“London, Saturday, July 13th, 1985,” The Doctor
said triumphantly. “History is being made this weekend, Wyn. You
up for it?”
“History? In 1985?” Wyn questioned. “My history teacher
said history is 30 years ago.”
“Your history teacher is an idiot then. History happens every day.
But sometimes there are days that stand out. At least they are supposed
to. July 13th, 1985 means nothing to you?”
“No. Should it?”
“Come on,” he said, reaching out his hand and grinning that
grin of his. Wyn grinned back and came with him.
“Oh!” she said as they looked around. “Wembley. The
old one. Before they built the new, improved version.”
“Design classic,” The Doctor said.
“Seems a lot of people about already.” She wasn’t sure
what time it was, exactly, but it had that feel of quite early in the
morning. Even so, there were crowds gathering. Burger vans and hot dog
stands were putting up their awnings and souvenir sellers and ticket touts
were out in force. “Is there a match on then?”
“No. A concert. A big one. I’m surprised you haven’t
figured it out yet. Bob will be so disappointed.”
“Bob who?”
“He’ll be gutted by that comment!” The Doctor grinned
again and turned around, but then his smile faded. He stared at a woman
who was standing outside one of the catering vans. She was staring at
the TARDIS as if the sight of it was causing her physical pain. Slowly,
The Doctor stepped towards her.
“It’s not real,” she murmured to herself. “No,
it can’t be. Not after all this time. It’s not fair.”
“Dodo?” She turned and looked at him as if she hadn’t
realised he was there until he spoke. Then she fainted.
He caught her as she fell and lifted her easily. He turned and carried
her back to the TARDIS.
“Doctor?” Wyn followed him inside. “What’s going
on? Who’s she? Is she all right?”
“I wish humans wouldn’t always ask multiple questions,”
he said as he laid her gently on the deck of the TARDIS in the recovery
position. “In reverse order, she has fainted from shock at seeing
something she hasn’t seen for about twenty years. Her name is Dorothy
Chaplet, fondly known to me as Dodo nine lives ago. As to what’s
going on – well, not much yet. But the fun is in finding out.”
Dodo began to come around. She looked up at The Doctor who grinned disarmingly.
“Hello, Dodo,” he said.
“Nobody has called me Dodo for… for a very long time. How
do you know my name anyway?” She sat up and looked about. “Where
am I?”
“In the TARDIS,” he said. “I know it's had a bit of
a refit since you saw it last, but…”
“NO!” she shrieked and covered her face with her hands. “NO!
There is no such thing as a TARDIS. No. Not after all this time. I thought
all that was over. I thought….”
She stood up and ran for the door. The Doctor was quite surprised when
it opened easily for her. It should have been locked. “You let me
down, old girl,” he admonished the TARDIS, looking meaningfully
at the console. The green light of the central column changed in intensity
momentarily. “Ok, so you’re not making it easy for me.”
He turned and followed her outside.
Dodo was standing a few feet away from the TARDIS looking at it. Then
she walked all the way around it and came back. She stared at the open
door where The Doctor patiently stood. Wyn came beside him. He touched
her arm and indicated to her not to say anything for a moment.
“Ten years in a mental hospital,” Dodo said. “Electric
shock treatment, padded cells, the works, while they tried to convince
me that I was having psychotic delusions. Psychiatrists sitting by my
bed telling me that it was impossible for something to be bigger on the
inside than the outside, and that time travel was just a scientific theory.”
The Doctor stared at her. It WAS Dodo, no question. But somebody had broken
her spirit. The girl he remembered from the 1960s was bright, bubbly,
full of fun, willing to suspend her disbelief and take everything thrown
at her.
“Ten years of my life…” she continued, and there were
tears in her eyes. “When they let me out, it was 1977. I was 28.
I’d missed the end of my teens, most of my twenties. I didn’t
know any of the music. Television was in colour and none of the programmes
I knew were on any more. I was a stranger to everyone. No family, no friends.
No job and no qualifications. And for what? For a dream, a hallucination.
They made me believe I had been ill, that it was all an elaborate fantasy
of my mind, to escape from the problems of my life.”
“Dodo,” The Doctor began. “I’m sorry….”
“But it WASN’T a delusion. It WAS real. The Doctor really
existed. This is HIS TARDIS. At least the outside of it is. I wasn’t
mental. It HAPPENED. All of it.”
“Yes, it did.”
“They took my life away for nothing.”
“Yes, they did,” The Doctor stepped forward and put his arms
around her. “And I am sorry for that, Dodo. It wasn’t fair.
And if I’d known….”
She cried in his arms for a long, long time. He held her until she was
done. Somebody had done her a great harm, he thought. Psychiatrists? What
do they know? Freud? He’d told him a thing or two. Time Lords did
NOT have neuroses. They might have split personalities after a couple
of regenerations, but that was nothing they couldn’t handle.
“Who ARE you?” she asked when the tears ran out. “I…
I feel as if I should know you. You feel…. I feel safe with you.
But.…” She looked at the TARDIS again. “The Doctor.
He was such an old man when I knew him. He must be…. Are you his
grandson or something? Did you take over from him?”
“Something like that,” he said. She didn’t look as if
she could cope with an explanation of regenerations right now. She had
known him as an old man with white hair who walked with a stick. Here
he was, looking younger than she did. She would be what…. 34, 35
by now? She looked older. The years had treated her rough. Her eyes looked
tired. Her face had lines that shouldn’t have been there. Even her
black hair had fine strands of silver.
Too young to be so old.
“Come on in,” he said with a smile. “You need a cup
of tea.”
Wyn, bless her, had already thought of that. He brought her back into
the console room and through to the rarely used drawing room. Tea in a
china pot was on a table with a plate of biscuits. Dodo sat on a big,
squashy old armchair that enveloped her small frame. She still looked
as if her world was spinning faster than the 1,670 kilometres per hour
it was supposed to be going at. He poured tea for all three of them. For
a little while, sitting in the TARDIS drawing room with its fake window
that was really a viewscreen looking out on Wembley stadium’s preparations
for the afternoon’s big event, something like a peaceful normality
reigned.
“So…” Dodo said after a while. “What is your name?”
“Well, Wyn calls me Ten,” he said.
“Ten?” she wrinkled her nose and smiled and he thought he
could see, for a moment, a little of the old Dodo in there. “Funny
name.”
“Long story. Tell you some other time. Are you feeling a bit better
now?”
“I’m feeling….” She sighed. “What should
I feel? I’ve lived twenty years of my life thinking I was barmy.
Now it turns out I’m not. It turns out it's the universe that’s
barmy.”
“I always thought so,” The Doctor agreed. “Universe,
potty, totally off its head, one hundred per cent barmy.”
“I’d be really angry if it was me,” Wyn said. “Being
treated that way. That was all totally unfair.”
“It was,” The Doctor agreed. “But Dodo, my dear….”
“You sounded like him then,” she said. “Like The Doctor.
He used to call me that – my dear.” She looked at him. “Yes,
I can sort of see the resemblance. You have his eyes.”
“The Doctor… The first Doctor had brown eyes?” Wyn asked.
She had become used to Nine’s slate-grey eyes that could be hard
as steel or soft as rainwater depending on his mood. She hadn’t
really looked at Ten’s eyes as much. But they were nice. Kind eyes,
she thought. And full of laughter and fun. Just looking at him made her
want to smile. She tried to imagine those same eyes in the face of an
old man, but she couldn’t.
“Got a picture somewhere,” The Doctor said and he turned and
rummaged through the drawers of a sideboard. This room was one of those
that existed only in potentia, of course. Neither he nor Wyn were drawing
room people as such. But because on this occasion there was a need for
soft, comforting armchairs, an illusion of gentility, the door that could
have opened into just about anything, opened into this room.
And the dresser drawer opened to reveal a photograph album. He took it
out and sat down again, giving the album to Dodo. She opened the album
and smiled. The first picture was of herself, aged sixteen, a petite girl
with short black hair and a mini dress of the 1960s fashion. An old man
with a walking stick and white hair stood beside her. He had twinkling
eyes and a warm smile. Behind them was a familiar blue box.
Other pages had pictures of her in different dresses, all of which made
Wyn very glad she was born in the 1990s. HER legs were just not up to
those short skirts.
“Who’s that?” she asked about one of the pictures that
had a young man in it along with Dodo and The Doctor.
“Steven,” Dodo sighed. “He was a space ship pilot.”
A cloud passed over her face then. For a while she had almost seemed like
the old Dodo. “Do you have any idea how long I spent in therapy
being told that HE didn’t exist. That I was making up a romantic
fantasy, a space pilot who would rescue me from my neuroses!”
“What happened to him?” Wyn asked.
“He became the leader of a civilisation on a planet the other side
of the galaxy and about 300,000 years in the future from this present,”
The Doctor said. “He did just fine as far as I know. I ought to
have gone and seen how he was doing. But you know – so much universe,
so little time.”
Dodo looked at him and her brow furrowed. How did The Doctor’s grandson
know so much about things that must have happened before he was born or
at least when he was only a child?
“Well, why don’t we go see him?” Wyn suggested.
“Might do that,” The Doctor answered her. “But not today.
We’ve got a concert to go to.”
“Oooh!” Dodo looked agitated again. “I’m supposed
to be setting up the van. I’m going to be in so much trouble.”
She jumped up from the chair. Her tea cup arced into the air and would
have smashed if The Doctor had not snatched it safely in mid-fall. She
ran out of the room, down the corridor to the console room and out again.
The Doctor, running after her, again glanced at the console and asked
it why the TARDIS couldn’t keep hold of her.
He and Wyn reached the fast food van just in time to see Dodo get fired,
loudly.
“You’re useless,” the man screamed at her. “If
you think you’re going to be paid, you can forget it. The van should
be open for business by now. I’m losing money while you’re
slinking off on my time.”
“And who do you think is going to buy chips at 10.30 in the morning
anyway?” The Doctor asked, breaking into his tirade. “Especially
on the way to a concert for famine relief.”
“Who the &%£$”* are you?” the man demanded.
“I’m The Doctor,” he answered nonchalantly. “Defender
of the universe, protector of the downtrodden.”
“You must come from the same nuthouse she was in,” the man
growled. “She’s a retard, you know. Spent most of her life
in a loony bin. She should be grateful to work at all.”
“Actually,” The Doctor said pulling his psychic paper wallet
out of his pocket and waving it in front of the man. “I’m
from the Department of Employment. Trading without a licence, non-payment
of national insurance for Miss Chaplet, non-payment of VAT and working
while claiming unemployment benefit. You’re looking at a stretch
of institutional care yourself, chum!”
“&%£$”*,” the man said again and jumped into
the driver’s seat of the chip-van. The Doctor stepped back sharply
as he put the vehicle into gear and drove away. He didn’t get very
far. When he clipped a police van coming in the opposite direction his
troubles REALLY began. The van’s tax was out of date, and he would
bet any money it didn’t have an MOT certificate.
“Ohhh!” Dodo moaned, although she had thoroughly enjoyed watching
The Doctor put one over her former employer. “What will I do now?”
she asked. “It was a rubbish job, but it WAS a job.”
“Don’t worry about it,” The Doctor told her. He put
his arms around her and Wyn. “Let’s get in there and get up
front for the greatest music event of the twentieth century and remember
people who are a LOT worse off than us while we’re at it.”
Wyn suddenly realised what the concert was. And who the ‘Bob’
was who would be “gutted” that she didn’t remember it.
“Wow!” She said. “Cool!”
The concert was everything they expected. They enjoyed it thoroughly,
and in a unique way. When the London section of the Live Aid concert was
over at a little after ten o’clock in the evening, The Doctor took
Wyn and Dodo back to the TARDIS and took them to the Philadelphia concert
that continued for five more hours. Then, finally, in the dawn of the
Sunday morning, they arrived back in London and dropped Dodo off at the
end of her street.
“I had a good time,” she said. “Thank you.” She
reached and kissed The Doctor on his cheek. “You’re as nice
as your grandfather,” she said. “I just want you to know that.”
“Do you think you should have told her you ARE the same Doctor she
knew?” Wyn asked him as he watched her walk away.
“It would have confused her too much,” he said. “Anyway….”
He stopped talking and stared down the terraced street. “Something’s
wrong.”
He began to run. Wyn ran after him. She saw him reach Dodo’s house
just as a man ran out of it. He shouted and looked at the man and then
turned and ran into the house.
“Oh, no!” Wyn cried when she got there. The Doctor was bending
over Dodo as she lay on the floor. Her throat was cut. There was blood
pouring out. And even The Doctor, as clever as he was, could do nothing
to help her.
“It was the guy who fired her this morning,” Wyn said. “I
recognised him.”
“So did I,” he said. “Oh, Dodo, my poor child.”
She was dead. The Doctor stood up and looked at Wyn as she cried openly.
His face was ashen and he was obviously holding back his own tears.
“It’s not fair,” she said. “Poor Dodo. She had
such a rotten life and we had one great day with her… and now this.”
“At least she had that one great day. And she knew, after all, that
she wasn’t crazy.”
“But she’s still…”
“We’d better get out of here before we get arrested for her
murder,” The Doctor said. “Don’t want to explain that
to your mum.”
“We’re just going to leave her?”
The Doctor put his hand in his pocket and pulled out a handkerchief. He
used it to pick up the telephone receiver and dial 999. He laid the receiver
down next to Dodo’s body. “The call centre will trace the
number. Somebody will be here soon.”
Wyn was still crying when they got back to the TARDIS. He told her to
go to bed. She nodded and turned away. He called her back.
“Hey,” he said. “I’m sorry for what happened.
But you do understand there’s nothing I can do? There are ‘rules’.
I can’t go back and make it happen differently.”
“I know,” she said. “It's just not fair.”
“The universe isn’t fair,” he sighed. “I’ve
spent enough time in it to know that.” She nodded and smiled weakly
and then went to her room. He put the TARDIS into temporal orbit and then
he wandered away into the drawing room where they had sat so happily earlier.
He picked up the photo album and sat in a chair, idly looking through
the memories of a long, long life. After a while, he fell asleep.
“Doctor!” He woke with a stiff neck from sleeping in an armchair
and looked up at Wyn as she shook him. “Doctor, something funny
is going on. Come look.”
He followed her through to the console room. The first thing he noticed
was that they had landed. That was odd as he had not programmed a co-ordinate.
Then he looked up at the viewscreen and knew Wyn’s assessment of
the situation was correct. Something funny WAS going on.
They appeared to be back in the same place and time they were yesterday.
He checked the destination panel to confirm it, and realised there was
something else that was odd.
“This isn’t a repeat journey,” he said. “We haven’t
accidentally returned to the same place we were yesterday. The TARDIS
thinks this is the first time we were there - as if all that happened
yesterday didn’t happen.”
“Well, GOOD,” Wyn said. “Then Dodo is still alive and
we can do something to stop her being hurt.”
The Doctor looked at her and seemed on the point of replying. Then he
looked again at his database.
And he couldn’t think of a single reason why she was not right.
According to the TARDIS records they had never been to this time and place
before. He checked it twice more to be sure.
“Yes, we can,” The Doctor said. “I don’t know
WHY, but we’ve been given a second chance.”
They did everything the same way; there was no need to change anything
much about the day up to a point. They met Dodo, they helped her discover
that she had not been hallucinating when she met The Doctor for the first
time. They took her to the Live Aid concert in both London and Philadelphia.
But this time The Doctor and Wyn walked with her to her front door.
“I would invite you in,” she said. “But I really should
get to bed. It’s almost morning already, and I have work….
Oh. I don’t! I was fired. But… Oh, well. I had better get
to the Job Centre first thing, anyway.”
“Take care,” The Doctor said, kissing her on the cheek.
“You’re as nice as your grandfather,” she told him and
went into the house, shutting the door behind her.
The Doctor waited. He heard Dodo scream. He kicked the door in and rushed
inside.
“You stupid retard!” the man shouted as Dodo ran from him
and tried to defend herself by putting the living room sofa between her
and him. “I’ve had my van impounded and I’m being prosecuted
by the DSS because of your nosy friend. I’m going to take my losses
out on your hide.”
“You’ll do nothing of the sort, you coward,” The Doctor
said. “If you want a fight, then fight me.”
“I’ll kill you!” he snarled, lunging at The Doctor,
a long carving knife held like a dagger.
“No!” Dodo screamed and ran in front of The Doctor. She gave
a soft cry as the knife plunged into her heart and fell back into his
arms. The man pulled the knife from her body and turned and snarled at
Wyn as she tried to block the door.
“Wyn!” The Doctor cried out. “Let him go. He’s
killed once. He won’t think twice about killing again.”
“Killed!” Wyn stepped aside as the man ran for it. “She’s
dead?”
“Yes,” he sighed and hugged her close to him. “Poor
Dodo. I’m sorry.”
He did the same as last night, leaving the phone off the hook on a 999
call and they walked sadly back to the TARDIS. The second time around
it felt even more gut-wrenchingly futile. He sent Wyn to bed and sat on
the battered old leather chair in the console room and stared at the green
glow it emitted from deep within.
He meant to stay awake, but he drifted off for a few minutes. No more
than that, he was sure. He didn’t even remember taking his eyes
off the console. He must have dreamt he was still awake.
But the next thing he knew, Wyn was shaking him.
“It’s Groundhog Day again,” she said grimly. He looked
up at the viewscreen and sighed.
“What can we do differently?” Wyn asked.
“This time I’m going into the house, no matter how tired she
is. I’m going to tuck her up in bed if I have to.”
“He’s going to be waiting in the house. With a knife.”
“I’ll be ready for him.”
“Doctor…be careful.”
He was. This time he was careful to leave Wyn in the TARDIS as he walked
Dodo to her home. At the door, he put his arms around her romantically,
kissed her on the lips, and suggested coffee. She looked surprised and
pleased. In a life that had been filled with too many disappointments,
suddenly there was a good looking man who wanted to come in for coffee.
She clung to his hand as she opened the door. She was too afraid he might
change his mind and go.
Even if all he really wanted WAS coffee, she thought. It would be nice.
If it was…
Too much to hope for. Coffee would do.
She led him to the kitchen and it was there her life began to unravel
again. She stared at the broken window pane and the back door that swung
open. And when she turned he was standing there in the shadows with the
knife. She screamed as he ran at her. She screamed again as The Doctor
stepped in front of her and HE took the length of the carving knife in
his stomach and fell. The last thing her brain registered before the knife
sliced through the air a second time, slashing her neck, was that The
Doctor’s blood seemed a strange colour.
The Doctor woke with a start and found himself lying on the console room
floor. He stood up and looked at Wyn as she waited by the life support
console. He didn’t even bother to look at the viewscreen.
“Again?”
She nodded.
The problem, they reasoned, was that the man was going to break into the
house and kill her in revenge for what happened in the morning outside
Wembley.
“If she doesn’t meet us, she won’t lose her job,”
The Doctor decided. And he pressed keys on the drive control and pulled
the lever. They felt the TARDIS groan and whoosh briefly and looked up
to see that it had moved fifty yards or so down Wembley Way and was concealed
by a big advertising hoarding for the Live Aid concert.
They mingled with the crowds who wanted to eat burgers and chips before
going to a concert in aid of people who had never even heard of burgers
and chips and were dying for lack of even more basic foodstuffs. The irony
of it seemed obvious to The Doctor and Wyn. They wondered if it had occurred
to anyone else.
Dodo was hard at work all day. People with their hands stamped with ultra-violet
markers to show they had tickets came almost continuously for food. She
looked absolutely exhausted at three o’clock when The Doctor sent
Wyn to buy a couple of burgers and check up on her.
“I wouldn’t eat that, actually,” she said to The Doctor.
“I had a peak around the back. He’s got the meat in an open
container with flies hovering around it.”
The Doctor tossed the still wrapped burger into a bin some ten metres
away. Wyn said it was a fluke but he did the same with the second one
before taking her by the arm and suggesting they eat somewhere nicer.
Dodo would be ok for a few hours - as long as the customers kept coming
and she didn’t eat any of the food herself.
She WAS all right, although The Doctor wondered how long a shift she was
expected to work. She was still serving burgers and chips from the van
when the crowds surged out of the stadium after ten o’clock. And
it was nearly an hour later before she was able to shut down and tidy
up. Her slave-driver of a boss had gone to the pub meanwhile and returned
looking the worse for the wear about 11.30.
“What are you standing around idle for?” he demanded with
a slurred voice. “Lazy retard.” She tried to argue that she
had packed up the van and had nothing else to do but he wasn’t listening.
He grabbed her by the hair and started to drag her into the van.
“Leave her alone,” The Doctor yelled, deciding that non-intervention
could only go so far. He stalked towards the man and pulled Dodo away
from him at the same time as he floored him with a right hook he had learned
from the famous Victorian boxer, J. L Sullivan many lives ago. He took
the bewildered woman by the hand and led her away but before he had reached
the safety of the TARDIS Wyn screamed a terrified warning. He turned too
late to avoid the van ploughing into all three of them. He felt his bones
crack on impact and knew that Dodo’s hand was wrenched from his
as she was dragged under the wheel.
He yelled as he opened his eyes and found himself lying on the floor
of the console room. Wyn was standing above him. She looked wretched.
“THAT one hurt,” she said.
“Yes,” he agreed. “It did.” He stood up and walked
to the console. He stared at the same old time and space co-ordinates.
“What do we have to do to get away from here?” he asked himself
out loud.
“Stop her from being killed,” Wyn said. “But it looks
as if, whichever way it happens, she is MEANT to die today. That man wants
to kill her.”
“Poor child,” The Doctor mused. “She’s had no
kind of life as it is. All those years locked up in an institution for
nothing, doubting her own memories because some damn fool with a degree
in psychiatry told her I couldn’t possibly exist.”
“Well, you ARE quite a phenomenon,” Wyn said. “I thought
you were a made up character that my mum invented until I actually met
you.”
“You never thought your mum was mad, though, did you?” he
said with a smile. “It's just not fair. She left me because she
had some terrifying experiences and needed an ordinary life to recover
from it all. But she never GOT that ordinary life. Her life was wasted.
And now it seems she is fated to die one way or another on this day.”
“But fate seems to want us to figure out a way of stopping it,”
Wyn reminded him. “That’s why we’re stuck in this loop,
trying different ways of making it right.”
“I don’t think we’re EVER going to get it right this
way,” The Doctor said. “We’re looking at this wrong.
Even if we do stop that bloody maniac from hurting her, what does she
have here in 1985?”
“The dole office in the morning, and maybe another dead end job.”
Wyn said with a grimace.
“That’s not a life. That’s not the life she should have
had. You don’t know what she was like when I knew her. She was a
terrific kid, lively, full of fun, game for anything. A lot like you are
in that respect.”
Wyn smiled. It was nice of him to say that.
“I shouldn’t have assumed that she’d be ok by herself
after she left. I should have gone back and made sure she was ok.”
“You’re not to blame for her life going wrong,” Wyn
told him.
“Morally… I think I am,” he said. “And I think
I know how to put it right.”
First, they had to go through the day the same as before. At the point
where he was sitting with Dodo in the TARDIS drawing room drinking coffee,
though, he asked her a lot more questions about that difficult time of
her life after he had left her.
“What was the name of the institution where you were sent when they
sectioned you, Dodo?” he asked.
“It was called Brockley Hall,” she said. “In Sussex.
It was an old mansion. It had really pretty gardens, but you were only
allowed out there with the permission of the senior consultant. Or when
visitors came. But I never had any visitors. And the consultant –
His name was Doctor Warner - he hardly ever let me go out.”
“You never had any family, did you, Dodo,” The Doctor said
with a sigh.
“The Doctor and Steven were the best family I ever had,” she
said. “I loved the time I was with them. Even though some of it
was really scary.”
“Oh, I know about that,” Wyn said. “I’ve met some
creepy stuff with The Doctor.”
“The worst wasn’t a monster though,” Dodo told them.
“It was a computer designed by a Human being on Earth. That was
the most terrifying thing. Monsters on other planets… where they
belong… that was ok. But monsters that are ordinary people…
here in London…”
“Sometimes ordinary people ARE monsters,” The Doctor said
darkly, thinking of the thug who had killed her over and over again for
no reason he could think of but petty vindictiveness. “But don’t
worry about it. And don’t worry about working for that no good ruffian
with his salmonella infested burgers. I think the wardrobe might be in
a slightly different place than you remember. It’s bigger than it
used to be, anyway. Wyn, why don’t you take her and both of you
find something nice to wear to the concert.”
This time they didn’t do the Philadelphia section. They took Dodo
home right after the London concert. Because, The Doctor reasoned, that
maniac who wanted to kill her was still serving his rotten burgers until
nearly midnight and she would be safe until then. It made no logical sense,
but he didn’t think he could do what he wanted to do unless he left
her alive in London. Something would not let him leave until then.
It worked. He looked at the new co-ordinate. It seemed so long since he
had seen anything but the co-ordinate for Wembley, July 13th, 1985 that
it was strange to see something else on the navigation display. He flicked
on the viewscreen and looked at the garden of Brockley Hall Mental Hospital
in August, 1967. Two days after Dodo had been admitted to it for treatment.
“This shouldn’t be possible,” he told Wyn. “But
then the Groundhog Day scenario we’ve been stuck in shouldn’t
have been possible, either. I think the laws of causality are going to
let us get away with an infringement just this once.”
“I still don’t get it,” Wyn answered him. “But
let’s get on with it. I’m not going to wear this dorky outfit
for long.”
“You make a very demure personal secretary.” He smiled at
the skirt, blouse and jacket that made her look five years older than
she was. It was about the only persona he could think of to explain her
being with him. And she wasn’t having the ‘stay here in the
TARDIS’ routine. Why should she? Nobody before her had ever put
up with that.
He left the TARDIS nestled under a weeping willow tree that almost, but
not quite, concealed it and walked up to the entrance to the hospital.
At the reception he identified himself as Doctor John Smythe, a non-de-plume
he occasionally adopted. The psychic paper seemed to be used to that name,
anyway.
“I am here at the invitation of your senior man, Doctor Warner,
to examine a patient of his. He thought my experience with patients with
delusional fantasies might throw some light on her condition.”
Wyn wondered if even that quite convincing cover story would have worked
if The Doctor didn’t also seem to hypnotise everyone he met. He
did it in a subtle way. He spoke very calmly, and quietly, and he looked
straight into their eyes. They were putty in his hands. It seemed amazingly
easy to get through to the section of the hospital where Dorothy Chaplet
was being “treated” for her mental afflictions.
“Come along, Dorothy,” the nurse said to her in the kind of
voice that would grate on the ear of a two year old, let alone a grown
woman. “This nice doctor wants to talk to you for a little while.”
The teenage Dodo stood up from her seat in the recreation room. It was
by the barred window. She had been looking out at the garden. She came
quietly and stood in front of the ‘nice’ doctor, saying nothing,
expecting nothing from him but another uncomfortable session of analysis
of her psychoses.
“Come along, Dodo,” he said to her. Her eyes flickered. Nobody
in the hospital called her that. He held out his hand and she hesitantly
reached for it.
“We’re going to take a walk in the garden,” he told
the head nurse. She seemed on the point of objecting when one of The Doctor’s
stares hit her full on. She burbled something about being back in time
for tea and thought of something else she should have been doing.
“Let’s not waste any time,” The Doctor said, walking
quickly towards the stairwell to the ground floor. “As soon as the
influence wears off on one of them and they realise I have no business
being here, the game’s up.”
“What game?” Dodo looked at him with a puzzled and slightly
frightened expression. “Are you… You ARE a doctor aren’t
you?”
“Oh yes,” he said. “Though not in psychiatry - a dubious
science if there ever was one. There aren’t many problems people
have that couldn’t be solved with a cup of tea and somebody actually
listening to them. Nobody has been listening to you for the past year,
have they, Dodo.”
“They think I’m having delusions. They said I had a nervous
breakdown and dreamt up a fantasy world to escape from my real problems.”
They emerged into the garden. Dodo breathed deeply in the fresh air and
smiled.
“It’s so nice out here. Thank you for bringing me out here
to talk, doctor.”
“It’s going to be all right, Dodo,” he said. “You’re
not delusional. You were hypnotised by the WOTAN computer. So were a lot
of people. And some dreadful things happened because of it. And that frightened
you. But you’re not delusional. You didn’t do anything wrong.
And nothing that you remember about the time you spent in the TARDIS was
a fantasy, Dodo. It WAS real and you’re as sane as I am.”
“Who are you?” she asked, staring at him. There was something
familiar about his eyes, but she wasn’t sure what.
“Who am I?” he smiled widely. “I’m The Doctor.”
“The Doctor?”
“THE Doctor,” he repeated. “The definitive article.”
He stopped by the weeping willow tree and pulled back its overhanging
branches. “YOUR Doctor, Dodo. And I’m here to take you away
from this place and its barbaric ideas of how to treat those whose minds
don’t conform to some concept of ‘normal’.”
“The Doctor?” She stared at the TARDIS hidden beneath the
tree. “But…. But The Doctor is an old man. You’re….”
“He’s his grandson,” Wyn told her. “Carrying on
the family business. He’s done some remodelling of the inside since
you were here last, but I think you’ll like it.” She reached
out and took Dodo’s hand as The Doctor took his key from his pocket.
They heard the sound of running feet and a panicked shout of ‘Dorothy!”
as they stepped inside. The Doctor was right. The game was up! But they
had won it.
“But what now?” Wyn asked as Dodo sat on the old leather chair
and drank tea while The Doctor programmed a new co-ordinate into the console.
“Dodo gets her life back. She gets her teenage years, her 20s and
30s. She gets to make her own choices. I’m taking her to a place
where somebody will help her make those choices.”
“And Wembley, 1985?”
“Dodo won’t be there. She will never have spent 10 years in
an institution and come out with no qualifications to take whatever dead
end job she could get. We’ve broken the cycle.”
“You hope.”
“I’m sure of it,” he said. He initialised a landing
and smiled as the viewscreen resolved into a view of Lake Coniston in
Cumbria. He took both of the teenage girls hand in hand as he brought
them to a bright looking, rambling old house in a garden that led right
down to the lakeside. There was a sign halfway up the path that read “Coniston
View Home for Girls, Headmistress, Mrs. Dorothy Weir.”
They hadn’t even reached the door when a dark haired woman in her
mid-40s ran out and met them halfway there.
“Ace!” The Doctor cried gleefully. “My favourite juvenile
delinquent.”
“I heard the sound….” Dorothy Weir, formerly known as
Ace, looked at him curiously. “I heard the TARDIS. Nothing in the
world makes that kind of noise. But…”
“It’s me, Ace,” he assured her. “I’ve changed
since you knew me. Time Lords can do that. I don’t know if I ever
told you. When our bodies get old and worn out, we can change them. But
I still remember you.”
“Professor?”
“Yes!” He hugged her tightly, another old acquaintance renewed.
Wyn grinned to see them. Dodo looked at him curiously.
“Changes his appearance when his body gets old and worn out….”
Wyn looked at her and saw her eyes brighten as she worked it out. “Oh…
he’s not… not his grandson at all is he? He IS The Doctor.”
“Yes, Dodo,” he said looking around at her and reaching out
his hand to her. “I’m sorry. The lie seemed easier for you
to take in. But yes, I am YOUR Doctor. I WAS an old man with a stick.
For Ace I was a professor with an umbrella. And Wyn has known me as….
I don’t know, what would you say I was before I was this devilishly
handsome chap you see before you?”
“You’re just fantastic,” Wyn told him. “But don’t
let that go to your head, because we’re all pretty fantastic too
- for putting up with you.”
“That you are, Wyn,” he laughed. “Ace, before this conversation
gets too crazy, I want you to meet another Dorothy who isn’t keen
on being called that. This is Dodo. She’s homeless right now, and
could use a good friend who has a nice garden. I thought she might be
able to help you out here until she gets on her feet.” He explained
to Dodo that the one time juvenile delinquent, now Mrs Dorothy Weir, ran
a boarding school for girls with what was euphemistically called ‘behavioural
problems’.
“I think we could find a place for you,” Ace said to her.
“You’re one of The Doctor’s friends are you? I suppose
he’s scared you half to death, too.”
“Not him. He looked after me. But I couldn’t go on travelling
in the TARDIS. And I’ve nothing to go back to.”
“Then you’ll just have to go forwards. That’s what everyone
here is doing. Putting the past behind them and going forwards. You’ll
fit in just fine.”
They stayed to tea. How could they do otherwise. But then The Doctor
and Wyn said goodbye.
“Not for good,” Ace made him promise. “Come and see
us some time. Promise me you’ll do that.”
“I promise,” he said.
“Where next?” he asked Wyn. “I suppose you’ve
seen enough of Wembley in 1985.”
“NEVER again,” she answered. “If you’re in the
mood for concerts though, you could take me to see the Manic Street Preachers
in Cardiff on Millennium night. It was a totally cool concert. The biggest
thing in Wales. My brothers went. But I wasn’t old enough.”
“Sounds good to me,” he said. “The last time I did the
millennium I was in San Francisco. Cardiff? Why not!”