, because only a Time Lord could think about
it as a whole. Only a Time Lord could fix the universe in his mind without
being overwhelmed and frightened of it.
The dawn came up and the militia gathered in the village square. The Doctor
looked at them and wished once more than there was another way. They all
looked far too young, far too inexperienced. A few people came to watch
them leave. Most didn’t. Either they didn’t understand what
it meant to go to war, or they did and they didn’t want to watch
them go.
“Come on then,” he said in a quiet tone that was, nevertheless,
heard by them all. He walked across the bridge, and they followed him.
He tried not to think that he was a general leading an army.
There were a hundred of them all told. Kossen himself led them. The Doctor
brought them into the TARDIS and through the console room to the dojo
he and Wyn worked out in. It was a comfortable enough place for them to
sit until they reached their destination.
“We all came to Cie’lo in this ship,” Kossen said as
he followed The Doctor back to the console room. He watched him programme
their return to the planet they had escaped from with The Doctor’s
help. “Fitting that we should return to Decas the same way.”
“Yes,” The Doctor said. He looked up at him and his gaze fixed
on the gun Kossen was holding. The militia all had the same weapons. He
took it from him and examined it carefully. He was surprised to see it
was a sort of energy ray gun that dealt a painful and incapacitating blow
to the opposition.
“Stun guns!” The Doctor said to Kossen. “You have stun
guns. You can’t kill anyone with them. Not a healthy person, anyway.
Somebody with a pacemaker or the like would be in trouble.”
“We are going to be fighting the very people we come from. Our own
kind. For all we know, our own kin. These will do.”
The Doctor looked at Kossen and smiled. “You didn’t tell me
this before. You needed to see if I would agree to help the militia believing
they WERE going to use conventional weapons. You let me think you were
prepared to kill.”
“Forgive us the deception, Doctor. We needed to be sure you would
support us no matter what we might have to do.”
Just as long as you realise the ones you are fighting don’t care
if you’re kin. They’ve been taught to hate you. And they will
fight back with real guns.”
“We understand,” Kossen answered.
“Ok, then.”
“Doctor,” Kossen began to say something else, then stopped.
“Yes?”
“I was thinking… remembering. You were the first man ever
to be kind to me. When I was a frightened, beaten child like the two you
brought to us yesterday. I looked into your eyes and I saw such kindness.
I saw something else, too. A man who knew what it was to suffer. And that
answered the question I would have asked otherwise. WHY would a stranger
who knows nothing of us make such effort for us?” Kossen paused.
“You still have the same kind eyes. But you have even more sorrow,
now.”
“Yes,” The Doctor said in a voice that seemed a little rougher
than usual, as if something caught in his throat. “Yes. It’s
been what… twenty-five years for you? For me it’s been MUCH,
MUCH longer. And yes, I have seen some terrible things, lost so much.
But inside… deep down… I’m the same man I was then.
Same man, different face. Still trying to make things right. I just hope
I’m going the right way about it.”
Kossen had no reply to that. But long ago, when The Doctor had a different
face and he had been that frightened boy, he had put his trust in him.
He still trusted him now, even though The Doctor didn’t seem to
trust himself.
The plan WAS a good one. The Doctor admitted that much. They had thought
it through for a long time, waiting for him to come back and give them
the opportunity to put the plan into action.
There were two parts to the plan. One half of the militia were going to
the institution - a rescue mission. The rescuers got ready, standing in
a ring around the console room, facing outwards. The Doctor materialised
the TARDIS in the middle of the main wing of the institution, a huge,
glass roofed room with barred cells on three gallery floors, one above
each other. The rescue militia were ready for that, some holding their
stun guns at ground level, others ready to fire on the middle level, and
others aiming high. The TARDIS was materialised only for a few seconds,
hardly long enough for the guards to realise something was happening.
Then it was gone and the militia were there, opening fire on the guards.
The Doctor looked around and saw Kossen looking at him. He knew the expression
on his face must have been a disturbing one. He could not have told Kossen
what he had felt as the militia waited in the console room. Each and every
one of them had been filled with horror as they prepared to be materialised
inside the place of their childhood nightmares. They were afraid. Their
fear overwhelmed his telepathic nerves and he felt it in the core of his
being.
He knew there was nothing he could do, nothing he could say to make it
easier for him.
And he knew, too, that nothing he could say would make any one of them
change their mind. They were ready to face their nightmare head on.
The Doctor thought he knew what courage was. But today he had just seen
it redefined.
“Get the rest of your people ready,” he said to Kossen.
The TARDIS materialised again in a room that the militia found almost
as horrifying as the Institution. Every one of them had passed through
it. This was the room where they were assessed and branded as Potential
Criminals and condemned to the Institution. Again The Doctor materialised
briefly and deposited the militia. But this time he materialised again
a second time, within the ring and he and Kossen stepped out.
“What is THIS?” demanded a man in a scientist’s white
coat who stalked towards the ring of militia, ignoring the guns aimed
at him. “Who are you and how dare you break in here.”
“I’m The Doctor,” said The Doctor. “I didn’t
break in. I’m here to inspect your facility. I have reason to believe
that the assessment computers have been giving wrong results for some
time. Possibly forever.”
As he spoke, the militia were busy moving through the huge room, switching
off computer units and detaching the probes that connected children to
them. The children, twelve year olds, the age of assessment, were puzzled
when they were told to run to the blue box that had appeared in the middle
of the room, but obedience had been drilled into the people of Decas from
an early age. They did as they were told.
“Go straight through the first room,” The Doctor said. “Don’t
touch anything there, please. Turn left and then right and there’s
a cosy room with lots of squashy chairs and unlimited orange juice.”
There wasn’t a room like that when he left Cei’lo, The Doctor
noted with a smile. But there was now. Such a room was needed now, and
the TARDIS responded to such needs.
“You!” he commanded the scientist with a cold, hard look in
his eyes. “Come here. Sit down at this terminal.” The man
looked at The Doctor mutinously, but that cold, hard stare brooked no
refusal. He walked slowly, stun guns on him the whole time and he sat
in the seat. The Doctor nodded to Kossen and he put the probes onto the
scientist and switched on the programme. A series of tests flashed onto
the screen. There was no keyboard. No need to type anything in. The probes
monitored the brain’s responses. The scientist had no choice but
to answer the questions, respond to the stimuli.
It went on for a half hour. When it was done, the screen went blank for
a while, then flashed on and off as words appeared in the centre, big,
bold and unmistakeable.
“What?” the scientist exclaimed. “No. It’s my
own programme. I developed it to identify deviancies. How could it…
how could I….”
“Your programme is WRONG. It can’t detect butter from margarine,
let alone criminal tendencies. And it certainly can’t tell what
somebody might become in the future. Nothing and nobody can do that. We
are all what we make ourselves. When we’re allowed to do that.”
He paused for breath before going on. “This is a bad society. It
stifles free will. It does not allow people to be people. It does not
allow families, relationships, love. People here are just cogs in a machine.
And there’s not a thing I can do to stop that. But at least I can
stop THIS obscenity.”
He sat at another machine and put the probes on his own forehead. He ran
the programme. Only this time it didn’t take half an hour. It took
less than three minutes as his mind raced through each test and at the
end he was branded a Potential Criminal. He ran it again, and this time
he was passed as a True Citizen and again, and again. Around him, all
the machines turned on again and each one was running the programme at
super speed. The Doctor was answering the test on each of the terminals
and was either being branded or passed each time, apparently at random.
Then one terminal exploded. Then another. Around him there were crackles
and sparks and exploding VDU glass. Finally The Doctor ripped the probes
from his head and pushed back away from the last machine as it blew up.
“It was NEVER anything more than a random results generator. It
didn’t matter WHAT answers the children gave. Some were condemned,
some passed, just at random.”
“No!” the scientist cried out, only this side of hysterical.
“No. I was sure…. I was sure… I was sure I was doing
my duty for the peace and security of Decas.”
“To hell with Decas, and to hell with YOU,” The Doctor answered.
“This facility is closed down as of now. YOU will go to your government
and admit the truth. You have been condemning innocent children to brutal
torture for nothing. Perhaps they will be lenient, though I doubt it.
Perhaps the people of Decas will start to realise there is something dreadfully
wrong with their so-called society. I think that is much more likely.
It may take a long time before they finally do something about it. But
at least no more children will be punished for it.”
He turned and headed to the TARDIS. The militia followed. The Doctor programmed
another destination, outside the grim walls of the Institution. He opened
the two doors wide and stood watching as the freed prisoners and the militia
who had freed them came running from the prison, the great steel gates
in the outer wall flung open as they surged out. The guards ran, too,
but scattering in different directions. The children ran with the militia.
There were casualties. Four or five of them, The Doctor counted, wounded
militia, carried by their comrades, wounded prisoners who had been caught
in the crossfire. Some of the guards, too, were having to be helped. But
as far as he could see, there were no fatalities. He was relieved by that.
It had been what he feared most.
It was soon obvious why everyone was running. The Institution building
was on fire. The Doctor knew that was part of the plan. They were going
to raze the vile place to the ground. Even as they evacuated the building
a red glow and rising smoke told of a thorough job of arson.
But….
There was somebody screaming. All of the former prisoners were terrified,
of course. They had found themselves in the middle of a war. They had
seen their guards cut down, the cells opened, and then they had been told
to run. They had felt that the people telling them to run were on their
side, but they were not sure. All they knew was that they were frightened.
But there was somebody more frightened than all the others. The Doctor
looked around and found the source of the screaming. It was a girl who
looked very much like Lessie and Shon had looked when he found them, hair
shorn, painfully thin, terrified eyes. And she was calling somebody’s
name.
“Who are you looking for?” The Doctor asked her.
“Branni,” she answered. “He isn’t here. He was
in the punishment tower.”
“The what?”
“The punishment tower?” One of the militia turned and looked
at the girl, then he looked at his comrades. He ran to the door of the
TARDIS as the last of the stragglers came inside. “Oh….”
The Doctor looked. There WAS a tower on the building. It was dark and
sinister against the bright sky. The fire had not reached it yet, but
it was only a matter of time.
“Nobody checked the tower?” The Doctor ushered in the last
of the prisoners and sent them on towards the orange juice and places
to rest then he ran to the console. He checked the lifesigns monitor.
It showed him three lifesigns in the tower. As soon as the TARDIS fully
materialised he ran to open the doors. There were two youths, one of them
obviously Branni since the hysterical girl ran to him and hugged him tightly,
proving that relationships were possible even in a place like the Institution.
The Doctor stepped out and grabbed the third person. He was one of the
guards. When the prisoners saw him they all murmured angrily, but The
Doctor held onto him and wouldn’t let them inflict any harm on him.
He set the TARDIS back down outside the institution and pushed him out.
“Run,” he told the man. “And be thankful for your life.”
“All right,” he said turning to the crowd inside. “Everyone
find a place to sit. We’re going on a long journey.” He dematerialised
the TARDIS one more time and set the course for Cie’lo. The militia
helped the former prisoners to come to terms with the fact that they had,
actually, been rescued. As they stopped crying and murmuring with fear
a different murmur began to be heard. The word angel was in it, and they
looked at The Doctor with wonder in their eyes. They had all heard the
rumour, held onto a tiny spark of hope in their hearts. And now they were
in the presence of the Angel and they were going to heaven, just as they
had been promised.
Cie’lo certainly looked like heaven to them as they poured out of
the TARDIS doors and ran in the cool grass. From across the bridge people
were running towards them. Some ran to take the injured on stretchers.
Some hugged their loved ones coming back from the ‘war’. Others
took hold of the former prisoners, holding their hands and asking their
names. Some of them knew each other, some were strangers, but all were
welcomed. All were brought to the village square and food and drink were
brought and clean clothes for them to wear, casting off their prison rags
and throwing them on a bonfire that lit up the night as a joyful and endless
party went on.
The Doctor sat by the pool again. He looked at the mosaic in the bottom
of the pool. Then he took out his sonic screwdriver and dangled it casually
in the water.
“Wow!” exclaimed Stella as she watched the coloured tiles
come loose from the floor of the pool and spin around in a cloud of colour
before re-arranging themselves once more. “Wow!” she said
again as she looked at the new picture they formed.
The ten faces of The Doctor were there. But so were the faces of Kossen
and Lessie and Shon and dozens of others of the former prisoners of Decas
who came to Cei’lo. Their faces crowded around those of The Doctors
and made them look less significant in the throng.
“We’ll be going soon,” he said to Kossen when he came
to talk to him. “You don’t need us. The new people will find
their first few days a bit daunting, but they’ll adjust. I’m
going to keep an eye on Decas. If it looks like they’re doing the
same sort of thing again I’ll put a stop to it. But I have a feeling
the days of the old regime are numbered.”
“It is nothing to us,” Kossen said. “We belong to Cie’lo.
But are you sure you won’t stay a little longer.”
“No,” The Doctor insisted. “It’s best we get on.
Stella, go and say goodbye to your friends.”
Stella did so, and then the two of them walked quietly over the bridge,
leaving the village behind them. They stepped into the TARDIS, a much
quieter TARDIS than it had been for a while.
“I wish we didn’t have to move on always. I’ll never
see them again, will I? Just like the people we met on Acconia, or Andries
or any of the Jdica or Petra and Gordo and their kittens. We make friends,
but then we move on.”
“Susan… My Susan… hated that, too,” The Doctor
admitted. “She left me eventually because there is only so many
partings anyone can take. But it’s the way we live in the TARDIS.
Always moving on.”
“It’s hard.”
“I know.” The Doctor sighed. Then he smiled brightly. “Next
stop the mineral lakes of Kurhan?